the show starts when i get there

I also think that for a beginning artist, it is important to not start a blog right away and post their first works on there to get feedback or something. Showing your art in public, especially on a platform that works wih the amount of notes, can be really pressuring and stressful and frustrating. I drew a long time before I even considered posting my art online. People get mad and sad when people don’t reblog or like their art and it makes me sad, that it makes them feel bad about themself. Like. You shouldn’t draw for others if it’s just a hobby. You shouldn’t draw for a number. You should draw because you like doing it.

This blog is focused on a show where most of the ships in it are mlm, but I would still like to point out that fetishizing gay ships is not ok. it is completely ok to enjoy them, draw art, and write fics, but if you do all that and are uncomfortable with lesbians or other lgbt members in real life, you’re not an ally!! it gets on my last damn nerve when I see girls go “ look at my little gay babies! omg the sin!” like?? it’s not a sin. that’s all I have to say for now.

Listen: I accepted after the pilot that this show was going to be cancelled. The ratings were low, the reviews were bad, ABC did no promotion and I had to personally convince people to watch it because they had no idea what the fuck it was.

So this week was a bit “meh” for me.

But then Torrance over here starts tweeting, and I lose it. Because this cast is so lovely and they deserved way better than this. I know that when Lashana and Medalion, especially, tweet saying goodbye to this show I’m not gonna survive. So for me, I’m sad for this cast. They did such an amazing job with what they were given, were the sweetest and most communicative with their fans, and… now it’s over for them.

So at this point, I’m just grateful we will definitely see all of the episodes. I’m grateful we’ll (likely) get a satisfying conclusion and wrap-up. I’m just grateful that this story (book and tv show) entered my life at all, because these characters and ships just make me so happy and give me so much inspiration and introduced me to new friends.

And now I just hope we get a DVD release so I can just always rewatch and reread the story to my heart’s content.

My goodbye to Skam

I was supposed to make an audio post talking about my feelings about todays end but technology wasn’t on my side so I decided to make this text post instead.

So Skam, the Norwegian tv show who swept me away with its story and characters is coming to an end. It’s such a bittersweet one for me because I started watching this show 6 months ago on December 16:th 2016. It isn’t that long ago and I’m not used to saying goodbye this soon to a show I love with all my heart. (Even the abrupt end of the get down can’t top it tbh). But I’m so grateful for it. I’m so grateful that my best friend @sanathehumble got me interested in it even though I was so hesitant about it at first. It started really blowing up here in Sweden weeks before the ending of season 3 and when things does that I tend to get put off by watching it and this one was no exception. But luckily I got a grip and I started watching it and it’s something I’ll never regret. I’m so grateful for this show and I’m especially grateful that I got the opportunity to watch Isak and his story. A story I recognize myself in a lot and it’s why it resonated with me so much. Most especially I wouldn’t have found my love for hiphop if it weren’t for season 3 and considering that’s almost the only thing I listen to now days yall might have a decent understanding how much this genre of music means to me and that was all because of Isak but also Even and his love for Nas.

And though season 4 became a huge disappointment for me I’m still glad I got this last opportunity to follow the updates live. The updates that I’ll miss the most with this entire experience. I have it hard to believe that there won’t be any new ones tomorrow. There won’t be another day where I can wake up and be excited that at least something might drop. Something that I can look forward to when my life otherwise is quite a blurr of darkness and not knowing where to go or what to do. So that’s gonna be so empty for me the upcoming days and it’s gonna feel so odd but at least I’m glad I got to experience it and especially with Sana despite the disappointment. 

Last but not least I want to thank the Skam fandom for embracing me. I remember being so scared when I started this blog in January and have no one that would embrace me and accept me. Because I’ve been in many fandoms and most tends to be quite cold and unwelcome but when I think of the Skam fandom I will still think of the positivity, kindness and love that I experienced when I first joined. There are quite many of us who have this trait of kindness and love within us and that’s what I appreciate about the fandom despite the fact that this season has brought up a lot of negativity and ugliness along it’s way but I’ve never felt so at home as I’ve done here. So thank you Skam fandom for giving me that!

