the woman who wants still to marry

Forgotten (M)

Originally posted by mayfifolle

Summary: Loving Kim Taehyung was just so cruel, since he only saw you as his childhood friend. But after years of wanting him to return your affection, you finally saw the look of love shine on his eyes - but it wasn’t meant for you. No, it was meant for her…
Pairing: Taehyung x Reader
Genre: Smut, Angst, bestfriend!au, university!au
Word Count: 4.5k
A/N: Original request here . 

Loving Kim Taehyung was like treasuring a forbidden artifact – you could appreciate it and love it from afar, but you could never touch it, never have it – just stand still and admire from a distance. Just like the artifact, he was untouchable and you could never have him the way you always wished for. Why? Well that was because he was your best friend since you were toddlers, but that was it.

You two were inseparable. Always playing and working together, making your classmates assume that you two liked each other. Of course, every time that accusation was made, you’d both deny it while saying how gross it was – but even then you knew you were lying.

At the mere age of 14, you realized that you didn’t just have a silly little crush on him anymore, no, you had fallen deeply in love with him. But who didn’t? His affectious boxy smile and playful bright attitude attracted many people towards him over the years, much to your dismay. But Taehyung always brushed it aside, and kept his attention solely on you. That is, once you two entered high school, then it all changed for the worse.

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Benvolio Montague: I’m a snarky drunk, who uses my boozing and womanizing to cover up the fact that secretly I’m a romantic artist, and I hate you.

Rosaline Capulet: I’m a witty and independent minded free thinker, who just wants to join a nunnery so everyone will leave me the goddamn hell alone, and I hate you.

The plot: you two must now get married!


Originally posted by ledudewithspecs

As per yesterday’s postings on strange fandom wishes for Sansa’s endgame, sometimes I equally don’t understand people wanting her to be this cold, aloof ice queen ruling alone.  I think the show has probably contributed to that imagery, because it doesn’t really exist in the books .  Again there’s that strong woman = emotionally severed from most other human beings BS that keeps popping up.  There is an underlying good intention of wanting her safe that should be acknowledged, but sometimes it’s at the expense of ignoring her characterization.    

If anything she was closer to being cold and aloof at the start of AGOT.  Courtesy and politeness are not equal substitutes for warmth and kindness.  Then by TWOW sample, we see she’s evolved to being self-assured and magnetic.  She’s no longer constrained by strict adherence to class boundaries and proper behavior.  She throws her arms around Lothor Brune in an impulsive hug for his support.  Younger Sansa would never hug a servant like that.  She runs like a free spirit with Myranda Royce not caring what anyone thinks.  This is not a woman shrinking back from the world, but someone who has seen much and still finding reasons to embrace other people.  Even difficult people.  She’s exceedingly patient with SR, talks him through his fears, and gives him just enough firmness that he starts behaving better.  She’s a natural nurturer and a good parent who has envisioned children in her future. 

And she still wants someone to love her for herself.  She’s only evolved to a point in the later books of being able to discern who wants her and who wants her claim.  The only reason she is entertaining this idea of marrying Harry is because it’s the hand she’s been dealt and she must decide if she is willing to play that hand if she wants to go home.  But there’s no rose colored glasses here.  She’s looking at him with a very critical eye.  There wouldn’t be a sense of settling here if she didn’t still hope that someone would like her as a person and equally important that she likes him too.  Wanting real love is not stupid or naive, only the way she pursued it and thought about it was.  Her standards have actually gotten much higher and tougher to pass muster.  

I feel sometimes as Sansa is a character that is screaming who she is and very few actually listen.  She’s grown even more loving, passionate, and intimately connected to others.  She’s become even more nurturing and maternal.  She’s more authentic, engaging, and kind.  She’s someone that draws strength from her connections to others.  I don’t understand how it would somehow be better for her that she winds up alone, childless, and immersing herself in a purely political life.  Just why?  Why would that be a kindness to wish for her when she’s repeatedly wished for the opposite?  It could not be more clear how important love and family is to her.  Not just her siblings and parents, but a family of her own someday.  Is love and family somehow incompatible with being a good leader?  Is love and family not compatible with overcoming her past trauma?  I absolutely despise all the implications of the lone ice queen and I see no evidence that this is what George intends.  The Sansa we’re seeing is stronger than a lone ice queen.  She’s seen how some of the most evil people in Westeros operate, experienced abuse and exploitation, and has every reason to never trust another soul again.  She still doesn’t retreat from people or life, she runs toward them and is willing to put herself out there again to find what’s real and good.  Her dreams are still mostly the same, just re-calibrated and balanced with experience.  Alone and aloof would be a absolute tragedy for her character, worse than dying.  It would really be the real death of her character.  

