the most normal couple you will ever know

Endless struggles of malec fans..

Fans: We want a proper scene of Malec first time.. nothing overly graphic ofc.. but~ a normal proper one.

#Freeform / #Shadowhunters : No worries! You guys gonna love what we prepared for you~! (;●∀●)ゝ”

*proceed to give some ‘faded to black before any actual consent is clearly given’ scene*

Fans: We want more soft!boyfriends #malec~…. please and thank you~

Freeform/Shadowhunters: We got ya back, fam~! (*^∀゚)ъ 

*proceed to…

- Practically show this scene from a galaxy so far away that one needs a high power telescope to see it..

- Deleted this scene completely..

Fans: wth! no no.. as in more casual intimate touching/kissing between them.. nothing over the top ofc~.. just like any other normal couple, y’know~ 

Freeform/Shadowhunters: Ah~..ofc..ofc.. totally got it! ~(^з^)-♡

*proceed to give us Alec being the sweetest most loving boyfriend ever!!!…. to Valentine!Magnus*

Fans:….. Okay you know what, just…fine.. *sigh tiredly*.. could we at least get some sweet hand holding.. this time with REAL Magnus, please~..

Freeform/Shadowhunters: Ofc you could, love~.. (ノ゚▽゚)ノ

Freeform/Shadowhunters: See how much we love you~~ 

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@magnusandalexander our endless struggles.. amirite or amirite? lol.. ^^;;;

#malec #shadowhunters

I dont even know your name

Pairing: Tom holland x reader

Summary: Inspired by the song I don’t even know your name by Shawn Mendes (x). In which Tom meets a cute fan and falls for her, but she is gone before he even realises it.

word count: 1609


Tom was tired. All he wanted was to go to starbucks, get some tea and then get back to his place and rest a little before work, however things were not going as planned. He had arrived next to Harrison, however after a couple minutes there, he realised people were staring.

The Spiderman movie wasn’t out until next week, however many people seemed to recognize him as they approached him for photos. It was always nice meeting fans, but it had gotten crazy.

According to Harrison someone had posted a photo with him on twitter and suddenly a huge crowd was outside the cafe, hoping to get a photo with Tom.

He decided it was probably better to just get over with the drama and get outside, after all, he was nothing without his fans. He stepped out of Starbucks, greeting everyone as they approached him, screaming for his attention. He got a couple photos done before he tried to head towards his car, bumping accidentally into someone.

“Oh I’m sorry I wasn’t looking”

“Don’t worry abo- Oh my god! You’re Spiderman! I mean- Peter- wait no- Tom holland!”

The girl in front of him had turned completely red and stumbled upon her own words, trying to make a complete sentence without making a fool of herself, obviously failing. She was a couple inches shorter/taller than him and had this big expressive eyes, that were a thousand times bigger than usual as Y/n could not believe who was in front of her.

She had just gone for a coffee and to walk out her dog, but as she got closer she wondered why there was a big fuss. Now she knew why.

“The one and only”

“And you’re Harrison!”

“Ohh! You recognized him!”

“Who wouldn’t? He follows you everywhere”

Both guys laughed as Harrison noticed her little dog

“Your dog is really cute! Tom loves dogs”

“Do you?”

“I mean- yes, my dog Tessa is like my best friend”


Harrison now was acting offended by the comment, he was supposed to be the best friend. As he got his offended act going on he realised Tom was acting very strange, maybe a little nervous. Meanwhile Y/n girl had gotten a lot more relaxed, and was starting to act as her normal self.

Tom felt really comfortable with this girl, however she was so beautiful he felt his heart speed up and his cheeks warm up every time she looked at him. Harrison decided to step in a little and help Tom out, seeing as he was into the girl.

“Sooo, who’s your favorite superhero?”

“Obviously Captain America”

“I knew it- Wait what? Why him?”

Both boys had expected her to say Spidernam, however Tom was the most surprised to hear her answer. He had hoped she would be into him.

