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‘I used to carry you through town
You used to smother me in lippy
Now if we ever get an hour together it’s like I’m on the outside’

Catfish and the Bottlemen

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i. body bag - hit the lights  // ii. in a needle - the used // iii. anything for you - ludo // iv. best defense - 16 frames // v. punk as fuck - the american analog set // vi. killin’ me - faber drive // vii. walk through hell - say anything // viii. warm me up - the audition // ix. the horror of our love - ludo // x. makedamnsure - taking back sunday // xi. the boy who blocked his own shot - brand new // xii. smother me - the used 

smother me - the used
for the past five years of my life, i have known an incredible, amazing girl. from the moment i met her all those years ago on facebook, she has been my everything. she’s been the person i wake up to, the person i fall asleep with, the person i go to when i’m upset, the person that cheers me up, the person that i call my best friend. i have had the biggest crush on her since meeting her. and not long after, i fell in love with her. i fell completely and utterly in love with this incredible girl. back in 2012, she asked me what song made me think of her. jokingly, i said something like “the bitch song” by bowling for soup, and “she likes” by forever the sickest kids. but with jokes aside, i told her that the song that always made me think of her was “smother me” by the used, “quiet” by lights, and “in the dark i see” also by lights. and even though we weren’t in a relationship, our entire friendship had felt like we were together. it felt as though we were soul mates, meant to be. looking back on it now, we basically were together. sure, we had boyfriends a few times and we’d see people and such, but we truly were together. i was the one she spent most of her time with. i was the one she came to with everything. i was the only one she ever opened up to and spoke about her feelings to. i was the one that she counted on and trusted most. and the same goes for me. she was the only person, and still is, that i’ve ever trusted and everything of the sort. on september 26th, 2013, i asked her to be my girlfriend. of course, she said yes right away with no hesitation, and i was the happiest boy in the world. in november of 2013, i asked her to marry me. again, she said yes. some may say i’m far too young to be engaged, but it isn’t really anybody’s place to say whether i am or not. i am completely, 1000% in love with this amazing woman. we have had our differences. we’ve argued. we’ve gone weeks without speaking. we’ve had little fights. we’ve had disagreements. everyone has. but we’ve had more good times than bad. we’ve laughed. we’ve had heart to heart conversations. we’ve played games together. we’ve hung out. we’ve had a good time. we’ve lip synced together to stupid hannah montana songs at 3 in the morning. we’ve agreed on mostly everything. we’ve made each other happier than we’ve ever been, and we’ve saved each others lives. if it weren’t for her, i honestly do not know what i would do, and i know that i wouldn’t be alive without her. she came in to my life when i was at my lowest point. she distracted me from everything going on. she made me feel happy, cared about, loved, and wanted when nobody else did, not even my own family. she made me feel good about myself. she still does. and continues to do so every single day. she is the light of my life. she’s my girlfriend. my fiancee. my love. my life. my partner in science and in crime. she’s my future wife. and i couldn’t think of a better person to be with. she is the most intelligent, caring, wise, sweetest, cutest, most beautiful woman in the world. she is perfection to me. in my eyes, she is nothing less than a goddess. she is the most incredible person i’ve ever had the pleasure of meeting. the past year+ that i’ve been with her has been the best i’ve ever had. she makes me feel wanted. she makes me feel loved. she makes me feel cared for. she makes me genuinely happy. she makes me feel like the man i know i’m supposed to be. she makes me feel like myself. she brings out the absolute best in me. she’s so open minded, too. she’s done nothing but support me and love me through finding myself the entire time. she’s encouraged me to be myself and become who i know i’m supposed to be. she’s pushed me in the right direction, given me great advice, and she’s helped me with beginning to transition. she’s done so much for me. she’s, without a doubt, the best person i could’ve ever asked to meet. she’s my person. i fucking love her. with everything that i am. with ever fiber of my being. with ever inch of my heart and soul. i love her. i’m in love with her. words cannot even begin to describe how i feel about her. she’s just. so amazing. 
so with that being said, this is a song that pretty accurately describes how i feel about her.
i sincerely do feel as though i’ve found my place in the world, since i’ve found her. she makes me feel like i’m not alone, that i never have to do things on my own ever again. i feel like the weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders. i feel free. i feel happy. i feel myself.
i’m just repeating myself at this point, i think. it’s always been difficult for me to put my feelings into words, but i’ve been trying. with such an intense feeling like this, it’s very, very hard to vocalize it.
i just want her to know how much i love her and care for her. though i’m sure she does know, because i try to show her every single day. i try to make her feel like the beautiful princess she is.
i just hope that this makes her smile, even for a second.
i love you, fawn. <3

