then this is some serious shit right here

(Thiam as Nolan’s parent’s)

(Nolan as Thiam’s adopted kid, because I couldn’t get this idea out of my head!)

Liam: *Kneels down next to Nolan* You want to tell us how you got that black eye? *Trying his best to stay calm when he really just wants to beat the crap out of the person who hit their sweet boy.*

Nolan: It’s nothing…r.really! I-it was my fault. *Successfully avoids both his father’s eyes.*

Theo: Unless you punched yourself, I don’t buy it. I suggest you tell us who did this. *Crosses his arms but maintaining his composure better than Liam, if only by a little.*

Nolan: *Nervously chews his bottom lip.* If I tell you…you won’t let me be friends with him anymore.

Theo: *Shrugs* Not necessarily. I mean your dad and I used to beat the crap out of each other and now we’re married.

Liam: *Jaw drops as he spins his head around to look at his annoyingly unfazed chimera.* -The hell kind of parenting was that!???

Theo: It’s true! *Defensive bark.*

Liam: Oh my god, you suck at this advice thing. You are aware of that, right? *Giving him the “We’re talking about this later,” look.*

Nolan: *Left to go get a snack a minute ago. Assuming that his parents were going to go at it for a bit.*

Liam: Listen, Nolan, what your father means to say-*Turns to face him only to find a couch pillow where he was sitting.*- and he’s gone… Way to go, Theo. Now he’s going to think getting punched in the face is totally OK.

Theo: Once he punches that little shit back he’ll feel a lot better. *Genuinely serious expression*

Liam: *Stares dumbfound at Theo for a good few seconds.* …You can’t even tell what’s wrong with that sentence, can you?  

Theo: I feel like you’re being a little hypocritical right now. *Glares back.*

Liam: I’m going to talk to Nolan. *Stands back up.* You can stay here and think of some other brilliant ways to convince our son that violence leads to marriage.

ok, so i was watching escape from beta traz a few days ago. and i realized something. Lance never misses.

here he is, shooting the warden. if those metal arms weren’t there, the shots would be hitting him right in the face. it’s already impressive that every shot is hitting its target, but it’s ALSO implied that for most of those shots, lance was running and aiming simultaneously

and then there is THIS scene. i think lance was overshadowed by shiro here because shiro does some pretty crazy shit! but lance does some pretty crazy shit too.

theres this little screencap, which i love, because it shows lance being serious and concentrating which isnt something we get to see very much.

the two sentries in this photo were taken down by lance in the first few seconds of the conflict. Shiro does some cool fighting shit, using his environment to his advantage, it looks really cool. He then takes down a sentry that Lance, admittedly, DID have. I’m not bitter about it, but Lance is, and that’s why I mention it.

also look at laika shes so cute

but anyway. at this point, the warden and pidge both show up. the REAL fight begins.

lance takes on the big guy asap. again, if not for those metal arms, the warden would be toast. but it doesnt stop there, no. to avoid one of the wardens attacks, lance propels himself in the air and continues to shoot.

and still doesnt miss!! what a badass!!

and, of course, we have the sharpshooter scene. but thats been analyzed already, so i wont go into it.

“but how can you know that this is intentional?”

easy. everything in animation has to be intentional. both keith and hunk also operate guns in the series at some point. hunk, who has little experiencce with guns, has sporadic shots that sometimes do not meet their targets, or take multiple shots in order to do so. In season 2, episode 12, keith shoots at some galra sentries. but not all of his shots hit them either.

These are some screen shots of that particular scene. Keith hits the walls too, not just the sentries. Meanwhile, Lance is making the target with every shot. And I’ve only examined this one episode, so who knows how much i’ve missed.

Anyways, it’s intentional. Super intentional.


TL;DR: Lance is an expert marksman and sharpshooting is his thing. The others just haven’t realized it yet because his talent isn’t as flashy or as obvious as the others and often gets overshadowed

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taylorslistofexlovers  asked:

There is a kevineil drOUGHT right now can you please make it rain (heh see what I did there) fluffy headcanons thank

I’m sorry its legitimately been like… 2 months since you sent this but HERE WE ARE, kevineil + fluff!! (throwing some under a cut bc it got away from me a bit)

  • an exy movie comes out, “the blind side” style. neil and kevin are so excited about it they actually skip night practice to go to the midnight release.
  • they even get sodas. kevin day drinks soda. this is how serious they are
  • the whole thing is emotional and dramatic and neil loves the shit out of it. he probably tears up at some point which is wild bc he doesn’t cry (except during sex, whoops)
  • kevin just complains out loud the whole time about how unrealistic it is
  • “he made that shot from past half court with NO OPENING! it was impossible. did you even see the angle?”
  • afterward, the two of them are so fired up that they end up going to the court at like 3am
  • kevin spends an hour trying to make the ‘impossible shot’ (he eventually does)
  • neil: “you said it was impossible” kevin: “well, no one else would be able to do it”
  • ok, moving on

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Don’t forget about this letter Rachel wrote to Chloe but never showed her.

“You can tell how much I want I want you to read this letter since I’ve been dragging my ass to give it to you. Maybe I just want you to find out when I’m not around so we never have to talk about it. And I don’t want you to hate me. Where to start?

I met somebody recently who’s so different from the lame Vortex Club snobs. I’ll know you’ll have a meltdown when I tell you and think he’s gross. But I swears he’s wise and unconventional. Kind of scary not in a “bad boy” way. He’s just experienced some serious shit. Yes I’m kind of obsessed. I won’t blame you for freaking.

Maybe I know you’re right and this just has to be my secret.

I hate not sharing this with you except I know you’ll me that stink eye and grill me for every stupid detail. I even told you that last night we hooked up near campus…“

Unreadable”

I completely forgot about this letter Rachel wrote to Chloe. It doesn’t sound she’s talking about Frank here, but rather Nathan? But After playing BtS, Rachel obviously already knows Nathan, so he wouldn’t be somebody she met recently as stated in the letter. This could be because of Deck Nine changing the game to fit their plot, but it’s interesting to think about. Why would she be talking about Frank here when she mentions the Vortex Club? She could be talking about someone else entirely. I’m curious to know what you guys think and if there could be any connection to this letter and events that might unfold in BtS.

Edit: thanks for everyone telling me that she was talking about Jefferson! To be honest I kinda forget Rachel was romantically involved with him too.
I just found this crazy ass story on Facebook

