then i honestly have nothing to say to you

// @ask-shotglass & @askthesoupbowl //

“STOP right now! Its one thing to call someone out but another to blatantly screw with the emotions of someone. These are my friends! I couldn’t care less if I was cast into hell if it meant these two and everyone else was safe. So if you wanna pick on someone! Don’t pick on people who have done nothing wrong. They are both sweet. I can honestly say I care for both of them dearly and i see that they are amazing individuals inside. So pick on ME. Not them”

jizztaco  asked:

Hey girl, just wanted to say I really understand what you are going through. But honestly you have NOTHING to worry about, you're smoking even by non fat fetish standards! You're so pretty and you have really wonderful body proportions. I know this won't change how you feel, but I just wanted to give you an outside opinion. Please be kind to yourself and know that what you're feeling about your body isn't accurate. I hope you're feeling better about yourself soon!

Thank you… I really appreciate this. 💖That was very nice.

anonymous asked:

Okay these fucking hate anons need to stop like who the fuck do you think you are???? Do you honestly have nothing better to do than to hate on someone who clearly has not done anything to deserve it?? Please grow the fuck up and get on with your lives instead of saying terrible things to someone just for the sake of it. Do you realize how horrendous the stuff you say is?? How deeply it can scar a person? You need to fucking stop. It infuriates me to see how insensitive and ignorant you are.

@ anon 

(i feel like you are very angry right now love)

Honestly? I’m tired of seeing people justify Yurio’s behavior by saying “Oh, he’s fifteen.”

Yes, he’s fifteen and you’re literally reducing his character to nothing but his age.

You’re making it sound like he doesn’t have a personality, doesn’t have motivations, doesn’t have a history, like his entire character is just being fifteen years old.

As though Yurio is nothing but hormones and pubescent rage. If that’s truly the case, I don’t think that makes for a very good character?

But it isn’t because see, that’s the point - being smol and angry and completely and utterly rude is Yurio’s personality (at least at this stage of his life). It’s time to stop waving it off as his being fifteen and accept that that’s what he is.

And yeah, let’s say it altogether: Yurio has been acting like a complete brat recently. It’s time to stop running away from that fact and pretending that everything is fine because the anime is making this pretty clear. I like him but I’m honestly growing sick of his attitude.

Disrespecting his elders, superiors, his fans, his rivals, his rivals’ fans, insulting people left and right, kicking people, rubbing his success in other’s faces - they’re all things that he does and do you really want to wave that off as an “age thing”. “Oh, he’s a kid, he doesn’t understand.” Really, now? I mean, I’m sure that there are 15-year-olds out there like that and who can relate to that, but 90% of them also realize what they’re doing and do it on purpose.

I think we can hold him responsible for those things at the very least? He’s in full control of his actions, even if he’s young. And see, I’m not saying that you can’t like him - I think he can be very likable. But it’s time to stop pretending like he’s an innocent little angel who never does anything wrong when he’s badmouthing someone literally every episode (usually for no good reason). It’s time to accept how violent and rude he can be and how flawed he essentially is.

And see, here you could say “That’s because he had a difficult past!”. To be honest though…? We don’t know. Maybe he did! Maybe he didn’t. ‘Maybe’s don’t get us anywhere though, so we can drop that argument. We just don’t know.

And then I’m sure some people are willing to say “But he still deserves to win the Grand Prix because he worked hard for it!”. Oh, he did, didn’t he? Just like

you know


literally every other skater in this show?

There is not a single person in the six who qualified to the Grand Prix Finale that did not work hard. Maybe we don’t see it, but JJ wasn’t born with his skills either, Chris spent at least ten years perfecting his skills, we know how hard Phichit worked to get his performance across to people and similar can be said for Otabek. And Yuuri? We know just how much Yuuri had to go through to get there - not just physically (although he practiced a lot as well) but mentally.

Literally all of them deserve that gold medal in similar amounts.

