the most perfect day of my life

I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

—  Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers

a friendly reminder that no matter how many bad books we read there’ll always be soc a.k.a the true masterpiece of our time which is like a safe blanket for murder babies and you can throw it over your head and pretend you’re on your way to a big heist or smth equally dangerous (but exciting) :’) and while you’re dreaming of $$$kruge$$$ you might also wanna remember that soc has:

- a bi poc character who didn’t dance around the term hgtawm style and pull some lame explanation out of his ass ala ‘it’s complicated’ but he actually said ‘not just girls’ so yeah confirmed bi poc who’s a KNOWN flirt and everybody praises him for it instead of mocking/shunning him honestly what did we do to deserve jesper fahey
- a disabled gang leader who’s literally thE BADDEST BARREL BOSS TO EVER WALK THE STREETS OF KETTERDAM caw caw bitches (he also has severe ptsd, panic attacks, suffers from traumatic flashbacks and experiences nausea and all kinds of ptsd symptoms everytime he (even accidentally) touches someone but does that limit or stop him in any way?? HELL NO MOFOS here comes kaz brekker with his crow cane and he’s about to whoop some ass better beware)
- a beautiful, amazing, talented, showstopping, spectacular, never the same woc who is basically?? everyone’s treasure, heart, love, most cherished person ever, role model, etc. etc. and it’s only right tbh inej ghafa owns my entire heart and i’d gladly give it to her over and over again if that would make her smile. she’s been sold into slavery (mentions/hints of prostitution which only adds to her bravery and strength thank you very much) when she was 14 but she managed to leave the past behind her and remain INCREDIBLY kind and humble despite all the shit she’s been through?? there is no character i adore, respect and love more than inej (okay maybe there is and inej calls her sankta alina b y e)
- a CANONICALLY. FAT. FEMALE CHARACTER WHO’S JUST!!! AMAZING. BREATHTAKING. HEART-STOPPING (literally). a true inspiration to us all who was also held captive when she was younger, trained by the mighty (goddess on earth) zoya nazyalensky, held captive again - this time by a gross ass, fanatic ass fjerdan nazi soldier/leader and lemme tell you she didn’t even lose her appetite. BOI she wasn’t even fazed. she couldn’t find a single fuck to give & she was determined to move on but she was plagued by guilt so she came back to save/help the boy who helped HER so she’s not just a pretty face and she’s so?? badass and smart and funny and fierce and she’s so fucking PROUD of every roll and curve on her body i could actually cry?? nina zenik, an actual muse for young girls/readers. nina zenik, life & wife goals
- a smol (very smol but also kind of a sinnamon roll tbqh? he aspires to be one anyway) angelic boy who comes from a TERRIBLY abusive home bc his father is an actual piece of shit and humiliated him all his life bc wylan couldn’t read. well guess what joke’s on van eck senior bc my boy, my CANONICALLY GAY SON, is smarter than him and his entire sorry lot and he’s gonna take over the world one day, you just wait. also just wants to make things go boom boom POW (usually regarding explosives but also applies to jesper a.k.a THE MOST PERFECT, CARING, WONDERFUL BF EVER)
- a big yellow tulip also known as matthias helvar. so matthias is that boy who helped nina escape the clutches of his scary boss and he’s the actual literal embodiment of the grumpy cat. but!!! he undergoes the biggest character development of all imo bc he manages to change for the better (bit by bit, brick by brick) and let me tell you that’s COMMENDABLE. like listen this is a young man who’s been brainwashed into hating everything nina & the rest of kaz’s merry band of misfits stand for. he’s been taught nothing but hate hate and more hate and he manages to turn his back on those prejudices and he opened up so much and we got to see so much more of him in ck and we learned that he’s super kind and sweet and giving, and he’s so pure and wonderful and amazing. he also loves nina zenik A LOT which is smth i can get behind and relate to 100000%
- last but not least kuwei, who’s not ~an official~ member of kaz’s vip club (pity pity pity) but. he’s a gay poc (asian!!! the same as tamar&tolya from tgt so please don’t whitewash him, it’s unacceptable) who’s sassy but kind of laid back at the same time and his favourite pastime is to just chill in the back and pretend he’s not listening/doesn’t know the lingo but guess what?? boy is like an international spy bc he understands more than he lets on. he also lost his father (which kind of turned him into a living prize bc everybody wanted him for his knowledge & chemistry skills, like he could probably cook up a deadly virus in three minutes if he was feeling inspired that day - which never happened but still. it’s good to have options) and yet never complained about anything and he just let that drama unroll like 👀👂 I HATE DRAMA 🎧🔍📝 overall deserved better

