the-light-of-the-sun

anonymous asked:

Oh come on I meant Ui :(((

I can definitely do a meta on how much Ui is suffering right now. 

First and foremost, the moon is a card that represents obfuscation. 

The Moon is a card of illusion and deception, and therefore often suggests a time when something is not as it appears to be.

The reason it’s tied to the Jungian concept of shadows, or that that concept is called “Shadow” in the first place is because subconscious thoughts and desires are usually hidden by conscious ones. 

The Moon provides light as a reflection of the Sun, yet this light is dim, uncertain, and only vaguely illuminates our path as we journey toward higher consciousness. The pool at the base of the card represents the subconscious mind and the crayfish that crawls out of the pool symbolises the early stages of consciousness unfolding.

In periods of low light, or when the conscious mind weakens, that’s when the shadows are at their longest. Just as when the moon starts to arise, your own shadow lengthens and becomes more apparent than it would have at midday. 

The counter to the moon’s hidden shadows and obfuscation, is actually a very Ui trait. 

Vigilance and clear perception will be necessary to find that which is hidden before it is too late. 

When he’s shown to be most conscious and put together, that’s when Take, Arima, Hairu, and even Sasaki are alive, Ui is an advocate for both justice and justice pursued with a clear head. 

However, Ui also during this time already has clear feelings brewing underneath the surface. Repressed resentment, fear, and insecurity felt towards Sasaki, and even Arima’s preference of Sasaki.

Look even at his memory, everything is drawn clearly drenched in shadow. Haise’s face is not seen, Arima’s eyes are shadowy as Ui can’t discern his intentions, and Ui himself is framed in one circle of light which behind it there’s nothing but blackness. 

The chapter after this 39, which Ui was also featured during where he scolds Kijima and calls him a maniac for dirtying the name of the CCG and breaking the countermeasures law, is called “Depths.”

It goes beyond this, as in the cliffhanger to chapter 92, it’s specifically Ui whose drawn entirely in shadow as he approaches Miza.

It’s not the first time that Ui has been drawn as a shadow lurking before the introduction of a fight. There have been, repressed desires and prejudgices, and also shadows as a physical symbol lurking throughout the entirety of Ui’s arc. He also is the first one to guess the hidden meaning behind Furuta’s own dodgy shadow game.

His face becomes covered in shadow, and then the panel cuts to all black as he says this. Then cut to the current arc in Tokyo Ghoul. Ui, under Furuta’s encouragement has decided to fully embrace the shadow that was always hidden under his desires. 

We see this in the way that he’s drawn, a simple outfit change from pure white to pure black with shadowy markings underneath his eyes. 

Not only that, but as Ui’s drawn in this latest chapter, his face is completely covered in shadow and the way he’s rendered in opposition to Take it’s basically dripping off of him. 

He’s colored in heavier and scratchier than even the black clothes that squad zero wears underneath their suits. 

This is of course, symbolic of Ui’s fully embracing of his shadow. His decision to act entirely on his desires instead of what he thinks is right instead. 

This also reflects a meaning of the moon tarot card. Ui at the moment, has no idea what he’s fighting for anymore.

Oftentimes, the Moon appears in a reading when you are not sure of your destination, or even of the path you are travelling but you travel nonetheless. You may have lost your way and are now left to walk in the dark, guided only by your inner light and intuition. 

The only thing he can hold onto at the moment is an idealized past. Of course, the tragedy of his confrontation with Take is Ui could have been given something to fight for if he simply was told what was going on.

Of course Ui has a streak of severe disgust and hatred towards ghouls, whereas Take in the past has shown leniency and even been spared by ghouls like Kaneki. Arima had legitimate reasons not to want to keep Ui in the loop.

At the same time though, by choosing not to inform Ui, Arima and Take by extension have really robbed Ui of the right to make an informed decision. Rather than knowing the whole picture, Ui is only really acting on partial information which is what makes him especially vulnerable to Furuta’s manipulation. 

