the quality makes me wanna cry

Things about Don’t Wanna Cry that make me emotional
  • Vernon’s super-soft singing at the beginning like wow his rapping voice is usually scratchy (?) and teenager-y but he did a whole 180 with this
  • Also the really subtle choreography while he sings
  • When the instrumental builds up and Woozi starts singing angelically while dancing like he’s a literal river
  • Seokmin’s last note and the music fading out right before the chorus
  • The walking-under-street-lamps choreography
  • Joshua hitting higher notes than ever before with really cool choreography with arms and stuff that I still don’t understand how they did
  • Seungkwan’s emotional somewhat husky voice <3
  • That entire emotional build-up of the bridge that end’s with Wonwoo’s deep voice literally gives me goosebumps every single time
  • S.Coups’s last line when he sings “When we see each other again” which is pleasant and unexpected deviation from the repetitive “Don’t wanna cry” and his voice and the way he sings it makes me want to sob for some reason??? Idk but it does???
  • Saddest dab in history finale
Happy Valentines Day!!

Well, since everybody else is doing it, I thought I might as well hop on the bandwagon too and give a shoutout to some pretty amazing people on this site that are very special to me and those who have made my experience on here better than I could have ever imagined! 

@purekagome (who else would be first other than my adoring wife?) WOMAN. I LOVE YOU. When we first started talking, it was all omg you’re so amazing, thank you, and aWWW YOU’RE SWEET and now you drive me fucking crazy and you make me wanna pull my hair out but you’re so freaking important to me and just I’m so glad we’re married and let’s make a baby. Right now. Thanks for putting up with my bullshit and cheating ways and general bitchiness lol love you babe! 

@inunanna HEY GIRL HEEEEYYYYY Nanna! <3 I remember before we were close when we would talk for hours about Inukag and Edwin headcanons and make up fanbabies and their personalities and ahhh it was so fun and all those conversations gave me so much inspiration and it created a relationship that I will cherish for the rest of my days! I love you sweetheart! <3<3

@vividxdreaming aahhH!!! Omg I’m so glad that we’re such close friends and just just just AAHHHHH you’re so importing to me! The first time we really talked I think was after I made that chocolate oneshot that you requested and our relationship just blossomed from there and then you became a part of our group chat and it’s the best decision that has ever been made. I love you girl!! <3 THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU AND BEING MY FRIEND!!

@grapefruitwannabe So we’re talking right now and I’m doing you in the chat and it’s so amazing BAHAHAHAH. and you liked it. and you even said it was great. SO AMAZING. But anyway Grape I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and you art so well omg and you even make fanart for my trashy fics and I’m just so faltered and honored and just. I’M SO GLAD WE’RE FRIENDS <3 I remember the first time you made fanart for me I literally freaked out and just. Yeah lol. <3 Thanks for being the awesome friend you are, Grape! ^_^

@bananacreamphi AAHHHH when you first joined our group chat, I didn’t know you very well, and I only knew you from a stream we were in together, but now I know you’re the sweetest person, you’re sincere, and I’m so blessed to have you as a friend I love you!! Thank you for being my friend!

@kuddle-cakes MY KUDDLES!!! <3<3<3 To be honest, I don’t even know how our friendship started XD but I’m so grateful to know you and you’re so freakig sweet and your sMUT IS AMAZING bahahaha! Okay seriously, I love you very much and just. I’m so blessed to have you in my life, thank you for being my friend darling! <3

@mmhinman Where do I even start?! My fellow Queen of Collab! :D Omg tho but your art is just SO AMAzING and god I just love it so much and I love youuuuu aahhhh you’re so important to me!! I love our little collars we do, we make beautiful music together XD Thank you for being my friend lovely! I love you! <3

@ryupioupiou !!!!!!!!! *excited noises* CROISSANTS. XD Man that still cracks me up lol Man I don’t even know how we became friends, but I’m so glad we did and you’re just so special to me and I freaking love you and our stupid inside jokes! You’re funny and sweet and just NEVER CHANGE I love you!!!!! <3

@dreamer-of-the-wandering-suns Girrrrrrrllllll where do I begin? You’re just the cutest, sweetest little thing and I just wanna squeeze you and never let you go <3<3 Remember I am always here for you if you ever wanna talk and I’ll do my best to help in anyway I can! You’re so important to me and I love you so much and just. Stay strong, beautiful! You got this, and keep being amazing! <3


@meido-zangetsuha DOGYASHA IS MY SALVATION AND I LIVE FOR THAT FIC XD Okay seriously lol you’re so fun to talk to and I ADORE GNOCCHI OMG I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ALDJFALIFJLAIDJF I want to cuddle him heheheheeh But I love you too, Happy valentines day darling! Give Gnocchi love for me! OH AND YOUR NEW PUP KURASI!!! 

