“When my sadness become rain (with the memories) and fall in your heart… Maybe you’ll come back to me, so today, I become rain and fall.” - Wish upon a star, SHINee
There’s a big chance you’ll get to see a shooting star around the 12th of August each year, and I always look forward to that day because I love stars and I love making wishes. Unfortunately I’ve had so much on my mind lately so I forgot to look for them this year and I was devastated, but I desperately tried to see at least one and on the 19th I finally did! And I immediately wished for Onew’s situation to become better and Jinki’s recovery. ✨
My precious Jinki, you are my sunlight and never fail to brighten my cloudiest days. You always make me smile by being your dorky and beautiful self and I admire your strength so much - but my wish for you this year is that you’ll let us and our love carry you through this, because now it’s our turn to be strong for you. You have the biggest heart and you’ve done so much for us and not expected anything in return, and now I want to give you something back.
I know I haven’t been with you since the beginning, but I am with you now and I always will be. No matter what happens. I love you with all my heart, Jinki, and I hope you’ll have a wonderful birthday! (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡
Once you start to speak of things that are precious, you are immediately anxious about how people will react to what you have said, and you want to protect these things, to defend them against incomprehension.
Andrei Tarkovsky, from “Scenario and shooting script,” Sculpting in Time, trans. Kitty Hunter-Blair (University of Texas Press, 1987)