“Why not me?”

“Your movie isn’t even out yet! How am I supposed to know if I like it? Besides, Chris Evans? Yes please”

Both Harrison and the girl laughed at the expression on Tom’s face.

“She’s got a point mate- You’ve got nothing on Chris Evans”

The three of them laughed now. The girl was very nervous to ask for a photo, maybe he was in a rush? but she still didn’t wanted to lose her chance. She decided to just ask for it.

“I know you’re probably in a hurry, but could we take a picture?”

“Sure, give Harrison your phone, he’ll take it”

She handed Harrison her phone as she posed beside Tom. She had just expected a friendly photo, maybe a little shoulder touching, however Tom had hold onto her waist and brought her closer to him, giving her a side hug and another from behind for different photos.

“There you go, so, who’s your favorite superhero now?

“Still Captain America” The girl continued talking, seeing as Tom was about to protest again. “But, you come in a close second, maybe after the movie my ratings will change”

“I like the sound of that”

Harrison was getting a little impatient by Tom’s attitude. Why didn’t he just asked for his number? They were both into each other, God, he was a celebrity! He could have any girl he wanted! He decided to help, once again, to try to maybe get heer social media.

“How about I take a photo with Tom’s phone? He could post it and maybe tag you in-”

Harrison was interrupted as a group of giggly girls approached them, surrounding Tom and asking for photos, leaving Y/n outside the circle they made around the boys.

“It was nice meeting you!”

Y/n tried to get her voice above all the noise, however it was pointless. She didn’t want to feel down, however she couldn’t help it. What was she expecting? for them to become friends? He was just being polite. She decided to just head back home and maybe stare at her photos for a while.

Tom and Harrison were surrounded by a group of people trying to get their attention, however Tom wanted to find the girl desperately.

“Where is she?”

“I don’t know! I can’t see her!”

The crowd demanded their attention once more, getting them out of their thoughts. They spend the next 40 minutes taking pictures and talking to fans, until they finally made it to Tom´s car and drove away.

“Man I can’t believe I lost her- Did she just left?”

“I didn’t saw”

“How am I supposed to find her now? Did you see her? She was the perfect girl for me Harrison!”

The other boy rolled his eyes as he listened to his friend comments. Sure, she was really pretty, but why was Tom so into her? He’d never seen him act that way for anyone.

“I’m serious Harrison! She was the perfect girl! Not only is she insanely beautiful, but she is like, sarcastic, and funny and God!She likes dogs! We would be perfect together!”

“If you liked her so much why don’t you just tweet out her name? and like today’s scene? maybe she would see it and message you”

It suddenly hit Tom. He didn’t knew who she was. He had been so blown away by her that he didn’t even thought of asking for her number, let alone her name. He just felt like they new each other from long ago, asking for her name didn’t even cross his mind.

“I don’t even know her name”

“You’re like, the most stupid person I know!”

“Now I won’t ever find her”

The day kept going on as normal as always. He had some shooting left for a new movie. They were supposed to shot a couple blocks from Starbucks, so they headed there.

Tom did some of his scenes, however he kept redoing them. He knew he wasn’t bringing his A game today, but he kept getting distracted. He felt very confused; he knew it was stupid, but he couldn’t stop thinking about that girl.

She had just felt so refreshing. She didn’t try to impress him, or flatter him, she had just been herself. She looked a little nervous and flushed, however it just made her more beautiful to his eyes. She had worn a cute dress and her hair down, still he kept going back to the way her smile made his heart jump, especially as he had hold her in his arms. A perfect fit.

He tried to push away those thoughts as he prepared or another scene. He got outside his trailer and into the street they were shooting when he saw her.

She was giving him her back, and was heading in an opposite direction, however she was wearing the same sundress as earlier. He couldn’t keep his eyes apart from her, not even when the director called for his attention.

He had lost his chance once, he would not do it again. He got on his feet and started running towards her, trying his hardest to get to her. He speed up, losing his breath, but he was just so close.


