thebritishgentlemanskid

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” She repeated those two words over and over again. I’m sorry… I’m sorry! I’m sorry…. I’m sorry for making you cry…. She wanted him to stop crying… But she just didn’t know if she should believe him. If he was lying? If he had just said that so she would live? She would not be able to go on and function as a human being. Because everytime he had gotten her hopes up, she had gotten crushed. And she didn’t know whether to believe in herself anymore. Because who would fall for someone like her? Someone who did nothing but make mistakes and hurt the people closest to her.

So he likes Nee-san… How stupid of me…

To even think.

To even think for a second.

That maybe possibly he likes me.

I should know better than that..

I should know better than to expect of hope…

I should know better than to wish for and fall for…

I should know better than to get hurt by something that didn’t even happen.

Why.

Why do I have to fall in love?

With someone who will never love me back…