This is my first story, ever. So please be honest. I went kind of light on the smut and language. Just kind of wanted to get a feel for it. Im sorry its so long. I love having details in stories and having the back story, so i just ran with it.
Let me know what you love & hate.
You start walking home from a long night at work, thankfully you only live a couple of blocks away.
But no matter what, you always walk past HIS club, morning or night.
You just want to be able to see what everyone talks about.
You want to see the green hair, the cool white skin that sends chills down your spine when you imagine it, and clear ocean blue eyes that you can see yourself melting in. You feel your heart rate increase just thinking about him.
You were drawn to a man you have never met, have never even seen.
You know if you could just afford to get in his club, you could see him. Touch him. You can feel the warmth between your legs grow as you think of running your hands all over him. It feels like the people around you can hear what you are thinking.
You put your head down and head home.
You toss and turn as most nights when he is on your mind. The morning comes quick and you wake up unrested.
Time to get ready for work.
Your long black hair is tied up in a tight bun on top of your head. A light foundation, blush, mascara and a light purple lipstick.
One last glance in the mirror before you turn and lock your door behind you.
You start your walk to work and find yourself in front of his club again. Like it should surprise you.
It is so mysterious. The outside is dingy and dark other than the double green doors and a tilted J at the top of the building. There are huge windows across the entire second floor and from seeing it morning and night they must be tinted or mirrored because you can never see in.
You straighten yourself up as your mind has wondered far now and get back to your routine.
Work is a small dinner; you never make much and rarely make any tips, but this job keeps a roof over your head so you keep the job until something better comes along.
Your shift seemed to go by quickly, there were many people that came in from out of town.
A huge smile starches over your face when you see the tip money tonight, rarely does this happen, but when people make this place their rest stop, the money is nice. You count it out evenly between you and the cook, you smile and say your goodbyes and head home.
You were going out tonight!
As soon as you get home, you throw off your clothes as fast as you can. You shower, wash your hair and shave everybody part you would want him near. The thought makes you tremble a little.
Trying to calm your nerves you tell yourself ‘maybe he won’t be there tonight of all the nights I decide to go.’
You straighten your hair, letting it fall down to the small of your back looking like black silk. You find a tight black dress and some bright red heels that would match your lipstick.
You spritz perfume on your collarbones and inside your wrists. You give yourself a small pep talk before heading out. “He will be there and I WILL meet him. Ugh, how badly I’ wanted this! I can do this. Be mysterious. And don’t drink. Well, don’t drink a lot.“
You walk up to the green doors and realize there are gold specs all over the door.
The J at the top is lit up in purple that is so bright it almost hurts to look at.
You hand the guy at the front door the cash.
He looks at you questionably and you think he’s not going to let you in. He asks “you alone?”
Your voice is quiet from being nervous and taken aback.
‘Is this guy hitting one me right now?!’ you think to yourself
Your voice squeaks at the end. He nods and let’s you in.
‘Weird’ you say under your breath.
It’s beautiful inside, huge chandeliers; elegant cage dancers, gold and purple cover the club so tastefully. It is far from what you expect a club to look like, it is well lit, almost like a dewy gold lighting. The dance floor is packed and it reaches all the way to the bar. Everyone seems happy or drunk, or both.
Quickly you scan to the upstairs, more freaking Windows. 'I can’t see a damn thing!’ Frustrated, you head to the bar.
“One shot of any kind of vodka”
You are stuck watching the cage dancers, glitter all over them; their hair is up like it’s in some sort of fashion show that no one would ever wear on a normal basis. They move effortlessly. The way the lighting hits their bodies and the glitter it almost makes them seem unreal.
You immediately wonder how close they get to him.
You shift in your seat trying to get the thought out of your head.
One of the girls gets off her platform, a large man in an all black tuxedo escorts her.
'Screw this, who the hell knows when I’ll get back in here!’ You say to yourself.
You order another shot.
You make your way through the crowd. You ask the guy next to the cage to help you get inside it.
“Do you work here!?” He asked
“No I don’t. I…” You trail off thinking how crazy you seem right now. He brings you back from your thoughts, “Do you want a death wish then?!” His eyes are wide. “I know what I do want. Him”
‘I just said that aloud. Yep, he heard me. Yes, I am crazy. Crazy for a man I have never even seen!’ You are screaming at yourself in embarrassment. 'What the hell am I doing!’ Runs through your mind for a split second.
Too late, he pushes you up in the cage.
You panic at first.
People are starting to notice.
