Artist note: The inspiration and reference for future Marlind was Riverdell! Or any such elven city you can see in fantasies! I hope it came across well enough. Thought of adding a random waterfall, but that would’ve been too much.
Day 3: Marlind (Knowledge/Nature)
I could be everywhere or anywhere
the wind might take my soul,
I could be anything or anyone you’d ever wanna know. -Your Love – Austin Plaine
soon as Sorey entered the town gates, the aroma of fresh trees and foliage
filled his senses and he was suddenly aware of the surroundings which he had
entered. Not only was it full of life with the many students, scholars, and
traders alike, but the nature surrounding the town had absolutely grown in
size. Life prospered within the trees and branches that now arched over the
small scholar town, each one nearly emanating a large amount of blessings from
each of its branches.
carefully walked through the crowds, as it was nearly noon, and found a nearby
porch that had a rail and looked over a bit of the town. Prior to entering the
town gates, Mikleo was summoned by quite a chatty scholar, and Sorey clearly
saw how conflicted Mikleo felt in that moment, watching him as Mikleo’s eyes
shifted from the scholar and back to Sorey. Sorey just smiled and waved to
Mikleo, an indication that he would go ahead and meet him later, to which
Mikleo glanced back and nodded apologetically.
against the rail, Sorey began to scan the busy crowds and started to notice
just how much larger Marlind had become.
formerly Marlind, that is. It was definitely the same town, with very different
aspects, just as he had seen from his previous visit in Ladylake. He had grown
accustomed to the fact that every town he would encounter on this journey would
be drastically different from what he remembered, but he still couldn’t help
but compare the two sights he had seen from each city or location they
comforted Sorey, though, that all of the places they have been to always still
held a sense of familiarity. While this former Marlind looked much more busy
than he remembered, the nature focus that primarily defined the town was still
strong, if not stronger, than he had ever seen before. The great tree that he
once thought was large during his
Shepherd journeys had now grown much taller in size, its branches covering
Marlind in a protective dome while still letting most natural light seep
through its foliage. Many other smaller trees with different colored leaves
also contributed to the great tree, creating a vast array of color above the
town. While it covered some part of the sky, it did not by all means completely
block it out. The trees had a way of intertwining naturally and still allowing
sunlight and the blue sky peek through its leaves.
took Sorey’s breath away. How the blessings in the town overflowed with such
positive prosperity was beyond him and it slowly began to dawn on him that this
was indeed a result of his long slumber.
the corner of his eye, he could see Mikleo making slow progress through the
crowds, but he was stopped almost every minute by another passing scholar. He
spoke to each person with confidence; it could be seen in the way he carried himself
with broad shoulders straightened, head held high but not in superiority, and
eyes filled with understanding and attention to each individual he spoke to.
The way which Mikleo kept carrying on conversations and never refusing to talk
to anyone was a feat which Sorey knew he developed over the years of his
smiled; he felt proud as he watched Mikleo go about his work, nodding to each
individual and responding as if it were second nature to him. It made him
realize that in the years of his absence, Mikleo was hard at work writing
multiple books; travelling everywhere and taking in the sights. Eventually, he
became a well-known seraph that travelled Glenwood frequently and was sought
after many scholars and travellers alike who wished to know more about the
different theories and discoveries which Mikleo so often divulged in inside his
as impressive as Mikleo’s repertoire had become, it wasn’t the knowledge or
work ethic which made Sorey proud; it was the fact that Mikleo was able to move
forward without him, was able to live life to the best of his abilities, and
eventually find pleasure and gratification in the activities he loved to do the
most. It was the very same activity and hobby that Sorey loved to do, and he
admired Mikleo for being able to pursue it all the same, as it must have
bittersweetly reminded him of Sorey countless times.
determination and ability to endure and stay strong were feats which he was
amazed by. Smiling, he propped his arm on the railing and rested his head on
it, staring at Mikleo who was now walking towards his direction and did a small
wave in indication that he noticed Sorey. Sorey waved back. He learned from
Lailah during their previous visit at Ladylake that Mikleo had the full
intention of writing the books and exploring the world on Sorey’s behalf so
that when he woke up, he would have the resources necessary to catch up on what
the current world was like. When Sorey asked her what other people thought of
his books, she merely smiled and looked directly into his eyes.
people call Mikleo’s writings a reflection of an inspiration; most often, his
words were written in a way that felt genuine, full of life, and in positive
anticipation for someone he seemed to be waiting on.” She placed a hand on
Sorey’s shoulder and squeezed it gently. “Each book was in dedication towards
you, Sorey, and he made sure everyone who laid eyes on his writings knew.”
was at first a bit embarrassed upon hearing that, but after reading a couple of
volumes of Mikleo’s books, he began to feel emotions of gratitude towards
everything Mikleo worked for, just for him.
at Mikleo now and how far he’s accomplished made his heart well up in a way he
couldn’t quite understand; all he knew was that he was so very grateful towards
everything Mikleo had done.
