There was a time when I cared about literally everything and it was absolutely exhausting. Caring about everything people said, did and thought was a complete waste of time. All of that time and energy I spent on them could have been used on me and creating a life that I love - so that’s what I did.
I had to carry out a “life detox” which consisting of me assessing who, what and where was no longer serving me and eliminating them from my life. “Friends” “family” and things that “everyone does” were removed and I felt much more at peace with myself for having gotten rid of them.
I’m living this life for me - no one else - so why should I care what they say or think about my lifestyle? Why do I have to acknowledge their feelings of insecurity about what I do or don’t do with my time? If someone is trying to make you feel insecure about making changes in your life it’s because they are uncomfortable with those changes.
Check yourself on what you’ve been doing so far and see if it’s working out for you. Many of you won’t be able to do this because it can be hard to admit that everything you were doing isn’t serving you. Be open to change and understand why it’s necessary - or you’ll just keep repeating the same mistakes.
There’s a reason you’re reading this. There’s a reason you’re not dead. There’s a reason for all the hardship you’ve faced so far - it’s up to you to figure out what that reason is. You aren’t going to find that reason in the opinions of others or just going along with what everyone else is doing - it takes self-discovery.
Spend time with yourself to find out what you enjoy and what you feel gives your life meaning and purpose. It is during this time that you will begin to understand why certain things had to happen and why others did not. Create your life based on what you’ve learnt from your experiences - not on what you’ve been told.
I low key love how much you adore Pearl. What's your favorite thing about her? If you can't choose one then, top 3? Gush your adorable lesbian heart out. :)
*takes a deep breath* I LOVE HER VOICE, I LOVE HER LOVE FOR STEVEN, I LOVE HER LOVE FOR AMETHYST AND GARNET, I LOVE HER DEDICATION, I LOVE HOW SHE ISN’T PERFECT BUT TRIES HER DAMN HARDEST, I LOVE HOW SHE KEEPS GROWING AS A GEM, I LOVE HER SWORD FIGHTING, I LOVE HER HOLOGRAMS, I LOVE HER BALLET MOVES, I LOVE HER NOSE, I LOVE WHEN SHE KICKS ASS, I LOVE HOW SUPER GAY SHE IS, I LOVE HOW CUTE SHE IS!!!! 🗣 I LOVE PEARL
A/N:So this is the third and last Part of Meet me in my room I hope you like it.🖤
But that is all past and you are now sitting in this house again and you know that you miss Sirius. You know that the others would not allow him to be part of the order if he really killed James and Lily. But you still do not know the truth about what happened and something inside wants to know it. And by realizing that you stand up and walk towards Sirius’ room. He still has the Gryffindor poster on the door, which makes you smile. Slowly you raise your hand to knock on the door. Then the door gets opened and Sirius stands in front of you.
“Come in”, he says and steps aside, so you could enter the room.
His room still looks the same. The walls are red and golden and there are posters with Quidditch players on them. At the other the side of them is his bed, and in one corner the sofa he stole from Hogwarts. Both, Sirius and James, stole one as a memory of the marauders era. During Hogwarts times all of you spent a lot of time in the Gryffindor common room, sitting on the sofas and talking about the upcoming pranks, Quidditch or what else was going on in your lives.