there goes a day of my life

A letter from Noctis, before your wedding.

Dear ______,

So, today is the day. Couldn’t be a more beautiful day. I’m sure you’re busy getting ready right now, having all sorts of people fuss over you, but I figured I would write you something before the ceremony starts. Ignis said it would be a good idea, so here goes.

I can’t explain how much it means to me that we’re getting married. I’ve never been able to choose much in my life, not without consequences or judgement anyway. My fate has always been mapped out for me. But not you. You were never planned by any council or official, you were, you are, just… you. 

It’s weird, thinking how shy I was around you when we met. I just assumed people would never like me for me, that they only cared about my status. You changed that.

I love you. I feel like I never tell you that enough. You make me feel like a regular guy, you’re part of what gives me a life away from duties. I’m so forever grateful to you for that. You let me see what a ‘normal’ life was like, and I loved it.

You’re incredible. Everything about you is incredible. You always seem to know exactly what I need before I ask you, whether it’s company for a night or a hand to hold when everything gets a little too much. I don’t know how you do it. 

Marrying royalty isn’t an easy path. Hell, marrying me wouldn’t be easy even without the royal status. It’s going to be lots of meetings, travelling, and pretending to like people who you would rather maim with a sword. It’s hard, but I know you’ll be able to handle it with grace and everything else a Queen needs. I hope you’re excited about being a Queen. Nerves are probably the only thing you’re feeling right now, but I hope there’s a bubble of excitement there too. Trust me, I’m feeling the same.

Part of me still can’t believe you said yes. The proposal didn’t go as planned, I completely forgot what I had planned to say, but I’d like to think it was still perfect in its own way. In our way. It makes me laugh, I worried for so long about it but it turned out that I didn’t need to plan it, worry over it etc. Everything I needed to inspire what I needed to say was right in front of me. 

You make me the happiest man alive, I hope you know that. You’ve stood by me for so long, through everything, and I’ve never been able to thank you in all the ways that I’ve wanted to. But know that I’ll always do the same for you, _______, and I hope I make you the happiest you can be. Truly.

So there you have it. I’ll have someone run round and give this to you, I hope you like it. I can just imagine your beautiful face smiling as you read this, or at least I hope you’re smiling. Gods, I love your smile. 

In a few hours we’ll be together, uniting our love in front of our friends. I can’t wait. I’ve wanted this for so long and now it’s here, I still can’t believe it. The public ceremony next week may be the one getting more attention, but this is the one I really care about. It’s you, and me, just us. Always.

I love you, my Queen.

Noctis x

Went on holiday in Jersey for a few days (the Island next to France and above the UK, not New Jersey!). Had a pretty fun time other then when I got stuck up on a bunk bed :o you can read about my plight and ultimate escape here.

The first night I went to a 50s style diner which came complete with a fully-functioning jukebox. I decided to fulfill one of my life dreams of reenacting comedian John Mulaney’s famous Salt and Pepper diner sketch. If you are unfamiliar with this sketch I recommend dropping everything you are currently doing in life and watch it right now first here.

But for reasons I strongly suspect were to stop people fulfilling their life dreams of reenacting the Salt and Pepper Diner sketch, this jukebox had every famous Tom Jones song except What’s New Pussycat. I didn’t want to walk away disappointed though and oh boy I didn’t. I was messing around with it and was deterred by spending actual money on Tom Jones hits, when I pressed It’s Not Unusual. To my delight and horror at the same time, it just started playing without me paying. It started playing VERY VERY loudly. I decided to do what every self respecting person should do and run away very fast as more and more people started showing their displeasure. I could hear it all the way back to my hotel room and it was fantastic. Will try again with the next jukebox I find.

The next day I wondered around the town and found some delightful local building and road names. Naturally, I just had to take a picture.

The day after I went to Durrell’s famous Wildlife Conservation Trust and found many bats hanging out and a fake flamingo that looked like a toilet brush.

On my final day I went to Gorey Pier. It had a nice looking castle but for £12 entrance it was nicer just to look at it from the outside honestly. The beach was free nice though.

