Awake Part 8
Summary: You had just graduated with a degree in English and thanks to some writing competitions you had gotten noticed and offered the job of a life time right out of school. This job was your dream job, you were going to be a writer for the tv show Supernatural, your favorite tv show. The whole cast and crew are very welcoming and kind and you find yourself making some of the best friendships, specifically with the green eyed actor that plays Dean.
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader
Warnings: language, smut
You sat at the counter wearing one of Jensen’s sweatshirts watching him as he flipped pancakes. You ran your finger through your wet hair playing back the shower in your head. If this morning was any indication of the next month you were in serious danger of falling in love. You really cared for Jensen and wanted it to work out, you probably were already in love with him, but after everything with Brandon you felt nervous about getting hurt again and you didn’t know if it would be worth it.
“How are you this morning baby?” Jensen asked as he set a mug of coffee in front of you.
“I’m ok, last night just kind of shook me up. He wasn’t the best boyfriend, in fact he sucked in a lot of ways but he was never scary, I just don’t know what brought all of that on” you said thinking about last night, “ I just hope he’ll leave me alone from now on” You said and Jensen nodded.
“You’re safe with me” he leaned over and kissed your forehead before going to get the food. You smiled at him and pushed all doubts and fears out of your head for now.
It was mid-afternoon, just a few more hours until you’d be on a plane for Texas. You were walking towards Jensen’s trailer when you saw Gen. You smiled and walked towards her to talk. Everyone especially Jared was sad to see her go. It was her last day on set since her character wouldn’t be in the next seasons, but you knew she’d be around, her and Jared were very much in love.
“Hey, you ready for your trip?” Gen asked as you walked towards Jensen’s trailer together.
“Ya all packed up and ready to go”
“Are you ok after last night? Jared told me what happened” She stopped and looked at you concern in her eyes.
“I’m fine its all ok now, but I am glad to be getting out of here for a bit” You said and Gen squeezed your hand and nodded and the two of you kept walking.
Out of no where though Gen stopped you and pushed your hair back and looked at your neck, “Nice hickey!” Gen nearly squealed and then her eyes went wide, “Oh my god weren’t you at Jensen’s last night after that whole mess?” She said a little too loud.
“Oh my god Gen Shhh!” you said and she giggled.
“I need details now!” She pulled you into Jensen’s trailer and the two of you sat on the couch and you explained everything that had happened to her, “I knew there was something going on! The two of you look at each other like star crossed lovers, I can’t believe you didn’t tell me though!” She said feigning hurt.
“I wanted to tell you so bad but me and Jensen decided not to tell anyone at least till we knew where this is going, we know we’re more than friends, but we haven’t really talked about anything past that, you can’t tell anyone, not even Jared, Jensen wants to be the one to tell him everything” you said and Gen was about to make a remark back when Jensen walked in.
“I want to tell who what?” He questioned coming and sitting down across from you and Gen.
Gen raised an eyebrow at Jensen and pushed your hair back giving him a nice view of the love bite he’d left. His eyes went wide and he looked to you.
“You might want to suck on her in less noticeable places” Gen said smirking and you smacked her arm pulling a laugh from her, “don’t worry I won’t tell, but you won’t be able to keep this a secret long and you shouldn’t, Jared will be happy for you two. Y/N, use some of Jensen’s set make up to cover that up because someone is bound to notice it” She said as she left the trailer.
You looked to Jensen and gave him an apologetic smile.
“So Gen knows” He said giving you a look.
“ I didn’t voluntarily tell her but she noticed this and she knew I was at your place last night so she just kinda put it together” you said hoping he wouldn’t get upset.
“Well I guess that kinda on me, I just can’t help it though, you make such sweet noises when I bite down there…” Jensen’s expression suddenly changed and he made his way over to the couch and put his arms on either side of you leaning down towards you. You looked up at him waiting for what he was going to do next. He tilted his head and leaned down to the same spot he’d left the hickey and bite down pulling a moan from you, “see what I mean, you respond too much for me to stop that” he said as he leaned back down and began kissing and nibbling your neck. You tilted your head to give him more access. He leaned down and wrapped his arms around you prompting you to wrap your legs around his waist as he carried you to the bed.