Miraculous Headcanon

Warning: i have been adding to this headcanon for nearly a month so it is pretty long xD OOPS SORRY NOT SORRY (i did put a cut though, so, yeah) NO REGRETS

  • Marinette is a youtuber
  • Her channel consists of mostly sped up videos of her drawing designs and making her designs. Some have voice over, some have soothing and relaxing music.
  • Her channel blew up
  • Partially because, wow, she’s really talented for only being in high school
  • And people just really enjoyed watching her work, it’s very unique
  • Sometimes she’ll do simple tutorials on how to make a simple skirt, or get started on designing, but those are more rare videos
  • She has a second channel that is less professional than her main, where she posts a bunch of random vlogs that her and Alya take whenever they do something interesting, or even some random challenges. Most of these videos involve Alya, since she got Marinette to make a second channel for fun vlogs
  • Her international followers (#subtitles) find it very interesting anytime she talks about Ladybug and Chat Noir because there are legit superheroes in Paris and no other part of the world has seen that.
  • They vlog all sorts of things
    • going to the craft store for new fabrics, buttons, patterns, literally anything Marinette needs for her next project (or they’re just bored)
    • They record random things they see around Paris, cosplayers of LB and CN, pigeons being weird, aesthetics
    • Alya and Marinette have a weekly “review” which includes Alya buying something for Marinette to review- mostly themed around her favorite heroes
    • Sometimes just walking around the mall. Nino is spotted in many vlogs as well, but Adrien is rarely seen since he is already around so many cameras in his normal life Marinette is respecting his privacy
  • A lot more below the cut because I have been working on this headcanon for nearly a month!

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You Are Not Your GPA: An Open Letter to the Stressed Student

By: Brian Z.

We’ve both been there: It’s two in the morning and you’re up studying for that big exam tomorrow. You would much rather be sleeping, so why are you up?

If you’re like me, it’s because your professor piled on the material and your notes look like hieroglyphs. Then, your teacher tells you, “Before the day of the test, make sure you get a good night’s sleep.” Sleep? Yeah, like that’s going to happen. I have an exam to stress out over!

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How I imagine Draco's coming out
  • Draco: Mother, Father, I'm gay. I don't care if you don't like it, this is my life and--
  • Narcissa: Draco, we've known you were gay since you were 11.
  • Lucius: The only truly shocking thing about this is that it's taken you so long to tell us.
  • Draco: --I won't be stopped from--what? I don't--But... how?
  • Lucius: Draco, you sent us letters every day about how devastatingly perfect Potter was for five years.
  • Draco: WHAT? I did NOT!
  • Narcissa: You most certainly did, dear. Let me go get the boxes. We saved them all.

Mark it down folks, because the first ever Bungou Stray Dogs Rarepair week is fast approaching!

 With such a large cast of characters there can be so many overlooked pairings, so we’ve come together to dedicate a whole week to creating more and celebrating  these small pairings!

