It’s 4 a.m and I’m awake worrying. He’s off at a party that I wasn’t invited to and she’s there. His ex. She’s so much better than me, not as insecure, much prettier, way more outgoing. I have this awful sinking feeling that started in my chest and moved down and settled in my stomach. I want to trust him. I think I do. But I’m so scared he’ll finally realize that she’s better. And leave. And fuck, that will tear me apart. I’ll overthink everything I did and try frantically to go back and figure out where I went wrong. So here I am. Lying awake at 4 a.m, praying that this feeling in my stomach doesn’t mean anything, trying to pretend that it’s all alright.
Belle / Adam : Adam has nightmares and Belle comforts him