Sure, Yurio worked harder this season, that’s true. But it’s not like his work is not paying off? He got two silver medals and for a debut that’s good. It was also mentioned that he got gold in a different competition (Guang Hong was there too). And he broke a world record for God’s sake. And he still has the European championships ahead of him. Not to mention, like another ten years of competing in the Grand Prix Final. He has plenty of time to see his work pay off. It’s not time for him to win yet. Certainly not with that attitude.

And then some people go “It’s a competition judging your skills, not judging your personality!” Yes, that’s true. But this competition exists within an anime which is created by real life people which decide who wins and who loses. And do you really think they will let the brat get away with what he does just because he ‘worked hard’? Nah, mate. I can already see his fall during the Free Skate. It will be painful and glorious.

But that’s a good thing! Because that’s what will make Yurio grow! Maybe even help him grow out of his violent tendencies and into a more humble skater who can win with grace. Think of Victor. How did he act when he won? Certainly not like this, and we all know that Victor knows he’s amazing, but that doesn’t mean that he shows it like an arrogant ass at every step of the way. That’s where Yurio’s character needs to go - in the direction of humility and modesty. Because what’s a victory worth if it will simply fuel his ego and his unacceptable behavior?

At the end of the day, being fifteen isn’t an excuse and narratively speaking, it’s time for Yurio to learn a lesson.

Losing to “that pig” Yuuri would certainly be a good opportunity for that.

I love Yurio but it’s high time for some character development. We’ll love him all the more when he grows as a person.

mogai is such a mess bc so many of the sexualities there……..,,, are not sexualities?

like they’re ways someone wishes to express/not express sexual acts eg placiosexuality, lithosexuality etc

and a sexuality…. is not that. they’re about sexual attraction. in defining myself as bisexual i tell you nothing about my sex life, and honestly the idea of a group of people encouraging other people - mostly teenagers, lbr - to identify themselves by the way they wish to have sex? is super dodgy????

like if someone asks you how you identify, and you say placiosexual, most people don’t know what that is, so you have to explain how you prefer to have sex. not who you are attracted to, just. how you have sex. and something about that makes me very uncomfortable

Leftists who patronize or demonize people from the ex-ussr countries who are (often quite understandably) skeptical of Marxism/far left movements gross me the fuck out. Nothing good will come of pretending that the USSR was a bunch of super cool guys who did only cool things; what you have to do is develop solutions that let you honestly say “I’m sorry for what you suffered, here are the reasons why we will do better”

I was rereading the comic right before Jack and Shitty’s last game and Shitty says that if they win he gets a lifetime supply of Jack Zimmermann hugs. Well, obviously they lost. But, I was thinking about everything and… here you go.

Tater leaves the Christmas celebration after a slice of pie, bowing out by saying he needs to Skype with his mother. It gives the apartment the odd, after-Christmas feeling where nothing feels quite real. 

But it’s nice, just Jack and Bitty and Shitty in the kitchen, similar to how it was in the Haus. 

“Bits,” Jack says, exasperated. “You just cooked an entire Christmas dinner. By yourself. No, don’t say I helped, we all know a kindergartner could have helped just as much. Let me and Shitty do the dishes.”

Bitty sighs but relents, retreating to the living room. 

“You two are so good for each other it hurts,” Shitty says, shaking his head. “Honestly. Hosting Christmas dinner together. Bitty here for the holidays.”

“It’s great,” Jack says, barely catching a lovesick sigh before it escapes. “I’ve never… I don’t even know how to put it. But I’ve never. Any of this.”

“The great Jack Zimmermann, finally spilling deets,” Shitty says, elbowing him playfully where he’s drying dishes. “’I’ve never any of this’. Such detail. Such poetry.”

“Oh, shut up,” Jack gets out around a laugh. “Because you’re so generous with information about you and Lardo.”

“Look at us, all grown up and in secret, clandestine relationships. We’ve grown up so fast,” Shitty says, wiping away a fake tear. 

“Oh - that reminds me. I have something for you.” Jack wipes his soapy hands off and heads for the hall closet. 

“Hey! I thought -”

“It’s really small. Not a big thing.”

