the theme song has been stuck in my head all day

february 2017 - dan and phil


first week (1-7): still up on the isle of man for phil’s birthweek! phil goes on a pleasant walk on the beach. accompaniment confirmed by dan howell (and martyn and cornelia). dan fell or something while trying to be an aesthetic hoe (a sprained wrist and knee? sorry my honeybee). dan posts another pic from iom and i don’t know why i’m crying in the club right now? (also he posted a flop of it on twitter…whatever). phil liveshow! (highlights: birthday present haul includes cool shoes from martyn, sock book, rewined candle, cool beetle jumper from parents, sushi gummies from dan (nostalgia from tatinof uk), firefly on blu-ray, terrarium, big lava lamp from dan, basically just spent a lot of time walking on the seaside and stuff for his bday celebrations, dan falling was hilarious and also genuinely concerning, “He’s a tall guy so it’s a long way to fall,” magic 8 ball predicted that a dog is on the horizon ???!!!!???!!!, if he does anything interesting he’ll do more day in the lifes??!!!!?!). another seaside walk picture plz stop. new gaming video: Dan vs. Phil: QUICK DRAW! phil gives us a relaxing video of the lava lamp dan gave him. nailbaiting occurred by phil. dan and nathan zed interacted and i ascended. phil takes pictures of dan a lot and dan likes posting them (aka dan lays on the floor trying to script). new danisnotonfire video: MY EVIL PIANO TEACHER (aka dan playing the piano thank god). phil still has jingle bells stuck in his head. dan liveshow! (highlights: sweaty and sensual dan ://, they help each other film because setting up tripods is for losers when you have your own person, they cried laughing filming the piano video, dan was excited about this sext marcus butler sent him from this video but then realized it was a joke, phil’s birthday week has extended until forever, dan dramatically fell and talked about it for five minutes, has hamilton tickets, he might rebrand to Dan Howell on youtube wow plz, he went to the dentist :/). 

second week (8-15): dan and phil hang out with zoe and meerkats as her wish for make a wish foundation! new gaming video: IS IT PAINFUL TO DIE?! - Dan and Phil play Google Feud #2. phil liveshow! (highlights: dan got phil a signed nude of david boreanaz, when they saw manchester by the sea a man tripped into dans popcorn oops, wow! there were three gas leaks in their house! it’s like the universe is trying to say something! *cough* move, if there are more gas leaks they will have to leave the house for three weeks and they would probs go on holiday…japan plz.., phil has pretty houseplants with pretty flowers, he bought a fluffy coat, loved the meerkats, petbaiting). cute australia pic (i wish i was that kanga). new phil icon which has effectively made me dead? (also accompanying pic) new gaming video: DIL GETS A FREEZE RAY. dan gets wet and sticky with phil in phils bedroom. new amazingphil video: Dan and Phil PASTEL EDITS IN REAL LIFE! (i dont know how to feel? i have been overwhelmed). also dan calls phil hubby but like not really but also really and… why. phil wishes us a happy valentines day with a sloth. dan liveshow! (highlights: i don’t really know dan destroyed gender roles and wore a grey wig and a flower crown and tried to scrape off his tattoos just watch the video plz). another australia selfie :( another belated birthday meal for phil but he ate moss that was attached to his drink (is he just gonna keep turning 30 forever jeez). 

third week (16-23): phil’s parents come to london to visit (no phil liveshow) but during their next liveshows they confirm they saw book of mormon again with the in-laws *cough* parents. new gaming video: IS THIS THE END? Dan and Phil play THE IMPOSSIBLE QUIZ! #6 (twas a good one). there are seagulls outside phil’s windows (side note: hector aka shitty watercolour made a painting of it and the livestream of it was good not that anyone cares). phil spent his weekend watching time lapses of cats when they are home alone. dan threw an entire salad out (aka his agenda to force phil to eat pizza and not get healthy even though phil has signed up for the gym and gone jogging i hate him). new gaming video: HORSE BOYFRIEND SIMULATOR?! - Dan and Phil play: My Horse Prince. phil is a bad lurker irl #confirmed as he tried to watch a couple argue but it didn’t work out that well. dan said chicken instead of ordering coffee at starbucks and now he can’t go to that one anymore. also on the same day someone spotted dan and phil out on a bus wow. dan and phil were watching a property show (moving? stay woke) and saw their merch. dan liveshow! (highlights: pastel beanie: on, curly hair: worn, dick: out, i am forcibly removed from the liveshow, he said chicken because of the cow and chicken theme song stuck in his head what a weirdo, he has a cheeky idea for a video thats important but not really and he doesnt know if hes ready :), he has realized he could murder someone because he just spaces out aka the salad event, they forgot to paint their nails and put in earrings for the pastel edits video wow thats great, asmr, he loves moonlight thank god, he and phil play sing star and are only good at toxic and muse, his reblogs on tumblr don’t mean anything, he had a very long shower). phil keeps buying weird things for their home. phil liveshow! (highlights: storm doris, had a haircut in his house again and it goes without saying dan got one too, liveshow haul, he froze younow is philphobic, seven exo planets and countless universes! phil is so smart, final fantasy is too long for dapg, excited for the oscars, and then that’s it because phil likes to keep his liveshows short). 

week four (24-28): oops i counted the days wrong this week is too short, dan is a sad pimp, new gaming video: BATTLE OF THE BALLS - Dan vs. Phil: Golf With Friends. phil had a cozy day and ate cookies. dan believes moonlight should win for best film as it is the most important (thenks dan howell for my life). phil tries to stay up for the oscars but fails and dan lets us all know. “at least i didn’t fuck up as hard as the 2017 oscars envelope guy”, new gaming video: DIL BURNS THE PANCAKES - Dan and Phil Play: Sims 4 #36, dan didn’t have a liveshow because younow was broken

a nice month. what in februation

I Appreciate You (Peter Parker) Part 2

Summary: Peter finally has the chance to say I love you.

Warnings: Slight swearing, very fluffy, very cute.

Word Count: 1442

Requested?: Yes 

         It’s been three weeks since you finally dropped the official I love you to Peter while you thought he was sleeping. It also has been three weeks where Peter has been driving himself crazy trying to figure out when and how to tell you that he is just as in love with you. Unbeknownst to you, he heard you open up to him and wants take the next step into your relationship.

        Since he dropped by for an impromptu sleepover, Peter has been extra attentive to you. The morning after he woke up extra early to grab you breakfast from your favorite diner, serving it with a side of morning kisses and cuddles. Luckily your parent(s) slipped out early for a work shift. Throughout the rest of the weekend Peter stuck by your side, slipping out for no more than three hours at a time to attend his Spider-Man duties. Even then your superhero seems reluctant to leave. Throughout the following weeks at school, whenever you are with Peter he always manages to find some way to keep touching you. Whether it be playing footsie during class, an arm around your shoulder during lunch, or even having his hand on the small of your back when you walk together. Peter Parker could not keep his webby hands to himself!

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anonymous asked:

Millie please make one of those amazing posts of yours for Howon too. I love it when non-Howon biased people praise him. Also he deserves all the love but there is still prejudice towards him (thankfully it's less now compared to few years back) So let's spread Holove 💜 - infnthoya

Of course I am more than happy to make a post about our wonderful HoyaYahoHoya! Especially for you @infnthoya !

You can see the previous posts (Sunggyu/Woohyun/Sungyeol) here!


Okay but before I say anything else, this performance he did on Hit The Stage with the amazing (queen) Choi Hyojin still reduces me to tears because it is PERFECTION and it really showcases the fact that Hoya can dance in a different style to his usual go-to hip hop moves!

The theme for that episode was This Love and although everyone’s performances were great, Hoya and Hyojin absolutely deserved their win because this was ART and totally projected all this raw emotion and I will never get over it. 