“you know she’s right though, we won’t be able to keep this a secret for long” you said as he pulled your shirt off.
“well how bout we tell Jared while we’re in Texas, since Gen knows he might as well too, and then we can tell everyone else when we get back” he said kissing down your stomach. You felt excited but also nervous at the idea of telling people so soon. Jensen felt your body tense up stopped his kisses looking up to you, “we can wait longer if you’re not sure yet what, um, what you want this to be” Jensen handed you your shirt back and you could tell you’d upset him. You stopped him from getting up and pulled him back to you so he was kneeling between your legs. You placed your hands on his face as you spoke, “I know that I want you, and I know that I’m already falling fast for you, I’m just scared…” you said looking down not wanting to meet his eyes, “every relationship I’ve had has ended really bad, and I’m always the one getting their heart broken. And I’m just scared, because I know I’m going to fall so deeply in love with you, but my heart can’t take it when you wake up one day and realize you’re too good for me” you felt some tears escaping down your face and Jensen lifted a hand to wipe them away and pull your gaze to his.
“Sweetheart, I have known since the day I met you that I wanted you, and quite frankly I am already falling in love with you” he said and you smiled widely at him and he pulled you closer and rested his forehead on yours, “I am all in Y/N, I’m not going anywhere, I want to tell everyone how I feel about you, I want to show everyone that you’re mine” he said leaning in and nipping at your neck and you giggled.
“Well based off of this hickey everyone is going to know I’m someones” you giggled out. Jensen pulled you into a hug and placed kisses on your shoulders, “I’m all in too” you whispered and Jensen pulled back to look into your eyes. You smiled at him and he smiled the brightest smile you’d ever seen from him and pulled you into a crushing kiss that you could still feel his smile behind.
“I can’t wait to have you all month” his voice free of lust and just full of love and adoration. He likes me, he actually likes me, this isn’t just sex. You felt your heart swell with happiness and you kissed his forehead. Jensen smiled back but his eyes traveled to the clock on the table, “ughh I have to go baby, I have to go do my scenes, I will see you soon ok?” you nodded and watched him as he left the room.
After you turned in your last bit of writing you went back to the trailer to relax until it was time to go. You thought about the long flight and traveling and didn’t really want to stay in your work clothes so you dug around in your bag for your favorite pair of leggings. You noticed your super comfy but super cute blue lace underwear and bralette set and decided to put it on under your comfy clothes, just to give Jensen a little surprise when he did get you home. You dug around in your bag for a shirt, but then saw Jensen’s bag in the corner. You unzipped it and found a perfectly worn in gray NFL sweatshirt. You threw that on and decided to take a little nap to prepare for traveling.
You were in that hazy state between sleep and awake when you felt two arms picking you up and carrying you, you nuzzled into the chest that was carrying you and fell back asleep without really thinking about what was happening. You woke with a jolt and lifted your head wondering where you were.
“Hey sweetheart, we’re almost to the airport” Jensen whispered in your ear pressing a kiss to your temple. You looked around and saw Gen and Jared cuddled up in the seats in front of you and you were in the back in Jensen’s lap in a car to the airport, “you looked so cute sleeping I didn’t want to wake you so I just carried you to the car” Jensen explained and you smiled up at him and very excitedly pressed a kiss to his lips, you could feel his smile under the kiss and you pulled back to smile at him, “ I will never get over how much I love seeing you in my clothes” he said trailing his hand under the sweatshirt and running his fingers down your ribs.
“I told Jared about us, I hope that’s ok, he was really happy for us and he promised to keep quiet till we want to go public” he said running his hand up and down your side.
“That’s totally ok with me, now we can be all coupley around them in Texas when we hang out” you said snuggling closer to him reveling in the feeling of his warm hand on your skin. His fingers traveled a little higher feeling the lace of your bra and you could’ve sworn you heard him growl.
“I’m not going to want to share you if you keep wearing underwear like that” he whispered in your ear and you felt your skin grow hot, “ what do you say we experiment with some of those ideas you had that night you got drunk with your friends” you looked up to meet his eyes, they were dark and lust filled. You bite your lip and nodded, “we’ll talk specifics later, we’re at the airport sweetheart”