the walls keep tumbling down

The walls keep tumbling down

Stiles still couldn’t believe it. All that time he had to act normal, focus on Scott and the two ticking time bombs they had with them. 

It had been easy to forget while talking to Lydia about bigger and worse things and even easier when bigger and worse things started happening, but in the end it still was just Stiles, all by his own, driving to the Alpha’s loft. –He had no idea what it would change going there and why he was causing himself so much pain  at the first place. The thought of going there and seeing the loft empty was enough to make his hands shake but…He needed to do this. And he sure as hell was not going to cry. Tears were for those who had the time to be weak and Stiles obviously didn’t have that time.

God only knew where Cora was, Peter probably was at his apartment in downtown and Scott had taken Isaac over to his place again.
It was the perfect time for a last goodbye. —- He should be able to say goodbye to at least one person he’s lost.

The door wasn’t locked, why should it be? No doubt Derek thought they’d all stumble back in here after a grand battle with the Alpha Pack and celebrate while eating Pizza or something.

Once inside, he shut the door again and looked through the loft, walked over to the window and the island in front of it where everything was left the same way it had been before the fight. - Even their plan was laying out there.
Seriously, Derek couldn’t have expected this to work out smoothly. He looked over the plan, run a finger over the book Derek sure as hell had been reading and sighed.

“You couldn’t just wait, could you?” He whispered, pretending that Derek was sitting at the couch and glaring over at him. “What did you think? That you are going to be able to fight a pack of Alphas just because Scott decided to help out? He almost died because he is still blaming himself for your death… Isaac and Boyd are walking time bombs and I… – I’m sick of this. And sick of you for making me go through this again.” In less than two days, Stiles had lost three friends. Erica (Though you couldn’t count her), Heather and now… Derek.

“This is not fa–” Stiles froze when he heard noises, eyes wide opened while he waited. – What if they were waiting here for Derek’s pack? Waiting for a way to take revenge for this guy who died together with Derek? That’s what Scott said, right? Derek and an Alpha…