the sun on sunday

I tell you so many things in my head-
I practice telling you the things I only know how to say in dreams. I practice as if I could build up the courage as if I could put it out there in the atmosphere and then I drop it like throwing a stone back into the ocean like losing all my liquid courage like I don’t know where it belongs or if it even fits into your heart at this point in time

Maybe I should just keep it mine

It’s all a little too much to think that you got scared cause you knew we could’ve fallen in love but god we could’ve fallen in love we could’ve- we could’ve had so many would haves. we could’ve had that sun on Sunday mornings we could’ve had sidewalk strawberries and warmth with love and a sky that would show us its best sunset color.

I wanted the real red love, you know? I wanted to catch the pink streaks across your cheeks and your Tuesday night thunderstorms or your Sunday nights where you watch your shitty TV and I would’ve thanked god we fell in love somewhere before sunscreen

—  You can’t end something that never started

Heya everyone! Sorry for being so silent! I’ve been working super hard on the video and I’m almost done! I’ve gotten so much support and love in such a short time recently so I rushed to get it finished but unfortunately, it’s only a wip for that reason! I had a full video planned but I wanted to get half of it out to celebrate the followers milestone and save the rest of the video for the next one so that I can fully work on it! Thank you so much for 8000+ followers! I hope you’re all excited and again, I’m really happy you’re all here <3