the off beats

My father is the jailhouse. My father is your system. I am only what you made me. I am only a reflection of you.

I have ate out of your garbage cans to stay out of jail. I have wore [sic] your second-hand clothes. I have done my best to get along in your world and now you want to kill me, and I look at you, and then I say to myself, you want to kill me? Ha! I’m already dead, have been all my life. I’ve spent twenty-three years in tombs that you built. 

Sometimes I think about giving it back to you; sometimes I think about just jumping on you and letting you shoot me… If I could I would jerk this microphone off and beat your brains out with it, because that is what you deserve, that is what you deserve… 

If I could get angry at you, I would try to kill every one of you. If that’s guilt, I accept it.

[…] It’s all your fear. You look for something to project it on, and you pick out a little old scroungy nobody that eats out of a garbage can, and that nobody wants, that was kicked out of penitentiary, that has been dragged through every hell hole that you can think of, and you drag him and put him in a courtroom. 

You expect to break me? Impossible! You broke me years ago. You killed me years ago.

Charles Manson’s testimony during the Tate-LaBianca murder trials. From Helter Skelter, by Vincent Bugliosi and Curt Gentry.

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Normal Horoscope:

Aries: Manners make the man do terrible things. Know when to tell the guy to fuck off.

Taurus: Life is not about momentum or speed it is about rhythm. Bad days are just off-beat, know you’ll find it soon enough. Contract boogie fever.

Gemini: Gear up for tomorrow, you’ll need a backpack full of the shit you use to get things done. 

Cancer: Be afraid be very very afraid, but never let it paralyze you. You’ve got things to do and people to confuse. 

Leo: Nostalgia is a poison, growth is the antidote. Ambien works too.

Virgo: The stars drew a picture of you! It is an excellent picture. Sadly it is hard to describe. Lovely gills you have.

Libra: In the long run you define success. In the meantime, a motherfuckers gotta eat, grab the bat and get in the car.

Scorpio: Turns out you get to shoulder tackle one person consequence free every lifetime. Use it wisely.

Ophiuchus: Collect something small so it wont bother any future roommates.

Sagittarius: Your eye for details can be a curse, some things were meant to go unnoticed. Keep silent.

Capricorn: If somewhere feels magic, it probably is. Trust your gut, it kept you safe this long.

Aquarius: Once you know the rules and when to break them you get to mix and match as you see fit. This is called a personality.

Pisces: Know when to keep the connection with you. Oftentimes the sun can be a better companion than any human.

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