I can’t have sex with more than 1 other person in the bed 😐 .. Ight I don’t know how y'all niggas do the shit .. I tried it twice, so I know 😐 .. the first time, I was 15 and my friend Ty was 17 .. Ty brought this girl over .. like this beatiful ass black girl 😍.. but she had her booty cheeks out and shit, I said “Damn 😵” .. He was like “Cj, I got this girl over here … You wanna tag along?” I said “What?” .. he said “Tag team this bitch 😈” I said “Nah bro I’m not good at wrestlin’ 😐” he said “DO YOU WANNA FUCK THIS BITCH TOGETHER! DO YOU WANNA HELP ME HIT IT”… Now first of all .. why you need help fuckin’ somebody .. Like yo dick that little that you need two dicks to work together as a team 😐 .. like if I had some pussy in the crib I’d be stingy as a muhfucka “EVERYBODY GOTTA GET OUT! THERE’S A GAS LEAK IN THIS MUHFUCKA!” Just lyin’ and shit 😐 .. Not Ty😐 .. this muhfucka sharin’ pussy and givin’ it out like he Jesus 👐😐 … and you know, I was 15, I couldn’t say “No” to some free pussy .. I said “Sure 😀” .. Like my dick was already out, I said “where she at 😐🍆” … But I looked over, this nigga had his dick out too 😐 .. I said “Whoa 😐 … what-what you doin’ bro 😐?” .. he said “We ready to fuck THIS BAD BITCH BRO ✊!” … See I didn’t know we was fuckin’ the girl AT THE SAME TIME 😢 .. and you know, seein’ my friend’s dick terrified me 😢 .. I said “Yo 😐 … maybe I should have sex with the girl .. by myself for like the first 20 minutes 😐 then you can have her” .. He said “Nah bro, she gotta leave in like 15 minutes” .. I said “Wtf .. so wtf you bring her over here for” .. Then when heard her callin’ from the back room .. she said “You guys ready 😩” .. like she was expectin’ some dick 😐 .. you know, so I couldn’t let the pussy down 😐 .. We went in there .. my friend had instructions out 📝 .. like this muhfucka drew out HOW we was gonna fuck this girl 😐 .. This nigga was serious 😐 he drew stick figures 😐 had both of us in the pussy at the same goddamn time 😐 .. like I don’t know what kinda gay shit this nigga was on … but I wasn’t slidin’ my dick in no coochie right beside this nigga .. Nigga couldn’t even draw .. My arm was all deformed and shit and my neck was crooked 😢 .. then the nigga drew his dick bigger than mine 😵 .. I said “WHOA 😵” .. now I ain’t measure the nigga dick or nothin’ .. but the nigga dick was like 3 inches .. I saw it in my peripheral .. Nigga knew damn well my dick was bigger than his 😐 Tf you drawin’ my dick for? .. But I let it go 😐 We only had like 10 minutes left, I said “Yo .. we can’t both put our dick inside the pussy 😐 .. That’s gay ight .. and I don’t even think that’s physically possible .. you better find another slot or somethin’ I don’t know 😐” .. So he said “Ight” .. the girl layin down on the bed, just stretched out 😳 like she good 😍 .. My Nigga Ty take his dick, just shove it in her mouth 😵 .. like he ain’t give her a chance to inhale or nothin’ .. I said “Nigga you a savage 😲” .. you know so I ain’t take no time neitha 😢 I put the condom on .. I started fuckin’ her 😩 .. I got close to bustin’ a nut 😐 I couldn’t do it 😐 .. This nigga Ty’s ass was all in my face 😩 .. I said “YO GET YA ASS OUT MY FACE 😡 Ya ass stink 😡 .. I can’t concentrate .. You need to rotate or somethin’ 😓” .. Like it was his bare ass 😢 .. And I was tryna close my eyes so I couldn’t see it, but I was scared .. Like I ain’t wanna close my eyes and accidentally lean my head into this nigga ass 😢 so I had to stay awake .. son this nigga busted a nut and farted in my face at the same goddamn time 😲😲😲😲😲 … my dick went soft .. I said “TY WTF 😩” I punched his ass 😡 It was a reflex 😢 .. you know, you don’t think about things when you in the moment .. You can say “I wouldn’t of punched his ass” all you want 😐 .. but you weren’t there when the shit happened, ight you didn’t hear it like I heard it muhfucka 😢 .. I punched the shit out his ass, I said “Fuck you 😩” .. I got up, I said “I quit 😢” I walked out, I ain’t even pull my pants up, my draws and shit was just around my ankles 😐 .. I went to the door to leave, I said “Hold df up 😐😐” I came back, I said “Nigga this my house 😡 both of y'all get y'all asses out and spray” he said “Bro I’m sorry–” “No fuck you, Arthur comin’ on in like 20 minutes and I don’t wanna see y'all 😡” .. the whole time I was talkin’ tho, I still ain’t pull my pants up, so I ain’t look as serious as I could have 😐 but I was mad, I couldn’t think 😐 this nigga Ty fucked my life up I hate.

Punished

Summary: Very carefully and skillfully, you have been stealing from the Saviors for over a month now. Until one day you allow your ego to get the best of you and you challenge Negan to try and catch you, himself.
Prompt: I had one of the Hide and Seek prompts! I decided to put a twist on it and incorporate more of a cat and mouse type of game.
Word Count: 4,265
Pairing: Negan/Female Reader
Chapter: One-Shot
Warning: NSFW, Smut, Language
Author’s Note: I’m so sorry this took so long to complete! Thank you Ash for extending the deadline. Congrats on 2,000 followers! I’m not sure if I’m 100% happy with this but I hope you enjoy!
Tags: @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash @negans-network

“God-fucking damnit!” You heard the loud, thunderous voice of the Saviors leader, Negan, roar out into the woods. “Someone better catch that little fucking thief, TODAY!”

Laughing to yourself, you hurried through the woods, maneuvering your way through the series of trees.

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anonymous asked:

having a daughter with cole would include?

i’m gonna try a new layout for headcanons, so i’ll be doing it right here on the ask. send some in!

• ok but first off let’s talk about cole finding out that you’re pregnant in the first place

• he would laugh it off and then see how dead serious you were, and then he’d stop laughing

• “holy shit”

• cole would lowkey freak out and just nod once or twice

• and then he’d start grinning and laughing and happy crying with you and you two would hug and embrace and just be surrounded by love and happiness

• he would spoil you your entire pregnancy

• “what if we named her jellybean??” “oh hell no cole, i am not naming my daughter after your fictional character’s little sister.”

• once your daughter was born he would freak out over every little thing

• smudge on the fridge? he would bring out every little disinfecting product you can find on planet earth.

• when she woke up in the middle of the night he’d force you to stay asleep and take care of her

• he would rock her and hum a little and she’d be back asleep in no time.

• he’d freak out when she went to preschool

• then he’d freak out more in kindergarten

• he’d be The Cool Dad™ because he’s cole sprouse for goodness sake.

• she’d grow up on the suite life of zach and cody and suite life on deck, and then act like her father and uncle dylan all day

• as she got older she would begin to watch riverdale (who wouldn’t?) and then say “why didn’t you name em jellybean?” and cole would give you this look and you’d roll your eyes and walk away because your daughter and husband would always gang up on you like that

• and when she gets her first period he’d freak out more than the first day of kindergarten

• let’s not talk about the sex talk because he’d be all over the place

• and let’s not get started on her dating. he’d kill everyone saying “i’m on riverdale and i’ll kill you like [SPOILER] clifford killed his son!” to all the boys/girls your daughter took interest in

• but honestly cole would make such a good dad ugh

From Screen to Stage
Project 87

Freddy just wanted to find Mike. Instead, he finds Springtrap and a strange old cartoon…


Ta-da! Here it is, our crossover with Bendy and the Ink Machine! This was inspired by one of our VA’s. He’s got a pretty good Bendy voice, and, well, I had to take advantage of that. And what better way than to combine it with our very own p87lore, hm?
This is heavily headcanon-based, since it was written before Chapter 2′s release, so please forgive anything that doesn’t seem to add up with what we know of the game as of now. It’s also set in the p87lore, so if you’re wondering why Freddy and Springtrap are able to interact together, maybe take a peek at our tag for it ;)

This could be a series if people show they like it enough. If you enjoyed this, please reblog it! If we can get, let’s say, 20 reblogs, we’ll continue.

It’s less than five minutes long, so what are you waiting for? ;) You can also listen on Soundcloud.

Freddy: @alexandervonkoopa
Springtrap: @jacobtheloofah
Bendy: @tablewithamicrophone
Script: @jaybingu
Editing done by alexandervonkoopa

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what even is the point of this season bc i don’t get it? besides tryna trying up loose ends and leaving us with more questions?

it was an amazing experience to follow s3 because u could feel the realistic script, and nothing felt too all over the place

we got to see a strong friendship between the boys who openly talked about sexuality, we got to see important discussions regarding pride, mental illness and religion. we got to, much like in s1, the main character grow (ill leave s2 open for interpretation lol). this season seems to have thus far push the main character down, and (surprise!) it’s a girl of colour (who is also a muslim), as if that trope isn’t tiresome already

the intro shot of this season, what with trump and the islamophobia in france, the casual islamophobia directed at sana, one would have thought this season would still be able to focus on sana whilst tying up these lose ends

this far… we haven’t seen none of this really? all we’ve seen is people trying to change sana’s views, and while that’s healthy to some extent (to analyse ur own views), we haven’t really heard much from sana, which has also ended with sana. the discussion she had with elias (yousef isn’t muslim / he’s the most muslim guy elias knows) it ended with elias asking sana if it’s more important to say you believe in Allah or do good things (um…)

and the discussion with isak (try going out as a hijaabi) finally voiced sana’s frustrations, but ended with isak telling her she’s wrong and she must answer to racists and islamophobes as if she signed up for it because she is religious (… yikes)

and then sana told the girls her feelings on text message (the bus meeting clip in ep8) and now everything is alright between them, and this hasn’t even been mentioned? none of the girls talk to her about it as if her feelings weren’t that important to talk to her about now that they came back for her (still? no confirmation it was isak but ill let it slide it hasn’t even been a week yet)

we’ve seen a shit ton of islamophobia thrown at sana, and people trying to change her views, where only her mother actually apologised to her (over text but in a clip so). but what have we learnt? how much has sana grown from this?

thus far it feels like we’ve learnt that:

girls are backstabbing fuckers who talk shit behind ur back (contrary to the boys who communicate (apparently))

ur (female) friends won’t hear u out if u mess up (contrary to s3 and the boys’ friendship)

if you’re too strong in your belief everyone else is right (even a person who literally has no clue where you’re coming from)

the muslim (girl of colour) gets sidelined for everything else?

and that some things just solve itself out without any communication?

and are u literally trying to tell me that sana only has her mum and jamilla as other female muslims in her life? are we being serious here???????

what we were first given ain’t what we’re receiving. i have learnt absolutely nothing from this season (besides how many twats there are in this fandom)

Bad Ideas (Final Chapter!)