Lesson #106: Dating, Love, Marriage Vocabulary:

사랑 -love
사랑해요 - i love you
나도 사랑해요 - i love you too
사랑에 바찌다 - to fall in love
많이 좋아해요 - i like you a lot
저랑 데이트 하실래요? - would you like to go on a date with me?
나는 너와 시간을 더 보내고 싶어 - i would like to spend more time with you
여자친구/여친 - girlfriend
남자친구/남친 - boyfriend
바람둥이 - cheater
연상남을 만나다 - to date an older man
연하남을 만나다 - to date a younger man
연상여자를 만나다 - to date an older woman
연하여자는 만나다 - to date a younger woman
연애하다 - to date
헤어지다 - to break up
자기야 - honey
여보 - honey (married couples)
금사빠 - someone who falls in love easily
결혼하다 - to marry
프로포즈하다 - fo propose
약혼자 - woman’s fiancé
약혼녀 - man’s fiancée
미혼 - single
기혼 - married
소개팅 - blind date
보고 싶어 - i miss you (cute: 보고파)
뽀뽀 - kiss
키스 - kiss
난 니꺼야 - I’m yours
뽀뽀해줘 - kiss me
너 잘 생겼어 - you’re handsome
아름다워요 - you are beautiful
내 곁에 있어줘 - stay here with me
가만 있어 - stay still
별일 없지? - everything alright?
예쁘네요 - you are pretty
안아 줘 - hug me
안아주고 싶어 - i want a hug
첫눈에 반했어 - it was love at first sight
시간이 지날수록 더 시랑해 - i love you more everyday
관심 없어요 - i’m not interested

As always, i am not a tutor, teacher, fluent or native speaker! I post these lessons to help others learn as well as myself! Hope you enjoy!

Thanks guys!

The thing about Fitz is that he never expected Jemma to love him, ever. When he started to recognize his feelings for her, he hid them, SURE she wouldn’t feel the same way. You can see the resignation in his eyes when he gives her the oxygen, finally telling her he loves her only because it’s the only way he can convince Jemma to take the last breath.

“I love you, you see?” he tells her in not so many words. “And you’ll never love me back. I can’t stop how I feel, but I can use it for something good. Please, let me.”

And, of course, Jemma has no idea to respond to this except for hugging him and kissing him all over. But when she misses his mouth, Fitz takes it as a confirmation of his fears. He doesn’t expect her to bring him up to the surface; he expects to die.

When he doesn’t die, he finds that he’s not the same man he was. He didn’t prepare for the effects of his hypoxia any more than he prepared to deal with the consequences of his confession, and when Jemma leaves, he takes that as another rejection.

The rejection of his romantic interest was probably a blow, but again, it was something he expected. In the end, it was her apparent rejection of his friendship that hurt the most. He could have dreamed up a Jemma who loved him back, but instead he imagines a platonic Jemma who acts as a bridge between him and the real world. We know that this is Jemmaginary’s function because when Fitz finds another bridge by way of Mack, Jemmaginary tells Fitz that he doesn’t need her anymore.

By the time Jemma DOES come back, hoping to pick up their friendship where they left off, Fitz doesn’t know where to take it. And he could have said, “You didn’t love me back, how could you be so cold?” Instead he says, “We were partners for ten years, then I got hurt, and you decided that I wasn’t worth anything. I was just a random engineer to you, not a friend.” Of course, it wasn’t a very fair thing to say, and Jemma calls him on it. She doesn’t tell him, though, that she left because she thought it would help him. 

Does he decide then to say that she should have fell for him, that he deserved her love, that he thought she’d been leading him on? No, because Fitz doesn’t believe any of those things. In fact, he never mentions it again, except in a very vague way when he decides to leave the lab. Even then, he blames himself and not her. “I can’t work with you anymore. I’m not as capable, and the feelings I’ve tried to ignore simply won’t go away. I need to go somewhere else.” He blamed her before, but he doesn’t now, and Jemma is the one who has to fight for their relationship. He leaves anyway.

