the only selfie i probably will ever post

therealalyssas: Hey. Thought I’d pull back the curtain for some of you young ladies out there. The thing is, we’re constantly bombarded with gorgeous images of the women around us, whether they’re celebrities or friends. The snaps you see them post are carefully chosen to project the beauty and lifestyle they want you to believe they have.
People take multiple selfies to get a good one, use all kinds of filters and tinker with all kinds of settings (the pic of me on the left is 1 of 7 I took, and obviously filtered and tweaked). When I was a model, we’d shoot ALL DAY (in amazing light, with a team of professionals) for only 8-10 pictures. We would literally shoot hundreds of frames to choose just 1, which was then perfected through hours of retouching.
Studies suggest looking at selfies on Facebook and other forms of social media can give females negative feelings about body image. I could have posted the pic on the left this morning (I mean, c'mon, this is the best selfie I’ve ever taken!), along with say, an inspirational quote or romantic poem I found online, making me look both HOT and profound. (Knowing me though the caption probably would have ended up a Yoda quote warning you of the “dark side” cause there’s a cool shadow in the pic and I’m a fucking nerd). And then I’d feel validated by likes and flattering comments. BUT, the reality is, today I’m tired. I woke up with a big pimple under my nose and I went to a “booty and abs” Pilates class this morning because I too am susceptible - I keep seeing images of girls with perfectly toned tummies and perky butts on here, and it makes me think I should be working harder, juicing more, eating more quinoa, eating less pizza, going to more parties, wearing cooler clothes (I have NEVER been “airport chic” and I NEVER will be. Seriously?? THAT’S what you wore on a plane?!), vacationing in exotic locales, and ugh, WINNING MORE GRAMMYS. Also, my eyebrows are never on fleek. Let’s be real. We’re all just fucking sitting here on Instagram in our sweats. ✌🏼️

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@adhd-is

Hey! I’ve never posted proper photos of myself on here before, but now I’m like, #yolo, even if just for today, so here we #golo

ADHD is…

Not being diagnosed in childhood, because you did “too well” in school

Spending your teens feeling stupid as all hell, because you struggle to meet deadlines and can’t quite understand concepts in subjects that don’t 100% capture your interest (math, u lil bitch, i am lookin @ u)

Having your executive dysfunction chalked up to “laziness” because if you’re smart, you “can’t” have ADHD, so you’re obviously just unmotivated and lazy. Except if you were unmotivated and lazy, you wouldn’t have high achievement, so like, check mate, bud?

Being told that ADHD isn’t a reason for your behavior, it’s an “excuse”, and that you should just “do better” despite your brain literally not being able to

Not being told you have it until you’re 18 and struggling to function like an adult

Having trouble driving because you can’t focus, having trouble sleeping because you can’t stay still, having trouble with chores because you never remember anything

Hyperfocusing on something so hard that suddenly it’s 6 AM and you’ve ruined your sleep schedule all over again

Suffering from loads of mental health issues, overcoming literally all of them, and having your executive dysfunction still blamed on them because people just??? really love????? to use mental illness and their ableism as a scapegoat?????? instead of trying to help, and recognizing that adhd is a permanent part of you?????????? like “are you sure you’re not just depressed” yes. thank you for your opinion even though i never asked for it, but I am actually very sure, good day to you too sweetie :) :)) :)))

Not being able to make yourself shut up when you’re speaking about something you’re passionate about. Having that problem in college lectures, and hearing a few people snicker each time you talk because you’re /that girl/ who /talks too much/ and has /too many opinions/ like gawd sorry for taking up space ffs

BUT ALSO, ADHD IS…

Finally having an explanation for some of your less-loved quirks, and knowing that you’re not just lazy or stupid

Finding a whole bunch of people who get it

Being able to do amazing things when you hyper focus, getting more done than most people because you actually can’t get distracted for once

Finding outlets for your energy very early on in life, and finding them to be your favorite things in the whole world (acting, dance, music)

Being able to multitask like a pro (and also having to multitask, because when you have the tv/radio/whatever on in the background, it’s a distraction you can control, which helps a lot)

Knowing a whole ton of totally random trivia about so many different things, and a bunch of information on a few select topics, to the point that people think you’re a student in those things (example - I’ve been very physically sick this year, I like to read medical journals, and when I went in to get a CT scan a few months ago, the tech asked me if I was a medical student because of how much I know about it all)

Having a huge amount of energy when you’re doing things you like, and feeling it exponentially grow, feeling like you can take on the world

Understanding that nothing’s wrong with you. You work differently than most people, and it makes life hard, but that’s because of the world, not because of you. It’s just how we are.

Tag Game!

Thank you to @yourplisetsky (an awesome person) for tagging me to post 10 facts about myself and a selfie!