Hoya is INFINITE’s main dancer and it’s not hard to see why. Over the years it’s been amazing to see him improve and build on his skills and talents. He actually dropped out of high school to pursue dance, even though his family were against this decision. He did eventually get his high school diploma, but it took a while for his relationship with his family (and his father in particular) to be mended again. 

It’s great to see that nowadays, Hoya’s name is often mentioned when people talk about the greatest dancers in k-pop. He is more than deserving of it.


Although Hoya started out as one of INFINITE’s rapper line, he’s had vocal lines in songs for a looooong long time. However, not everyone noticed how much his voice had actually improved until INFINITE’s more recent albums. In 2015 Hoya opened up his own YouTube channel and surprised everyone by posting his first cover - Zion T’s Kiss Me. He followed this up weeks later with an English cover song, an acoustic arrangement of Ariana Grande’s Problem. Although he hasn’t been as active as we might like on the channel, it’s a goldmine that shows of how wonderfully soothing and great his voice is. My personal favourite so far is his cover of 이게아닌데 (This Ain’t It) by Taeyang. But for some nice visuals, check out my second fave (and another English cover), John Legend’s All Of Me. 

Then of course, there’s the fact that he got into the composing game just like fellow member Woohyun. The song One Day on INFINITE’s 2016 album INFINITE Only was co-written by Hoya and was performed on music shows during promotions for 태풍 (The Eye). He also wrote and composed his own track 아무렇지 않은 척 (Pretending It’s Okay), which he performed on 4Things Show. This song seriously gets stuck in my head all the time and I really wish he’d upload a full version on his channel or that it might feature on an INFINITE/INFINITE H album in the future. On top of all of this, Hoya has always been involved in writing his own raps ~~


One of the first things I watched that had an INFINITE member in it was Reply 1997. And in that (incredible) drama, Hoya played Kang Joonhee. And that character was an ANGEL. He played the role so well, so convincingly. I really connected with his character and Hoya was praised a lot for his role. This is my absolute favourite scene of all time. Excuse me while I go cry. 

Hoya has also starred in: Reply 1994 (cameo as Joonhee), My Lovely Girl (alongside member Myungsoo), Mask and as a lead role in the movie Hiya. Currently he is in both Strong Family and Radiant Office. Despite the fact that Lee Howon is an awkward baby, his acting skills are A+++++ so pleeeeeease check out everything he has starred in so far. 


I feel like I got way too emo in this post, but genuinely I love Lee Howon so much and wish he was my best friend tbh. Here are some more things I think everyone needs to know about him: 

  • His sexy, R-rated solo stages. Okay so… these speak for themselves
  • His weird jokes that only he finds funny. Honestly, prime DadJoke material. 
  • Hoya’s passionate hard work. Not only does he dance and dance and dance some more, even to the point of injury (that happened because he danced too hard on an existing weak ankle to ‘impress everyone in the audience’) and well into the night, he also worked hard to speak in Seoul dialect so he could be easily understood by fans. 
  • Overwhelming love and affection for his fans. Everyone always says Woohyun is the fan service king in INFINITE and while that may be true, Hoya is definitely fierce competition. Just look at how many V Live broadcasts the boy has done, his Instagram stories and frequent updates, and the song he covered as a dedication to Inspirit. 
  • His relationships with the other INFINITE members, whether it’s the gag-duo of Sunggyu + Hoya (HOBAK GOGYUMA), the affectionate Dongwoo + Hoya couple (INFINITE H), awkward bros Woohyun + Hoya, brother-like love Sungjong + Hoya…. he matches so well with every member in different ways. 
  • Those eyebrows, that jawline…. His visuals are no joke

And here concludes me pouring all my repressed Hoya feels into one long ass post. I really hope you all enjoy it and please love Lee Howon just a little bit more than you did before

The Mixed Tape

A Polyfarms Soulmate AU where songs sung by your soulmate get stuck in your head. 

Kinda for @charmerweek but also an 11k monstrosity so take of it what you will. 

Also on AO3 

November 2013

*beep beep beep*

A hand slams down on the analogue alarm clock next to the full-sized bed. The hand retreats underneath the Shark’s comforter. The afternoon air is still and quiet. Something shifts around the bed, A tuft of black hair peeks out as a loud groan is admitted from somewhere within its covers. The hand slips out again, reaching for the iPhone resting on the nightstand. A bleary-eyed teen pokes his head out to check the time on the screen.

4:35 pm the phones reads.

“Shit,” the boy curses.

He jumps out of bed. He scrambles to slip on his ratty, black converse. Hastily, he snatches his keys and slings his backpack over his right shoulder. He rushes down the steps, ignoring his sister’s protests to slow down.

“I’m running late,” he shouts over his shoulder. He runs through the garage, picking up his skateboard. He’ll hardly have time for his pregame playlist. He sighs, fishing his earbuds from his backpack, selecting the proper list on his phone before opening the garage door.

“Close behind me!” Chris hollers at his sister. He presses play, slipping his phone in his back jeans pocket. With a foot on the board, he peddles a few steps—allowing the steep hills of San Francisco to carry him all the way to hockey practice. Fortunately, today was only a scrimmage.

“I hope they’re not busy night now,” he mumbles. Thinking of his soulmate—out there somewhere—as he hums along, “the faster we’re falling, we’re stopping and stalling…We’re running in circles again.”  

Meanwhile, approximately three hundred miles south, a girls’ volleyball team is in the midst of a warm up for a regional qualifying game. A tall brunette is in the middle of passing drills with her partner when a familiar song floats into her head.

“Change,” she shouts at the team manager, a petite blond girl in a faded polo and spandex.

“To what?” the manager shouts back.

“In Too Deep,” the girl shouts back.

The manager gives a thumbs up, switching the song quickly. It was commonly accepted on their team that soulmates could be distracting and it was easier to join along with them than it was to counteract their songs with other music.

“Just as things we’re looking up,” she shouts. “You said it wasn’t good enough.”

“But still we’re trying one more time,” her team chimes in, causing Caitlin to laugh.

Somewhere in Massachusetts, a prep school hockey team is in the middle of the third period of a regular season game. One of the defensemen hears a song crescendo in his mind. He chuckles to himself.

“You always know how to make a game more interesting,” Derek chirps his soulmate.

He rushes a winger as he sings, “maybe we’re just trying too hard. When really it’s closer than it is too far.”

In a small town in Maine, a high school senior is amidst a typical party. He tries to ignore the music in his mind. Forcing himself to enjoy the tedious conversation he’s having with someone’s cousin who’s visiting from out of town. Unfortunately, the song has gotten so loud he can hardly concentrate.

“Will you excuse me?” He says, not bothering to hear the answer as he pushes away from the girl. He bolts out of the basement, finding a quiet corner near the backyard door.

“You really suck sometimes,” Will announces to whoever figured out how to make their music so blaringly loud. He doesn’t have much option other than to join in, “cause I’m in too deep, and I’m trying to keep. Up above in my head, instead of going under.”

The song ends almost as quickly as it starts. There’s a few punk songs that come up, and some Kesha that happens at one point. Will has learned not to think too deeply about his soulmate’s music taste. He’s realized that it’s too dynamic and varying to give a real sense of who they are. He feels like he knows them, though. He’d love to know how they get so incredibly fucking loud at the weirdest times, but there’s not much he can do about that…yet. Yet, he keeps reminding himself. Soulmates meet each other eventually, his mom reminds him constantly.

Considering he’s grown up around the same small group of people, Will’s relived it’s not one of them. It means that he won’t be stuck here his entire life. He’s going places. He’s going to fall in love…someday.

The music stops after twenty minutes. There’s a comfortable silence in which the music of the party he’s at is quiet in comparison. It gives him time to decompress. Later, he’s sure he’ll here some Queen or Pat Benatar. He’s pretty sure his soulmate is an athlete, but the jury’s still out on that. It’s something they’ll bond over. He can feel it.

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His favorite things are the summers, because that’s when you return from boarding school, and his life becomes a lot more bright and a lot less dull.