I did a spot of rock climing on the nice beach and managed to cut my hand open. Luckily the Gorey village had a pharmacy where I bought these cool Star Wars plasters. I went with the Stormtooper one because most of them were rather small, being children’s plasters. I may be small, but I am not that small.

On the way out of the village I saw this cute little 3-legged cat, just catching some shade <3

I also got chips in the village and what seaside holiday is complete without greedy seagulls fighting over them? I also saw a duck.

Was a fun vacation 10/10.

auroramusic Today is the 22. Of July. 🥀 six years have gone past us since the day you were taken away from us. You and 76 other people.
Even if time goes quicker sometimes we don’t forget about you. but we remember to treat ourselves kindly, and know that we can never feel guilt for being alive. I know you would all smile to see your friends and family enjoy the gift of life, and I promise you we will try to live our lives the best we can. And take with us everything we learn on our way, to make the world a better place to be alive in. I miss you, and I will keep with me what the little we had on the rest of my journey. Rest In Peace A. 🥀 my thoughts goes to everyone who was scarred that day. I think less and less that time will actually heal this scars, but makes us stronger so we can carry them as a part of ourselves - so the scars won’t become all that we are. Sometimes those scars can even be beautiful . Sending out love to all you beautiful people🥀

important game

hello friends! so I was tagged to do this game by @give-me-a-minute-to-think, which is to write 5 important things about yourself that you don’t normally talk about. I tag @lareinedelapoubelle @draconian-overlord @dear-galileo @gaysonofjafar and whoever else feels like doing it!

1. it’s always been my dream to travel everywhere my whole life and live in Europe but I also want to stay in new york because I love the city so much and I don’t want to be far away from it lol. so I’m conflicted

2. I really love good food, good music, and good people and whatever I wind up doing in my life I want it to involve all of those things

3. I like to take each day as it goes. I hate intensive stressing over the future and I HATE routine. I prefer to spice up my life and just go with the flow lol I can’t live each day in the same routine because that drives me crazy I need spontaneity.

4. My favorite thing about musicals is that they inspire people. they inspired me to join the show at my school and it wound up being one of my most fulfilling life experiences. I love that they can take people places and relate to them and encourage them to keep going despite whatever obstacles they face, and also make people face the harsh truths of reality and deal with suffering. I want to write music or at least be a part of something that inspires people on that level

5. I love spending time with family. my sister, parents, cousins, aunts and uncles, grandparents are my best friends even though I complain about them all the time. I know not everyone can say the same thing so I’m very lucky to have a great family.

I think the thing that really, really got me about the no man’s land scene in Wonder Woman?

Is that it didn’t gloss over the “WW1 was awful, just, so so terrible” thing. And, like the million grimdark movies we’ve already seen, it’s all grey and grimy and awful and human suffering everywhere you look, and like every grimdark movie we’ve ever seen people are saying “look we can’t change this this is just how it is there’s nothing we can do everything sucks that’s just how it is”

And then, because Diana is Diana, she stops, and says “NO. No, I can do something, or at least I must try. And none of you can stop me.”

And she goes up and over the bank and into no-man’s land, in the iconic costume for the first time, red and blue and gold against the grey, and flips that goddamn overused ‘grimdark world sucks everything is futile life is pain there is no hope’ trope right on it’s goddamn head.

I didn’t know how desperately I needed to see that somewhere, and seeing my absolutely beloved childhood icon do it…well, I’m still a little choked up about it, the next day.

Activities for Different Energy Levels

I have been in a low-energy state so frequently lately that I feel like I’m accomplishing nothing and contributing nothing to my life or anyone else’s. To try to combat this, I made a list of things I like to do (or don’t hate doing) that can help me get through a day. The less time you waste trying to decide what to do with your time, the better, because that shit is so exhausting.

I felt like I’d share this in case anyone wants some ideas for when you feel totally overwhelmed, exhausted, bored, and frustrated. Here goes!