There is a lump in your throat
“Now or never, right!” You start moving your hips, your arms above your head, you let loose. You actually are having fun; you really let go and kept thinking how grateful you are for having rhythm. For a second you actually forgot about him. Only a second.
You body sways with the music. ‘Time to shine baby!’ You are not sure if that’s you talking or the vodka. You drop down and slowly lift your ass facing the windows hoping that he is there, watching.
You realize the man in the black tuxedo is opening the cage reaching for your hand. “Don’t make this difficult.” His voice is low and serious. You understand, you feel a rush of emotions flood you as he helps you out.
You’re being thrown out and you didn’t even get a glimpse of him.
The man takes you firmly by the arm, being gentle at the same time.
He leads you away from the front door.
Your heart feels heavy, almost broken.
He brings you to an elevator and pushes you in before him.
This is not out. A smirk comes across your face.
The elevator opens up, it’s almost like another club up here. Definitely VIP, or people that do not want to be seen here.
It’s a lot darker, a lot more secluded areas.
Of course more cage dancers.
As soon as the doors open all eyes are on you.
You flush red.
You keep your head high acting as if you are ok, even though your insides are screaming and wanting to vomit.
You walk past the first section of people, second and third section as well…
There is a thick purple curtain that is touches the roof as well as the floor.
Your heart is racing. You feel almost like a surge of ecstasy has run through your veins.
The man in black opens it up only enough for him to see inside. “She’s here boss. Where do you want her?” Your heart is pounding and you are sure the man next to you can hear it.
Little does he know it is out of excitement, fear is the last thing on your mind right now.
He looks at you and nods you in “Mr. J would like to speak with you.” 'Mr. J’ you say repeatedly in your mind.
You walk behind the curtain and the man is fast to close it shut behind you.
He is real. He is right here. Right in front of you. Right now.
His back is to you and he’s looking into the club from the windows.
His hair perfectly in place and bright green. You just want to run your fingers through it. The thought sends a warm chill through your legs.
His pale skin drawing you in, the lights from the club giving him a sense of warmth.
He turns to face you, still across the room, but you feel his eyes scan over you as you do the same to him.
He is gorgeous. Your knees feel weak. There isn’t a single imperfection on him. He is better than any image you could of pictured. “Well, well, well, well.“
He walks towards you.
He is standing so close to you.
You now notice the smaller tattoos on his face, his jaw line, the scars, the jewelry, the details on his coat, his scent. Oh, how he smelled. He smelled of cologne, sweat and power.
It’s was intoxicating.
Your eyes were trying to devour him, making sure you didn’t miss a single detail on him.
He noticed. "Slow down.” His voice low, Your eyes snapped up and met his. He reached up and pushed hair behind your ear.
His touch soft and cool. A strong shiver took course of your entire body.
You wanted to reach up and touch him, you knew he probably wouldn’t like that and you don’t even know what side you are on with him. “Did you enjoy yourself out there?”
His eyes intense. “I-I did.” “Mmmm” he growled softly “Do you go into a restaurant and just head to the kitchen and start cooking?” His stare was starting to burn but you couldn’t look away. You don’t want to seem weak, even if you were ready to pass out. “No, I don’t.” “Interesting. Why did you see that tonight’s performance was welcomed?” He walked to his desk and gestured me to sit in the chair in front of him. “I-I just wanted to have fun, forget about… Everything.” You hope that sounds convincing as you take a seat in the cold leather chair. “Are you sure? Don’t lie to me. I hate, hate, hate liars.” “Well, I also wanted to…” You trail off and look away. His voice is frustrated now.
“Darling, you can come into my club, take one of my cages and dance for all sorts of people, but you can’t tell me why. You will not keep my patience long. Try again.” “I wanted to see you!!”
You almost yell. He doesn’t seem bothered by what I said, nor does he seem to care. “Why, why would you want to come pay a visit to the Clown Prince?” You figure you are here might as well just tell him the truth. He will either let you live or kill you. “I-Im … I think im obsessed with you.” He shoots you a sharp look and walks behind the chair your in. It takes everything in you to not let your eyes follow him. You can feel him so close to you. He whispers in you ear “Obsessed?” He moves the hair away from your shoulder and neck. He leans in even closer. You are able to feel his lips on your ear as he speaks. “Obsessed. Mine. Mine. Mine.” You tried hard to not let him see how he affected you, but you were wet.
He ran his cool hands up and down the sides of your arms and softly kissed your neck.
