the quality of these pictures though..

Borderline and astrology

Borderline personality is a condition of pain. There is a clinical list of symptoms that validate diagnoses, but I am not a specialist on personality disorders. I am not going to go into these. I first learned about Borderline personality as a nursing student studying mental health. Their emotional reactivity is extreme. I like to think of it as, imagine 4 girl friends walking down the street. The weather is cold, it’s snowing and windy. Three of the girls are wearing warm jumpers, scarves, and weather resistant clothing. The fourth girl is wearing shorts and a t shirt. They are all experiencing the same degree of coldness and temperature. But the fourth girl is absolutely freezing, she not just cold, she is purely uncomfortable and shaking viciously, all her fingertips are burning. The fourth girl is expressing the Borderline’s severe experience of emotional storms. It’s like they truly lack the protective clothing. They are vulnerable, exposed, and feel deeply. One aspect of the Borderline personality quality I want to focus on, and relate to astrology is that of a distorted self image, identity diffusion, and a disturbed sense of identity. Intense projection seems to be a problematic attribute of Borderline. This lack of self seems to result in substance abusing behaviors to fill some of the emptiness, to try and hold onto something real, constant shifts in vocational aspirations and goals, this prevailing sense of worthlessness. They have trouble ascertaining who they are, what they want, what they like, and where they want to go. This is where astrology can become an effective tool. Can astrology cure Borderline personality? No way. It is typically a manifestation of PTSD, and best treated in the hands of professionals. I do believe though, that astrology is capable of relieving some of the suffering and giving a clear definition of inner potential. The astrological chart suggests our archetypal qualities and potential. It gives an untainted description of attributes that exist within us, inherited at birth. These have not been blemished by their self image, or maybe the abuses they have received from others. It can give people with Borderline personality a framework of characteristics they can found their identity on. They are no longer gliding in the ether, hollow, chameleon and reflecting the traits of others. And people leaving may not feel so deadly, because they have bloomed a portrait of the self, a definition, they can stand alone. Maybe they will learn that their natal Venus in Aquarius is a personality that feels quite distant from others to begin with, and they associate with this, they connect astrology with qualities within themselves. And that Venus in Aquarius, once grounded, revels in its independence. Or that sixth house stellium guides that person to a career in nursing, when he felt so conflicted and confused, astrology provided an outline of his talents and skills, his calling, and he was able to define a future. The emptiness a Borderline feels can be filled by that contemplating reverence they conceive as stars pour into them, they have been divinely crafted, there are constellations that entangle them, they are the descendent of Gods and Goddesses. They are souls expressing as Leos or Scorpios or whatever. I know that people with Borderline personality can feel so hollow and diffuse that they are relieved to hear a Borderline diagnosis because iit provides a stable outline of who they are. And the clinical picture of Borderline personality is not so wonderful. And I think, wouldn’t being able to find yourself through the positive qualities illuminated by astrology provide so much more comfort, guidance, and beneficial reference? Instead of being a pathology, you are a progeny. There is nothing profoundly evil or bad about them. Rather than feeling as though they lack an identity, they just float, they can look into the night sky and see themselves.  At it’s most sacred essence, astrology is compatibility with the self, the stories of the stars are stories of you, and you can fall in love with yourself. I am not an expert on Borderline personality. I do not know that much.Astrology is by no means a remedy nor a therapy. But it can provide a definition of the self in a way nothing else can, and for those who feel so vacant, for those who are searching for an identity, no anchor could be so pure as the cosmos.
-Cherry

Masterlist

Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read my One Shots. More is on the way!