Low Energy

▪ Listen to audiobooks or podcasts
▪ Edit photos on apps like pixlr or instagram
▪ Look up and bookmark some recipes you’d like to make soon
▪ Play guitar, laying down if needed
▪ Research or plan out future volunteering
▪ Read about meditation from a book or article
▪ Research or plan out steps needed to do a future DIY or art project
▪ Do some light stretching while laying down or sitting
▪ Do some basic chair yoga or tai chi while following an instructional YouTube video
▪ Bookmark new resources for managing symptoms
▪ Make lists or draw diagrams of things you’re interested in
▪ Watch a Ted Talk or informative video
▪ Read using a kindle or book
▪ Scan through previously bookmarked resources
▪ Watch YouTube videos you’ve marked as “Watch Later" 


Medium Energy

▪ Build a model from a kit or printed paper template
▪ Socialize via text or online social media
▪ Research future volunteering opportunities or Return to Work programs
▪ Organize, rearrange, tidy up a section of your personal area 
▪ Make plans for later this week or next week
▪ Manage medication: call doctors, pharmacy. Refill your pill calendar.
▪ Install updates on your computer
▪ Take a long, hot shower. Use nice soap.
▪ Filing: sort your papers into their folders.
▪ Spend some time with a pet, cuddle.

High Energy

▪ Socialize in-person
▪ Learn something new: languages, coding, coping techniques, art, new music, DIY projects.
▪ Cook something healthy for today or for the week.
▪ Creative projects: start one and do your best to finish it.
▪ Plan something and execute it, no matter how small. Bonus points if there is a tangible proof of accomplishment like a model or painting or a song you learned.
▪ Go walk around the mall or Target. Doesn’t matter where, you don’t have to buy anything, just get out of the house and walk a little.

Tater headcanon/ficlet

Tater’s parents divorced when he was very young, he doesn’t even remember a time they were together (although they had an amicable relationship post-divorce). His father was a hockey player, his mother was a figure skating champion.

He grew up in Russia with his father, but would spend a couple months every year visiting his mother in the USA. She retired from competition, but continued on to be a formidable youth figure skating coach. Her students were always successful.

When Tater visits his mom, he usually tags along to her early morning practices. Truthfully, he catches a bit more sleep in the stands most days, but he does really enjoy watching the progress her students have made on days mornings when he’s well-rested.

When he’s 11 or so, his mom takes on a tiny blond boy as her newest student, and Tater absolutely LOVES watching him practice. The kid is fast learner, and young Tater has been around the best and brightest of figure skating enough to know that this boy is going to be great.

Even when Tater returns home to Russia after his visit, he still asks his mom about how the little blond boy is doing with his lessons. The next time he visits, the improvement is already staggering. Now he eagerly attend his mom’s early morning lessons to see what this talented tiny boy can do.

Tater meets him once, but the funny little American boy talks very fast and Tater has no idea what he’s saying. He manages to say “Hi” and “good skate” and then stares, completely overwhelmed by this ball of blond energy shaking his hand and talking a mile a minute. Tater knows he’s saying something nice about his mom, because the boy is smiling a lot and looks over at her a couple times, but he knows very little English, so it mostly goes over his head. Still, it makes him smile, and he’s happy his mom has found such an enthusiastic student.

The years go by, and although Tater is sad to hear that his mom’s star pupil no longer figure skates, he gets busy with his hockey career. His mother has other talented students now, and she’s back in Russia. Life goes on. It’s been years since he’s thought of the tiny blond boy…

But one day, his teammate Jack starts (does he ever stop?) bragging about how wonderful his boyfriend is, and brings him along for a fun shinny game with the Falcs to show off Bitty’s skills and speed.

“Remember last time we did this, Bits?” Jack teases his boyfriend while the other guys set up the nets.

“The boys made me do a jump in my hockey skates for the school paper,” Bitty replies with a laugh.

Tater insists on seeing Jack’s little blond boyfriend do a jump, because he does miss watching figure skating like in his childhood. Bitty obliges, and the moment he lifts off the ice, Tater is filled with nostalgia. He knew something was familiar about this energetic young man.