Alright babes, this is our final chapter about our boys. Pete goes into heat and… well we all know what that means. Mind the smut :) And the feels because honestly I can’t escape them with this fic!!
I can’t thank everyone enough for tagging along on this journey with me! You all made my first spideypool fic just an amazing experience thank you so much!!!
Love to hear any feedback, I’m already thinking this needs a Part Two, but we will see :)

If you missed any chapters, catch them on the MASTERLIST.

I love all my readers ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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The safe house was almost a carbon copy of the house next to the shop- a small two bedroom, two bath with bullet proof glass and security doors.

“It’s almost like deja vue.” Peter teased and Wade grinned at him.

“I have a certain type.” He said with a shrug. “I like my houses split level, my trucks blue, and my omegas bendy and sassy with a gorgeous little butt.” He patted Peter’s rear and winked at him. “You ready for some more fun, baby? It’s been a couple days and I feel ready to pop.”

“Maybe we should try sleeping in the bed before we try breaking the bed, Wade.” Peter retorted and Wade just shrugged.

“It’s been three days since I tapped that ass, Pete. Might as well have been a year. I’m gonna put this stuff away and go check on a few things, then I expect you naked and waiting.” Wade gave him a deep kiss and headed up the stairs to drop their bags off and Peter took the opportunity to look around a little more.

He was glad they’d finally made it here, after spending several days taking turns driving just to get as far away as possible. After their long night at the hotel, Wade had basically thrown Peter in the truck and taken off. They hadn’t even stopped long enough to spend the night together, not even really talking, both buried in their own thoughts.

Wade hadn’t stopped touching him though, resting a big hand on his thigh, or lacing their fingers together as he drove. Even when it was Peter’s turn to drive and Wade slept in the passenger seat, he had one hand reached out to Peter at all times.

But this morning, as Wade had excitedly told him they were only a few hours away, Peter had felt the first symptoms of his heat, his stomach cramping and body temperature rising. He had doubled up on his suppressant and scent blocker dose, trying to delay it, but even now as he stood in the house he could feel another bout of cramps coming on. The scent blockers still seemed to be working because Wade hadn’t said anything, but they were going to quit any minute now, he just knew it. With an available Alpha so close, his biology was going to work overtime to make sure Wade couldn’t resist him.

Really it was kind of surprising Wade hadn’t picked up on it yet, but the Alpha was completely distracted trying to get them somewhere safe.

Fuck. Peter bent over double when a heat cramp hit him worse, reaching for his shirt to pull it off as his temperature skyrocketed.

He wasn’t ready. This was a new place, and he wasn’t comfortable yet. They didn’t have any supplies or anything. He supposed he could work through the first wave of it himself while Wade got them food but– oh.
This next one was worse, coming so quickly behind the first and he collapsed onto the floor, banging his fist on the hardwood in agony.

“Hey Peter Pumpkin do we need any— Pete, are you okay?” Wade came thumping down the stairs, but ran to Peter’s side when he saw him shaking. “Baby boy what–” he took a deep breath in and a groan punched from his chest. “Oh fuck Petey.” The scent blockers had bled out to nothing and Wade was suddenly swimming in a wave of sharply scented omega heat.

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I am quite an avid enormously huge Harry Potter fan, and my dad was lovely enough to surprise me with a Slytherin Jersey a while back. I adore it and wear it practically every time I go out the house. Once at college, I was introduced to someone who was wearing HP merch and of course struck up a conversation. We were getting on perfectly well until she asked me my house, to which I turned and showed her my jersey. I shit you not, she literally grimaced and said “I don’t actually make friends with people who are Slytherin, sooooo…
She was 100% serious, and I have never been more lost for words in my life. Some people, right? 

TWD - Negan Imagine ~ "First Day of the Rest of Your Life"

An imagine about the season finale of season 7

I’m following the storyline of the TV show, so I wrote parts to the other episodes as well that are connected.

BUT they are all written the way that you can read them separate without having read any other part!

You can find every other part of the series here

Originally posted by dancing-at-the-funeralparty

The warm morning light shined into the room as you slowly opened your eyes. You looked around the room, Negan’s room, but didn’t find him.
You rolled around in the bed thinking about the journey that had brought you here, to this day.
And damn, the journey you had made till this day had been a huge one.
From the line up a whole lot of weeks ago, where he hadn’t just taken your brother Daryl with him but also you, the visits in Alexandria he had taken you with him like almost everywhere else, the day your brother fled and instead Eugene was the other familiar person here, Negan getting you from your own room to his, cause he thought it was safer for you and the other day where with Sasha the next person came here.
And not only the journey of events shaped the last time, also the change of your relationship to Negan.
Hell, you still despised him deeply for his deeds and you would never even get the idea to justify them, but you couldn’t see him only as a complete asshole anymore.
The mood between you and him was mostly eased and you could even laugh with him and feel comfortable around him, which kept a fight inside you going on between your conscience that hated him for his deeds and the other side you got to see from him.
Negan hadnt have an easy game with you, hell no, you had made it pretty hard for him you still did, but he had kept going.
Opening up and letting someone even give you those feelings was for sure nothing easy for you, especially since the outbreak had changed everything and you had not a bit of an idea why out of all people Negan was the one you began to build up a bond to.

You looked over to the coffee table between the leather couch and the arm chairs that was already covered in stuff for breakfast.
You slowly sat up as you heard the door opening and saw Negan walking smirking inside.
“Good fucking morning, Sweetheart”, you heard Negan chuckling say as you saw him carrying a few more things in his arms.
“Come over, we gotta start strong into the day”, he said waving you over to the table, before you slipped out of the bed and walked over to the leather couch you let yourself fall on.
You watched him pour coffee into his cup while you had to think about something probably not more than an hour ago.
You had woken up, still whirred somewhere between sleep and being awake while you had felt him pulling you even deeper into his embrace.
You had to overcome your stubbornness to get into his arms for the night and in the end you had done it just through the fact that the nightmares that haunted you stayed away when you were that close to him in your sleep, as much as you disliked that he owned and knew about that ability.
Your conscience got challenged in these moments an hour ago again as you felt his touch sending chills through your body.
His fingers that were tracing up and down your arm.
His lips that were that close to your temple that you could feel them lighty brushing against it while you could feel the warm breath and the beard stubble tickling your skin.
And while you laid there you wondered once again how surprisingly gentle he could be once he thought no one was around and you werent awake, even though you had already seen him softer when you were alone with him,
And to your annoyance this fondness had an effect on you, you had to grumply recognize. 

You began drinking a bit out of your cup as your glance went over to the silver tray standing on the edge of the table.
“Curious?”, you heard Negan chuckling ask before you looked over to him.
“Yeah”, you just said taking another sip while you saw Negan bowing grinning over to the tray but before he lifted it, he looked once more over to you.
“As much as I hate to say it, I gotta disappoint you, that’s unfortunately not for you”, he said grinning.
“I think I can live with that”, you said before Negan shook chuckling his head and lifted the upper part of the tray.
“This, my dear Sweetheart, is for your friend from the cell”, Negan said while you could see what was hidden under the tray.
A pancake decorated with some fruit around it and a smiley created with blueberries on it.
A fucking smiley.
“What the heck, Negan”, you said staring at the smiling pancake.
“Oh, is someone being jealous? You don’t have to be, I can offer a whole lot more to you than just a smiley pancake ”, Negan said smirking while you rolled your eyes looking over to the pancake once again.
“What Sweetheart? I’m just being a fucking good host to her!”, Negan said chuckling.
“You’re buttering her up”, you said leaning back into the soft leather of the couch while you looked at Negan.
“Oh come on, Don’t be that fucking grumpy”, Negan said chuckling before leaning back again.
“Im not grumpy, I’m just seeing what you’re doing there”, you said glancing over to the tray.
“And that would be?”, asked Negan chuckling interested while you huffed slightly.
“You’re trying to get her on your side and you exactly know that if you’d begin to threaten and scare her, that it would just push her away from the idea of allying with you. And that’s not what you want cause she’s a good weapon to you. Nothing more. So you’re trying to butter her up with some fucking pancake and some charming words to get her more drawn to your plans, so you can utilize her”, you said still looking over to him while he chuckled.
You knew he didn’t care further about her.
When she’d die the only thing he’d pity would be the weapon he lost.
”Oh shit Sweetheart, after all you think like that?”, he said chuckling leaning back into the armchair.
“No Negan. after all I can see when you actually mean what you do and say or when you’re just saying something to manipulate and use someone”, you said looking over to him while he scoffed.
Of course he wouldnt admit that now.
You felt your eyes narrowing into a glare by the thought of the things he would want Sasha to do for him as you heard his voice.
“Don’t give me that fucking glare again. You seriously wanna go back in time to the point where all you did was looking that fucking hateful at me?”, Negan said leaning scoffing back into the armchair.
“No, but you don’t want that as well….and that’s why you’re not telling me anything for weeks now about your plans with my people, right?”, you asked still looking sternly at him while you could see in his glance that you were right.
It wasnt usual that Negan stayed quiet in conversations but this time he did and it became clearer and clearer in your mind why.
“You’re planning to kill some of them don’t you”, you asked looking at him while he leaned forwards.
“Listen in the end it’s up to Sasha and the stuff your peps do how many die, and I gotta check up what shit they’re about to do”, he said, still hedging from your original question, why exactly he didn’t tell you something.
You heard his walkie cracking before Simon’s voice sounded through it.
“We’re about in an hour and a half ready, in case you wanna check things we’re at the gate, Boss”, you heard through the walkie.
“Alright Im coming”, Negan said back into the walkie in his hands before he laid it back onto the table.
“Wait, you’re not going to Alexandria without me”, blustered out of you.
You wouldnt let him go alone there, you just needed to know what would happen.
“Suddenly you’re so into accompanying me?”, Negan asked slightly chuckling.
“I’ll not stay here doing nothing while you’re in Alexandria killing some of my people. You can’t keep everything away from me. And especially not that”, you said with a tensed undertone.
“I’ll not let you do that and I’ll not just let you kill them”, you added after he stayed quiet for moment.
“Shit Sweetheart, you fucking know that I’d cut off anybody else than you right at that point right?, Negan asked serious while looking at you.
“Yeah”, you said looking up to him before he sat down for a short moment.
“Alright, I’ll say it again it’s up to my deal with your friend and your damn peps  how many people gotta die. But why I’m not talking to you ‘bout that? That my Sweetheart may have a whole lot of shitty reasons but here’s the main one and I’m being fucking honest with this: 
I don’t know how that shits gonna end up but I’m not gonna be the one who’s pulling you into it. I won’t get you into any plan that could be against your people and make you suffer for shit they fuck up, I won’t do that for the fucking sake of you, I’m just being kind here not the asshole you think I am. Cause I fucking know how hard that shit is anyways for you even though you try to not show it”, he said while seriously looking at you, that much that you were sure that he meant it that way.
Of course there were other reasons you could imagine, like you would make his life harder when you’d know about his plans against them and that he would risk the relationship you had build up to him.
”Alright, so I’m gonna go to Sasha now. Don’t worry, I’m gonna be pleasant with her”, Negan said chuckling before winking at you and walking over to the wardrobe, getting his red scarf and leather jacket on before he grabbed the tray. 
”Be ready in an hour”, Negan said smirking before he left.