But Jemma doesn’t stop fighting. She reaches out for him when Real SHIELD tried to take over, and she creates the plan to smuggle the toolbox out of enemy hands. If she hadn’t offered an olive branch, Fitz never would have thought they could be friends again. In fact, he starts to wonder if she wants to be more than friends, but after his awkward flirting falls flat, Fitz decides that friendship is all that Jemma wants, and he’s okay with that.

That’s why he doesn’t want to talk about what happened in the pod when Jemma asks to talk about it. Fitz is embarrassed and sees the conversation as pointless. After all, he has her back as a friend, and that’s what’s most important to him. So when he tells her there’s nothing to talk about, he’s telling her that he gets it and he’s over it. They can forget he ever said anything, as far as he’s concerned. It’s not until Jemma tells him that she wants to talk about it because she feels the same way that he decides to go slow and ask her on a date.

But of course, she is taken away instead.

He works himself to the bone getting her back, but when he succeeds, he clearly thinks they are going to pick up where they left off. He holds her hand, but doesn’t try to kiss her. Instead, he asks for advice on how best to help her and is told that finally going on that date might be the thing she needs. He lays on the charm but stops when she cries, reverting to the friend he’s always been. When she tells him the impossible, that there’s another man, he decides to go back to friend mode permanently. 

It doesn’t help, though, when Jemma starts to make advances. She told him, though, that there’s another man, so what does that mean? Fitz tries to back off and save his rival like she asked, but eventually they get into a fight about it. Jemma tells him that he’s being too good, and he asks her what else she expects him to do. He’s her friend and she asked him for her help, so he’s helping her. He doesn’t kiss her until she basically dares him, and even when she kisses him back, he assumes that it’s a one-time thing. She had feelings for him once, but this other man is clearly better, and he can’t compete. 

It’s not until later, when the other man is dead and he can barely live with himself, that Jemma asks them to start over. Then, Jemma carefully makes advances again. She knows he’s hurting, so she gives him time to heal while strengthening their friendship. When she has an excuse, she holds his hand. When it feels natural, they kiss. But still, Fitz apologizes for moving too fast, since he doesn’t want to assume anything. She tells him he doesn’t have to wait for her, and that she wants them to move forward.

So, they move forward.

It’s not until then that Fitz starts to believe that Jemma loves him, and it’s wonderful. Not perfect, but wonderful. So wonderful, in fact, that he decides he wants to ask her to marry him. Only he doesn’t, because he’s not sure what her answer will be. Even after everything they’ve been through, he still worries that she doesn’t feel the same way he does.

And when he gets abducted and brainwashed into doing terrible things, he honestly thinks he’s lost her for good. Still, he’s decided that he can’t love anyone else. He cuts off all other romantic ties and resigns himself, AGAIN, to loving a woman who will never love him back. When she approaches him, he can’t even bear to see her disgust. No one is more surprised than he is when she comes and embraces him, and you can see on his face how much it means to him.

One of the beautiful things about the hug is that it’s a testament to the friendship they have and have always had, but Fitz still finds his ways to tell Jemma that he doesn’t deserve her love anymore.

Now, their relationship has been left in a very vague place, but if you look at their history, you can get an idea of what will probably happen: Jemma will fight for him again, just like she always has. Her biggest enemy is usually Fitz himself, but luckily, she knows how to get him out of their way.

I feel like it’s an important thing to point out, not just because it’s an important part of Fitz’s character, but because it’s been extremely consistent throughout the seasons. Fitz has issues with his self-worth, so of course he doesn’t expect people to love him, but he is also kind and compassionate enough that he values other people’s feelings over his own desires. Of course, he’s not perfect, but he always tries to put other people first, even at his own expense.

So, while I feel sad that this is a big character trait of his, it’s also something I love about him. I hope that one of these days he actually has time to accept Jemma’s love for him, but you know, this is a Whedon show.

I just read an article about a woman who got an abortion while six months pregnant because, even though she was married, she wanted to go to grad school and have a career. And to be honest, I was so disgusted because it was such a late term abortion, done at a time when the fetus could’ve been born and survived. And it was done despite being married. Even though I’m pro-life, I can still sympathize with teens and young adult women who are unmarried and afraid. But the woman in this article? I was unable to have any sympathy whatsoever. To be married, to get a third trimester abortion because you want to go to grad school and have a career, and to say that you don’t feel guilty about it? That’s just disgusting. 