Mikleo began to climb the small set of stairs which led to the small landing
that Sorey stood on, Sorey chuckled.
Popular, are we?”
took his spot next to Sorey and rolled his eyes. “This isn’t even the half of
it. I love visiting this town, but there’s always a downside to doing so as
well.” He nodded towards Sorey. “What do you think of this town so far?”
looked up towards the intertwining branches above him and he smiled. “Big.
Crowded. Kind of intimidating. But also very warm, compassionate, and
looked up as well towards the intertwining branches. “Rohan’s done amazing work
as Lord of the Land to keep the tree from blocking out the sky completely.
Figuring out the path of a constantly growing tree and naturally guiding it to
not block out the sky is an amazing feat that I could never fathom.”
must be the effects of his blessing that you’re feeling,” he continued. “Rohan
has always been a kind seraph and many of the students, scholars, and other
people alike are just as so. It’s very rare that any scholars are impossibly
competitive; you have friendly rivalries, but nothing too serious, which makes
learning much more cultivated and developed for many young individuals here.”
looked up at Sorey, who was still in awe by the amount of trees in the area.
laughed. “You know what’s also amazing? The library that’s been built next to
eyes lit up. “There’s a library?! We have
to go, Mikleo.”
at first looked doubtful. “Hm, I’m not sure if that’s a great idea.”
began to laugh. “What, afraid that I actually know more content and will have
read most of the books in the library already?”
this, Mikleo just rolled his eyes and gave a small playful smack to Sorey.
“Please, coming from the person who’s slept more than half his life.”
tone in Mikleo’s voice was something that Sorey couldn’t pass. Slowly, he
looked at Mikleo and smirked.
that a competition I hear?”
head snapped in Sorey’s direction and he squinted his eyes towards him, a smile
forming on his lips.
turned around quickly to go in the direction of the library, but was suddenly
stopped by Sorey, who grabbed his hand just before he took a step down. He
raised his eyebrow inquisitively, staring at Sorey who was looking at the city.
Sorey turned to Mikleo and he smiled. “I just wanted to say thank you.”
was silent at first, processing Sorey’s words, before he shook his head and
No need to thank me for something I wanted to do.”
were silent for awhile after Mikleo’s comment, hands linked and eventually
intertwining. The wind around the town began to pick up, with it Sorey’s
ponytail and the capes which hung behind Mikleo’s back. It continued gently for
awhile, picking up these items which served as representatives of small changes
they underwent through the years; yet they themselves had not changed, despite
everything else around them. Sorey grinned and squeezed Mikleo’s hand, suddenly
feeling more bold than usual.
you referring to me in the dedications that are in each of your books?”
stared at Sorey for a moment and nodded. “Each and every single one of them. No
individual picked up a copy without that one page being inside it.”
tilted his head to the side, feigning innocence as he asked his next question.
“Did anyone actually ask why you were
so attached to this Shepherd, I wonder?”
quickly picked up on Sorey’s implications and he immediately began to feel
flustered. He looked away and began to turn around to start walking down the
any case, we should start heading to the library now before it gets too late.”
laughed as he realized Mikleo was avoiding his question and followed him down
the stairs. “Mikleoooo, I just want to hear you say it!”
you’ve ever said it to me recently!”
That I love you? And that your words in your books indirectly tell me each time
that you love me too?”
sputtered incoherent words and he glanced back at Sorey every once in awhile as
he continued to walk forward.
can’t just say that so easily…! And if my books already say it to you, then-!”
shrugged, but his grin began to grow even wider. “Why not? It’s the truth! And
come on, I just want to hear you say
it out loud without using your books!”
just sighed. “O-one day, but today’s not that day, okay!”
nodded and lightly chuckled. “Okay. I’ll just take you holding my hand in
public as one step forward out of your shell, at least.”
just rolled his eyes, but didn’t deny that he did, in fact, enjoyed holding Sorey’s
hand in public and squeezed it a little harder as they walked in the direction
of the library.
concluded that Mikleo was a great scholar, but indeed needed lessons in
breaking out of his shell in some contexts.
was still proud of him nonetheless.