@inuyashaforlife Dude. my go to person when I can’t figure that stupid game XD Hahahaa. Well I’ll be honest, I don’t know you very well, but I do know you enough to include you in my close knit group of friends and I hope it stays that way! Love you doll! Thanks for being my friend! 

@kagomeforever AHHh You tag me in so many cool memes and stuff and I absolutely love filling those out so thank you for that! Also you’re such a sweetheart and I get so happy whenever I see that you tag me in something because it’s like “OMG SHE THOUGHT OF ME YAY I FEEL SO SPECIAL” and just tHANK YOU DARLING! I love you with all my heart too! <3

@artistefish Your art brings me life. Your aus. Just. OMG. NO words. You’re an amazing artist, and one of the sweetest people I know, and I love reading your sometimes random little posts about your everyday life and how excited you get over the Inuyasha stageplay (WHICH I ALSO CANT WAIT FOR OMG) and you’re amazing and I love you <3 Thanks for putting up with my fangirlingness XD 

@gypsin I LOVE YOUR STORIES SO MUCH AND I GET SO EXCITED WHENEVER I SEE AN UPDATE AAHHHH!! So I’m not gonna name names *coughgrapefruitcough* but I heard through the grapevine that you enjoy my fics and I know you’ve mentioned be before as a favorite author *INSERT FANGIRL SQUEALING HERE* and I just wanna say HOW FLATTERED AND JUST HAPPY I AM TO KNOW THAT AND I LOVE YOU OKAY!!! <3<3<3 THANK you for the quality fanfiction and for being so amazing and sweet! 

You are all so very, very special and dear to me and I hope you all know how much I adore each and every one of you. You’ve made my experience here on this wretched site so much more enjoyable than I thought it would be, and you’ve made me feel so welcome, loved and appreciated! Honestly, I really had no idea how amazing people I would meet and how all of you would become so special to me! Every day one of you do something that just makes me wanna cry because it just makes me so happy and just. SO MANY FEELS. ALL THE TIME. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY WEIRDNESS AND  AND AND JUST. YOU’RE ALL AMAZING <3<3

I’m also gonna give a shoutout to some people who I don’t talk to as much, but I see in my notifications all the time and that I occasionally converse with and they’re people you should definitely check out! 

@coquinespike @jeanbeannie @nebula1701 @adorableears7 @kibitoshinkai @inukag-4ever @simply-zerah @inusgirl @brokenangelwings83 @rikareena @shardetector @morphinetune @lilifire @theroseangel321 @xkoiinu @blackwingguardian @dark-havoc-priestess @vixenfoxpaws @inuyashaeienni @inu-yaasss-a @sinuyasha @stoatsandweasels @wenchster @batmandy-lover @kaze-ranna @justafewsmallsteps @mustardyellowsunshine @akiza-hades-rose

I apologize if I forgot anybody, but please know that I love you all very much and I hope you have/had a great Valentine’s Day full of love, support, your favorite chocolate and wine and many many hugs and kisses from me!!! <3<3<3

I don’t know if it’s been talked about yet, but here’s a little observation I made earlier when I rewatched the clip in peace, while actually paying attention to the lyrics. And while I think the lyrics were quite interesting in regards to Sana’s feelings and emotional state (I’m in pain, to be honest), I couldn’t help but notice this:

So, during the part where Isak and Even are walking towards the school, these are the lyrics:

Jeg vet, de vet han bitchen er gal

gal gal gal ga- ga- ga- gal

Han bitchen er gal 

I know, they know that (guy)* bitch is crazy

crazy crazy crazy cra- cra- cra- crazy

That (guy)* bitch is crazy

*(Not quite sure how to translate this properly, but in Norwegian it says “han” before bitch, and han = he as far as I know)

And during the entire time the scene seems to be quite focused on Even:

So it starts out with the two of them, walking towards the school together as the lyrics go “Jeg vet, de vet han bitchen er gal”  (I know, they know that (guy) bitch is crazy):

Then, a quick close up on Even as we hear “gal” (crazy):