Tom screamed trying to get the girl’s attention, succeeding. She looked at him, taken back by the sound, however it was not who Tom expected.

She was not who he was looking for, it wasn’t the girl he had  been daydreaming since the morning.

“Sorry-I just- I thought you were someone else.”

Tom got back to filming and went straight to his home afterwards. He needed to be alone.

He had been so hopeful that it was her, however he was defeated. He didn’t want to think about her any longer, but every girl he looked at he could just see her bright smile and big eyes. He wanted, he needed to hold her once again, and maybe tell her how good it had felt.

But he couldn’t. He didn’t knew who she was, or where to find her, and even if he did, she’d probably think he was a creeper! He was starting to sound like one. But he didn’t care. Not as long as he didn’t had her.

She had just come and punched a hole right through his heart. If he didn’t believe in love at first sight before, he did now.

Probably what hurts the most was, that she wouldn’t even know how he felt, how much she had affected him. She would never know, and all because he didn’t knew her name.

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Flustered pt. 6

Prompt: “Quit smiling at me, I can’t stop messing up my sentences when you look at me like that.”

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 1619

Warnings: fluff, friends to lovers

A/N: has been quite some time but i hope this part is satisfying for the time i’ve been away. i’m pretty pleased with it!
happy reading (:

Part 5



“You should wear the red one.” Bucky nodded as he fumbled a bit with his tie. If he had focused his attention on his tying it instead of you, it would have been done a long time ago.

“The red one? Why the red one?” You shook your head, looking back and forth between the flirty black dress you’d laid out on the bed and the red one next to it.

“I just like you in red.” He shrugged, trying to play his comment off as nothing. If you were honest with yourself, and with him, you liked red on him too. More specifically in the red that painted his cheeks when he was embarrassed or nervous.

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Dating Mafia!EXO Would Include.

Yessss I live for mafia!exo and you write so wonderfully, thank you! If you had time/it was something you wanted to do, do you think you might do a “dating mafia!exo” for the members? Hope you have a great day!

Note: I hope you have a great day too! I have made this a little differently than the others but I still hope that you will love it anyway! Fighting~

Huang Zitao/ Tao| Kim Jongdae/ Chen| Park Chanyeol| Kim Junmyeon/ Suho| Kim Minseok/ Xiumin| Oh Sehun| Kim Jongin/ Kai| Do Kyungsoo/ D.O.| Byun Baekhyun| Zhang Yixing/ Lay| Lu Han| Wu Yifan/ Kris| Mafia!EXO|

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I also wanted to make a quick note (since I’m getting a lot of mafia requests at the moment) that some of the themes I am writing about are wrong, and you should always remember that while mafia AU can be fun to write fictitiously about, is NOT morally right in real life, it is equal to terrorism. I just wanted to make a quick reminder, and that I hope you are all living safely. Okay, moving onto the reaction!~

Park Chanyeol

  • This man is going to be the motivator of the mafia. He’s the most optimistic of the group of men, and acts almost like the glue, keeping them all together, this is going to be apparent when he is around you as well.
  • Dating as much as he can.
  • Even if it’s a five minute meal in a fast food restaurant
  • Or three hours exploring an art museum
  • He’s going to do his best for you.
  • He knows how difficult it is to be in the mafia and the cost of what each action he makes is which is why you’re always his first priority.
  • Even though he is tough in his job, he’ll always be much softer and sweeter with you.
  • His life in the mafia is going to stop him from living a normal life, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t going to try his best and bring as much normality into it as he possibly can
  • Dating Chanyeol is going to be difficult, there’s no sugar coating that, but it’l be worth it if you’re prepared to take the ride with him.

Do Kyungsoo/ D.O.

