the powerful one


ok but fuck people who say that kids are dumb or active because thats “how they are”. this 4 year old kid was jumping around and screaming and his parent just yelled at him, when they were done with yelling, i went up to the kid and asked him whats wrong. he calmly said no one wants to play with him so hes lonely. LIKE THE FUCK OK ofc your kid is yelling, he wants some fucking attention. he had a power rangers dino force action figure and i offered to play with him and we ended up on the couch watching various power rangers episodes on my phone. at one point he hugged me and said “will you stay here forever” and my heart just fucking broke because obvs this kid doesnt get enough attention from his parents. i didnt have the heart to tell him that this may be the last time i see him, so i said ill try to be there as often as i can. and we just calmly watched power rangers dino force, jungle fury and this kid is smart and responsive and his fav ranger is the red one. and he cried when i fucking left and for crying he got yelled at again. and when we were alone, his dad asked “howd you get him to keep quiet??” i just smiled and said “he likes power rangers and i do too” while in my mind i fucking want him to know that his son is attention deprived and if you actually treat his feelings fucking right, hes smart and funny and loving and open minded and HIS FAVORITE RANGER IS THE RED RANGER. GIVE YOUR CHILDREN SOME FUCKING ATTENTION ASSHOLE.

holy shit. holy fuckin shit. my new vacuum cleaner just arrived and its so cool. holy shit. succin my floor like there’s no tomorrow m’bois 

Who needs sleep? 

Okay, well… you do. But who has time for that? You’ve got too much to do and not enough time. You’ve just got to plug in your headphones, get to work, and hope that the beat keeps you awake.

Welcome to Voluntary Insomnia: a playlist for all-nighters. 

Above is the Spotify link. Here’s the track listing, so you can listen on whatever music platform you prefer. 

You don’t have to listen in order, but I suggest you do. There’s a crazy mix of styles and genres in there, and I mixed them together to keep one particular type from getting boring, and to sprinkle the really powerful ones throughout. Also, its got a nice little interlude right in the middle.

What is this playlist good for?

This playlist is to keep you awake when you want to be anything but. I called it “a playlist for all-nighters”, but it’s useful for any situation in which you have to stay awake. This isn’t a playlist to help you focus when you’re working or studying- it can get your energy up so that you can get yourself back into a state where you can focus, though. 


So this post was getting kinda long so I’ll reply to @hedgehog-goulash7 here.(you only have to read the first couple paragraphs for my response i kinda go off)

You won’t see me argue with a lot of what you said, but if you came out of the theater with that opinion I have only one thought. God, I wish that was me

I saw cap 3 when I was only a casual fan, almost a Cap stan, and I came out of that theater with my mom (shut up she’s my best friend) and we both got the  impression that “Tony fucked shit up. And in the end cap was the bigger man for apologizing.” 

Yup. That was really my impression.

It was a captain america movie and I knew that Cap was going to be the hero. The entire time I knew. And so I went and saw the movie and I heard the lines “plant yourself like a tree” “You move” “I could do this all day” and I completely bought in to Steve’s side. He was righteous. He was good. And if he didn’t support the accords they must be bad. Just like anyone on team cap, every time steve makes a decision i agree because “Captain’s orders.”

Rhodey’s line at the end where he “doesn’t regret supporting the accords because they were the right thing to do” for me, was a relief. It shows me that this character that was only trying to do the right thing, still has spirit. It shows me that even though he’s wrong, he still has conviction and he’ll make it through his injury. To me, at that time, it was a way to display that there wouldn’t be any serious consequences for Rhodey’s actions. That yes, he’s paralyzed but Tony can build him something to walk and more importantly his psyche is intact! Someone losing the ability to walk could severely impact their mental state but Rhodey’s okay! Plus he spoke in the past tense. “I supported the accords” meaning the accords don’t really matter anymore because they don’t exist! (I stand by this, I will eat my hat if the accords still exist/aren’t thrown out in the upcoming marvel movies)

Steve’s letter was much the same. Relief. Now I can’t listen to it without being enraged but when I first heard it all I heard was “No hard feelings. I’ll still come when the world needs saving.” and felt relief. Look at cap! Putting aside their differences over the accords to assure tony that he will be there in the future! What a mature adult! (literally kill me)

Rhodey speech didn’t leave an impression on me. Hell, more people can quote “Tony Stank” than they can a word of what Rhodey said. The last thing we see is steve looking fly as hell as he rescues the rest of the avengers. That is what I remember. Steve Rogers being a hero and rescuing his friends.