Choosing the wrong Priorities Part 1 - drama

Harry is urged to get back into the spotlight by staging a make out session with Kendall Jenner. His girlfriend isn’t too happy about that.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/147355012373/choosing-the-wrong-priorities-part-1

Choosing the wrong Priorities Part 2 - drama

Follow up to Choosing the wrong priorities part 1.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/147409101738/choosing-the-wrong-priorities-part-2

Choosing the wrong Priorities Part 3 - drama

Follow up to Choosing the wrong priorities part 2.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/147681965608/choosing-the-wrong-priorities-part-3

It never faded - drama 

You and Harry had a messy break up and after suffering a terrible heartache you’re ready to move on. That’s until he shows up at your door in the middle of the night.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/148148919398/it-never-faded

Overhearing a Confession - drama

This is a One Shot about Harry being your best friend and falling asleep on top of you. Unfortunately, that’s the exact time your friend decides to talk about how obvious it is that you have feelings for each other.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/148123618068/overhearing-a-confession

A Difference between like and love - drama

Harry and you are best friends stuck in the awkward transition between being friends and lovers. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/148422153523/a-difference-between-like-and-love

On a Scale from One to Ten - fluff

Harry is caught up in his job and his girlfriend is fed up with it so they make a deal to put away their phones for the weekend and to spend some quality time together. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/148807066673/on-a-scale-from-one-to-ten

Admitting it - drama

You’re Harry’s best friend who happens to be hopelessly in love with him. He doesn’t know, though and is dating Kendall Jenner. Until he shows up at your door. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/149276764018/admitting-it

A threatening Kiss - drama

You and Harry are arguing after pictures of him making out with a girl are published online. He claims he’s innocent, but fed up and hurt you make him sleep at a hotel for the night.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/149904995688/a-threatening-kiss

A half full Coffee Mug - drama

Requested AU imagine; In this one shot, Y/N is CEO Harry’s new assistant, whom he really likes to poke fun at. That is, until one evening on which Y/N has finally had enough. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/150278287853/a-half-full-coffee-mug

From Friendship to more - drama

Harry and Y/N are close friends and have a rather serious conversation at a mutual friend’s party.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/150559961443/from-friendship-to-more

You gave up on us - drama

This is a one shot about Harry and his girlfriend talking and crying about how their relationship has developed and changed. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/151188383133/you-gave-up-on-us

You gave up on us - Part two - drama

Follow up to ‘You gave up on us’ part one. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/151240308268/you-gave-up-on-us-part-2

Settled Down - fluff

Harry entrusts Y/N with the first draft of the ‘Another Man’ article, in which he happens to talk about her as well. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/151384882133/settled-down

Anger - drama

Y/N loves Harry to pieces, however, not when he switches from being the nicest man to the complete opposite whenever he’s angry.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/151883604518/anger

New Love - fluff

Harry is quite new at dating and though unsure how to behave around her, he knows he’s already in love. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/152042788388/new-love

A Duet sung by himself - drama

Harry takes his time for many people, however, not for his girlfriend.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/152261925453/a-duet-sung-by-himself

A Duet sung by himself Part 2 - drama

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/152952006393/a-duet-sung-by-himself-part-2

Ex Girlfriend Troubles - drama

Harry and Y/N’s Skype call is interrupted by no one other than his ex, Kendall Jenner.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/152785575638/ex-girlfriend-troubles



Cheating Series: 

He has Someone Else - drama

Harry’s girlfriend is confronted with the knowledge that he’s cheating on her and has no choice but to deal with the consequences. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/153384050918/he-has-someone-else

He’s with Me - (kind of a Part2 to He has Someone Else) - drama

Harry cheated on his girlfriend and now has to deal with her having left him for it. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/153685775138/hes-with-me

How could I be sure? - ( kind of a Part3 to He has Someone Else ) - drama

Harry cheated on his girlfriend but finds it hard to let her go.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/154264857013/how-could-i-be-sure



This could be our Thing - fluff

Harry and his lovely girlfriend decide to have a little bake competition

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/154429645483/this-could-be-our-thing

There’s an Intruder in her Home - drama

When Harry enters his girlfriend’s apartment, he’s quick to discover she has an uninvited guest.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/154638681728/theres-an-intruder-in-her-home

The Styles Christmas Celebrations Routine - fluff

Harry and Y/N are a newly wed couple and disagree on when it’s time to open the christmas presents.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/154645375483/the-styles-christmas-celebrations-routine

Teardrops and a Mug of Tea - drama

You’re Harry’s rebound.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/154820796748/teardrops-and-a-mug-of-tea

Regrets and a happy Smile - ( Kind of a Part2 to Teardrops and a Mug of Tea ) - drama