“Hey, little B!” Tater skates over to Bitty immediately. “You’re so good. Always jumping so high, even in hockey skates.”

“Well, it would be better if I were in figure skates, and had a bit more practice…”

“Is okay. Long time since you started hockey, yes? When you were 15?”

Bitty doesn’t think too much of it, aside from being a bit of embarrassment that Jack has told his friends THAT much about him. “Yeah, I figure skated for years before that.”

“So many championships. Good skate.”

Bitty chuckles, remembering the time he met Katya’s quiet son who didn’t speak much English. That poor shy boy had only managed to tell him “good skate” too. He was hit with a wave of déja vu. This giant of a man was about 10,000 times more talkative than that boy, but now that Bitty thought about it, he did look a little familiar. “Um… Tater? This may sound strange, but…”

“So B, you know my mom Katya, yes?”

“OH. MY. GOD.”

“We should send her selfie now.”

mileeisgoingcrazy  asked:

Okay I may have just spent over an hour reading the messages because they gave me life and I love your blog a lot,,, (but that's not important) but can I make a request that Keith goes to text Shiro and gets Lance instead while Lance was gonna text Allura and texts Keith? (When they go to pine to their pining confident but both miss horribly and Klance happens)

hi hello yes this is my first post after being gone for like DAYS and i’m so sorry but i love you all and hope you’ve been well 💜

(ง’̀-‘́ )ง  ( ’̀-‘́ ง)  nowww kiss

A brazen challenge

Synopsis: Imagine admitting to Loki that you never manage to orgasm when are with men, making him smirk mischievously in response.

“Is that a challenge, my dear?”

So for the next couple of hours, he magically locks the two of you in your room and makes it a challenge as to how many times he can make you cum in a row. He pleasures you with his soft hands, his skilled and long fingers and his silver tongue before he fucks you roughly.

Pairing: Loki x Reader
Rating: M
Chapter: 1/1 (Oneshot)
Words: 4040
Warnings: smut. a lot of smut.

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anonymous asked:

Could you tell your uneducated followers, such as myself, some more about Ramadan? You're allowed to eat between sunset and sunrise, just not during the day? Are there rules about working during Ramadan if you have a job? Obviously some people can't take time off, but is it preferable to stay home with family? Do some countries, that you know of, recognize it as a holiday and give time off to Muslim citizens? Do you really fast everyday for the whole month!?

Sure. :)

From sunrise and sunset we can’t eat, drink, smoke or have sex. Obviously, if you live in a country with extremely long hours of sunlight it is a little different. 

You are allowed to go about your day as normal as possible. It is advisable to spend time with family and you should be focusing on strengthening your faith. 

Fasting is for those who are abled. 

If you are sick such as having the flu, have a health condition such a diabetes, old age, mental illness, being forced to do it against your will -‘compulsion’, experiencing intense hunger and/or thirst, you are travelling or you would face prosecution or experience fear due to fasting you may be exempt. People don’t fast while they are on their period (well, for good reason since that be incredibly uncomfortable), pregnant/breastfeeding (up to their discretion) and children are not required to fast (Some children do want try it out. I remember as a child I would get in the habit of fasting until midday as practice. Obviously it was not forced on me and I wanted to do it. Of course, parents need to be very watchful of their kids.)  

You can either make up the fasting days or if you have a long-term condition donate to charity. 

It is a festive time. We like to go out for special dinners, prepare special food and do more community activities. But most importantly the month is centred around helping the less fortunate. This is the time of year where we pay our yearly zakkat to the poor. A required amount of donations from your total earnings to someone in need. 

Fasting is suppose to teach patience, steadfastness and remind you of those who go hungry and thirsty. It is about controlling your desires. We do it the whole month- 29 or 30 days depending on the moon. 