1. I hardly ever get emotional about real life, I only cry if I get confused or frustrated, but if you put a movie on I’ll probably start sobbing. In the past few weeks alone I’ve cried at 6 out of the 7 movies I have watched.

2. I have no clue what my sexuality is, but that’s okay.

3. I get really obsessed with things. It can range from one particular song that I have to memorise every single part of to an entire TV series that I feel a huge connection to and then become really depressed about when I run out of content and have nothing else to obsess over.

4.  My guilty pleasure is bird watching.

5. I have a knee condition called Osgood Schlatter. I’ve had it for around 9 years, although it’s supposed to go away within around 1 year. It’s also most common in athletic boys, AND I AM NEITHER OF THOSE THINGS.

6. I love my bed.

7. I’m incredibly accident prone. If you said the name of a random body part then I could probably tell you an injury I’ve had there.

8. I can’t stand being warm, it’s one of the worst feelings on the planet. It’s been really warm here recently and it makes me feel gross. I want it to be cold so I can wear a dozen blankets and a cosy jumper and fluffy socks.

9. I have so many books that I haven’t had time to read yet. I will get round to it, eventually. Also, my favourite book is The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern.

10.  I bite my nails and I have done since I can remember, although my mum seems to believe that I quit for years and was shocked last week when I told her that never happened. (Yes, I know it’s gross.)

So I had to go over to my window to take this and my neighbours were in their garden so I had to stick with the first picture I took. I have a goofy face shush.

Tag time! Sorry if you’ve already done this:

@sorcererofsupremepizza @superblyweepingperfectionus @johnwatso @wisdomofholmes @one-thousand-splendid-stars @cysiana @william-sherlock-soft-holmes @blurryfandoms @redhead-at-221b @leaastf

Dangan's and their tumblr blogs

Naegi: really standard theme. totally in darker pastels and uses cute userboxes. tags everything. friends page, exasperated story posts about his class, memes. description is like three feet long. average following, like 200-300 followers.

Maizono: def has a pink/blue aesthetic and blogs all day about her concerts. tags her friends in everything she loves and thinks they’ll love it too. changes icon like every few days but it’s always just a different selfie. instagram and like 600 heart emojis. description is minimalistic: “Sayaka/17/Idol/🎤❤💙❤💙🎤/(inspirational quote here). Huge follower count, still makes a big deal about gaining 100 followers. Does a lot of giveaways.

Ikusaba: uses her name meaning as a url so it’s like “xxcorpse-warbladexx”. colors are the generic black bg and white text. pretty much part educating people on weapons, part vague-ing about her crush (i.e. reblogging affectionate posts and tagging as “crush”), and mostly talking about her sister. description is just “ikusaba mukuro|soldier|female” and a link to her sister’s blog. Doesn’t talk much about herself or her friends. Hasn’t touched the thing in 5 years. Still has a decent 400 followers

Kuwata: BOLD ASS COLORS AND EYE STRAIN OUT THE WAZOO. seriously, this kid has the most extreme, saturated colors of anyone else. he sees no issue with it. triggered jokes probably, only ‘cause he doesn’t understand what it even means. he posts about his wins in baseball and vagues about his cousin in a bad and really obviously-about-her way. Everyone that tags him calls him Kuweenie. He constantly sends his friends memes in their ask. Shitpost bots. Like 800 followers. Desc. is just “Yo, I’m Leon Kuwata!” and then just his fucking life story honestly. Rants about baseball 24/7, no one knows why he still plays tbh. Selfie game strong.

Fujisaki: best theme of them all, made it themself. Green colors, always posts things like “if i ever reblog something offensive please tell me I promise I’ll delete it!!” like 4 times a week just in case. The most unproblematic. Gets really excited when they get a new piece of tech and blogs about it all day. “I’m Chihiro, a professional programmer in Japan. I hope you enjoy your stay on my blog! 💚💚”. Is science side of tumblr occasionally. Uses the “dark side of ___ show me the illegal ____” meme too much. Friend page, about page, page after page after page holy shit my dude chill out. Not one to show their face but reblogs pictures of them their friends post.

Oowada: Biker aesthetic. Black and gold colors, bold text, “no spellcheck we die like mne”. If he does something that he blogs multiple posts in a row about, he tags it as an “adventure”. Blogged till post limit when he tried getting Ishimaru to learn how to ride his motorcycle. 50000 pictures of him and his gang. Desc. is literally just a quote from a movie and title is the name of his gang. Reblogs anime characters with pompadours, namely Knuckle (hxh) and Josuke (jjba) because he loves comparing his fucking monstrosity hair to theirs. Tags posts about friendship as “bro” so Ishimaru sees. 200 followers.

