there are people who do care

For as long as I can remember, I’ve hated my body. I had all but given up on being happy with myself. Even with all the changes in my life the past year, I felt as if I’d always be subpar, and considered ugly or unattractive. If you had told me a few years ago, or even a few weeks ago, that I’d feel the confidence I do now, and that I’d want to actually show off something like a new swimsuit, I wouldn’t have believed you.
Somehow, I’ve been lucky enough to surround myself with some of the best friends I could’ve ever imaged, all who have been amazingly supportive, and push me to do things I never thought possible. They are my rocks in life, and I know I’d be no where near as happy as I am today without them.
Never lose hope, and surround yourself with people who care, and everything will be okay ❤️

anonymous asked:

what's a fav passage of yours that youve written?

this is from hand in unlovable hand:

In WWII, Bucky got used to taking the rough and dirty missions that no one else was willing to take.  Even before Steve and the other Howling Commandos caught up with him, he was the guy that was took the suicide missions and came out the other side blood-stained and breathing hard. He’d never been quite sure if this was because he wanted to save people or because he didn’t much care what happened to him, but he suspected it was a little bit of both.

Numbed from the war front, he’d been willing to do almost anything to feel something again, even if that something was fear.  

In the history books, it’d been Steve with a death wish, Steve without a parachute, Steve with the experimental tactical maneuvers and a sheepish smile when he won.  Everyone seemed to forget who it was that was bent over the map next to him, mud on his face, grinning with dark hair and sharp teeth.

Choose Life

Choose handbags,high-heeled shoes, cashmere and silk, to make yourself feel what passes for happy.
Choose an iPhone made in China by a woman who jumped out of a window and stick it in the pocket of your jacket fresh from a South-Asian Firetrap.
Choose Facebook, Twitter, Snapchat, Instagram and a thousand others ways to spew your bile across people you’ve never met.
Choose updating your profile, tell the world what you had for breakfast and hope that someone, somewhere cares.
Choose looking up old flames, desperate to believe that you don’t look as bad as they do.
Choose live-blogging, from your first wank ‘til your last breath; human interaction reduced to nothing more than data.
Choose ten things you never knew about celebrities who’ve had surgery.
Choose screaming about abortion.
Choose rape jokes, slut-shaming, revenge porn and an endless tide of depressing misogyny.
Choose 9/11 never happened, and if it did, it was the Jews.
Choose a zero-hour contract and a two-hour journey to work.
And choose the same for your kids, only worse, and maybe tell yourself that it’s better that they never happened.
And then sit back and smother the pain with an unknown dose of an unknown drug made in somebody’s fucking kitchen.
Choose unfulfilled promise and wishing you’d done it all differently.
Choose never learning from your own mistakes.
Choose watching history repeat itself.
Choose the slow reconciliation towards what you can get,rather than what you always hoped for.
Settle for less and keep a brave face on it.
Choose disappointment and choose losing the ones you love, then as they fall from view, a piece of you dies with them until you can see that one day in the future, piece by piece, they will all be gone and there’ll be nothing left of you to call alive or dead.
Choose your future.Choose life.

~T2-Mark Renton

coffiin  asked:

Could you do a positivity post for single people?? Like "Someone out there loves you and wants to be with you forever"??

Posted! Well sort of… I got carried away and made a continuation of one of my older posts. The reason being is I believe it’s okay to be single, and all types of love are important! You are worthy of romantic love, and I’m sure you’ll find someone who adores you one day. Yet you are still loved now in other ways, by your friends, the people that care about you, and even me. :)

anonymous asked:

It's legit a common thing that a lot of sexual predators & pedos end up being some of the people we thought were totally innocent. Many pedophiles do try to cover their tracks and I would know bc I've had my run ins with them. It's kinda like how a lot of holier than thou priests end up being pedos. A lot of ppl I know who are openly sexual and kinky are actually some of the kindest and caring people i know. A lot of these adult antis remind me of the suspicious ones, hiding something

Antis have this very dangerous warped idea regarding how to spot predators online. Someone who’s a predator is not going to act openly sexual or kinky. Their goal is to gain a deep trust with a child, and to do that they will act kind, caring, do favours for the person, try to make the person feel like they can relate to them, etc. A blog that is openly kinky and openly reblogs nsfw art etc etc is very unlikely to be a predator. A predator is much likely to be one of these fandom moms or these overly protective accounts because they are the ones which show the highest level of predatory behaviour. Surprisingly most of these accounts are antis. If a predator wanted to target a child online, they would pose as an @nti. A predator would have literally no business posing as a shaladin it would get them nowhere.