An hour later you stood on a truck’s platform together with Sasha, Eugene, Negan and Arat while you looked at the coffin placed on it.
One of Negan’s great ideas to make the visit in Alexandria even a bit more dramatical.
“Am I gonna come with you in it?”, asked Sasha while she nodded over to the casket.
“Jesus no, you don’t have to take the trip in the thing”, you heard Negan say.
“Well, I could use the rest”, Sasha said while you looked irritated at her
“No shit?”, asked Negan looking as irritated as you at her. 
“Yeah. I just want to go to sleep. I just need a little bottle of water, and I’m fine”, she said while you still couldnt really believe that she would stay voluntary for hours in this thing.
“Arat?”, he demanded before the woman jumped down the truck to get a bottle and you saw Negan walking over to Sasha. 
“Listen I know how tough this is and I appreciate it”, he said while you werent completely sure how much he still used these words to make her softer.
You saw Sasha nodding slightly before she climbed into the casket and looked at you one last time before she laid down.

Moments later you found yourself sitting on the bench in the back of the black truck, Negan’s arm laying around you that had somehow found its way again around your waist while you drove already over the roads.
It was still early and a little yawn escaped your mouth as you saw Negan looking smirking at you.
”You still sleepy? In case you are, my shoulder is always a welcome pillow for a sweet little nap-nap of yours”, he said pulling you slightly closer.
“I’m okay”, you just responded while you felt another yawn come up.
“Sure thing”, you just heard Negan chuckle while he slightly shook his head by the sight of your obviously tired self.
The next minutes didn’t help you getting more awake, more the opposite, you got even more tired.
And with every new second you felt your eyelids getting heavier while you felt Negan pulling you closer to let your head sink slowly onto his shoulder.
One more time you tried to fight back against your tiredness and rose your head up from his shoulder hearing Negan chuckle about you before you couldnt fight back anymore and finally dozed off.

You got waken up by the sudden stopping of the truck, that would have catapulted you on the ground of the machine if it would have been just a little more abrupt,
”Simon? Why the fuck did we stop?”, you heard Negan growling before you saw Simon who sat at the wheel turning  around.
”You better look at that yourself, Boss”, he said before Negan let slowly go of you and finally stood up.
“Gonna take a look, I’ll be right back”, Negan said before winking at you and walking out of the truck.
You tried to get to see through the windscreen what was happening outside and saw how men began cutting pieces off of fallen over trees that laid on the road while you saw Negan talking first to Simon, then to Eugene before he headed back to you into the truck accompanied by Dwight and Simon.
“Sorry Sweetheart, our alone-time in the back of this damn thing is over, we gotta keep up with Dwighty boy”, Negan said while he climbed back next to you before Dwight sat down towards you as the motor started again.
It wasnt far anymore, that was the only thing you could figure out from what Simon told Dwight while he drove over the streets.

