the two of you killed me

Hydrangea, touken AU

Summary: AU. Touka saves Kaneki’s life one night when he tries to kill himself by jumping off a bridge. What he doesn’t know is that Touka desired to do the same thing. Trapped by despair, the two decide to make a terrible promise: to kill themselves together when fall arrives. But, could love be strong enough to give them a reason to keep on living? One-shot.

Rating: T, romance and angst | Words: 1,2213k | Read on AO3 / If you like it, please reblog! ♥

A/N: Ahhh, it’s finally published! thank you all for having shown such a deep interest in this summary. This story was very important to me and I cried a lot while writing it. I recommend you to listen to the playlist that I made for a more immersive experience, you can listen to it here (x) Also, thank you sooooo much @timid-mew​ for editing this shitty thing! I love you <3 anyway, feedback is always welcome, enjoy the reading!


“What are you doing?”

Her inquisitive eyes scrutinize his pale face, waiting for an answer.

“I’m trying to kill myself,” he says a few seconds after.

One, two, three…

She frowns slowly, cherry lips sighing the smoke of her cig with grace. For a moment, he catches a glimpse of melancholy in her eyes.

“Me too…” she admits, squinting her eyes after an uncomfortable pause. “You don’t strike me as someone who wants to commit suicide.” she adds afterwards, taking in his appearance one more time and concludes, “Actually, I don’t think you have the guts to do it.”

Her honesty makes him smile. From his lips, a dry and bitter giggle comes to life.

"You would be surprised.” He whispers and the kindness shining within his eyes, minutes after jumping off into the abyss, provokes a mess in her mind.

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Alec: If you kill him, you kill a part of me.

Maryse: Jace is not your blood.

Alec: *looks at the camera like he’s on the office*

It occurs to me that one could make an argument that Barry Allen saved Leonard Snart.

And I’m not talking about in “Family of Rogues”, not any particular life and death situation. I’m thinking - we’ve gotten a decent glimpse of who Len was before meeting the Flash, now. Cold and snarling, quick to kill - henchman or random strangers, having distanced himself from the few people left who actually mattered to him - in short, not very nice at all.

Do you know who he reminds me of?

Lewis Snart.

Because it seems to me that Len was just a step or two away from becoming his father, the man he hated the most. And at this point, I don’t think he actually saw an alternate path. Not really.

And then a speedster in a red BDSM suit interrupted his latest heist…

So, yeah - I think Barry saved Leonard Snart. I think that the very existence of Barry Allen gave Len the opportunity to retake control of his own life in a very basic way, to change his destiny long before he borded some time ship.

(Admittedly, he changed to supervillain, but hey - Rome wasn’t built in a day. Baby steps.)


I was on the edge of my bed reading the fanfic, “Zootopia: A Tail of Two”.

@helthehatter, you might as well have killed me with chapter 16. I couldn’t be more horrified when reading a chapter. And by horrified I mean absolutely in horror.

In short, I did NOT expect those feels come at me. Like what the hell.

Where have this fanfic been all this time.
I feel so stupid only reading it now.
What the hell.

When Strong comes on your Pandora and you’re reminded of the words that Louis wrote:  🎶My hands, your hands. Tied up like two ships.🎶

Originally posted by haidaspicciare

And you remember that they have a rope and anchor on their wrists⚓️.

Originally posted by dayinaday

And then you remember that when asked what his favorite song on the album was, Des replied “Strong”.  Which, okay, but Harry wrote on that album as well so why wouldn’t his own father choose Harry’s song🙃?  Never mind, I know why😎.

Originally posted by living-like-lily

wherethefuckisthatjigsawpiece  asked:

i remember thinking that sherlock was asexual but never discussing it because there was such an angry reaction to that head canon????? sherlock had to be gay and if you tried to say he's asexual (when tbh... if there's a character on tv that's most likely to asexual, its fucking bbc sherlock) then you were being homophobic???? like i never knew how to respond to that kind of angry reaction... what do you say???

That reaction always KILLED me because, on one hand, Sherlock has had a fandom interpreting him as gay for a long time. I get that. BUT. BBC Sherlock was a new Sherlock, done differently, and reads as very ace.