Harry’s heart hurts when he realized how big of a mistake leaving Y/N was.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/154867448013/regrets-and-a-happy-smile

Don’t want You to Hate Me - drama

When Y/N awakes in a hospital, she has no idea what could have possibly happened to her and that Harry thinks telling her would make her hate him, doesn’t exactly help either. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/155453550788/dont-want-you-to-hate-me

Enchanted by Her - fluff

Harry simply cannot look away when he sees her whispering along to Pink Floyd.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/155505642968/enchanted-by-her

You Never Disappoint - fluff

Inexperienced Y/N wants Harry to finally introduce her to a more intimate level of their relationship.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/156145637118/you-never-disappoint

A Little Bit of Jealousy - fluff

Hardly anything upsets Y/N as much as when her Harry is being hit on.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/156190028828/a-little-bit-of-jealousy

Ordinary Things - drama

Harry can’t make time for simple things.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/156231009903/ordinary-things

No - dramatic fluff

Harry wants to have sex and Y/N… doesn’t. 

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/156495253393/no

Party Monster  - drama

Harry is left with taking care of his ex girlfriend, Y/N, after she’d had a drink that was a little too heavy.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/155870158913/party-monster

You’re My Favorite - Fluff

What to get to the man who has everything?

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/156685256518/youre-my-favorite

Unwanted Attention

Harry has this one friend who loves hitting on Y/N.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/156857612258/unwanted-attention

Search for Loneliness - Drama

Harry breaks Y/N’s heart.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/157700418058/search-for-loneliness

Search for Loneliness Part2 - Drama

Harry broke Y/N’s heart but how come he misses her now?

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/158273375603/search-for-loneliness-part2

Needing Comfort - Drama

Harry and Y/N have been fighting for days. On day four, Y/N starts to cry.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/159121018363/needing-comfort

Sick of Losing You - Drama

Harry and Y/N lost each other when he found someone else.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/159651756858/sick-of-losing-you

Look at Me - Drama

Y/N can’t understand why Harry never looks at her - Fluff

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/159805149178/look-at-me

No Need to Worry - Fluff

H is grumpy and jealous but Y/N knows how to cheer him up.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/159956713408/no-need-to-worry

Still in Love - Drama

H and Y/N used to have a bond until they cut each other out of their lives.

http://harryimaginedstories.tumblr.com/post/160385250563/still-in-love

The Cutest™ moments during GDragon x 8 Seconds Event   on 01-05-2017

First, the looks he gave!!


THIS THIS SHIT THIS SHIT WOW THIS IS SHIT BACKWARDS

LOOK AT HIM BEING EMBARRASSED #1 When the host introduces him as a style icon world star :P 

A post shared by 👑BIGBANG IS MY EVERYTHING (@mxx880818) on May 1, 2017 at 4:20pm PDT

Embarassed Ji #2 When he watches his CFs play (My personal favorite clip)

A post shared by 황방첩 (@jeniefh) on May 1, 2017 at 4:01am PDT

Jiyong being extra helpful so that the fan can land the water bottle!!!

A post shared by 미즈키みずき_GD (@09at21) on May 1, 2017 at 6:59pm PDT

and lastly, GD peaking out a bit from Jiyong and being a little shit smooth talker

A post shared by Song_zi_xuan (@song_zi_xuan) on May 1, 2017 at 7:16pm PDT

Q: How does being 30 feels like? 

A: Half excited, half worried 


Q: The most memorable fans? 

A: Everyone who are here ~

OKAY I’M DONE~ BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Get Away

Request: Can you do something where (y/n) and Shawn are out on a date and the paparazzi are a bit aggressive and Shawn gets protective?

a/n: hello lovely people!! it sure has been a while! so sorry for delays and what not but i was in the midst of finals but i completed my first year of college!! yay!! and this past week has been the busiest week of my life bc i’m studying abroad in london and we have these pre-london classes and i had 2 classes for like 3 hours and it was a lot. i leave for london tomorrow and i wanted to get something up before i leave for 2 weeks and definitely won’t be writing bc i’ll be out exploring!! 

so happy reading and feedback is always appreciated!! 