Just like all other characters in this arc, he’s currently falling victim to the illusions of the moon, and it seems more and more unclear as time goes on what his path ahead should be or what the truth even is. His frustration at Take is that he can’t understand at all Take’s inscrutible face and what his reasons for raising a blade against the CCG were.

Part of his frustration is just not being able to understand, not only was he left alone but he was blindsided at the same time. The solution to this as suggested by the moon card would be to allow the inner intuition to guide you.

The Moon is a card of intuition and psychic forces, so let go of your conscious mental blocks or negative self-talk, and allow your intuition to guide you.

However, the only light and hope guiding Ui at the moment seems to be his own desire and want for Hairu back. If only he could remember that the justice he once stood for could be an equally strong guiding light. Until that point he may have no way to navigate himself out of these shadows. 

Major Arcana - XVIII - The Moon

Illusion, fear, anxiety, insecurity, subconscious

The Moon is the card of intuition, dreams and the unconscious. The Moon provides light as a reflection of the Sun, yet this light is dim, uncertain, and only vaguely illuminates our path as we journey toward higher consciousness. 

epiphany in a sunrise

something, a little special
that I just realized
in this early early
drowsy morning time
with the blooming hues
of a sunrise
reflecting cheerfully
off of my dark eyes

clouds, as everyone knows,
are white
but that’s only because
we, the dreamers and believers
are always looking up, right?
facing the the sun,
early morning or night
sides of the cloud tinted
with colored light
and the one facing the sun
is quite bright
while the shadows
trail behind

with an appearance like that
sometimes it’s hard to remember
that clouds are really just plain white
and probably just change
based on their surroundings

clouds
are somewhat
just like people,
don’t you think?

Things that took me way too long to learn about colour theory

-colours are nothing but RELATIVE
-neutral backgrounds. NEUTRAL BACKGROUNDS. they make your colours pop because COLOUR. RELATIVITY. 
-rim light are a cheat sheet for making awe-worthy art
-on that note, DON’T DROWN YOUR DRAWINGS IN RIM LIGHT. LESS IS MORE.
-light purple + ‘multiply’ = BEAUTIFUL SHADOWS
-hell any light colour + ‘multiply’ = bam you have atmospheric shadows 
-orange/yellow light + blue/purple shadows (because our instinctual reference for light… is the sun. which is yellow/orange. and blah blah blah something light physics blah blah it makes the shadows the opposite colour, so opposite of yellow/orange sunlight is purple/blue shadows). I mean it’s a nice default but it’s not set-in-stone and other colour palettes add mood so GO ON WITH YOUR COOL LIGHTS AND WARM SHADOWS

(cont. if people are interested)

Aries: “The floods have passed. You won.you stand victorious now, gold medal around your neck. You have conquered and won every required.  Let the flames come roaring home. Let them carry your spirit, because I know you’re tired. Let joy fill you again. The time for war cries have passed, it is now time to sing. Let the flames drape you in warmth and illuminate world. Let them restore all that has been laid to waste. It is the healing era.”

Taurus: “You’ve been at war against change for so long, ironclad in your stubbornness. If only you could see that this time is going to bestow your wings upon you. Preparing for you to take flight; from a caterpillar cemented to the ground, into a stunning butterfly. You just have to be willing to take the leap and enter your chrysalis first. This is no easy feat since there is no instant gratification here. You must put in the effort and persevere. You can do it.”

Gemini: “Time to grow quiet and reflect. You’ve wallowed in naïveté, and played in a childish mindset for too long, my dear. Being loud, screaming and laughing, jumping up and down until the ceilings rattle with joy. It’s time to silently ponder and deliberate carefully; especially in regards to what fate has in mind for you. It may not always be easy, the road may be rough. But hold on. Have faith that it all changes with time.”

Cancer: “I know sometimes the change looks scary, but it’s time to let it come. You already wore the crown and your reign was glorious. Let someone else take the stage, and pass the baton. You aren’t stepping down, just stepping aside. You don’t always have to be the image of sheer perfection. Let yourself fall every once in awhile. Being held up on a pedestal has to get exhausting every once in awhile.”