Unwanted Secret (Listen Here)

fic idea playlist: pastel!Dan punk!Phil–Phil has really judgmental friends that wouldn’t like Dan because of his type so there’s a lot of sneaking around and Dan has bad self esteem issues and Phil never answers his phone and Dan always wants to give them up but then he sees Phil again and it all changes and he falls back in love with him and its a bad deadly cycle 

Lots of late night drives and shared cigarettes. lots of tears and holding each other. Phil brings dan coffee on Sunday mornings and watch long movies and Phil tickles Dan and idk that’s a bad description but yeah write it if you’d like high school au, Phil’s a senior (17) and Dan’s a freshman (14)

idk idk thats a bad description but write it if you want okok

Sex by The 1975 // Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings // 18 by anabor // Loverboy by You Me at Six // Smother Me by The Used // Don’t You Need Me by The Ready Set // Dirty Little Secret (acoustic) by All-American Rejects // Friends by Ed Sheeran

i dream about you when i sleep; a zouis playlist about being happy and in love because that’s totally what zouis is about !

for @larents  ♡

still into you  – paramore // venus  – sleeping at last // stay (live)  – nick jonas & the admistration // hold my hand  – jess glynne // bloom  – the paper kites // smother me  – the used // a little bit of truth  – you me at six // you’re the one  – dondria // toothpaste kisses  – the maccabees // i would do anything for you  – foster the people

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VIOLENT DELIGHT: a guren/mahiru fanmix [listen]

i never knew what i would do if anybody tried to speak you name, i would tear down their house and i’d burn my way around the brightest memory of your face

01. cemetery weather - isles & glaciers // 02. st. patrick - pvris // 03. to die for - tonight alive // 04. caraphernelia (acoustic) - pierce the veil // 05. smother me - the used // 06. lovesick fool - the cab // 07. far too young to die - panic! at the disco // 08. but you won’t love a ghost - emarosa // 09. one hundred - hands like houses //  10. never let this go - paramore // 11. my house - pvris // 12. the end of all things - panic! at the disco

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Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance // Diamonds Aren’t Forever by Bring Me The Horizon // I Miss You by blink-182 // Yeah Boy and Doll Face by Pierce The Veil // This Ain’t A Scene, It’s An Arm’s Race by Fall Out Boy // Ohio Is For Lovers by Hawthorne Heights // Miss Murder by AFI // crushcrushcrush by Paramore // Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic! At The Disco // The City Is At War by Cobra Starship // The Ballad Of Tommy Clayton and the Rawdawg Millionaire by Of Mice & Men // Kelsey by Metro Station // Dance Floor Anthem (I Don’t Wanna Be In Love) by Good Charlotte // Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day // Smother Me by The Used // Stick Stickly by Attack Attack! // If It Means A Lot To You by A Day To Remember // Guys Like You Make Us Look Bad by blessthefall // Perfect by Simple Plan // My Own Worst Enemy by Lit // Unbelievable by Attila // Faces by Scary Kids Scaring Kids // Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most by Dance Gavin Dance // Bulls Make Money, Bears Make Money, Pigs Get Slaughtered by Chiodos // Don’t Fall Asleep at the Helm by Sleeping With Sirens // Muther by letlive. // I.D.G.A.F. by Breathe Carolina