And then you saw it again before you.
Alexandria.
The place you still called after all this time your home.
As you drove closer you could see people standing at the gates, obviously holding guns as if they were ready to fight and with that you knew that this wouldnt end up the nice way.
The motors of the trucks stopped right before the gates while your glance looked at the people standing on top of the gates until you suddenly heard Eugene’s voice.
“H-Hello. I come salved with the hope that it is my dropped knowledge that you heed. Options are zero to none…”, you suddenly heard Eugenes voice talking.
”You let him do that?”, you asked as you look bewildered over to Negan.
”Sure, Sweetheart. He asked for it outside and I also think they’ll listen at first more to him than to me and you were no option, just like I said, I’m not pulling you into this crap”, he said before you began to listen to Eugene again.
”Bottom-lining it..You may thrive, or you may die. I sincerely wish for the former for everyone’s sake. The jig is up and in full effect. Will you comply, Rick?”, you heard Eugene say.
“Where’s Negan?”, you heard Ricks familiar voice say before your breath stopped for a second.
 “I’m Negan.”
You had heard him say this the first time Negan had asked him and you had already hated it back then, but hearing him say it now, right in front of your friends, that was something completely different.
You looked through the window seeing Rick shaking his head slightly while you could even see from that far how hard that hit him.
A few moments you watched Rick silence behavior that switched between looking to Eugene to someone behind the gates before you saw him and everyone else suddenly duck.
Nothing.
”He really tried to fucking do it. That prick actually tried to fucking blow us up”, Negan growled shaking his head while you realized that was something he also knew about and in that one moment you saw how a strange woman raised her gun up to Rick’s head, you knew who had been the little bird.
“Out”, Negan said to Simon and Dwight, before he stood up himself and held his hand before you.
You took his hand and let him lift you on your feet but as soon as you came to the door you let go of it.
“Don’t like them to see us together?”, Negan asked chuckling as he felt your hand leaving his while you only responded with a slight scoff.
You slowly walked outside, your glance locking with Rick’s before the gate got opened and you saw someone that made this walk even harder for you.
Daryl.
Sasha had told you that he was alive and safe but seeing him there in front of you, watching your every step while Negan had his hand laying on your lower back, was cruel.
You couldnt go to him, couldnt hug him after all this time and couldnt tell him that you still stood by his side even though you were the one standing next to his enemy in these moments.
Negan stopped walking, Eugene standing on his left as he looked up to Rick while all you did was looking at your friends and your brother that had their guns up. 
“You ever heard the story about the stupid little prick named Rick who thought he knew shit but didn’t know shit and got everyone he gave a shit about killed?”, you heard Negan ask rhetorically.
“It’s about you”, he said while you saw him pointing up to Rick from the corner of your eye
“You’re all gonna wanna put your guns down now”, you heard Negan say before you heard Ricks voice
“No one drops anything”, was all you heard before you saw him talking to the strange woman.
“You push me, and you push me. And you push me, Rick. You just tried to blow us up, right? I mean, I get me, my people. But Eugene? He’s one of yours. And after what he did - He stepped up. Would you have still pushed it when you would have known that she was with me in that truck? Huh? Would you have blown her up? The one thats still trying to protect you crapheads?…Shit, you people are animals”, Negan growled before he continued.
“Universe gives you a sign, and you just shove your finger right up its ass”, he yells while striking up his middle finger up in the air.
“Dwight, Simon, chop-chop”, he said before he walked over to the other side of the platform with you while you watched Dwight and Simon climb up and beginning to remove the casket from its attachment to stand it up.
Negan climbed up to them while you walked to the side to see your friends as you heard Negan’s voice again.
“So, you don’t like Eugene anymore. You guys gotta like Sasha. I do, too. Got her right here packaged for your convenience, alive and well”, he said while you saw the shock in your friend’s faces.
“Now, I brought her so I wouldn’t have to kill all of you, and not killing all of you could get complicated”, Negan said chuckling while you felt your jaw clenching by the sound of the words he was saying. 
“See, I know there’s a lot of firepower left in there, Rick. So I’m gonna make this simple”, he said before raising his voice again.
“I want all the guns you’ve managed to scrape up. Yep, I know about those, too. I want every last grain of lemonade you got left. I want a person of your own choosing for Lucille”, you heard him say and with that, your head snapped over to him. 
You had known that in case something like that would wait for you here that someone would die even though you had tried to suppress the thought of it, but what he wanted now, them choosing one of their own made everything even more barbaric.
“Daryl. Ooh, I gotta get me my Daryl back. I see you”, Negan’s voice ripped you out of your thoughts while you saw him pointing with two fingers from Daryl to his eyes, before continuing.
“And after what you almost did a few minutes ago to my girl aka. your sis, you should really honor that, Daryl”, he said chuckling to your brother before raising his voice once again.
“Oh and I want the pool table and all the pool cues and chalk. And I want it now or Sasha dies, and then all of you”, he yelled before you heard him add something.
“Probably”, Negan said with a grin on his lips while you swallowed only thinking about one dead person.
“C'mon, Rick. Just because I brought her in a casket doesn’t mean she has to leave in it”, you heard him add while you looked over to Rick who remained silent as you heard Negan sigh.
“You know what? You suck ass, Rick. You really do. I don’t want to have to kill her, but that’s exactly what you’re gonna make me do”, he said scoffing.
“Let me see her”, Rick said clenching his jaw.
“Oh. Alright. Just give me a second. I might have to get her up to speed. You can’t hear shit inside this thing”, Negan said chuckling before you saw him drumming against the casket with his bat as you looked up to him.
“Sash? You will not believe this crap!”, Negan said chuckling before he drummed his bat against the coffin once again.
You still looked up to him seeing how he opened the casket and heard a groan that let the blood in your body freeze.
You gasped, your eyes widened as you saw Sasha’s reanimated corpse storming towards him.
Your eyes were wide open as you heard him scream while falling down the platform.
Your heart pumped against your chest as you heard guns beginning to rattle around you while you stormed over to Negan and gasped as you saw Walker Sasha bowing over him trying to bite him while he struggled getting her off his body.
You couldnt let her kill him.
You felt even more panic crawling up in you as you run panting closer before you were right above her.
“I’m sorry Sasha”, you mumbled with trembling voice as you buried your knife into the skull of the walker that had once been your friend.
You saw her rolling down from Negan, who looked directly startled into your eyes while you shocked realized that you were still trembling by the thought of losing him.
“Fucking shit”, he muttered before standing up and pulling you with him behind the truck.
“Plan B”, Negan screamed towards Simon before he turned heavily breathing to you.
“Fuck thanks, you fucking saved me. Have you noticed that shit alrea-”, he said before he got cut off by another gunshot way too close to you.
”You’re gonna stay close to me”, he said, pulling you close to him before he jumped up, running through the shooting people while shielded by a group of his men.
You couldnt notice a lot around you, you only had a hard grip on your knife as your legs kept running before you suddenly stopped.
“Sir, I have someone here you might like to see”, you heard Simon’s voice say before the shield of man opened up and revealed Simon standing before you, his hand with his gun up to Carls head.
“No”, you muttered to yourself, seeing Carl in front of you right before you heard Negan’s voice.
”Kid, I need you to get on your knees”, you heard Negan say before Carl kneeled down, surrounded by Saviors as Negan already began to slightly swing his bat as you realized what he was going to do.
You grabbed the sleeve of Negan’s jacket and made him turn around to you.
”Dont do that”, you growled looking at him while you heard him sigh.
”They fucking forced it. Rick’s gotta get what he gets with doing shit like that. I can’t let him go without a kill. its fucking necessary. Believe me, I don’t like killing that kid. I would rather go out here without that shit as well”, he said quietly but tensed while you tightened your grab around his arm.
“Negan please, do something else when you need to but don’t kill him, please”, you said urging while looking at him as he sighed before you saw Rick coming towards you, the woman again behind him, leading him with her gun.
You looked swallowing at Rick, who got brought to his knees next to Carl before you heard Negan talking again, while you looked bewildered at the two so important people kneeling before you.
“Well, shit, Rick. You just couldn’t stick with us, huh? You had to go with these filthy garbage people?”, Negan asked slightly chuckling before he looked up to the woman.
“No offense”, he added before you heard the woman talking.
“Deal is for 12. Yes?″, she said before Negan looked struggling at her.
“Ten. People are resource”, you heard him say and continue talking to her, while you looked down to Rick who now first looked up to you and let a cold shiver run down your back.
”I tried to stop him”, you said quietly muttering while you felt a lump creating in your throat seeing Rick and Carl that way.
“Get her in that house”, you suddenly heard Negan say as you looked up and saw him pointing over to one of the inchoate houses close to the scene that was playing before you
“No, Negan, no”, you growled before you felt a man grabbing you by your arm and beginning to pull you with him.
“Hey! Be fucking careful or I’ll rip your damn throat open”, Negan yelled at the man while you began to realize more and more what was about to happen.
You felt the man pulling you with him before you felt the anger rising up in you seeing Carl kneeling on the ground, his Dad next to him who would soon see how his Son would get beaten to death.
And with that thought you felt the anger boiling up in you.
You were like a volcano that seethed for a long long time until it broke out, but you knew, that when it broke out, then heavily.
And you felt it coming up more and more again
You couldnt get Negan get away with that, getting you away from this place to not be haunted by his conscience.
“Don’t make it that fucking easy for you”, you growled loudly feeling the man keep on pulling while you saw Negan still looking at you and not doing anything else.
Your glance went from Lucille to Carl, from Carl to Lucille, knowing that when no wonder would happen you would lose him as well.
You got brought back to that one night.
The bashed heads of Abraham and Glenn.
Your screaming and sobbing friends.
Which catapulted your thoughts into the future, seeing Carls bashed head on that grass and his dad screaming and sobbing next to him.
Your body was seething while you saw from the corner of your eye the house coming closer and closer and your anger heating up to the edge again as you saw Negan still standing there shortly before killing one more of your friends.
The lump in your throat got bigger and bigger, mixing up with the anger you had about the feelings you already had for that man that stood there with his soon in your friend’s blood covered in damn barbed wire wrapped bat as you felt the volcano in you broke out.
“I should have let her kill you”, you screamed in rage, shortly before you got pulled into the house you saw Negan swallowing hard, his glance for a second filled with pain. 