I don’t wanna be anywhere other
than you love
I don’t wanna be anything other than your love.
Justin Foley ❤️❤️ , can you do a plot there reader x Justin have a very heated argument (about anything, you can choose) and just as the reader is about the walk out, he grabs her arm and kisses her then end with a smut?? Sorry if it’s too much!!
WARNING: Smut, swearing
“Are you fucking serious Justin!”
Me and Justin have been arguing on and off for the past 3 days now about stupid things. Lately he’s been finding literally anything to argue about from me not giving him any attention to me not wanting to meet him at his locker. He doesn’t understand that I don’t like being around his friends, especially Bryce. His friends are ass-wholes, and they make my boyfriend an ass-whole when he’s around them. Don’t get me wrong, Justin is the sweetest boy out there, and I love every minute that I’m with him, but when he’s with his friends he forgets that side of him and this is what we are arguing about now.
“Yes I’m serious y/n, what is your problem!” he yells. He asked me to come over earlier and when I did he basically threw me in a trap and said ‘let’s go to Bryce’s house’.
“My problem? What the hell is your’s, are you fucking in love with Bryce!”
“What the hell y/n! what do you have against my friends!”
“I don’t like them and how you are around them Justin!” I yell back.
“You have to be joking babe! I never act different towards you!”
I dry laugh and pace his room, “Yes you do Justin! you fucking forgot to take me to work cause you were getting high with them!!”
“I said I was sor-”
“And you fucking forgot my birthday 3 weeks ago cause you were partying with Bryce!”
“I didn’t do it on purp-”
“You even fucking made me think you were dead when you decided to play hookie for 3 days at Bryce’s house and not return my calls!!!” I scream, tears coming down.
“Bab-” he tries to grab my arm, but I yank it away.
“NO!” I scream, “your always up their asses, so don’t you dare ask me to go with you to his house!”
“Babe just let me exp-” I pull away from his touch again and he sighs and rubs his face.
“I don’t want to hear it!” I say, feeling emotionally drained from going back and forth.
“You know I didn’t mean to do any of those things!”
“I don’t care Justin! you still did, so don’t ask me why I don’t like them!”
He stays quiet and looks like he is in deep thought. He doesn’t say anything about what I just said and it’s starting to piss me off. I feel like I’m about to full on cry and I don’t want him to see it so I roll my eyes and turn towards the door.
“Okay whatever Justin, have fun at Bryce’s”. As soon as another tear was about to fall, I felt his hand yank my arm back to him.
“Come here.” As soon as I came into contact with his chest, I felt his lips on mine. It’s like all of our anger was put into this kiss as Justin deepened it. He made me feel like I wasn’t important to him and the most important thing at the same time and it drives me crazy. He pinned me against the wall and pushed his. His lips went to my neck as he whispered.
“You’re so damn wrong baby” he says in a husky voice, “I love you so much and I’m so sorry. Fuck Bryce.”
I giggle at what he says and lean my head back as he continues peppering kisses. He grabs my hips and I automatically wrap my legs around his torso. It’s like all my anger went away, and I wanted nothing more but for him to make love to me. His light peppers went to full on harsh sucking and I bit my lip to stop myself from moaning. The way he was sucking on my neck, I know I’m going to have a bunch of purple bruises. I pulled him closer to me as he parted his lips, begging for an entrance. I let him, and our tongues danced together mixed with our groans. He hands leave my waist, pushing them up my shirt impatiently, causing me to get goosebumps. His hands grazed over my laced black bra, squeezing my breast and I was already turned on just from his fingertips against my skin. He grabbed my butt, carrying us over to his bed.
“I just missed you, that’s all” I whispered so low that I thought he didn’t hear me. His eyes was filled with love and desire as he pulled of his shirt along with mine.
“I missed you too baby” He locked his lips with mine as he hovered over my body, his hands wandering. His fingers slowly traveled to my leggings, pulling them down. I felt my core becoming hot and wet and needed him.
“Justin” I whined. He seemed to feel my agony, as his hands slipped into my panties. His fingers grazed over my clit and I sucked in my breath. He nibbled on my chest as he started to rub the figure 8 around my core.