“This is coming from the person who bought his teammate an oven just because -”

“No, this is actually a small thing. It probably cost a dollar. Rounding up. And it can be for your birthday if you don’t want it to be a Christmas present.” Jack reenters the room with a tiny gift bag, which Shitty takes. 

“You’re ridiculous, Jack, I don’t know why - holy shit.” Shitty stops midsentence when he opens the gift. 

“Ah, I don’t know if you remember? But our last game -”

“I said that if we won I get a lifetime of Zimmermann hugs.” Shitty stares at the homemade, printed certificate. 

“Right, but we lost. But I know I haven’t been a great friend these past couple of months -” Shitty snorts. “- but you’re not any less important to me now. So. Yeah.”

“So you just gave me an infinite supply of hugs. In writing.” 

“We can get it notarized if you want.”

We can get it note - Good God, Zimmermann, how does Bitty put up with you?” Shitty says it in an exasperated tone, but his voice gets thick and he has to wipe his eyes a little. 

“You’ll have to ask him, because hell if I know.”

“I’m cashing in on one of these,” Shitty says, waving the certificate a little. “Right now.”

you know what really fucking grinds my gears? the fact that amazing organizations like You Can Play can spend so much time, money, and effort doing their best to make hockey inclusive - they can get players to use rainbow tape, they can have players and coaches release statements, they can encourage players to speak up against homophobia - but all of that means jack shit when a kid can still be watching his favorite team play and see some douchebag like andrew shaw using the f-slur. i know it was a while ago, and i know he apologized, but that doesn’t undo the fact that, no matter how hard YCP works, kids will still see shit like that and think “yeah, it still happens on the ice” or “yeah it probably happens in the locker room.” it’s fucking bullshit that so many people can work so hard just so that people aren’t scared to play hockey and be open about their sexuality, and some dumbass can fuck it all up in .2 seconds bc he didn’t agree with a fucking tripping call.


“Gender roles make so sense at all honestly it’s just one of the things that make no sense. You can say ‘oh men are stronger therefore they should be the hunters and the whatever’ but in our modern society that means nothing. That’s like grounded in some kind of biology but like, wearing pink, liking flowers or not liking flowers, that makes so sense. There’s literally no background for it. There’s a difference between things that have some kind of evolutionary biological basis that we can say ‘well now in modern society that doesn’t define us’ but then there’s things that don’t make any sense.” -2/14/17


[ 9th February 2017 ] Honestly really feeling this spread bcos of the colour. The sunsets have been AMAZING here and you’ll find me outside my house at 7:30pm just admiring it.
Happy February!! 💙

I honestly think it is so sad that people cannot let others be happy. This is what is wrong with our society, people constantly have to rain on others parades in order to feel slightly better about themselves. If people are having a good time and it has nothing to do with you, let them be. Finding negativity in the smallest of things is a horrible outlook on life to have. Spread the good vibes because 2017 is going to be amazing.


the crown | assassins

I have nothing to hide from you. Nothing. Porchey is a friend. And yes, there are those who would have preferred me to marry him. Indeed, marriage with him might have been easier. Might have even worked better than ours. But to everyone’s regret and frustration the only person I have ever loved is you. And can you honestly look me in the eye and say the same?



I have nothing to hide from you. Nothing.
Porchey is a friend. And yes, there are those who would have preferred me to marry him.
Indeed, marriage with him might have been easier. Might have even worked better than ours.
But to everyone’s regret and frustration the only person I have ever loved is you.
And can you honestly look me in the eye and say the same? Can you?


@xx-thefandomssavedme-xx requested:  Request: Newt gets a pretty bad scratch from one of his creatures so his girlfriend (reader) has to stitch him up, and there is nothing to numb the pain. Little does the reader know, Newt has a major fear of needles. Have a cute lil day :)

I HAVE OVER 1,000 FOLLOWERS which is pretty FREAKIN’ INCREDIBLE! I honestly don’t even know what to say other than Thank You times 1,000! I hope this is enjoyable. It’s a bit short but have you heard the phrase ‘short and sweet’? This might be ‘short and dull’ but I tried my best so you’ll have to bear with me. (Trypanophobia is the fear of needles btw). Love you all! Cheers, May.

