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Just a Bad Day

Originally posted by thinkingabouttheater

Word Count 1.5K

Setting: Modern AU

Pairing: Hercules Mulligan x Blind!Reader

Warning: language and a bit of blood

A/N: Hi everyone :) I got inspiration from a post that @whatinfreenation made and sort of tweaked it. The fic came out much longer than I intended it to be? I don’t know if that’s good or bad. Oh well  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. I hope y’all like it!

It wasn’t easy adjusting to the new chapter in my life of being blind, though it wasn’t much of a new chapter at all.

I had been blinded since I was fourteen; I was older now and had found how to live with it. To be quite honest I had missed everything, watching the people down below from my balcony and making stories in my mind about them, and drawing was one thing I missed greatly; I guess I just missed being able to see. The only thing I had was my memory, but it they were just that, memories and I knew everything was always changing. I couldn’t tell if they could be counted as real anymore since they were from so long ago and memory faded over time.

Well the only good thing that came out of being blind was that my other senses became heightened since they no longer competed with my sight. I could hear the faint breath of others around me and smell the vague scent of their perfumes and colognes as they passed by, maybe that was a little weird. My fingertips could feel every crack and ridge on the stone wall of the outside of my flat.

I sighed as I made my way around the counter into the kitchen. The quietness of the flat made me aware that it was around midnight; I was one of the few people that were awake at this ungodly hour. The tile floor felt smooth and cold beneath my bare feet as I entered the kitchen, exhausted from today’s dreadful events and wanting a cup of cold water to soothe my parched throat.

My hand skimmed the wooden doors of the cabinets,counting them off until I stopped on the cabinet that held all the glasses and cups. Pulling on the smooth handle and opening the door, I grabbed a glass with my other hand, feeling its fragile smoothness against my fingertips and palm. I padded over to the refrigerator and place the glass under the water dispenser and timed it until it reached about three quarters full. I walked back after filling it and leant against the cool marble counter. Tipping the glass up to meet my lips, I felt the cold water go down my throat and felt it in my empty stomach.

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I mean there are trends/interests on this site that I hate, not for being problematic but bc frankly they’re annoying and not funny to me but that’s like … my opinion and I keep it to myself bc it’s not my business what a bunch of 13 - 16 year olds think is funny


Wow, I am at such a lost for words. I can’t believe we’ve made it to 5K, like- that is more people than I have living on the island I call home. I am so grateful to everyone who clicked on the follow button after reading my little pieces; your follows, likes, and reblogs really are appreciated.

I’d like to do a quick shout out to those on my tag list, of course. You guys have supported me through a lot, I am forever indebted to you for helping me find my passion and for urging me to pursue it as a career.

@chrisevans-imagines @widowsfics @m-a-t-91 @xoxomioxoxo @imaginesofdreams @ateliefloresdaprimavera @katiew1973 @winter-tospring @shamvictoria11 @caitsymichelle13 @michellekeehlmello @letterstomyself21 @soymikael @faye22 @always-an-evans-addict @sammyrenae68 @brobrobreja @elizabeth-matsuoka @thegirlwiththeimpala @yourtropegirl @camerica96 @whenyourealizethisisntagoodname @yourtropegirl @smoothdogsgirl @createdbytinyaddiction @siofrataylor @dreamingintheimpalawithdean @imaginary-world-of-mine @wanderingkat77 @grantward3 @rileyloves5 @chrsmom302 @buckys-shield @mylittlefandomfanfictions @breezykpop @catch-me-im-a-falling-star @tabi-toast @ssweet-empowerment @hayleesteashoppe @chrixa @feelmyroarrrr @akidura79 @louisespecter @castellandiangelo @ccrossfire @assxmblesstuff @edward-lover18 @princessesnaddy @1d-niallerbieberforever @dxbrevgrey @bellastellaluna @christopher-or-steven @brokenwingsxix @yourenotrogers @im-a-fandom-slut @royalexperiment256 @palaiasaurus64 @mysteriouslyme81 @captainumeboshi @avengingalec @tacohead13 @badassbaker @pegasusdragontiger @evanstanimagines @avengersgirllorianna @sfreeborn