“Friendship can be an excuse. A cover for when there’s something there you don’t want to admit or you’re too scared to explore.” - Gossip Girl

  Oneshot, Brother’s Bestfriend, Skinny Love, Mild Angst, Mature Themes

Word Count: 8,653

Before: Alright, so please keep in mind that this is the first oneshot I have ever written, therefore please don’t be too harsh on me. I hope I get better in time. I received two Jimin requests and decided to combine them both into one. Any who, I hope this is somewhat tolerable! I apologize in advance.

Jimin’s not sure when it began.

As he watches you dance with a very inebriated yet still somehow skillful Hoseok, who insists on being a little too touchy with you (at least in Jimin’s opinion) it’s all that seems to cross his mind.

That, and the thought of how badly he wants to remove Hoseok from the current situation and instead replace the older with himself.

You both are dancing to the slower version of one of your favorite songs, one that’s permanently etched in Jimin’s mind because of your refusal to listen to anything else but the damn song the entire summer break of last year.

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Under pressure.

This is my entry for @mamaredd123 and @atc74‘s fabulous 300 challenge. My prompts were Pregnant, Overwhelmed and Under Pressure by Queen. The song has been used as a theme throughout but also some of the lyrics have been placed inside the fic and they are marked in bold. This is Un-beta’d so any and all mistakes are my own. Tags are below the cut. I am using the SPN Fanfic Pond tag list, if you have been tagged wrongly, please let me know and I will remove you asap

Summary: The reader is being held captive by demons when they begin to change their behaviour suddenly. Does the reader still believe she is going to be saved or will some new news push her over the edge?

Warnings: Kidnapping, Physically forced to drink water, fear, talk of previous torture, Major angst.

Word count: 1704.

Pairing: Dean X Reader.

You had been stuck in this warehouse for nearly 3 weeks now, the demons holding you had taken a break from torturing you, leaving you alone with no food or water for the last 2 days. They had captured you whilst you were on a hunt with the Winchesters and you hadn’t been able to escape, despite numerous attempts. At first they tortured you for information; about the Winchesters,about other hunters and about the bunker but you refused to crack. After awhile they stopped asking questions and started just hurting you for the fun of it, laughing as they watched the blood drip from your cuts before healing you just enough that you lived another day. You had been waiting to be rescued by Sam and Dean but your hope had been slipping away more and more each day. You couldn’t understand why they hadn’t come to save you, they must know that something is wrong, how could they not? Maybe they just didn’t want to try, maybe they were sick of you. You shook your head quickly, groaning as it made you vision swirl, you couldn’t allow yourself to think like that. You had to pull through this and the only way you can do that is through keeping yourself strong.

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You + Me = Better Math

Justin doesn’t think about it.

The problem of course, lies in the fact that Justin has always been extremely successful at the things he puts his mind to. And sure, that’s all well and good, until one day he, Holster and Lardo are decorating the tops of their caps in the Haus kitchen, and the next Justin’s got three new roommates in a too small apartment in Providence, with almost 200 miles separating himself from his best friend.

Justin is decidedly thinking about it.

My ‘Swawesome Santa is here!! 

For Lasenby_Heathcote.  A million thank you’s to @sleepy-skittles​ for beta-ing this for me in the middle of Law School exams (a goddess, seriously), and to @jayzimmboni​ for being a sounding board for me throughout this whole exchange!! Title from You Make Me Better by Fabolous, because you all know it is the official SMH D-Men Theme Song, lbr. 

  This is my first big-ish Holsom fic! I hope y’all like it!

Link to AO3!

Pairing: Ransom/Holster

Rating: Teen & Up

Words: 5,255

Tags:  Future Fic, Getting Together, Anxiety, Loneliness, Canon Typical Swearing, Cuddling, alcohol

Justin doesn’t think about it.

He keeps himself busy, throwing himself into being a good captain for the boys, immersing himself in his studies and planning more Haus Parties in a year than ever before. If he starts to think about it, he goes on the defense, pulling his notes back out or opening Instagram up on his phone and getting lost in the study aesthetics and kittens tags. Other people are obviously thinking about it; he can see it in the way Bitty pulls his bottom lip between his teeth and the nervous looks Dex and Nursey exchange as the season draws to a close. But then they make it into the playoffs, and everybody (including Justin) forgets about that thing looming in the middle of May.

They make it to the championships and they win this time, Bitty scoring the game winning goal with a beautiful slap shot. Justin has never felt pride and excitement and relief like this before, watching this team pile together on the ice, red and white confetti falling from the ceiling and clinging to the sweat and tears on their smiling faces. There’s strong arms lifting Justin in the air, and he knows who it is, knows there’s only one person that even has a chance of moving his feet from the ground . He grins and clings to Holster, forcibly not thinking about what comes next.

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anonymous asked:

hi! could you write a fluff scenario (series like the cake one if possible pls aaaaaa 😍) where one of the guys spots their s/o missing from the tent in the middle of the night only to find them not far from camp just singing to themselves? like maybe they didn't know s/o could sing or something hehe add more context if you want please!! love your writing <3

Omg yes new fluff series. I am up to the task. This is a fabulous idea, anon! I shall start the series with a fluffy Ignis story, since we all know he’s my dude. Keep your eyes peeled the next bro’s story <33

Tagging @rubyreddemise because she needs the fluff to find her missing voice. 

Of course Iggy’s s/o would be into classical opera music. I mean I am *hair toss*. The song mentioned in this work is Nuit D’étoiles by Debussy. Or as my friend likes to call it “Not da Toilet.” Choir is fun sometimes.

I also apologize if some of the French grammar is wrong. I got the lyrics off google, but they didn’t have any accents on them. So I’m just referring back to my high school french days the best I can.

Enjoy <3

Nuit D’étoiles 

It was still pitch dark when Ignis’s sea green eyes greeted the new day. It wasn’t a rare occurrence, nor was it a nuisance. The Royal Advisor has always been rather fond of mornings, especially when on the road. It allowed him some much needed silence until he had to rouse his traveling companions from their slumber.

With a lazy hand, Ignis reached for his glasses and sat up. Once his glasses were situated properly on his face, he rose from his bed roll. He glanced to his side to find the spot that was usually filled by you… empty. Before he allowed himself to panic at your absence, he carefully tiptoed over the three sleeping young man were scattered about the tent.

Everything outside remained unplaced. The table, the chairs… all of it was left virtually untouched from the way they were left the night before. Still, you were no where to be found. This is when his panic set in. Still carefully not awaken the other, Ignis hurried off the campsite and into the thick forest that surrounded them.

The campsite set up only yards away from Costlemark Tower, the dungeon the group had been only just conquered the night before last. The group of five had been stuck inside for nearly two days, attempting to solves it’s puzzles and exit nearly unscathed. They were successful, but exhausted. Noctis insisted they take a two day resting period before taking on anymore jobs or extraneous hunts. Everyone agreed with no argument.

The sun was only just beginning to rise, but darkness still engulfed the area. Ignis quickly turned on his flashlight that was conveniently placed on his shirt pocket to get a better view of his surroundings.

“Y/N—“ His call out to you was interrupted by a rather unexpected delightful sound.

“Nuit d’etoiles sous tes voiles
Sous ta brise et tes parfums.”

The flute like sound of a soprano’s voice sang out in the distance, near the ruined entrance of  Costlemark Tower. Ignis’s ears perked up at the sound, his facial expression softened.

“Is that Y/N?” He thought aloud. His accented voice was no louder than mutter.

“Triste lyre qui soupire
Je rêve aux amours defunts.”

Ignis followed the direction of the acapella masterpiece that he assumed flowed from your own mouth.

“La sereine mélancolie vient
Ecole au fond de mon coeur”

You strolled leisurely down the open ruins of the tower, your back turned to the to the forest that laid behind you. Not a single thought occurred to you that you had an audience besides the harmless creatures that took refuge in the ruins during Lucis’s perilous nights.