Warnings: language (dammit twice lol)

“Dammit!” Newt’s voice echoed loudly up from his case. He had gone in to feed the creatures and had been gone for only ten minutes.

“Newt?” You asked, concern evident in your tone. “Are you okay?”

“I-I’m fine,” came Newt’s reply but you could tell from his voice that it was a total lie. You jumped up from the chair in which you had been reading and strode across the room to his case. You descended the stairs and looked around cautiously for your boyfriend.

“Newt!” You called, louder than before and there was a crash from your left. A smile formed on your face as you saw your clumsy boyfriend trying to right himself from where he’d tripped over a chair. “You might need to do some cleaning?” you suggested, eyes gleaming with humor.

“Yeah, yeah,” Newt blew this comment off. “Do you need anything?”

“I just wanted to know what caused my boyfriend to yell ‘Dammit!’ loud enough that I could hear it from outside the case.”

“It was nothing,” Newt shrugged. “Just got startled.” His statement was plausible but you could see the look of guilt on his face and knew he had lied to you.

“What really happened?” Amusement was gone from your voice and you saw Newt physically sober up at your expression.

“Just got a little nick of a claw,” he gave in finally. “Not a big deal.”

“What’s your definition of ‘little?’ Because ours might be very different.” Newt hung his head in shame and held out his arm. Your stomach churned at the sight. A long jagged cut climbed up his arm, from his wrist to past his elbow. “Pretty sure that’s not little,” you muttered faintly.

“I’m fine.” Newt attempted to roll his sleeve back down but you caught his hand.

“No, we have to take care of this.” You could see him tense up at these words.

“‘Take care of this?’” he questioned lightly. “What exactly would that entail?”

“I’ll just sew it up,” you decided. “It’ll be easy.”

“Do you have any experience sewing up wounds?” Newt’s nervous voice rang out through the room.

“My sister’s a muggle doctor, remember?” You laughed. “She does this quite a bit. I learned a few things from quizzing her for all her exams in medical school.”

“I’m still not sure about this…” Newt backed away from you slightly.

“You’ll be perfectly alright. Let me just get the supplies.” You conjured a spool of medical thread and a needle. Newt let out a nervous squeak and you turned to him in confusion. “Are you okay?”

“I’m perfectly content,” he managed to get out from between his clenched teeth.

“I don’t have anything to numb it with,” you fretted. “The potion takes a few days to make.” Newt blanched at these words. “I’ll just go as quickly as I can.”

“I really don’t know if this is a good idea,” Newt cautioned. “It could be potentially harmful for… I don’t know, me maybe.”

“This won’t hurt as bad as that cut must,” you reassured. “I don’t want to hurt you but this is going to help you heal.”

“Isn’t there a spell you can do to fix it?” Newt groaned as you eased him back into the chair he had tripped over.

“Not with an animal bite. I’ll sew it up and then buy an elixir to clean it.”

“This is such a bad idea.”

“Stop saying that!” You slapped him gently on the leg. “Don’t doubt my abilities.”

“Just get it over with.” He held his arm out, turning his head and covering his eyes dramatically. You threaded the needle and poised it in front of his arm. “WAIT!” Newt jerked his arm away from you and cradled it to his chest.

“What’s wrong?” You sighed impatiently.

“I just want to make sure there’s no other way.”

“Why are you so hung up on that?” Realization suddenly dawned on you and you turned to face Newt’s blushing face. “Are you afraid of needles?”

“NO… Maybe,” he sighed out defeatedly.

“You don’t have to be scared,” you comforted. “I’m going to be right here and I’ll do my best to make it painless.”

“Promise?” New whispered, laying back.

“Promise,” you confirmed, stroking his arm gently with your thumb. “It’s going to be okay.”