Fasting shouldn’t be a distressing experience. For most people, fasting is relatively easy or just mildly uncomfortable. Most people report to feeling better during ramadan as it is good for the digestive system and lots of people actually gain weight surprisingly enough because they tend to have feasts at dinner. We eat two meals know as Suhoor in the morning and Iftaar at night. Water and dates are ‘sunnah’- Optional but a good habit- to have at both times as that is what the Prophet Muhammad (SA) use to do. 

Islam teaches that you must have a good breakfast before sunrise and that you break your fast as soon as it is sunset- it is forbidden to delay breaking your fast. It is not required to starve yourself at all. Healthy, abled people fast without any difficulties. It shouldn’t be at the cost of your health.

You are to prioritise your health and well-being. 

I live in Australia and nothing changes for me. I am not bothered by it because for me my life goes on as normal as fasting is not a difficulty. I went to a religious school for Primary School and High School so we had shorter days during ramadan. 

I am not aware of how it is practiced in Muslim countries. 

Thanks for your ask. Have a great day anon! 

anonymous asked:

“You bake when you’re stressed and sometimes you give me cookies, but recently you’re giving me whole baskets each day, now I’m not complaining but are you okay?” au sterek? <3

OK, I wrote you a quick little thing. :)

now also on ao3

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When Derek shows up at Stiles’ back door that morning with a basket full of about three dozen cookies, all carefully iced to look like Batman and Spider-Man, Stiles doesn’t say anything. He just gets up from the kitchen table and opens the screen door, and then he looks down at the basket for a long, long moment, and then he rubs the heels of his hands into his eyes and groans.

He looks kind of… unkempt. He’s wearing the same sweatpants and lacrosse hoodie he’d had on two days ago when Derek saw him at his mailbox, and his hair is sticking up everywhere, and it’s obvious he hasn’t shaved in a while because there’s some actual stubble there. Derek didn’t think Stiles was even capable of facial hair. It only adds to his attractiveness, but still, Derek can’t help but be concerned.

Derek doesn’t usually start conversations, but today he feels like making an exception. “Are you okay? This is a lot more baking than usual, even for you.”

“What? What do you mean?” Stiles says, dropping his hands to his sides. His face cycles through about five or six different expressions before settling on something that’s probably trying to say “innocent and oblivious,” but… well. Derek might not know Stiles that well, but he knows Stiles is definitely not either of those things, ever.

“The cookies,” Derek says slowly. “That you leave on my doorstep a few times a week while I’m out on my morning run.”

Stiles glares down at the cookies Derek’s holding like they’ve betrayed him.

“We don’t talk about it,” Derek says slowly, unsure, “but I thought you knew that I knew it was you. I mean, no one else in the neighborhood even talks to me.”

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local floating head wants to suffer in bed all day without disruption

Whenever I see your picture or hear people talk about you, my breath always catches in my throat and I’m struck by this painful twinge that twists my sides and brings the stinging of tears to back of my eyes.
It’s the thought of you being happy and living your life… imagining you laughing and joking with other people that hurts… Don’t get me wrong – I still care for you and the thought of you being happy makes me happy… but at the same time it makes me sad. Because… life goes on, or at least it did for you and being confronted with your happiness makes me feel like I made no difference to your life… as if there was never any point in me being in it at all. You were happy before you met me and you’re still the same happy person now even though I’m gone.
I know it’s foolish to wish I had meant more to you… that my absence would change your world or have some sort of lasting impact so I shouldn’t be surprised to learn that the day we said goodbye wasn’t devastating enough to make the world stop turning for you…
Not like it did for me.
My personal way of separating the types

SUBMITTED by Steve

Since the MBTI system has been in place, there’s been the unavoidable “classifications” of the 16 types. The most widely accepted one is the temperaments (NT, NF, SJ, SP) It works, but definitely has its flaws. Like, do ISTJs and ESFJs really have THAT much in common other than being law-abiding citizens guided by stability? If so, then why aren’t INTJs and ENFJs pitted in the same category? My favorite personal way is the “Pi/Pe/Je/Ji-Dom’’ system. I find that the personality types within these groups tend to operate on a day to day basis more similarly and display more similar behavior. For those who never heard of it, it goes something like this: Perceiving dominants (IxxJ, ExxJ, IxxP, ExxP). The judgment functions then become secondary (Thinking and feeling). So I thought I would summarize them each with their own nifty little title. Disclaimer: This is just my opinion, not gospel, so go ahead and criticize.

