there are other ones but they dont say the song title in it so yeah

youtube

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Giriboy: Now..uh…this is kinda..First,..(buffering) what was the question again? (Cheerful)

Interview [G: Giriboy; D: Dingo]
G: Hi
D: ‘5 songs for initiation’ what is the meaning of the title of the album?
G: Actually there isn’t much meaning to it, i wanted to release a full album but the company told me to rest a little, so as like a resting time, I decided to release this album. Once the full album comes out, it will be continuing this. So it’s like I can’t really tell you exactly what it is

D: The titles for your songs are all only two syllable, did you do that on purpose?
G: I did it on purpose so it’ll look cool (cheerful) HEHEHEHE

D: You also included remix songs in your album, is there a special reason for that?
G: Initially before I wanted to release a full album, I was already thinking to release a remix album so as I was in the middle of receiving song remixes, there was a song ‘Mixed Up’ and I really wanted to release it…ah.. so I gave up on the remix album and decided to release a full album so this song will be the center of other songs, the song 'express highway’ is really a song I made entirely 2 years ago, and I decided to take the song..uh..then..(lost his way) what was the question again?
D: the reason you included the remix
G: Ah! (Found his way) ah, I wanted to make a remix album, and then somehow the other song (lost his way again)
D: so you wanted to release a remix album but you also really wanted to release the song 'Mixed Up’ so you gave up on the remix album
G: I gave it up
D: And you included 2 remix songs then you released the album!
G: And I still didn’t feel satisfied so I added two more remix songs and thats why this album came out, thats what I was saying. (Cheerful)

*Giriboy - i’m in (yunji remix)*

D: Giriboy’s albums: 'adjective’ albums and ’-ceremony’ albums you have these two right? (T/n: ~적인 for adjectives - the fatal, sensual, lonely, mechanical, basic album and ~식 for coming of age ceremony and debut)
G: Theres going to have one more now
D: Ah so you mean the album’s thats soon coming out is going to be in another category?
G: Yes. No no of course no uh this is a bit difficult but in the game Lol there’s a unique point. 'Hybrid = ~adj album’ the albums that people all know and AD line is like the ~ceremony albums - an album that can show only my attacking points. Now one more is left which is AP, thats is like a magician thing in the game so i will be making only the beats, and other rappers or singers can participate(? He said it wrongly haha) but i dont know when i will release that. But I think it’ll be nice if you can look forward to that.

D: Do you have any particular location or situation where you get musical inspiration?
G: I don’t exactly have that kind of stuff, I actually don’t really have much thoughts haha without really thinking much I just sit in the room and think 'what should i make today?’
D: Are you the type that is quick when it comes to producing?
G: Uh.. yes. Really I am I can say that I am quite fast. But it is also because I sometimes have the tendency to just wing it? (Cheerful)

D: What is Giriboy’s top 3 favourite Giriboy’s songs?
G: uh…I have a song called 'All Day’ That song is really good but people don’t really know that song. 'ZOA’? This (choosing his fav songs) is difficult. 'Space Flight…….2’
D: Any reasons on why you chose these three?
G: it’s just that the song 'All Day’ it’s something that is trendy now but also has the old times feel to it, and I wish this song will become famous. 'ZOA’ and 'Space Flight 2’ these songs are the music styles that I have been obsessed with nowadays.

D: Any 2017 plans?
G: It’s my plan to release a full album, but who knows there can be changes.., if the things I want to do change, since everything is just according to what I want to do..

D: There’s a lot of saying going around that you don’t speak well. Do you agree with it yourself?
G: Yes. Really I… Yes I think so too.

D: You have a song called 'Pushover’ right?
G: Yes.
D: Is Giriboy’s dating style really like a pushover?
G: I don’t really know.. (cheerful)
G: People think that the story in the songs are about myself but it’s not my story hehehe
D: It’s a story you made up?
G: Yeah, almost everything.. really I didn’t think much while writing them so

D: What kind of artist does Giriboy want to become?
G: Ah..what kind of artist…I think it’s best to just be a happy person. Even if I fail, I’ll have money saved up and go to a village and make music alone thinking 'yeah I’m not going to let you guys listen I’m going to make songs by myself’ and just listen to them alone, eating chips and just be like that at a village, peacefully.. that’s like my dream.

D: One sentence each to your fans and your haters.
G: If I perform, there’s some fans that I always see and I’m really grateful to them, i can’t do this kind of thing (the finger heart thing) I really can’t do it so I feel sorry for that.
D: How about your haters?
G: Uh…I don’t really pay attention to them but if I don’t have any (haters) then it will be boring right so… thanks for existing. HA HA HA (cheerful)

anonymous asked:

"Namjoon is a genius and namjoon is in the top tier of kpop rappers." How so? I don't disagree, I just want to hear some Namjoon appreciation.

me: loves this ask

me: takes 8 years to respond

im sorry i took forEVER to respond pal! i wanted to do this justice and ive been hella busy

OKRR. SO THIS IS WHY JOONIE IS ONE OF THE GREATEST

1) lets look at the obvious first; the reception of various rappers and the general rap community