Why are anti Mahiru fans so dumb and disgusting.

Rotten before her possession? Uh.. she was possessed from birth ? All of this is disgusting why would Shinya be ENTITLED to her love ? Her love is not a fucking prize to be won ? Why do antis keep repeating this point about Shinya lmfao. Abandoned Shinoa… I mean, if she had a choice she wouldnt. But I think it was for her best interests ?? I mean… it’s pretty dangerous hanging around people you care about when you’re FILLED with bloodlust, having two demons inside of you and all, who knows what might happen ?

And wow that last sentence lmfao…. Tenri? Tenri Hiiragi? Mahiru being worse than Tenri? I can’t even wrap my head around how disgusting and unsympathetic you have to be to even think that. Tenri put Mahiru through all of this. Her violent and abusive childhood was all of Tenri’s doing. It was under Tenri’s rule that the ugly Battle Royale thing for Shinya & other kids happened! It was under Tenri’s rule again that Guren had his father executed like ? All this cruelty and corruption in their secret magical Japanese sorcery society/community.. comes from Hiiragi family and their greed for power & disregard for human lives? i.e. Tenri’s greed for power & disregard for human lives? And you wanna say Mahiru is worse than that. This girl who was only created to be used as an OBJECT & TOOL because of her father’s greed. All of you are sick.

Love Yourself

Because you are your own worst enemy. In the end all you have to relay on is yourself.

Only you can be the best you can be. No one else can make you feel that way.

Remember that.

If you fall just get back up again. Try and try and don’t give up. Don’t listen to people who tell you you can’t do anything.

Because you can.

Remember someone out there cares about you too.

Enjoy life to the fullest. Because who knows what tomorrow will bring.

Life’s too short to sweat the small stuff.

If you hate someone try to walk in their shoes to understand them.

We all have a special talent you can do anything you set you mind to!

Love yourself because you are a true gem.

It’s Jontron!

I know people will be mad at me for posting fan art of Jontron, but WHO CARES! Who cares!? WHOOOOOO CARES!? OH WELLLLL!
I know what he said. I don’t agree with what he said. I still enjoy the content he makes on Youtube.
Ive been following this dork since 2012. He feels like an old friend at this point. I wouldn’t stop just because he said something I disagree with. I wouldn’t do that to my own friends. I would just call them dumb and keep hanging out with them.

dear unhappy heart,

i hope that someday, you’re not just gonna pump blood all over my body but you’ll be taken care of also. i hope someone will come and heal your wounds and scratches from people who chose to break you.

i hope that one day, you’ll feel fine about yourself, that you’ll not be heavy anymore, that you’ll find peace knowing that someone is taking care of you.

i hope someone will come and pick up the broken pieces of you, carefully and gently. someone who will fix all your broken pieces, let it heal and be fine again.

i know things aren’t doing well right now but it will, someday. i know you’re hurt, you’re too broken, there’s so much pain you’ve been feeling.

and someday, someone will pick up the key to your heart in the same place you’ve lost it.

This just in: you are 100% not responsible for what people do in response to your actions

I like how their first point sounds almost valid but then their second point is basically “I just don’t care.” lol

SMH don’t steal things it’s not that hard. And I mean, I get that there are people who actually DO steal out of necessity, but those people aren’t the ones trying to brag about it or justify themselves. They know it’s wrong and they accept that, they just feel that they’re doing what they need to do. The faux justice aspect of these tumblr shoplifters is what really pisses me off.

Why do people get so hung up about Peter making his own costume?

Why in modern adaptations is it like expected that someone like the wrestling manager, or Mary Jane or Tony Stark make it for him.

The argument seems to be either it’s unrealistic that someone could make a costume like that as fast as he seemed to or else that it’s unrealistic that a teenage boy would know how to make a costume.

First of all…who cares?

