then i did this instead


I AM VIBRATING IN EXCITEMENT!!! Olivia sent over pics of the zines in progress. I’m away this weekend, so can only experience them through photos, but hey they’re turning out nice??

I’ll give more info when they’re all printed & in front of me

u kno that moment when u give up and u just feel this immsense wave of relief wash over u? that shit is dangerously addictive

Loads that were guaranteed to make me cry and I didn’t even stock up on tissues, how silly of me!! Haha. He started off talking about his early life, where he began, how he got into acting, how he finally persuaded his mum to let him go on a lads holiday at 17 and then he ended up getting a phone call for the Emmerdale audition and flew back (he said a married couple wished him luck on the plane and said they hope to see him on tv one day and I fully choked on my tears).

He spoke about how much he loves and enjoys what he does despite the 20,000 miles on the M62, how the drama makes the show and that’s his favourite to play, how each character has their story but “well, maybe not Adam” (hahaha I love them two and their cat fights), how robron has created a huge love (of course that was gonna be brought up somewhere), how he was only supposed to be in 12 eps and now he literally is king of Emmerdale - well he didn’t say that but we all told him and applauded him on how much of a success he’s achieved and brought to the show whilst he smiled like a soft smol bean who is way too humble and kind hearted to be on this earth.

The sobs got louder when he moved on to talking about Once Upon A Smile and how it’s his pride and joy. How it started out with the sad loss of Gavin that hit him hard, how he was at the funeral and saw the two separate families not speaking to each other and thought something needs to be done here. It started with financial support and moved onto real emotional support. He started telling stories from families and children and people who’ve lost their spouse who he’s helped over the years (it really was so sad but I don’t want to be the one to tell someone else’s story so I’ll leave that out) and then he mentioned the Manchester terrorist attack and kinda had to slow down his speech a little and that’s when it got real moving and I started thinking about anything and everything and to cut a long story short I wanted to bawl my eyes out but kept my cool as much as possible because precious makeup ygm?!??

Then finally he talked about his family and how he wouldn’t be here without them (he had his brother with him today it was cute), he gave the cutest most emotional speech about how anything is possible and then with so much commendation and admiration from the host (who I swear was more of a stan than us lmao) he said however modest he may be, however much he loves being at Emmerdale and hopes to be there 5 years+ down the line, if he isn’t then ultimately he’s ok because the charity is everything and then I was a mess snivelling and feeling like a proper proud mother. Hearing him tell his personal stories to a room full of (his words) wonderful ladies who love him and are inspired by his work, there was just something v special about it! ❤️

@whitetigermondatta @greenhairedninja @aesthetic-zenyatta guys I need to sleep because I have two Quidditch matches tomorrow are you trying to kill me???????

so in golion their names were metals and I kinda wish they would’ve kept them



inspiration from here!

someone suggested thor secretly visiting dizzee and i was like…. his parents work with hair for a living, they would Know ok

and then i couldn’t stop thinking about this comic by the amazing ngozi and then this happened 

some things i’ve learned from iasip commentaries
  • denim chicken is supposed to be chicken that’s boiled with blueberries so it turns blue like denim
  • the whole thing with mac being the sheriff of paddy’s and giving ocular patdowns was improvised
  • we’re not the only ones who make jokes about glenn & juilliard 
  • danny devito wears crocs all the time irl
  • rcg like to point out everytime mac almost breaks
  • apparently they’ve gotten complaints that their show is too hard to fall asleep to
  • charlie wears his own shirts on the show and rob steals his from wardrobe 
  • in hundred dollar baby, charlie legit pulls a car and kaitlin actually punches a hole in the wall

I saw a pic with Mishima in his full gym clothes and he was so cute this monster happened

anyway I feel like someone as tiny as Mishima playing sports would be so cute to watch? I like to think he’s pretty decent at it since he was in a sports club (I assume to stand out, but well things didn’t work out.… .)

i also like to think of Ryuji as the Tired Best Friend who knows Akira has a crush on Mishima but has to watch Mishima unknowingly side-step all the damn time (gdi ryuji, blocking me at the school fest too)

Last pic is kinda a sad thought :’)


Shingeki no Kyojin || Tokyo Girls Collection ❀