And before I’m really saying goodbye I just want to thank everyone who has followed me during this crazy ride. I want to thank you for following me for whatever reason it might be and for sending me love and positivity when I haven’t felt my best. I appreciate you all and I’ll be here for you if you need to cry tonight once the final update has dropped. Alt er love!! 💛

💛 Nates first and last Skam follow forever/people that I’ve appreciated during this 5 month tumblr adventure! I love you all!💛
@skamfairy @transisak @biboyjonas  @sbakkoushs @transandreil @monstermonstre @tiptopevak  @mutasimtatoutis @queerisaks @shakerrmakerr @linneaxskam @skamzy @nooradeservedbetter @lovedisak @isisisak @evenerikkealene @julieseven @treatevenbetter @eksild @weareyourfoxes @sanaandthesun @evendeservedbetter @evenforseason5 @valttersen @tarjeiandhenrik @bungaystraydogs @sanas4main @henriksimans @kroppendintrengerpotet @v-ltersen @softestisak @valtersns @ttarjei @skam-addiction @bareskam @isekvaltersen 

When I first started SKAM, I hadn’t anticipated how life changing it would be. Not just because of the story and the characters in the show, but also the people I met and the things I learned until the very last clip. Fandom is important because community gives us strength, happiness, and sometimes act as the reminder we need to get through a tough day. SKAM taught me that sometimes people in our lives can be toxic and make us feel isolated, but others can help us heal with their love and friendship. This show wouldn’t have been possible with all the friends I made along the way, thank you: 

@naesheiims my bro, my homie G, the loveliest person who introduced me to the show, I love you

@buckywithegoodhair a constant support and always so caring <3 

@sanashappinessisendgame actual sunshine in my life and so wonderful, I hope you know how much you fill my life with joy 

and to all the mutuals I made in this journey, I just want you to know that I wish I could say all of the things each of you did to make me laugh or smile, but I hope this post suffices because y’all are one of the best part of this entire thing: @sanas4main @bungaystraydogs @bechnaesun @westiris @queerisaks @evakshalla @kviigs @occlumencia @ronasslynch @ravenclawisak @isak-valterson @rrnan

Also I wanted to personally thank @judestfrncis and @skamenglish for translating everything - but most importantly, just taking the time and energy to give us the opportunity to experience SKAM, I honestly can’t thank you enough! (and all the other folks who have translated as well!)

Also @skamz and @koninginnen both of you always make such nice posts to keep this fandom positive and a wonderful place, I’m always talking about how amazing you two are for the cute and adorable things you always have to say <3 

And finally thank you to anyone who followers/friends I’ve made along the way, wherever you are, I just want you to know that this is has been an unreal experience, takk for alt. 

Ugh when the actors of the balloon squad boys talked about how important the muslim representaion was last night….. it’s true, there’s so little good representation in western media. 😑😑

And we finally had Sana, and Jamilla, and the boys. We finally had something and it’s over. It hurts that the show had to end just when we were starting to get this positive representation. I know the storylines for the next seasons wouldn’t have included Islam that much, but we’d still have Sana (and Hei Briskeby could have continued without taking up any screentime).

There’s plenty of valid criticisms for this season but it was stilll so important and I don’t know how to let go. 💔

anonymous asked:

Natsu showing Lucy the starts in the movie and waking up when he remember everyone being her the last one and the most emotive, that's pretty romantic for me but people need to understand that Nalu is a ship with two dorks, even if Lucy is more mature that Natsu, neither of both are mature in the relationship and romantic aspect

I agree anon san, nalu get a lot of romance jn the movie, i cant wait until its out and we get to see!

anonymous asked:

AU where Armin is a pianist who started his career as a child prodigy. Annie is a violinist who worked for her talent and gets a chance to play a concert with him one day. She acts calm when they first meet face to face, but she doesn't tell him that she's been a huge fan of his for years. He had played shows and concerts when he was a kid, and Annie could remember the first time she had ever heard him playing on TV.

AWW I LOVE THAT 

Annie does harbor canon admiration and respect for him that I always love to see translated into aus like this. I can see him being very hard on himself too. Despite being called a musical prodigy, he is massively critical of his mistakes and tends to under sell himself to others. Which is something she really doesn’t expect when she meets him. Annie expects this confident, possibly arrogant and privileged teen. Instead, Armin is introverted and bright, extremely self conscious and soft spoken. Kind, witty, morbid. She can’t help but admire him even more.

