this is the kanye i know. a kid from chicago who has insecurities and still thinks his failures can catch up with him. has some odd indeterminate feelings towards dropping out of college but knows he can spit a rhyme or two and wants to buy a few designer shirts. but has a 12 minute song on his album about how hard it was to get his record out.
Would you rather have old Kanye back or North West? Because tbh, there is no North West without new black Kanye.
You know…Before I caught myself…I said Old Kanye…Because I didn’t even read past the words Old Kanye, honestly I would have taken him over just about anything else. I loved him with all my grumpy little heart he was everything to me moon of my life the person I wanted to meet and discuss things, everything, with most in the world I wanted to pick his brain and debate with him and ask him why he used this line instead of that one in a particular song and did I get the interpretation of this song right and why did he choose to do xyz instead of abc.
I used to have fucking dreams where I met him and did this kind of stuff and even confronted him about misogynoir (I mean my dreams are wild so this always happened after something ridiculous like aliens landing in my classroom).
He was just my precious egomaniacal constantly angry excitable rebellious slightly pretentious honest wide eyed sweet prince….
I’m smiling right now just thinking of him.
But that man is gone and North is a sweet, fresh out the oven Lil baby and her own person and I love her and I wouldn’t trade her for that man who no longer exists.
I’m very emotional rn which demon sent this question.