“Et j’entends la me de ma mie
Tresallir dans le bois rêveur"

The foreign words rolled of your tongue as if it were your native tongue. A light smile graced your lips as you sang the song you had stuck in your head for what seemed like days. 

You never bothered to ask turn on your favorite genre of music in the Regalia, knowing the boys would tease you. Classic Opera? Not really a fitting theme for warriors on the road.

You loved to sing. At home in Insomnia, you would sing everyday. In the shower, in the kitchen… anywhere and everywhere… just never in front of an audience.

Awakening in the middle of the night had given you an idea. Get the singing out of your system. Who knows when a chance like this will come again? Besides, the acoustics in the ruins will work just fine in your favor.

“Nuit d’étoiles…”

You closed your eyes and spun around on your toes, imagining yourself dancing an elegant ballet. Your eyes shot open as a familiar hand wrapped around your waist, while one grabbed hold of your hand.

Heat flocked to your cheeks like moths to a flame. 


He held you close as he began to sway you back and forth, beginning to dance with you in the silence of the forest.

“I didn’t mean to stop the siren’s beautiful singing,” he smiled flirtatiously.

“I—“ you stuttered, staring up at your boyfriend with wide eyes.

“Why haven’t you ever told me you sing? Your voice is as lovely as you are, my dear,” his eyes stared into your with sweet adoration.

Unintentionally, you felt a smile begin to grow across your lips. “Really?” You breathed.

“Really,” Ignis confirmed, giving you a gentle peck on the lips. He continued to sway with you. “May I request you to continue your song? It would be much easier to dance with you if there were music.”

Slowly, you nodded. “As you wish.”

Ignis’s face lit up like a star in the night sky.

Taking in a breath, you allowed the words to flow once again. You picked up exactly where you left off.

“Je revois a notre fontaine
Tes regards bleus comme le cieux
Cette rose c’est ton haleine
Les ces étoiles sont tes yeux
Nuit d’étoiles.”

Video Games ~ A Chanyeol One Shot

A Park Chanyeol one shot 

Requested by lalahiatus

Genre: Romance

Member: Park Chanyeol

Summary: (of this one shot) After a long and stressful day at work, you come home to your loving boyfriend, Chanyeol, who cheers you up with his talkative and goofy personality.

Stomping out of your boss’s office, you angrily make your way to the break area to get a cup of coffee, to try and calm yourself down. She suddenly dropped a huge burden on you, asking you - commanding you to work two more hours overtime to cover for one of your co-workers who had gone home sick a few hours ago. When you get to the break room, you see a sticky note stuck on the coffee machine.

Coffee machine doesn’t work!

Great. So now you had to do extra work for you and your sick co-worker, with the other problem of not having coffee. You didn’t even get to have your morning one, the line at Starbucks was too long and when you arrived this morning, there were way too many people crowded at this one, shitty, and now broken coffee maker. Pulling your hair into a tight ponytail, you walk to the vending machine to see that they had run out of your favorite beverage. Even better, your workplace wants you to work an extra two hours, and they want you to stay dehydrated until you get home. You were supposed to have a night in with Chanyeol, who had just so happened to have today off, unlike you. You usually got home before he did, him coming home just as you’re about to drift off to sleep. It was alright, you still had the weekends and you still saw each other in the morning while getting ready for work.

But today was not your day.

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anonymous asked:

Hehey! Can i request a scenario for ten nct? I was thinking about the reader (also an idol from sm) competes in hit the stage and ten is a part of her dance crew? And like they have their partnered dance moments and squeeeee HAHAHAHA fluff fluff and like when she got to the finals she performed a stage just with ten? Wow that was long lol, but thanks a lott!💕

Hit the stage

Ok, I wrote this while I was really tired and it did not turn out as good as I wanted it to so I’m sorry, hope you don’t suffer too much and here it is xD



Genre: fluff I guess, it’s all over the place

Word count: 1 537

Summary: Chen is playing matchmaker…..

Who was I going to ask for help? This week’s theme for Hit the stage was love and I had no idea who my crew was supposed to be this time because I wanted someone who can dance but I also need someone that I’m comfortable enough to do this with since this is not the regular kind of theme. We would have to be very close to each other during some parts of the dance and there will probably be a lot of touching. In order to do this successfully I will have to be comfortable. I was currently sitting in my dorm room, all the others were out doing schedules I was supposed to be a part of, however since SM wanted me to do good on Hit the stage they just want me to focus on that for the time being. All of a sudden I hear a knock on the door.

“It’s open!” I call out, being too lazy to move from the sofa. The door opened and someone kicked of their shoes and entered the dorm. I looked up and was greeted by my best friend Kim Jongdae also known as EXO’s Chen. He gave me his signature cheshire smile and sat down beside me.

“What’s up?” He asked and gave me his full attention. I shrugged.

“Nothing much, just trying to think of the best dancer that I can do this week’s performance with.”

“What’s the theme?”

“You know I’m not supposed to tell you.” He pouted at me, causing me to emit a laugh.

“You could do it with me, EXO’s dancing machine.” I laughed even more at him. That’s a big reason as to why he was my best friend, he always made me laugh and there was never a dull moment with him.

“In your dreams you dinosaur.” He playfully punched me in the arm for the nickname. What can I say, he kind of looks like a dinosaur, a very cute dinosaur. “No, but I don’t know who I’m supposed to ask, I don’t want to ask someone I’ve already danced with because I want to be the one with a variety of crews but I have to be comfortable with the person for this to be good.” He looked at me a, I could see the wheels turning in his brain and suddenly his eyes lit up as if he just had an idea.

“I know exactly who you should dance with.” I looked at him suspiciously, in these kind of situations it was hard trusting the troll that was my best friend.

“And who is that?” He just shook his head and stood up, pulling me up with him.

“I’m not telling you just yet.” Now it was my time to pout. “You get your cute little but to the practice room.” He patted my bum. “And I’ll bring him there, I don’t think he’s busy right now.” There wasn’t much to do other than trust him and leave for the practice room. There I sat down and started listening through some songs that could fit the kind of dance I wanted to do. Soon enough I heard voices approaching my position and shortly after, Jongdae opened the door followed by someone who had been on the show a year before me; Ten. my eyes widened, why did it have to be him, I told Jongdae that I wanted to be comfortable, not nervous. Ten smiled at me, making me die slightly on the inside.

“Y/N-ah. This is Ten but I’m sure you already knew that. As you know he has both the experience of the show and he can make anyone feel comfortable so you’re all set. I have already explained as much as I know for him so the rest is up to you. I’ll just leave and good luck.” Before he closed the door he shot me a wink and I glared at him, he’s playing matchmaker that little shit.

“So, what’s the week’s theme?” He asked and sat down beside me. I just looked at him with a shocked look.

“Wait, are you saying you’ll do this?” He nodded.

“Of course, It’ll be nice dancing on that stage once again, and I want a chance to win, also I’ve been wanting to dance with you for a while too.” Now I was stunned, he wanted to dance with me specifically? He just grinned at me, knowing what I sentence I was stuck on. “But I need to know what the theme is.” He brought me back to reality.

“Oh, uh it’s love. They’re reusing one of the more interesting themes from last season.” His cheeks were now slightly red, I don’t think he expected that. “Do you still want to do it?”

“Of course I do, we can do this, no problem.” I laughed at how fast he was talking and pulled him down on the floor again since he had stood up in all his haste.

“I have already looked through some songs that fit the concept I want to do.”

We spent the next 30 minutes deciding on the song and the hour after that brainstorming dance moves. The feel of the song is supposed to be cute because both me and Ten can relate to that feeling and it comes naturally to the both of us. We were doing some kind of high school romance so we gathered some other people that were supposed to act as our “friends” in the performance. Ten was supposed to be the guy doing all he possibly can to get the girl, me, but she is stubborn and persistent but in the end she will accept. It will be a kind of push and pull game.