The man pulled you inside the house. 
The walls werent completely done yet, the windows cracked.
You looked around as you saw that one window pointing to the scene outside.
And you wanted to go there.
It wasnt your intention to hurt yourself on purpose, to make yourself go through that cruelty again, you had often tried to suppress feelings that would hurt you if you thought too much about them in order to protect yourself to not get torn up more, but this time it wasnt about you.
You felt like youd leave them alone if you would just wait inside here and the other thing was, you wouldnt let Negan get what he wanted in that moment.
You were way too angry about him in these moments to just let it happen without offering resistance on the only way possible for you right now.
”Sit down”, you heard the man growl.
“No, you let me go to that window”, you growled looking directly into his eyes, knowing that you werent the one having to fear consequences.
Even when it didn’t look like that in these moments, your position was way higher than his and that gave you the push to be especially determined.
”Shit are you a sadist or what?”, the man asked chuckling while you felt the anger heating up.
”Let me go to that window”, you growled once again not caring about anything but your friends and what Negan was about to do to him.
“Listen,  I’ll do everything to keep your ass here doesn’t matter if I’ll I have to drag you to the ground or anything else, I don’t care”, he growled back.
“Oh really? Then I’d like to know what Negan does when he finds out you hurt me”, you growled while the man narrowed his eyes sighing realizing that you were right.
“Alright, but no more than the window”, he responded hissing while you just nodded walking over to the window while the man stayed directly behind you.
You looked out of it, hearing clearly through the huge broken out pieces what Negan was saying to Rick.
“This is just gonna make you sad. Broken. You’re gonna wish you were dead.
I like having fun. I do. But maybe you think that the guy that did what he did to your fucking friends wasn’t me, like that was some sort of a put-on, like I’m not the guy with the bat – I’m just the guy that makes your kid spaghetti”, Negan said while stopping as more gun shots sounded through the air.
“Oh. Oh, shit. Maybe this is on me. Maybe this is all on me. I gotta make it right.
I guess I gotta start aaall over again”, Negan said while walking around the both of them, his bat ready to beat Carl.
In these moments you felt disgusted by yourself that you had enjoyed laying in this mans arms this morning.
But the thing that disgusted you even more was probably that the real reason for telling him that you wished you had let Sasha kill him was the rage you had been in and that you would still feel panic seeing him laying shortly before death on the ground even if you were despising him in these moments.
“I gotta tell you, Rick, if I had a kid, I’d want him to be just like your kid, which makes this so much harder”, you heard him say before you saw Carl looking up muttering something you couldnt understand but you could imagine a few things.
“Carl. It is over. Why don’t you point your one ball up the street there and take it all in?”, Negan asked pointing up the street before you suddenly heard a bloodcurdling scream that made your breath stop for a second.
It could only belong to Michonne.
You felt your heart pounding against your chest as you realized that you could have lost another friend in this moment, if she wasn’t still fighting.
Outside you saw Negan kneeling down before Rick.
“Ohh. Oh. Wow. You just lost somebody important to you right now – like, just now. Jesus. That is timing. Well, Rick you chose this. I truly don’t know what more I could’ve done to warn you. And this isn’t a warning. This is punishment”, he said still kneeling before him before he continued saying something that let your stomach turn upside down.
“I’m gonna kill Carl now. I’m gonna make it one nice, hard swing, try to do it in one because I like him. I just want you to put that in your brain and roll it around for a minute. I’m gonna kill Carl, and then Lucille here, she’s gonna take your hands”, Negan said while you felt cold shivers running down your back before you saw how Rick rose up a bit, leaning towards Negan.
“You can do it right in front of me. You can take my hands. I told you already, I’m gonna kill you. All of you. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but nothing is gonna change that. Nothing. You’re all already dead”,you heard Rick growl while Negan looked at him clenching his jaw before he began to laugh.
“Damn Rick. Okay”, you just heard him say before Negan jumped up.
“You said I could do it!”, you heard Negan scream as you gasped seeing him swing his bat up before your breath stopped for a second.
A giant tiger jumping out of nowhere onto the Savior behind Negan and a group of people run behind it, screaming and shooting.
You witnessed the next seconds as if you were in a trance, you saw the tiger mauling the man while you saw Negan jolting away, getting up again and looking over to the window where you stood before you pulled yourself out of the trance.
Your fist hit the face of the man that was trying to stop you from running outside before you saw him backing down, cursing in pain as you run.
You stormed out of the house, guns rattling and firing all around you while all you did was trying to get an overview as you saw your brother running through the streets into a side street, a man right behind him aiming for him
You felt your heart pumping against your chest, your breath increasing as you stormed into the side street, over to the man, tackled him before he could realize what happened to the ground and buried your knife into his head.
Panting you looked up, seeing your brother looking from just a few meters towards you over to you before you tried to catch your breath and raised your voice loudly
“I’m with you, Daryl. I’ll have your back, go”, you yelled seeing your brother nodding before you reached out to the gun of the dead savior.
Yes you were still part of that family, doesn’t matter what happened with Negan and you.
Your bullets hit Savior after Savior as you run through the streets, your glance trying to check for everything and you kept running through the streets killing every Savior that just attempted to aim for your friends.
You didn’t know how many saviors you killed before you heard the rattling of your gun stopping.
You let it fall down and kept running and running while you saw from face to face, Maggie, Carol somewhere between all these people, others of the Alexandrian laying dead on the ground.
And you kept running even though your breath began to feel like it was cutting lines into your throat, before you felt someone grabbing you by your wrist and turning you around.
Negan.
You ducked hearing another gunshots too close before Negan pulled you closer towards him as you noticed the truck driving upon you.
”C’mon Sweetheart, we gotta go”, Negan yelled to drown out the sound of endless shots.
You were about to protest, rip out of his grab, but before another shot could hit the truck he pulled you with him inside.
You stumbled into the back of the truck seeing Negan looking at your hands that were covered in the blood from the Savior that had attacked Daryl.
”Not mine”, you only growled while you saw him nodding.
”Good”, he said swallowing but in a sternly undertone before he walked up to the front and let himself fall onto the seat and immediately rising his middle finger out of the window as shots hit the truck.

The rattling of the guns got quieter as you left Alexandria while you still looked at your with small cuts and blood covered hands as you heard Negan standing up, walking over and sitting down on the bench towards you.
You saw him grabbing a small towel from the back of the truck before he reached out for your hands right before you retracted them from him while you heard him sigh.
“Come on, I’m just trying to get that shit off”, he said before taking your hands again and beginning to get the blood from them. 
“Listen, I didn’t like that shit with Carl as well..and I just didn’t want you to have to fucking watch it”, he said while keep on removing the blood.
“Doesn’t change what you were about to do anyway”, you growled feeling his glance on you while you didn’t deign to look at him.
He sighed while he slowly but surely got the blood from your hands and you were sure, that he knew that it was his men’s blood.
As he was done, he sat for a few moments just there, holding your hands while you still didn’t look up to him and just sternly looked down before he let sighing go of you and walked back to the passenger seat in the front.
For the next hours of driving you just sat quietly on the bench, seeing from the corner of your eye how Negan looked over to you once in a while checking on you, while you had thousands of thoughts whirring around in your head.
Sasha was dead, however the hell that happened, she was gone forever.
And you had killed her living corpse in order to protect that man who later on tried to kill another one of your friends.
You had known that if something like that would happen, he would punish them, but killing a son in front of his own father just to take his hands afterwards to break him let you want to vomit.

The time rushed past you just like the trees the truck passed.
You came back to the Sanctuary, walked again through the cold hallways before you found yourself back in Negan’s room.
And hell you didn’t plan to stay here after what had happened on Alexandria.
“Get me back to my old room”, you said as you turned around to Negan as you crossed your arms and he looked sighing at you.
“I can’t. That room is already taken again and there’s no other free apartment left”, he said while you scoffed looking at him.
“You said I could go back there someday”, you growled glaring at him.
“I know what I fucking said. Things have fucking changed”, he said while scoffing and sighing.
”Yeah, now you’re not bashing two people’s heads in front of their friends, no, now you’re bashing only one son’s head in front of his father”, you said with an angry and sarcastic undertone.
”They needed punishment! They pushed it, they fucking pushed it through acting up like the most fucking dumbasses again!” he called out while you felt the anger boiling up again in you.
”Of course they begin to defend themselves, Negan! Of course they do, what do you fucking expect?! That you can do everything with everyone without ever coming to people that don’t want you to terrorize them anymore?!”, you called out.
”I get that you hate that cause they’re your people, but If Rick would be fucking smart and would seriously fucking care he would swallow all that shit to not get more people killed”, he yelled while he looked heavily breathing at you.
”So you know that?! What it means to care?! You, who doesn’t give a single fuck about anyon-”, you called out being cut of by a furious Negan.
“I fucking care a damn assload about you-”, he shouted before stopping realizing what he had just said.
“God fucking damn it”, he growled to himself before turning around and walking out of the room while you stood there startled and your eyes slightly widened..
For a few more moments you stayed like that before you closed the door and let yourself fall onto the couch while you still heard his words in your mind.
Of course you had noticed that he had been protective over you and cared about your wellbeing, but he had never said that, especially not that clearly.
You sat there for the next hours alone, not moving from your place on the couch while the whole day rushed through your head again and again and even though you calmed slowly down, you hated to admit it but that what Negan had said came up again and again in your head, playing on repeat.

Hours after sunset you heard the sound of the door hitting open, you knew exactly who that was but you didn’t look in his direction.
Instead you kept looking out of the window into the darkness like you had done almost the whole time you had been alone while you heard his steps coming closer.
“Would you mind?”, you heard him ask as he stood next to the couch.
You were still mad at him and your stubborn head kept telling you to not give in but in this case your curiosity about what he was gonna say was stronger.
You waited a few more moments before you looked up and nodded slowly as approval.
He sat down next to you, sighing while rolling Lucille’s end over the carpet seeming like he struggled with himself.
“See, I can understand you for being mad about me. I get it, in your position I’d be that as well”, he said and stopped for a few moments while he sighed quietly.
You were sure that he knew that the fragile bond between you had gotten crannies on that day, that big that they could end up letting it break if he wouldn’t do something.
“I would even understand If you don’t wanna listen now but..shit..well I think you should know that I meant what I said…you can be damn sure that I haven’t said that to anyone in a fucking longass time and I’m sure as shit not saying that easily, but I care a whole fucking lot about you. More than about anyone in a goddamn long time”, he said before you slowly turned your head and saw directly into his eyes while you nodded slowly, before you looked away again as you heard Negan sigh.
“Shit”, you just heard him curse to himself probably about being so dumb to open a bit up to you only to be rejected even though he knew that you had every right to.
You saw him standing up and about to walk before you tried for once to just let your emotions do the work.
You stood up, saw him looking at you before you did for the very first time the first step and slung your arms around him just to shortly after that feeling him pulling you deeply into his embrace, his arms as tight around you as yours were around him.
“I’m still mad at you”, you mumbled into the leather of his jacket.
“I fucking know, but believe it or not, I can live with that right now.”

part 16


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ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT

LET ME TELL YOU DIPSHITS SOMETHING, K?