“Oh my g- Justin” I moaned, grabbing onto his shoulder. He started to rubbed harder and faster and I felt myself getting hotter. He slips two fingers into me and I arched to feel more of him.
“Fuck Justin!” I moan, circling my hips around his fingers.
“Your so beautiful to me y/n” he whispers again my chest. with his free hand, he unclasps my bra, throwing it across the room, never stopping his hand from giving me pleasure. He takes one of my nipples into his mouth, sucking and flicking his tongue around it as he started vigorously rubbing my clit with his thumb and pumping in and out of me. The pressure was getting to me and I was a moaning mess under him. This was long needed.
“Oh my go- Justin please baby!”
He takes his mouth off my chest and goes down to my core. His breath makes me want to grab his hair and pull him further in. He slowly pulls off my underwear and I can’t help but grind against his touch.
“Don’t tease me baby” I whine.
“Not this time babe”. His hands grab my thighs and his tongue immediately began to lick me out. He starts flicking his tongue against my core, making me grab his hair.
“Baby” I moan, wiggling my hips against his core. He starts moving his tongue faster, pushing my hips further onto his mouth. I throw my head back and fight not to pull his hair. He goes back to finger fucking me and I’m a mess.
“Justin! baby faster please!” I beg louder, grinding against his face. Listening to my cries, Justin speeds up, roughly rubbing my clit. His tongue slides into me, along with his fingers making me whimper.
“Justin baby I’m about t-”. He doesn’t stop as he continues pumping while his other hand comes up to my boob, bringing his finger to pinch my nipple making me go crazy.
“Justin!” I scream as he speeds everything up, groaning against my core. I feel myself clench around his fingers and let my orgasm out with a whimper. I licks everything up and comes up to kiss me. I wrap my arms around his neck, tasting myself on his lips. I want nothing more than to feel him inside of me. As if he read my mind, he threw off his boxers and grabbed my thighs, placing my legs over his shoulder. He came back down to my lips, kissing me passionately.
“I really do love you baby He smiled, looking at me with nothing but love.
“I love you too” I smiled. He look down at his bulge near my entrance and look back up to me as in asking is it okay, I nod my head, just needing him already. He slowly pushes into me and I whimper form the pain.
“Are you okay?” He asks worriedly.
“Yeah, just keep going babe”. Its been a while since we had sex and I needed to adjust to his size. He starts slowly pulling in and out of me as I gripped onto his arms.
“Faster baby” I moan. Justin started thrusting faster, moving his his hips harder with each thrust. Each of his thrust had me moaning his name. He leaned in to suck on my neck as I dug my nails into his soft and muscled back. As he sped up, his grip tightened on my hips, surely leaving a bruise, but I didn’t care. This feeling was amazing.
“Fuck princess” He groaned into my hair, planting kisses from my neck to my chest. I wrap my arms around his neck as he buried himself into me.
“Oh my-fuck Justin harder please!” I scream. He straighten up and pulled me closer into him, drilling into me.
“Fuck!” he screamed with each hard and rough thrust. His hands rested at each side of my head as his thrust got more sloppier and rougher making me almost cry at the feeling.
“Justin baby!” I scream as I feel myself clench around his dick. I let my climax overtake me as my eyes go to the back of my head, enjoying the high. This sent Justin over the edge, as he climaxed right after me, fully burying himself into me, riding out his high. A string of curses left his mouth as he finished his high. He came down to my lips and kissed me slowly and sweetly before collapsing onto the bed next to me. Both panting, he pulled me onto his chest, kissing my head until we both calmed down. We stayed in this comfortable silence for a while just enjoying each others company when his phone rings. He reaches over, not letting go of his grip on me, to answer it.
“Not tomorrow night either…”
“Because I’m staying with y/n tonight and the rest of the week….”
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sister!reader, John Winchester, Sam Winchester [mentioned]
Words: 3900+ (I’m really sorry about that, but there was no good place to split it)
Warnings: Can’t think of anything specific, really, maybe just that there’s going to be a verbal fight, I dunno. Maybe a bit of swearing, not too much.
A/N: This is the fic I was talking about! It’s a pre-series sister AU, that takes place in between around 2003. Dean is 24, Sam is 20 and at Stanford and you are 17 years old. It’ll also be a mini-series, so there’s more parts to come. It might be a bit all over the place, but I was trying to create a certain feeling. (I don’t know what I’m talking about, but I hope you like it!)