  • Warren G: “Even though I wasn’t able to understand his lyrics completely, I can say that it was really good. The flow, the style and his rhythm are all very good.” and “When listening to Rap Monster’s songs, it sounds a bit like me or Snoop Dogg rapping over the beats to what we’ve made.” AND “If I comment from an artist and a producer point of view, Rap Monster is one of the best rappers I know. The way he delivers his rap is outstanding.” (me: *chokes*)
  • Tiger JK: called namjoon “the industry junior who changed his preconceptions about idols.”
  • SPIN Review: “With smartly snagged instrumentals from Run the Jewels and Big K.R.I.T., a cameo from Tech N9ne sidekick Krizz Kaliko, and surprisingly sturdy hooks on the piano-bar blues “Life” and the hammering standout single “Do You,” Kim Namjoon actually stands a chance of making a dent in the States.”
  • XXL Mag: “Rap Monster rarely fails to live up to his name. The Ilsan, South Korea-raised rapper is one of the region’s most dexterous rappers, capable of switching flows effortlessly as he glides across an array of diverse instrumentals.”
  • DJ Booth (Lucas G): “I really like the balance between rapping in Korean and rapping in English. If the project was all in Korean, I’m not sure I could have connected with him but by mixing the two languages together he provides the listener with a brand new experience; I don’t feel like a passive listener. Shit even when he’s rapping in Korean, I can still feel his words. He’s got a hunger and an excitement that can be felt in any language.”
  • Tony Jones: “Rap Monster can outrap any rapper” (tbh not super relevant but i had to include it bc its so cute)
  • i highkey feel like there is more but rn im functioning on half my brain cells rip


2) lyrics; this is really important to me. lots of ppl pick rappers off of their beats and how lit they are.. THIS ISN’T RAPPING. if yall want lit beats tune into the producer or just listen to trap. that’s not what rap is about. 

lyrics are CRAZY important! and like, diss and bragging lyrics are such a sidebar. if you can only diss and brag I’m sorry but you aren’t worth shit lol.

here in my opinion are some of his best lyrics (READ THIS SHIT! YALL PLEASE)

  • “the thing that redeemed me too, the things that pushed into me - the distant precipice and everything, that’s all me - foolish humanity, you too can become gods - hold your head straight and try, a saint’s smile - Jesus’ footsteps, Allah’s prayers - even until Maria’s love, all of it is inside you - this is unconditional redemption and unconditional belief” (God Rap)
  • “I live to understand the world - But the world didn’t once understand me” (Always)
  • “these people who clamor for respect with their own mouths - even they don’t know the misjudgments of those words - freedom and self-indulgence, they’re obviously different” (Do You)
  • “if you look less at wits, there are a lot of things that change - you were born as a hero, why are you trying to become a slave? - “because it hurts, it’s youth” - that kind of definition is the biggest problem - in life a genre is a trap, just like music - because you become an idiot as soon as you’re tied down there - fuck that.” (Do You)
  • “every night inside me I quietly fight with myself - my heart pounds, my colleagues stab me in the back - while saying that I became a moron after joining a company- yeah fuck you I’m an idol, yeah yeah I’m an idol - at one time I hated it but now I love to get that title” (Awakening)
  • “I thought I could catch the mirage known as happiness - but the me in front of my desk wasn’t happy even for a moment - without my mom knowing, I put a sheet of white paper between the pages of my workbook - my identity that I wrote down matched to the drum and bass - a different, relaxed feeling compared to when I got my report card” (Voice)
  • “do you know the reality that there’s no shadow in the fire? - then will I become the fire or will I become the light, that’s my question - so if I become the light then in the daylight, then the darkness - closes his eyes when it’s bright and when others sleep, opens his eyes again - even though I felt suffering I thank you” (God Rap)
  • “life is more beautiful knowing that we’ve taken a loan on death - even light is treasured more when there’s darkness - the sunshine appears after we’ve passed through the storm” (Life)
  • “but the thing that we all learned at some point was how - to step on someone, to catch them, to erase them, to hate them - fuck all the peace and love, I know that that’s the natural enemy of success - that’s too obvious” (Life)
  • “everything can coexist, positive and negativity - the thing that guides me and this world is ultimately those two’s synergy - all wanderings related to existence, sometimes until they’re chaotic - even those moments now seem lovable - if you’re confused about what is right and what is wrong - what makes me want to live again, think about it” (I Believe)
  • OK SO LIKE THESE ARE DISS LYRICS BUT YALL BETTER KNOW THIS IS SOME OF THE MOST SAVAGE SHIT IVE EVER HEARD: “Even if you don’t like me, you know me - I like hate comments more than no comments - I DON’T KNOW YOU - BUT YOU KNOW MY NAME” (Cypher 4
  • credit to btstrans for lyrics


3) delivery…  every rapper has their own style and namjoon for sure has great fucking delivery omg (that voice tho). in terms of pure flow i have three fav songs…

Awakening: the song that made me a Rap Monster fan (way before I knew what kpop was). The intensity and emotion in his voice still gives me chills.