It took me thinking “hey, I really liked that movie. Lets see what other people think!” that introduced me to other opinions. And let me tell you, most of the mainstream opinions were all “Yes the accords were awful whatever thats just fact LOOK AT HOW SIMILAR IT IS TO BATMAN V SUPERMAN.” When I finally came across an opinion that was about the accords in universe that summarized was basically “Um, actually cap is a complete jackass” it gave me complete whiplash. It also kinda pissed me off because I was basically a casual cap stan. So I read what they had to say and it blew my mind. They obviously put a lot of thought into it but it didn’t really change what I thought. It was common sense to me that cap was right and tony was wrong, because that’s how it was presented to me in the movie. Steve finds bucky-tony locks up bucky. Tony creates the accords(yes i honestly thought that)-team cap becomes fugitives. Tony locks up the avengers-steve breaks them out. 

It was only because I was starting to really get into marvel that I was exposed to the idea that, um, maybe steve is just an irrational immature fella who didn’t care about the accords- and only wanted to save his friend. And then post after post of people defending tony. Like “No he didn’t make the accords” “yes he constantly admits his faults and takes responsibility” “Um, was he responsible for ultron?” and on and on and then oh my god. They had such good ideas it made me rewatch the entire MCU with a new perspective and for me to get INCREDIBLY frustrated. They just, they just shit on Tony so much. The more i watched the more i couldn’t ignore it. He fucking didn’t do half the shit they blame him for. They shit on him for having money. They shit on him for having been a weapons distributor, something that he OBVIOUSLY feels guilty about god. They shit on him for basically anything he does as an individual and the more I watched the more infuriating it became. He tries so goddamn hard and yet it always turns to shit and wow #relatable but also he needs rest.

So anyways, that is how I went from a cap fan to a tony fan and sorry for the rant but every casual fan I’ve met accepts that the accords are bad as fact, because that was how it was presented to them and forming a different opinion would require effort that the casual watcher will not do.

anonymous asked:

Don't you ever feel bad or weird speculating about other people's lives that actually want their relationships and their private lives private and just want to show the content they make?

no because: 

1. i don’t “speculate” in the sense of fabricating things that are unreasonable or untrue 

2. they don’t ONLY share youtube content. they do live shows, they have twitters and instagrams–they frequently tell us more about their lives behind their youtube videos and i don’t draw on more material than that to write about them or talk about their relationship. if they wanted full privacy they could easily achieve it and step back from all social media. but look at their recent pics and tell me if that looks like two people who don’t want anyone to discuss anything but the latest sims video 

3. i’m one person with absolutely no power and sway in the exchange between dnp and their audience. dnp are content creators with massive wealth and influence and they are in a position of power over their fans. one person sitting on a tumblr blog talking about how cute they are together has absolutely no capacity to harm them. arguments about protecting their privacy are well intentioned but ultimately hyperbolic in my opinion bc they don’t need “protection” from people who have far less power than them 

4. as i touch on above, i don’t do anything invasive or empower people who follow me to do anything invasive. i don’t have access to their private communication. i don’t stalk them. i don’t pass off opinion as fact. there are basic boundaries to what i post and say because as much as i don’t have the power to hurt dnp on my own i do respect them as individuals

lol i hope sending in this ask made you feel better, but in my opinion it seems a little smug and self-righteous. unless you want to make a respectful and actually substantive argument for why you think anything i’m doing/saying on this blog is inappropriate, i’ll probs refrain from answering questions like this in future. i hope you have a nice day! x 

iu is a phenomenal singer and lyricist i remember listening to 23 for the first time and reading the translation and losing my mind bc its such powerful commentary on how one-dimensional shes made out to be as a public figure and how complex a person she is i love. her.

“Your arm is endowed with power; your hand is strong, your right hand exalted.” —Psalm 89:13

As the psalmist writes, our Lord’s arm is powerful. One of the beautiful things about this verse is that it’s written in present tense. This is important because so often times we think about God’s power in the context of what He will do in our lives in the future. Perhaps when you think about God’s power, you think about:

-The day your prayers about your job situation will finally be answered
-Finally meeting your future husband
-Graduating from your program and being able to work a decent job
-Watching your dreams of becoming a business owner or brand owner come true
-God answering a big question or healing you when it comes to your heart or health

But today, as we think of almighty power of God, let us remember that God’s powerful arm is protecting us TODAY and that alone is worth celebrating and rejoicing about. If you keep reading the entire psalm from today’s verse, you will find verse 15 talks about walking in the light of God’s presence. God’s presence isn’t just somewhere in the future. His presence is right here in the moment you are reading this paragraph. Spend some time with this verse and think about how strong the Lord is in your life not just yesterday, and not just tomorrow, but today!