Prompts:

  • Day 1: Loss//Dancing//“Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.” - Margaret Mitchell, Gone with the Wind
  • Day 2: Hanahaki//Dreams//“However, there are some people in this world that you can just never forget.” - Kunikida Doppo, River Mist and Other Stories
  • Day 3:Weapons//Pick-up Lines// “But once you start doubting, it’s hard to know what to believe.” - Tanizaki Junichirou, Naomi
  • Day 4: Things Left Unsaid//Fairy Tales// “Who knows the end? What has risen may sink, and what has sunk may rise.” - H. P. Lovecraft, The Call of Cthulhu
  • Day 5: Emptiness//Late Night Talks// “Once I believed love poems were foolish, yet now I do nothing but dream about love.” - Chuuya Nakahara, “Exhaustion”
  • Day 6: Too Little, Too Late//Future// “I hope one day you’re as happy as you’re pretending to be.”-Gnash, Leave A Message (song lyric)
  • Day 7: Ghosts//Free Day// “My life is a perfect graveyard of buried hopes.” - Lucy Maud Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables

Rules:

  • Please put all nsfw fics under a “read more”  and include a basic description of the content. However, for nsfw art, tags and warnings will suffice.
  • If you are making an edit/graphic/video that utilizes art created by other artists, please make sure you obtain explicit permission to use their work. We will not reblog any submissions that contain plagiarism. (Using someone else’s work as inspiration is allowed).
  • Due to the fact that Soukoku and Shin Soukoku are the most popular ships with over 200 fics and countless art, we are encouraging other ships. Soukoku and Shin Soukoku are permitted to show up in your submission, but not as the main ship.

We hope to see some amazing stuff from people! Have fun!

Dear Diary...

Dean x Reader 

A/N: This was supposed to be a drabble, but suddenly I had written more than 1600 words, so one-shot it is. It’s mostly just fluff. I don’t know what’s happened to me lately. I just want poor Dean to be happy, I guess.

Prompt: “Dear Diary,…” requested by @skymoonandstardust

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“Hey, where’s your stuff to wash?”

“Uh… should be there on the bed,” Sam replied distractedly, eyes focused on his laptop. “Looks like there might not be a case after all…”

“You sure?”

“Pretty sure, yeah.”

Dean was dumping dirty clothes into a duffel bag as he replied, “Well, keep looking. We need a little more than pretty sure before we ditch town.” The shower in the bathroom was turned off just when he picked up a blue shirt from the bed and eyed it, lips pursing. “This looks clean,” he muttered, bringing it close to his nose. “And I was wrong,”-  he announced to no one, a disgusted nod to himself followed, “Lesson learned. Nothing’s clean here.” With this he grabbed every piece of clothing he could get eyes on and threw it into the bag. 

When his hands touched something solid, though, he stopped. “The hell is this?”

Sam who was currently rubbing his eyes, asked a “What?” And his brother just looked at him incredulously, some sort of notebook in his hands.

“A secret diary, Sam? Really? I thought you got over this phase.”

Sam’s bitch face showed up. It hadn’t in more than three hours. Record. “That’s not mine.”

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I realised it was getting to be a while since I posted any sketchdumps here, so here’s a buncha junk from Twitter! I guess it would be a little disingenuous to call this an Adventure Zone dump because it’s pretty much just Taako and a paltry offering of girls, I’m sorry. I just love Taako..?? I haven’t quite figured out how to draw him yet, I always make him either too silly or too pretty, gotta find the middle ground

By and large pretty self-explanatory, but most of the Taazed is from this perfect fanfic which has ruined my life every single day since I read it, help me!!! I’m dead!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I look at you it’s as if God has put everything
I’ve ever dreamt of right in front of me. Your eyes
remind me of the moon; so bright and full of light.
Your smile is like magic, it has the power to remove
any sadness within my soul. Your laughter is the
most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard, I don’t ever
want it to stop. Your voice is the most soothing
thing to play in my ears, I could listen to you talk
for the rest of my days. To me, you are more than
perfect. Although, I’ll never let you know of this as
I have buried it within the deepest depths of my
heart and it’s a secret I wish to keep. I once wished
to disappear, but loving you is a truth I never want
to escape. Call me crazy… but a part of me wants
to love you for the rest of my life, no matter how
painful that may be. I wish I could change destiny
and make you mine, I swear I’d never let you go.
You are my dream but this is reality and life has
given me no option but to accept that you’ll never
be mine.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #36
Jenseternity / instagram

