the voidz

You think “I’m brave and I’m crazy and I can drink”.  But it’s really like “I can’t socially talk to people without having a stupid fake confidence that’s obnoxious”. 

You think it’s like truth serum, but it’s more like arsehole serum.

Julian Casablancas 

Rolling Stone December 2014

  • What she says:I'm fine
  • What she means:Put money in my hand 
  • And I will do the things you want me to.
  • Vanity, overriding wisdom,
  • Usually common sense.
  • Should I delete it, 
  • You said you'd read it
  • You promised you would never ruin it with sequels,
  • I wake for you, on and on
  • Beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field,
  • I will be meeting you there.
  • The moon's a skull, I think it's grinning 
  • The room is full of people now I think it's spinning
  • Wanted you, didn't ask for nothing.
  • Wait for you, on and on
  • And I don't need your tie, I don't need to, tired of saying it. 
  • We don't need more talk, don't empty out your canteen on the desert floor.
  • Ahhh, it's all my fault
  • Never wanna spell it out,
  • I just want to say that it is all my fault,
  • I could never spit it out,
  • I don't wanna fix your tie.
  • Never want to say we're sad, 
  • Thankful that we got some chance,
  • I know you won't get back your time, 
  • I wish that you could take it back.
  • Beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field,
  • I will be meeting you there.
  • He wanted it more than me, I suppose
  • I was in a rush to wait in a line.
  • Now I hear echoes of my old self,
  • This is not the way to be.
  • All at once,
  • I lost my way.
  • Is it not true, the things that we did?
  • Come here at once and look what they did
  • Come here shut down and tune in tonite,
  • Learn the words that they teach you without you realizing it
  • Come here sit down and watch some TV
  • Mine all mine, wait your turn,
  • Cross my cross, slice his hand,
  • Not your son, not your friend, not your enemy.
  • I rely on the little things to get me by,
  • Conscience says, "I'm okay",
  • You don't hear what they say.
  • "He's not my son, search his home"
  • Off to war,
  • It's time to go hide inside.
  • Soft skin, 
  • Weak chin, 
  • Just walk me thru it, tell me what to do I'll do 
  • Hurry hurry, that's my baby 
  • Ohh, do what you can.
  • All the time - he waits for me.
  • And now we talk from time to time,
  • Hits you on the head when nobody's there, 
  • Then he says, "come here could you fix my tie?"
  • It's never gonna be, 
  • To be is not the way to be.
  • Show me where to go, don't get angry so quickly,
  • Fuck depression.
  • Beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field,
  • I will be meeting you there
  • Understanding is more important than love, 
  • If not money will always trump justice
  • All is lost, 
  • I'll find my way.
  • So I say,
  • To be is not to be.
  • To be is not the way to be.