their last scene killed me

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One Year of the 100: Favorite Female Character → Lexa

#that moment when you realize that there were so many signs in the first lexa scene #signs that she was the commander #that look she shares with gustus #the references to the commander #the way she tries to play the innocent and scared girl #now it’s all so obvious

  • Robert and Aaron casually sat having a pint bc they’re not able to stay away from each other even when they’re mad at one another!!
  • ROBERT BEING A VILLAGE GOSSIP AND NEEDING ALL THE DETAILS ON LAWNNIE!!!
  • THE BICKERING!!
  • LIV ACTUALLY BEING THE ONE TO MENTION THEM MOVING BC SHE WANTS TO BE A PROPER FAMILY WITH AARON AND ROBERT!!
  • Aaron looking for Robert in the shop bc he wanted Robert to come home!! He even tried to lure Robert home with wine!! SO CUTE!!
  • ROBERT COMPLAINING ABOUT HIS SHOWER GEL BEING USED UP AND CHARITY PEEING WHILE HE WAS IN THE SHOWER!!! BRILLIANT!!
  • ROBERT, AARON AND LIV ACTUALLY LOOKING FOR A PLACE OF THEIR OWN WHILE HAVING A FAMILY MEAL WITH CHAS!!
  • Chas not wanting Roblivion to move too far away, even using work as an excuse! SHE WOULD MISS THEM TOO MUCH!!
  • ROBERT TRYING TO CRACK A JOKE WHEN ARGUING TO MAKE AARON SMILE!! 
  • ROBERT ADMITTING HE WOULD BE BESIDES HIMSELF IF IT WAS AARON WHO HAD KISSED SOMEONE ELSE!!
  • AARON CRYING AND BRUSHING AWAY HIS TEARS WITH HIS SWEATERPAWS!! I’M CRYING!!
  • ROBERT AND AARON MAKING UP PROPERLY FOR A CHANGE!! BEING HONEST AND OPEN ABOUT EVERYTHING!! I’M SO EMOTIONAL!!
  • AND THEN ENDING IT ALL WITH A KISS!! PERFECT!!
A Way to You Again: Part 5

Pairings: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Angst

Word Count:  1119

Catch Up Here

Summary: Bucky and Y/N have been fairly successful at keeping their relationship hidden from the rest of the Avengers. That is… until Nat walks into the kitchen one night and finds Bucky kissing Y/N. While Y/N is relieved that their relationship is out in the open it soon becomes more complicated than she could have ever imagined.

Author’s Notes: Thanks to the lovely @melconnor2007 for the request. The last scene killed me. I always love hearing from you guys <3.

Sorry it’s out late – my nap turned into a mini hibernation.

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Originally posted by stupidteletubbie

Originally posted by scarlxtmaximoff

I felt like a hypocrite. As much as I had dreaded someone from the Avengers knocking on my door – I was finding myself wishing for it. I wanted Bucky to fight for me – I wanted him to prove me wrong. I needed him to. Days went by in a blur as I debated with myself on what I should do. Maybe he was still on his mission? Maybe Tony had told him to let me be? I couldn’t find an adequate excuse for it.

“Are you sure he won’t just show up at your door?” Nicole asked one morning – arching her eyebrows in curiosity.

“I’ve only ever talked to him about the cottage once… and it was just in passing,” I shrugged miserably.

“Well maybe he’s trying to get ahold of you? Have you checked your phone?” she asked casually.

“No – it’s been off since I got here,” I added miserably.

“Well maybe you should…”

“NO,” I snapped at her. As much as I wanted him to fabricate from thin air – I also really didn’t want to know why he hadn’t told me. I had made up my mind that I wouldn’t like his reasoning, and that was that.


I walked into the living room rubbing my eyes wearily. I had somehow managed to doze off as I snuggled in the oversized bed reading my dad’s beaten copy of Kurt Vonnegut’s “Slaughterhouse-Five.” I stretched my arms as I peered around the room – spotting Nicole on the couch in front of the fireplace. “Hey,” I muttered quietly. Her head immediately snapped in my direction as she quickly hid her hands. “What are you? OH NO. I told you no!” I roared as I went to snatch the phone from her hands. “Now they’ll know where I’m at! Dammit Nicole!” After a brief struggle I victoriously grabbed the phone from her hands and crossed my arms – huffing angrily.

“Ten missed calls, one  voicemail, and twenty text messages,” she stated as a fact.

“Huh?” I asked confused.