Joke: his vocal control, his phrase stylization, his ability to spit so flawlessly with like no air… Joke is ALL about flow

P.D.D.: so chill… but the way he raps still draws in the listener; this is partially due to the natural depth and beauty of his voice, but a lot of it is in the energy his delivery has, even when it’s relaxed as fuck. namjoon raps like he’s telling a story, and the rise and fall of his voice is perfectly responsive and sensitive to his lyrics.


4) live stages! his lives are great. i won’t say they’re perfect, but they are still awesome and he always gets hype as FUCK and gets the audience into it

What Am I To You: i literally get so fucking emotional. dont debate this with me, this is honestly his best live stage ever. fucking flawless.

Do You: you see me bopping to this shit in my home? im getting fucking hyped yall as i write this


OKAY BOO BOO HOPE YOU LIKED THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!! comment/reblog with what you think makes Namjoon an amazing rapper!!

as always, if you think im wrong, pls message me ;)

writing prompts

just a bunch of writing prompts taken from movies, books, songs or from my own mind. they are a mix of angst, smut and humour. i’ll probably write the blurbs/one shots when i am bored, so send me a number and a boy and i will write it. ✧


1. “hey, you know how you said that i could message you anything at any time?” 

2. “don’t lie to yourself”

3. “and I come into this… how?”

4. “are you just quoting song titles?”

5. “it’s been 6 months, 8 days, 12 hours since you went away”

6. “you’re an idiot.” “i love you too.”

7. “listen to this song. i think it will help”

8. “i’m technically single, emotionally unavailable”

9. “don’t want to lose me or see me with some other guy but what am I supposed to do if I can’t call you mine?”

10. “there is nothing more i want to do than to smash my lips against yours sexually, but like whatevers”

11. “is it a bad time to say that i really want to kiss you right now?”

12. “i’d rather die young and happy, than to live long and sad”

13. “i hope you find what you’re looking for”

14. “so, how did you two meet?” “tinder”

15. “good morning!” “… it’s fucken 6pm”

16. “we spent almost $3000 just to see a bunch of fireworks”

17. “oh well in that case, no.”

18. “you out of all people, are perfectly capable of fucking that person.”

19. “i wish i had a boyfriend.”

20. “wait so i talked to you more than him?”

21. “i dont wanna say i told you so, but i told you so”

22. “this is a whole new level of gay that even i can’t handle”

23. “you make me want to be a better man”

24. “i wish i knew how to quit you”

25. “nothing is sexier than correct grammar”

26. “you had me at goodbye”

27. “you still have that old thing?”

28. “bet she doesn’t touch like me, sure as hell dont fuck like me”

29. “wanna egg their house?”

30. “can’t explain why your love makes me weak”

31. “by my calculations, you are fucken retarded”

32. “i don’t let anyone touch me, because i’m tired of men.”

33. “i want to sleep with you so bad.”

34. “Anyone can fuck. That’s easy, but how many can make love?”

35. “Are you high, drunk or just dropped too many times when you were baby?”

36. “sorry, i just ran out of credit.”

37. “when life gives you lemons, squirt someone in the eye”

38. “can you be a girl for a few seconds?” “but i am a girl?”

39. “don’t use me as a scapegoat for your mistakes”

40. “perv.” “i’m 20 and single, what do you expect?”

41. “you said be honest, not be nice.”

42. “take off your shirt.”

43. “i’m on a date. why are you in my car?”

44. “how the fuck did you even graduate?” “but i didn’t”

45. “i had to stop and buy some wine”

46. “every time you talk, i hear that sound that plays when Pac-Man dies”

47. “everything is going to be fine! … i think.”

48. “so what do you look for in a guy?” “real stuff, like the shape of his ass”

49. “how do you dirty talk?”

50. “you know that never works out”

51. “you really said that?”

52. “i wished you loved me”

53. “what’s their name? i’m gonna facebook stalk them”

54. “let me be narcissistic!”

55. “wanna hang out? … oh wait, i forgot you’re in a different country”

56. “i miss you.” “we just saw each other like 5 minutes ago.”

57. “remember when you said you would never break my heart? yeah how’s that going?”

58. “you’re doing that thing again”

59. “please don’t say it”

60. “turn off your sad music, he was ugly anyways.”

I’m Right

Summary: There’s this boy who wears black, including a ring on the middle finger of his right hand, and he’s starting to grow tired because all his friends and family talk about is him meeting his soulmate. What they don’t know is that he’s never going to be able to love his soulmate like they want him to.

Warnings: Acephobia, arophobia, self-hate, alcohol, swearing. I think that’s it. Dan freaks out a lot. Generally quite a lot of angst. 

Word count: 5,285

Disclaimer: I’m ace, but I don’t know if I’m aro, so I’m not claiming this is how all aro/ace people feel. Fuck, I don’t feel like this at all, I’m pretty happy with my sexuality. I don’t really get angsty about it, I’m generally quite proud of how I identify. I just imagine that, seeing as our own society is already kinda shit when it comes to this,  in a universe like this soulmate!AU, being aroace would feel kinda shitty, so I exaggerated Dan’s emotions a lot, so uh, yeah. I hope you like it.