“Answer me this Doll, have we met before? Do you even know who I am? What I am capable of?” “I have never met you, I have lost sleep over you. Clown Prince, as you said before. Yes, I do. I figure I might as well be honest now. You will either kill me or let me live, but either way at least I was able to see you.” You keep your voice soft. You can feel that he is still close behind you. He begins to rub your shoulder in a good way; it almost does help you relax but it not helping the fact that you are still wet.
He reaches down and starts leaving small bites in your shoulder and neck, you cant help but let out a moan. “That’s what I wanted to hear Darling.” With that he reaches his hands down the front of your dress taking each breast in his hands. Your nipples are hard and he has his thumbs working them. You keep letting out soft moans, hoping this isn’t a tease. “Tell me, how is that?” You let out a moan that is louder “Don’t stop. It feels so good!” He takes one hand out and begins to reach up your dress. “Ahhhh, you have been waiting patiently.” He says as his fingers run up and down your slit.
You forgot you were at his club. The voice pulls you out from your trance for a brief second.
“Moan for me.” He whispers in your ear. He doesn’t stop, and neither do you. You keep moaning as his fingers circle your clit. “Yes Jay!” he says sharply “Your business is here. What would you like me to tell them sir?” “That my hands are busy!!” his voice is full of sarcasm and switches back to serious in an instant. “Send them up in 3 minutes.” He rams 3 of his fingers in you. Your back arches and your hands reach up to find his shoulder. You dig your nails deep into his skin and you can hear him growl. “That’s a good girl.” You cum on his fingers and he licks them “So sweet darling.” The room is still spinning and you are trying to find your breath when he tells you “Get under my desk doll. You pass this and I might take you home with me.” You do as your told, your mind begins to race as you think you know where this is going.
He sits in his chair and you can see the massive bulge in his pants.
“Send them in boss?” “Yes Jay, send them in!” He responds quickly You take that as your cue.
You start to unzip his pants as he tells them to take a seat. His dick is big. You let the spit build up in your mouth as your run your hand all over him. You can hear the other men talking but you aren’t paying attention to the words, just focusing simply on his reactions.
You slowly take the tip and swirl your tongue around it, he reaches down and squeezes your arm. You keep doing it, adding more into your mouth until you cant fit anymore. You can see his eyes close almost all the way in pleasure while he keeps his focus on business. You grip the base as you nod your head up and down on him keeping your hand in sync. He grabs the back of your hair and you feel him tense, you push him as far back in your throat as you can and he lets go. He lifts your head up under the desk to look at you and nudges your mouth open with his thumb, you open up showing him what he wants to see.
He bites his lip and lets a grin appear on his face. You swallow.
The voices of the men in the room sound nervous. He nudges you from under the desk to come up.
A small sense of panic sets in as well as a rush of excitement.
He scoots his chair back and you can hear the men in the room shift. “Excuse me men, this darling here seems to need some fresh air.” You get up, lightly resting your hand in his lap and he lets out a small grunt.
He pulls you by the waist and sets you down in his lap. The men in the room try to not let their expressions show. “Now say hello to my Doll here.”
The men all give off weak hellos. “Nice to meet you guys!” you say with a bit of pep. You have no idea where that even came from.
He smiles at you and gives you a slap on your ass “Now let me finish this up and we can head home, ok baby doll?” You wink at him and leave the curtain.
The man in the black tuxedo is right there, grabs you by the arm gently, and has you sit in the chair by him. “You must be Jay.” He nods. “So friendly! I am Katrina.” You are on could 9 right now and your voice and attitude show it. “Don’t get too comfortable.” That’s all he says with a stern voice. “Is this nor….”
You cover your ears from the sounds of gunshots and Jay has your chair pushed in a corner with him in front of you.
Jay’s composure is calm yet protective, everyone else is calm as well. You are so confused. “What the hell just happened?! Is he ok? Should you go check on him?! Let me go see him!!” your heart sinks. You can feel your eyes start to water.
‘I just got to meet him. I felt so good with him. Why!’ you kept asking yourself question after question.
It felt like hours went by but it had only been a few minutes.
“Where is she?!” His voice is loud but emotionless “Got her right here boss.” You push Jay out of the way and run at him, you wrap your arms around his neck. “What happened! Are you ok?!” Your voice is shaky “I am fine doll, this is business. This is what I do. What I am capable of.” He pulls you off him and sits you down and he paces in front of you. The others up there try not to look but are definitely listening. “I don’t love. Never will. I will never love you. You are merely a thing, possession, possibly an obsession one day. I can live without you, I do not need you. Do you understand that? I am not a fairy tale. You cross me and I will kill you. I am a businessman, not a family man. Do you get that baby doll?” His voice is stern, almost angry. “Yes. I have no intention on changing you.” Your try to keep your voice strong but there are hints on weakness across your face. “If I choose you, IF I choose you. If I choose you. Baby this life ain’t easy. Like I said, I don’t need you. However, if I choose you, you will be mine. Is that clear?” He is so hard to read. His face says one but his voice says another and you can’t tell which one he is hiding behind. “Yes.” “Jay pull the car around.”