Hunting is hard, and that’s no surprise, really. It’s physically challenging, you have to be smart, have technique, and it’s just hard emotionally as well. And, not only is it hard, but you hate it as well.
Okay, hate is a strong word, but things about it, you really do hate. You hate the way you have to sacrifice what feels like everything for it. You hate the way you feel like you miss out on life. You hate the pain and the constant fear. You hate the way it forces you to see the world more black and white instead of with all the shades of grey. You hate the way you get shut down every time you question this. You hate the way your dad responds with ’because you have to’ when you ask ’why?’.
John Winchester used to be in the military and it shows, you could testify to that. All your life he has been hard on you and your brothers. But, despite this, you are not afraid to stand up to him, question him, call him out. Although it often comes with consequences.
Warnings: Bullying, Blood, Self-Hate, Being Beaten, Transphobia, Misgendering,
Inspired by: @bunny-yams Hamilton Highschool AU
Alex waited for Lafayette to be done changing from his cheer uniform. He had to say goodbye before running off to his quick after school choir practice. That and the fact that John and Thomas should be coming by soon to get ready for their football practice.
“Alex!” Lafayette called, walking out of the change room. Alex came over, giving him a quick hug.
“Good job today, but you stink,” Alex scrunched his nose, playfully hitting Lafayette’s arm. “Go home and shower,” he added.
“I’m hurt,” Lafayette joked, his accent thick (thicc). “Do you want me to walk you to choir?” He asked, tightening his ponytail a bit.
“I think I know the way,” Alex laughed, turning away from the much taller man. “See you tomorrow!” He waved, leaving the changing room area. He would have waited for his boyfriends but he didn’t want to be late for the meeting. They were planning what songs to do at the up coming competition and Alexander wanted to be there.
He took a left from the gym, walking down a beige tiled hall with orange and blue lockers lining the walls. He always hated the horrible, inconsistent pattern of the colours, and just how bad they were. He took a right at the end of the hall, stopping when he heard a voice.
“Well well well, if it isn’t our favourite little girl,” A voice rang out in the quiet hall. Alex turned to see James Reynolds along with some other most likely sophomores. He took a step back, almost tripping, but trying to hide it.
“What the fuck do you want Reynolds?” He spoke, trying to hide his fear. He’s been beat up many times, and while he didn’t like to back down, the beatings hurt.
“Oh, that’s no way to talk, don’t I spend so much time with you? And I haven’t gotten to much recently because of some people, ” James answered, poison seeping into his words.
“Just leave me alone, I have somewhere to be,” Alex spoke, quickly turning in hopes of getting away. He was near the gym, so if he could get past them he could go back to see if Lafayette was still there. But there were four of them, and only one him.
“Not so fast, I haven’t had fun yet,” James hissed, grabbing Alex’s shoulder and pushing him into the lockers. He punched Alex roughly in his stomach, making Alexander hunch over in pain.
One of the other guys pushed Alex over while another stepped on his arm, making Alex let out a sound of pain. He’s learned to hide it over the many beatings, cries it only encouraged them more.
“I’d kick you in the nuts, but you don’t have any because you’re just a girl, and that’s all you’ll ever be,” James spat. He leaned down, picking Alex up by the top of his shirt and glaring as his jacket.
“To think someone would ever actually love you? They’re just using you, because why not. You’re just a whore’s son, and a whore yourself,” He said in Alex’s face. Alex tried to hold back the tears but it hurt, both physically and emotionally.
“Aw look, the little girl is crying,” James mocked, making the others laugh as he threw Alex to the ground. Alex gasped for air, having the wind knocked out of him. He attempted to get away, kicking towards the guys while holding his injured arm to his chest.
One of the guys grabbed Alex’s hair, pulling him back as he cried out in pain. Tears were falling down his face as he threw his limbs around in an attempt to escape.
“So pathetic,” One of the guys said as they took turns kicking him.
“J-j-John, Th-o-mas!” Alex cried, curling himself up into a ball as the continued to beat him.
“You really think that’ll scare us, it’s after school,” James laughed as he pulled Alex by his hair once more so he was looking at him. Alexander had tears down his face as James stared at him with a smirk. “No one is here for you, you’ll always be alone,” He spat out, pushing Alex’s head back into the lockers. Alex let out a cry, biting his tongue harshly as his mouth bled. Upon impact with the corner of the metal locker Alex’s head gashed open, some blood seeping through and trickling down his forehead.