And, yet again, people forget that the two identities are not mutually exclusive!!!! Like he can be ace and gay!!!! And the people who still responded angrily to that clearly have a problem with asexuality itself, which is sad.

anonymous asked:

sorry but why aren't h&l using condoms? I mean the fic is pretty realistic with the adoption and stuff. So why aren't they using condoms when they're having sex? I mean they'll actually can get std if they won't use any protection. And ofc "right now" when they're basically having sex everyday. I love this whole thing and I think y'all did a great job, it's just really sad that they aren't using condoms. It's their health not mine

You’re killing me. Harry and Louis in this fic are literally only having sex with each other and have no STDs prior to or during the story (because that would have been stated). If there are no existing STDs between two exclusive partners, where would the STD be appearing from??? They would have gotten tested before ever having sex without a condom in the first place. So from the moment they tested negative to the point in this fic years later when they’re married and only sleeping with each other, literally where/when does the STD appear? Unless they’re drinking from other people and contracting oral viruses, I don’t understand where the magic STD would come from. But please explain.

anonymous asked:

Do you think Chloe from just how season two has gone will realize how deep her feelings are for Lucifer? I.e. She loves him cause it's obvious to me he loves her even if he can't say it or face it

Heh, well, it is obvious to LITERALLY EVERYONE at this point that Lucifer is madly in love with her. Uriel is, nearly in so many words, “send Mom back to hell or your cute little girlfriend who you love more than her bites it,” Lucifer kills him to save her, and also doesn’t deny it, because he can’t. Ella is like “oh my god get a room guys.” Amenadiel figured out in 2 seconds who meant enough to Lucifer to basically sign his life away to Dad again. So yeah. As far as that goes, it’s not a mystery.

I have mentioned before how Chloe has been lowkey jealous of every single woman Lucifer talks to this season, everyone pointed out how she could only talk about him once she got drunk, and so forth. She’s like Emma in that she can only admit her feelings in moments of real crisis (i.e. she downplayed Lucifer and Trixie’s concern for her post-car accident, insisted she was fine and it was no big deal, and then when she was talking down Kimo, revealed that she was in fact really scared and shaken by it and yet had to carry on). She keeps trying to get Lucifer to talk to her, she knows something is wrong, but next week she’s going to see that something is REALLY WRONG. I don’t expect her to be angry or snarky with him; she’s going to be upset and hurting and desperate to know what’s going on and why he’s gone off the cliff and how she can possibly help. And I think we’ll genuinely see how much she cares about him and how much his pain hurts her, since after all it’s gonna be such a trainwreck.

Also in episode 7 we have the whole story with her dad and her past and her backstory, which I can’t wait for, and that is obviously going to rattle her and likewise make her more likely to be truthful about her feelings. She and Lucifer have had some great conversations this year about some pretty deep things, and as he’s just coming out of his own tailspin, he has to be there for her, because if there’s one thing he knows about, it’s difficult relationships with your dad (or in Chloe’s case, a great relationship with her dad but dredging up all the painful memories of losing him). Lucifer will have to, for once, not project all his shit about his dad onto her and hers, and make up for whatever his worst self did in ep 6, and otherwise be there for her. There’s just also the fact of all the stuff Chloe has to find out is real (he’s the Devil, his deal with God, what he did to Uriel for her, Mom’s feelings on her once she finds out about Chloe’s effect on Lucifer, etc) and I don’t think that will come until later/at the climax of the season, and that will obviously be something she can’t downplay or ignore. So yes, it’s coming. Just slowly, because oh sweet slowburn mother of mercy.

cloudchasersblog  asked:

Okie, I has two questions. First (about the shadowbolts): wouldn't it be better if they charge one payment in two installments? One before the job is done and one after, seems more professtional to me like that. Second: how do the apples get the equipment needed to create weapons, and how do they create them? Because there is kinda like, whole factories that create quality weapons, so I'm quite curious about how they create quality ones aswell? Perhaps they had some machines stolen for them?

They could, but given their business being… you know, killing someone, I don’t think it’d be something they’d want to risk or take so lightly, as in the possibility of someone only paying the first half and then trying to disappear after the job is done and the second half is expected. You’d think, when dealing with folks in organized crime, they should probably just do the payment as instructed, but I’d imagine people trying to back out of it before the job’s done to skip out on paying in full happened enough time that full payment upfront is just the way to go. It’s no less professional than two-part payments, and it’s a guarantee that they’ll get their money when they want it for the most part.

As for the second question, I’d imagine it wouldn’t be all that hard. Buying the parts needed to customize a gun and building one isn’t illegal, and I imagine that the Apple Family either has Discord smuggle some top-notch weaponry to them so they can manually customize them, or they’re commissioned to build a gun from scratch, so they don’t necessarily have to steal anything or have super special machines to make the gun. It’s the selling and distributing part that’s illegal.

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rythian: you literally destroyed the world and killed everyone!

sjin: okay but?? there’s two sides to every story,. don’t be so narrow-minded

rythian: well my side is that you killed me.

sjin: my side is also that i killed you!


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2x19/6x08 parallel So basically I just wanted to show you that. Tell you–tell you that I couldn’t have done it without you.”


the progression from “no i’m not talking to my spouse” to