[ @studymei‘s Inspirational quotes for bullet journals and whatever else your heart desires! ]

I have had a rather long collection of motivational and inspirational quotes on my computer for a while which I use for my white boards, exercise books and bullet journals. I thought it time I share them, because I know how difficult it can be to find any that strike a chord. 

I hope you find these useful! 

  • “The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet.” ―Aristotle
  • “We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.” ― Kurt Vonnegut, Mother Night
  • “Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.” ― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 6: Fables and Reflections
  • “We delight in the beauty of the butterfly, but rarely admit the changes it has gone through to achieve that beauty.” ― Maya Angelou
  • “Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever.” ― Lance Armstrong, Every Second Counts
  • “I dream my painting and I paint my dream.” ― Vincent van Gogh
  • “Do you want to know who you are? Don’t ask. Act! Action will delineate and define you.” ― Thomas Jefferson
  • “You have power over your mind - not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.”― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations
  • “You can’t wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club.” ― Jack London
  • “It’s hard to beat a person who never gives up.” ― Babe Ruth
  • “There is no dishonor in losing the race. There is only dishonor in not racing because you are afraid to lose.” ― Garth Stein, The Art of Racing in the Rain
  • “A single day is enough to make us a little larger or, another time, a little smaller.” ― Paul Klee
  • “The problem with people is they forget that most of the time it’s the small things that count.” ― Jennifer Niven, All the Bright Places
  • “Life gives us choices. You either grab on with both hands and just go for it, or you sit on the sidelines.” ― Christine Feehan, Night Game
  • “Your life is an occasion. Rise to it.” ― Suzanne Weyn, Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium
  • “Dreams are only dreams until you wake up and make them real.” ― Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story
  • “Take it easy, but take it.” ― Woody Guthrie
  • “A bruise is a lesson… and each lesson makes us better.” ― George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones
  • “Always remember, your focus determines your reality.” ― George Lucas
  • “Everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you’re climbing it.” ― Andy Rooney
  • “Don’t tell me the sky’s the limit when there are footprints on the moon.” ― Paul Brandt
  • “All knowledge is worth having.” ― Jacqueline Carey, Kushiel’s Dart
  • “Reach high, for stars lie hidden in you. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal.” ― Rabindranath Tagore
  • “Life, with its rules, its obligations, and its freedoms, is like a sonnet: You’re given the form, but you have to write the sonnet yourself.” ― Madeleine L'Engle, A Wrinkle in Time

[There are more quotes under the tab!]

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Sincerely, Me.

Jughead x Reader

Request: Ooooh can i do a request (jughead x reader) where the reader is kinda loud and seems real happy but then they have a lot of issues with confidence, and they have  a saying that they keep writing to keep them sane, and then a wild Jughead appears and just fluff fluff fluff. I’m sorry I’m bad at explaining things. I really love your writing btw!

Warnings: None, Chuck is there though. 

Word Count: 1,311

A/N: Oh hey look another one based off something in Dear Evan Hansen who would’ve thought. Also sorry it’s so short I just think it’s time to publish this one.

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Dear (Y/N),

Today’s gonna be a good day, here’s why:

Because today, today at least you’re you - and that’s enough.

You’re good enough, right now, just like this.

You’re not perfect- and that’s okay.

Sincerely, Me.

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Fic Shelf (17th June).

Next update in my Fic Shelf with these brilliant fics:

Screwed by @just-call-me-mrs-captain

AU/+18 - Ever wonder what happens when you fall for your roommate? You get screwed. And not always in the way you’d like.