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The bright city lights of Miami, Florida illuminated the restaurant more than the lights inside.  The floor to ceiling windows gave the restaurant a very city feels, and with always being a lover of the city, everything on the outside of the restaurant caught your attention.

         Shawn had been touring nonstop for the past two months, and he thought it would be a fun idea for you to come out and visit him.  And with you being on summer vacation, you didn’t see any reason as to why you couldn’t go and visit your boyfriend.  So when the two of you worked out what dates would work best, you booked a flight, and he picked you up from the airport of the city he was in.

        You were halfway through your trip, and since you two couldn’t immediately do anything when you arrived, Shawn suggested that the two of you wait until mid-way through your stay to do something, and his idea of something was a nice dinner in the city.

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You Only Live Once

You know, if you think about it, it’s actually Victor who falls in love with Yuri FIRST and it’s Victor who loves harder than Yuri. True, Yuri has always admired Victor since he was 12 when he saw a 16-year-old Victor skating on television, but his love for Victor was essentially that of a fan adoring his idol, a love that lacks what you may call a deep, personal connection. Yuri has always seen Victor as a god, not as a man and definitely not as a lover. To Yuri, Victor was more like an unattainable legend.

Originally posted by antimatteruniverse

Victor on the other hand, pretty much falls in love with Yuri after their first ever personal encounter at the Grand Prix banquet a year before. Yuri goes from being incredibly anxious and shy to the charismatic playboy who comes to town (a.k.a the Grand Prix) and seduces everyone with his super Eros drunk dance moves (if you watch carefully, the choreography in Eros somewhat resembles Yuri’s dance moves from the banquet. Victor never forgot them and probably doesn’t want to) and enchants everyone in the room.

Originally posted by just-alittlelady

Intoxicated and ready to enjoy life, Yuri battles Yurio first and beats him effortlessly. Yuri then pole dances with Chris before challenging Victor, and Yuri carries out his challenge with full Eros as they pretty much strip in front of the entire ballroom. Victor is the last to battle Yuri and Yuri not only challenges Victor to a dance off, but also asks Victor to be his coach should he lose the battle. Yuri also invites Victor to come to his family’s hot spring resort in Hasetsu, which probably hit Victor hard in the kokoro as we later find out that Victor yearns for a life and love despite his successful career.

Originally posted by 97pikapi

Yuri throws himself drunk, vulnerable, and with complete honesty at Victor, inviting Victor wholeheartedly into his life in a way no other person had done before. And it was in that innocent yet incredibly Eros moment that Victor fell for the hot drunk mess who was grinding up against him in front of EVERYONE. Yuri doesn’t hide the fact that he wants Victor in his life, and Victor is all for it.

Originally posted by the-fandom-demon-princess

Victor takes part in the dance off anyway even though he’s never really had a conversation with Yuri before save for their meeting after the Grand Prix finals. He totally accepts his fate to be Yuri’s coach should he lose, and from the pictures, it’s seemingly obvious that he fell in love with Yuri’s drunken YOLO-ness even more. In essence, Victor falls hard for Yuri’s inner ability to live life to the fullest–a quality Victor realizes has been missing from his own life.

Originally posted by melody-of-ever-blue

Even though he is Yuri’s mancrush, Victor actually endures a considerable amount of rejection from Yuri despite the latter being the initial seducer. When watching the series for the first time, it looks as if Victor is some confident playboy who flirtatiously tries to win Yuri over, but this is far from the truth. Victor is head over heels for Katsuki Yuri and tries desperately to connect with him on a deeper level. For most of the series, Victor himself is unaware that Yuri does not have any memory of their dance off, as he reacts in shock when Yuri remarks that he didn’t have the courage to talk to Victor at the banquet the year before in episode 10 (let’s keep in mind that a half-naked Yuri practically dry humped Victor in a crowded banquet hall while confessing for all to hear that he wants Victor as his coach). It should only be natural that Victor would feel seduced and cast aside (hence the story of Eros) as he had no idea Yuri couldn’t remember what they shared at the banquet, which makes Victor’s feelings for Yuri all the more deep. Despite Yuri’s constant rejection of Victor’s affections, our Vicchan persevered. Why? Because he loves Yuri.