Pi-Doms (ISTJ, ISFJ, INTJ, INFJ): The soldiers

-Pi-Doms’ name of their game is ’‘stability”. Their Dominant function absorbs information subjectively and constantly wonders what is the safest route to make it through this life. ISxJs will use their personal experience and compare it when faced with anything new, INxJs will analyze what is beneath the surface of what they are seeing and set their sails for the best path accordingly.

- Their auxiliary function becomes their tool in making their way into this world. IxFJs will tap into the social atmosphere and easily fit in society, even helping their fellow men. While IxTJs will look at the world wondering what is objectively the best course of action in making things happen. 

- Their tertiary function is how they make their personal judgement of things. IxFJs will analyze what makes sense to them objectively, while IxTJ will ponder about their inner motivation and what personally matters to them.

-Their inferior function is a danger zone where they feel everything will spiral downward really fast if they tap into it. ISxJs worry that every new event will lead to disaster and have a hard time dealing with the unexpected, whereas INxJs find the real, immediate sensory world to be somewhat unreliable and dangerous.

Pe-Doms (ESFP, ESTP, ENFP, ENTP): The livewires

-Simply put, Pe-Doms are like letting a kid loose at the zoo, amusement park or toy store and telling them they have “carte blanche” for 24 hours. So of course they will try to squeeze in everything they can during that time period, metaphorically pulling on every lever in sight to see what will happen. 

- Their auxiliary function serves as judgement to decide what they put priority in; emotional matters (ESFP, ENFP) or technical matters (ESTP, ENTP).

- Their tertiary function helps them not to get too carried away with things. ESFPs and ENFPs will wonder what is the best logical course of action (Te) while ESTPs and ENTPs will remind themselves that they belong to a social system and other people matter.

- Their inferior function is like a parent nagging at them, in other words, it breaks their fun. For ENTPs and ENFPs Si is like Mom reminding you to take your sweater outside because it’s cold, even if you don’t want to. While ESTPs and ESFPs, have their Ni dads reminding them to check both sides of the street before crossing it. 

Je-Doms (ESTJ, ESFJ, ENTJ, ENFJ):The leaders

- Je-Doms’ first priority is organization, whether it be people or things. They thus, “attack” the world aggressively which can make them overbearing at times, but in reality they are the pillars of this society. They all evaluate what needs to be done effortlessly and make it happen.

- Their auxiliary function serves as to what route they want to make this happen with ESTJs and ESFJs preferring their personal experience and what has been known to work, whereas ENTJs and ENFJs prefer to focus on the unknown and forge a path to safety. 

- Their tertiary function is better known as the “fun” function. It allows them to let loose and throw their cares away, which they desperately need after all this focus on leading. ESTJs and ESFJs will want to explore new interests in life whereas ENTJs and ENFJs will just…..give in to what they want to do now. But in both cases, they did their homework, and most likely deserve it.

-Their inferior function represents a repressed child crying for help. For ESTJs and ENTJs they have to remind themselves what they emotionally want whereas for ESFJs and ENFJs, they have to learn to take a step back and objectively analyze what’s going, disregarding how they feel about it. 

Ji-Doms (ISTP, ISFP, INTP, INFP): The nomads

- Ji-Doms are all about one thing: Their personal needs and expression of said needs. They focus mostly on their individuality regardless if it fits within the social mold. IxFPs judge things on what makes sense to their inner values, and IxTPs judge things on what just……..makes sense, period. 