Funny Thing About Perfect by @just-call-me-mrs-captain

AU/+18 - Of course the most memorable one-night stand of your life would show up at your bakery on a day you’d give your left arm for an orgasm. Perfect timing, perfect sex, perfect guy. But as you get to know Bucky outside of bed, you start to question that last one.

Speak Now by @whothehellisbella

AU - You are not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion, but your ex and former best friend Bucky is not the kind of boy who should be marrying the wrong girl

Rescued by @givemethatgold

After Bucky comes to your aid in a moment of panic you extend an invitation to family dinner. Neither of you could have foreseen how this small act of kindness would alter you, and your life, forever.

His Wedding by @jurassicbarnes

AU - Bucky and you are former exes. He moved on but you couldn’t. Since you both are still friends, he asks you for a favor. You reluctantly agree, not thinking of the future consequences you’ll have to face. You just hope everything will go fine with your two best friends, Steve and Natasha by your side.

Pulse by @tomhollands

AU - Soulmate story in which one’s heartbeat becomes perfectly in sync with their soulmate’s once they meet.

Tip of My Tongue by @writingbarnes

AU - Bucky Barnes was supposed to bring back her soul and take her to afterlife. He had one job (it was the only available job for someone like him in this in-between world) and he fucked up.

#DATEMEBUCKYBARNES by @brighterlights

AU - When Hollywood’s heartthrob Bucky Barnes breaks up with his girlfriend, you jokingly tag him in a selfie on Instagram to express your desire to date him. What you don’t expect is a response from the man himself.

Before It’s too Late by @cumonbucky

AU - Bucky starts dating a girl from his History of Art class. The only problem: you’re in love with him.

Oh, the Struggle by @jurassicbarnes

AU - After quitting your job, Bucky is there for you. Will he confess his feelings?

My Neighbour’s a Jerk by @jurassicbarnes

AU - There’s this mutual feeling between you and your jerk of a neighbor, called hate. With every ounce of passion filled in your veins you both commence that feeling from day one of meeting each other. But what happens once, one of you are at the receiving end of the other’s help? Maybe you will learn how to co-operate?

The Friendly Wager by @just-some-drabbles

AU - Reader and Bucky Barnes are neighbors and best friends. After yet another bad date, reader comes home to find Bucky with his typical weekend target. They decide to make a wager about dating, but is there more on the line than reader cares to admit?

Landslide by @totheendofthelinepal

AU - When a tragic accident happens in the heart of your hometown - you’re forced to go back to the countryside you’d sworn to forget. In the midst of your world turning upside down you find yourself in a state of panic when the familiar face returns in your life, Dayton White. 

Mute by @tomhollands

Bucky doesn’t know what to do when traumatizing events result in your witty remarks dying down to nothing.

Strings of Fate by @buckyslion

AU - “Funny how I finally got what I always wanted, but it was given to you instead.”