Bloody Mikaelson’s - Kol x Reader

Originally posted by lovekolmikaelsonstuff

Pairing: Kol x Reader

Prompt: Kol is jealous about you being affectionate with everyone but him. He decides to tag along when you go shopping to try and get you to like him more. Fluff and confessions ensue!

Warning: Smut (?)



You sat down next to Niklaus on the sleek leather couch, phone in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other. As you lent against him, his arm automatically wrapped around your shoulders. You and Klaus were best friends, the kinda of friends that spoon at night and talk about relationship problems. You sighed contently as you sipped your coffee. Despite his psychotic tendencies Niklaus was the biggest cuddle whore ever.

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hubby - tom h.

Originally posted by spookymalfoy

author’s note: wow okay I’ve never written for tom holland before but here goes nothing??? I hope you don’t hate this but on the off chance you do, pls hate silently (read more bar is added because I wrote out what come to mind for Tom’s proposal and it made everything look so much longer lmao) 


  • Okay but like
  • Can we all just take a minute to imagine what marrying Thomas Stanley Holland would be like
  • Just getting engaged to that boy would be magical
    • He’d have this whole big thing planned
      • Literally every member of the Holland family plus Harrison would be involved in putting things together because if we’re being honest they all loved you just as much as Tom did

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AU where Ned told Robert the truth in time, they defeated the Lannisters together and Robert legitimized his oldest son. Gendry and Arya had their same adventures and maybe he followed her to Braavos and back… 

King Robert Baratheon and Lord Eddard Stark watched as their daughter and son, respectively, walked side by side near the river. As usual, the latter was mostly quiet and laughing at something the former, her usually loud self, had just said. Nearby prowled the familiar gray and white direwolf.

Robert’s eyes glistened with tears. “Oh, my friend,” he sighed wistfully. “But this is how it was meant to be.”

As he watched the two, Ned’s eyes looked haunted, as if he’d seen a ghost. Or two. And there was more than a hint of sadness in them as well. “They look the very sight of you and-.” His voice broke then, and he had to look away from the sight of the two of them.

Robert agreed with a silent, weepy nod. “Finally,” he choked softly on his words. “Our houses are truly to be joined.”

Ned glanced sharply at his friend and king. “Patience, your Grace. That will be up to the two of them.”

Robert scoffed and took ahold of his friend’s elbow so he was faced once again in the young couple’s direction. Ned’s daughter had just pushed Robert’s son into the stream and run away so the ex-apprentice smith had no choice but to run after her. “But they’re so clearly in love.”

Ned wasn’t sure he could deny the truth of the king’s words. “They may grow out of it yet.” He was only being stubborn because he had always thought, out of all his children, he would have the hardest time marrying Arya to someone. Not because no one would want her; she was beautiful like her aunt and just as willful. What man could not love her? Yet, he’d always been so certain Arya would refuse even the prospect of being with someone.

Yet, here she was. Clearly smitten. True, she was as of yet young and may not yet understand her affections. But they were there all the same. She’d struggled for two years in the war-stricken lands of Westeros side-by-side the smith-turned-prince. Now, Gendry was the first person she sought in the mornings at the Red Keep and on their current journey North. And Gendry was always the last person she saw before turning up out of nowhere to sleep.

Ned didn’t begrudge her the pairing. The truth was the boy was, despite his humble beginnings, more lordly or princely than any of the princes Ned had known since Rhaegar. Gendry was a fast learner who could now read, write, and recite the history of the Seven Kingdoms, among other talents he’d picked up in the time since Robert had legitimized him. The boy was brave and strong as well and had, if the stories could be believed, saved Arya’s life countless times during the years she’d been missing. Though she’d save Gendry’s life plenty too, Gendry never failed to reminded them.

“If ever there were two more plainly made for each other than these two,” Robert was sighing longingly again. “It was your sister and me.”

Ned disagreed but silently to the latter statement. Outwardly, he only nodded an acknowledgement to his friend. “They’re best friends and one’s just as stubborn as the other,” Ned allowed.

In truth, Robert and Lyanna had been nothing alike. In truth, Robert had never truly known Lyanna, could not ever have understood her. Ned watched as his youngest daughter and the new prince now crossed “swords” (Arya had challenged Gendry to a duel with large sticks from the forest) across the way. This boy, this Gendry, by contrast, seemed to know exactly who Arya was. A wolf. A warrior. A lady only by birth. And still he loved her just the same.