Ishimaru: study blog. Barebones theme, only just changed the default icon last week. Posts a lot about his class and study notes, answers asks from people about tips on doing work and finding motivation. Tags everything because he loves being orderly. Has a reminder on his phone to check Oowada’s bro tag and makes his own, but it’s just tagged as his name. Low-key conspiracy theorist and nobody knows what he looks like until the motorcycle post stuff happens. Gets anons calling him a cinnamon roll and responds “THIS IS WHAT IS CALLED AN “INTERNET MEME”, YES? HAHA, EXCELLENT! BUT, WHY A CINNAMON ROLL?“. always talks in capslock. Every post feels more intense than an action movie. No description, but the title is "ISHIMARU’S STUDY BLOG”. No emojis ever. Those are illegal on his blog.

Yamada: Anime. Manga. Probably gets deep into the discourse for his favorite things. Elitist attitude on different anime/manga. Posts updates on his doujins constantly, and everyone reblogs it with yelling. Posts a selfie every few months. Gets a lot of anon hate but he shuts them tf up quick. Separate blog for nsfw things. 1k followers and it goes down and up drastically at random. “Yamada/The Alpha and The Omega|Doujin artist|17 years young”

Celeste: Red and black aesthetic. Definitely the most edgy blog aside from Enoshima. No memes, but she reblogs a ton of those vampire aesthetic things and probably follows komaedalovemail to reblog the weird audio and video posts. It’s literally just an aesthetic blog of her in Lolita outfits, vampires, Victorian era dresses, and haunted castles. Her description is just her name and age. Like 20 followers and a cornchip.

Oogami: Flower cursor that Fujisaki helped install. Pretty much just an instructional blog she uses to teach people things like self-defense and a little offense. Half that and half talking about her friends and posts Asahina tags her in, even if she’s not particularly interested. Good following, like 600.

Kirigiri: “Blood splatter analysis” and other things like that. Actively looks for misinformation to correct it. Receipts on literally everyone, has no receipts of herself because there’s nothing you can get that she regrets. Dark purple/burgundy aesthetic. “Kyouko/Japan/Kuwata stop tagging me in those stupid memes”. Gets tagged by Maizono in a lot of pictures of her and others. Occasional gore from horror movies and she adds how it’s unrealistic looking and rates it. 400 followers.

Fukawa: book reviews everywhere. Disses Yamada’s doujins so much that he made a.doujin about her novel. She blocked him. Tags Togami in everything, but he won’t reblog it if she tagged him, even if he likes the content. Everyone gets so confused on why most of her posts go from reserved and kinda salty to ALL CAPS NO PUNCTUATION WE DIE LIKE MEN WOOOOO bc no one knows about Syo and Fukawa just deletes the posts when she switches back. Talks about Komaru and Togami a lot.

Hagakure: so many links to things it looks like a scam blog at first. Gif of a smoky crystal ball as his header. “9/11 was an inside job, click here for more”. Clickbait and unsourced info. Does post some neat videos and facts about things like tarot cards. Memes with Kuwata and tags them all in stupid shitposts. Probably taped 43 pictures of Nicholas Cage in Naegi’s dorm, posted about it, and reblogged Naegi’s frantic posts about it.

Asahina: ocean aesthetic. Takes like 40 selfies a day and blogs about her at the olympics and any of her fellow students she might see there. Stresses the importance of taking care of yourself and kinda doubles as a cute blog and a self help blog. Tags Oogami in animal memes and vines, which she always reblogs. Takes pictures and blogs about everything she’s doing atm, even if it’s just taking a walk.

Togami: Secretly a memester too. Pretends he doesn’t like memes and denies reblogging(then deleting) them. Kirigiri has all the receipts on that. Hagakure finds posts about the Illuminati and tags him with “look your family”. Generally doesn’t use his blog much except to boost his ego. Usually posts about how annoying his classmates are. Unironically says “plebs”.

Enoshima: Cutesy and mostly her modeling pictures along with her around her classmates. Has an overall tone of a generic cute, smart, popular high schooler. Has like 6k followers and gets the Gross Anons. The worst shitposter of them all, but also insensitive and posts memes reflecting that. Autoplay music player at full volume.

i was tagged by @lovely-loathsome to list 20 facts about myself! 