God is more than capable of performing miracles in your life and doing things that are beyond what you could ever imagine. However, know that the same God who is powerful enough to change your life a year from now, five years from now, or ten years from now is the same God who will change your life today. Your relationship with Jesus gives you DIRECT access to Him in this way, and that’s worth being excited about in this very moment. So don’t wait until sometime in the future to be excited about what God is doing in your life. God is working in your life right now, and it doesn’t take meeting your future husband or getting your dream job in order for you to experience just how powerful He is in your everyday life.

Written by @morganhnichols for #TheDevoCo

anonymous asked:

I was reading this phanfiction and I lost it, it was about dan and Phil going to a preparatory school I think and dan secretly have superhuman powers and one time he had sex with Phil and burned phils chest with his hands because that was his super power along with having huge wings and also I remember dan was a bully to Phil until Phil found out he was gay and then they started to date and have a lot of dormitory sex.

Libertas Volandi - Phil Lester is a 17 year old boy and goes to hell for the 3rd year in a row. Well, boarding school. He hates it here. As it is an all boys school, it’s like a gigantic wasp nest of violence and everyone who stands out a bit will be punished. And Phil happens to stand out. Dan Howell is the biggest bully and Phil hates him so much. But when he has to share a room with him, the tables turn. Dan turns out to be not that bad after all, even though he does act weird sometimes…Times fly by like a bird, and Dan and Phil get to know so much about each other. But they have to break all Dan’s rules if they want to stay together. Dan loves Phil more than anything, but when he realises he might lose Phil because of it, he thinks twice. He wants to protect him at all costs.


Cyberchase! We're moving, we're beating Hacker at his game. Don't tell me that he's trying to hack the motherboard we'll get him every time. Cosmic worlds, Freaky places that we've seen! WE'VE GOT THE POWER OF ONE TWO THREE FOUR Running in a Cyberchase, We'll meet him face to face, We'll stick together, all the time, Adventures in cyberchase. THE CHASE IS ON! Just wait and C Y B E R CHASE!
More fetish guns
  • The one that shoopts eggs into stuff
  • The one that makes people Big
  • The one that makees people small (DO NOT USE ON MINIBOTS i tried I still can’t find Brawn but it’s probably fine)
  • The one that pours white goop and I don’t know why it does that but I’m ok with it honestly
  • The one that I tried to program to narrate its actions but the voice it settled on is absolutely a phone sex voice and it’s frankly a little bit uncomfortable
  • The one that’s got a tongue (??!?!!!!!)
  • The one that’s jizz powered
  • The one that you have to fire with your foots
  • I have finally come to the sad conclusion that I really just cannot read dub con Johnlock. So much good writing and such great plots out there that I want to like but can't.
  • I just can't get past any uneven power dynamic of one of my OTP being in power over the other. Master over thralls etc. I spend the whole fic wanting the person being controlled/enslaved to fight and make the one in power miserable. I want them to never give in, I want them to die before submitting..... this is just not conducive to romance...even if eventually it is a happy ending and choice is restored.
  • I just can't accept their getting together when it starts with one robbing the other of their freedom and free will.
  • Sigh.
Safe - Taehyung Scenario  part 2

A/n: I haven’t time to read it over yet, so that will probably happen in the morning and if you come acoss some grammar mistake please tell me, I know how it can be annoying sometimes haha. Anyways I hope you enjoy, and please feel free to message me what you think of it. 

part 1

Summary: People were hunting your kind of people which you didn’t understand. At first you lived in peace, working together with the others but one mistake from one of your kind messed everything up and now they were hunting, thirsty for your flesh, for your powers. But one man seems to be different than all the others. His aura so gentle, so innocent you can’t believe he is a hunter. He pleads you to go with him so what happens if you are surrendering yourself to him?

wordcount: 4637

Genre: Angst/ Romance/ Future smut 

Originally posted by tryifan

‘’We’re here.’’  Taehyung’s voice broke the hopeful bubble you had surrounded yourself with. Now it was   to happen. Well you did not know exactly what was going to happen but you knew it was not a pleasant something. The door of the van swung open, revealing the three man from earlier. 

The dark blue sky was gone and an Azure blue sky had appeared. The sun was shining high in the sky, beaming down on the world making everything seem much more prettier and lighter as the birds greeted the day with their song. It seemed like it was going to be a beautiful day when you felt the pleasant warmth caressing your skin. 