Originally posted by lilium

When Yuri calls himself a dime-a-dozen figure skater, he is both right and wrong. For those of us who are not in the world of figure skating, Yuri is selling himself short: he’s Japan’s representative for the Grand Prix Final, which means that he had to be the best to earn a spot among the top 6 finalists. But for a legend like Victor, Yuri is technically just one of many figure skaters in the world. If Victor merely wanted to train someone to win the gold medal, he could have just picked anyone from the rest of the very talented figure skating gang. In fact, it would have made more sense for him to choose Yurio, who was more driven than Yuri to win at the time, and is also a fellow Russian (more gold medals for Russia, no?). But Victor chooses Yuri instead, not just because he believes Yuri to have insane potential, but also because he needs Yuri’s love, a love that makes him feel alive and inspired. Yuri’s determination to win at the Onsen On Ice against Yurio was Victor’s reassurance that he had made the right decision to pursue his feelings for Yuri and to invest his time and effort into building not only Yuri as a skater but also their relationship as a whole.

Originally posted by pinkujinsama

One thing to note is that even though Yuri is more than willing to gush about Victor to anyone who’s willing to listen (especially the audience), Yuri pretty much avoids Victor’s advances at the start of the series because he feels unworthy. He first avoids taking a picture with Victor because he feels he isn’t good enough to be Victor’s peer despite Victor’s efforts to make friends with him; he feels uncomfortable with Victor’s outward display of bold affection when he first arrives at the onsen. He’s tensed around Victor and shuts down most of Victor’s attempts at intimacy, like sleeping together in the same bed or talking about past relationships and romance. Ultimately, Yuri has difficulty opening up to Victor at the beginning despite Victor’s sincere efforts to get to know him. However, Victor does not give up and continues to break the walls around Yuri’s glass heart. It is Victor who fights to get through, while Yuri struggles to keep Victor at bay. Yuri himself admits that he has issues with being seen as vulnerable and weak, but Victor never relents.

Originally posted by azurrotenshiii

But wait! Didn’t Yuri skate to Victor’s Stay Close to Me as a sort of love letter to Victor? Well, that may seem like the case at first glance since Yuri skates Victor’s program with such passion, but when you look at it closely, it feels more like his performance was a love letter to Yuko instead. While Victor may have seen the video as Yuri’s way of reaching out to him, Yuri definitely had no intention of proving his worth to Victor via his skating of the program. Yuri wasn’t aware that he was being recorded, nor did he know that Yuko wasn’t alone at the time. Yuri had intended for his skate to be a private exhibition for Yuko; Yuri had been wanting to retire and wanted to perform something meaningful for Yuko that they both loved together: Victor Nikiforov’s masterpiece.

Originally posted by daburupurei

After Yuri’s skate ends, it is heavily implied that he was about to confess his feelings for his childhood friend, only to be interrupted by her three daughters, thus rendering the confession inappropriate to say the least (Yuko is revealed to be happily married and is a mother of three). It could even be assumed that Yuri was probably more emotionally invested in Yuko all those years, which explains why he never got a girlfriend in the first place. Due to his lack of confidence and assertiveness, Yuri never tells her how he feels even though the two of them get along very well and share a love for ice skating. Yuri probably suffered from unrequited love and watched in silence as the only girl he ever loved, his Ice Princess married Nishigori and started a family with him. Victor may have had Yuri’s undying adoration, but he didn’t have Yuri’s heart.

Originally posted by gnathonizeart

Unlike Victor, who falls hard for Yuri at first hug during the banquet, Yuri gradually falls in love with Victor as the series progresses and slowly begins to see Victor as a man rather than a legendary god whom he can never compare to. He slowly starts to see Victor’s flaws and allows himself to get angry at Victor and stops being apologetic about feeling different emotions other than admiration for Victor. He begins to accept that Victor is a human who makes mistakes, just as Victor accepts Yuri for who he is. Victor unknowingly shatters the last piece of resistance in Yuri by threatening to quit as his coach should Yuri fail to make the podium at The Cup of China. This successfully draws out Yuri’s true feelings from within his fragile heart and Yuri becomes more honest with Victor. In turn, Yuri’s insecurities break down Victor’s perfect, godlike image as well. Victor isn’t as flawless as the world thinks him to be. Both of them are lacking something, and they found it in each other.

