there are... a lot of mistakes

To Kim Jongin,

I know you might never see this, but I just needed to say how proud you make me. Not even as a stan, but as a regular person. Seeing you face your challenges head on even when you’re exhausted is extremely inspiring to me. Today I found out you stayed up till four practicing your solo for aeris, and that you made a lot of mistakes even though us onlookers couldn’t tell. Sweetheart, you’re so hard on yourself, and my heartbreaks when I see you cry. Maybe it wasn’t perfect for you, but it was perfect to me because you did it for aeris. You worked hard just for us even though we don’t deserve. So everytime you feel like you’re failing us, look out into that silver ocean and just know that we’re here for you, because you come back stronger and brighter with every smile you make and every twirl you take. You’re a star and don’t you ever forget it.

Maybe you’re in your mid-20s, and you’re going through some tough mental health issues, and you’re feeling left out in life. Maybe you sometimes ask yourself if it’s too late for you to heal. To turn everything in your life around.


Some people who are younger than you have it all together. Sticking with your depression seems to make a lot of sense. You’ve learned so late about stuff. Maybe it’s your passion for writing poetry or painting or making music. You’ve learned that you’ve wasted years doing useless things. You’re now living a life filled with regrets, and I’m here to tell you that you’re not alone in feeling this way and that you are never too late to heal.


Everyone has made mistakes. Everyone has wasted years. Everyone has their own regrets. And you and I are late bloomers in passion and in healing. We don’t need to compare our progress to anyone other than ourselves. We are what overcomes us at the present moment. We are not prisoners of our pasts, but we are pioneers of our futures.


So please, let’s not stop writing poems, painting, and making music because this is what we love doing because we’re artists. Each and every single one of us is a revolution in the flesh conquering the tyranny of regret and despair. Each and every single one of us are heroes that make the world a better place through healing ourselves through our art. Yes, we are going through our quarter-life crisis, but that’s not going to stop us from creating and healing while there’s still air in our lungs and blood pumping through our hearts.


We are never too late to heal because we’re just getting started and we’re going to leave this place filled with hope and self-love.

—  Juansen Dizon, You Are Never Too Late To Heal

anonymous asked:

Hiiii im a new carat btw so there are lots of svt facts that idk like that subtitle names you posted ㅠㅠㅠㅠ if it is not a hassle, can you explain them? tysm

Hello!! I’ll try my best but i might make a few mistakes hahaha (@everyone, please correct me if you spot any inaccurate info). 

btw, welcome to the fandom! ♡ 

(note: i linked the references in their nicknames ^^)

  • S.Coups - Scoupstastu - it’s kinda like a word play for Me Gustas Tu (GFriend). the members sing “scoupstastu~ scoupstastu~” to tease Seungcheol :))
  • Jeonghan - Geoksum - it’s one of jeonghan’s nicknames. last march, pledis_17 posted a pic of jeonghan with the tag “#걱숨이의_보컬룸은_24시간_불이_켜있어요” (#Geoksumi_VocalRoom_Is_Lit_24Hours) ; Jeonghan did a lot of worried sighs when they were trainees…  걱정 한숨 (geokjeong hansum) -> 걱(정한)숨 (geok jeonghan sum)
  • Joshua - Drink water - taken from Joshua’s iconic “Drink water, not alcohol”
  • Jun - King - im not really sure about this one omg but Carats usually call him King of different things. ex: selca king, visual king.. basically, he’s the king of everything
  • Hoshi - Middle (중간) - in one of their fansigns, Hoshi said “ 안녕 막내” (Hello Maknae) to Dino and Dino responded with “ 안녕… 중간” (Hello… Middle)
  • Wonwoo - Lucky bag - in Seventeen’s One Fine Day - 13 Castaway Boys,  wonwoo did an acrostic poem for the word “jeonbok/전복” (abalone). so for jeon (전) he said “jeon wonwoo” and for bok (복)  he said “bokdeongeori” which translates to “bag of luck”
  • Woozi - Vobo - jeonghan came up with this nickname for woozi .. it’s short for Vocal Boss
  • The8 - Eisa - according to woozi (lmao), their manager used to call minghao “eisa” (which sounds like eight) 
  • Mingyu - Sunbaenim - Mingyu asked Jeonghan to call him Mingyu sunbaenim when they were trainees (please watch the vid hehe)
  • DK - Twoteen - taken from another iconic vid where Seokmin and the other members were playing this counting game and Seokmin said “twoteen” instead of “twenty”
  • Seungkwan - Sassy boo - self-explanatory lmao
  • Vernon - Voldemort - some people are saying he resembles with Voldemort? dfjhaiuduf idk :((
  • Dino - Michael Chanson - nothing beats Chan’s love for Michael Jackson

anonymous asked:

Hey it's the same person who asked about the Festiva confronting Eclipsa thing. Did you ever see that there's this person on denvinart who put Febe the red one as Festiva's mother and Hekatia as Eclipsa's mother.How do you feel about this? Sorry if this was long.

