a/n: Your english is perfectly fine, there’s no need to apologize for it ^^
He tried to seem strong and not affected by your performance in front of his members, but he knew that he would not last for long so he excused himself to go to his room.
Once he was there he allowed himself to shed a few tears and think about all of your time spent together, wondering he made the right choice when he listened to his manager and broke up with you.
He was skimming over the TV channels when he came across the one that was showing your live concert. He stopped without even realising and imagined that you were once again in his living room doing silly songs to cheer him up.
Once he saw you start to tear up singing the melody you wrote for your one year anniversary he immediately turned of the TV and moved back to his desk, drowning himself in work so he couldn’t think about you.
Since the rest of the boys were close to you they wanted to watch your entire concert. They tried convincing Hoseok that he shouldn’t stay with them since they knew their friend was still not over you but he wouldn’t bulge of the couch.
Everything seemed to be fine until your last song when he started to cry his eyes out at the same time as you. His bandmates were there to offer him a shoulder to cry on.
”I miss her so much. I just want her back. i want to be able to hold her, and kiss her, and love her once again”
As if his heart ache was not enough, regret hit him once he saw you slowly breaking down on stage. He felt guilty for making you suffer and breaking your heart.
He wished he had the courage to call you and give it another try but his insecurities were stopping him.
“If we couldn’t make it work then, how could we succeed now”, so he just kept filling his mind with ‘what if’s’.
Same as Seokjin,he would try to hide his pain. Even if he was more successful that his eldest friend, the rest still noticed the way his gaze shifted to the wall behind the TV and his fists and jaw clenched when you started crying.
After punching the pillow multiple times in an attempt to get rid of his feelings once and for all, and failing miserably, he decided to send you a message.
”Can we meet up?”
They were the opening act before your concert, but even if the boys went back to the dorms he stayed back to watch you.
When he saw you started to tear up he knew he had to do something. He knew that, just like him, you haven’t moved on yet. With new found determination, he was now impatiently waiting for you to finish so he could talk to you. He was going to make it work now matter what.
The last thing he needed after thinking about you 24/7 since you broke up, was seeing you on a huge screen crying.
He rushed to his room sliding to the floor the moment the door closed with a loud bang. He started crying after you, his first love, his first everything, all the emotions hitting him with more strength than before. He doesn’t know how long he’s been sitting there until he felt his phone vibrate in his back pocket and brought him back to reality. He wanted to ignore it, but something inside of him made him check who was texting him.
It was just a simple “I miss you” but his world started spinning again.
Happy twenty years of Pokemon, guys!! Words cannot describe how happy and grateful I am to Pokemon for existing. Like… whoa. It’s been around for twenty years today. As well as for myself, and for anyone else who got started on it when the show came out. And it’s still going strong. I still definitely cherish it, that’s for sure. It’ll always have a special place in my heart. No matter what Pokemon is doing these days with Ash. Whether who he’s with or where he is, it’ll always be something I love. But I have an extra soft spot for the orginal trio. That’s what really hits home for me. Ash, Misty, and Brock. It started for me with the three of them and that’s how it’ll always be. And everytime I hear the original theme song for it, I’m seven years old again, sitting in my living room and watching it before going to school. It’s been with me through my childhood and into my adult years. Which can be said for anyone because it’s not just for kids, it’s for people of all ages. That’s just another thing that makes it so great. I have so many wonderful memories of it, and it’s been apart of my life during the best years. So, I have the creators to thank, and the voice actors for bringing them to life. Cause if it wasn’t for them, this amazing franchise wouldn’t exist. And then there’s you guys for being so totally awesome with your fanart and keeping the spirit alive! So definitely keep that going and spread the pokemon love with that. Anyway though! Big, big shout outs to Satoshi Tajiri, Veronica Taylor for being the one and only voice for Ash Ketchum, Rachel Lillis for slaying Misty, and Eric Stuart for voicing Brock like no one else can. This goes for the whole Pokemon crew. Team Rocket, Mama Ketchum, Gary and Prof. Oak. Etc. And YOU guys on Tumblr for taking the time to read this nonsense! ;~; THANK YOU! And happy Twentieth Anniversary of Pokemon!! xoxo
I also wrote up a fic for today as well, because I have to celebrate in every single way I can.
Characters: Ash, Misty, Brock.
Summary: The trio dives into an album and share some laughs, some tears, and a whole lot of love. May contain pokeshipping.
【Marie Claire September Issue 2016】 BTS Suga’s interview
Q: I heard that BTS have successfully
wrapped up the Asia tour, you guys have been going overseas throughout 2 years,
you must be really busy.
really enjoy it. Because I’m living the life that I dreamed of when I was
young. The time difference between Brazil and Korea is 12 hours. We’re standing
on the stage on the opposite side of the world, it’s wonderful and I’m
thankful. It’s ok to sleep less.
Q: Even though you’re really busy, you’re
releasing a mixtape.
A: I wrote songs
on the plane when we’re going away and coming back, and after the concert, I’ll
work in the hotel room. It’s nearly done now and after the interview, I’ll go
and work on it.
Q: What kind of songs are you writing?
can’t hear the style of these tracks in BTS’ music. Especially the feelings of
the lyrics are very different. I expressed more straightforwardly about what I
think of youth. The contents about myself are also honestly included in there. I
like to include in subject matters such as the reality, goal, conflict, dream that
I’ve been experiencing from the late teens until the 20s.