  • Kyungsoo is a damaged man, as you can imagine.
  • Everything he’s seen, everything he’s done, and it’s highly unlikely that he’ll ever fully be able to clean the blood off his hands.
  • But he is always going to be sincere to you, even if he does have his issues.
  • He will more than likely be very worried about you a lot of the time because he knows how dangerous it is to fall in love in such a cruel business.
  • He will try and bring normality into you life by cooking meals for you whenever he can.
  • You’ll be the only person that he’ll open his emotions to, so sometimes he’ll come home after a job and just burst into tears in your arms. And though he rarely tells you what actually happened (to protect your innocent mind from his disturbed jobs) he will still lean on you emotionally.
  • Him giving you your first shot gun to protect yourself.
  • Him being proud of you when you beat Baekhyun in your first ever hand to hand combat training.
  • Him falling in love with you further and further every day.

Byun Baekhyun

  • Baekhyun takes his work very seriously, but when he’s around you he feels as though he can let out his less serious and more fun side.
  • Like Kyungsoo, he’s likely to lean on you when it comes to emotional support, and will like to have a lot of fun with you to distract his disturbed mind and traumas.
  • He likes to call you ‘Jagi’ or ‘Jagiya’ because it gives him some kind of security and makes him feel as though his life is normal, even if it is only for a little while.
  • His first gift to you on your first birthday being with him is a knife with your name engraved on it, he tells you to carry it around with you for protection as he worries endlessly about you.
  • Baekhyun can have the tendency to be very stubborn and set in his ways, and sometimes you’re the only one that can bring him back.
  • Him leaving notes over the house with ‘you can call me monster’ because he knows it makes you smile.
  • Him wearing clothes that you like because your opinion matters the most to him, even if the other members tease him for it.
  • If your relationship ever progressed (pregnancy, or marriage level) he would do everything in his power to get you and himself away from the mafia business.
  • His main goal now he’s with you is to make you happy and to provide for you in the best way he can. Even if it isn’t always clean.

Oh Sehun

  • Him being infatuated with you and loving to do things that involve you both doing ‘normal’ couple things because it makes him feel safe and secure.
  • Him getting really pissed off when he finds out that you’ve been meddling in his job.
  • “Am I protecting you for nothing?! You could have died!”
  • He can be harsh, but it’s because he cares about you the most, you’re all he has.
  • Him opening up to you about his feelings and emotions when he becomes more close with you and finally begins to trust you.
  • You finding his job kind of sexy and him never hesitating to boast about how manly he can be.
  • “Want me to show you how strong these hips really are, Jagi?”
  • Him giving you weapons training so you can protect yourself if you ever need to.
  • But it always turns into cuddles and fluff or passionate, open mouthed kisses that lead to you both making the surface of the weapons table impure.

Zhang Yixing/ Lay

  • Yixing is one of the more dangerous members, without a doubt.
  • With origins from China, he also knows a lot of dangerous people across Asia, all of which he is never going to introduce you to.
  • Because he knows how dangerous it would be, and he simply can’t lose you.
  • He finds himself confiding in you a lot about his work - something the others wouldn’t do. He does leave out some of the gory details, but he will admit to his wrong doing.
  • Unexpectedly, Yixing can get rather emotional and has been known to cry in front of you.
  • But it’s simply because he trusts you the most and he hates the idea of hiding anything from you. Sure, he’s in the mafia, but he still cares about you more than anything else in the world.
  • He’s teach you tricks that he has learnt being in the mafia, for example, cracking online codes or how to use a gun properly - his arms wrapped around you from behind as he helps you aim the gun towards the perfect point of the target.
  • “That was a perfect shot, baobei.”
  • Him living to the promise that he’ll take you away one day and you’ll both have a normal life.

Kim Jongdae/ Chen

  • Jongdae is a trusted worker, so he gets a lot of the more intense jobs.
  • Which can put a strain on his mental state, even when he’s with you - but that’s always solvable, and he’ll never do anything to hurt you.
  • Him being the protective kind of boyfriend.
  • And will not tolerate anyone trying to touch you or flirt with you whenever the two of you go out. Last time someone attempted that they earned a black eye and a bloody nose.
  • Even though he is against the law, he does have a sense of morality about him.
  • He knows what he’s doing is wrong, but that’s just the way his life is and he accepts that. What he wants now more than anything is to keep you safe.
  • “Stay with me, Jagi.”
  • He’ll be very insistent on taking you out on dates, especially to calming places like the beach where he can let out all of his frustrations and get everything off his chest.
  • Him treating you as much as he can because he knows how hard it must be for you to date someone in such a dangerous industry.