A/N: Very much inspired by this fic (warning: mentions of non-con) and this fic (i v much recommend both)

(And hey, just remember that I love you, no matter what your identity is. Nothing is wrong with you, aight? You’re a pretty cool person.)

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Shatter [Suho Angst]

Y/Sister’s/N
&
Kim Junmyeon

request your presence as they exchange vows
August 27th
2016

~

You stared at the paper before you. He was getting married. Suho was getting married. 

Your hands started to tremble. You could barely hold the thin, light blue invitation in between your fingers. 

It slipped, fluttering to the ground softly. You wished the invitation would have been heavier. You wished it would have been made out of steel so then when you had dropped it at least there would have been a loud noise. At least there would have been some loud, abrupt, almost agitated noise, instead of just paper floating to the ground.

Suho was getting married. Suho was getting married and you were expected to be at the wedding. A wedding you wished was never happening in the first place. His wedding. 

You were expected to go to the wedding. No, actually you were expected to be in the wedding. You couldn’t just hide in the background, drowning yourself in whatever substance you saw suitable to get yourself through the night. No, fate was much crueler. A bridesmaid, right? No, wrong yet again. Bridesmaid, no, fate was not that kind. It was your sister getting married after all. Why wouldn’t she choose her only sister to be her Maid of Honor?

It was meant to be a privilege, an honor just the title says. How selfish and idiotic of the person who titled it, how selfish and idiotic of your sister for asking you to do this. She knew the two of you had dated while you were in highschool, him in college. She had always brushed it off due to the large age gap, always teasing you about how she, a woman closer to his age, would be more suited for him. How…bitterly ironic. Sometimes she would even comment on how handsome he was and say how she was going to steal him from you. If only you would have known she would never have to try to. Suho would fall for her all on his own. Fall for her like he had never fallen for you.

You should have come up with some excuse. You were in your third year of university, after all. The wedding was around finals week. You should have told her having that much responsibility along with studying for exams was too much. You really should have. But you didn’t. Instead you agreed, and with an eager smile on your face too, not a genuine one, but you doubt she would have been able to tell the difference anyway.

Weeks of dress shopping, months of planning: decorations, dinner plates, cake flavors… Still, you were able to get through it, somehow.

It was finally the night of the wedding. You had skipped the ceremony, having another bridesmaid hold your sisters flowers as you hovered over the toilet on the other side of the large cathedral style church. You could hear the faint melody of the organ and the soft murmur of vows being said through the stall door.

How pitiful. You were ashamed of yourself, physically nauseated at just the slight murmur of their happiness. You hated it. You hated it so much, so, so much. How did it turn out like this? How did this all turn out so wrong, so amiss, so…

“So you’re finally old enough to drink now huh?”

Flash forward and the ceremony was now over. You were now at the reception holding a glass of vodka with the slightest amount of cherry in it, just enough to hide how strong your drink really was.

God, why was he talking to you?! Why did it have to be Suho? Your sister could have gotten anyone. He could have gotten anyone. Why did they have to pick each other? “You still look too young to drink, but I’ll let it slide for now.” You let out a weak smile, avoiding his eyes.

Kid. Child. Minor. Never an equal to him, only a liability. Now a younger sibling.

“Yeah, I have been able to for a while now…” you trailed off, not particularly keen on continuing the conversation. You couldn’t even look him in the eye. Not after everything. Not after you had fallen so hard for him, only for you to be brushed to the side. You were only a kid. You will always be only be a kid to him.

You don’t blame Suho. The age gap was large and you had been foolish enough to agree to maintain a friendship with him, or acquaintanceship in the least, even after you guys… 

It wasn’t his fault that you had fallen too hard too fast for a man who warned you there would be no strings attached. It wasn’t his fault you had fallen for him.

It wasn’t Suho’s fault that he never loved you back.

The entire idea of this situation was laughable. The boy who had taken your virginity, the boy who had stolen your heart, the boy who held all of your firsts was now taking another while sitting just two seat down from you.

“You got lucky, sis,” you paused slightly in your speech, glancing over at him. At the man, no, the boy in your eyes, like you were still only a girl in his. You hadn’t been able to look in the eyes all night. And you probably never would be able to.

“He really does love you,” your words died in your throat again, knowing you had to wrap up it up soon. You could already feel a thick sob rising in your throat, but not one of happiness. What you would give for it to be happiness. Your voice was now a whisper, the mic no longer picking up the sound, but still loud enough for him and your sister to hear.

“You really love her… don’t you?” You formed the sentence like a question, but you hadn’t meant it as one. You didn’t want an answer. You didn’t want to hear Suho say it, no matter how true you already knew it was.

“I really, really do.” Oh, and when those tender, loving words floated out of his mouth with the utmost sincerity, you swear you could hear it. Your heart splitting. It was like the sound of a glass window being broken, your first heartbreak.

You nodded your head slightly, while tightly pressing your lips together, taking everything in you to prevent that pained cry from escaping your throat. You grasped your champagne glass and raised it up before tapping it against your sister’s glass. Unable to propose the toast with words, you went through the motions instead. 

