I never went to a Linkin Park concert. I don’t own all of their albums. There are songs they made that I don’t like. Some might say I wasn’t really a fan. It’s true, I wasn’t a fan per say. Sometimes I didn’t listen to their songs for months. I didn’t even think about them. But somehow they were always there in me.
At 12, as I was becoming aware of what dying and living meant, of what was the meaning of “legacy” was, of the person I wanted to be, Leave Out All The Rest played on repeat in my head
At 13, when I started to realize I had been and still was a victim of verbal and emotional abuse from my father, it was Numb who helped me get through it
At 15, when my first wave of depression hit, my heart cried but also rested on Shadow of the Day on my way to and back from highschool
At 16, I became aware of both the terrible and beautiful things humankind could do willingly; thank you What I’ve Done and Hands Held High for keeping me steady against this madness
At 17, when depression hit me real hard, when all I wanted was for everything to end and I was ready to take my own life, Iridescent told me to let it go
At 19, One More Light was there to help me accept that caring as much as I did was a strength and not a weakness and that gentleness and kindness were very much needed in the era we live in
Throughout my teenage years and at most defining points of my identity, Linkin Park was there. Chester Bennington’s voice was there to tell me that it was okay, that I wasn’t alone or that I should move my ass.
Netherlands: “So I guess you could call me your Pap.” America: “Pop?” Netherlands: “No, that means doll. I said Pap.” America: “Pop!” Netherlands: “…okay, I have failed. Come on, you’re going to England.”
This is her current hair from what I understand. First photo from a party at her work, second from Amsterdam, third Instagram story, fourth and fifth from hanging out with friends, sixth from twitter. It appears that she had a light purple, it faded to lavender, then to a really light lavender pink. Could the top be a wig? Yes, but in the first photo you can see her scalp so she either has a really great wig maker or purple hair and potentially some extensions. I didn’t actually think it was her hair until it started fading honestly. Or there’s potentially she has a lavender wig and very light lavender hair. Either way there’s color in there, and before that I believe she had blonde in it? Her roots aren’t super grown out either, I’ve left my own hair alone for a month or two and the roots are much, much longer, so that color is newer.