Ned recalled a conversation he’d had with the lad, shortly after his legitimization.

“I won’t make you marry my daughter,” Ned had told the red-faced boy gruffly. “Though it’s what your father desires.”

Gendry had stared at him in surprise then. “Make me?” He repeated the words as a question.

“Now that you’re a prince, boy.” Ned clarified. “Might be you’ll want to find a woman more suited to the title of princess.”

The truth was Ned just wanted to gauge both Gendry’s intentions and thoughts on Arya’s noble status in contrast to her behavior.

The boy grew redder in the face, though this time from anger, it seemed. “No.” He muttered stubbornly. “There’s no one more-.” He seemed to catch himself, remembering he was talking both to Arya’s father and a lord. A lifetime of submission to lords had followed him into the Red Keep. “What I mean, m’lord, is, for me, there could be no better match. But only if she’ll have me. In truth, no one could deserve your daughter, but-.” He seemed unsure.

Ned wasn’t sure he’d ever heard the boy talk so much at one time or, indeed, so passionately. “Go on, lad.” He encouraged him softly.

“I’m willing to spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy enough.”

Ned’s throat had gone as dry as a bone then. There would be no refusal on this end of the match. Ned had hoped he could depend on his fiery and fierce daughter to do so, but…

Ned thought then to the conversation with his daughter during which he’d broached the topic.

Earlier that day, Ned had noticed a chaste but intense hug pass between Arya and Gendry. Despite knowing what they’d gone through, it had never crossed Ned’s mind that his little wolf would have ever seen a boy that way. Sansa had always been the one singing the songs.

At supper that night, Ned had been explaining to both his daughters that, following the catastrophes that had befallen them so far, they didn’t have to marry anyone they didn’t wish to. Sansa had gazed at him gratefully. Her ordeals with the Lannisters had hardened her wishes to ever get married.

Arya, however, had looked curiously up at him. “If you were going to make us get married, who would I have to marry?” She asked in a voice of pure innocence.

Ned blinked in surprise at her. “I wouldn’t, sweet one.” He thought back to the hug from earlier in the day now. “Is there someone you had in mind?” He wondered out loud.

And for the first time in her life in Ned’s presence, Arya actually blushed. “No,” she murmured in the voice she used when she was lying. “I was just wondering.”

Then she blurted, “Is Sansa still to marry the prince, even though it’s a different one?” Her face was still red, but was it in anger now?

Sansa nearly choked on the honey cakes she was nibbling on then. They both looked at her father.

Ned was watching his younger one carefully. “Of course not, little one. Not if she doesn’t want to.”

Arya nearly glared at Sansa then. Sansa blinked in surprise at Arya, but a knowing smile grew on her face. “I just want to go home.” She murmured.

Arya actually looked relieved then.

As the king and his Hand gazed across the fields towards their children, both now laying on the ground next to each other and laughing, Ned realized he’d lost a battle he never thought he’d have to fight. Still, he surmised, as he watched the way Gendry gazed at Arya, as if never had there existed a more perfect person, he could have lost to someone much less worthy.

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msr headcanon: Scully takes Mulder to her high school reunion pretending he's her husband bc she's embarrassed that she's one of the only people of her class that isn't already married

by mldrgrl
Rated PG
Summary: This isn’t totally what you wanted, Anon, I’m sorry, but it’s the only way I can see it.

From time to time, mail still arrived at the house for Scully.  Technically, it arrived at the PO Box Mulder maintained where they used to collect their mail, but it had been his alone for two years.  At first, he used the trickle of mail that came through to call her, knowing full well it was mostly junk she’d never want, but it was the only legitimate excuse he had for awhile.  It had been quite awhile since her name showed up in his PO Box, but he didn’t need excuses anymore since he saw her nearly every day at work.

He brought her the Alumni Newsletter she received with a cup of coffee.  She thanked him for both, took a sip of the coffee, and then through the newsletter in the trash after a mere glance.

“You’re not going to read it?” Mulder asked, retrieving the sealed booklet from the trash can.

“A high school newsletter?  I don’t think I’ve ever read one.”