James stopped while the other guys kept beating on Alex, hearing heavy footsteps from down the hall. He didn’t want to beat the scene if someone was coming, so they couldn’t link him to the attack, so he turned and quickly left. He disappeared down the hall, most likely leaving the school.
John was the first to turn the corner, rage filling him as he saw Alex curled up into himself being beaten on by three men in his and Thomas’ year.
He didn’t even wait for anything, jumping on one of the and punching him in the face as hard as he could. Thomas ran around the corner, grabbing another one of the guys and beating on him. He quickly let go of him though as he saw the third guy trying to run away. He ran after him down the halls as John pushed the other guy to the ground.
He carefully walked over to Alex, not touching him yet because he didn’t know how hurt he was or if Alex even knew he was there.
“Alex, open your eyes, please. It’s me, John,” He spoke softly. Alex slowly opened his eyes, tears falling out of them. He rarely got beaten even close to how bad this one was, often it was a couple or small to medium beatings in a few days.
“Hey, you’re safe now, okay,” John whispered, gently wiping away Alex’s tears. He expected Thomas would get some adult to deal with this, it’s the only way to truly stop the beatings. “Can you stand?” He asked Alex, kneeling beside him.
Alex shook his head, wincing as he moved slightly. “Let’s clean you up okay?” John said. He carefully went to pick Alex up, stopping even time Alex’s breath jumped or he made any noise. Alex was always trying to play down any beating and stay quiet and he never really spoke about how much pain he was in.
John carried Alex to the nearest bathroom, bringing him into the boys even though the school doesn’t really want Alex in there. Thomas and John never cared though, always telling him to go in. He’s a boy, so he should be in the boy’s bathroom.
John placed Alex on the sink counter, turning on the tap beside him. Alex had yet to talk, looking at the ground as more tears fell. John wanted to hug him but didn’t want to hurt him more.
He got some paper towel from the dispenser and placed it under the now warm water. He first went to the cut on Alex’s forehead, dabbing it gently as Alex let out a slight hiss. John wiped up the slowly drying blood and went on to the cut on Alexander’s lip which wasn’t as bad.
He noticed that Alex was holding his right arm close to his chest. “Can you take your jacket off?” He asked quietly. He new Alex didn’t even like to take it off when he wasn’t hurt and he hated showing his marks from the beatings. Alex didn’t want to a first but gave in because he didn’t have the energy to fight. He painfully slipped it off, revealing the old bruises on his arms. His wrist was already quite swelled and red. John, having taken first aid, looked at it carefully.
“I think it’s sprained, we should probably get some ice soon,” He spoke. He looked at Alex’s other arm, seeing some more red marks where bruises will probably form with a pain in his heart. He wanted to do so much more to those guys then what he had done.
John put his hand at the bottom of Alex’s shirt to ask for permission to look at his stomach. From all of Alex’s wincing from every movement of his stomach, it was obvious it was harmed. He lifted up Alex’s shirt slightly to see the marks left behind from the punches and kicks. John wanted to cry when he saw that, and he knew they were going to look worse and they formed into bruises.
John placed a loving kiss on Alex’s lips, holding in the tears. He pulled back, staring at Alex with sadness and love. He loved him so much. John gently ran his fingers through Alex’s soft hair, pulling back when Alex winced again.
“How about we go find Thomas and get some ice?” He spoke, handing Alex back his jacket. Alex didn’t move from his spot, staring blankly at the wall.
“H-he’s going t-t-to know,” Alex stuttered out.
“Who is going to know what?” John asked, confused if what Alex was attempting to say.
“I tr-tried hard-d to h-h-hide it, b-but now G-G-G-George will know-w,” He mumbled, balling his left hand into a fist.
“Hey, if he knows he can help, right?” John said, placing his hands on Alex’s legs softly. “He can help stop it,”
“He’ll-ll s-s-see me as weak-k,” Alex mumbled, not looking at John.
“Hey,” John lifted Alex’s head up slightly, “You’re anything but weak, from everything that has been thrown at you and you can still manage to smile,” John smiled sadly, kissing Alex softly once again. “Now do you want you jacket?” He said in a more up beat tone, helping Alex put his jacket on once again.
John piggy backed Alexander back to where he first found him, where Thomas was with a teacher and a janitor who was cleaning the ground of the blood that was dripped on it.