So we started practicing, making up moves as we went and in the end it turned out to be really good. After hours of dancing we were both exhausted and more than ready for sleep. We gathered our stuff and left the room.

“That was awesome, I really look forward to tomorrow.” Ten couldn’t keep the smile from his face as he talked about our dancing. The practice today may have been a bit clumsy but we still haven’t got all the parts down correctly yet. We hugged as we were about to go our separate ways to our individual dorms. I was attacked by my teammates who were trying to get some information out of me but I remained quiet and said that they’d have to wait until the show aired. Then I went to bed.

During the week we practiced harder than ever. And once it was friday Ten and I decided to practice ourselves, without the rest of the crew, for our individual parts. During one of these parts Ten was supposed to grab me by the arm as I tried to walk away and drag me into him, resulting in me wrapping one of my legs around his hips. Every time we did this my heart started racing, every time we were close enough that I could feel his breath on my face, and every time I had to calm myself down when we pulled apart and continued the dance. Another part included him carrying me around the stage, I knew there was going to be touching but this is making me feel things. I think I’m falling for him and that’s not good. Being idols complicates a lot of things, including dating. So I ignored those feelings and tried staying platonic towards him.

“You want to take a break?” Ten asked as the clock ticked closer to seven PM. I nodded and grabbed my water.bottle. “Let’s go buy some coffee or something, we’ll need to be awake if we’re going to continue.” And with that the both of us went outside in the coldness, that also helped waking us up. We were soon back, me both of us with a latte each.

“You really didn’t have to pay for me, honestly.” I said as I drank my coffee.

“Of course, what kind of guy would I be if I didn’t.” I laughed at him. “And also, I count this as a date so.” he looked at me as he drank his coffee and wiggled his eyebrows a bit. I just shook my head at him, knowing better than to contradict him. After the coffee break we practiced until one in the morning.

The next day was the day of the show and Ten and I were unfortunate to go first. We were standing backstage as the hosts talked away with the judges and the contestants.I looked at Ten, all cute in his makeup and outfit. We looked at each other as they introduced our performance and the video of our practices appeared on the big screen. Ten looked at me.

“You know, I heard somewhere that a good luck kiss actually works.” I looked at him with a shocked expression and before I knew it he cupped my face and gave me a long kiss on the lips. When he pulled away he looked at me and smiled. “Let’s do this.”

Let me just say that we won.


I held out as long as I could on watching the last moments. Which turned out to be 2 hours from the series finale lol. Life though, made it a little hard to find the time to put together my post about the show.

Before the finale, I was looking for a few issues to resolved. Each one was wrapped up nicely, if briefly. That being said, there is a lot to love about SWDBS and a lot that makes it worth watching. It features:

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Current Music Obsessions: April 16 - 30, 2017

I am so late on this, but it’s finally here! Here are the honorable mentions for the last two weeks of April.

Darkest Sins - Domineer
Deus Ex Machina - Human Savior
Fortune Drives to Vegas - Harms’ Way
Pyramaze - Kingdom of Solace
Wind Rose - The Wolves’ Call
Kari Rueslatten - Beautiful Morning
RA - Supernova
Weaksaw - Storyteller
Grimes - Kill V. Maim
#Zvitrom - Luna
The Eden House - Verdades (I Have Chosen You)
Marina and the Diamonds - Lies
Nighon - Reclaiming Ravenpoint
The Provenance - Second and Last, but Not Always
Vetrar Draugurinn - Vigil (for the Lost Children of our Generation)
Secret Sphere - The Calling
Ayreon - Star of Sirrah
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum - The Donkey-Headed Adversary of Humanity Opens the Discussion
Sympuls-E - Silver Wings
Derdian - Burn feat. Henning Basse
Delfinia - Do You Remember feat. Roland Grapow
MindMaze - One More Moment
Lana Del Rey - Lust for Life feat. The Weeknd
Mountaineer - Womb
Massive Ego - Low Life
Gravesend - Burn
The Night Flight Orchestra - Gemini
Vandroya - The Path to the Endless

Now that all them guys are out of the way, here are the real obsessions.

1) The Charm the Fury - Colorblind

I’ve been rather interested in these guys ever since hearing a few tracks off their latest album, The Sick, Dumb and Happy. This is an older track of theirs that I learned about through an interview that Caroline did with Metal & Highheels where I learned that this song is about LGBT RIGHTS. YES, BITCH! It’s such an epic and powerful song and a perfect extreme metal anthem for our community.

2) Ruins of Elysium - Beyond the Witching Hour

After first listening to their new album, Seeds of Chaos and Serenity, this song definitely grabbed a lot of my attention. It’s so powerful, beautiful and dramatic. Drake’s voice is absolutely wonderful here and the orchestrations are EVERYTHING. Such an epic track. Highly recommend it!

3) Hysterica - Lock Up Your Son

Hysterica is a band I’ve known about for a few years, but I haven’t dabbled too much into them. This song is definitely making me want to change that. It’s so epic and gritty. I tend to not be that into classic styled heavy metal, but these girls definitely take the cake! A great track to jam out to. And the ending gets me feeling a type of way with it being so cheesy that it’s perfect.

4) Igorrr - ieuD

This is Igorrr’s first single that they’ve released in lieu of their upcoming album. I’m not the biggest fan of them (their music tends to lack a lot of structure, which throws me off a bit), but this song is absolutely epic and is a serious ball buster. It’s no Tout Petit Moineau, but it’s amazing and definitely worth listening to.

5) Evenoire - Drops of Amber

This is a song that I’ve loved for a while that I rekindled my love for. I can’t remember why this song got back into my watch later playlist, but it did, and I became obsessed with it once again. This band is so amazing and is such a bummer that they’ve broken up. The power and energy they exude in their music is wonderful. Also, that rose gold flute is EVERYTHING.

6) Femm - Fxxk Boyz Get Money

THIS SONG IS MY NEW THEME SONG. I randomly came across this song one day and IMMEDIATELY got obsessed with it. The beat is so epic and the song itself is so catchy and amazing. I was constantly jamming out to this song and putting it on blast whenever I could. Such an epic track.

7) The Autist - Ethereal feat. Polina Psycheya  and Dragica Maletic

This is another song that The Autist have released a lyric video for in promotion for their new album, The Coldest Sun. I REALLY need to get around to listening to it, because everything I’ve heard off it so far has been breathtaking. This song is no exception. The beauty and it’s simplicity make it such an epic track.

8) Sunterra - Somewhere

This is a song that I have loved for YEARS. One day I was really feeling gothic metal and then this song popped into my head for the first time in a long while. It’s so lovely and wonderful. It’s so simple, but it leaves such a huge impression. I plan on listening to their newest release, which is more of an industrial metal direction than gothic metal. Not sure how I feel about it, but I’ll definitely give it a shot.

9) Admirabilis - Back Where I Belong

I discovered this song while listening to a gothic metal playlist on YT and immediately fell in love with it. It’s such a gorgeous gothic metal tune. For some reason it makes me think of the early 2000’s/late 90’s. It’s all in the instrumentals. It just screams that it’s from that era of music and I love it.

10) Trees of Eternity - The Eye of Night

We all know how I feel about this band so I’m just going to go straight into it. They released the lyric video for this song on the anniversary of Aleah’s passing. It was such a beautiful tribute to her. This song is definitely one of the heavier songs off Hour of the Nightingale, while still maintaining the ambient doom metal vibe. It’s so lovely and perfect.

11) Melissa Etheridge - Fearless Love

This song, man. I remember loving this song when it first came out several years ago. But the reason why it’s here is because I’ve had the music video, not the song, the video, stuck in my head for FOUR YEARS. I tried doing so much to figure out what it was, because I remembered loving it so much. Then I decided to do some snooping around one day last month and found it and it turned out to be so much better than I remembered it being. Such an amazing song. Highly recommend it.