“Hm.”  Mulder ripped the circle of tape holding the pages together and opened it up.  “Rosalee O’Brien hyphen Bingham, senior class president, announces the 35th reunion for the graduates of the class-”

“I know what year I graduated,” she said, reaching across his desk to take the newsletter back.  “No need to remind me.”

“You don’t want to go?  It’s in…” Mulder paused and held the newsletter up and away from Scully’s searching fingers.  “June.”

“We don’t know where we’ll be in June.  A case could come up.”

“Never heard of personal time?”

Unable to grab the newsletter, Scully crossed her arms.  “Mulder, you wouldn’t know personal time if it walked through the door and bit you on the ass.”

“Well, things change.”  He gave her the newsletter which she folded and put in her briefcase.

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Noona Romances

Inspired by a shared love of Dalja’s Spring (and now Witch’s Romance), here’s a list off the top of my head of some of my favorite (and some just pretty good) noona romances in Dramaland.

  • Dalja’s Spring - my favorite noona romance. It has one of the more believable relationships I’ve seen in a kdrama, while still being filled with tons of fun fantasy sequences and even my second favorite drama trope, the contract marriage/relationship.
  • What’s Up Fox? - my second favorite noona romance. I love how it deals with the realities of dating a significantly younger man. Also I just enjoyed the main pairing, because it actually felt kind of believable, which is not something I often feel in a lot of other noona romances.
  • I Hear Your Voice - just a fun show in general, but most delightful because it totally shatters the poor young lamb’s infatuated vision of how this woman he’s loved for so long must be like (because she’s, y'know, a real person, who farts and burps and is messy)
  • The Woman Who Still Wants To Marry - loved this drama more for the friendship between the women, but man, I wouldn’t mind a Kim Bum of my own.
  • Biscuit Star Candy Teacher - an oldie, but still delightful (a young Gong Yoo!). Not at the top of my list, but a respectable middle-of-the-road.
  • Flower Boy Ramyun Shop - I think of this as the poor man’s cable version of Biscuit Star Candy Teacher. It’s fun, but forgettable. (But it’s got some nice kisses, because, y'know, cable – although nothing like Witch’s Romance. *fans self*)
  • I Need Romance 3 - I had issues with this drama in certain parts, but Sung Joon will forever be my noona puppy.
  • Baby-faced Beauty - this is a slightly weird one, because everyone thinks she’s younger than she really is at first, but the chemistry between Daniel Choi and Jang Na Ra is a delight.
  • I Do, I Do - a slightly disappointing drama in terms of pacing, but I still really enjoyed it.
  • Let’s Eat - the romance is super-duper low key (nearly non-existent until the end *sob*), but I still love this OTP to bits.

I’ve heard good things about Secret Love Affair, which is airing right now. I personally am not watching it, but I’m just adding it so you’re aware of it.

If anyone else knows of any other kdrama noona romances, please let me know! Because obviously I’m a fan. ^_^

(List created for vaginapillow and anyone else who’s curious.)


Chapter One
Björn Ironside X Reader

Your father, King Ecbert of Wessex, hadn’t told you about the arrival of the Viking Ragnar Lothbrok to the castle. But then again, he never told you anything, believing that you were as unimportant as the servants. He hadn’t cared for your mother either. Always more of a fan of your sister in law Judith, they’d lain together multiple times and you couldn’t understand how your brother was alright with it. But as soon as your mother died he payed less attention to you and didn’t even really acknowledge your existence. As soon as he started having meetings with Ragnar Lothbrok, he got Athelstan to teach you Norse, but no one told you why. If you had then you wouldn’t have done it. You learnt languages quickly because you had nothing else to do. So you were now fluent in Norse but had no idea what words were specific to their culture.

A few months after their first meetings, you were invited into the throne room. Greeted by the same bright blue eyes of the Viking. He looked at you carefully and now you could see a tall blonde man behind him, along with the usual entourage that came with him. Your father beckoned you over and after a side glare at him, you walked over to him.

“This is my daughter, Princess Y/n.” Your father smiled and you saw the blonde boy fidget slightly.

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anonymous asked:

how can you can you call yoruself bi if your married to a guy?

WHAT. I just. I can’t even.

I call myself bisexual because I *am* bisexual, as I understand the term (I’m personally more comfortable with “bisexual” as it’s the term that was in use when I came out, in, you know, 1986). As I understand it, bisexual means I have the potential to be sexually attracted to both men and women. Gender presentation does factor into attraction for me, so pan is not, as I understand it, the correct term for me.

