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Abysstale first annivesary

We’re are the 5 December. Today it’s been a year since Abysstale is born. Time really move so fast. I will like to said thank you all for support my comic Abysstale. for celebrated Abysstale one year, I’m drawing four Prologue of Abysstale story. the four prologue are the story about Abysstale past and the present, also the origin of the Turquois SOUL. The
soul of Evolution.
remember this part http://meta-kaz.deviantart.com/art/Abysstale-3-part-2-625343041

Prologue 1 “ The mothers sisters ’‘ ( today ) all pages done only text left

Prologue 2 ” Eve’’

Prologue 3 “ SOUL GAIA destination ”

Prologue 4  “ The new beginning. ”

it annoys me a little when in videos people cut the “with the weight of all these worlds on your shoulder” line, like, HELLO???? THAT’S THE MOST IMPORTANT PART!


he’s the only one who can feel her pain, the only one who knows how deteriorating can be handling their past life and present all on their own, trying to balance being a good hero and staying sane at the same time,..

holiday tarot readings!

happy holiday season! here’s a special twist on the basic past, present, and future reading, perfect for as a gift for loved ones or for treating yourself this year.

This reading encompasses:
- The Ghost of your Christmas Past
- The Ghost of your Christmas Present
- The Ghost of your Christmas Future
- A special surprise gift from me!

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Today, many will awaken with a fresh sense of inspiration. Why not you?
Today, many will open their eyes to the beauty that surrounds them. Why not you?
Today, many will choose to leave the ghost of yesterday behind and seize the immeasurable power of today. Why not you?
Today, many will break through the barriers of the past by looking at the blessings of the present. Why not you?
Today, for many the burden of self doubt and insecurity will be lifted by the security and confidence of empowerment. Why not you?
Today, many will rise above their believed limitations and make contact with their powerful innate strength. Why not you?
Today, many will choose to live in such a manner that they will be a positive role model for their children. Why not you?
Today, many will choose to free themselves from the personal imprisonment of their bad habits. Why not you?
Today, many will choose to live free of conditions and rules governing their own happiness. Why not you?
Today, many will find abundance in simplicity. Why not you?
Today, many will be confronted by difficult moral choices and they will choose to do what is right instead of what is beneficial. Why not you?
Today, many will decide to no longer sit back with a victim mentality, but to take charge of their lives and make positive changes. Why not you?
Today, many will take the action necessary to make a difference. Why not you?
Today, many will make the commitment to be a better mother, father, son, daughter, student, teacher, worker, boss, brother, sister, & so much more. Why not you?
Today is a new day! Many will seize this day. Many will live it to the fullest. Why not you?
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SneakPeak/Production Schedule

Wanted to give you guys an idea of the quality for the Cat Nap Carol comic. As you can see it’s basically gonna be a longer version of the sticky note mini-comics I do. It might be a little more polished and scenes might be set up a little more cinematically <-(word I either can’t spell, google doesn’t think exists, or doesn’t exist and I’ve been sounding dumb for years) but overall it’s gonna be simple and scratchy so I can do it during lunch and stuff at work and get it out before christmas. Probably one part a week. Part 1 will be Angel and Vaggie, Part 2 will be Niffty (christmas past), Part 3 will be Mimzy (christmas Present), and Part 4 will be Alastor (chrstmas future). Hopefully work stays manageable so I get enough free time to stay on schedule XD

Oh and the last drawing is just an idea I’ve been toying around with for the ZP secret santa. …I have no idea what I’m going to do for that yet ^_^’

Angel, Vaggie, Husk, Baltimore, Mackenzie, and Jingle all belong to @vivziepop. Go look at her work! It’s beautiful! XD

I’m very jaded by people saying sweet loving romantic things to me. I just feel like we have all said these things before. Thoughts of wanting to build a forever kind of life together. I’m sure if we all go back into our past and see the words we said to the past it will be a mirror of the present. So did you mean it then? do you just say things that sound pretty? I think none of you ever seem to understand what that takes. I’ve have several people express they’ve had strong feeling for me but where are any of them now? Somewhere saying the same sweet words to someone else.
And yes I’m envious but no I’m not bitter. I want everyone to find someone to love forever. I will love you and be here for you forever just as I said I would. But now I don’t know how to believe the next one after you were the last one after the one before that one when it was the first one…

blood blown the fuck out

i trace the lines along the inside of my hand
my body washed over with faded happiness
i want to withdraw from my present perceptions
rendering memories - endless - of times long past
focusing in on specific sensations with a body
sinking into the meadow that haunts my dreams

the first snow of the year was today
i found a pattern resembling your face in my palm
the birds were silent at the dawn
a jet spews out chemtrails above my head

oxy has my world saturated
my tv whines and burns at the 2-5am
pill bottles riddle my desk - collapsing
off the sides in an avalanche when disturbed
the doctor prescribed me several hundred milligrams
of powerful narcotics
“yr gonna die soon anyway lol enjoy yrself haha”

