the ss destiel

Sometimes I get so optimistic about canon Destiel because I read all of this amazing meta and these wonderful analyses and I notice the seemingly deliberate subtleties of text or scenery or props and the nuances of their acting choices and I feel so hopeful

and then I read one wank post about how delusional we all are for believing in Destiel and suddenly I’m like? Am I delusional? Am I crazy for thinking this could ever be a thing?