Leo: “This is it, your shining moment. All eyes on you, watching you light up the room like the sun. Take the risk, step up to the plate and give it your best shot. Aim your arrow and point it true. You cannot miss. Be sure of your steps because you’re heading in the perfect direction for you. We are all cheering you on. Can’t you hear us? We want nothing but the best for you right now.”

Virgo: “The world applauds you for all that you’ve done, but the time has finally come. Lock the door, lay down, close your eyes and breathe. Feel the weight of the world fall off your shoulders.  You do not have to carry the burden of everyone’s sins anymore. You are not responsible for kissing every single scraped knee better, and mending each broken heart. Allow yourself to focus on what you need. You can’t expect to save anyone if you yourself are drowning, my dear.”

Libra: “I know the storm is raging. The thorns sprouting from your blooming roses deprive your buds of the little sunlight they initially had. You’re feeling just as suffocated and trapped right now. Everything around you is a whirlwind of chaos, but don’t let that break you. Stand stronger than the storm pounding against you. Learn to make yourself big, even in the smallest of places.. Purchase some weed cutters; treat yourself to a solution, even if it’s temporary. Have faith in knowing that the storm will pass and the sun will radiate once more.”

Scorpio: “Heed my warning you stubborn child. Listen to me, I’ve been here before. This isn’t criticism or condemnation. It is just firm advice from someone who only wants to see the best in you. Who only wants to watch you succeed. By allowing the red haze of fury to cloud your mind, you surrender your better judgement. Every time you drink the poison you lose another piece of yourself to make room. The pressure builds inside you like a volcano and when you erupt; your pride, and joy will be your only casualties. You’re strong enough to let this shit go so, do it.”

Sagittarius: “Your words drip like venom from your fangs, digging under others skin. I know you think it shouldn’t hurt, but god does it ever. And yet, here you are, a beacon of optimism with a grin plastered on your face. What a beguiling cluster of traits you are. I can’t figure you out, and I suppose I’m not meant to. But if we could find some kind of peace that doesn’t give me anymore scars or leave you any more upset, I would call that a victory.”

Capricorn: “You’ve locked yourself in a tower for so long. Thinking that the only way to stop missing the sun’s warm glow is to never feel it in the first place. Open yourself up again. I know it terrifies you inside. But just because it gets rather cold some nights doesn’t mean the heat isn’t worth it. You can’t survive on your own forever. Eventually you’ll need to reach out. Just know I’m here waiting. Hand outstretched, waiting for your firm grasp.”

Aquarius:  "Time to look forward to a new sunrise. Grab your jacket and let’s go! You have so much to show the world and so much to accomplish. The church bells are ringing for you. Your time has come. They are calling you, coaxing you into glory. Do not be scared, this is the blank page you have been craving for. You just have to take the risk and jump. To push your fears aside, leave them behind. They won’t do you any favors.“

Pisces: “Use your innate strength as fuel for your inner flames and utilize them. You are a goddess and you own that shit! Time to start acting like it. Make these flames dry your tears, make them dance for you beneath the spotlight. Use them as a shield, or a deadly weapon. Make them your tool to carve art onto every inch of your world. Whatever you do, just make it yours. Because, Honey if you can tame the roaring flames within you- you can tame anything”

—  This Week In Astrology (Co-Written by @babygirlastro )
☀️ magickal tips for the august 21st eclipse 🌑

on august 21st, during the new moon in leo, the moon will pass in front of the sun in a total solar eclipse. with three planets in leo and five planets total in fire signs, this is a great time to cast spells that deal with power, authority, creativity, justice, starting new projects, and personal empowerment.

to fully utilize the energy of this eclipse, i would highly recommend timing your spell to occur during the exact moment of the eclipse. in my opinion, it doesn’t matter if you can see the eclipse or not. those of us who practice cosmic witchcraft draw from the energy of the stars often, and light pollution prevents us from fully viewing the night sky. in this instance, timing is far more important than location.

planetary placements:

  • ☉ ♌ (sun in leo)
  • ☽ ♌ (moon in leo)
  • ☿ ♍ (mercury in virgo)
  • ♀ ♋ (venus in cancer)
  • ♂ ♌ (mars in leo)
  • ♃ ♎ (jupiter in libra)
  • ♄ ♐ (saturn in sagittarius)
  • ♅ ♈ (uranus in aries)
  • ♆ ♓ (neptune in pisces)
  • ♇ ♑ (pluto in capricorn)

aspects:

  • sun conjunct moon
  • sun/moon trine saturn & uranus
  • sun/moon conjunct mars
  • mercury oppose neptune
  • venus square jupiter, quincunx saturn, square uranus, oppose pluto
  • mars sextile jupiter, trine saturn/uranus, quincunx pluto
  • jupiter sextile saturn, semisquare neptune, square pluto
  • saturn trine uranus, square neptune
  • neptune sextile Pluto

spellcasting tips:

  • eclipses are all about balance, and the placements of this eclipse are all about balancing fiery energy with the rest of our solar system’s major cosmic players. (see more on eclipses and balance here.)
  • the moon is dimming the light of the sun, but this powerful event is taking place in the sun’s sign leo. further empowered by a near conjunction with mars, and two trines by this fiery trio to saturn and uranus, these planets are in excellent alignment to help you chase your ambitions in a measured, balanced way. exercise the caution and discipline of saturn and utilize uranus’s intuition and creativity.
  • be sure to consider the planets that are not currently in a fire sign to emulate the balance of the eclipse, particularly jupiter, which is the only planet in an air sign. i would suggest deliberately incorporating tools or representations for air to ensure your spell isn’t lacking in the element’s positive qualities.
  • if you won’t be able to sit down and take some time to cast your spell during the eclipse, you can prepare your spell beforehand and leave things to charge until a predetermined time during the eclipse. set aside five minutes to cast your spell, in whichever way you choose, from wherever you are during the hours of the eclipse.
    • from work, you could draw a sigil that will activate a spell jar at home.
    • sit down at your desk or in the break room and visualize the eclipse from space, seeing the moon’s shadow upon the earth, envisioning the fused solar and lunar energy filling you to the brim with power.
    • create a sachet, spell jar, necklace, or some other magical object and leave it outside to charge in during the hours of the eclipse.

more on eclipse magick here.

  • Sun in Aries: Developing pride in themselves and their worth, their right to existence
  • Sun in Taurus: Developing pride in their body, soul, and inherent natural essence
  • Sun in Gemini: Developing pride in their mind and its quirks and qualities
  • Sun in Cancer: Developing pride in their creation, their life, experiences, memories and family
  • Sun in Leo: Developing pride in themselves, their natural essence, exuberant expression, and light
  • Sun in Virgo: Developing pride in their skills, talents, natural abilities, and quality of mind
  • Sun in Libra: Developing pride in their intrinsic importance and the impact they have on others
  • Sun in Scorpio: Developing pride in their rich internal resources, their hidden magic and resilience
  • Sun in Sagittarius: Developing pride in their quality of mind, ability to synthesise universal information, and the positive impact they have on others
  • Sun in Capricorn: Developing pride in their multiple, unnoticed accomplishments, in the strength of their resilience
  • Sun in Aquarius: Developing pride in their individuality and differentness, in their quality of mind and natural genius
  • Sun in Pisces: Developing pride in their compassion, empathy, and healing potential, in their creativity and susceptibility to guidance from the spiritual world

their first “couples” shirts (naruto picked them out)

You think that just because they’re up on that stage; screaming and smiling, that they are safe. That their lives are perfect. Watching them light up an arena, they feel invincible. But nobody is safe from the inside. Nobody. This man and the whole of Linkin Park are the reason I ever became a part of the community I am today; who make me feel loved and welcomed. The reason I discovered the band who inspired me to play guitar. The reason I began to fight back against the crap that was thrown my way. This is why it’s important to speak out; whether the world knows who you are or not. The world lost a true legend today. Rest in peace :’(

GoT S07E03 Thoughts

And here we go again.