Originally posted by the-red-emperor-and-the-shadow

Eventually, Yuri reaches a point where he becomes consciously aware that he wants Victor as more than a coach, but this realization isn’t instant nor is it definite. Even though it is Yuri who places the golden ring on Victor’s finger in front of the cathedral and subsequently breaks the Internet with his proposal, he is also the one who decides to end their partnership because he once again feels inadequate. Victor, despite all his efforts to break through to Yuri is once again rejected and shattered by Yuri’s uncertainty. At that point, we see a different Victor, a dejected and almost broken Victor; a Victor who thought that he had finally found life and love, only to have his happiness ripped away from him by the very person whom he cares for most in this world. 

Originally posted by fabelyn

Victor arguably loves Yuri more than Yuri loves him: Victor puts his career on the line for Yuri, a huge gamble given that he is at the age of retirement; he literally packs up all his things and moves to another country just to be with Yuri; he sticks by Yuri despite all the pressure from others to give up on being a coach and return to skating while he still has time left. Victor never falters in his decision to take Yuri on his journey to gold and even decides to stay on as his coach while returning to the ice; a task that will undoubtedly take up an incredible amount of time, effort, and determination on Victor’s part.

Originally posted by sairenji

While we all can agree that these two are soulmates who were meant for each other, it is most unfair to say that Victor and Yuri have a magical relationship that just happened to work out beautifully. True, they were meant to be together, but they also worked hard at it. They laughed, they fought, they cried, they inspired each other, and they supported each other. Victor helped Yuri to be more confident in himself and salvage his career as a skater, but it is Yuri who is the true savior in this pairing: it is Yuri’s love that ultimately saves Victor as a human being.

Originally posted by mariplisetsky

Victor is now more than just a legendary skater who is expected to shine and dazzle at every event; he is more than just his scores, his rank, and the gold medals that his peers envy; he is more just the one to beat in competition; he is more than just Victor without a personal back story: He is Yuri’s coach, Yuri’s friend, his lover, and his fiancé. And he has not only gained Yuri, Yuri’s family and friends are now his family and friends, and Makkachin has found some new humans to play with as well, people who care about him and Vicchan very much–and they are happy together.

Originally posted by lawlightislife

Through Yuri, Victor has gained not only a love, but also a life of his very own that doesn’t just revolve around ice skating, and is filled with people who love him not only as Victor Nikiforov the legendary skater, but also as just Victor himself, the man he is on the inside. Katsuki Yuri’s love was something that Victor fought very hard for, and it has rewarded him greatly in return; a precious treasure I’m sure he intends to keep forever–a new chapter in his life with a new purpose, new meaning, and new people to share it with; and I have no doubt that Victor plans to live his newfound life with Yuri to the fullest, because after all, You Only Live Once.

Originally posted by orerishu

4. Masturbation

Let the Punishment Fit the Crime

Word Count: 1,722
A/N: For prompt 4: masturbation, I thought how often Bucky would be stuck listening to Tony and Steve butt heads at a meeting. When I pictured him running late and missing an anniversary dinner with the reader, I thought, “Now what would be a good punishment?” And well, that was the inspiration here… Lol. Do I even need to say it? Smut.
Written by: @dragonsrequiem

Originally posted by lovetheworldlife

His first clue as to how much trouble he was in for missing your anniversary was when you told him he wasn’t allowed to touch you. “Aw, but doll… Steve and Tony kept bickering over the best protocol on the upcoming mission!”

“Bucky, how old are you?” You asked in an arch tone, and his bottom lip went out in a little sulk. “Physically or in actual years?” He tried, hoping to hit your sympathetic side and get a little reprieve.

“Pick one.”

Oh shit, yup. He was in trouble. He began to approach you with his hands up in an apologetic gesture, but you poked that broad, sexy chest of his and pushed him back towards the chair you kept in the corner for reading. He knew he could easily grab the hand and kiss you until you forgot just how mad you were, but he also knew that sometimes it was best to just admit it when he messed up. And since he had missed your much planned and anticipated anniversary dinner by 9 hours without a call, he would be an idiot to think he hadn’t messed up.