12) End of the Dream - Until You Break

This is the second single coming from End of the Dream’s upcoming album of the same title and it’s also their first ever music video. HOLY. FUCKING. TITS. The song and video are absolutely AMAZING. Micky’s voice has definitely grown so much since their first release. She looks absolutely DIVINE in the video. I cannot wait to finally get an opportunity to listen to Until You Break as a whole. I am so hyped for it!

That’s it for this month…well, that month. I’m probably gonna have longer lists in May and possibly June because I fell behind on things (hence why this is going up rather late), but hey, at least I’ll be able to recommend a decent amount of great stuff!

Girl Meets Audrey Hepburn

I think everyone’s pretty aware of the obvious Maya in GM Money dressed as Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany’s (they even included a cat!).

And that’s pretty interesting when you consider additional parallels like the song that Audrey sings in the movie, Moon River (link), includes the lyric “my huckleberry friend”. Plus, the guitar Holly plays looks awfully similar (albeit slightly smaller) to May’s guitar that Maya receives.

And at first I thought the Audrey Hepburn parallel was interesting but didn’t think much of it….until I looked closer at the other Audrey Hepburn parallel.

The other time they have a character channel Audrey Hepburn is in GM 1961, with Riley’s great-grandmother Rosie dressed up as Jo, Audrey’s character in Funny Face.

Since I’ve been stuck in a blizzard and haven’t seen the movie since I was kid with my grandparents, I decided to rewatch it. And holy moly, if I wasn’t convinced about the writers being intentional with the Hepburn parallels before, I certainly am now.  More after the cut since idk how long this will end up being.

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utaiteism  asked:

LOl I'm back again. Please, can you tell us your favourite top 5 Infinite MV's (curious like always + needs a dose of your writting again lol).

I was a little busy this week, so I’m sorry my answers for this will be a little shorter ;;

5. Before the Dawn (BTD): So kinda similar to how I included “Beautiful Target”, I’m including ‘BTD’ for more nostalgic reasons than anything. It was the first comeback I got to see of their’s, and I can remember it being stuck in my head for the longest time after watching the MV! The whole MV played out like a drama/action movie (like a lot of their MVs actually lol), but that in combination with their dancing with the greenish filter scenes I thought gave the MV a much darker look and theme. And then we get to them fighting at the end, and somehow, Infinite have a way of making it look cool and intense and not corny at all? Like I still get a little anxious watching the ending scene with L and Woohyun looking out the screened in window with the orchestral music AHH gives me such feels~

4. Man In Love: One of the few non-dramatic MVs, it’s instead the perfect MV to go watch that makes you smile. I also love their styling in this MV!!! Perfection! Especially the black and white outfits they wear during the dancing scenes (Dongwoo’s outfits are my favorite actually). It’s just a cute MV, going through each of their days through class, teaching kids, KITTENS and perfect pastels and all pretty, shiny things. And again like all Infinite songs, the chorus is so catchy, along with their perfect dance moves that just leads to an wholesome happy song. I actually find myself going back to listen to this song quite a bit.

3. The Eye: ‘The Eye’ demonstrates how Infinite have now perfected the angsty, dramatic, 80’s-synth vibe that the majority of their songs and MV give off. The settings for the MV were gorgeous, with the dark wooden rooms and crystal chandeliers, to the scenes of them all sitting at the table and taking turns of trying to taunt L. The dance scenes are a good opposition, in a brightly lit, plain garage so that they play off each other well. And again, the DANCING IS AMAZING. I am NEVER disappointed with Infinite’s dances, and The Eye is no exception. Their styling is also on point for the MV as well. And the scene where Sungjong appears to L in the rain? Ugh what a beautifully filmed scene. 

2. Back: So, like I had previously said, ‘The Eye’ showcases how Infinite have perfected their sound, but to me it is ‘Back’ that first exemplified this perfection. It is everything Infinite has to offer, in a crisp and emotional package. Everything about this look was amazing. They all look sharp and manly with their all black outfits and short hair, smashing shit with fires and explosions but again, it doesn’t look cheesy! They make it work! What i love about the filming of this though is how the majority of the MV is pretty colorless, with the exceptions of the bright red and purple tones that are scattered during the more intense scenes, from the fire, the bad guys’ outfits, the writing on the wall during the dance scenes, all representing the evil they are trying to take out. It leads to some really gorgeous imagery. And, of course, the music is top notch, the dancing top notch, etc. 

1. Be Mine: WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS. I absolutely adore this song, this MV, this era. This is the beginning of them finding their groove, and they did a really nice job with it. The black and white scenes literally look like they could have been taken out of a MV from the 80’s, and with the slow-mo scenes of explosions and hair flying it serves as a theatrically intense, emotional juxtaposition to the dance scenes. It’s interesting to note that they show an older, 80’s looking movie on the TV a few times during the MV that similarly reenacts what’s going on in the MV. And speaking of the dance scenes, again, (or I guess for the first time, really), they play with having only one main color, blue in this case, that we see in their clothing. One of my favorite specific scenes is towards the end when they’re singing the chorus for the last time and they’re split in half, facing each other singing. I don’t know, it’s always just seemed like a good way of showing the tension that was building throughout the MV, and kinda releasing it as they’re all pleading, shouting the chorus.

Disneyland Date (Hoseok x Reader)

Pairing: Hoseok/J-Hope x Reader
Rating: T
Genre: Fluff

Words: 1,140

Summary: You and Hoseok go on a date in Disneyland! :D

A/N: Hopefully this along the lines of what your were thinking, anon! If not, my bad ;p Also, omg I’ve never been to Disneyland so I don’t know the layout of the park so I had to fucking do research xD Anyway, enjoy! Reblogs/Comments/Favs always appreciated!

The warm wind pushes against you as Hoseok drags you into the ticket line, ecstatic smile lighting up his entire face. He’d woken you up this morning with a kiss and a quiet request to come along with him to Disneyland today, and how we’re you supposed deny a request like that?

“Y/N!” he calls, jumping on his feet and turning back to wait for you as you are held up in the entrance, a security guard thoroughly looking through the bag you’d brought along. “C’mon, I want ice cream!”

“Alright Hobi, hold on!” you say, quickly picking your bag up and jogging up to him. When you reach his side he laughs and throws an arm around your shoulder, holding you close as you both walk into the theme park.

Hand-in-hand you travel through the park, Hoseok darting away from you the minute he see’s ice cream. You just giggle and wait in the shade nearby as he orders, returning to your side a minute later with the biggest ice cream cone you’ve ever seen held in his grasp.

“C’mon, share it with me!” he says after taking a few licks, holding it out to you, and you grab the cone with a roll of your eyes.

“Hobi, we’re never gonna be able to finish this! It’s too big and I don’t need to eat anything this fattening!”

“Hush,” he responds, leaning down and pressing a quick kiss to the tip of your nose. You blink, caught off guard, and he smiles loving at you.

“You’re prefect, Y/N, so eat the ice cream. I know this is your favorite flavor!”

Blushing, you glace away from Hoseok, pouting slightly, but nonetheless continue devouring the ice cream cone. Hoseok just laughs, eyes crinkling cutely as he watches you.

When the ice cream is finally gone, you both agree to stop in Tomorrowland first and head on your way. The lines are long, to be expected, but in each other’s company it’s not too bad. As you weave through the maze of a waiting area, Hobi constantly pulls you in close, tucking you into him and humming into your ear. You smile, recognizing the song as something he’d come up with the other day as an idea for his mixtape.

“You should really record that soon,” you tell him quietly. “It sounds amazing.”

“Yeah?” he mumbles into your ear, chin resting leisurely on you shoulder. “I need to get someone to do the vocals though…”

“Oh c’mon,” you scoff, wriggling in his hold until you’re free. You turn to face him, hand smacking against his chest lightly. He blinks.

“Just do what Namjoon did! He used his own vocals in his tracks! He’s not a bad singer and neither are you!”

“I know, but…”

“No buts!” you say, turning your back to him and crossing your arms defiantly. “I believe in you Jung Hoseok and you can do it!”