- Their auxiliary function allows them to express themselves. ISxPs are more visceral and what to experience life first hand on their own terms. They have a tendency towards a “flashy” appearance (i.e. tattoos, latest designer clothes) INxPs however, have a penchant for a more provocative, upbeat appearance (Purple hair? Why not? It’ll get people guessing…)

- Their tertiary function is really interesting. It makes them take pause and ponder about the deeper implication of things (ISxPs) or remember what has always mattered to them (INxPs). In both cases, it serves as a “safety” zone.

- The inferior function is what all Ji-Doms seem to rebel against. IxFPs find that Te is suffocating and destroys their individuality and freedom whereas IxTPs find that Fe forces them into being someone that they are not. 

“Life goes on…”

@vanderweek ♦ Day 1: Life ♦ Identity | Origins | Memory | Beginnings

DAY 0102 ♦ 03 04 ♦ 0506 ♦ 07


I’m not supposed to join Vanderweek, my work projects came so sudden and I’m getting more busy, but can’t stop my love for Vandy omg!!!

Well, I don’t know much about his past (cuz has no Vanderwood route though), then I redraw past story of my OC for him.

[My OC’s story: Ryzuki - His family got murdered, he was saved by secret organization, he had chosen the path working for the underground and became a killer.]


[Seems they have similarity somehow… ( 0 _0)” ]

I never understood why people said love wasn’t enough
Until I realized that it wasn’t
We loved each other
There was no denying that
But he wouldn’t let me in
No matter how hard I tried
But I could see clear as day
How much he loved me
Sometimes love isn’t enough
It makes your heart heavy
In a way that never quite goes away
—  Chapters from my life
Me explaining what "sinking like a stone" means to one of my students today. She is eight.
  • Me: So, when you throw a rock into a pond it sinks very fast right to the bottom, doesn't it? Whereas if you have a leaf or a feather, it would float, or sink much more slowly than a rock would, right? So if something is sinking like a stone, it means it's going down really fast, like a rock would in a lake. You get it?
  • 8 year old, completely serious: Yeah, or like if you throw a whole chicken.
  • Me:
some connor lives murphy family headcanons

because i love my boy

  • Reads like he’ll never see another book in his life. He consumes every book around him. He goes to the library and takes one book from every section just so he’ll have a Balanced Education.
  • He especially likes biographies, and he’s read Stephen King’s “On Writing” at least 20 times.
  • Once he starts attending therapy/taking proper medication and he’s more Mellow (less outbursts/paranoia) he starts drawing again
  • -His art is usually kind of dark and abstract but one day he starts sketching a hyper-realistic portrait of Zoe and he finds out that he’s,,,,really good at it???
  • He gives Zoe the drawing in hopes of making things a little better between them. He just wants to show her that he still notices her and that he’s ready to be a big brother again.
  • Connor just slides it under her door and he’s So Anxious until he gets a text from her a few hours later asking if he wants to talk.
  • So they do!!!!!!!! And not everything is perfect but they both cry and Zoe tells him he’s a dick and Connor says he knows that he is.
  • They still argue, and they still piss each other off, but in a much more Sibling way.
  • I would like to think he would start teaching some sort of art class? Painting or drawing or something. Probably for like…Middle schoolers because I doubt he’d be able to handle kids.
  • His meds make him Really Tired so any little bit of social interaction is Enough for the day.
  • Like if he goes to school or teaches a class he will lock himself in his room for the rest of the day to read or draw and smoke and sleep.
  • Like I said, it’s not all better yet, but he’s improving.
  • Doesn’t talk to Larry much at all.
  • But he does start to confide in Cynthia (enough to tell her what he needs in a given situation. For example, “I’m really frustrated right now I need a break”) and she understands.
  • For Zoe’s birthday he bakes a cake and draws a little flower in incing on the top. She almost cries since it’s the first time he’s done anything for her birthday since they were little kids.
  • He applies for Penn State and gets in!!! The summer after senior year (when he’s sure he won’t be living at home anymore) he comes out to everyone.
  • Larry doesn’t say anything, Cynthia and Zoe hug him and it’s Good.
  • He majors in art history!!!! 
  • The good happy ending that we all deserved.
  • The end.