I’d also like to single out @chrisevans-imagines (otherwise known as my darling best friend, Ava, whose absolute brilliance is something I know you are all familiar with) and @yourenotrogers (the beautiful and talented Salma, who runs @fvckingsteverogers and who is someone I still can’t believe reads my stuff). These two angels are the most supportive, kind, inspirational, and drop dead gorgeous beings I will have ever come across. I’m so proud to be able to call them my friends, or soul sisters (’cause we’re oddly very similar people) and I do hope I get to meet them in person one day. I will, without a doubt, fawn over the both of you in person just as I am doing now over the internet. If you don’t know who they are, update yourself and go read their amazing work. You will not regret it, at all.

Of course, I gotta single out @ateliefloresdaprimavera @sammyrenae68 @always-an-evans-addict @m-a-t-91 @michellekeehlmello @widowsfics @katiew1973 @winter-tospring @shamvictoria11 @tabi-toast @pegasusdragontiger @palaiasaurus64 @ssweet-empowerment @justanotherfangurlz @feelmyroarrrr @advorepayne @imaginesofdreams @evanstanimagines @dreamingintheimpalawithdean @createdbytinyaddiction @buckys-shield Who always leave the best comments that just brighten up my day. I love you guys so much and I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you taking the time to leave a comment or a question in my inbox, or messaging me personally.

How can I not thank @yourtropegirl who is always adding me onto her recommendation list? Honestly, you are just so nice and I do really appreciate you helping me spread my work. I love you too. X

Then we have my silent readers, who somehow find my pieces despite not being on the tag list. I notice y’all even though y’all think I don’t.There are so many of you that while I may not be able to tag you all, I just want to say that I do appreciate your support. I also love seeing your little icon pop up in my notifications, especially your Snoopy one @megan-tumblr. It makes me so happy to see that you’ve all read and liked what I wrote.

Honestly- all of you are amazing. Y’all have no idea how much I love every one of you, like- I talk about you all the time with my friends and my family and- you know what, sometimes even strangers who ask me what I like to do. “I like to write and I’ve been writing a lot on Tumblr where I just have the best and most supportive group of readers.” Whether or not I’ve mentioned you here, you have to know that I love and appreciate you. Like a fuck ton, a fucking truck load of love and appreciation here.

Anyway, I will continue to shower you with fluff and romance as long as you continue to read. Even if you get bored with me, I probably won’t get bored with this so- I’ll be here whenever you need something to read again. I love you all so, so much.


when you feel you can’t tell your friends about how you are struggling to want to live on this planet anymore and how everything makes you nervous and fucking depressed because you’ve already told them a few times and you feel like you’re annoying people but you’re also way too anxious (and poor) to poor to reach out to a therapist. 

nine songs

thank you @fictionismynationality for tagging me! I love, love, love doing these ♡

rules: shuffle your music, chose the first 9 songs and write your favorite lyrics from them. tag 9 people

[ everyone needs to listen to these songs bc they’re all amazing ]

1. Back to Earth | Steve Aoki, Fall Out Boy
And you know I found the dust to be resilient
And we’re the dirtiest of the dirt
Every time we fall to pieces we build something new out of the hurt / /
/ / Are you living your life
Or just waiting to die?

2. Renegade | Styx
The jig is up, the news is out
They’ve finally found me
The renegade who had it made
Retrieved for a bounty
Never more to go astray
This will be the end today
Of the wanted man

3. Moondust | Jaymes Young
I’m building this house on the moon
Like a lost astronaut
Lookin’ at you like a star
From a place the world forgot
And there’s nothing that I can do
Except bury my love for you

4. Closer | Kings of Leon
Stranded in this spooky town,
Stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down
Floor is crackling cold,
She took my heart, I think she took my soul

5. No Good Deed | Idina Menzel
One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are
When looked at with an ice-cold eye?