He reaches for your hand and you take it. Once you are up, he places his hand at the small of your back and leads you to the elevator.
‘What did I just do?’ You keep asking yourself.
He puts his jacket around your shoulders as you exit the club. Jay pulls up in a black unmarked car. He opens the door for you both and he lets you in first. Your mind and emotions are having a hard time finding a balance.
It is not silent long. “You can call me Mr. J, or J for short. Usually you have to earn those names baby doll, but you did one hell of a job in my office.” He gives off a smirk as if he is having a flashback. “Ok, Mr. J.” you reply with a full smile on your face. “What shall I call you darling?” “Katrina or Kat, since I think you earned that.” You say it with such sarcasm. “Oh. Kat.” There was a small pause. “Daddy doesn’t think you have earned enough to back talk me.” Before I could say anything Mr. J slapped me across the face.
I could taste blood. I could feel my eyes well up from shock and pain.
Before I could even speak again we pulled up to his place.
Similar to his club it was very dark and dingy on the outside. It almost looked vacant, but im sure the inside would say otherwise.
Mr. J opens the door and extends his hand, I take it. I’m not sure if it was out of fear or because I was still so confused.
He brings me to his side and we walk inside. His hand never leaving my back.
His place is perfect. High ceilings with big, beautiful chandeliers. Bright white marble floors covered the entire house; the décor was rich and warm but still felt like him. “You’ll be sleeping in my bed, is that a problem?” “Not at all Mr. J.” You reply. He reaches for your face and you flinch a little. He ignores it. “Come here.” he says he walks toward the bedroom. “Ill be right back, do not move.”
He went to go turn and stopped at the door.
“Are you forgetting to say something Kat?” His voice is neutral, like he is tired.
“Sorry. Yes, Mr. J” He turns and keeps walking. He comes back a few moments later with an ice back and a purple towel. “Change into this, we will get your clothes and everything else in the morning ok baby?” “Thank you Mr. J” You slip off the little black dress and slip on the shirt he gave you. He lets out a small growl and you feel in in your bones.
‘How can someone that just slapped me make me weak with just a noise?’
You brush off your own thoughts. You glance up at Mr. J and his eyes are fixed on you. “Is everything ok Mr.J, did I do something wrong?” “Absolutely not baby. You are just on hell of a sight.” He sounds tired now. “May I get in bed Mr. J?” “Please do.” His eyes still glued to you. You lay down and face inward. Your face still felt like it had a heart beat from where he slapped you.
He brushes your hair out of your face and places the ice pack wrapped in a towel gently on the side of your face. You wince at the pressure. You look at him and he looks as if he wants to say something but doesn’t. A few moments pass by and your eyes are closing. “Good night my sweet.” He says as he kisses my forehead, still holding the ice pack on my face.
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You know, I was reminded today why this site is the best for fanfiction.
Because here, everyone writes because they love it. There are so many writers on FF.net that will hold their stories hostage if they don’t get as many reviews as they decide is enough. Like, “I’ll update after 15 reviews.” or my personal favorite: “If I don’t get more then one review, I’m deleting my story”….
First off, it’s ‘than’ not ‘then’. And second off, while reviews and likes are freaking awesome, you should be writing because you love it. It shouldn’t matter if only a couple of people are reading it. You do it for you and not for the accolades (again, they’re nice but it shouldn’t be the only motivation to write). If that’s what you want, you’re writing for the wrong reasons. There are some of us out there that write because it acts as an outlet. I’ve been writing for 10 years now, and I need to do it. Whenever I’m upset, I’ll write because it’ll help me find ways to put my feelings into words whether it’s a fictional or non fictional situation.
Everyone here on Tumblr that writes fanfiction….you guys are amazing. You guys write because you love it. And even to those writers who don’t get as many views/likes/comments/reblogs as some others, it does not mean you are not good. Everyone here usually tends to keep going for the love of fanfiction and I love the crap out of every single writer on this site. You guys? All you writers on here are the real MVP’s. You bring the creations in your head to life and people find them and they love them. Bless you for not holding your stories/works hostage because they may not reach a ‘quota’ you set. You may have small followings, but they love your work and those people? They matter. And it would kill them to see you just abruptly stop because you weren’t getting enough views. Building your blog takes time and people will find it. Patience is a virtue.
