the secret life of a american teenager

Hi everyone. I’m Alexa, this is my first time doing this so I’m really nervous haha and I’m 14 years old. Just so you know in the photo Im the girl on the left…anyway I’m really looking for a best friend to make 2017 a really good year for me as 2016 was horrible. haha. I am from Australia and I am a state tennis player as well as a pianist and a book and tv show addict. I have an unhealthy obsession with harry potter and have read each book 25 times and finished the cursed child on the day it was released (no joke). Some of the tv shows i watch are teen wolf, the vampire diaries, the secret life of the american teenager, one tree hill, the 100, the flash , once upon a time etc…that kinda shows what I do in my spare time. 

I’m looking for a friend preferably between 14-16 but I don’t mind gender, race or sexuality. Please don’t contact me if you are racist though.I really want someone who’s always there to talk and won’t disappear without warning. Though I’ve learnt japanese, german and latin at school I can still only speak english sorry…I’m have a really busy schedule but I’ll always reply as soon as possible. I’m in the 9th grade (freshman year) and I really want someone who I can relate too. 

Really hoping I make some close friends here, below are ways to contact me. And I hope to hear from some of you soon!

Skype: red_elephants (favourite animal)

email/imessage: has my full name so just send me a message on skype if you prefer to talk there

snapchat/instagram: alexa.csa (though my phone is confiscated right now so I might not reply for a while..sorry)

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.