You mean Jggs0109? I don’t mind his AU but it kinda gets annoying when a lot of people seem to mistake his stuff for canon just because he draws in the show’s style. People really need to do their research before going off and correcting other AU makers for their headcanons.

So, um, I may have broke Richie’s bedframe by mistake and the room still needs a lot of work, but Mike and I got all the most important things set up.

And, I know, I know, it’s not embarrassing like I said but what isn’t pictured is the two beds, 5 toys, one mini pool (turns out pigs can’t cool off on their own?), and brand new food bowls for Billiam that I bought at Target. 

- eddie 

Saeran killed V

And Seven, tortured Yoosung, and Zen, and MC. Rika pretty much manipulated everyone and drugged Saeran, she also caused lots of trauma on him and treated him. So can we start treating them equally? Are both monsters or none deserves to be judge. But I’m tired of people just blaming on Rika for her mistakes while Saeran did a lot worse and killed people. So stop defending him only because he’s “your bae”

exo at this moment in time are probably super nervous and anxious about showing us a new exo and are praying that their concert goes well without anyone getting hurt or injured and that everyone has the time of their life and that they’ll be able to perform smoothly without making any mistakes and for just everything to go well and i’m witH THEM!!!!!!

((Sorry I was very busy today! But I managed to doodle them during the school and finally finish it up on my laptop, I’m exhausted so I’ll see about answering asks today, now I need to take a break (2+ hours of work killed me). Also, I know there are a lot of mistakes in 0r1’s pose and anatomy but my hands were too shaky after when I started it and now I’m too tired to fix him.))

IM FUCKING CRYING

I JUST WATCH R A SHIT TON OF FANCAMS OF EXOLYXION AND IM CRYING AND SCREAMING AND FREAKING OUT AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST KYUNGSOO S ENGLISH AND THEN JONGIN CRYING BRCAUSE HE THINKS HE MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES DURING HIS SOLO DAMCE AND FUCKING SWEET LIES AND FUCKING CHANYEOL WALKING ON CHAIRS AND FUCKING JUNMYEONS HIGHNOTE AND MY BABY CHENS HIGHNOTES AND JESUS FUCKKMG CHRIST BAEKHYUN ISTG AND MINSEOKKKK OMG MINSEOKKK FUCKING SEHUN DID U SEE SEHUN SEHUN SDMDMDMKSKDMSJKDNSJEIWLNDNSLDNS I WISH LAY WAA THERE THO BUT THE FUCKING DANCE AND OUTFITS AND SETS THEY ARE LITERALLY KINGS LIKE THEIR SUITS LOOK FUCKING AMAZING AND BAEKHYUN EITH SILVER/GREY HAIR OMFG I CANT AND THE DANCE FOR FUCKING TOUCH IT YAS BOYS SHAKE THOSE HIPS LIKE SHAKIRA I CANT SOMEONE CALL LIFE ALERT

Originally posted by bubblyemotions

anonymous asked:

Shout out to you for being like “I’m here and Noah is probalatic stop calling him a bean” and we’re all too afraid of other fans to even show our user names

Hey, I really, really appreciate this message! I was really debating whether or not to post about Noah because the last thing I wanted to do was unnecessarily stir up drama/pick a fight/look for something to be angry about. However, I was a little confused about his casting, and even more confused by the support I saw for him as a person, so I just wanted to say something. 

And I want to clarify: I don’t mean to call anyone out for supporting him! That’s totally an honest mistake to make, and I really love that people are jumping to be supportive of the new Evans rather than jumping to be angry at them for not being Ben Platt. That reflects well on us as a fandom. Let me say that I also expressed a lot of support for Noah early on before really doing research on him and finding alllllll of that lovely history. I regret that, and I learned my lesson! So, I am in no place to call anyone out about that, and that’s not my intention. I’m just trying to make sure people are aware, since I totally wasn’t.

