the qoute is not mine

As a person who hates getting left behind, I think about leaving too much. I always wanted to leave everyone and everything behind. But recently I have been wanting to stay. And I’m afraid that I might stay for the wrong reasons.
—  i understand why everyone left now. and it’s too late
I don’t want to be the first one to reach out anymore. From this point forward, the ball is in your court. Whatever outcome becomes of us, will be based solely upon your efforts.
—  feeling tired and discouraged
-m.t.t.