You scooted back when one of the man tried to grab your friend. A whimper escaped your mouth as you shuffeled back towards Taehyung. Along the long ride you had thought about a lot of things and decided to just trust him. He seemd true-hearted and loyal. Taehyung hadn’t  said a word the whole way, just a couple of glances now and than. The calmness you felt when you looked at him made you decide that is was okay but that did not mean you were afraid. You were scared to death. No one was ever seen again once they were taken. What else could you do than to just trust him?  You couldn’t go anywhere, you were trapped in this nightmare 

‘’please let him go y/n. He belongs to Jimin.’’ he gripped onto your arm and lifted them up, so Dong fell out them. Apparently this Jimin guy stapped with one foot in the van, hoisted him over his shoulder and left. ‘’Don’t worry guys. I got this. Please go to Jimin. He can wake up any minute now and who knows if Jimin can handle him alone.’’ The other two nodded their heads and left you and Taehyung alone. His eyes turned to you once again as he shot you a little smile. With one swoop you were lifted off the ground and you were now hanging over his shoulder as he finally stepped out of the van. 

The fresh scent of water hit your nostrils strongly as it hugged your body tightly in comfort as you got closer and closer to a big white building. Your skin began to tingle as your eyes began to change but a sudden strong burning feeling shot through your whole body causing you to scream out in pain. The band around your neck was vibrating like crazy, as you tried to rip it off but with hands bound together it was impossible. 

Taehyung quickly laid you down on the ground when he heard your scream and felt you squirming on his shoulder. He saw how your eyes were flickering between two colors and how your skin had a dim glow around it. He was conflicted, not knowing what to do. He wanted to help you but he couldn’t so he just listened to your cries of help, to your cries of his name. 

The doors slammed open as his friends and colleaques came running towards you. ‘’Taehyung! what the heck is happening?!’’ Hoseok asked as in confusion, looking at you on the ground writhing in pain. Taehyung stuttered an I don’t know looking at his friend with big wide eyes. ‘’What do you mean you don’t know? She is clearly in pain!’’ Jungkook angrily stated while kneeling down next to you, trying to search the source what was causing this reaction out of you. ‘’Can’t you see she is reaching towards the band, idiots!’’ A tall man harshly spoke up as he pushed the others aside to make room for him. ‘’Okay listen to me. I will take of that band but don’t go around doing funny business, you hear me?’’ The blond tall man told you carefully and slowly with a threathening undertone. You just nodded your head, you didn’t care what they were telling you right now as long as they got that damn thing off. ‘’Guys please hold her down if she dares to disobey my words and tries something.’’ With two men holding down your legs and two men holding down your arms above your head, the dimpled man fished a remote out of his side pocket and pushed a button, snapping the band open. 

You let out a cry from relief when you felt the burning slowly fading away. Feeling the goosebumps rising on your skin as your body was slowly turning back to its own temperature causing your body to gleam with it’s familiar blue colour as steam was rising from your body. The men who were holding you down hissed when an icy feeling burnt their skin, releasing their grip on you. You just laid there with your eyes closed, chest heaving up and down as you could feel the familiar and refreshing feeling once again. 

‘’Are you okay?’’ Taehyung’s voice was soft and shaky, hearing how he crouched down next to you. The first thing you saw were 5 men leaning towards you as they were immediately on egde when you opened your eyes and slowly sat up. To be honest, you had no energy to talk or to do anything since you were exhausted as you could still feel the pain and little shocks going through you. The glow dissapeared and your eyes were back to its original color. All you wanted to do was for them to take you inside and hoping they would lock you up in a room so you just could sleep. ‘’Taehyung?’’ you managed to get out in a whisper, voice hoarse and shaky. He gently hold your hand and hummed showing you he was still by your side. ‘’Just… let’s go’’ so you voiced out your thoughts. Taehyung hummed once more however when he was about to pick you up to get you inside, the tall man pushed him aside. ‘’No.. I think it’s best if I take her to Jin. Just to be sure everything is okay.’’ What was he talking about? No way you were going with him. ‘’What? Why should you take her to him, I can do it perfectly myself.’’ Taehyung retorded back and just as he was about to pick you up, the tall, very handsome man, you had to admit that he was gorgeous, grabbed Taehyung by the collar, pulled him so close that their noses almost touched, this caused Taehyung to react immediately as he placed his hands on the men his chest, trying to keep him at a distance, well he tried.‘’Listen here boy, I don’t know what makes you so suddenly so protective of her but I will take her, you understand who they are and what they’ve done righ? so back off a bit mister. She is not any different’’ Taehyung swallowed and nodded, his hands falling near his side as if he admitted defeat. 

You always had imagined that everything would be grey and well.. grey. You did not hate the color grey but these walls were very warm and their were pictures and paintings decorating the wall. You were actually surprised that there was not any signs of flowers because honestly it would totally fit. The owner of this building could be from a very kind old lady who loves to invite visitors to drink some tea with them. 