Kim Minseok/ Xiumin

  • When you and Minseok started dating, no one expected him to be serious about it.
  • It turned out that you were the most real thing he’d ever had in his life and he would give absolutely anything without hesitation to keep you safe.
  • He spent most of his career working alone but now he has you, he feels so much more secure even if you aren’t on missions with him.
  • “I only pretended like I was cool, I wasn’t - I cried alone, and I was depressed as hell. Now I have you, everything seems… okay.”
  • Him not being the best at opening up but soon learns to trust you.
  • The two of you being teased by the other members for the “activities” you get up to in the dorm bedrooms
  • But that’s only going encourage Minseok to do it more.
  • His “punk” style being incredibly sexy, and his hair is a different colour every few months. God bless the pink.
  • Him keeping close tabs on you to ensure you’re safe.

Huang Zitao/ Tao

  • Tao is the martial artist within the group and has the most experience when it comes to combat fighting
  • So be prepared for him to be incredibly strong
  • He is literally going to pin you down with a smirk because god knows you’re never going to get up unless Tao lets you.
  • “I’ve got you baobei~”
  • Even though he is a mafia worker, he is incredibly childlike and sweet around you - his mentality isn’t in a great state, but that doesn’t stop him from loving you.
  • He will buy you a lot of things, especially cuddly toys, somewhat for his benefit, but he loves the way your eyes light up as he offers you a stuffed animal.
  • “It’s cute”
  • “It reminded me of you.”
  • Him being the most sweet and caring man in the world but if anyone tried to hurt you he would beat their asses.

Kim Junmyeon/ Suho

  • Junmyeon is the leader of the mafia and therefore isn’t necessarily the best when it comes to stress levels and maintaining it.
  • Which is why he loves being around you - because you help him forget about all the worries he has.
  • “Did I ever tell you that you’re amazing jagi?”
  • He will keep you away from his job at all costs and doesn’t reveal much of what happens under his control
  • He wants to keep you safe more than anything.
  • You’re the reason he’s still sane, even with all the issues in his head - he’ll treasure you more than anything in his life and spend as much time with you as he can
  • Him giving you the phone number of him and all the members in his mafia in case something happens along with your personalised gun to protect you
  • Him being insistent on taking you out on expensive dates
  • But nothing beats the two of you lying in the comfort of the bedroom holding each other in your arms.


  • Even with a baby face he’s as lethal as they come and incredibly skilled at what he does
  • Dating him is going to be like a fast movie with spontaneous enemy fights, long desirable kisses and sex in the back of expensive cars.
  • Since his job is not so pure, it’s known that he has a lot of money - something he will use with you.
  • He will love to go out on dates and show you off, even in the casinos where he plays poker and drinks a large beer
  • But he’ll admire you the most when you’re alone together where he can talk to you about the smallest thing to the deepest secrets in his mind - and that’s what he loves the most about you.
  • The thought of losing you is his worst nightmare, so be prepared for him to be very protective of you.
  • “Just take the knife jagi, it will make me feel better.”

Kim Jongin/ Kai

  • Jongin is a very loyal worker in the mafia which means he has a lot of involvement in jobs.
  • But that doesn’t mean that he isn’t going to put time apart to spend with you and to make sure you’re his first priority
  • He doesn’t want you to suffer the same way that he has
  • So he makes sure that you look after yourself and your health the most because it means a lot to him that you have a healthy body and a healthy mind.
  • Him taking for you on dancing dates/ lessons because it helps him to relax
  • He also loves the way you look when you’re swaying in his arms and smiling at him with your beautiful lips.
  • “You’re more beautiful than anything on this planet, Jagiya.”
  • Him always kissing you goodbye before he leaves because really, who knows if he’s actually going to make it home later that night?
  • Him loving you wholly.