Sitting back down, you took a large gulp of the alcohol that was far too weak to get you through the night. Thankfully enough, the DJ took over proposing the first dance. Lightly drumming your fingernails against the frail bottom of the glass to the beat of the song, you wondered: just how easily does glass shatter?


What even is this shizzzz 

~Admin S

Title: Chances Are
Fandom: Haikyuu!!
Pairing: AsaNoya
Genre: Angst/Humor
Chapter Word Count: 11.7K
Total Word Count: 72.5K
Summary: Mind-boggled” is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to how Nishinoya feels in the aftermath of Asahi’s post-graduation parting gift. But after a few mishaps, he begins to wonder if he’s missed the opportunity to find out the what ifs or if there’s really such a thing as second chances.
Chapter Summary: As the end of the school year draws near, Noya learns that dipping your feet in is not the same as taking the plunge.
A/N: This chapter got away from me a little bit, but hopefully the ending makes up for my severe lack of updates lately. Last scene inspired by this song and this art by @boniebelle. Happy reading! :D

EDIT: THERE IS ART HOLY SHIT THERE IS ART I’M STILL CRYING LOOK AT HOW PRETTY THIS ART IS AJFDLGJJLJ NO SERIOUSLY SHE’S TOO GOOD TO ME THERE ARE SO MANY FEEEEEEEEEEELINGS I CAN’T (இ﹏இ`。)♡

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Multichapter | Previous Chapters | CH9



Sent To: asahi
[text]: hbd!!
[text]: how’s it feel to be an old man? ;D

Received From: asahi
[text]: nishinoya you are literally 10 months younger than me

Sent To: asahi
[text]: 10 mos is a long time! 
[text]: long enough for a beard to grow between us

Received From: asahi
[text]: what? that doesn’t even make sense
[text]: are you saying I should shave it off?
[text]: the beard makes me look old, doesn’t it?

Sent To: asahi
[text]: lol older n still not wiser
[text]: im just messin w u ur not old
[text]: besides its only a little beard and i kinda like it ;)

Received From: asahi
[text]: oh god

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Mini Hiatus PLUS Future Fics Sneak Peek!!

Hi, my beloved darlings!! Yes, the heading is true. I will be taking a small hiatus from posting fics. I know, I’m sorry!! I’m having a hard time keeping up with real life and writing. 

Originally posted by itsalwaysmh

^^^^^I thought this gif was funny but this is actually first ever planned hiatus since I started writing fic. Plus Sherlock. Obviously. 

For a little context, I work 50-60 hours a week normally and things are about to get EXTRA CRAZY  with the holidays coming up (I work in a bakery, in case you were wondering. One word: PIE. So many pies….). I haven’t been sleeping enough plus working a lot PLUS miraculously keeping up with AoJ fic schedule. A lot of other things I’ve let slide in my life. I’m running on fumes and need a little break. Two weeks is what I’m thinking, maybe a little longer. 

To be clear, I will still be writing as much and as often as I can!! I just won’t be posting them yet. With a little cushion room and getting ahead on fics, I’ll feel much better and I hope to be less stressed moving forward. 

BUT ANYWAY. I thought I’d give a little sneak peek at fics I’ve been writing and wanted to write but haven’t had time plus my continuing series.

Continuing Series: 

In the Arms of Justice

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dave and karkat discuss marriage, the concept of “the one”, and buzz aldrins corpse

SUNDAY 17 APRIL 2016

CG: YOU SHOULD COME IN HERE WHILE I REREAD MY IMMORTAL.

CG: I CAN READ IT OUT LOUD IN ALTERNIAN.

CG: IT’S LINGUISTICS PRACTICE, OBVIOUSLY.

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anonymous asked:

This week's was amazing but I wanted it be a Nagi and Natsuki episode. I felt like it was just a Natsuki. With Visible Elf, the writer balanced the screentime between Heavens and Starish really well. Like give me a reason to stan Nagi A1 pictures.

I LOVED THIS WEEK’S EPISODE A LOT. But yeah, I did feel a lack of Nagi, it was very clear that the focus wasn’t on him or his relationship with Natsuki whatsoever…

!!!!BUT!!!!

Let me tell you, as someone who had Nagi as least favorite character for 2 years or so, I actually started to understand his character a bit more and have respect for him. Not like I love him a lot bc he’s not my type of character and I still don’t know much about him, but I definitely like him more than I did before this ep.

At the beginning of the season, when the project was announced, Nagi was like “meh idc about this and idc about them, we’re gonna win anyway bc we’re the best”. Looks like he’d be ok with winning no matter what, and that the project is just a thing they’ll have to go through, but won’t affect their victory. 

But as soon as the ep starts, when Natsuki straight out agrees with his opinion…

After he finds out something odd about Natsuki and how he functions, he starts to really dig in information and things he can know about him (the little Sherlock hat they had on him during the duet was a cool addition). For someone who didn’t care or wanted to know about them, he really seemed interested. He went out of his way not only to find out Natsuki’s secret, but to understand him.