During the Eighth year, a lot of things changed for Harry.
The first thing was his relationship with Ginny. She was the Perfect Girlfriend, but not for him. They both figured it out when Luna came back and started hanging out with the red headed girl more and more. Harry and Ginny weren’t made for eachother. They decided that being just friends was good enough.
The second was his relationship with his friends. They treated him differently. He was a hero now, and his fame had increased after he defeated Voldemort; so everyone behaved like he was some sort of god. He kinda hated that. He was still Harry, just with a bunch of new scars. They all had new scars, they all lost friends and family that night. His losses weren’t any different.
The third and most important thing was with Draco. He made amends, then came back to Hogwarts and started a new life. With his father in Azkaban, Draco finally let himself free of the chains the man had imposed on him. He wasn’t the spoiled, poshy kid that treated everyone like shit. He was a sad man who had made very wrong choices to protect his family. Harry didn’t blame him, he understood why Draco did what he did.
So he started talking to him. At first it was casual chat when they met in the Eighth year’s dorm. Then it was a bunch of whispered words during class, that soon became bad jokes and genuine interest in what the other had to say.
They grew attached to one another. Draco didn’t treat Harry differently and Harry didn’t treat Draco like a criminal. They felt normal when they spent time together.
And Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived and later defeated the Dark Lord, discovered why his relationship with Ginny couldn’t work. Harry liked guys. Blond guys with grey eyes and chaos in their soul. But he couldn’t just tell his former arch-enemy he fancied him. He would lose him and he couldn’t allow that.
So they kept spending time together. Harry managed to bury his feelings for Draco and act like he didn’t feel the urge to grasp Draco’s perfectly ironed shirt and kiss him senseless every time they guy smiled at all.
Then the end of the year approached, and with it, Draco’s birthday. Harry could not for the love of himself find a present for the blond.
Draco had everything he needed; he was still rich, after all. What could Harry give him?
His last resort was to ask the only thing that could really know what Draco needed. So, on the 5th of June, he went to the Seventh Floor and walked three times in front of the tapestry depicting the attempt of Barnabas the Barmy to teach trolls ballet, asking the Room of Requirements what Draco wanted for his birthday; what he really felt the need for.
When the door appeared, he cautiously opened it and peeked inside. The Room was very small and in the middle of it stood a mirror. Harry at first didn’t understood what that meant. Draco had a mirror, it was on his side of the dorm’s room… why would the Room…? Oh.
He was what Draco wanted.
His feelings were requited.
He ran down the corridors, nearly tripping down the stairs and hitting Merlin knows how many students. He shouted apologies to everyone but didn’t stop. All this time Draco felt the same! So why did he not tell him? No one cared about this kind of things anymore. Dean and Seamus kissed and walked hand in hand all the time since the were reunited before the Battle. Was he stopped by the same fears as Harry?
Well, that didn’t matter anymore. When he barged in the common room of their arranged dorm, he found the man he was in love with sitted on one of the sofas, peacefully reading a book. He nearly jumped in front of him, startling the poor Draco.
“I thought about your present for days, and I couldn’t come up with anything except this so, I’ll make it quick: this is probably the most insane thing I’ll ever utter in my whole life but I think I’m love with you and I think you at least fancy me so…” he blurted out to a speechless Draco, and then kissed him. It was just lips pressing on lips, but for Harry it was the best thing that could happen to him. And when Draco parted his lips to deepen the kiss, smiling on the brunet’s mouth, he knew he had found the perfect gift.
“You’re out of your mind, Harry Potter. That’s probably why I love you.” Draco whispered when they parted and they both smiled at the other.

Many things changed for Harry Potter during Eighth year. He let the girl he thought he loved be free to love the weirdest and most adorable girl in the world. He was praised as an hero for the whole year. He found love in an enemy.
After all, going back to school wasn’t that bad of an idea.

anonymous asked:

do you have any advice for girls struggling with wishing they didn't like girls?

it’s really easy to succumb to internalized homophobia/biphobia (i’m not sure which end of it you’re experiencing cause internalized biphobia also manifests into internalized homophobia which is why i included both). I think the best advice i can try to give is to think of your happiness. Think of how you want to look back on your life when you’re 80. Most people at 80 tend to remember the things they could’ve/should’ve done and i know one of the things i didn’t want was to regret was not living my fullest most honest life because I was scared. If this is who you are it isn’t a death sentence, you will find happiness and find people to surround yourself with that love you for who you are. There is a happy ending for us. The queer life is such a vibrant unique one and every day i’m like damn i’m so glad i’m not straight honest to god honest to shit that’s the truth. Love yourself babe. You’re perfect the way you are ❤️

So, I’m going to brag about @dexukiart and what a wonderful friend she is! I don’t deserve such kindness in my life but she had this perfect and wonderful video made for me but I wanted to share with the fandom because most of my followers are fellow hell dwellers and I’m sure they could use a little extra Solas in their life. Of course GDL was kind enough to record this and my heart is soaring and I am screaming!