  1. i’ve never been to an actual school before, i was “homeschooled” (not really my mom had ambitions until she got some Depression) and it’s been pretty boring tbh
  2. i was named after a song! i put a diff name in my bio here bc i didn’t want people i knew irl finding my blog w/ all the weird shit i reblog, but i posted a selfie recently so the different name is basically pointless so i’ll probably put my real name in soon lol
  3. i once slept for 22hrs, only waking a couple times to use the bathroom
  4. my imaginary friend when i was 7 was the grim reaper
  5. i’m the youngest of 3 kids
  6. i don’t know how to swim and at this point i don’t think i’ll ever learn
  7. i was intensely afraid of 2-D from the band Gorillaz until i was around 12/13 and heard their song “On Melancholy Hill”, i loved it, so i forced myself to watch their music vids until i wasn’t scared and i now looove them
  8. i was raised wiccan/pagan
  9. my all time favorite band is My Chemical Romance, and i know ppl like to poke fun at them and shit but they truly were the only good thing in my life for a couple years and their music always, always makes me feel happy
  10. i read the entire twilight series when i was about 9
  11. my favorite song is “Tongue-Tied” by Grouplove
  12. i also always forget how to spell “tongue”, where the fuck does the u go
  13. the first horror movie i watched was Friday The 13th (hence the url)
  14. i spend most of my life in pajamas 
  15. i’ve been drinking coffee since i was about 8 
  16. i’ve never broken a bone
  17. i only genuinely hate about 3 ppl and i don’t know any of them personally 
  18. i like watching documentaries about weight issues and plastic surgery
  19. when i was 8 i was obsessed with the song “A Little Piece Of Heaven” by Avenged Sevenfold, i didn’t totally understand what the song was about but i’d listen to it on repeat. i still listen to it, just not so much lol
  20. i like looking at rotten food and i don’t know why

i tag @schadenfxeude @whitecrosses @orgystitches @m0rbidcuri0sity @halcyongrl @suicidaldream379 don’t worry if u don’t wanna do it!

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these are probably 2 of the only selfies i have ever taken w/o any makeup on. i don’t expect reblogs or likes on this.

i’m posting these because lately i have been feeling so low about myself w/o makeup or filters … i have been feeling self conscious and gross about myself and it kills me.

everyone has their own definition of beauty, and i hope some day i’ll learn to love myself w/o beauty products and still feel just as beautiful as i do with them.

am leaving for a while!

yes, that’s right. From the 15th of June to the 10th of July, I can’t be posting anything because I’ll be in my hometown, Bilbo(yes it’s actually called that. The Spanish name of it is Bilbao.).

You can still send me asks since there’s internet cafés and places with wifi, so I probably will be able to respond :) and if you’re really desperate to contact me, or feel particularily full of bagginshield aus and headcanons to discuss, you can personal ask me about my kik if you want.

I really am sorry to be absent for so long, and I will miss all of you people(even though you’ll forgot why you even follow me in about a week), but! The somewhat good news is that while I’m away, I shall be working on a long, long Bagginshield comic, which will be a Modern AU and will look a bit like this

so that’s good, at least. i think. bad news(for me) is that i’ll miss all the commotion about the trailer, since i’ll probably miss that too(damn it!).

um, so that’s that. i hope you still stick with me through this hiatus, but if you don’t that’s okay too. thanks for sticking with me until now! leaving tomorrow, so ask me whatever you want until then(and afterwards too i guess)!!

and here’s an obligatory unwanted, astonishingly awkward messy goodbye selfie(only one i shall ever post)

 

 bye my people

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This is probably the most selfies I will EVER post at one time. But in black solidarity — #blackout! Love ya’ll and ya melanin. I was going through my selfies and noting how my skin color changes over the year depending on how much the sun decides to kiss it. My own skin reminds me of how many beautiful shades ‘black’ actually comes in, and now I have more reminders of 'blackness’ filling up my dash today. :) Not only in color, but in how many genders/sexual orientations/lifestyles & ethnicities 'black’ also comes in. How amazing and lovely. I am falling in love with so many of you *blush*. Most of all, I am sending my love out to all the black women who struggle with their skin, their body, their features, and their place in the world. Been there, still there, but getting better all the time….

Let me draw you!

Okay, so here’s the thing. Art schools apparently want ~realism~ in their potential students portfolios. Also they don’t want fan art, pictures of celebrities, self portraits, etc. Which leaves me in a little bit of a bind because the only realism I’ve ever really done is of myself or of celebrities (aka Sebastian Stan). So, I really need people to draw. Not necessarily for my portfolio, most will probably just stay in my sketchbook tbh. So please reblog with your selfie tag if it’s cool if I draw you! And I’ll ask permission and everything before I even think of using it for my portfolio or posting it to tumblr. I can’t promise that I’ll draw every person that reblogs this, but I’ll try! Also make sure your ask box is open so I can ask permission to post!