Did they had to leave their building and this was the only place they could go to? Or were they trying to decieve you thinking they weren’t that bad so you wouldn’t be on guard? For some reason it made you feel more on egde. Everything was so suspicious here. Taehyung was way too nice to you and why did the other man tried to help you? Speaking of which, he was holding your waist way to tight and it made you uncomfortable. 

After the confrontation with Taehyung, he grabbed your arm and with a strong pull he had you by his side, his hands falling on your waist. You, still a bit shaken and blank from earlier, did not exactly know what was happening but you could definitely feel his hand now. You have tried to swiftly get it off you by slowly walking further to the left. Unfortunately he pulled you back and tightened his hold on you, so yeah that backfired. 

After what seemed like a 5 km walk, the tall man stopped infront of a door, knocking twice before he finally lifted his hand from your waist. ‘’Don’t run.’’ his deep, yet cold voice made you obedient and so you stood up straighter and nodded then the door opened revealing a slight shorter man but his aura around intimidating but also slight relaxed. He looked at you before bringing his gaze to the man beside you. ‘’What’s up Namjoon?’’ 

‘’I want you to check this band and her’’ Namjoon said as he pushed you forwards causing you to almost collide with the other handsome guy. What was up with this group? Why was everyone so annoying handsome. 

‘’Why do I need to check her?’’ He seemed bored not even sparing a glance at you. 

‘’Because this.’’ Namjoon slammed the band against the shorter male his chest ‘’caused some reaction in this girl. That has never happened before. So please Yoongi, please for once do what I ask you to without arguing back, yeah?’’ 

Yoongi just huffed while rolling his eyes. ‘’Yeah yeah yeah. I will look at it.’’ 

‘’Now waterrat, have fun with him.’’ Namjoon laughed, pushed you into the room and closed the door behind him, leaving you alone with this Yoongi guy. 

You stood there in awkward silence as your eyes roamed around the room. You could describe this room as a hospital. The walls were painted an eye-sore white. Curtains hanging in a square form just like at the hospital. Were there any other people in this room, laying behind those curtains? What if Dong was here? Your eyes widened at the thought, quickly taking big, silent steps towards it, not wanting Yoongi to hear it. You saw he was busy inspecting that darn thing so he wouldn’t even notice. Hopefully. You took the oppertunity and so you went. 

The first one, empty. Second one empty also. Third one… not even a bed. Come on. Looking back to be sure he was still busy, you swiftly went inside when you saw he hadn’t even moved an inch. You were right. There was Dong. Laying on the bed, tied up. His mouth fell open and you could see the panic in his eyes and you just smiled, feeling over-joyed seeing your friend alive. ‘’What are you doing here?’’ He hissed sounding worried. ‘’Saving your ass, that’s what I am doing here.’’ you giggled, sitting on the side of the bed, fumbling with the chains. ‘’I told you to-’’ you shushed him, putting a finger against his lips while listening if Yoongi was on the move, when only silence greeted you, you turned back to Dong, eyeing the glass of water on the stand next to the bed ‘’There is no time for chit-chat right now. Those idiots don’t even watch me. Look! no band!’’ you snorted, softly ofcourse waving your hand infront of your neck. ‘’You know this building is very moist and surrounded with water. I can feel it. So I will get us out of here in no time.’’ 

‘’Are you sure. The guys are dangerous you know. They even knocked me out. ME!’’ Taking a deep breath in and out, you lifted your hand towards the water, slowly and softly you lifted the water out, forming it in a little key. You directed the water closer towards the chains and placed in the opening. Fumbling around and shaping the water little by little, you almost screamed out of joy when the chains on his hands unlocked. A big grin formed on your face when Dong looked at you dumbfounded. Okay that was one, now the ones on his leg but since they had the some lock, it would be a lot quicker and true to your words those unlocked to. Quickly doing the ones on your feet too before you dropped the water silently in the glass and rushed over to help your friend to get out of the bed. Since he still had the band around his neck, he could not use his abbility but you just had to go for it. It was now or never. Who knew if such moments would come by again? Probably over 100 years. 

‘’There is someone in the room, so if he is still concentrated working we can leave. but I don’t know if it’s better to run, or to tip-toe towards the exit. What if we -” you were cut of midsentence when you felt the sudden speed your legs were making. Your head snapped towards Yoongi who was silently watching you two sprint headed to the door. Oh shit, this is not good, this is not good. Why was he just sitting there, letting you escape. Or.. maybe he knew you guys would not come that far. ‘’Shit shit shit. This is not good.’’ you sweared. ‘’We have to be faster. Faster.’’ Tightening your hand around Dong’s you legs sped it, now running infront of Dong, pulling you with him. In any other situation you would tease him for being a slow poke but there were no time for jokes right now, you had to get out of here and fast. 

