the saddest landscape

Imperfect But Ours
The Saddest Landscape
Imperfect But Ours

We’ve got mixtapes and we’ve got heartache, we’ve got memories we haven’t made yet. We’ve got nights under covers under stars, and we’ve got days that we never want to end. And I promise we will miss all of this someday. And I promise we will miss these days.

And I will always be there to hold you up, and I will always forgive you when we fight, and after all this time I have learned that all those wishes lead to was bad decisions and failure. But you are the one thing that I got right.

When You Are Close, I Am Gone
The Saddest Landscape & My Fictions
When You Are Close, I Am Gone

The Saddest Landscape & My Fictions - When You Are Close, I Am Gone

We are all scared. We are all stuck. Dreaming of better days that will never come.

We will always find new ways to let each other down. New ways to scare ourselves. So if this is what you hold onto I will protect it. We burn with friendly fire. 

The Temptation That Is You
The Saddest Landscape
The Temptation That Is You

the snow creaks under your feet on the fragile wood of our back stairs i’m sitting alone wrapped in crawl spaces and broken melodies heard through thin walls. please forgive me. i just want you to stick around long enough to realize that i’m worth all of the trouble i cause because i’m sure that i will fuck this all up somehow so don’t let me getaway

New Normal
Pianos Become The Teeth
New Normal

Pianos Become The Teeth - “New Normal”

If you haven’t heard this, you’re missing out. Get on it.

We’ve lost the brass that we were born with, we were bent to fit, 
Bent to wear these wooden baskets. More to a whisper than a yell, 
But we scream just to get the chills, 
Just to hear the timber echo back in the boxes we’ve been planted in.

So Lightly Thrown
The Saddest Landscape
So Lightly Thrown

The Saddest Landscape - So Lightly Thrown

Let’s give up, retreat, there is no point in fixing this.

We should really not be doing this. Shaking hands and ripped fabric, let’s make this as dirty as we can get.

I know you heard I’m not ok, that things just slip away from me. And I have heard you are still drop dead gorgeous. Your smile is fatal. Your eyes a heart attack. We’ll kiss until it shows.

Just tell me that we will make it through. This is what happens when two disposable fall in love. Can’t you see it’s killing us? This is goodbye. This is I miss you. This is no way out. This is starting over. This is claiming your own ending.

Let someone else sing these songs, let someone else hold your hand. Let someone else make you smile, buy you flowers, and calm your dreams. I just don’t deserve you anymore. We all have a price to pay, I guess mine was losing you. At this point it makes no difference. And you can’t say you weren’t warned, so cover your heart. Cover your heart.