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You made yourself a coffee and sat down at your desk when
Jin knocked at the door. Timidly making his way into the room, he locked the
door behind him and sat down in the chair in front of you. Wiping his hands on
his pants, you could tell he was incredibly nervous.
Jin, it’s okay. If you
don’t want to talk, you don’t have to. You said and Jin shook his head.
No, it’s just I don’t
want you to think less of me. He said quickly and you tilted your head.
Alright, well I
promise that I’m going to be here for you. You replied and he nodded.
Taking a deep breath, Jin looked at you and began to tell his story.
I’m the youngest in my
family. My older brother, Seokjung, is a writer and has even published a few
books. He’s only a couple years older, but he excelled so quickly that no
matter what I did, I was never going to live up to him. And I was proud of him,
I really was, it’s just so frustrating. I could do everything right and still
not be good enough for my parents, especially my father. I remember when I was
16, I got amazing grades and I felt like I finally was able to be like my
brother, but instead my father just shrugged it off like it was expected of me
and deserved no praise. It was on that day that I realized that I would never
amount to anything to my father, so I stopped caring. I stopped thinking about
how my parents would think and just thought about myself, which I know hurt my
brother a lot. I left home at 17 and took on an apprenticeship with a guy. He
taught me the ropes, I learned really quickly that if you came from nothing,
you lie. I would tell people I was orphaned because I didn’t want my family
knowing where I was and soon I just started to believe it. It wasn’t until my
trial that I remembered my family again. And then it was too late for me to
even try to care. He sighed and looked down. When we all sit and just hang out at night, I feel closer to you and
the guys then anytime I was with my family. He sat back and heaved loudly.
You thought for a long moment and then looked at Jin. Why would I think less of you? You asked
and Jin looked at you with confusion in his eyes. He opened and closed his
mouth as he tried to put together the words.
Because I’m closer to
you guys than my family. He responded and you shook your head.
everyone shows allegiance to their family, it’s not always the case. Now I’m
not condoning the behavior that got you in here, but even for people without
blood families, they find people to trust and be comfortable around. I think
that what you need to do is maybe look to us as your family and realize that we
are looking out for you. We aren’t here to judge you and we want to help. You
said and inside you cringed at just how psychologist-like you sounded. But you
meant it. Jin needed a support system that his parents didn’t give to him.
However, you added one small thing. But I
think that you are overlooking your brother. Jin looked at you. I think from the way you speak about him,
that you care and I think he cares too. I wouldn’t want you to throw him away
just because you are angry at your parents. You finished and there was a
look of apprehension on Jin’s face.
But he’s always going
to upstage me. He said and you shook your head.
I think he wants you
to be happy, I don’t think he wants the competition either. You replied and
Okay, maybe we can
invite him over? He asked and you smiled.
Okay, I’ll see what I
can do. Turning back to the papers on your desk, Jin stood up from his
Hey, Y/N? You
looked up at him, a beautiful smile had replaced the nervous expression that
had walked in earlier. Thank you for
letting me care about someone again. He said and left. You sat there in a
bit of a daze.
What the hell does
that mean? You asked yourself and your mind went astray. Maybe he cares about me? You thought and
your cheeks went red. Oh, god, I need to
shut up. You tried to roll your eyes at the thought, but for the rest of
the day, you felt your cheeks tint whenever Jin walked by.
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“They’re absolutely disgusting,” Pidge remarked with a half hidden smile and exasperated sigh through her nose. There was only a certain couple she would be referring to in the entire Aleysian ballroom and it was not Lance and the alien girl he was attempting to woo with wiggling eyebrows and a boyish smile. After seeing the girl disappear, unimpressed, both Pidge and Keith exchanged snickers at Lance’s dejected expression. Sure enough their attention went back to the only couple that mattered in the entire dance hall.
“Tell me about it,” Keith replied, flicking a little clear blue sphere into his tongue. It popped and splattered into an inky color around his lips. Pidge glanced over and saw with a little too much intent how Keith licked his mouth.
“You gotta try these things, Pidge, they’re friggin weird.” Keith said, grabbing another few into his palm to fling into the air and catch between his teeth.
“No thanks,” Pidge said, rolling her eyes and swallowing hard when he shot her a look just as he was running his tongue on his lower lip. “I’d rather watch Shiro make googly eyes at Allura.”
“Because they’re so romantic?” Keith snorted. Pidge snickered.