Thank you for your message and I hope your day is amazing!

anonymous asked:

Dystopian/apocalyptic novel anon here. I am kind of ashamed I mixed up the two genres! I guess I didn't think there were two and just lumped them together. But your summary of the two helped me a lot, so thank you! I will definitely look into the apocalyptic genre. Would you say that this includes The Road?

It’s an understandable mistake, don’t worry. I’m glad I could clear things up!

Yes, The Road is a type of apocalyptic genre, specifically post-apocalyptic since I’m pretty sure it take place after the catastrophic event.

Good luck on your search!

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For Club and Country: Gianluigi Buffon for Juventus FC and the Italian national team

“I have not lost an awful lot in my life, but the defeats have taught me more than the victories. Whenever I lose, I focus on the ability of my opponent and on the mistakes I made.”

On Prayer

Father Paisios said: ‘When we have stillness there is a desert. The place is not a desert. In the desert I must make myself deserted of all my passions. When I adjust the desert to myself, I do not live in the desert. I must adjust myself to the desert. And in the world one can accomplish a lot. It’s enough to try to do away with mistakes’… Elder Paisios said: “In order for you to have time for prayer you must not concern yourself with things that other people can do. Let’s take an example. A doctor should not be concerned with gauzes and bandages. A nurse can do that. The doctor will take care of the serious matters. He’ll do the examinations and operations, etc. If he was concerned with gauzes he won’t get to the serious work and then many who have need won’t benefit. The same with you. Pray for your suffering parishioners (applied to the correspondent and two other priests) remember their names and note those who have greater need. It’s better for you to know the pains of each other. That way the prayer is better”.

anonymous asked:

I love both the twins but...... Michael just speaks to me and Luciel ehhhh..... he needs to work on communication

Ahh, I feel you. xD I have a very soft spot for cute little blondes.~ Even though his “cute” have people mistake him for a girl. ^^; 
I honestly preferred Michael when I first designed them. But the past months, Luciel has really grown on me. At this point, I wouldn’t be able to choose a favorite myself. 

Luciel… Needs to work on a lot of other things as well… x3 (Well, both of them need to, 

10 female characters I’m in love with from 10 fandoms

I was tagged for this challenge by @aprincesswholovesinsects​ who is my new Stranger Things pal!

I tag @anneapocalypse​, @timorous-amorous​, @starmaammke​, @directium​, @fandammit​, @whimsical-writer​, @gkingoffez​, and @recoveringone​ (only if you want to)

1. Agent Texas (Red vs. Blue)

I mean, who else, right? Tex is so dear to me because of the way her story of working to become and remain her own person, and to redeem her mistakes, have come to mean a lot to me as I’ve gone through the struggles of the last seven years. Tex is unashamedly and unreservedly herself, and she doesn’t revise her behavior to comply with what Church or the Director thinks she should do. She puts loyalty to her friends and her mission before her feelings.

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Let people grow.

When I was younger I was very right-wing. I mean…very right-wing. I won’t go into detail, because I’m very deeply ashamed of it, but whatever you’re imagining, it’s probably at least that bad. I’ve taken out a lot of pain on others; I’ve acted in ignorance and waved hate like a flag; I’ve said and did things that hurt a lot of people.

There are artefacts of my past selves online – some of which I’ve locked down and keep around to remind me of my past sins, some of which I’ve scrubbed out, some of which are out of my grasp. If I were ever to become famous, people could find shit on me that would turn your stomach.

But that’s not me anymore. I’ve learned so much in the last ten years. I’ve become more open to seeing things through others’ eyes, and reforged my anger to turn on those who harm others rather than on those who simply want to exist. I’ve learned patience and compassion. I’ve learned how to recognise my privileges and listen to others’ perspectives. I’ve learned to stand up for others, how to hear, how to help, how to correct myself. And I learned some startling shit about myself along the way – with all due irony, some of the things I used to lash out at others for are intrinsic parts of myself.

You wouldn’t know what I am now from what I was then. You wouldn’t know what I was then from what I am now.

It distresses me deeply to think of someone dredging up my dark, awful past and treating me as though that furiously hateful person is still me. It distresses me to see others dredging up the past for anyone who has made efforts to become a better person, out of some sick obsession with proving they’re “problematic.”

Purity culture tells you that once someone says or does something, they can never go back on it. That’s a goddamn lie. While it’s true that some remain unrepentant and never change their ways and continue to harm others, it’s important to allow everyone the chance to learn from their mistakes. Saying something ignorant isn’t murder. Please stop treating it that way. Let people grow.