Evak

Right so I need to talk about this. I am a big fan of Skam. And freaking Isak and Even are killing me. I am honestly so jealous of them because they are so cute and have such a good relationship and I know I could never have something that cute and adorable. And can I just say the Isak looks like he gives the best hugs, it shows in like season 1 up to when he’s with Even. And the cuddles, don’t even get me started. Can someone please be my Isak?

Originally posted by nevener

anonymous asked:

Supercorp roommate au head canon lena when Lena has nightmares it always wakes Kara up because like super hearing and she always holds Lena and sings to her until she falls asleep one day kara has a nightmare and Lena returns the favor and eventually they just start sleeping in the same bed

Mmm, I love this! Because let’s face it, at this point both of my babies probably have some major PTSD going on and even if the show isn’t going to acknowledge that, they at the very least have some horrible nightmare. And they both are so soft and caring when they wake up to the other one having a nightmare …

It’s one of the things that they just *get* about each other. and they’re both a little embarrassed at first, but they learn that they can truly be themselves around each other.

Although, I will raise the stakes a little bit and say that they start out sleeping in the same bed - Kara’s studio apartment is too small for a second bed! (besides, who doesn’t want to see these two idiots work through their feelings for each other while sleeping mere inches apart?)

anonymous asked:

So I've been battling with myself for the last couple of days and could use a second opinion. Tonight, my family is going to a fireworks show. We're gonna be there a couple hours before it starts and by the (estimated) time we get home, it would've been about 8/9 hours. I've always been very firm about not wearing my binder too long, but I know if I don't wear it, I'm gonna be so self contious and become anxious and not enjoy myself. Thoughts?

I think that you should wear it if you think you’ll be able to and just take it off immediately when you get home. Try and find a place like a bathroom where you might be able to take it off for a few minutes to give your body a break.

I will never forget the first skam episode I watched which was s3ep1 when isak dashed onto Jonas’s bike to get away from the police officer and desiigner’s Panda started playing and I started laughing so fucking hard, and that’s when I realized this show was gonna be epic

Riverdale Photo Crackcap 101

Subtitled: In Which You’ll Hold Your Nose Through This Shitty Pilot, Cause it WILL Get Waaaayyyyy Better, SOON (cuz needz moar Juggie)

Ooohhhh look at us!! Aren’t we the goofiest?? BTW, anyone else notice Cole’s already doin’ his hand thing on Lili?? Cause I did…..DW, Bughead/sPRouseHart soon y’all (as an FYI, I started these with 105, when I realized I loved the show after 104. Since it’s gonna be rebroadcast live over the summer, I thought I’d catch up)

Okay, Vermin…..time to fool everyone into thinking I’m not a Lady MacBeth-style Mob Wife and you’re not shallow, self-involved or a dick. And that either or both of us can act…now remember, no friendships with Poors and we need to get our claws into some shitty little construction company for some reason….

But Douchie….ILY. Even though you’re a selfish ass with whom I have literally nothing in common and my IQ is, literally, double yours….and there’s a way hotter, smarter, funnier, better in bed, more considerate of my feelings dude probably in the booth right behind us, who loves Pop’s even more than you do…

Here I am, pretentiously arrayed in a cape, ready to snake your Gingervitus and gaslight you to solidify my power base as your “friend”. Shall I prattle about my dad or my Montblanc pen?? Would anyone care for a Starbucks @ficmuse

“We’re soarin’, we’re flyin’….” It’s so great that I’m now something that completely doesn’t fit my personality, I’m not really any good at and will be bullied mercilessly by Cheryl…..thanks, Vermin!!! If only there were some dude who enjoyed writing and murder mysteries/sleuthing in this town…and was a hot nerd….

Have you met me? My bro’s dead and I’m evvvilll….but also pretty freakin’ hot

I’m her “BFF” she never talks to or remembers as she whines about how hated she is. I sing!!!

