the video was awful


nayeon,jungyeon & momo listening to nct dream gives me life tbh

anonymous asked:

I'm conflicted about PEOTUS. Totally disapprove of her dismissal of Carrie in previous episodes and that surprise visit at her house to pressure her. But then she was making me feel all of the feels when she watched that awful video and cried in front of Rob. Loved her exchange with Dar as well. What do you think of PEOTUS?

I think that’s how we’re meant to feel and I pretty much agree with you. 

But it’s not her job to be Carrie’s friend. She was presented as such early on, but that’s not her role. Her entire agenda and position are being threatened right now. It would be crazy to me actually if she wasn’t laying it all on the line. I love how they’ve let her be both totally in charge and powerful but also extremely vulnerable. 

In a way, Carrie and Keane are bonded through Dar’s threatening of both their children. Which is a weird kind of sisterhood. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.