I SHOULD BE DOING HOMEWORK, BUT I WANT YOU TO MEET SOMEONE.

See this guys right here?

This is Wesley Johnson, more formally known as Wes the fucking Editor.

Let me tell you something about this Beautiful Goddess right here.

He is literally just a big damn child.

 

But at the same time can be the fucking most serious man on this entire hell of earth.

Something else? He’s a sweet fucking asshole. (Like he said his biggest fear is having to choose between the death of his [future] wife and [future] kids)

More? Alright, look at this sedUCTIVE PIECE OF SHIT

AND THE HAIR. THE FUCKING HAIR.

DON’T GET ME STARTED ON THE LITTLE FUCK’S LAUGH.

And the accents. Oh, the accents.  

Now, let’s run some facts down on this goddamn asshole:

  • He’s a family man. If that’s not enough for you, I don’t know what else to tell you. Nah just kidding I have plenty of other things to tell you.
  • The little shit cosplays.
  • Bruh, he plays video games.
  • The dude can do 97% of accents in the world.
  • The shithead is 6'3". Let me repeat that. SIX FOOT THREE INCHES.
  • He first appeared on Smosh Games on the Grand Theft Smosh episode “We’ve Got A Sugar Daddy” and literally everyone fell in love with him at that moment.
  • He wears a leather jacket or a hoodie a lot of times and Jesus take the wheel I’ve fallen for him and I can’t get the fuck back up.
  • He calls his fans “Weslings” and if you don’t think that’s adorable I need to recommend you to a therapist, honey.
  • There are no such thing as “Wes haters”.
  • It is 2064% impossible to dislike him.
  • He is a princess.
  • Also a goddess from the streets above.
  • He is a master of Mario Kart.
  • Read all this three more times, go watch all of his main channel videos + all videos on Smosh Games he appears on, like all of them, subscribe to him, follow him on twitter, tweet him, meet him, fall in love with him, basically enter the same hell that I did.

:-)

To all RPG lovers looking for something to get from the Steam Summer Sale!

Since the steam summer sale is here, I’d like to throw out some recommendations because I feel it’s criminal that anyone might miss these titles.

If you’re into RPGs and shit, the Baldur’s Gate Enhanced Edition saga is on sale right now. You can grab the grandaddy of all Computer RPGs and the predecessor of legendary titles such as Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Fallout, Jade Empire, what have you.

It runs entirely on Dungeons and Dragons 2nd Edition rules and it kicks some serious ass. I recommend it to anyone who has even thought of playing an RPG before.

Also, please ignore the Siege of Dragonspear transgender controversy. SoD is a spectacular addition to the saga, even 15 years after the original released. All that shebang was, was a bunch of whiny, greasy GamerGate losers freaking out over give or take three (optional) dialogue options.

Icewind Dale Enhanced Edition is also on sale, which is made by the same folks and on the same engine, just with more slashy and less story. Play Baldur’s Gate first.

Planescape: Torment Enhanced Edition is also a classic from the same group, and possibly one of the most impressive feats of video game writing in the history of the industry.

All of these are like, 50% off right now. If you’ve got the funds, do yourself a favor, take a trip back to the past, and have some fun.

so I’m doing some worldbuilding for One Hell of a Family and I was gonna use the concept of liminal spaces as portals to the underworld, but I came across this kind of problematic realisation

a liminal space kind of stops becoming a liminal space when it becomes too familiar, like I’m basing this off tumblr posts about them so I don’t know if this is actually accurate but like, if you go somewhere strange and otherworldly often enough it just becomes another familiar place and so it would stop having that unnerving effect that a liminal space would have right?

so if you are, for instance, a half demon child who spends every second weekend and school holiday in hell, you’d run into the issue of constantly finding new liminal spaces to crossover with considering they’re the only spots where portals form

so I’ve had to come up with this solution where like, Timmy can’t use the same place too many times in a row, he has to randomly alternate between a number of strange places to visit his dad every other weekend, switching between the gardening aisle of his local 24 hour kmart at 3:00 in the morning, the abandoned servo that’s been sitting disused for like five years, and the crawlspace in his ceiling that can barely even be considered an attic

every time one of these places becomes too familiar he has to stop using it for a while until he forgets what the place was like, or until the place changes somehow, because otherwise they just stop becoming doorways altogether

also alternatively the Gates to the Above are places that are super familiar, most people can only cross over within their homes or somewhere that is comfortable and safe, churches are a common doorway and unlike hell’s portals, heaven’s portals strengthen with use

although magic is actually needed to open the doorway so living people aren’t just accidentally falling into heaven and hell, it requires a bit of effort and will, it would take a huge fluke to accidentally travel to another world… that doesn’t mean it’s never happened though

the irony here is that the Above is way harder to actually be accepted into than the Underworld is, sure the Gates are easy to come across if you have the knowledge and magic but if you think the bouncer will let you get any further without some serious Judgement you’d be mistaken

the Underworld, on the other hand, will take literally anyone, ANYONE, if you find that portal then shit bruh you can come right in, have a drink, take a handful of chips, watch some trash tv with Satan and be home in time for dinner, don’t have to worry about being trapped down there because odds are you’re a magic user and you’ll probably end up there anyway so Satan doesn’t give a shit if you leave

ghost!bts - hyung line

in honour of ghost month, i’m doing a (crack) bulletpoint fic set. some fluff, but mostly dumb headcanons about our favourite boys as ghosts !! 

SEOKJIN

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  • the dreaded laughing ghost on the fifth floor of the company’s oldest building
  • he’s the handsome guy in the old photos of the founders
  • lived a good, long life, but stays around to try and bother his friends who are still alive
  • you’re the intern at work so they make you run around to find all the files
  • grumbling, you walk up the five flights of stairs because of course there isn’t an elevator to the physical archives
  • and you’re looking through the cabinets when you turn around and find the file on the desk
  • “thank god,” you say, reaching over to pick it up
  • “no, it’s just mr. worldwide handsome,” a voice says
  • and there he is, the guy from the sepia-tone photos
  • you’re startled for a moment and he’s like, “well?”
  • then you squint, making a face
  • “you’re more awkward-looking than I expected”
  • jin just waggles his eyebrows at you, striking a bunch of poses, blowing you a big kiss, and he’s so silly you end up laughing
  • WIND-SHIELD WIPER LAUGH EVEN IN THE AFTERLIFE
  • since you see him he follows you around
  • always in a three-piece suit because it makes him look “dapper"
  • he groans whenever you’re eating something
  • “how delicious is it”
  • jin makes chewing noises and smacks his mouth and you make it a point to hide your food around him
  • you’re in boring meetings taking notes and he’s leaning against the wall trying to look cool
  • then a bug flies In the room and his screams are louder than the presenter’s booming voice
  • and you look like you’re laughing at fucking NOTHING because the bug keeps flying through jin and he’s stumbling around the room, flailing his arms around
  • eventually you move up the corporate ladder and transfer to another company
  • and you miss seokjin for a bit
  • but when he appears at your desk whining about how lonely he was without you, you roll your eyes and try to find a lizard to scare him with

YOONGI

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  • spirit haunting the suspiciously cheap second-hand piano at the music store
  • you find a young man slumped over on the piano and try to wake him up
  • but your hand goes right through him and you scream a little
  • yoongi lifts his head up and curses, his face deadly (heh) serious
  • “what’s a ghost gotta do to get some peace around here”
  • he’s the piano’s original owner and apparently a composer of some sort
  • won’t shut up about how music is his first love
  • when he’s not sleeping, of course
  • eventually warms up to you when he finds out you can play a little bit
  • “you’re not shit” (and you know that’s a glowing compliment coming from him)
  • one day you find music sheets under the piano’s hood, and you try to play them while yoongi’s not around
  • then he appears beside you, rapping, and you keep going because it sounds really good
  • and when it’s all over you look at him and say
  • “i didn’t know they were into rap in the 19th century”
  • yoongi is more or less a living pet rock tbh
  • now that you’re sort-of friends he has these weird hyper episodes where he makes faces
  • he pretends to be drunk every so often
  • you can’t get mad because he’s really funny when he’s being silly and it’s better than seeing him be moody
  • the best day you spend together is you playing the piano and him freestyling
  • when you save up enough money you buy the piano
  • “it’s the thought of your bed being softer than the music store floor”
  • and yoongi complains about having to live in your cramped up apartment but you know???? he’s secretly glad
  • yoongi’s your personal accountant now
  • your budget has never been more efficiently used
  • a good portion of it goes to scented candles bc apparently ghosts can smell burning things??? who fucking knows
  • but seeing yoongi enjoying fruity scents is enough motivation tbh
  • you end up moving a lot but the old piano is the one thing you never leave behind