And it’s not only because he wants Natsuki to play the violin and make things the way he wants, but because while Natsuki wanted that, he wouldn’t be able to make it whole-heartedly because of Satsuki holding him back. If he only cared about things going his way, he wouldn’t do this. He only needed to start trying to understand not the events that made Natsuki act how he acts, but what he’s actually feeling - not only him, but Satsuki as well. Eiji helped him understanding that (Eiji clearly the mother of the group I love this boy so much bye).

After the talk with Eiji, he stops pushing Natsuki and provoking Satsuki, and instead is honest about how he feels regarding the situation.

^This is for Natsuki, he’s understanding Natsuki’s effort in playing the violin.

This part of his dialogue with Natsuki really stood out to me as something more mature coming from him. This was not directed to the Natsuki that is not aware of his other personality, but to the Satsuki that ignores Natsuki’s feelings of trying to do difficult things and getting out of the comfort zone. Natsuki and Satsuki are half and half, and if one of the parts is not willing to do the project properly, it won’t feel complete. And Nagi doesn’t want this. This is something only someone who cares about music would say - I don’t care if the song is good or if you do it in an acceptable way, and I don’t care if you lack even if it makes me look/sound better, because I can’t stand a music I’m working on being treated like this. That is actually pretty cool.

I-it’s not like I care about you or anything, baka! 

Overall Nagi is indeed very sharp to deal with and his personality isn’t the best when it comes to delicate matters of others, but overall the title of their duet made them justice and I feel like it was more about Nagi empathizing with someone else other than him and his group, and Satsuki also empathizing with Natsuki’s feelings. A very needed Natsuki-centered episode (to close his arc with split personalities), but balanced with the two other centers of it, Satsuki and Nagi. Sorry if the post is long or seems long bc of the pics, but I really think it’d be unfair to not address this development, and this comes from someone who really did not have any affection for the character. 

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Prompt: Group Chat!AU Where Hoseok just want to be loved. Week 2 of YoonMin Bingo that is 3 days late whoops.

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K-CON PARIS [CONCERT/Fanacc-ish]

i thought about making a post about the Convention too but i think the concert is much more interesting and it was so hyped so im just gonna try to list everything that i remember!! (i’ll try to list things in order but im sorry if i mess some things up… im still a mess myself tbh)

Ok so, first of all- the weather wasnt on our side. It rained really hard and got pretty cold and windy, so..yeah. But the doors opened at 6PM for everyone, and depending on your ticket (seated or standing, i was in the pit standing) you had to stand at different lines/doors. It went pretty smoothly tbh like there was no extrem harsh pushing etc + the guys working there made sure that everyone was standing fairly at their right place (cuz apparently some people tried to sneak to the front ;;). once you got in after getting checked you had the chance to go get some food or some goodies like the Kcon lightstick etc. since you still had to wait 2 hours for the actual concert to start and get everyone inside.

We went inside the hall pretty quickly since we wanted to stand as close to the stage as possible before we would get squished. as we were waiting for everyone else they started playing the MV to fire first and the few (a lot of) people that were waiting inside the hall went CRAZY ALREADY LIKE !!!! and then there were some short CF’s of korean food with HaHa and kwangsoo on the monitor thingy etc, then they started playing Block B’s MV to Toy, Shinee’s View mv etc! After a while the people seated to the left of the stage suddenly started screaming– apparently some members (idk from which groups) were teasing them by coming out and going back inside again! ;;;

Once the actual concert started Leeteuk came out looking all fancy and glorious in his suit and greeted us so happily omg (he also spoke french but i have no idea what he said tbh, i cant speak french asdfgh. but it was still very cute!!) ;;; anyway then of course all the groups sang Arirang and BTS came out first with their white suits !!! and then the other groups slowly joined and sang the song together. Once they were all on the stage, Leeteuk told us that the South korean president is also there and watching! It was an honor being in her presence btw, i didnt expect that at all!

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前田敦子&大島優子スペシャル対談(AKB48劇場オープン10周年祭)
12/07 bayfm MEETS AKB48 10th Stage~パーティーは終わらない~

Atsuyuu talking to each other having so much fun jajajaja yesterday(In Japan) during bayfm MEETS AKB4810th stage!!!

this two will never change,I love how they always remain so close and such good friends!!!

Im going to try translate this,Im going to start when they say Acchan and Yuko-chan

First the MC girl says that the day before was the akb48 10 year event and that is why this two are going to talk in the show 

MC:The staff who has work so many times with Acchan and Yuko-chan ,said that yesterday they saw a never before seen side of Acchan

Noro Kayo:The Acchan of screen is really funny,today everyone will hear that

MC:what will come of this??

Noro Kayo:The interview will be done by Yuko while listening to chosen songs of AKB during the past 10 years.

Yuko: People who are listening BAY FM meets akb48 party wa owaranai(the party doesnt end)..And Nontei and Lisa-san good night its been so long, this is Oshima Yuko

Acchan:Maeda Atsuko

Yuko:We are in this moment in akb48 gekijou open 10 nen matsuri (akb48 theater open 10 years festival)..This is the first time I hear this title jajajaja

Acchan:Me too jajajaja

Yuko:Today there are so many graduates here

Acchan: so many right

Yuko: so many

Acchan: many people who I dont know are also here jajajajaja

Yuko:your lying…are you serious???