Remembering the turns you took, you soon neared the exit but the screams and yells filling the hallways made you stomach turn. Yes you could use your water but you had no idea how many people were in this building, hunting after you. ‘’Faster Dong, Faster!’’’you screamed back at him, not caring anymore if they could hear you because well, they already knew you were on the run. Dong kicked the door open, wet drops kissing your skin as the green air filled your lungs. The scent and the sound of the falling rain made you feel stronger and relaxed eventhough you heard faint sounds of gunshots and screams in the distance. ‘’Dong run infront of me, I will cover us’’ Dong did not question you and with one nod he did as he was told. You spreaded your arms wide infront of you before you gently and slowly brought your hands together, closing them like a ball. a big giant ball made of rain hanged infront of you, seeing the men approaching you, bullets flying around. You tilted your hands backwards as if you were about to launche arrow but instead you were about to launche a big ass waterball, and you must think, how can water do some damage? bitch please, water is strong, water is flexible and water can be hard as a stone. It will hurt. 

‘’Y/n please stop!’’ Taehyung’s voice travelled through the hummy air, making you feel startled for a bit but you quickly composed yourself. What were you doing? Throw the freaking ball already is what you thought and so you did.

Not looking back, you ran after Dong who seemed to try to rip off that band unfortunately it did not. Expected but still. You made a shield around you and Dong hoping it would stop the bullets which were still flying around, somehow a miracle it had not hit you or Dong but hey you weren’t going to complain.

‘’Wait. y/n wait.’’ Dong stopped you by pulling on your arm. ‘’What?! We don’t have time to stop. We have to keep on going!’’ You said irritated. What the heck was he doing? There was no time for a freaking break and so your feet moved again unfortunately you did not come far as Dong pushed you down onto te ground. ‘’Calm down. they’re not following us anymore and you need to rest for a bit. You know using your powers this much will backfire. So please drop this shield and rest.’’ He said while dropping beside you, rubbing the bruises on his ankle where the chains had been trapping him earlier. 

He was right. You could feel your arms were shaking and you were short on breath so you did what he said and threw the water behind you. You were still on egde though, knowing they hadn’t given up. As you sat there, your mind drifted off to Taehyung. Why did his voice startle you and why did your heart skipped a beat when your name left his lips. Why did you feel safe but somehow also nervous around him? You slowly turned your head to the side when something poked your cheek. Well rather someone. ‘’What?’’ you looked at Dong who still had his finger on your cheek. Shooting up an eyebrow you asked again. ‘’Why are you blushing?’’ he also raised an eyebrow. ‘’Huh?’’ Slapping his finger away, you touched your cheek as you felt the warmness on your cold hand. ‘’Why do you assume I am blushing? We have been running for awhile, remember?’’ 

His suddenly burst out laughing, throwing himself backwards on the ground. ‘’Stop laughing. It’s not funny!’’ you slapped him on the arm, pouting as you did so. ‘’It - it is fu- funny!’’ he stuttered the words, while still laughing, holding his stomach. ‘’’No it is not! Now stop it!’’ You turned you back to Dong, crossing your arms over your chest and furrowed your eyebrows together in irritation. Who does he think he is? You weren’t blushing. You don’t blush and he knew it aswell. No way you were blushing, that was impossible. He was just seeing things. ‘’Oh come on y/n. You were totally blushing and you know it too. So who is the unlucky guy?’’ His loud laughing had turned into chuckles as he sat infront of you, flicking your forehead in a teasen manner. ‘’You are actually incapable to blush since your body has to cool down instead of heating up so you were totally thinking about someone.’’ 

‘’Oh fuck off Dong.’’ 

‘’No tell me, who has the pleasure of earning y/n’s attention?’’

‘’Stop it’’ 

‘’No, I never have seen you blush, so this is actually a miracle right now. You can tell me y/n.’’ Those questions somehow stung as a lump formed in your throat. Feeling the tears pooling in your eyes, you hastily stood up, not wanting to deal with his question anymore and you did not want to cry over something so stupid especially infront of him. ‘’Wha? y/n? what’s wrong?’’ 

‘’Nothing is wrong Dong, just leave me for a second yeah?’’ you winced when the words didn’t come out steady as you want it to be. ‘’There is definitely something wrong. Look I am sorry I just.. There is nothing wrong with a crush y/n.’’ 

