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“I understood feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places that you didn’t know you had inside you and it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail, and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood..And how in the hell, for that brief moment, you could think that you were that happy?And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door…And after all that,however long all that may be, you will go somewhere new and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.” (the holiday)

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[ it’s crazy how fast the seasons change.
days before november even began andrew
spotted tinsel and christmas lights showing
up around the city, and now that halloween’s
over they’re practically everywhere. though
andrew’s past christmases were not always
great, he’s gained a new appreciation for the
holiday since coming to this universe, and the
sight of the decorations has him thinking about
what he’ll be getting his friends for christmas. he
decides to go downtown and scope out the shops
on one of his days off, but finds himself stopping
outside julius’ door as he goes to leave. if anyone’s
going to be excited about new york’s christmas
decorations, he thinks, it’d be someone who’s
never seen them before. what is it that lucien says
about first times? he gives the door a knock and calls:
]

Uh, Julius? Do you want
to go shopping with me?

[ julius hasn’t been out much thanks to
his healing injuries, but andrew hopes
he’ll be well enough to accompany him
on this little outing. he thinks they could
both use a little happiness after all the
heaviness they’ve been through together.
]

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends… you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
—  The Holiday