6. Lonely Girl | Tonight Alive
Lonely girl, you lost the only thing you loved
Nothing that you have is ever good enough
And I won’t be the one to keep you safe
And I won’t be the one who stays the same

7. From Shadows | Jeff Williams, Casey Lee Williams
(this was hard)
From shadows
We’ll descend upon the world
Take back what you stole
From shadows
We’ll reclaim our destiny
Set our future free
And we’ll rise

8. Falling Apart | Papa Roach
All that I see is the wickedness around me
I refuse to believe the apocalypse inside of me
I can’t even trust myself
I’m burning in my skin
Standing at the gates of hell
But nobody will let me in

9. Hypnotized | Set It Off
the whole fucking song like, I just love it so much
And honestly, I see you’ve never delivered apologies.
It’s always: “Because of them or because of a thing that happened.”
What do you wanna receive for fucking it up all the time? A fucking statue? (Congrats)
+ [ but also ] +
You’re only mad about the fact that I put a light to you,
Basically tracing paper when all we see is right through you! …
…I can tell you’re not quite gettin’ what I said before,
What I mean by tracing paper’s that you’re see-through and disposable.

I tag: @fretfulwinter2 @spacecitykitty @the-crazykatlady @miss-monkey-pants @books-beast-and-readerry @beanator @camilasmee aaaaaaand I can’t think of who else to tag atm so let’s just go with my two biggest fans from the last month (according to tumblr activity) @wereana and @psylogic638


I’ve pretty much decided that there is another Kyu that lives in Universe 6. Since the Saiyans are a peaceful race there and weren’t wiped out, it’s possible that the Ring-Tailed saiyans are still around there. Uni. 6 Kyu is actually a decent fucking person with a family and an ambassadors job under the King… while Uni. 7 Kyu is running around the galaxy hating his life, swindling people out of their money, and making a teenage boy question his sanity.

our lives are filled with lies, but trust in me pt. 3


“Who is Melinda May?”

Daisy opens her mouth to speak, but he stops her as he continues, trying to elaborate on what exactly it is that he wants her to tell him.

“Who is she to me?”

notes: our fandom is the best ;) this one goes out to all of you!

Thirty seconds after his dramatic escape, Phil is tearing down the hallway like a crazy person, trying to search for the one person (well, two people really) that can give him answers to the questions, worries and doubts plaguing his mind, feeding off his insecurities like a pack of starving dogs.

Agents and civilians alike turn their heads to stare at him as he rushes by, and he realises how he must look to them, but reminds himself that they’re not real, and he needs to locate the ones that are to help straighten things out.

He must be incredibly lucky today, because he finds just the person he is looking for when he rounds the corner. To be fair, found isn’t the most accurate description - he actually nearly bowls her over.


Daisy has a tight grip on his forearm, confusion and concern mingling in her features as she helps steady him.

“We need to talk,” he manages to get out, gasping in an effort to catch his breath. As Daisy leads him away so they can speak in private, Phil muses that he’s either not as fit as he thinks himself to be, or that Melinda May had quite literally taken his breath away.

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anonymous asked:

why do people think that blocking their ex out of their lives will make their lives easier and not think about them as much? and do you agree with this? don't you think it only makes it harder for them to get over?

i absolutely agree with this. i’ve done this my whole life and i’m not hung up on any single one of them. out of sight, out of mind. made me realize i was too good for them honestly. try it boo 😘

anonymous asked:

'I headcanon Allura, Hunk, and Pidge as Ace/Aro!'... so are you going to back up those HC's and have some ideas fleshed out for them, or is this your transparent attempt to push these characters to the side just to get them away from shipping? It pisses me off that people use my sexuality as an excuse to get rid of 'competition' when it's a very broad spectrum and can hold a lot of potential instead of just being thrown into the void of nonexistence. Aro's can still have sex, Ace's can love gdi

The way antis in fandoms treat asexuality is so gross bc they literally just use it as a way to push characters out of shipping and it’s legit like these aren’t tropes for you to use to try and justify your ship they are people’s identities and lives like one of my best friends irl is asexual and it really pisses me off seeing people use asexuality just to simply try and boost their ship up by trying to push someone else out of the way with a complete misunderstanding and offensive stereotyping of asexuality

Oh the controversy of what i want to write

Soooo…hi…i’m cheynne and i want to write a RPF about abortion and that subject. But i am nervous because i don’t want to…i guess…i don’t want to make anyone feel very…uncomfortable or anything like that….