Q: It seems that you usually think deeply
about these things.
it’s the time that I’m living in. As I listened to my friends who are at the same
age and my older brother’s stories, what they’re most worried about is that
they don’t have a clear dream. Because they’ve been living according to the
social framework. When they became an adult and when they’re facing the reality,
it’s completely different to what they’re thinking. They’d constantly think
more about about getting a job or about entrance examination questions.
Q: So, how is Min Yoongi spending his
live a bit more to see if it’s going well, but I can guarantee that I’m working
hard to live my life to the fullest.
Q: From writing the lyrics, songs to
producing, the mixtape is done completely by yourself. You seem greedy and
there are also many elements that you want include, right?
getting greedier as I’ve been doing everything. It doesn’t matter what it is, I
won’t allow myself to be half-hearted. I really focused on the perfection of
the mixtape. Especially when I was making
the track list, I thought about it a lot. I thought about how to make the flow,
and how to make the stories that I want to convey clearer. The mixtape is made meticulously
like an actual album.
Q: You chose to make a mixtape instead
of an album.
answer is simple. The purpose of it is to try everything that I want to do,
that’s how I started. While trying to express myself transparently, I wanted to
make music in the way that I’m thinking and following my own heart. The lyrics
are also written freely.
Q: Is the music that you made so
freely a lot different to the music that you made as BTS?
That’s why I’m releasing the mixtape as ‘Agust D’ and not my name ‘Suga’.
Q: Before you started to promote under
BTS, you’ve been making music for a long time. You’ve had the experience of
releasing a mixtape before debut right?
I’ve released back then is the quality that I can’t let people hear it (laughs).
My thoughts have changed a lot while promoting under BTS for 3 years. Actually,
I was very daunted to debut as an idol. I thought ‘I was someone who just
constantly made music, but if I debut as an idol, the others will look at me
differently, right?’ But I realized that all of it was vain thoughts. Things
will change depending how you do it, it seems that I was in serious agony and
attached a burdensome meaning to it. I was always in the mode of strictness,
seriousness and earnestness (laughs). The framework that locked myself up at
the time, it feels like a fence now. My mind is at ease now. I also took out a
bit of my stubbornness towards music. How should I put it? I feel like my
vision is a lot broader than before.
Q: It’s like a
process of growing up.
A: Yes. It is. My
confidence has become a lot more solid. It’s the same with everyone in BTS. You’ll
know when you put all the thoughts that 7 members have been thinking, and we’re
more confident in performing. The musicality, choreography, performance and
stage set, each element is important but I think it’s possible to produce a
plausible result when you mix everything together properly in one place. We
must do our best as much as on the stage. Our fans who comes to see our
performance, I want to show them more than what they’ve been anticipating.
Q: As much as you’re
greedy about the performance, it seems that the members share stories about
A: We work individually,
we organize what we’ve made and discuss about it when we’re together. It’d
stressful if we keep talking about work all the time.
Q: Where do you usually
get your inspirations from when you work?
A: I’m constantly
writing memos down. The things that I have in mind every moment, the emotions
that suddenly hits me, the words that suddenly comes up in my head, I write
everything down. I’d be blankly sitting there and browse through the things that
I noted down 2 – 3 years ago, good ideas would come to me. I also listen to
other musician’s music.
Q: Recently, who
do you mainly listen to?
A: I like the
lyrics that Lupe Fiasco writes, and recently I like the American rapper Desiigner
and I listen to rapper YG’s songs a lot. There’s a Korean duo called XXX, their
songs are really great. Ah, when I first heard vocalist Suran-ssi’s demo, I
fell for it so I asked her to feature in my mixtape.
Q: You listen to many
music, as much as liking to concentrate on your thoughts and feelings, having alone
time must be important.
A: Yes, that’s
right. I definitely need time for myself. There’s a time when I was sitting in
the studio alone for 10 hours. Actually, I’ll be goofing around for 8 hours and
work about 1 hours (laughs). It’s important to have the time to organize my thoughts
calmly in an empty room. Without those time, I’ll run off (to somewhere) and feel
Q: What’s your
favorite line that you wrote while sitting there alone?
A: A part from the song ‘Tomorrow’ - because the dawn right before, the sun rises is the darkest. Even in the far future, never forget the you of right now. I like
the feeling of these lyrics. The lyrics about comforting and growing up. I
want to make the music that people can easily sympathize with.
Q: After talking
with you, everything seems to be about music.
A: We can talk
about other things that I’m interested in. Um, about collecting music equipment? About
buying rings or necklaces/chains and bracelets? There’s nothing special
Q: As I look at BTS’
SNS, the atmosphere is usually pleasant. It seems that Suga is a bit quiet.
A: I have a bright
personality but I don’t really like the nosiness. Our Kakaotalk group chat is a
mess. We’re really hilarious. We take bizarre photos of ourselves and uploads
them, we take ugly photos (of each other) without permission and shares them. Yesterday,
the video of Yang
Sehyeong was shared and everyone burst
out laughing. There were a lot of ‘ㅋㅋㅋ’. We’re tired as we’re
working individually and have our own schedules but we laugh like this, we chat
and support each other.
Q: BTS is a group
that have been through a lot together and also released a mixtape with the
music that you want to do. As much as you’ve suffered, it seems that you’re
living your 20s fruitfully.
A: There’s a long
way to go to achieve the things that I want to achieve. I want to do better. I’ll
continue to make music for a long time. I’ll be glued to the floor. Like being
young, youthful in my 20s, I’ll live diligently when I’m in my 30s, 40s.