Thomas walked over, kissing both John and Alex quickly on the cheek. The teacher came walking over behind him, “I can see from the cut that something happened, but can you confirm that you were beat by the three sophomores Thomas has said?” She asked Alex who was slightly hiding into John'a neck.
He stayed silent for a moment before talking, “There was four,” He mumbled.
“Four?” Thomas and John asked, both looking confused.
Alex nodded a bit before speaking again, “James, James Reynolds was there, he’s the one that pushed me into the locker to cut my head,” He stated, looking up from John’s neck.
“But Thomas didn’t say he saw him,” The teacher spoke.
“He ran when he heard John and Thomas running down the halls,” Alex answered, not liking all the attention he was getting. It was the wrong kind of attention, not the good kind.
“We’ll question James and the other boys, but since there is no witness here for James he might not get in trouble,” The teacher admitted.
Alex bit his already injured lip, not caring about the pain. He just sadly nodded and leaned his head against John, making sure to not hit his cut. “Let’s get you some ice,” John spoke before starting to walk down the halls with Thomas behind him, leaving the teacher with the janitor.
“I’ll call Mr. Washington for a ride,” Thomas spoke, and John could feel Alex tense but said nothing. The trio walked to the office and go a bag of ice from the secretary. Alex held it on his wrist as they waited for George to arrive to drive the three of them home. Thomas texted home to say the he and John didn’t need a ride home from football before turning his full attention to Alex.
He sat between the two guys, leaning on Thomas because he was in the side that didn’t have a giant gash on his forehead. He was sleepy but the constant pain and the freezing ice kept him awake.
When George pulled up, Thomas picked Alex up bridal style and carried him to the car. They could see the confusion and worry in George’s eyes but didn’t say anything at first. Thomas got in the back with Alex as John sat up front. Alex was placed in the middle so he could lean on Thomas for the ride home.
George gave John a concerned look a John let out a sigh, “He got beaten up badly by some dicks, excuse my language, but nothing is broken on needing stitches,” He got the main questions out of the way. George was still vary worried and lost but he just drove the trio to his house.
When they arrived Thomas went to carry Alex into the house but George took him from him. Alex didn’t do anything because he just hurt and somewhat wanted to die at that moment.
George took Alex up to his room, telling John to grab the first aid kit and for Thomas to grab some more ice. They did as they were told, bring the items to George in Alex’s room. They sat on the end of the bed as George took care of Alex, bandaging up his forehead cut and wrapping ace bandages around his wrist. He gave Alex some pain medicine and the younger boy slowly drifted off to sleep.
“How long has this been happening?” He asked the two boys who were still him the room.
“We’ve know for a little bit, but he said they were never that bad and we were protecting him during school. We didn’t think they’d come after school. We’re so sorry,” Thomas mumbled and John agreed. They were both nervous of what George would do but also guilty, knowing that they should have spoken up sooner and that they should have protected Alex better.
George sighed, placing his hand gently on Alex’s shoulder, “He probably told you not to tell didn’t he,” He said sadly, “Thank you for protecting him though.” He added, which only confused John and Thomas. They thought he was going to snap. George stood up, grabbing the first aid kit and walking towards the door, “if anything else like this happens though, let me know.” He ended strongly, leaving the room without another word.
Alex partially woke up from the sound of the door closing, “Tommy? John?” He mumbled, looking around with semi opened eyes.
“Yes, love?” Thomas asked as the two boys turned their attention to Alex.
“Cuddle me,” The younger boy mumbled, reaching out towards his boyfriends. They both laughed softly, knowing he was out of it because of the pain killers. They both crawled over to him on either side, holding him close.
The three of them fell asleep in each other’s arms, finally feeling safe and at home.
mars in the 1st:
i know it doesn't feel like it, but you need to let that anger out, consume you and explode. i would advise you to hit something but then i'm sort of afraid that you'd hit me--at least it's a nice conundrum, i don't see a lot of those, these days. i recommend exercise or sports because you know, two birds with one stone. or you could get drunk and kick people's asses in bar brawls/video games, both would be cathartic, i think.
mars in the 2nd:
bottle up your emotions, man. and that anger too. and when it reaches a breaking point, burst the entire dam because you're too good at it. but no, really, find a repetitive task that grounds your anger to a center, don't hoard it like dragons hoard gold, as you're wont to do. and make sure it focuses on a rhythm and unleash it using that focus. get it through your thick head: passive aggressiveness is not attractive.
