• i'm sorry for pushing you away
nonnie requested: From that angst prompt list you reblogged: “It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.” + “I know I deserve better than you. I realize that, but you were so broken… I didn’t want to be the one that made you shatter.” + “Isn’t it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy?” Cisco x Reader. No specific plot in my mind, so it’s whatever you want. The sadder, the better. And, go. (PS, I like all your Cisco writing)
nonnie requested: hey there, i was wondering if you could do a cisco ramon or natasha romanoff imagine oriented around how the reader gets hurt during a fight pretty badly and (either of the two) protect them until the fight was over? it could be angst or fluff i don’t mind haha. thanks! :)
A/N: Ah angst, it never seems to leave Cisco’s side for whatever reason poor child. I have made this from late Tuesday night to Wednesday after watching the recent episode twice so warning that this contains spoilers from that episode, so don’t whine that I didn’t warn you because I just did. Here will be flash backs will be in italics and present in regular text. S/H – Super Hero Name. Ships and requests are closed for the time being as I catch them up.
» Relationship(s): Cisco Ramon/Reader (past dating, eventually makes up) «
You as S/H and Cisco as Vibe were fighting against Killer Frost as you lost balance to hit the soft snow ground, almost getting hit by a blast from the proclaimed snow queen as Cisco stepped in front of you to throw her off. Which worked for a while before Killer Frost shot another blast of her power to Cisco’s lower forearms into ice. The ice crumbled to the ground as you watched in horror as Cisco screams echo as Killer Frost left you both in the snow. “Nooooo!” You cried out as you ran, well limp over to see that the ice had fallen on the ground and Cisco was left without his hands towards his elbows, his two forearms gone.
“Y/N and I fought a lot after that Barry. One time she said, isn’t it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy? Because that’s all what we did was pretend, we both weren’t happy like we used to. She lost so much Bar, just like how I lost my. .you know.“ Cisco says with a sad tone as he tried not to cry as his brown eyes met past Barry Allen.
You were once a part of team flash, an excellent engineer on the team as you became S/H to help out when you were called out to the battle scene. You always had a smile on your face and started dating Cisco, for once everyone knew that you’d be the one for him since complimented well together. But that all changed after you two started fighting a year and half ago in 2022 before you finally left without a trace. You never went back to being S/H, as you instead as Y/N L/N and visited what you had lost which was everyone whom was close to you. You closed everyone off in your life including your own family, deleting all voicemails when they were left. You remembering your mother’s worried voice about you and how much they’d love to see their darling child back but you never did. Instead you helped Julian with his studies and that’s all you did besides lock yourself up in your apartment.
Barry went to your apartment as he still had that key Cisco had that you’d given Cisco when you moved in together that you forgot to take back. There you were sitting on your chair, looking nothing like your past self as Barry slowly moved to you, taking a good look at what you happened to you. “Y-Y/N? It’s me, Barry.” The brown haired male spoke as you slowly moved your head to see not a long haired Barry, but a Barry that looked like your friend from the past. “Well past Barry. I need you to come with me, please. We can fix this, together again like old times. Team Flash with our special guest star, S/H. Please. Everyone, especially Cisco. .needs you.” He begs as you slowly move towards him, taking your hand into his with as you moved at the fast speed.
“Oh my gosh, Y/N too!?” A familiar voice came over as you snap your head over and saw H.R, Julian, the Barry you knew, Joe, and finally Cisco. Your old team expect for Caitlin as you tried not to cry before running to hug Cisco, you missed him so much as you felt his grip tighten around you. “Oh well, we should leave these two be.” H.R commented before everyone else left you two alone while you cried out as Cisco rubbed your back.
“Y/N…Y/N. I’m so sorry I pushed you too far by saying, ‘I know I deserve better than you. I realize that, but you were so broken… I didn’t want to be the one that made you shatter.’ That didn’t come out the way I wanted but please Y/N…Come back I miss you.” He says as you pulled apart, wiping your tears with his gloved robotic hands.
You missed him as well as you went to give him a kiss on the cheek, giving a weary smile. These were the many things you loved about Cisco before this whole mess started, was that he never pushed you too far, his references to all sorts of nerdy things, to his gentle touches, and how he could make you smile on a bad day. Soon giggling from making a few rather old jokes as he grinned from hearing your melodic giggle, which sometimes ended in a cute snort sometimes, "It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.” You say as Cisco nods his head.
“Yeah I guess so. I miss your smile too Y/N, I miss what we had together. Do you think we could start over after we finish this?”
“Definitely would like that.”