I’m not attracted to ALL men or ALL women - just, you know, some of each, and not that it’s any of your business, anon, but I’ve also dated and had sex with both men and women in the past.  However, my sexual history with others is, in my opinion, absolutely irrelevant to my self-definition. Even if I’d never, ever been sexually intimate with a woman, or with anyone other than my husband, I’d still be bi.

I’m married to a man because I met a person who is one of the absolute best people I’ve ever, ever met, who I fell in love with, and we got married because we wanted to make that commitment, in that way, to each other. For us, it was meaningful. Marriage doesn’t change my sexual orientation, it doesn’t make me someone other than who I was.

I don’t even fucking know what else to say to this.

“My name is Celaena Sardothien. But it makes no difference if my name’s Celaena or Lillian or Bitch, because I’d still beat you, no matter what you call me.”
Hooo boy, Celaena is a character I didn’t like in the beginning, but now I wish she was my best friend. We’d eat candy together like there’s no tomorrow. I think I really like her because she’s this girly, beautiful woman who also happens to kick major butts.
I wanted to redraw her b/c the first time I drew her I wasn’t feelin her yet.

Save Me

[ Mafia AU ] 

Growing up you were thought of nothing more than a pretty face. Your only aspirations were chosen for you. Your job would be to become a token. You were the only daughter of a mafia boss.

You were to marry someone of your father’s choosing because after his death it would be up to you and your husband to continue his work. The only problem was you already had a boyfriend.

Kim Young Woo, he was an extremely handsome and capable man. He had money, power, and the leadership that allowed him to command a group even larger than that of your fathers.

To be exact… he was your father’s rival.

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Ivar Headcanons- Ivar's Ideal Woman (Viking Age)

@lustrxuss requested headcanons for both Viking Age and Modern Au for Ivar’s ideal woman. Don’t mean to offend anybody with these, they are just how I see our murder baby!


-He would not care too much about looks, but since Viking society puts a lot of stock on healthy children, he would probably lean towards a woman with “child bearing hips”. Someone who he thinks looks sturdy enough to go through potentially complicated births (due to the possibility their children could have his defect)

- As much as I think he wouldn’t care about looks (hair colour, skin colour, eyes colour, general body type, etc) I do think he would be picky. I can see him nitpicking a little on the details because he’s Ivar and he’s a little shit.

-Also, I think he would not want someone with a physical disability like him. He would see that as devastating for any future children (again, Viking society putting all their work on physical strength)

- She would need to want lots of children and not mind being constantly pregnant (hello, breeding kink)

- He would prefer to marry someone who is Viking. I don’t think he would care if she was a commoner or a princess, but I don’t think he would do well with the culture clash if she was of a different religion, especially if she was a Christian.

-He would look for a woman who is smart, but he would still want to feel like he is the more intelligent one.

-She has to be capable in running a home, and potentially helping to run a kingdom. She needs to be practical, logical, and a good leader.

-He wouldn’t want her to be completely docile, but nor would he want her to be a total wild woman. He would look for something in between, someone who could challenge him but who he could still get to “submit” to him on occasion

- He would want someone semi devoted to the gods, as he is very religious himself.

- He would look for a woman who could defend herself to a point. She doesn’t have to be a full shieldmaiden, but he has to know that she can protect his children if he is not there.

- He would want someone who would be compatible with him sexually, someone willing to cater to the dark beast that we all know he will become once he masters his sex issues

- He would look for someone with the potential to truly love him, because we all know he just wants LOVE.


Modern AU coming soon!

anonymous asked:

What do you think the RFA+Saeran would do if them and MC wanted to have kids but one of them was infertile?

Obstetrics and gynecology wasn’t exactly my favorite during my uni days (I preferred anatomy and pathophysiology), but this was interesting to read up on! Enjoy!