Wu Yifan/ Kris

  • He is the leader of a smaller group of the mafia, which is like what Jumnyeon does but with a smaller group of people
  • He has the tendency to get stressed easily
  • Which is where you come in very usefully to help him de-stress. He loves it when you hold him, or even if it is a simple kiss, it makes him feel safer and happier.
  • Even though he won’t show it, you mean more than everything to him
  • He will more than likely jokingly dismiss you as you tell him that he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to you.
  • “Ah you’re just being kind. You’re adorable.”
  • Alone time with you is what he lives for, even if it’s simply cooking a meal, or moaning into the sheets of a bed
  • He just loves you more than life.
  • And treasures you a lot more than you’ll ever know. 
Class 3-E Doing A Project

Nagisa: Gets all the right information, writes a lil report up but unfortunately. “we’re going to be learning about william shakespeare’ *everyone groans* *smol snek bby gets frustrated BUT CONTINUES* ends up playing an episode of horrible histories. everyone calms down.

Karma: ‘HEY DATS BOIS AND GIRLS, WAIT DID I JUST ASSUME YOUR GENDERS LMAAOOOOO’ fuckin’ pointless. he doesn’t even have a presentation, he’s just reading of the back of his hand, which is another meme.

Kayano: ‘people at the back can’t hear you! speak up or grow taller’ RAGE MODE ACTIVATED UR GETTING A KAEDE KAYANO BEATING B U D D Y YOU BETTER RUN PAL she makes a cute report on broadway actors and everyone’s like??? dat you??? and she like what no

Nakamura: Her report is similar to Karma’s but waaaaay more elegant. She sips some tea while she goes through the kermit memes. The History of Memes, as she puts it. Calls herself a Meme Lord while Karma is a Meme Dealer. very classy, a good presentation and not boring.

Okuda:gets stage fright so she starts talking WITHOUT FUCKING BREATHING OKUDA MY MAN R U OK??? (her report is about sport animes and their shipping dynamics. everyone loves it bc everyone’s gay, ok??)


Maehara: ‘for our next meme, we have……oh shit waddup?’ his first presentation is memes and when he’s told to change, he switches to one THAT IS VERY SIMILAR TO ISOGAI’S, MAEHARA HIROTO WYD? when’s he’s accused of copying the ikemen, he switches to his last presentation. ‘Flirting 101′. Starts spewing all these facts about how the brain acts when you talk to someone you like. Miss Bitch calls him her favourite male student and how she can ‘reward’ him ‘thanks miss but i like dick’

Chiba: Makes his on Gerard Way/Frank Iero and why Brendon and Sarah Urie are power couple goals AFF. blasts ‘teenagers’ by mcr to finish off and hOLY FUCK THE EMO KID IS SCARILY AGRESSIVE. (he is full of rage sa ve him)

Itona: The most normal report ever. A good amount of slides, not too much not too little. Chooses a good subject ‘Dinosaurs’ but HE’S REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT? HE STARTS OFF THE PRESENTATION LIKE ‘THE LAND BEFORE TIME? MORE LIKE THE LAND OF ABSOLUTE FUCKING LIES LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS’

(i’d include gakushuu in this (even though he aint class 3-e) but we all know how disgustingly perfect his ‘why i hate karma akabane: a brief synopsis’ presentation with 50+ slides would be)

Thank you Running Man

Today, same as Wednesday, is not a good day. I woke up, read the news and well….Running man, my favorite show for like 7 years is going to be cancelled. Honestly, I preferred that over Kang Ho Dong joining. I’m not really fond of him, you see, but somehow deep down I didn’t want Running Man to end ever. After family outing was over, it was a bit empty, I kept on looking for similar shows, but none caught my eye and suddenly RM started, I would come home Monday thinking about the new Running Man episode. My mondays were never boring, because of Running Man and to see that suddenly it’s gonna stop, it breaks my heart. But the only thing I can do is to thank all the cast and the staff for these amazing years of laughter.