WARNING SUPER LONG TAYLOR STORY

But this is a true story to show you just the kind of person Taylor really is. It literally could be almost out of a movie …. My story…
Ok , so she followed me back in December, and i was so happy!! right before Christmas. And i was so happy i didn’t sleep all day. And i think she followed me bc she saw my url of the art she got of mine , when i won tickets to the ellen show, she thanked me and took it from my hand. I didn’t talk to her though, or anything but i got to shake Ellen’s hand and hers at the same time , pretty cool. And we basically had a 30 mini people concert on Ellen’s stage, it was so small and intimate and cool. She was in arms reach , i didn’t even have to move for her to take it from me. Then, later on there was the IHeart awards and you could win tickets on this site online. And i got tickets to be a seat filler. You could win, pitt tickets or seat filler tickets. And a seat filler is where move around alot throughout the show and sometimes you’ll be at a celebrity’s table or sitting by them with the guests. And i thought that was pretty cool. So i stayed up posting about that i won with my friends. Like ALL nite. But they got pitt tickets. So they knew where they would be sitting and could post it. I did not. Because a Seat filler u move constantly like i mean ALOT. And so i stayed up all late and that nite before posting, drawing things, singing, etc, lol and asking if i could say hi to her. And she never liked anything about it or of my friends. But one post of mine later, that had to do with the awards. And of course i didn’t think anything of it , but now i know why, she wanted to surprise us being the sneaky and amazing girl she is. And i was so excited to go to the awards, that i didn’t even sleep, i went to the show early ,i was the very first in line. It was so hot outside i stood for hours in heels before we went in. And come to find out they slightly over booked. So alot of us stayed behind this giant black curtain , literally by the trash and food lol. And i was like missing alot of the show almost. I Was so sad. We just got to watch it on a tv in this room. They tended to only pick girls that dressed in short dresses to sit around people and the Celebs it seemed. I was so sad. The guys were so rude to me. Even this one guy just kept picking the same girls. And towards the VERY end they finally let me , out and moved me towards the front. I sat at the same table with Scott Borchetta! I wanted to say something so bad to him, but it was tv and all professional, and i didn’t want to be one of those annoying people. And i couldn’t even dance where I was like the pitt people where my friends were that she met. And then Taylor walked literally RIGHT pass me to get an award and she sat right across from me onstage. literally RIGHT across from me At the very end and her last award. She was i mean right there i was on stage with her. And i wanted to say something SOO bad. But it was tv so i couldn’t . So i just cheered her on and clapped . And i didn’t want to bug her i tried to do a little wave but she was so focused on snoop and getting her award there was no way to get her attention lol. And the show was over, i was so sad that i was behind a curtain most all of the time. And the guys were being so rude. But i tried to make the most of it because i got to see taylor! and i was so happy she won so many awards like she deserved . So i walked all the way back to my car like blocks away, alone dying in these heels and got my phone. And looked at my messages and saw my friend’s message, and my heart just dropped . shes like u met taylor right? she found u right? And i was all what?!?!. Shes all , she was looking for u!!! and i just couldn’t believe it ! I didn’t know what to think, i totally cried . And i was happy for my friends, but so sad that i blew probably my only chance like ever . And the second i kid you not! I turned my radio on , the song i just havent met u yet came on of all songs!! That day was just so ironic ! even from the girl that came five mins after me in line , that was right behind me all day , happen to be sitting at taylors table all nitee ! And she was in the only selfie taylor posted in the background! It would have been me! If i was 3 mins later. In line so crazy! And If she saw me she wouldve recognized me because she was looking at our blogs to find us all that day. so tbh i cried all the way home, not really because i was sad that i didnt meet her, but more so that she even would do something so nice. and i made a video telling taylor, sorry i missed her, but thanked her for trying to meet me it meant alot. And so i thought there went that. Then she never liked anything untill next day but it had nothing to do thanking her, or about the awards. It was totally random things. Now i know that was on purpose. Then I got an anon the following morning asking me for my concert dates. Like who would care or go on anon for that? Now i know why . And i didn’t think anything of it then. And so the whole time they had been keeping tabs on me i guess so she would be sure and know where i was and meet me later like at my concert date. But she saw i won tickets for Rock in rio in vegas and that i was there so she met me then instead . Ok for the crazy second part of my story, after all that crazy IHeart stuff . I was at the dmv only because they had told me to come back later, i wasn’t even meant to be there that day. This is how i know its meant to be now. And not knowing what the radio contest was even for i was bored at the dmv, and i just heard call right now and i did, and i won rock in rio tickets. I was so in shock when i found out they were for taylor, for one i never listen to the radio either lol. And i never have won a radio thing ever. and my friends were going that were from the iheart awards too. So i should’ve got a clue maybe this was a sign for a second chance . But I didnt wanna be too hopeful. And i didn’t expect anything from Taylor. She did enough. The crowd was going to be crazy, insane ! Like 50,000 people! no seats nothing. All floor seating. I got billboard tickets too, so i thought maybe then i could have a possible chance. So i posted about vegas, and a outfit i made just for fun. It literally was because i loved making things . Because there was no loft . I knew that it was more of a festival. But her whole show for the first time in the u.s. people didn’t really dress up too