Don’t you fucking even think about touching that exposed skin, fuckboi or I will have Cole’s Caterpillar work booted foot on your throat, soooo fast. Just remember, Lili, soon you’ll paid to make our wit your man…just get through this…

Yeahhhh…..MEEEEE…..I’m supposed to be “the dumpy friend”. IKR??? Could I be any hotter?? I grew up hella awesome, amirite?? DW, my dudes, you’ll be lovin’ everything sopponnnn. So, whaddya guys think of my babe? Smokin’, right? Yeaahhhh….you have nooooo idea..

anonymous asked:

This is the first time when I watch a show ending. I mean most of the times I either drop the show in the middle of it and not care about the show ending so I'm not interested in seeing the last episode or I start watching it when it's already finished. So this is both weird,feels like a holiday and emotional. I remember the my first live episode was ep8,they dropped the clip and I didn't understand why it was only 8 minutes long??where's the rest of it??? It was a beautiful journey ❤

oh wow starting on episode 8? YOU’RE A BRAVE SOUL. it is such a weird feeling i totally get you! but i think it’s nice to have a day of closure for everyone. especially since we get to all spend it together!!! it has been such a good period of my life i genuinely will miss it so much!!!

last day of skam cryfest 🇳🇴

pepskitstark  asked:

What do you think it's going to happen with Rooster and the bar? What do you think about it?

It will be interesting to see him doing something he has ever done in his life. He is so used to be a rancher, as we saw in this part 3, so it’s going to be a good challenge for him to be working in something so different.

The show keeps bringing his obvious alcoholism and even Maggie thinks it may be a bad idea to left him with the bar because it means he would had access to alcohol 24/7. And if there’s something I love about this show is that they keep joking, but suddenly shit gets real and it becomes serious, and arcs come from that.

Example: When Colt first hooked up with Heather, it was a joke that she was younger and was so willing to do nasty shit with him. But suddenly, they start an actual relationship, he hurts her, they hook up and seem to maybe amend things between them when boom! not gonna happen. And then, she’s pregnant.

So if the show plans on one day bring the theme to the table, this is going to be the chance. Besides, something that also makes me think is one of the many possibilities is that his first rule as the owner of the bar is that everyone, included Hank, will be paying his shit.

And we already saw how good of a boss he is. Fear the angry Rooster.

anonymous asked:

I definitely think theres definitely feelings for H on Tarjei's part. Because he is so private, I think his emotional outlet is via his friends, who all seem trustworthy and really protective of him. I started to realise Tarjei has feelings for Henrik when noticing the way David (one of T's closest friends on the show and IRL = he knows how T is like working with H) behaves whenever H and T are around each other. David opening will call out T on his bullshit (the phone using) so he seems like th

(cont) the kind of person to either call out T on his hopeless crush?? on H or to really help T get his feelings to H. During G, his reaction towards the kiss cam is obviously way more pleasantly surprised than excited, unlike marlon who kind of plays it off as an exciting joke, D seems to be really happy for T. In fan photos at Bergen, D is quite protective of T and will maintain touch with T whenever H is around, maybe more so to reassure T or protect him from being hustled around..

(cont ii) And then during the photoshoot yesterday with all the boys and s1 elias, David is the first one to walk away, and kind of asks Marlon to follow him (and elias too), which leaves T alone with H for the photo opp. Theres when he gets more touchy with H, especially with the back rub and the arm! I think thats D signaing to the boys and the media to give H and T some private 1 on 1 time.

T and D has a special relationship that’s for sure, they’re great friends, you can see that. I love that you’ve switched the perspective and you’re gathering the clues from D’s pov. These are great clues imo. D being a protector of T’s. It was quite obvious that D was really happy for T (or for both of them) when the kiss cam happened. That’s why I thought it wasn’t really planned because D’s reaction was so telling. I hope D will help T even more in the future. He’s a great friend.

anonymous asked:

Hi so I'm a trans guy and my family doesn't know and everytime I wear shorts (or just show my legs) they start to say that im so ugly and I must shave and its like everyday so when I get angry they say its because im a teen and aaaa idk what to do??

Yikes. I’m sorry that’s happening that sounds really cruel.
First of all, your hair does not make you ugly. It’s natural and it’s handsome. I sure hope some other followers can lend advice because I can’t think of a good excuse that might make them act more respectful since you’re not out… Good luck and hoping some followers comment~

*Wren

anonymous asked:

Do you know a good place to watch Star Vs online?

Let me just start of with saying this:

Do not use kisscartoon. to my knowledge, it has been hijacked and you will get viruses.

And let me also preface this with saying to watch the show legally when you can. Disney XD’s website has a few episodes iirc. some episodes might also be found on demand if your TV provider does that.

Now, onto the stuff we hope daron doesn’t get mad at me for doing… kingdomofmewni is where i usually go to get screenshots or to rewatch an episode. I think you can also use kimcartoon. 