RFA + Saeran react to inferility


  • It’s not like you couldn’t get pregnant, but you’ve had miscarriage upon miscarriage
  • He was overjoyed when he finally thought you could have a baby that one time when the test came back positive
  • Only to find out that it was a cancerous mass that started to develop inside your uterus
  • You had to undergo chemotherapy for a year, and he was there to support you all the way
  • You finally finished your treatment cycles and was finally declared cancer-free, but then you were advised to not try to get pregnant within a year
  • You weren’t getting any younger, and the chances of you having a safe pregnancy were getting slimmer
  • He was worried too, but he tried to cheer you up as best as he can; however, you just wouldn’t come out of your slump.
  • He suggested that you use a surrogate instead, and you readily agree
  • The process of finding the right surrogate was longer than expected, but you found one at last
  • There was nothing wrong with your eggs and his sperm, so you had the fertilized egg artificially implanted on the surrogate
  • Cried when he finally had the baby in his arms


  • Neither of you were sterile, but you just couldn’t get pregnant even after two years of trying.
  • He wondered if it had to do anything about your busy schedules
  • So he decided to go on hiatus for a few months to see if you could conceive.
  • But still, nothing.
  • He was ready to be a dad, dammit.
  • But he couldn’t blame you either.
  • However, one of your younger cousins secretly gave birth out of wedlock, and asked if you could take in the child for her instead because she was scared of her family rejecting her.
  • He was unsure at first, but he couldn’t say no when he saw you look longingly at the infant.
  • So you took the baby in, and legally put them in your family register
  • Enjoyed every minute of being a father, even if it meant that you had to take turns waking up in the middle of the night to take care of the child.
  • Loved them just the same even when you finally got pregnant a year after.


  • What were that chances of both of you being infertile, right?
  • But her excessive caffeine intake caused her to have immature eggs
  • You had painful menstrual periods, and upon having yourself checked, you discovered that there were abnormal growths in your ovaries
  • Was worried about your condition more than hers, so she urged you to have yourself treated first
  • Read up on possible options for having kids, and discussed them with you.
  • You were a little terrified when she had you watch a video of childbirth, so you both opted for adoption instead.


  • Your ovaries have stopped working during your early 20’s, even before you met him
  • He still married you even when he knew your condition, and didn’t tell his father about it
  • However, being the only child, he had the responsibility of producing an heir
  • When his father learns of your infertility, he urges Jumin to separate with you and find a woman who can give him a child.
  • But he can’t do that to you, no.
  • Wouldn’t even consider surrogate services because he didn’t trust them to just cut off connections after giving birth and getting paid.
  • Not even in-vitro fertilization because that would require donor eggs.
  • Familial responsibilities still require him to have a child though.
  • You also wanted a child, and would look longingly at couples with children
  • Started hosting charity projects for orphans and orphanages, claiming that it was all about social responsibility and giving the company a good image.
  • There was a charity drive for orphanages that C&R hosted, and you went together with him that day
  • You couldn’t take your eyes off a particular baby boy, and he saw how happy you were when one of the staff put him in your arms
  • Decided to adopt the infant on the spot
  • Adoption processing took a while, and it made headlines upon headlines
  • Chairman Han was especially furious with him, insisting that you should’ve had an artificial conception instead
  • But he’d come to love the baby too, and would go through anything just to keep the both of you safe and loved.


  • Was overjoyed when he found out you were with child
  • He was so excited that he was finally going to have kids
  • But then, you got involved in a hit and run accident on your 8th month
  • The doctors had no choice but to remove your uterus in order to save your life
  • However, they couldn’t save the baby
  • Was worried and devastated upon hearing about what happened, but he couldn’t bring himself to see you personally
  • It took him a few days before he finally had the courage to go visit you
  • You looked so frail and depressed
  • After all, you just lost your child and the ability to conceive another one
  • Neither of you could look at each other’s eyes
  • Both of you blurt out “I’m sorry“ at the same time
  • You maintain eye contact with him for a couple of seconds before you both break down in each other’s arms
  • Realized that he shouldn’t have been selfish and went to see you right away when you started putting the blame on yourself
  • “It-it’s alright, MC. I’ll still love you, and we can still be a family even if it’s just us and Saeran”


  • The drugs he was forcefully given had affected more than just his psyche
  • It also resulted in him having a low sperm count and low sperm quality
  • He was initially against Saeyoung volunteering to have his sperm used instead, but gave in once you expressed your desire to have kids
  • So you underwent a procedure to have his brother’s sperm artificially implanted in you
  • Wasn’t really happy about the knowledge that Saeyoung was technically the father, and this would cause you to have arguments.
  • Did a complete turn around when he finally had the infant in his arms.
  • Unexpectedly turned out to be a good parent, and would even let his brother co-parent sometimes.