Youre my last resort. i think i failed the year. dont wanna do it again. ill be bullied until i graduate. im only 15. i want to take to easy way out. help
i was bullied throughout middle and high school. it was some of the worst years of my life. but i took the punches and finally graduated despite the horrible experience being the token jew in redneck town high. once i got out of high school and made it to the maturing oasis of college, i discovered myself and i truly woke up inside. a few years later i graduated and was happily working for around a year at a pharmacy job making well above what i expected to make at the time. i had just celebrated one of my subscriber milestones, 50k or 60k, and i went into a fast food establishment with some new friends that found me through tribetwelve. i went to order and one of my old high school bullies was working at the counter. he was surprised to see me and greeted me in front of my friends as if we had been on good terms. mind you, the last memory i had of him was when he and his buddy made some really super funny holocaust jokes after math class. i recognized him and realized that it had been a good 8 or so years since i had even thought about this fucker. hey adam! he said, its been forever dude how ya been man? excuse me, i said, i dont know who you are? i’d like a large fries with that. having one of my former bullies take my order at a fast food place while completely denying his facade and being in a stronger all around position was worth all the torment. you will one day have one of those self validating moments. things always get better because you aren’t the same person you were yesterday, last week, last month, last year. you grow. you get better. you look back and think damn, i’m so glad i rolled with the punches and let myself get stronger. you can do it. i believe in you.