As always, these are my rambling nonsensical thoughts on the episode, but disclaimer, my stream lagged so i missed maybe 30 seconds to maybe a minute of the episode. Let’s begin. 

Jon and Tyrion’s conversations had to be some of my favourite scenes from this episode. That shared smile between them when Jon first lands on Dragonstone and they greet each other was so pure. There is potential for a great friendship between them. They both have an understanding for each other that they don’t share with anyone else. Jon as a bastard and Tyrion as a dwarf. This was evident in earlier seasons too, but more so now that they have both found their places in the world. They respect each other, but they’re fighting for very different causes (and for different reasons) and I wonder if this fledgling friendship will become a point of contention for them later in the story.

Anyway, I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t say that one of my favourite scenes had to be Tyrion and Jon’s conversation about Sansa. What I loved about this scene was although it was fleeting, it still gave us Jonsa feels (if you’re inclined to read the scene this way anyhow). 

When Tyrion says, “does she miss me terribly?” Jon is very quiet and they let that silence play on long enough for it to be a significant marker in a conversation. Jon didn’t want to talk about it. It wasn’t an awkward silence; it was absolutely an annoyed, aggravated silence. And then what’s great is that Tyrion immediately went on the defensive and says that the marriage was never consummated. 

It’s a strange thing to say, especially when they were so friendly earlier. Wouldn’t it be safe to assume that if Jon had any suspicions that Tyrion had hurt/touched Sansa against her will that exchange would’ve gone very differently? There was clearly no need to mention it at all, but yet Tyrion did and Jon’s response was “I didn’t ask” in a clearly annoyed tone that suggested if this topic didn’t end soon someone was going to get choked out. Either Jon really hates the thought of Sansa with another man he turned into grumpy kitten Jon or he doesn’t want to think about his sister having sex at all. But bear with me here, if it’s the latter, why have this dialogue at all? There’s no narrative reasoning for this whatsoever unless Jonsa is a real possibility in the future and we’re supposed to continue to think about Jon, Sansa and ‘sex’ in the same line of thought.  

Okay, okay, admittedly my shipping goggles are on, but I still maintain the fact that it’s a weird piece of dialogue to have. If all they wanted to do was establish Sansa as a real political player, they could’ve cut that entire 2-3 lines out and just went straight into:

“She’s smarter than she lets on.”

“She’s starting to let on.”

And now that we’re onto the topic, I absolutely believe the mention of Sansa’s intelligence here serves two purposes. The first is to establish Sansa as a real political player here. She’s been underestimated by everyone in Westeros, but she’s far smarter than anyone gives her credit for (yes, even Jon).

In fact, jumping straight to Winterfell, you are given a whole scene of Sansa demonstrating that intelligence – not only in keeping everyone fed, but in keeping the soldiers protected. She understands what it takes to rule. But what I love about this sequence of scenes is Littlefinger praising her then going on to claim to know Cersei better than everyone and Sansa just shutting him down, saying she knows her better. Once again, we’re being forced to consider all that Sansa’s learned from Cersei. She just didn’t learn how to play the game but she learned Cersei herself. If anyone can outplay Cersei, we’re being led to believe it’s Sansa. 

Why I think this is important is how this episode also demonstrated that Cersei is once again one of the smartest and most devious rulers in Westeros. She completely outmaneuvered Tyrion, Daenerys and Olenna. People think her ‘madness’ from losing her children will make her weaker, but she’s still as shrewd as ever. She is very much Tywin’s daughter, but she’s much more ruthless. Tyrion may be smart, but thus far? He’s not as smart as his sister. 

But who is? 

Well, there’s a ‘queen’ in the North who is, and the more I think about it, the more I think this quote is actually referring to Sansa: 

“Aye. Queen you shall be… until there comes another, younger and more beautiful, to cast you down and take all that you hold dear.”

Because Cersei is right. Dany is a revolutionary, not a ruler. She can conquer and free slaves, but she doesn’t know how to rule. She’s not nearly as intelligent as Cersei in playing the Westerosi game, but Sansa is. She’s learned from the very best after all. Whether I’m wrong or right, I am convinced Sansa’s role in this war will be far greater than just ruling Winterfell in Jon’s stead. 