A second later we go back to the two of them, but we only get to see both Isak and Even for a quick moment in the beginning and at the end of the shot. During the time the shot goes into slow motion, Isak is hidden from our view and we can only see Even in focus while the lyrics continue with “gal gal ga-” (crazy crazy cra-):

The lyrics finish with “ga- ga- gal / Han bitchen er gal ” (cra- cra- crazy / That (guy) bitch is crazy), while the boy squad greet each other. And even here, it’s Even (and Magnus, although his face is turned away from us) who is in the center (kind of turning his face towards us, even), while Isak is standing behind him, positioned on the side of the shot:

(Cue Sana walking past to “Don’t talk to me, no. Think you know me, know me. No.” and me crying)

Now I’m no good when it comes to analyzing things, but could this be some sort of foreshadowing about Even having another episode? Or something else about his bipolar disorder that will be important? That is somehow relevant to Sana’s story? Anyone wanna speculate?

(also i apologize for the quality of the gifs i’m still learning ok, so fight me. or even better teach me.)

anonymous asked:

I only just started following you but,, ilysm and I would die for you... you're the sweetest and you post quality content and it just.. makes me wanna cry to know someone as wonderful as you exists in this world

you can stay on anon forever but i will find you and when i do 

get ready because im gonna love you so fuckin hard 


Originally posted by seungkvvan

                    “he’s boo seungkwan.@cutiepatoodie

                     "he overwhelms me" @jiiminyoongii

          “This kid makes me so proud of him. Even my mom loves                                                    him.” @sanbaljeogin

-his sense of humor make my day everyday!.

-he’s unapologetically himself; amazing and doesn’t hide his personality.

-He has a lot of charm and knows how to make people happy.

-He has a worldly quality; an absolute sweetheart. Such a genuinely amiable and kind-hearted person!

- hes so humble he makes me want to cry.

-He never forgets where he’s from because I swear Jeju is mentioned everywhere he goes.

-His ability to brighten everyone’s day with his sass and spontaneity.

- seungkwan is honestly so sweet and caring.

-he’s so adorable and cute literally a flower just beautiful.

- he’s able to get along with people really quickly.

-always really polite and respectful towards staff members other groups

-witty af.

-his energy .

- he’s cute 24/7.

- those rare moments when he’s really hot and i wanna roll off of a cliff.

-I love how insecure he can be secretly, but he would never let it stop him from being who he is.

-relatable. When he said diets always start tomorrow, and his recent tweet reply to a fan that was like ‘do you think you can seduce me with food?? ur right’ same. this kid gets it guys.

-hes so filled with love and respect.

-he works his hardest and you can see how much he cares in the effort he puts into everything,

-He never feels anything by halves.

-the love he shows makes me feel more loved like no matter what he’d love you, he’d see the good in you.

     "boo seungkwan is perfect if you don’t love seungkwan we can’t be                                friends and I’m not even sorry"

        “what can’t boo seungkwan do???" @honeyboobooseungkwan

all reasons listed are from: @cutiepatoodie @17caratjokespledis @sanbaljeogin @jung-kookin @bathinginvernonsvoice @feministyoonmin @dopekwan @yoon-hong @jejuboos @ttamagucci


treacherous: a bluesy fanmix

Put your lips close to mine/ As long as they don’t touch/ Out of focus, eye to eye/ Till the gravity’s too much” - treacherous

“I’ll smile when you speak/ Remember all those times I was hoping for something/ And shaking my head from all I have done/ But you never left me.” - i’d do anything for you

“Like the Dead Sea/ You told me I was like the Dead Sea / You’ll never sink when you are with me/ Oh, Lord, I’m your Dead Sea.” - dead sea

“You know what I mean / Although I try my best, I still let down the team / You’re everything I want, / Why should I resist when you are there for me?.” - i’ve told you now

“I think I’m gonna win this time, / Riding on the wind and I won’t give up, / I think I’m gonna win this time, / I roll and I roll, ‘til I change my luck, yeah, / I roll and I roll, 'til I change my luck” - fireproof

“You are my getaway / You are my favourite place / We put the world away / Yeah we’re so disconnected” - disconnected

“Don’t turn it all inside / I don’t like to see you cry / I don’t like to see you cry.” - without words

“Hold my own I won’t, I won’t / Pull the rope to keep close, keep close / Won’t you carefully rest, place your hand on my chest, oh.” - lake winona

“My heart, your heart sit tight like book ends./Pages between us written with no end. / So many words we’re not saying. / Don’t wanna wait 'til it’s gone. / You make me strong.” - strong


pt 2. blue/gansey