the pointilism of it all

16.02.28 BTS fancafe update

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01:38am kst

비록 나는 우주의 먼지이지만
나는 먼지가 참 싫다

시야를 흐리게 하고
기침이 나오게 하고
나를 비겁하게 하여 싫다.

그런데 오늘 길을 걷다 문득 먼지가 내 눈에 보였으면, 하는 생각이 들었다. 그럼 세상은 온통 형형색색의 먼지들로 찍혀진 점묘화처럼 비춰지지 않을까.
또 가끔은 먼지에게 미안도 한 것이, 먼지는 존재한다는 잘못 아닌 잘못만으로 늘 버려지고 이리저리 쓸려다니니까. 숨만 쉬고 있어도 불청객이고 폐가 되고 마는 것이다. 이 먼지의 운명이란 참 서글프다.
일개 먼지를 소중히 보관하는 사람조차 없지 않은가.

하기사 그것이 가능키나 한 일인지 모르겠다마는, 먼지가 인격을 가지게 되면.. 아 그럼 먼격인가? 온 세상의 모든 먼지들이 한 곳에 뭉쳐 먼지들의 도시, 먼지공화국을 만들지 않을까?
그럼 먼지가 물러난 세상은 마냥 깨끗하고 쾌적할까? 잘 모르겠다.
진짜 먼지 말고도 사람과 사람 사이에 떠다니는 먼지들이 지금도 너무너무 많아서. 어쩌면 우리도 그저 거대한 ‘먼지 덩어리'일 수 있잖아.

이 우주에게 나는 어떤 색깔의 먼지이려나.
오늘 밤도

먼지 같은 하루를 훅- 불어 보낸다

Even though I’m just a dust in the universe, I don’t really like dust.
It blurs my vision,
it makes me cough,
it makes me feel timid so I hate it.

But today while I was walking and dust suddenly got into my eyes, I had a thought. Then won’t it be that the world looks like it’s a pointillism painting with all the dust of various colours
Sometimes I feel sorry towards dust, their existence wasn’t a mistake but they always got sweep and thrown around like they are a mistake. It’s unwanted and harmful even when we’re breathing.
The fate of these dust are quite sad. There isn’t a single person who sees dust as a precious thing. I don’t know if it’s possible, but what if these dust have a character..
Won’t all the dust in the world gather in one place and make a city for dust, a republic for dust?
Then, will a place without dust be clean and pleasant? I don’t know.
Besides the real dust, there’s a lot of dust floating between humans now too. Maybe we will just be huge “pile of dust” too.

I wonder what dust colour I am to the universe.
Again I spend tonight blowing away my day that’s like dust.

© letmesuga
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A wood burning I did of @therealjacksepticeye a while ago, it’s all done in pointillism and its on a 5"x5" piece of wood. It took a few days but it was totally worth the result! 
If Jack sees this, I hope that it brings a smile to your face just like your videos do for all of us.
And I hope all of you guys like this as well, I’m happy to contribute to the community in any way I can.

why you should love namjoon: his tweets and fancafe posts

“If someone asks me what my wish is, I won’t hesitate when replying with, “My wish is for the people who love me to be happy.” If that can’t come true, then I can’t be happy either! Thank you and let’s all live awesomely!” (trans cr; wonnie @ bts-trans )


“To all who are standing strong and living the lives you’ve paved for yourself, breaking free from discriminatory views and objections of others, I’m supporting you. But again to those who are bound by the present reality, I’m supporting you too. I understand what it’s like. The whole thing about life being smooth sailing and what. But when there’s something significant and that you want for yourself, that’s the most progressive step to getting closer to this concept we call Happiness. Though it’s like this, we can’t blame this on people who don’t agree. It’s all very real. People who are fighting with the Angels and Demons within them, you’re all beautiful. It can’t be so that happiness is ours to begin with. Can it be that we’ll win that demon? It’s almost like a mirage that God created. It’s true and slowly, I do think that if we become more honest we’ll all see that in ourselves. However it is, all who’s lost are also lovely. Today too, tomorrow too let me and you be so obsessed with happiness and live. As much you’re unable to see that (happiness), just be happy. There’s no need to punish yourself for moving forward. There’s no need to listen to my words even. I simply want to say that the answer you know of right now, is the right answer.” (trans cr; Denise @ bts-trans)


“I hope people who always love me live each day better. Sometimes, I want to listen to your story, not as Rapmonster, but as Namjoon… Due to multiple invisible walls, though a person’s loneliness and sadness cannot be held, it clings even more in music. Though I cannot entirely know your loneliness, it would be nice if my expression, my tone and my voice are able to hug you.” (trans cr; Tiffany @ bts-trans)


“Even though I’m just a dust in the universe, I don’t really like dust. It blurs my vision, it makes me cough, it makes me feel timid so I hate it. But today while I was walking and dust suddenly got into my eyes, I had a thought: then won’t it be that the world looks like it’s a pointillism painting with all the dust of various colors?…I wonder what dust color I am to the universe. Again, I spend tonight blowing away my day that’s like dust.” (trans credit:  © letmesuga)  


“I sincerely hope all of you too have some sort of a shelter in your mind. Like a place you could go to as a last resort. That’s how people can live. I always feel lonely and pained but it’s a new feeling. Being able to do something feels like a luxury.” (trans credit:  © letmesuga)

“I know very well that no matter what, there can’t always be good and pretty things, things can never last forever and you can’t always get what you want.
However, you and me, we’re all the same. This selfish heart wishes for the people I love to always be happy. I have no other words to say but I’m really thankful to all of you who willingly gave a piece of your heart. All I can do is to just do my best at any time. That is my way of love. Please take good care of me today as well “
(trans credit: © letmesuga)