Its second purpose is basically to reaffirm Jon’s faith and trust in Sansa and her judgement. But what I found interesting is the way he says it is almost in an exasperated way, like he knows she is and she continues to “twist him in a way no one else can” because she’s too smart for her own good. But alas, the shipping goggles are on, so take that what you will. 

Now onto the big anticipated meeting. Honestly, I enjoyed Jon and Dany’s interactions. The juxtaposition of them as individuals and rulers were pronounced in the last episode, but they were even more glaringly so in this one. While Dany continues to talk about her rightful place and her indignation that he refuses to acknowledge what is hers, Jon continues to fight for his people and the war up North. I mean that’s just the thing, isn’t it? Every mention of Dany being this benevolent ruler who cares about the people doesn’t actually come from Dany. She doesn’t actually say she wants to save the people of Westeros. It’s always someone else because maybe, just maybe it’s not really her true purpose here in Westeros. Yes, I don’t believe she would be indifferent to the loss of innocent lives, but if it was the only way to get her to that throne, wouldn’t you think she’d do it? Wouldn’t Dany say ‘to hell with all of it’ and fly her dragons and burn everything in sight for that throne? If it was her only option, she would choose herself over the people. 

Hell, she even says it. After her speech about all she’s overcome, she says the only way she’s endured any of that was because of her faith in herself. While it’s a good speech if you take out the context, Dany’s survived and persevered this long because of her unwavering belief in her birthright, which was to rule on the Iron Throne. Everything else comes second to that. And I refuse to believe that the ultimate hero of the story is someone who believes themselves a hero and entitled to a kingdom. 

Whereas Jon was thrust into his position. He would choose the people over himself and that difference was emphasised by this quote they just had to repeat twice: 

“…took a knife in the heart for his people.”

Also, the fact that Jon cut Davos off before he could blab about Jon’s resurrection and Dany’s fixation on this feels highly foreboding. It’s definitely going to come back up, but in what way, I don’t know. 

Objectively speaking, I could see how Jon3rys could be hinted in this episode, as Jon and Dany come to understand each other, but personally, I believe it’s a tentative alliance at best that borders on an impasse rather than actual understanding. Right now, they can work because Dany has bigger fish to fry and Jon needs dragonglass. But when their objectives clash? What then? You could even see this opposition highlighted in the way they were filmed on that cliff. They’re standing together yet they’re facing opposite directions. They spend far more of that scene looking away from one another than looking eye to eye. Having their first one-on-one interaction being filmed in the light is also quite telling. The sun can be a symbolic source of goodness, but it can also be an oppressive force. Actually, it made me think of this quote from Albert Camus’ The Stranger: 

“The sky was already filled with light. The sun was beginning to bear down on the earth and it was getting hotter by the minute. I don’t know why we waited so long before getting under way. I was hot in my dark clothes […] it was inhuman and oppressive.“

Jon is a man of the North. His season is winter. I’ve said in previous metas that having Jon’s resurrection coincide with Winter’s arrival was symbolilc. Where usually in literature winter represents a time of stagnancy or even regression in the hero myth, for Jon, it represents rebirth and growth. Winter is a time for Starks. Having such sunlight bearing down on them in this scene (looking more like summer than winter) and Jon still wearing his furs seems to forewarn perhaps bad consequences with this alliance. 

For my Jonsa shippers, this is the exact opposite in how Jon and Sansa’s scenes are shot. They’re almost always in dimly lit areas or surrounded by candlelight, and snow is usually falling. Their reunion also coincided with Winter’s coming, so don’t despair if you are over Jon3rys meeting. 