Acchan:Everyone changed a lot jajaja

Yuko: At first looking Matsuyuki

Acchan:eeeh

Yuko:Matsuoka Yuki right??

Acchan: AHHH the blonde jajajaja

Yuko: The blonde jajajjaa..Matsuoka Yuki went blonde

Acchan:I didnt know ,I didnt remember who she was

Yuko:When I was filming overseas ,they told me “is Matsuoka Yuki here?”

Acchan:Where did you go?

Yuko:Spain,Ibiza

Acchan:eeeeh

Yuko:Matsuoka Yuki is working here they told me..eeeeeeeeeeh in this place???..A place that is 22hours away from Japan

Acchan:She was working in Ibiza??

Yuko:yes!..But now it seems she doesn’t

Acchan:eeeeh

Yuko:people in other places (refering to the members)

Acchan:People with Babies  (refering to the members)

Atsuyuu:Meetan jajajaja

Yuko:People married  (refering to the members). How wil life turn out I dont know.

Acchan:But there is also people that dont change

Yuko:Who???

Acchan:You and Me jajajajajaja

atsuyuu: jajajajajajaja

Yuko:Yeah we dont changeee..I think the same we dont change

Acchan:specially that there is no  uncomfortable feeling

Yuko:yeah no  uncomfortable feeling..Normally we want to return right??

Acchan:right!!..I thought its impossible..now I think the opposite but in a weird sense

Atsuyuu: jajajajajajjaa

Acchan:its totally fine

Yuko:when I am alone in the dressing room,there is no one,no one laughs…but if everyone was there it be like aaaaaaaaaaaaahhh

Acchan: jajajajjaa…you want to return right??

Yuko:yeah

Acchan: the personality becomes bad jajajajaja

Atsuyuu: jajajajajaja

Yuko: we turn into kids..its fun!!

Acchan:its Fun!!..sometimes if we all gather is nicee

Yuko:nice!…..sometimes, but its been a long time like a year since we gather(refering to the members)..but this is the first time that all gather(refering to the graduates)

Acchan: yes…we dont gather a lot (refering to the graduates)

Yuko: so you graduated like 3 years ago

Acchan: yeah 3 years

Yuko: Since you graduated,what is AKB for you

Acchan: I’m always curious about AKB

Yuko: curious right??…you watch the tv 

Acchan: Your not curious?

Yuko: I see it

Acchan: you hear the new songs?

Yuko: I hear them.I see MV

Acchan: I see MV

Yuko; you saw it??

Acchan:the new takamina MV is cute

Yuko:I saw it!!!..but just the short version

Acchan:only 30secs

Yuko;Why??..only 30secs

Acchan :(she explains something that the video can only be seen 30 seconds for some reason I didnt understand..sorry)

Yuko:ohh..But the other day I saw when the first generation members went to odaiba for a show for the fans..

Acchan:Yabai!!!

Yuko: A fan recorded it!!

Acchan:Yabai!!

Yuko:everyone was terrible,you all moved weird, like a robot dancing jajajaja

Acchan: jajajaja..Yabai!!

Yuko:nostalgic

Acchan:at first our quality was weird(refering to dancing)

Yuko: like very weird

Acchan: that is why the girls that are now are super!!

Yuko;thats true the girls that are entering akb right

Acchan: in just a moment they learn the moves..super right??

Yuko; yeah,they learn fast

Acchan:We had to learn with a professor and watching 

atsuyuu:dvd’s 

Acchan: I think they are super

Yuko: I think they are super too

Acchan: high quality

Yuko:the girls of now have a level of a human 

Acchan: jajajajajajajajajaja..that might be true jajajajajajaja

Yuko:the human level is increasing I think

Acchan: jajajajajajajajaaja

Yuko:we where so low but we had high spirits

Acchan: jajajajajajajajajajaja..from the start they are able to do everything

Yuko: and they are well equipped,with face and all

Acchan:yeah

Yuko;jelaous right?

Acchan:Jelaous

atsuyuu:jajajajajajjajaja

Yuko;when we look at old photos

Acchan:I was like a bean

Yuko:a bean jajajajajajaja

Acchan: no face jajajajaa

atsuyuu:jajajajjaa

Yuko:right here there is an album  it is called welcome book vol 1

Acchan:the first one

Yuko: yeah it is the first one  of the first generation

Acchan:Yabai

Yuko:everyone was like “what is this??” jajajaja

Acchan:cute!!…nyanyan so cute

Yuko:cute but they dont focus on the second row

Acchan: jajajajajaja

Yuko:All It ’s out-of-focus from the third row after jajajajaj

Acchan:jajajja Mariko is there

Yuko:yeah your right

Acchan:funny

Yuko:funny…during that time Acchan looked like a bean jajajajaja

Acchan: cute jajajajajja

Yuko: a bean.. you laugh jajajajajaja

Acchan:cute…I gave my best to the smile

Yuko: jajajajaja but I have the feeling takamina didnt change

Acchan:yeah only that she become pretty

Yuko:yeah..and that Takamina is going to graduate on March next year

Acchan: where are they going to do the concert??..If they can do it in a big place it will be nice

Yuko:I want them  to do it in a  dynamic place

Acchan: I graduated at the dome, Yuko graduated in the sei…another one even bigger

Yuko: where was it???…ahh ajinomoto

Acchan: right very big place

Yuko; where??

