the pic... and the song


I was tagged by @danidery and @stariousfalls to post a pic of my lock screen, background, last song and selfie. I love you both but how dare you make me post a selfie! Just kidding mwah!

My lock screen is an old photo of my grandparents from back when they were about my age. I love them both and I’m glad they’re both resting in peace together. My background is just a generic galaxy image I found on here that I liked. Also ignore the large amount of emails and calls I’ve missed. It’s a lot of work stuff that I use an actual computer for. Last song is Control by Halsey. I love Halsey and it was on my “Whatever” playlist. The selfie is just a very serious and intimidating looking me showing which side I got my tooth taken out for a friend. I promise I’m not always like that it’s just the last one I took 😫

I’m tagging @the-ill-doctor @scipunk63 @triturechan @a-million-chromatic-dreams @thedobermutt @embulalia @skaleigha and that’s all for now!


Decided to check back in for a bit and saw I got tagged by @stariousfalls to post my background and lockscreen, the last song I listened to and a “pic” of myself. Thank you, friend. ❤

My lockscreen is of the boys, of course, and my background is of the drawing I did. Last song I listened to is Intention by Kiiara. I’ve been listening to it non-stop for awhile. Erm…. Still not really comfortable showing my face so here is one of my many bags. XD Maybe one day. Just not anytime soon. ^^;

I think people might have done this so I’m not really going to tag anyone. Maybe next time. And now I’m going back to my break.


I was tagged by @stariousfalls AND @a-million-chromatic-dreams to post my lock screen, background, the last song I listened to, and a pic of myself. Thank you!! ^^

My lock screen is of course s/tar trek related lmao… and my wallpaper is just some pretty space related pic i found a while ago. the last song i listened to was Fireside by Arctic Monkeys, and i look terrible today so the selfie is from a few weeks ago~

idk who’s been tagged/who even wants to do it.. i’ll tag @skyblep @akay4 @syntheticsloth and if you see this and you REALLY wanna do it, go ahead ^^ no obligation tho!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.