‘’Yes! Yes it is Dong! I can’t like someone like him Dong! I can’t like Taehyung!’’ you spat out, pointing your finger behind him, pointing to the building where you came running from. The blows you felt when he spit those words so carelessy and innocently around hurt. Yes normally those words wouldn’t make you react like this but the realization that you indeed seemed to like Taehyung snapped something in you.

He was confused you could see but once the realization dawned on him, he looked at you in shock. ‘’You’ve got to be kidding! Tell me you’re kidding! You can’t like some of them!’’ His words were harsh, hurtful and true. ‘’You don’t think I don’t know!’’ you cried out, pushing him away to create some distance between you two so his words had to travel longer before it reached you.

‘’If you do know than why the heck do you like him! God y/n.. you’re unbelievable really. There are enough guys roaming this world and you have to like him all of people..’’ He held his hands in his hair as he screamed in anger. ‘’Do you really think I wanted this?’’ you waved with your hand around, indicating the situation. ‘’Gosh I didn’t know people could control their hearts?! I wish we could, cause we could save ourselves a lot of heartbreak, don’t we?’’ You were offended, irritated and hurt. ‘’Oh please don’t be smart with me. You just met the guy how can you like him already? You’re being stupid right now.’’ That was the last straw. Fuck him. Just see how far he gets without his power or you by his side. If he wants to be a dick? Fine. less problems for you anyway. You could already be at home if it wasn’t for him so you did what you could best: threw him the finger and walked off. 

Asshole. Who does he think he is? Your father? Heck your father wouldn’t even react like this. He atleast knew you couldn’t control who you liked or not. Who could blame you. He was nice, considerate and his eyes. Ooh his eyes, if you could look at them the whole day, you would. Something in his eyes pulled you in. 

‘’Shut up!’’ you scolded yourself, slapping yourself on the cheeks to snap out of it. The sinking feeling in your stomach made you sick, regretting your desicion of leaving Dong behind. What if he got caught again? You wouldn’t forgive yourself if something happened to him. ‘’stop it already y/n. Everythings is fine. Totally fine. This is just all a dream. Yup that’s what it is. ‘’ nodding your head in agreement you made up your mind to turn around, just making sure everything was okay but the face that greeted you caused you to slip on your feet and fell the ground. Your heart was about to jump out of your chest as those eyes bored into yours. 

‘’Don’t run away anymore. It won’t help you at all.’’ He crouched down next to you. his soft smile slightly calming down your heart. ‘’Tae-Taehyung’’ 

‘’Yes you got that right!’’ The sun on his hair made it seem like he had golden streaks into his autumn coloured hair as his hand was hanging into the air, waiting for your fingers to sink in his. Were you actually going with him? ‘’I- Taehyung I can’t.’’ He was not right for you, he was bad, bad news. Your heart was going to be crushed, stamped on and eventually abondened somewhere cold, dark and lonely. He sighed, dropped his hand and sat down with you, his legs crossed and facing eachother ‘’To be honest, you really have no choice y/n. I wish it was different but it is not and we have to face the reality. You are someone who people for some reason are afraid of and can’t live in peace until they know you’re trapped behind bars or…’’ he stopped, looking away from your eyes a second before returning, laying his hand ontop of yours. ‘’You can be save if you just stay with me. I won’t lie, the stunt you pulled off got him pissed and you will surely be punished for that.’’ he spoke to you in a soft voice, his thumb caressing your skin. ‘’But after that, if you just listen to me and wont run away, you will be okay, they won’t hurt you again. And I promise to do the same with your friend.’’ A sob escaped your lips you’ve been trying to keep together so bad. Tears were streaming down your face as fear and warmth filled your heart at the same time. Slipping your hand away under Taehyung’s hand, you turned his hand around, letting yours fall into his palm, curling your fingers around the back. You were holding his hand, you were tightly holding on to his hand telling him you trusted him. Taehyung was right. What could you do? If you fled, they would catch you again, no doubt plus you would have to live with the guilt you felt for leaving your friend alone in their hands. 

Through tears you looked at him, hoping he could see the fear in your eyes, hoping his words weren’t empty promises, weren’t lies. Taehyung answered you with his smile, pulled you from the ground and lead to his car, parked further away on the street. 

True to his words you had been dragged out of the car when you arrived back at their prison, were thrown into a room, tied onto a chair and beaten up. The man let his fury out on you. Kicks, punches and stabs you took them all. The names he called you, you took them all. You didn’t dare to utter a sound so you laid there on the ground after several hard kicks letting your tears silently fall. The words ‘’I trust you’’ repeating in your head after every blow you felt. After what seemed like forever, the stranger left, leaving you bruised and bleeding on the stone hard ground. Your lips were busted, your head and legs were throbbing and your abdomen stung. Crying hurt, breathing hurt, everything hurt. You could hear the door open and careful footsteps coming your way. You didn’t even flinch when you felt two arms around your body, lifting you and the chair up so he could untie you. He carefully picked you, holding one arm under your legs and the other around your waist he walked out of the room.