“Those are all from this Bucky guy. It seems like he might care,” she shrugged casually. I rolled my eyes annoyed and stomped back into the bedroom determined to hide there for the rest of the night.

As I curled up in the bed I couldn’t help, but feel like the phone I held in my hand felt like a lead weight. Should I go ahead and look? There was no way that Tony hadn’t locked onto where I was within fifteen minutes. Bucky, Tony, or Steve would be here in a matter of hours – so there was no point in holding out any longer… I needed to go ahead and face whatever he had to say so I could prepare myself. I reluctantly lifted the phone to my face – it was best to get the voicemail out of the way first. I clicked on the message before putting the phone on speaker and listened.

Bucky’s voice permeated the quiet of the room. My heart sank as I listened.

“Y/N… Tony said that you left a few days ago but wouldn’t tell him where you were going… I… I know something happened between you and Nat. Please call… please let me explain. I don’t… I don’t want to lose you over this. I… I’m sorry,” his voice was so incredibly sad that I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep myself from crying. When he paused at the end of the message my heart had done a backflip. I had never realized how much I wanted to hear him say that he loved me – but my hopes fell as flat as his voice as the recording ended.

I flipped through the the text messages quickly.

-Hey! I’m coming home – can’t wait to see your beautiful face.

-Steve just talked to Tony and he said you left???

-Is everything okay?

-I tried to call but it went straight to voicemail. Y/N please call me.

-Y/N, it’s not what you think. Please call me doll. Please come home. I miss you. I need to explain.

-I know I fucked it all up but please let me explain.

They kept going – each one a different variation of the one before it. I felt sick. It had been easier to accept everything when I had cut myself off from him. I sighed heavily. The truth was so glaringly obvious – I had never really accepted what had happened – just prolonged the inevitable. As I was flipping through the rest of the texts Bucky’s picture illuminated the screen. I froze in absolute panic – he was calling and I had accidentally just hit “answer.”

I stared at the phone – completely frozen in fear.

“Y/N,” Bucky’s voice said softly from the other end. I remained silent. I didn’t know what to do or what to say. It was as if I had suddenly turned into a statue. Bucky took my silence as a sign that I was going to listen and suddenly it was as if a flood gate had opened from his end of the conversation. “Doll, I am so sorry. I don’t know what all happened, but I know this is my fault. I swear I was going to tell you… I was going to explain everything, but I was just so afraid. So afraid of saying or doing the wrong thing and losing you… because you make me so happy. I haven’t… well I haven’t been this happy in a long time,” he paused for a moment waiting for my response. I sat in silence still unable to articulate the hundreds of conversations I had played out in my mind between us the last few days. “Doll…. Please. Please say something,” he pleaded – the edge of desperation cutting into his words.

All of my faculties seemed to have been taken over by some unknown part of myself that was unwilling to be hurt the way I had been hurt before. “There’s nothing left to say, Bucky…. Goodbye,” I said quietly before ending the call. I didn’t even know the words that were spilling out of my mouth until it was too late. I sat dumbfounded at myself as I stared at the phone in my hand. Why would I say that? What had I just done? Tears welled in my eyes as I realized that I could have very well ended everything then – he was trying and I had shut him down.

I jumped slightly as the door opened and Nicole came into the room. She looked at me apologetically as she held up two wine glasses and a bottle.

“I thought maybe we could use this tonight?”

I nodded sadly as tears streamed down my face.


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Rogue one Spoilers!!!

Bitch im still tearing up… i lowkey knew what would happen but still…

The fucking scene on the beach… the looks… the last hug. .. KILL ME

The last moments between Chirrut and Baze… FUCK. The fact that when he was about to die Baze turned toward Chirrut’s body so that it would be the last thing he’ll ever see… I CAN’T

My sweet Bodhi… Fuck his death was so unexpected i’m proud of u for following your heart and being brave and doing the right thing until the end… I LOVE YOU

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Rodriguez: […] But this is an important scene because this is where you find out Kate’s been killed. And your reaction— it was cool watching this because I was like ‘I want to see how my scene came out since I wasn’t there,’ make sure I don’t have to go reshoot anything. But you did such a terrific job.
Madison: I really love your reaction in this scene, DJ.
Rodriguez: Yeah, it’s so great.
Madison: Because I think it’s so sad that you left Kate on the side of the road, or while you gave her money, and then—
DJ: Yeah.
Madison: Now she’s dead.
DJ: He feels responsible.

(Robert Rodriguez, Madison Davenport, and DJ Cotrona  in the “Santa Sangre” DVD commentary )