We like superheroes with costumes, we want Spidey to look like Spidey. So just suspend you disbelief the tiniest bit to let that pass…you know the way they did in 1962 and 2002 and again in 2012.

Second of all I find it ever so interesting that it’s unbelievable that a teenage boy like Peter Parker could and would make his own costume…but it’s apparently not unbelievable that in the Ultimate Universe Mary Jane could do that and did for Peter’s sake.

But if you are all really that hung up on it then fine I’ll explain this shit for you.

Peter Parker in the original comics was incredibly intelligent but also incredibly lonely.

He had no friends and the only people in his life who he was regularly in friendly contact with were his aunt and uncle.

Aunt May knew how t sew and make clothes and stuff. This is because it was the 1960s and she was like at least 60 years old at that point so these are old timey skills old people had back then I guess.

However even if you were to modernize it plenty of people knit and sew recreationally these days, my aunt does it and she’s not even in her 40s. And again…nobody seemed to question Ultimate Mary Jane who was a teenager in the 2000s being able to sew together multiple copies of the Spider-Man costume.

The point is Aunt May probably knew how to sew and as a protective mother who felt her son Peter was fragile and had no friends she probably tried to be there for him and taught him how to sew.

British comedian/actor Toby Hadoke actually spoke about how this exact scenario happened with his mother. He was a lonely geeky kid and his mother wanted to do something for him so she taught him how to knit.

So Peter learned to sew from his Aunt. And he could do it as well as he could because he’s super smart and actually fairly creative. The guy invented webbing, could be witty at the drop of a hat, was an adept photographer and could think on his feet to use his powers, his enemies abilities and the environment around him to win heated battles.

Sure it’s maybe unrealistic he could make the spider costumes AS quickly as he did but suspend your disbelief a little bit people.

Day 65

I never actually learnt how to play or manipulate other people, it’s something that just comes naturally, and I think that’s because I have an absence of deep emotions and a lack of ability to connect emotionally to someone. I think it allows me to study them.

I know that people love to help you, it makes them feel good. I know that the best way to get someone to do something you don’t want to, is to make them feel bad, to feel sympathetic towards you.

I know that if you ignore someone who cares for you the perfect amount of time then they’ll be desperate to make you happy.

I know that you have to make people feel good about themselves and then they’ll be willing to do things for you, because they get satisfaction from it.

It’s not something I learnt from tv, or from feeling these emotions. More like… something I realise the more I talk to people. You have to compliment them the perfect amount on the right things. It’s like a natural skill, but I think it’s something that anyone can learn. I only believe that this is specific to psychopaths because we don’t feel like other people do.

Double Daddy

Characters: Dean Winchester, John Winchester

Warning: None

Word Count: 1,373

Request:  Will u do a littlest Winchester imagine where like john comes back from the dead and she meets him and he’s like dean who is this and after they find out about each other’s she’s like omg I have a grandpa so like a double daddy are u as much fun as daddy and john is actually pretty nice to the little girl

A/N: The request went a little outside of my parameters for The Littlest Winchester collection, so I made it a stand alone instead.


   Stranger things have happened to Dean. People he cared about, and some he didn’t, have returned from the dead and other places they shouldn’t have returned from, but it never ceases to stun him. He’s not sure how quickly he’ll adjust to this one, though. This time it’s gone in a new direction – a new, and old, face stares back at Sam and Dean.

   “Dad?” he mumbles.

   Guns are pointed, answers are demanded, and it takes a full, tense minute for everyone to understand that no one knows what the hell is going on. John Winchester is back from Hell, and nobody knows why or how. Dean exchanges a look with his brother, and they lower their guns to test their father every way they know of. He passes them all, so Sam and Dean must accept that he’s human. Dumbfounded, they let him into the Impala and drive back to the bunker.

   “Are you sure we should take him there right away?” Sam whispers to Dean.

   “What else are we supposed to do?” Dean replies. At the door to the bunker, Dean hesitates to open the door because he knows what it will mean to let his father into his home. The door swings open, the men step inside, and in seconds a little girl in a pink nightgown comes bounding out and leaps into Dean’s arms.