Hopefully you all can enjoy this with me!!

Thank you sooo much Jo, for being a wonderful gem in my life!!

*screams forever*

anonymous asked:

Have you ever done RFA+literally anyone hcs with a chubby MC because if not then please do it I need it in my life no rush though take your time ily have a good day fam bye

i have been waiting for one of these

Zen: 

  • you were gorgeous
  • he was always telling you that
  • but when the two of you would go out and you would see all of his fans
  • it made you feel a little insecure yeah
  • but when you told him that he made it his personal mission to make you see how perfect you were
  • did somebody say extra love to your most insecure features?
  • how bout off guard pictures that look like they came out of a magazine
  • not to mention him down right destroying anyone who talked badly of you

Yoosung:

  • he thought you were cute
  • ‘more to love is that saying right? it’s so true!…wait oh my god did i upset you im sorry!’
  • this cute dork
  • would straight up punch any guy who made a rude comment about your weight
  • whether you were around to hear it or not
  • the girls got death glares that would rattle even Saeran
  • super over protective
  • he thought you were perfect, yeah right if you thought he would let you think anything else
  • loves loves loves cuddling you though
  • favorite past time, wins out over LOLOL sometimes

Jumin:

  • this boy
  • you couldn’t show the smallest hint of insecurity about anything to him
  • he shut it down so quick and would do whatever he could to make you love that part of yourself
  • he absolutely loved your body though
  • so any form of weight loss surgery he would not be paying for
  • sorry MC but if you had plans on losing that weight you better do it yourself
  • Jumin thinks theres nothing that needs to be changed and he be damned if he reinforces your belief that there is
  • pays extra close attention to your stomach and thighs that night
  • if he kept up at the pace he was going you would end up losing the weight anyways
  • no seriously all you had to do was blink and he was ready to go
  • loves you regardless of what you look like, but you look pretty damn good to him

Jaehee: 

  • she doesn’t think anything of it
  • she loves you and your body, it never crossed her mind that you would feel any different
  • bet your ass she started telling you how much she loved you and how beautiful you are a lot more after that
  • she straight judo beats a guy in the cafe when he makes a joke about your weight under his breath
  • she didn’t tell you what he said
  • no one mentions your weight after that, not even when neither of you are around because she somehow finds out every time
  • when you’re cuddling she is always the big spoon
  • don’t try to fight her on it
  • she loves resting her cheek against your back
  • idk shes weird

Saeyoung:

  • boy would fight you if you were insecure about your weight
  • no really he wouldn’t get it and challenge you to a pillow fight
  • loser would be deemed right because if it was winner he knew you would win
  • you’re much better at pillow fights than he is because you distract him with your perfect looks
  • loves you and your body
  • pays super close attention to the parts of your body you dislike the most
  • absolutely loves how big your boobs are
  • he is always leaving little notes about how beautiful you are around the house
  • destroys anyone who talks badly of you
  • literally destroys them. credit, marriage, everything

V: 

  • this angel
  • he may be nearly blind but he knows you are gorgeous
  • you can’t use that against him
  • ‘V you’re blind you don’t even know’
  • guess who gets the eye surgery
  • “you’re just as perfect as i thought you were”
  • little shit
  • now that he has his sight back, he’s back to taking pictures
  • usually of you
  • after seeing how beautiful you looked in his photographs boy is talented with a camera you almost cry
  • “this is how you always look to me MC”
  • yeah you’re crying

Saeran:

  • he doesn’t care
  • he literally couldn’t give less of a shit about your weight
  • he loves you and everything about you 
  • so what if you weigh a little more than average
  • would pick you up like it’s nothing to him
  • one look from him towards anyone who was so much as looking at you wrong would have them peeing their pants
  • no one ever actually said anything about your weight
  • he’d probably kill them
  • pays extra attention to places he’s noticed you’re insecure about
  • loves to lay his head on your chest after a bad day