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A little known fact about me is that I have a slight, possibly weird, obsession with fonts. So today, I went and checked out dafont.com and looked at literally hundreds of fonts and downloaded a bunch and wanted to test them out, so I decided to try a few of them out on a few pictures that Mark posted on his various social medias today.

*** I know these are nothing spectacular ***

They’re probably crappy quality on account of the ‘not exactly high quality but they were fine enough try stuff out on’ apps that is used, and because I’m not insanely creative or talented, but all this is totally fine. I know they’re subpar but I just thought I’d share them instead of letting them sit and be useless in my iPad camera roll.

On a real note though, I really enjoy making things like these. I used to make (much crappier) things like this a few years ago, but kinda fell out of it for a while… this kind of thing, and similar things, are what I hope to really get better at, and I’m really hoping to go to school for graphic design as soon as I possibly can.

But anyways, I always write too much in these caption things lol which I doubt anyone reads anyways. And that’s chill - I know I tend not to read long posts haha but anyways, if you did read all this, thanks! That was real neat of you.

I hope you have a real nifty day :)

-Meaghan

Spirit Sight Quality

(Based on my UPG)

(note: when I mention “spirits”, I’m also referring to the astral just for brevity’s sake)

So one of the golden standards™ of spirit work is how spirits and the astral appear to the practitioner. Crystal clear images with amazing detail sound cool but are actually uncommon. When I first gained spirit sight, the images were even blurrier than that bottom one. 

The way spirit sight works can be a little funky. You’re seeing with your mind’s eye which means you’re also “seeing” with your mind. Okay what the hell does that mean? Keeping in mind that this is just my experience and speculation, so when you see a spirit’s form you’re really seeing their energy and your mind fills in the details. For example, in the bottom picture you can’t really see Junko’s bow but your mind would tell you that it’s there. It feels like even though you can’t really see something you just know what it is and how it appears, you know? Shitty explanation I’m sorry lol. 

We often perceive spirits in varying levels of quality. Sometimes people see spirits as being blurrier than the bottom pic and sometimes they might see spirits as clear as the top pic. There’s a lot of factors that impact the clarity of spirit vision. Stress is a big one, like when you’re more stressed it becomes harder to “see”. Experience is another. The mind’s eye is like a muscle, it needs to be trained and exercised in order to become stronger. Those with little experience might find themselves with very “low quality” images while those with more experience will see things with more clarity.  

If you want to enhance the “sharpness” of your spirit sight, try out this exercise- [link]

This is it (S.M.)

Based off prompts 2- Don’t forget me when you’re gone, and 30- Why can’t you love me like you love her?

Description: Y/n is Shawn’s best friend, and has been since the first grade, when they’re a year out of high school and Shawn now has a girlfriend, he has an important decision to make between them. He knows his girlfriend, Maya, is nothing but toxic for him, shes practically ruining his good boy physique. When y/n tries to tell him he needs to stop seeing her what will his decision be?

I kind of really want to do a part two to this. Let me know what you think and I will!


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Refreshing || Jack Maynard

Originally posted by officialcheviloid

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Masterlist can be found [ HERE ]

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A/N: This is just a whole bunch of cuteness and Dubainess so I hope you all enjoyy!!xo

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Snaps from Sunday’s adventures ✌🏼️
the kind lady at the market always remembers us and gifted me two bits of peacock ore 🙈

Soviet Bus Stops

In the creatively stifling era of the soviet empire, architects exercised their imagination across the land in the one place they could: bus stops. Each one is unique, and doubles as a signature for the architect. Many of them are theatrical in quality, as though each man and woman waiting for a bus is merely a player in the stage of life, pausing between scenes. Others appear like beautiful picture frames, elevating the mundanity of waiting for a bus. Some of them seem to engage with the landscape, either in striking opposition or in harmonious response. Above all, each one appears like a porthole to another world.

So I think I found JIKOOK in Las Vegas

I might be seeing things but when I was watching Namjoon on Vlive today I looked on the left side corner and in the reflection mirror I can see Jikook sitting on the sofa together. 