He rolls his eyes, but smiles nonetheless.

“Aish, you’re always so supportive,” he whispers, leaning in to press a kiss to your shoulder, and you blush.

The entire day consists of stopping for food, avoiding large roller-coasters, and messing around with each other. You run off the rides before Hoseok can catch you and hide somewhere, watching giddily as he frowns and searches for you with determination etched into his features. When he finally finds you you squeal and he grabs you around your middle, pulling you back into a crushing hug. You usually part with a kiss, tugging at each other’s hands and skipping off to the next attraction.  

Everything goes by too fast, a whirl of smiles and laughter that will stick with you for as long as you live. Hoseok is always so busy with planning choreography, making Hope-on-the-street videos, writing new lyrics, and any other schedule that BTS has that you’re never able to spend quality time with him too often.

That’s why today is so special. Hoseok is so happy, and he deserves all the happiness in the world. You only wish you had the power to give it all to him.

“Hey,” Hoseok says, waving a hand in front of your face. You’d been zoning out for the last few minutes now, staring into the water below as the white ferry made its way around the tiny bay. “You alright?”

“I—,” you start, startling out of your thoughts. He sends you a concerned look, bottom lips stuck out in a slight pout, and you giggle. “I’m fine. Just thinking, is all.”

“Yeah?” he questions, lazily leaning back against the railing. “About what?”

“Hmmm…I’m just glad you’re so happy today,” you say, embarrassment causing you to wring your hands in the front of your shirt. “I feel lucky to be able to be a part of your day.”


At hearing Hoseok’s serious tone you blink in surprise, turning to face him. Mouth turned down into a frown, he takes a step forward and cups your face with one of his hands, the other reaching down to stop your nervous wringing.

“You do realize—,” he begins, lips quirking and eyes becoming soft as he gazes at you. “—that the reason I’m happy is because of you—not just because I’m here, right?”

“I-I mean,” you stutter, face heating up when Hoseok subtly threads his fingers through yours, his thumb rubbing soothingly against the skin of your cheek. “I was hoping so, but…”

“Aish, I can’t believe you sometimes,” he says, shaking his head in disbelief, and then before you know it he has closed the distance between you. Feeling emotion flutter in your chest, you sneak your arms around his neck and pull him in closer. He just laughs into your mouth, moving his hands to wrap around your waist. When you finally pull back you’re both laughing, pleasant smiles stretching across your lips.

“I really love you, you know that?” Hoseok says sincerely. “I’m so glad you’ve stuck by me.”

“I love you too,” you wink, leaning up to press your lips to his again. “And I’ll stick by you so long as you’ll let me.”

“Of course,” he responds, pulling you close, and you laugh into the fabric of his shirt as he holds you close.

“So…,” you eventually break the silence. “Space Mountain?”


“If you do it I’ll give you a present~”

At that, Hoseok raises his eyebrows curiously.

“What kind…?”

“Any kind you want!” you promise, folding your arms behind your back as you rock on your heels playfully. Your boyfriend’s eyes spark with interest, and before you know it he’s dragging you towards the ride.


(In the end Hoseok goes on the ride but ends up screaming so much that he loses his voice and Y/N has to apologize to the other BTS members).

my-anime-romance  asked:

Akashi angst ψ(`∇´)ψ PLEASE

(Sorry I’ve been dead for ever)

Yes yes and more yes! You guys, I complain about angsts all the time because I don’t want to put my heart through it (I get way too emotionally attached) BUT I LOVE WRITING THEM (and reading them..I am a sadomasochist after all >.<)!!!!! I dunno man…I just like deep, emotional, melancholy things! >.<

Remember!! I ALWAYS write angsts with a song to tie into the plot! (Look at past angsts to understand if you still don’t!) This themed song is new(ish), very popular, and it’s trending right now..So you’ll probably roll your eyes at it BUUTTTT I love this song right now and I saw a I took it Mwahaha (¬‿¬) So:

Akashi Seijuro- “Hello” by Adele

Also— if you’ve read my past angsts, I’ve mostly channeled the angst-y emotions towards the KnB character instead of the reader (ie. I’ve made the KnB character at fault and the cause of the angst feeling). This angst is different. I’ve centered the angst-y emotions toward the reader. I hope it doesn’t matter too much but if you’d like me to write the angst focusing on the KnB character doing wrong, then request again and I’ll write another one!!

**Also one more note!! This writing has a lot of Math involved..I hate Math and the simplest addition makes me frustrated because I’m lazy (xD)..It doesn’t make too much difference if you don’t get it, it’s just written to make the timeline real. Math to back it up as proof. So don’t focus as much on the math as you should emotions. ^u^ Now onwards!

Akashi: “Hello. It’s me.”

The bright red hair strands shifted as he snapped his head up at the sound of a vaguely-familiar, feminine voice singing out.

“That sentence..she starts out every voicemail with that exact wording..” Akashi Seijuro murmured as if the song and singer set him in a trance reminiscing in the past.

“What?” Another feminine voice pipped up, making Akashi snap back to the present.

“Hm? Oh, nothing..” Akashi couldn’t help but wince in annoyance at the high-pitched voice.

“I was wondering if after all these years you’d like to meet,” The first feminine voice continued singing as she gracefully played the classy, white, grand piano that set the scene. “To go over everything.”

Akashi was twenty-three currently, only four more days needed to pass before he would turn twenty-four. Only four more days needed to pass before five years turned into six years since they had not talked. Six years since they’ve seen each other. Six years since she’s heard his voice. However, he knows what her voice sounds least the way she talked in her voicemails, trying to get ahold of him before she started crying. Unfortunately, he knew the sounds of her crying way more then he knew the sound of her own voice speaking.

It was the day he had turned eighteen when she ended everything. The day when she broke Akashi Seijuro’s heart while trying to give it back to him. It was the day she felt as if she clawed her own heart out, dropped it in the garbage, and walked away from it. The day she ended her chances to have a potential happy family.

That was the day she walked away from any future she had with him.

“They say that time’s supposed to heal ya, but I ain’t done much healing.”

After ending their relationship once and for all before walking off, she went M.I.A. from him or anyone else she knew. She packed her things and fled from the whole country, ending all possibilities for Akashi to hunt and chase her down.

“Hello, can you hear me?”

She began her new life half way around the world where she originally lived. Her father was American, her mother was Japanese, and she was the best of both worlds. When she was young and in elementary, they lived as a perfect family in California, USA. She was twelve when her dad passed away and thirteen when her mom decided to move back to her homeland, Japan.

She was thirteen when she met Akashi and thirteen when they both started hitting it off. Akashi saw an emotion held in the girl’s eyes that matched his same emotion. Akashi saw that a part of her was dormant, almost dead, inside. She had lost a loved one that was very close to her and he could tell because he went through the same thing. That’s when he realised she was much like him— that’s when he realised she was everything he wanted in his future wife.

“I’m in California dreaming about who we used to be”

She was eighteen when she left Akashi and her childhood life behind in Japan and moved back over to California. She stayed with her dad’s side of the family. She wanted to start anew. She wanted to forget everything that happened in Japan— including Akashi. She thought that if she ran fast and far enough from her problems, then she would forget about all of them and they would just vanish.

“When we were younger and free.”

But alas, no matter how much she tried to forget him and try to move on, her mind was stuck on her one true love. Two years past before she turned twenty. Two years she had tried her hardest to forget Akashi before realising she just couldn’t. She thought that since she’s older and twenty now, she could try and talk about the things she just couldn’t in the past. Maybe she could move back, maybe they could start again. Maybe he would answer his phone and admit he still loved her and wanted her back.

“I’ve forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet.”

The call never came. His voice never spoke. The closest thing she got to hearing his voice was his voicemail recording: “This is Akashi Seijuro. Leave me a message and I’ll call you back”.

Another two years past and she was twenty-two. For two years she kept trying. Call after call, she kept thinking that he might pick up this time. She knew she probably sounded desperate and pathetic, but she didn’t care. She was desperate to try and mend things that she ended. She knew it was her fault and she would gladly admit it if it meant she could talk to him again.