-Admin!Kayleigh

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                   ( CHUCK PALAHNIUK ) ( FIGHT CLUB ) ( WARNING : TRIGGERING THEMES )

  1. “It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything.”
  2. “I don’t want to die without any scars.”
  3. “This is your life and its ending one moment at a time.”
  4. “You know how they say you only hurt the ones you love? Well, it works both ways.”
  5. “You are not your job, you’re not how much money you have in the bank. You are not the car you drive. You’re not the contents of your wallet.”
  6. “You are not special.”
  7. “You’re not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else.”
  8. “The things you used to own, now they own you.”
  9. “Today is the sort of day where the sun only comes up to humiliate you.”
  10. “Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.”
  11. “Only after disaster can we be resurrected.”
  12. “Everything is evolving, everything is falling apart.”
  13. “We’ve all been raised believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t.”
  14. “Don’t you have other things to do?”
  15. “Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic.”
  16. “You have been warned.”
  17. “If you don’t know what you want, you end up with a lot you don’t.”
  18. “It’s not love or anything, but I think I like you, too.”
  19. “If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person?”
  20. “Why did I cause so much pain?”
  21. “The lower you fall, the higher you’ll fly.”
  22. “Maybe self-improvement isn’t the answer, maybe self-destruction is the answer.”
  23. “May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect.”
  24. “Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head.”
  25. “We are not special. We are not crap or trash, either. We just are. We just are, and what happens just happens.”
  26. “The girl is infectious human waste.”
  27. “I want to destroy everything beautiful I’ll never have.”
  28. “On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.”
  29. “If you could be either God’s worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose?”
  30. “It is like you’re never really awake; but you’re never really asleep.”
  31. “Worker bees can leave. Even drones can fly away. The Queen is their slave.”
  32. “A moment is the most you could ever expect from perfection.”
  33. “The people you’re trying to step on, we’re everyone you depend on.”
  34. “You have to give up!”
  35. “Reject the basic assumptions of civilisation, especially the importance of material possessions.”
  36. “Without pain, without sacrifice we would have nothing.”
  37. “You have to realise that someday you will die, Until you know that, you are useless.”
  38. “A tiger can smile. A snake will say it loves you.”
  39. “Lies make us evil.”
  40. “If you died right now, how would you feel about your life?”
  41. “You always kill the one you love.”
  42. “Maybe we should always assume the worst.”
  43. “Put a gun to my head and paint the wall with my brains.”
  44. “Which is worse: Hell or nothing?”
  45. “A minute of perfection is worth the effort.”
  46. “You’re going to die, tonight. You might die in one second or in one hour, you decide.”
  47. “Lie to me. Tell me the first thing off the top of your head. Make something up.”
  48. “I don’t give a shit. I have a gun.”
  49. “I know who you are. I know where you live.”
  50. “Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day of your life.”
  51. “My philosophy of life is that I can die at any moment. And the tragedy of my life is that I do not.”
  52. “Everything is so far away, a copy of a copy of a copy. You can’t touch anything and nothing can touch you.”
  53. “There are a lot of things we don’t want to know about the people we love.”
  54. “We just had a near-life experience.”
  55. “If people think you are dying, they give you their full attention. They listen instead of just waiting for their turn to speak.”
  56. “I am nothing, and not even that.”
  57. “This isn’t really death. —- We’ll be legend. We won’t grow old.”
  58. “Stop trying to control everything and just let go. Let go.”
  59. “The amazing miracle of death, when one second you’re walking and talking, and the next second you’re an object.”
  60. “Only if we’re caught and punished can we be saved.”

Who taught you to be the most amazing person on earth?

Because it couldn’t have been her.

She tore at you every day, breaking you bit by bit.

Yet you still remained perfect.

Calm.
Carefree.
Loving.

Who taught you to fly when your were actually drowning?