As you can see namjoon is live and but if you look at the top right side there is a mirror next to the vlive logo. If you watch the video you can see the back of Namjoon’s head in the mirror at around 5.50 to 8.00. So his not on the sofa.

So I zoomed in and it’s not the best quality but here you can see Jungkook? in grey shorts and with a black cap with his head tilted back and next to him is Jimin in a white shirt with a jacket and it looks like a laptop on his lap. (there’s also another person on the right with his legs crossed)

This is another Picture of the vlive. Check around 13 -14 minute.Thats when Namjoon moves the camera.

Worst quality zoom but I can’t be the only one that sees Jimin and Jungkook sitting there.

Also, the other 4 members Jin, Tae, J hope and Suga where out. Namjoon was filming and it looks to me as though Jungkook was sleeping cos he didn’t really move during the duration of the vlive and Maybe Jimin was watching Namjoon live.

Sherlolly Appreciation Week Day 7: Free Choice

(I was going to do a meta for this, but I am teh suck at meta because I can only write how I talk–informally and incoherently.  So have this to end the week on a low note.  Rated T for themes of drug use and adult feels.  Also, could be set vaguely in the universe of So What Was Your Last Girlfriend Like?)

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There are seven people alive that have seen Molly Hooper cry.

Her Mother.  Her Brother.  Her flatmate from her first year at university.  One of her lecturers.  A stranger on a train that sat with her on the trip up to Northampton when she’d got the call from the hospice nurse.  One ex-boyfriend.

And Mycroft Holmes.

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anonymous asked:

If you haven't seen this already: AHBL8 Jensen singing + Jared PLAYING GUITAR!! Finally!! (And here I'm thinking of a wonderful comic by Kamidiox from awhile back about this - you know which one I mean?) anyway YouTube user Kitsune has a really good video. And Jensen was so supportive, u can see him focusing on Jared half the time!! <3 <3 <3 (Italian Anon)

Adding to what I wrote before. Just found more good vids of Jared playing guitar on storify: he’s so shy and insecure still (aww!) Reminds me of Jensen when he first sang and played at a con- and as I said before, Jensen was so caring, splitting his attention between taking care and checking on him and the public :D - Italian Anon  (u can put the 2 asks together if you want)


Hello, dear Italian Anon!

I’ve been gone the entire weekend and now I’m desperately trying to catch up with all that went on at AHBL. Seems as though plenty of things happened during these panels and I’m so bummed the organizer has forbid taking videos and pictures.

Wow! Here’s an amazing, good-quality video of the song by the marvelous out-in-the-open. I’m pretty stunned by the performance, not going to lie! I’m amazed that Jared finally dared to play the guitar in front of an audience. The man has nothing to be ashamed of, his playing was beautiful!

Jensen leans in during the first verse and seems to sing some of the lines directly to Jared. See how they’re looking at each other so often - it’s clear that Jared is looking for support and Jensen is providing it. My heart! Jensen looks so proud of his boy.

It’s happening! I bet it took years of convincing Jared that he’s good enough to perform and now he’s actually doing it. I’m fairly sure it feels like such an accomplishment to them both. I’m insanely proud of them, too!

I couldn’t help but notice that Jensen didn’t want to sing the second verse. My headcanon? He probably didn’t want to sing a bunch of words that don’t speak to him - “And I’m a bad boy, ‘cause I don’t even miss her. I’m a bad boy for breakin’ her heart.” Want to bet their home version goes something like “I’m a bad boy, but I miss him like crazy.”? Hahah, sorry, I can’t help myself.

They gave the impression that this performance was a surprise, but I’m not sure that’s true. Jensen recognized the song awfully fast from a few strums of the guitar and I think he must’ve psyched Jared before the panel quite a bit for him to go through with it at last. It doesn’t really matter, though. I’m just glad it finally happened!

I could watch this video every day. I think I probably will. Is this the lovely comic by the wonderful @kamidiox you mean? I can well imagine them holding each other like that before the panel started. Please excuse me, my head is all over the place because of this beautiful performance! I hope you have a very lovely week ahead of you, sweet anon! Thank you for messaging me about this, this is exactly kind of stuff I love talking about.