much , i was like the only one that made a outfit lol. And i happend to get yes ill say it i don’t care, its embarrassing, a bladder infection , right before i left. I was SUPER sick nauseous. Drove to vegas alone. Having to stop at gas stations almost constantly bc i was so sick. Bc the antibiotics take over a week to fully work. And then i broke my phone yay me! Lol . Then i Met up with my friends, one from Australia , andrea. shes so sweet. That night i added the finishing touches to my dress. I couldn’t sleep at all that night i felt so sick. and the day came, and taylor didnt come on till almost midnight! We were there at like 9 am! Like crazy so long. We were in line with some of the other kinda tumblr famous people they were so cool, i love nic. She was one of the first people there too. I already was so tired and sick from the heat. And then finally the 3 gates opened. people ran like the Friggn hunger games ! it was crazy ! u have to run literally for like a mile to get to the stage! . ts a huge outdoor concert area. I got stomped on, felt so sick. I Ran and finally got there i felt like i was going to die. Not even kidding . I usuallly can handle alot bc i was sick as a kid most of my life and spent alot of time in the hospital. So thats when u know its bad. And we got to the stage. It was only 3pm! So i had almost 8 hours or so till she came on! And i was feeling so awful, dehydrated , hungry u couldnt leave or youd loose ur spot by the stage. No chairs . And i got so sunburnt like bad i forgot sunscreen dumb me. And eventually it got so crowded you could not sit. And i got kicked in the heels. i was bleeding no joke! I seriously tried not to cry . Because after all i went thru, as bad as i felt, i wasn’t going to not see taylor. No way. And i couldn’t even get to a bathroom. Ironically of all illnesses the time i literally could not use a bathroom for hours. And no to mention basically standing for hours straight, no sit time. And not to mention its still 2 hours or more added to that because thats how long her concert lasted. And i literally was in so much pain, i couldn’t get water or sit. My phone died, even with a battery pack charger. Since i was there for so long. And the min i was about to cry and told everyone im so sad but i literally cant do it , i felt so sick and i cant stand anymore i have to go walk to first aide or lay down in the grass . I kid u not the MIN i went to go , this girl came up to me and said taylor wanted to meet me. And i was like 😦. Totally in shock like totally , like not expecting it at all. And my phone had died so i saw no messages from her or taylor nation. And i never answered them. But she still tried! Being the sweet Taylor she is. she didnt give up and had people from online she saw , that she thought might know me come find me. How cool is that? She is literally so sweet. Like in a crowd of 50,000 people no phone, taylor Friggn swift found a way to find me. I literally didn’t cry because it seemed to surreal. I didnt believe it. So they told me after ed sheeran sings to go meet in this certain spot. And i had to push thru a level crowd of like 50,000 people my outfit was literally falling apart from such a long day, and having to push through people that wouldn’t move . and no one wanted to move. But i finally got out of the crowd. And she asked our names i was with a couple of girls taylor was going to meet too . It was tree and someone else. And they started to take us backstage. I was talking to tree along the way she was so nice , all the people we passed said congrats guys! And i was so sick, and tired in shock, I honestly didnt feel all there. Like it was a dream. It was so cool because she had no meet and greet set up at all, or any loft. She literally MADE time . So then bc of this we all got a little extra time. I was so happy to sit for a few mins before i met her . It was pure heaven, if i didn’t get to sit, i don’t think i could have made it though her concert whatsoever. And the room was so small, smaller than a bedroom size. it was like her dressing room. I got to sit next to her blue shake it off shoes and some oufits. And we were there for like a half hour total. There weren’t very many of us at all. she was like Im so glad i found u guys! It was kinda hard , but I’m glad i finally found you too this time! I was so in shock right when i walked in she was like just right there. Like i just couldnt believe it . We all talked in a group but i was quiet because i was sick and in shock. And it seemed like if i tried to talk everyone just talked over me so i gave up. But i really didn’t care because i was just happy to be there. She danced around and did funny accents lol. I let everyone else go first really, and by some miracle idk how, the bag i brought with me ended up having the necklace in it that i had been saving since the i heart awards. I gave her the cat necklace i had. She said she loved it. It was even her birthstone , And Hugged me a bunch. I talked to treee while she saw the other girl. And i just didnt ask questions really or take a video, the time your actually allowed too for once , i didn’t . because my phone was dead , and i didnt have one again like the iheart awards. and i was in such shock. And i didn’t want to seem greedy, or ask people to use their phone. i was just happy to be there . she told me she loved me , and llike nuzzled her chin on my head and side hugged me again, and saw my outfit and talked about it . Her and tree loved it , unfortunately it was falling apart by then . and i was embarrassed. But she was so nice about it and said she saw it online lol, and she cant believe i do all that for her, and all i went through for her, and that im amazing and i made her so happy. i think i said i love u i hope lol. And she wrote long live for me, for my grandma, a tattoo i wanted. And then we left she said she was making sure security saved our spots and escorted us back, so we Could just hop over the front of stage so we wouldnt have to go thru the crazy crowd. So we hopped over, i danced thru all the pain and had the best night ever. So I was a mess when she saw me. I didn’t say anything i wanted to at all. But it was of course and it was still the best day of my life. And not to mention after wards being so tired and hungry and dehydrated , after all that we still had to walk back to the hotel. So i still didn’t eat or drink till the next day.and just crashed on my bed… The end