Acchan: a big place..want to go right?

Yuko:But there is also the feeling of giving her something in reward

Acchan: she let me graduate ..but I didnt say that to her jejeje

Yuko:After Takamina graduates what will she become?? has she thought of that?

Acchan: the other day I asked her..what are you going to do after graduation I asked her

Yuko: what is she going to do?

Acchan: A singer

Yuko: I knew she was going to be  a singer 

Acchan: Hoping amazing people out there make song for takamina 

Yuko: ohh I understand..that might be interesting

Acchan:  and she can make a wonderful album

Yuko:so true…she wants to became a singer…I knew that hard work will pay…..

Acchan: I laughed jajajajajajajajajaja so funny

Yuko: hard work will for sure pay ,are the words that give her confidence..If we normal girls can do something is to show the world ,Japan to others

Acchan: yeah..and that is why we look forward to takamina alone and what  she is going to do next

Yuko: yeah looking forward………..so what is Acchan’s akb request song??

Acchan: Sakura no Hanabiratachi..this is a song that we all sing together..but the truth is that the members that graduate have to sing the song by their selves..I started that 

Yuko: ahhhhh really???…I didnt heard that

Acchan: You didn’t sing it jajajajaja

Yuko: no 

Acchan:Akimoto-san said that

Yuko:ahhh,so you sang it during your graduation…yeah..I didn’t know that

Acchan: jajajjajaa

Yuko: this is the akb quality right jajajajajaja

Acchan: yeah jajajajaja

Yuko: so this has been Oshima Yuko and?

Acchan: Maeda Atsuko

Yuko: bye

Acchan: bye bye


ps:sorry if a made mistakes,im just a Japanese student

kpop ruined me

Now i dont mean my title as in “omg i love kpop so much im ruined!!” i mean as in the way i think. I just discovered this blog like 20 minutes ago and i want to share my experience. I was first into kpop in like 2010-2011 because of the YouTubers Miles Jai (hes absolutely hilarious pls check him out). the first group I ever go into was Wonder Girls (Ill never forget you guys). “Like This” was the first kpop song Ive ever heard and I instantly fell in love. I fell out of it and went back to listening to my emo music (Never Shout Never, My Chemical Romance, Black Veil Brides, etc). But just recently I fell back into kpop. Now during these last few years I formed an eating disorder and I began to self harm because of personal reasons. When I first went back to the kpop side about 6 months or so months ago I instantly fell in love with the new group Seventeen. Hansol/Vernon was my bias and I was infatuated with him. Exo’s Baekhyun and Xiumin followed close behind and I was starting to wonder why I left in the first place. It was at first exclusively boy groups i would listen to but then i discovered SNSD, Girls Gen, Red Velvet and Orange Caramel. I suddenly realised how good all these girls looked. Tight stomachs, thin waists, slim thighs and pretty features and hair. It only made my ED worse. I went for a few days without eating and I got down to the lowest bmi in which would be considered healthy for my stats. Im not one to be easily triggered but their bodies were just a masterpiece and work of art to me. I wanted to be like them. 99 pounds was my weight goal (which is severely underweight for my height of 5'8/172 cm) and I slowly started to compare myself to idols. I am a person of colour (Native American, Ethiopian and French) and I began to have these silly day dreams. I hated myself for not being Korean or Asian. I wanted to have pale skin and small lips like them. I wanted a short and petite body and long gorgeous flowing hair. I wanted to change myself. I even went as far as looking for skin bleaching products (not whitening, bleaching). I had this imagination in head that if I could look as close to them as possible I could go to boarding school in Seoul and audition for SM Entertainment (ha, yeah right). But I have suddenly come to the harsh realisation that that will never, EVER happen. First, I dont know a lick of Korean. I know absolutely nothing. Second, I’m not super talented. Sure I can sing pretty well but I suck at dancing. My best skills would be rapping and instruments which is not what SM is all about. Third, (the obvious) Im black FFS!! People from Thailand and Malaysia get poked fun at because theyre not Korean or Chinese. But a curly headed, black-white mixed American, who knows NO other language besides English and a bit of Spanish stands no chance. Singing is a passion of mine. Always has and always will be. Ive been singing since Kindergarten and I will never stop. Ive thought several times about moving to Seoul and trying to become a rookie. That will sadly never happen. If I had the right looks or talent I would drop everything right now and haul ass to SK right now. I wouldnt care about how badly management treated me. I wouldnt care if I resorted to starving myself to lose weight bc management told me so. I just want to make a career from something I love. But I cant. As a disclaimer, Im not saying kpop idols caused me to have an eating disorder, the only further triggered it (which is not their fault). Im writing this because I became so absorbed in kpop and asian culture I began to hate myself because I didnt look like them. This is a small message to everyone; please dont hate yourself because you dont look like your unnie. Theyre manufactured and it’s okay to look different. Dont try to change your appearance to look like them.