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Baby Kaaay’s last daycare nanna Facebook friended her current daycare teacher and I totally know it was to check in on who is taking care of her and if she’s doing it right so if you think good people don’t exist in this world, get off my lawn.

anonymous asked:

DONT fucking let those people anger you please as a middle easter also Ive found that most people dont realize that we're actually from the WHITE race.One time I drew a portrait of my mom who has a fair complexion and I wrote her name and when people saw that she was arab they became angry??Like Im sorry ?tHaT i offended you by drawing my mom as she is?I just dont get it have lavender skin if you want I dont care you do you,your skin colour is the least I care about.

I’m sorry to hear this, my dear. People can be so ignorant.

In fact I have relatives who were born with pale skin, blonde hair, and blue eyes, and some who had brown skin. It can also depend on the part of the Middle Eastern country they were born in. Back when I lived there for a time, my best friend was as pale as I am with blonde hair, and I was never surprised by it, nor questioned it. Nor did I question that my other best friend had brown skin and beautiful black curly hair.

I suspect the people who showed anger towards your art have either never been to the Middle East, or had only been to one country.

anonymous asked:

I never liked Touka and of course the recent development in TG:re is off-putting to me, so I'm dropping the series. But I would have never thought of shittalking others for liking Touka or Touken or any of the plot, by that logic, the first person who would get shittalk would be the author, since he wrote the script...

Oh but that what fans do here. People do get attacked for liking Touka because some people who dislike her are not able to accept that people have different opinions then them. They want to force their opinion on them at all costs and are not able to discuss in peace at least. I don’t mind if others are salty on their own blogs. Why? I don’t follow these people, live far away from them and they can have an absolutely  different opinion than me and talk about that on their blogs. I don’t care as long as i don’t get involved. But let me tell you something: The western fans who like Touka are doing a huge mistake if they believe tumblr is the perfect place for loving her. Like when I joined twitter I had been absolutely confused “wait so tou//ken is popular here and tsuki//kane is bigger than the other male//male ship???? what’s going on? So this male/male relationship is not worshipped so hardcore like on tumblr? Niceu! I will spend more time here” (tbh i even see the difference when it comes to side ships. Like arima’s fans  are probably also on twitter because tbh 125 :re inspired japanese fandom in touka and arima’s case :’D). 


//I’m on mobile so I couldn’t just attach a photo in the reply but here you go the best picture of my ugly face I could find.

//13. I’m good at hiding my feelings to the point it’s kind of concerning. It’s a habit I picked up on, not wanting to burden others with my emotions or make them feel concerned, and now when I actually want to show them or express them I find it to be very difficult and scary.

//17. Last time I cried was probably a month ago because I couldn’t find my dog ((and the fucking shit was on the couch the entire time but it was dark and he has jet black fur and blent in perfectly))

//15. I can’t say I don’t care if people talk badly about me, it really depends on who it is that’s doing it and their motive.

I have heard people slandering, and I have rebuked them. And these doers of evil replied in self-defence that they were doing so out of love and care for the person whom they were slandering. I said to them: ‘Stop that kind of love, otherwise you will be condemning as a liar him who said: “Him that privily talked against his neighbor, did I drive away” (Psalm 100:5, LXX). If you say you love, then pray secretly, and do not mock the man. For this is the kind of love that is acceptable to the Lord.’ But I will not hide this from you… Judas was in the company of Christ’s disciples, and the thief was in the company of murderers. Yet it is a wondrous thing, how in a single instant, they exchanged places.

(St. John Climacus)

i really feel like deleting everything from all of my social media and just restart because im. not content with who i am like i dont know who this is my body doesn’t feel like mine i dont know how i want to present myself in real life or even online
all i know is that people do not care and thats why what im doing with myself doesn’t really matter because no one will notice any change or if i were to delete everything

anonymous asked:

I really got hurt when I read your posts about your status. I want to help you. I don't want you to be bad. You are the person who helps to lots of people. Now, I want to help you. If you are better expressing your feelings, do it. Because I feel bad about it. I want you to be safe and take care. I can't be close to you but I will accompany you.

Thank you for your words. It’s something only I can change. It is my illness that I can learn to deal with. I am not strong enough to do that now. But I am still here, still fighting. I highly appreciate your effort and that you even consider helping me. It means the world to me