Now as i am a lady who will and can never have kids with out it being like a .1% chance the little one would survive, because having PCOS with hashimotos and hypothyroidism its a straight like 9/10 chance i would miscarry…which sucks…it sucks real bad. Because if i did want a baby to spawn from my inner bits. That would be a cool option to have. But nope. And i’ve come to terms with that.

But i am so pro-choice and so for the right to do what ya want with ya body. Cause fuck the people who say “well its a living being” nah its a clump of cells that before 24 weeks is just that…a clump of cells so bite me fuck face.

But i wanted to write a story…with either Lin or Daveed….about said topic….but….

Like people already think i am insane for writing about lin and daveed and the like. So….

Like i want to gage the reaction a bit…

So no or yes for the topic above as a story??

(Tagging some people who i trust with opinions @imagineham @just-a-random-fandom-24 @secretschuylersister @maybe-mikala @marvelous-hamilfan @raise-a-glass-to-hamiltrash *

anonymous asked:

what is your book about?, i'm just now hearing about it

Oooh, here’s the synopsis:

World War II ravaged countries, destroyed families, and decimated lives. It brought people together and tore them apart, changing lives in ways no one ever imagined.

Olivia Miller hadn’t felt alive since the death of her husband in the war, struggling to make it through each day without breaking down, convinced she’d never love again.

Nathaniel Scofield was a changed man, destroyed, hardened, a man teetering on the edge. He’d become something he hated in order to save his family, but he was done, no longer able to continue down the path to nowhere. He wanted out.

One more job and he was free, that’s what Nathaniel had been told. Who knew that one job would bring Olivia into his life and change everything? For both of them.

It was tons of fun to write.

anonymous asked:

i hope u dont remove the robot shoot em up part i really like it even if i cant get past it bc it lags very bad for me. maybe make it so paul can take like 8-10 hits or so? cos three minutes is a long time ...

I won’t remove it (mostly because it look like 3 days to figure out how to program it), but I will definitely be making it easier. I think I’ll make it last only 2 minutes, I’ll reduce the robot spawn rate, and I’ll give Paul more lives. Hopefully those things together will let people get past it, even if they have some lag on their end.

I’ll also take out the instant game over and instead let you choose whether or not you want to try again or go back to your last save point.

Just to clear things up

- When black people say stop taking our braids, we’re not talking about french braids. We are talking about BOX BRAIDS, CORNROWS, ETC.

- When black people say “Black Lives Matter” we are not saying “ONLY black lives matter” we are saying “black lives matter TOO” so get out of that mentality.

-Nigga should not be in your vocabulary

-it costs exactly $0.00 to not tell black person what they should find offensive or not

-black pride is not hate.

- Racism is institutionalized and embedded into a society. Racism is more than calling people names and getting your feelings hurt. This is a constant oppression of a race.

- “Slavery was one hundred years ago” And?? It still happened. Do not act as if this did not happen.

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please reblog this if you’re pro-shaladin, or at least are not anti-shaladin. i need to know that there are more of us out there, shipping and multishipping and seeing shiro happy with his paladins. also i want more shaladin-positive blogs to follow.

this blog is a shaladin safe space.

dear black women, i love u
dear black trans women, i love u
dear black men, i love u
dear black trans men, i love u
dear black girls, i love u
dear black trans girls, i love u
dear black boys, i love u
dear black trans boys, i love u

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