California was where her ‘dream’ began. She reached her dream job and goal when she became a singer, getting gigs from all over the world; however, there was no joyous feeling she had because she had forgotten what happiness was after she walked away from her lover.

Akashi had to admit, whoever was singing knew how to make bittersweet emotions stir up. He wanted to admit so badly that he could never love anyone else after giving his heart away to his childhood lover..but things weren’t that simple.

“I love you so much, Seiju..” His wife sighed lovingly, caressing the top of his hands from across the table.

“That makes me really happy to know that.” Akashi smiled forcefully, tilting his head to the side while putting on a poker face.

The woman sighed, her smile now turning into a frown. She couldn’t understand why Akashi never said the three special words back.

“Seijuro..we’ve been married for three years, almost four…and you’ve never told me that you love me even once…” Tears brimmed her eyes as she began to pretend to weep with a high-pitch sound, hoping she could get Akashi to feel bad.

Akashi said nothing but sighed and looked away, rolling his heterochromatic-coloured eyes. The woman pouted as she realised she would never get her way; meanwhile, Akashi couldn’t help but think about the one girl he really wanted as his wife, not this annoying trophy wife that was currently sitting in front of him.

“There’s such a difference between us and a million miles.”

Akashi couldn’t help but begin to wonder why she stopped calling nine days after her twenty-second birthday. She had tried so hard, for two years straight, to talk to him and then suddenly she just..vanished. No more calls rang, no more voicemails were left. It was as if she gave up completely. And he hasn’t heard her voice in two, almost three, years because of it. His heart broke every minute as he thought about it.

“Hello from the other side.”

____’s heart broke as she belted out the notes while playing the chords on the piano; she couldn’t help but wonder where Akashi and his wife were at at this moment she was in Japan. She’d been traveling for a year all around the world, singing at different places; however, she’s avoided the one country she swore she’d never come back..yet here she was, singing at it.

Maybe if she came and saw him personally, maybe if she came back. Maybe he would take her back, maybe they would mend everything back together. So many “maybe”’s ran through her many “maybe”’s that would never be.

“I must’ve called a thousand times”

A thousand times wasn’t enough and two years were too short. Akashi secretly wished she would keep calling, that she would keep trying to get ahold of him, because that proved she still wanted him and that she still had not moved on just like he.

He was angry at himself; angry that he let his pride get to him. He wished he could just pick up the phone and tell her how he wanted her back..but he didn’t, and because of that, she stopped trying. Now he would probably never see her again.

“To tell you I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done”

The trophy wife sighed while grabbing her coat.

“Come on, it’s time we get home.”

Akashi only nodded as he got out of the booth and walked ahead of her, not caring if she was behind him or not. He didn’t know why he hated her so much, but he did. He despised her, wish he never met her. She wasn’t ___. She wasn’t what he wanted..and she would never be. And for that, he hated her.

“But when I call you never seem to be home.”

If only he knew why ___ quit calling, he would hate his wife even more. He would never be able to forgive her for what she did.

___ couldn’t get the memory out of her head; the memory of the day she stopped calling. The reason why she stopped calling was not because she simply gave up.

The memory of when the phone finally picked up. The memory of ___ expecting to hear a male voice, Akashi’s voice, only to be surprised to hear a female, high-pitched voice. The horrid memory of the woman only saying “He’s moved on. He doesn’t love you anymore. He loves his wife. He loves me. Never. Call. Again.” before hanging up for good. The wretched memory of ___ crying for hours before accepting that Akashi was not hers and will never be ever again.

“Hello from the outside.”

The memory of when she stood outside, in the pouring rain, watching Akashi’s wife engulf him into a loving hug through the window. ___ didn’t want to accept the fact that he moved on. She wasn’t going to accept the fact until she saw it with her own eyes. The proof was right in front of the Akashi mansion’s window as she stood from the outside, looking in.

“At least I can say that I’ve tried”

Akashi and his trophy wife walked to the front of the restaurant, already paid for their meal and his wife was ready to get home. She knew Akashi was thinking about ___ and it was probably because of the stupid song. She wanted nothing but to get out of their so Akashi would pay attention to her again.

As his trophy wife was walking out the door, Akashi followed behind with his head down; however, for some reason he felt as if something was pulling him to look at the singer who was singing. There was this unknown force that whispered to him to turn and look at the stage where the singer was singing this song that touched his heart.

“To tell you I’m sorry for breaking your heart”

Akashi stopped midway, in between the door from going outside and inside the restaurant. His eyes widened to where you could actually see the whites of his eyes. He thought his heart stopped as he stared at the beauty on the stage. He knew that face from anywhere. He couldn’t believe it took him that long to realise it was her voice. It was ___’s voice that was singing. It was ___ who was on the stage, right in front of his eyes, singing about their lost love.

Everything drowned out after this point as Akashi started to change direction in his walk and started hurriedly walking towards the front of the stage, excusing and pushing people who were in the way. The comments from the bystanders and the sound of his wife yelling at him to come back was muted out as he focused on his one true love.

“But it don’t matter..”

As he got to the front, he put together everything. He realised this song was about him. He realised she didn’t stop calling because she gave up. He realised she stopped calling because someone made her give up. And he realised that no matter how much he could try and persuade her, ___ wouldn’t take him back since he has a wife “that he loves”. Realisation hit him hard as ___ and his heterochromatic-orbed eyes met, their gaze smoldering.

This was all his fault.

A shaky breath was inhaled from Akashi’s lungs before his breath got stuck in his throat as he watched the solo, clear tear run down ____’s cheek before dripping onto the white, grande piano. Teary eyed, ___ holds his stare down as she drew in a shaky breath, knowing both of their hearts were completely broken, and there was no chance of them healing back after she sang the last words.

“..It clearly doesn’t tear you apart anymore.”

Idols Chapter Eleven

Chapter 1  Chapter 2  Chapter 3  Chapter 4  Chapter 5  Chapter 6  Chapter 7  Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 *Chapter 11*

Genre: Fluff/Angst

Synopsis: When you moved to Korea to finish your Oxford language and translations degree in Korean. You never expected you’d become best friends with one of the biggest boy groups of the K Pop industry. Let alone dating a member of another. Life was perfect for you. But it soon came crashing down like a tone of bricks.

Word Count: 2140

Originally posted by mn-yg

The end of spring was drawing near. Days were getting hotter than before, the flowers were already in full bloom, and the spring winds had turned to summer breezes. The colours were at their ripest, days were long and nights weren’t as dark. As summer drew close, both fear and anticipation bubbled inside of you. Things always changed with the seasons, especially this year.

Both group’s schedules became full again with preparation for summer comebacks. And with all of your friends being of the two biggest groups in Korea, finding activities to fill your days with was becoming difficult.

Most afternoons you would often spend helping Yoongi with his music -sitting behind him and watching him- or watching dance practice -being in charge of the music-. And the evenings and some afternoons you would spend with the boys of BiT. Jae-Hwa was keeping on a down low; finding any excuse to leave when you came over or not to hang out when you were with the others.

Things with BiT were pretty good. After your ‘chat’ with Minhyeon and Jae-Hwa, you had come to the conclusion that you were going to be on safe terms for the sake of the rest of the group. The news you had to give them as reasoning, mainly aimed towards Jae-Hwa, wasn’t the greatest; they certainly didn’t take it well. Minhyeon tried to convince you otherwise, and got even more angry the more you explained, and Jae-Hwa cried at the news, realising everything about the past. But nothing could change it, and they promised to keep it a secret. It had to come out eventually anyway.

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I decided to update my masterlist, but since I made the post two years ago, the format didn’t cooperate with editing and I had to make a new post. All stories and series and AUs should be in alphabetical order, the pairings are not. Hope it’s all of them!

I’ve counted about 165 stories written where’s my medal .

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