So this post isn’t to brag, in anyway. I just want to show how amazing and kind of a person taylor is . She met my friends. She has 80 million fans. She didn’t have to try and meet me again, but she kept trying and did. And the point of this story is also to show you that anything is possible. And never give up on meeting taylor because it does happen when you least expect it, and when its meant to be it will. So don’t get discouraged , and never give up. Because i know why it wasn’t meant to be then. My other grandma died a week after i met her. And that helped get me through. And i wouldn’t be able to tell this crazy long story , that might inspire you guys to never give up, if i met her at the awards now could i?! That is just what is so special about Taylor , she makes you believe and never loose hope … ( don’t expect any reblogs at all . Because this is just to show who taylor truly is…. @taylorswift @swiftdownunder @swiftiesparkleshine

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inspired by sexyfortunecookie 2 post these no makeup selfies♥ seeing their natural skin was so inspiring to me because it’s so easy to feel like you’re the only one with imperfect skin even when you know other people are wearing makeup! like even if i know someone is wearing makeup i usually just assume oh their skin is probably perfect anyways and looks the same underneath and i’m the only one who is actually rly ugly underneath all my makeup, but it’s not true! we all have “flaws” and none of us are ugly underneath our makeup, our natural faces are beautiful too tbh

GOT7 reaction to you wanting a cat

It’s the second time I’m writing this thing. Why my pc doesn’t like me? ;_;

It took me so much time, something like 2/3 h! D:

But, personally, I like how it turned out for being my first real reaction. :3

Hope you’d like it too! See ya!

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Mark

-Mark, can we adopt a kitty? I’d really love to have one, please!- you begged him while you were hugged on the couch.

Mark looked at you, a bit sad. Not because he would be jealous or something like that. But because he already had Coco, which probably wouldn’t like the new “friend”.

-[Y/N], you know I already have Coco with Youngjae. Even if Coco is a good dog, he probably wouldn’t like a cat. I can’t take a kitty, ‘til I have him. - he said while caressing your hand.

-I’m so sorry, baby. But I promise, one day we will have our little family with a cat in it, okay?- you smiled at him, nodding your head.

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JB

-Jaebum!- you ran towards him when he opened the door. -I’m so happy, you’re finally at home!- a bright smile on your face, he hugged you and kissed your forehead, smiling too.

-Wah, I’m exhausted.- he hang up his coat and slowly moved towards the kitchen. You immediatly started to warm up the dinner.

-Did you cook for us? You didn’t had to… thanks.- JB hugged you again, this time from behind.

-Oppa, I was thinking… you really like cats, don’t ya?- Jaebum nodded his head.

-Then… can we adopt one? No matter if it would be a boy or a girl, just… just a cat.

He hide his head in you hair, mumbling something to himself.

-A cat… mhhh… It would be really good to have a kitty in this house, you wouldn’t feel so alone when I’m on tour with the others. And… I love cats. Yeah, we can do this.- JB kissed your cheek, while you blushed a bit.

-Thank you, oppa!

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Jackson

-Oppa, you know… I was thinking about adopting a kitty, I always wanted one. Would you like to do it?

Jackson was lying on the bed, posting something on Instagram, probably one of the thousands of selfies with you. Without looking at you, he smiled a bit.

-Only if you promise me that it would be a girl, and you’d never ever spend more time alone with the cat, than with me.- You sighed, Jackson could be jealous even of an animal, how was that possible?

When you sat next to him, he was already searching some possible pages were you could adopt a kitty.

-Are we really going to adopt one?- Your eyes shone, and a bright smile took place on your lips.

-Of course, everything for my love!- he hugged you tightly while smiling in a bit strange way.

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Jinyoung

You were out on a walk with your boyfriend, Jinyoung. When a little, black and wthite cat passed in front of you.

-Oppa! Look, what a sweet kitty!- You started to follow quietly the animal.