mars in the 3rd:
i would tell you to punch your sibling but that'd be too drastic. i suggest you write all the words you're dying to scream and curse, the words you're gonna use to tear the world into two, in paper, make an origami of it and flush it down the toilet. that'd feel good, trust me. if not, i'd advise you to talk it out with a person you trust to be objective, look at it from a logical perspective as to why you're angry and methodically decode why it's making you want to annihilate something. you'd feel much calmer afterwards. (or end up reading six books in one day and write vicious reviews on how stupid the characters are--that works too)
mars in the 4th:
i know this sounds ridiculous, but open the fridge and the tub of your favorite flavor of ice cream, dig into it face first without using a spoon while watching really sad anime. you'd feel much better. or you could take it out on your home, violently redecorate or tear off the curtains. or something. i suggest doing heavy household tasks that'd exhaust you, so when you take a shower and get rid of all that sweat, you feel at least some semblance of calm.
mars in the 5th:
this sounds terrible and cliche, but use it to be productive. use it in your art to make a statement because it has pissed you off. run that extra mile on track. get the best score on a creative writing course--you get the gist. make sure it helps you shine, not the things/people that made you angry, because trust me, an anger like yours is nothing short of an inferno.
mars in the 6th:
fuck with your classmates/co-workers. otherwise channel it into helping people with things they can't do themselves/solving their problems while grumbling about how fucking stupid they are. you could also finish household chores and with your exhaustion, calm your anger. i know there's so much you want to say and it makes you feel like you could burst, but channel that anger into mundane tasks to get them done faster, finishing that side project earlier. and the satisfaction will quell that terrible rage, trust me.
mars in the 7th:
fuck up all your personal relationships and one on one communication and brood like there's no tomorrow, man. other things you could do are: changing your entire wardrobe to spite the person you're angry with, listening to heavy rock metal that somehow speaks to your soul at the moment and go wild on a shopping spree. the tornado in your head won't completely disappear, i know, you passive aggressive fuck, but it'll help, i can assure you that.
mars in the 8th:
plan hypothetical revenge on your object/person of anger. i know it's not satisfactory unless you back up that bark with bite, but i advise you to not do that, because you'll feel terrible afterwards. so the notion that you could get revenge, if you wanted to, is satisfying in and of itself (just don't actually want and do that, i'm saying this for your own good). listen to your favorite metal band and scream like there's no tomorrow. or tell the people you're angry with how you plan to eviscerate/castrate them in vivid detail in your head. you'll feel a lot, i repeat A LOT calmer.
mars in the 9th:
run away from it. literally. complete avoidance has always been your best strategy, hasn't it? i suggest preaching about why you're angry to anything that will listen: a wall, a donkey, babies too small to crawl away. think about affirmative action, man, and for god's sake, face the source of your anger instead of running off on a road trip with no money just for the hell of it. heck, play that weird airport finding game in an unknown place you're gonna have to navigate on your own. or play video games in general: don't let that energy go to waste.
mars in the 10th:
channel that ball of righteous fury into your ambition and dexterous work ethic (translation: become even more of a workaholic than you already are) and shove your success, your regained dignity, your perseverance right to their faces. you are made of poison and stardust, and that is the greatest strength that belies your anger. use that strength to work miracles. or smoke weed, but that's not exactly a good thing 0/10 would not recommend. but don't, i repeat, don't take it out on your personal relationships. that's exactly what will lead to your downfall.
mars in the 11th:
do NOT use it to fuel your god complex. i know you're angry at the world and how frustrated you are--i am too, but AN IDEOLOGY IS NOT A SOLUTION BECAUSE ITS APPLICATIONS IN REALITY ARE VASTLY DIFFERENT THAN THEY ARE IN THEORY. you're seeing an injustice? make sure it is not one anymore. plan it out, how you'll right all these wrongs: with your friends, with people who share the same views as you. dissect and analyze these problems and annihilate them but i repeat: DO NOT LET ANGER TRANSFORM YOUR EGO INTO A GOD COMPLEX YOU WEIRD WONDERFUL SHIT IT WILL DESTROY YOU
mars in the 12th:
don't get others to unleash your anger or manipulate them into being assertive for you. just don't, that's freaking pathetic. i strongly suggest you sleep: take a long, preferably 8 hour nap and cuddle something/someone. once you wake up, you'll be looking at it from a newer, fresher perspective and will actually find the energy to express your anger appropriately instead of using other people as puppets that dance under your strings. music would help to calm you down, as well. so try that first, all right?