It’s not something I thought would happen to us in a million years. I know they do impossible things but I didn’t expect this at all. I’m surprised my wife accepted it instantly, and even though it’s been 8 months now I still see him and wonder how it was possible that this happened. I don’t mean to upset anyone but as a parent I find this unexpected. As for the twins on their way, I don’t hate them or reject them. But I will say this: I don’t know how to feel once I see them. I just need time to digest all this. I know that 8 months must’ve been enough time, but I need more than I imagined. But I will apologize to Ichimatsu.
I discovered your fic with the philosophical discussions in "Aimantation" and i'm still not over it.