HOBI

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  • trickster spirit?
  • you meet him at a haunted house event
  • normally you’re a big scaredy cat but the tour guide in the haunted house makes you laugh at every scary thing
  • and when you’re outside congratulating the organizers for thinking of such a program they have no clue what you’re talking about
  • you’re walking to the next ride when you see him hiding behind a potted plant, clearly waiting to be found
  • “i’m your hope, i’m your angel”
  • and you mishear him so you call him hobi and that’s what sticks
  • hobi talks to you the whole way and you let him because he seems like a really nice guy
  • when you get to your street you tell him this is where you part ways
  • with a wink and a smile he disappears
  • “WHAT REALLY"
  • while your neighbour’s lecturing you about being noisy you’re congratulating yourself for finding a real-life ghost in a haunted house
  • you dismiss it as a one-off thing but the next time you go to an arcade you find hobi hopping around on the old dance machines
  • “no tokens required,” he says, grinning
  • as a poltergeist he can sort of??? make things shake and rattle but no big movements
  • meaning he annoys your cat whenever he’s in your room
  • he’s a really fun ghost with a killer sense of direction
  • you’re new to the neighbourhood and he gives you a tour of the place, and beyond it
  • you ask him where he goes when he’s not with you and he shrugs
  • one day you see him at the amusement park talking to a little kid
  • turns out he visits all the orphanages and children’s homes nearby and checks if any of them can see him
  • he’s friends with so many children and they all laugh at the tricks he can do
  • when he sees you he’s not even embarrassed
  • he shows himself mostly to the lonely people, he tells you
  • you point at yourself incredulously
  • “ah, but sometimes i have to have fun, too”
  • hobi is the best anti-burglary alarm because he can nudge you just enough to wake you should anything go wrong
  • what an angel indeed

NAMJOON

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  • age-old scholar ghost
  • you’ll find him haunting the university library
  • you meet him when you hear someone repeating “shUT UP MALFOY” and you shush them
  • “wow you can see me?”
  • and that’s how you become friends with the world’s most introspective ghost
  • tries to do a socratic dialogue by himself all the time
  • he’s the best person to study philosophy and logic with
  • when you get drunk you go to him and he asks you about the stars
  • “naMjoON pls i’m crying about my grades”
  • ah, but really, he’s a good shoulder to cry on metaphorically and metaphysically
  • you can tell he really cares and that’s a comfort
  • namjoon’s made a bunch of friends over the years, mostly alumni who, like you, can sense the supernatural
  • occasionally you see him walking around with them
  • despite all that, namjoon can be really silly
  • he loves watching tv and the two of you often catch series on your laptop together
  • you realize namjoon can’t read books because he can’t flip through the pages
  • so you buy a small music player and store audiobooks in it for him to listen to while the library’s closed
  • “if you thank me one more time namjoon i swear i’m never coming back again”
  • a couple of weeks later he disappears for a while
  • but you realize he just needs some time alone to think about life, the universe, and everything
  • one day you come there super hyped and muttering a verse from the new kendrick album
  • and namjoon joins in and then starts adding his own verses
  • sheepishly, he says, “i’ve been thinking about it”
  • anyway eventually you have to graduate and namjoon is really bummed but he always tries to keep a smile on around you
  • those dimples are lying to you
  • but you take a job as a researcher at the university so you’re there all the time anyway
  • he knows where all the good books are so you’re in the best hands
  • all you have to do is keep the books and music on his audio player updated and you have one happy ghost assistant
Avengers Style Valentine’s Days

Loki Laufeyson

Gif not mine.

Warning: Swearing, dirty minds welcome, and some mild threats. Enjoy 

You were pissed, no beyond pissed purely outraged “Loki, are you fucking serious ! You invite me to Asgard for what? HUH!? To humiliate me? I’m just your human puppet huh? Nothing more than a woman to please your needs! You fucking DISGUST ME! I should’ve listen when they said you were full of shit but of course I believed you and gave you a chance because I’m a FUCKING IDIOT. Where the hell is Thor when I fucking need him?! THOR!!!! You better get your Asgard Prince Ass here now I want to go home! You were right !” You yelled at the top of your head not caring who say you. Loki betrayed you in so many ways in a matter of a few minutes. You tried to push the door open but it wouldn’t budge “Loki open this door or so god help me!” You yelled turning to see Loki sitting calmly on the bed “I am a GOD, and I will treated as a GOD women.” He said in a dark tone moving closer to you “No you’re an ASSHOLE , you’re a WEAK excuse of a MAN. That’s what you are.” Before you could even process what was going on you were chained to the bed, “You have NO RIGHT using your magic on me ESPECIALLY ON A BED YOU JUST FUCKED SOME WHORE ON! HOW DARE YOU!” You yelled, you felt the tears roll down your face . “I LOVED YOU… and you betrayed me.… you lied to me.… Why… why would you do that?” You said softly your sobs taking over your voice, this was the first time Loki felt your pain and he didn’t like it “Baby, that wasn’t me, I was with Thor the entire time and I know you won’t believe me but Thor is a god who cannot lie… I would never do anything that unspeakable to you, I made you a promise that I would love you forever & I meant that.” Loki said slowly sitting next to the chains off your hands “So why didn’t you defend yourself?” You ask trying to regain composure “Only men who are guilty defend themselves.” He said holding your face in his hands “Well why were you with Thor?” You asked him wiping the tears from your eyes “Well… um… I was asking Thor if he thought it would be a good idea to make you mine permanently…” Loki said causing you to hate yourself that instant this man was planning to ask you to marry him he wasn’t screwing another woman and just as you were about to talk the other man walked in “Hello Loki… lady (Y/N)…” the man said nervous and this is when Loki rose up from the bed walking towards the frightened boy slowly “You had my beloved wife think I was cheating on her-” he said moving his hand to cause the air to choke the man “and you then say horrible things about my beautiful wife. Darling how do you feel towards this young man should I spare this insolent fool for his behavior that nearly drove you away from me.” Loki said not even looking back at you because he wanted a verbal answer to please his drive. “Darling no , we can settle drives of pleasure in other ways.” You whispered in his ear standing behind him sliding your hands down his chest causing him to stiffen “Get out of my sight . I will find you later.” Loki says letting the hold he had on the boy vanish, the boy fled the room then Loki turned to you “What ways are you promising me my future bride?” He said raising a playful eyebrow “Come here and find out.” You said patting the bed just this mere interaction caused Loki to teleport to the bed awaiting your ways of pleasure .

So listen

That entire v app video was gold. But, I want to talk about a few of my favorite moments. I’d love to break down the entire video, but that would be one long ass post. 

So, the beginning. Jimin’s just by himself, being little awkward angel Jimin. Honestly he’s the cutest. But then only a few minutes later, bam! Enter Kookie from stage right.

First of all, Kookie clearly has no more personal space issues with Jimin. He is right there guys. RIght. There. He comes in and Jimin’s like, why are you here? And Kookie makes up some excuse and Jimin knows it’s not true, but he’s like aight whatever you say Jungkook. Okay Jungkook, that sounds fake, but okay.

Can we just take a moment to appreciate Kookie’s 100% Innocent™ expression? What hyung? I’m totally innocent. Jimin ain’t falling for none of it Kookie.
(I also love that as soon as Kookie enters the room, Jimin becomes much more relaxed and comfortable doing the show.)


So then this happens.

Can we just…can wE JuST?! The eyes he’s making at Jimin. Like, whoa. Those are some serious bedroom eyes Kookie. Plus the quotes taken out of context just add to everything. It almost seems like he’s hinting that the upcoming concert isn’t the only thing making him nervous ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) But as soon as Jimin turns to him he looks away. But we saw it Kookie. We s a w it.
(Can you imagine Jungkook looking at you like that and saying” Don’t you hear my heartbeat?” Are you dead yet?)


Next is this moment.

This pose right here is some romance novel cover shit. It’s some Disney prince and princess shit. It’s some “look deep into my eyes and fall for me” s h i t. The sexual tension here is wow. To me, it’s actually pretty rare to see sexual tension between these two, but I fucking feel it here. The way Kookie is looking down at Jimin like I wanna kiss you so fucking bad right now. And the way Jimin leans back to look up at him? I’m done.


And then finally, back to sweet and adorable Jikook.

They look so comfortable with each other here. They’ve grown so much and it honestly makes me tear up a little. Plus these smiles are just precious. Again, definition of personal space? They don’t know it. 

There are so many more beautiful moments in this broadcast but this post is already way too long. 

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Jikook is love. Jikook is life.