-[Y/N], what are you doing? It’s a wild cat. You want to take it home or what?- he giggled, seeing how you tried in every way to not scare the little cat.

-I’d like to, but I think he don’t like me. Look, he’s just staring at me!- Jinyoung started to laugh.

-Maybe he’ll follow you if you stop to treat him like a stupid.- You looked at him whit a sad face. -Don’t be so rude!- you sighed seeing the kitty running from you.

Then, you walked to Jinyoung.

-I’ve scared him!- he hugged you tightly -No, you didn’t, he’s behind us.

The cat followed you all the way to home, and Jinyoung acconsented to adopt him.

-Ah, you know I’m not going to take much care of him, yes? It’s your cat, [Y/N].- he said while playing with the new member of your family.

*Pretend you’re JB*

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Youngjae

-[Y/N], we talked about it. I’m so sorry my love, but I’m allergic and I already have Coco. - Youngjae looked really sorry. He knew how you wanted a cat, and he felt guilty for this situation. So he decided to buy you at least a plush, knowing how much you like them.

-I know it isn’t a real kitty, but I bought it anyways, for you.- he gave the mascotte to you. It was really a cute surprise, even tought it wasn’t a real cat.

- Kamsa hamnida, oppa.- he kissed yuor nose and hugged you tightly, whispering a “Don’t stop smiling, one day we will have a kitty, in a way or another”.

Originally posted by markjin

BamBam

You and Kumpimook were at bed, cuddling each other after a film that scared you a lot.

You were tired, anyways, you needed to talk with your boyfriend about one important thing: a cat.

You always desired to have one and hoped that he’d let you adopt one.

-Kumpimook, uhm…- you stoped, afraid of his reaction.

-I really love cats, they’re so cute! And… I’d like to have one, really like, I mean like really like!- you blushed for how stupid you looked.

-Awh, jagiya, a cat?- he continued to hug you.

-I don’t really know if it is a good idea… I’m not really the type of person who knows how to act with an animal, that’s why I like fishes. You just have to feed them and that’s all! And, by the way, what do you mean by ‘cats are cute’?! I’m cuter! A lot!- you sighed “what a child…”, the last fish you had was dead after only a week.

-Yeah, you’re much cuter. And… I know, sorry.

After this short conversation you fell asleep.

A week after, BamBam took you to a pet shop and bought you a kitty, promising that he will learn how to treat a cat.

-I’ll do my best to mantain it alive! Everything for you!

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Yugyeom

-I want a cat.

Yugyeom was talking about something completly different when you said it. He looked at you, a bit confused, adjusting his hair.

-A cat?- he asked, 

-A cat.- you nodded firmly.

-Why do you want a cat?- he asked chuckling.

You explained to him why you wanted one, even showed some photos of the perfect kitty and did some aegyo for convincing him more.

-Well, if you do it like that… maybe I’ll buy a cat for you. Maybe.- he smiled and kissed your forehead, while texting one of his hyungs for help with finding a good pet shop with the exact race of cat you wanted. If his jagiya wanted something, he had to bring to her the best. <3

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so you guys remember back when i was posting selfies on the daily? i used to get hate all the time and it was mostly the same sort of thing like people would say i was conceited or narcissistic or cocky and i don’t think i ever said anything about it but it was actually probably my favorite thing ever??

see, the thing is, one of the reasons i started posting so many selfies was to kind of validate myself and…idk….like feel better about how i looked? because i have no self confidence and, at the time, thought i wasn’t much to look at. so i was basically like, “FUCK IT the only person who has to put up with me for the rest of my life is me so i’m going to aggressively love myself if it’s the last thing i do”

and my campaign to aggressively love myself pretty much consisted of posting loads of selfies and stop putting myself or my work down. saying “thank you, i love it too” rather than “thanks but it’s not as good as what you do” THINGS LIKE THAT

so i loved it when i would get hate for basically being too confident in myself because, for me in my weird little mind, it was basically telling me “this thing you’re working really hard to do is working so well people hate you for it”

which was super flattering to me

because you don’t get hate for being confident unless you’re like really really confident

this took me longer than it should have done and it’s still so shitty

hey! so i’m doing my first ever botm and yes i know it’s really late to start doing this but this will be for my april botm spot

rules

- mbf following me (obvs)

- reblog only please, likes as bookmarks (you won’t be entered if you only like)

- ends april ¾ depending on how popular this post is

- this post has to get at least 25-30 notes or we forget it happened

- i’ll probably narrow it down to 3-4 blogs and do some sorta vote after this ends

what you’ll get

- a spot on my blog

- all the selfie/art/post reblogs you want

- a follow (obvs)

- my friendship and undying love

i think that’s it?? i’ve never done this before so i might make tiny adjustments here and there in the next few hours

but apart from that, knock yourselves out!