“nothing matters” i shout on repeat - declaring to
the world as fact despite being the only one that
doesn’t matter

sigils are painted feverishly across my walls
(protect my spirit
from the demons of
the everyday)
im crouched in the corner bliss burning against
the tips of the nerves in my fingertips
worshipping the cigarette between my lips -
praying to its honesty as a slow, engulfing death

i bite into an unwitting astral project
bitter psychotropic i’m holding my knees
on the ceiling of my room eyeing “my
vacant flesh” as “it” flicks the ash off the
cherry carelessly onto the back of “its” hand
black scorches “its” skin

horns sprout from my forehead
growing up the wall behind me like tentacles
groping their prey, the tendrils
drain down to “my body” shaping along the contours
of “its” skull before gripping “its” throat
an unseen force latches along the jugular
scraping of metal on concrete is heard
blood blows the fuck out along “its” neck and
chest - the horns turn to overgrowth along
“its” slumped body as i look at the space
my hand used to occupy watching the ash of my
muscle and bone phase up to my attic

just a fun headcanon of mine that turned into over 1,800 words of angst. tw for homophobia (buuut not really) and misunderstandings!  Oh and talk of a panic attack, Jack’s overdose, bullying…and excessive jumping between past and present tense.  I haven’t written in 3 years, okay.

headcanon: in most fics, Coach is okay with Bitty being gay and is excited that Jack is his boyfriend.  But what if he disapproves of Jack, and Bitty mistakes it for homophobia?

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anonymous asked:

no matter how much i try to embrace my culture and faith and physical appearance i feel such shame for being jewish, even when i love being jewish! i feel like no one cares for our past, present or future and it can be so difficult being apart of a group with a history that is heavily debated especially by those with bias against us

i know love i’m sorry it’s hard but you’re definitely not alone ❤️

“While I have used repetition to build erotic pulses throughout the body of the text to give it electrical energy, its enigma lies in the repetition’s capacity to manipulate time. While repetition may be seen as wasting time and words, repeating something that has already been said or appears to have already been understood, the device itself allows time skipping or time passing or time lagging. If we see repetition as possessing corporeality, it would take shape as a time machine. When used wisely and precisely and timely, it has the ability to move text in and out of the future and from the past into a fluid present. It has the ability to make language time travel through different registers. Repetition can move the text telekinetically. And give us the déjà vu feeling that we have been there and here already.” —Vi Khi Nao http://bit.ly/2gZQg9s #ViKhiNao #Writing

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anonymous asked:

12:08 AM. I'm stuck. I'm happy but, I'm stuck. I'm stuck between the past, present, and future. And I hate it. I can't tell if i really love or if i just adore mysteries and unraveling them in a person's brain. I can't tell if my feelings are real or if they're just illusions i create to make myself feel real. I'm afraid that I'll never find someone to fully connect mentally with but, I'm a mixed up puzzle mixed from other puzzles and I can't figure myself out either so, how can others?

1. meditate 2. do introspection 3. walk around 4. go on dates with yourself 5. ask yourself lots of tumblr questions 6. get to know you 7. read self-improvement and self-help books (i recommend starting with the four agreements) 8. write, write, write 

anonymous asked:

Hi Jenna! I hope you're well. How do you write a flashback without it being completely confusing to the reader? I'm not especially fond of italicizeing entire paragraphs, how else would you recommend transitioning between present and past? Thanks ;)

You could try scene breaks. That seems like the easiest solution to me.

Twin flames merging, flying, feminine lessons completed

December has been a month of mixed energies, just like many noticed: from 3D to 5D and back to 3D. One day the soul is high, the other gets low to rest with the human in its regular environment.

It’s been exact 3 years (we parted ways at the airport on December 1st) since I met my TF in person and I’ve understood this was a quarantine time, not just for me because I’m a bad girl (nah, I’m an angel) but because things in the Universe were unstable and we, very precious humans had to wait, while learning about this weird love connection, own galactic past, and/or fixing things about the self and own present environment. The Universe orchestrates everything and everybody for the best alignment so we could receive a huge spiritual upgrade which will be followed by positive changes and revelations.

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I’m a hopeless romantic don’t you know? The umbrella one was commissioned way before the origin ep was aired so imagine my surprise when I saw THE scene. 

Now can we have season 2 asap? I’m already desperate.

Pssst: These sketches were drawn on on 3x5 flashcards. Commission on the same type of card is still available.