You whimpered when Taehyung gently laid you down on a bed when your back touched the matress. ‘’I trust you.’’ your voice came out weak and small as you looked up at him. ‘’I know y/n and I am glad you do. Now shh I have to clean your cuts.’’ his hand touched the hem of your shirt, first looking at you if it was okay. Just as you said earlier, you trusted him so you nodded. He gave you a smile in return before removing your shirt. He cleaned up your cuts and smeared an ointment on your bruises keeping it from swelling. After he was done he tapped your arms telling you to hold them up so he could put a shirt on. It was so long that it covered half your upper legs and it seemed like he choose that one on purpose when he asked you if you wanted to take of your trousers since they could heal properly without the tight denim around it. 

Finally you were laying on the bed, wrapped around in a layer of blankets because Taehyung wanted to make sure you wouldn’t get cold at night. He knew your body worked differently than most people but he insisted and tucked you in. His kind gestures made your heart ache more than it already was as tears blurred your vision once again. What kind of fucked up shit was this? You were trapped. Your heart was trapped, your mind was trapped, your whole being was trapped. Your heart ached for Taehyung, Your heart ached for freedom and revenge. 

And so you stared at the moon, which beams shone through the bars in the window, lighting up the room, making you feel less scared and lonely as you wished you could be her right at this moment. Tears slipping down your cheeks, falling on the cushion under your head, you kept looking at the moon, at her beautiful imperfections. The craters showing she survived hard ships and despite all that she kept shining on in the dark, hoping she could be a light source for those in need. 

You closed your eyes with a tiny smile gracing your face. The only thing you could do was trust Taehyung’s words, to just trust Taehyung and with that thought you drifted off to sleep, entering a dream called hope. 

I like the idea that the being we now know as “Anti” existed before it ever chose to associate itself with Jack.  Just some nameless virus or ghost or demon, wandering whatever cyber or ethereal plane it was native to.  Maybe it even tried to manifest itself in some form, but never got enough acknowledgement to grow powerful.

But then, one day, it discovered this fanmade idea - Antisepticeye.  The concept of Anti, at that point, had absolutely nothing to do with the entity.  But maybe that could be exactly the vehicle the creature needed to gain the recognition and become stronger.  So it used all its strength to disrupt one of Jack’s videos, just a little.  And people caught on.  Soon the fandom was abuzz with talk of this creature that resembled a character that they themselves developed.

And the nameless being was just loving all this.  After who-know-how-long of being ignored, it was finally getting noticed!  It eagerly surfed the internet for more headcanons, more ways to reinvent itself as this character.  Until one day it realized, it was no longer just pretending to be Anti.  When people were discussing Anti, they weren’t talking about some hypothetical being…now they were actually talking about him!  Now he had a name and a fanbase!  And with every post and piece of fanart he became more powerful, sneaking into more videos and sending eerie messages.  Until finally, on Halloween, he’d gained enough strength to make an entrance worthy of the Antisepticeye name.

After that, he probably just rested on his laurels for awhile, browsing the #antisepticeye tag to see what people were saying about him.  Maybe getting a bit giddy whenever he came across some extra cool fanart of himself.  Unfortunately, as time went by, more and more people were mentioning some other fictional character in Anti’s tag.  And that wouldn’t do at all.  So Anti visited us at PAX to remind us who the real star of the show is.  And now that people have gotten the message, he’s gone quiet again.  Maybe some day he’ll pay us another visit, but until then he can be happy knowing that he’s truly become Antisepticeye.

anonymous asked:

Hey, I have a genuine question..? Why do so many people hate Soldier 76? I like him even as a character but so many people seem to think he's like? Satan?? I was wondering if you had any answers, since it seems like you don't like him much too..? I just wanna know cause I feel really really guilty about liking 76, especially anytime I see posts about him being some mean pathetic whiny character or something...

he does canonically do a lot of violence towards nonwhite dudes which is a major reason why me and a fair number of other people have problems with him, as well as him sort of exemplifying hypermasculine white american military power in one person and being kind of a dweeb and an asshole

but to be honest the biggest reason why i have a problem with him is because i associate him strongly with a real life dude i know who’s done a bunch of horrible shit, so i’ve got some heavy subjective bias here

ultimately it’s probably fine if you like soldier76, he’s like my fourth most played hero