Yuuri following Viktor around while taping and narrating like a nature show
  • Yuuri: *getting off plane in Russia, taping himself and Viktor* You guys, I realized most of you have never seen a Viktor Nikiforov in it's natural habitat, so I'm gonna start a series as I experience it.
  • Viktor: *laughing* Are you kidding me?
  • Yuuri: *dead serious* Nikiforov's apparently find things less believable when they're in Russia. *tapes Viktor laughing* and has a laugh just as beautiful.
  • Viktor: *turns bright red as he laughs and walks away from phone *
  • .
  • Yuuri: *Taping Viktor who is fussing over Yuuri's bruised feet* It seems a Viktor Nikiforov in it's homeland is far more fussy than in Japan.
  • Viktor: *looks up with a serious look* A Viktor Nikiforov doesn't care where we are, you need to take care of your beautiful feet.
  • Yuuri: *wiggling his toes* Ooooo, a Viktor Nikiforov in Russia has a /foot fetish/
  • Viktor: *shoves camera away laughing*
  • .
  • Yuuri: *taping Viktor trying to whip the smoke away from a triggered fire alarm* I'm here with a Viktor Nikiforov, this particular one has forgotten how to live in it's own territory.
  • Viktor: *looks at him, before whipping the phone* I have not! *goes back to it*
  • Yuuri: it's really quite sad to see one so far out of it's depth.
  • Viktor: *in a whine* Yuuri, come help!
  • Yuuri: *walks over to table, drags a chair underneath the alarm*
  • *gets on chair, turns off the alarm with a simple press of the button* *pans to an embarassed but smiling Viktor*
  • Viktor: You can't be serious.
  • Yuuri: *amused* Deadly
  • .
  • Yuuri: *obviously hiding behind the couch while Viktor and Yuri set up the Xbox one* This is an incredible scene, a Viktor Nikiforov and a Yuri Plisetsky struggle with their own gaming system.
  • Yuri and Viktor: *different variations of* Shut up, we've got it!
  • Yuuri: *dive rolls behind chair* it seems both have become aggressive in their confusion upon spotting me.
  • Viktor: *laughing*
  • Yuri: what the fuck is happening?
  • Yuuri: The Plisetsky is asking questions that I don't have answers for.
  • Viktor: Yes you do, don't lie!
  • Yuuri: *aggressively points camera at Viktor*/No I don't!/
  • Yuri: Why are you talking about us like you're in the wild?
  • Yuuri: I mean, isn't being around Russians akin to being in the wild?
  • Viktor: *lies on his back on the floor while he laughs*
  • Yuri: is this a thing? Like for fans?
  • Yuuri: No, they're for me, I like rewatching them.
  • Yuri:
  • Yuuri: *straight facing it like a champ*
  • Viktor: *crying*
  • Yuri: Are you okay?
  • Yuuri: *giggles in a moment of weakness* It seems the Plisetsky and Nikiforov have abandoned their task.
  • Viktor: *screams in his fit of laughter*
  • *video ends*
Nicest thing I saw in retail

I remember one time a lady came through with a bunch of things obviously for a baby (essentials like diapers, food, etc.) I gave her her total and her face just fell, and she quietly said, “It can’t be that much, can it?” My heart just broke for this poor lady when I told her unfortunately it is, and she just sort of looked at the stuff with all her anxiety showing. 

The lady behind her kind of starts craning her head to see what was holding up the line, and I start watching her, fully prepared to speak up if she started getting snippy. But she tapped the lady on the shoulder and said, “Excuse me for asking, but do you not have enough to buy this for your child?” No judgement, no snippy tone, just a soft spoken question.

The lady looked at her with her eyes tearing up and just shook her head, obviously embarrassed but trying not to show it, and without another word the second lady turns to me and says, “It’ll be debit, please.” And proceeds to pay for the first lady’s things. (Keep in mind the total was well over a hundred; this was no small amount.)

The first lady stared at her open-mouthed for a minute before saying, “God bless you, God bless you,” over and over to this other lady, who was acting like it was no big deal and even helped the lady pack up her cart while I rang through her things. After the first lady left I said to her, “I’ve worked retail for two years and that was the nicest thing I’ve ever seen, ma'am.”

The lady just shrugged and said, “I’ve been lucky enough to be well off in my life. Not everyone is. Why shouldn’t I help them?”

I think of her whenever the opportunity to be kind to someone pops up. If only we had more people in the world like that angel.