i’m really really sorry ksi, i believe your intentions was not bad in the video, but it’s probable that you internalize misogyny way before and can’t even see what is wrong with your remarks.
you’re still apologizing about how SHE feels, not how YOU make her feel. you still do not see what was wrong the way you talked. YOU made a mistake. CASPAR made a mistake by partaking and not stopping you from uploading those parts. but theo did not made a mistake, not a single one. so you shouldn’t be sorry about how she feels. you just need to be sorry about how YOU make her feel.
So I watched Oz the Great and Powerful and just about around the time Theodora the Good cried her first tears that marked her face, I spent the rest of the movie sad. Because she became something that was born from lies. She became something worse than what was ever imagined. And it was all because her innocence was stolen. Of course I knew there was no happy ending for her once her heart withered and died but to be turned into the Wicked Witch, spending the rest of her days in constant anger and heartbreak, seemed like a fate worse than death.