me : alright pay attention cause you’ll need these geometry terms later in class
my brain: whizzer’s family probably doesn’t even know he’s dead. they probably sometimes take the photos of him as a child off the walls, and look at them and cry because they miss their boy, even if he is a homosexual. what if they hadn’t kicked him out? what if he called his mom every friday and she would worry about him constantly because of his unhealthy way of living? what if when whizzer and marvin got back together marvin talked to his mother over the phone and she went to sleep happy because she knew her baby boy was safe with a man who loved him? what if she still thinks that he’s alive, because no one has thought to call her? or her husband? what if she wonders sometimes why whizzer never calls anymore, and what she did to deserve the radio silence?
me : shit