Newt winced as the needle first pierced his skin and you had to pause to let him relax before continuing. It became easier as he got used to it and he barely flinched as you poked the needle into his flesh for the final time.

“All done,” you smiled, tying the thread off. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”

“That was,” Newt sat up, face blanched white, “the worst experience of my entire life.”

“I’m sure,” you laughed, placing a kiss on his forehead.

“That’s it?” Newt asked indignantly. “I think I deserve a bit more after that ordeal.” You rolled you eyes at this but leaned in again, this time heading for his lips.


I have nothing to hide from you. Nothing. Porchy is a friend, nothing more. And yes there are those who would have preferred me to marry him, but to everyone’s regret and frustration, the only person I’ve ever loved is you. Can you honestly look me in the eye and say the same? Can you?

eighteenish  asked:

I just saw a post that you reblogged that said all repaints are wonderful (true) except tree change dolls and honestly I don't know why??? Is there something wrong with tree change dolls that I'm not aware of??? I'm legit curious and confused here.

Let me start off by saying that this is a great ask. I had to really sit down and get my thoughts together to respond to this.

Let me start out by saying that I have nothing inherently against Tree Change Dolls. While they really aren’t my style (I love detailed face paint, glitter, and dramatic looks), I appreciate an artist’s freedom to create what they want, and what makes them happy. What I DO have an issue with, however, is the “makeunder” culture that she has created sensationalized and sends a message with, and the hostile environment with parents that she fosters with her work. By shaming Bratz dolls, she puts down girls that wear makeup, non-bland clothing, and colorful hair (and express their individuality through their fashion style), while pushing an ideal that defines femininity as looking identical by wearing the same drab outfits, plain faces, and plain hair. I grew up in a community that held that same ideal in high regards–it did not foster creativity, individuality, or free thinking. Girls were expected to be seen and not heard, dress from toe to head in skirts and long-sleeved shirts (even in the middle of summer), and never cut their hair. This is the ideal portrayal of femininity that she is pushing.

As for the loudest of the parents that support her and the makeunder movement, they are so quick to call dolls “sluts”, “whores”, and “skanks”. All for pieces of plastic having makeup painted on their faces, wearing jeans and miniskirts, and non-natural hair colors. If parents don’t want their kids playing with toys that have makeup, then they should stop buying them! Once again, I have known these types of people in real life, and they are an unpleasant as they seem.

So, in conclusion, I really can’t stand the toxic environment that she helps harbor by insisting that girls should be judged only by their appearances, and that girls should quietly assimilate with no sense of identity. Also, parents really shouldn’t push their own failings onto pieces of plastic. If anyone else has anything to add on, please feel free to do so.


I did it!!! I finally did it!!



It’s this uber-reflective running jacket and as you can see it glows beautifully in bright light! I cannot wait to go running in this! It goes from cute but very normal to amazing. I honestly am pretty proud of this one. This is probably the most expensive item I’ve ever taken, not that price matters, but it certainly was both way more exhilarating and risky than usual.

As you can see, I also got a couple sports bras which brought my total at the Nike outlet close to 500! Nike is a bastard corporation who benefits from child labor so I’m quite excited for them to be on the receiving end of some questionable business.

Biggest thing I have to say…this was SO EASY. like almost too easy! It felt weird. Like NOTHING was tagged, not even this jacket. Not a lot of cameras at all and so easy to get into the fitting room. Even with this expensive-ass jacket. I’ll definitely be visiting them again!

Not pictured was
-2 packages of Sharpies, fine and super fine
-pack of expo markers
-pack of paper mate inkjoy gel pens
-fine tip markers
-sticky notes
-jar of binder clips
-black target brand leggings
-under armor headbands

That was all from Target^ and I feel like I’m forgetting about something from Target but I didn’t bother taking pics of that haul since it was all school supplies and a gift for someone else💖

And then at the VS semi-annual sale, I got two bras for my friend and one bra for my sister. So the only thing for me was the leggings, jacket, and sports bra.

Feels good to give! I hope you all had a wonderful holiday and I’d love to hear about it