Speaking of how scenes are shot, Sansa and Bran’s reunion couldn’t be more of a stark (ha ha) difference to Jon and Sansa’s. Yes, he was never going to run towards her, but she didn’t nuzzle him. I’ve always said the choice of having Sansa nuzzle Jon’s cheek was a bizarre one. It’s just odd. People don’t nuzzle their family members. But maybe she wasn’t in the nuzzling mood, fine. Go to the godswood scene though and there just seems to be such a distance between Sansa and Bran. I think that’s partially Bran being the Three-Eyed Raven as well because the distance was also entirely about who he is now as well.

Anyway, Clearly in the books Bran’s importance and power is more obvious, so they had to demonstrate somehow that Bran as the Three-Eyed Raven can see everything. But why does he bring up Sansa’s wedding? If they wanted to show off his power, they could have him bring anything else up, so why her wedding? Why bring up Ramsay at all? Shouldn’t Bran know better than that? Especially to tell her she looks beautiful that day after already implicitly saying he knows what Ramsay did to her. It feels unnecessarily cruel for Bran who, while seemingly distant, does love her. It has to serve a purpose for them to write that in. Perhaps foreshadowing a future wedding in the cards for Sansa? Perhaps a fake one to LF? Or maybe something further down the line where it’ll be the opposite of everything she had with Ramsay. No godswood, no beautiful white dress, no snow falling, but with someone she loves and who loves her. I don’t know but I’m just speculating here. 

Moving on to my favourite scene in the episode though: Cersei with Elaria. Honestly, Lena Heady is a phenomenal actress. Everyone is so focused on Cersei being this horrible evil villain, but you forget the real nuances to her character. When she asks Elaria why she killed Myrcella, it was delivered in such a vulnerable tone. You really, truly get a glimpse of the heartbroken, grieving mother who just tried to do her best for her children (whether that best was actually good or not), but then immediately after, you get the vindictive, cunning and formidable Cersei as she kisses Elaria’s daughter. It was amazing. Horrible but amazing. 

Second favourite scene had to be Olenna’s. What is there to say? She is the Dowager Queen of Badass Bitchery and Snarky Comebacks. Give me a great, complex female villain any day! I wouldn’t even call Olenna a villain tbh. But what I mean is I would 150% take morally grey or morally corrupt female characters over your atypical one-dimensional girl-next-door ones any day, week or month.  

Stray thoughts that I don’t have time/energy to write about:

Did anyone else get flirty vibes between Tyrion and Dany? 

And does anyone think Jorah’s “perhaps our paths will cross again” sound entirely too foreboding for Sam?

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sweethearts on a coffee date ♡ ♡ ♡

Oceans in Your Eyes | M

↳ “You don’t even know my name, yet, you want to take me out?” You raised an eyebrow, looking into the eyes of the adamant man as you rolled yours, “as if.”

Précis; Shattered seashells, slithering seaweed and dusty speckles of sand laid around the vast expanse of crystal waters — yet, he only goes to the beach to see you.

Note: This fic is my enemy, we fist faught numerous times, *whispers* im rusty bewar e. | Words ➳ 16.8k

Genre & Warnings: Fluff and humor. Just something soft with a side of light smut, hehe. | lifeguard au


The sun was brimming with light, blasting it’s heat towards the crystal waters as the ocean waves danced against one another. The fresh scent of salt and fish wafted within the air as it smashed your ability to breathe, the seagulls screeching from time to time and the palm trees dipping their heads towards the ground, shivering from the incandescent breeze. From your podium, you watched the many teenagers scream and laugh, chattering about as they were all having a good time until your eyes landed on a couple; eating to their heart’s content as your stomach screamed in envy, wanting to be fed immediately.

But that was just impossible.

Clad in your red swimwear, your skin shimmered with sunscreen, trying to bask in the sunlight while you looked around in hopes that no one was dying or being washed away within the tides all in the while trying to ignore your hunger. You didn’t even know how to swim well yourself, and saving people’s lives weren’t really your forte but with your piggy bank slowly puking everything out before you could even notice — not working and becoming a lazy being eating chips on the couch with no human interaction wasn’t even an option. You needed cash, you needed to have a great summer whether you became a stripper or found work in a bookstore, but with jobs swallowing every other person whole, being whatever you were -you refused to even say the word- was your last resort.

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