Thank you Yoo Jae Suk for being who you are. An awesome MC, a jokester, Yoo hyuk, Grasshopper, for your rivalry with Jong kook which was always funny, for your “outburst” with Haha and Kwangsoo, for being Ji suk jin’s sunflower, for your finger hearts or however is named, an overall honest person. You are one of the reasons why I started watching RM. Coming from Family outing and already knowing you was like a plus and you grew on me. I now know why people call you Yooneunim. Sincerely thank you.

Thank you Kim Jong Kook for being the Tiger and Mr. Capable. I also knew you from Family outing but man, you started to be more talkative with some time XD. Thanks for being the capable one, the scary chaser XD, the guy who would glare to his hyungs with no problem, the hyung with the kids who would get scolded every now and the, for being Coach kim and try to teach athletes how to do their jobs, for being the muscle guy and more.

Thank you Song Ji hyo for being the kind of actress who is not afraid to get dirty just because she has an image to maintain as other actresses or idols. Thanks for being a woman who can stand its own against all the males in the cast, let’s all remember one of the latest episodes where they had to piggyback the girls and neither Gary nor Kwang soo could move because Jihyo would squeeze them (I was cracking up,for real) ; thanks for being Meong ji, the girl who can fall sleep almost anywhere, worth mentioning the Jenga tower. Thanks for being part of one of the longest love-lines out there, the monday couple, thanks for being part of the candy alliance, the kwang-mong siblings that I seriously love, the song-song couple, spartace and so on. Thanks for being such an ace.

Thank you Kang Gary for being Gary-ssi and Random Mr, Capable. When you appeared for the first time…I didn’t know who you were, I just didn’t know about Leesang or the hip-hop scene in south korea but by far, I could tell you would fit well in the show. You always had the most normal and humane reactions ever, your speech with -seumdwa was always something that I don’t know why, it made me smile​. Thank you for being oblivious Gary, peaceful Gary, Random Mr. Capable, part of the monday couple that most people love. Thank you for being the amazing person you are.

Thank you HaHa for being the kid of the show, for being the schemer and cool person that you are. I already knew you from Infinite Challenge and although the characters on both shows are similar, they are not the same. I could always tell Haha is a smart cookie. He’s clever and witty and I have always laughed whenever he got annoyed either by Yoo Jae suk, Ji hyo or the guests. Also, thank you for being the “dongsaeng” to “uri hyung”, Time controller, Haroro, Haha the playboy or the kid who wants to be the villain. And as your stage name, thank you for the laughs.

Thank you Ji suk Jin for being the old ambitious guy of the show. At first, I admit that I didn’t like him, I always felt he was annoying and was craving for attention but as time passed by, well, I saw he was trying to be funny and honestly for a person his age, it must’ve been difficult to be running around with no problem. Thank you for being the race starter, the impala, Jaesuk’s sunflower, the only cast member who always was ready to face the female guests with no problem, the old guy with the cheesy lines. Thank you for being in the traitors club with Kwang Soo and in particular, thank you for being Wangko ahahahha

Thank you Lee kwang soo. What can I say about him? Similar to Ji suk jin, at first I didn’t like him, the whole framing and betraying simply wasn’t my style but over the time, his character grew on me. He is like a gem for the variety show scene of south korea and an awesome actor too. Thank you for being the giraffe, framer Kwangsoo, avatar Kwangsoo, traitor Kwangsoo,kwangtoad,  unlucky Kwangsoo and a million of other nicknames. Thank you Kwangsoo for being the gem that the show needed.

Last but not least. Thank you Joong Ki. When running man started I was relatively new to dramas so I didn’t know what types of drama he starred in, but guys, he’s such a good actor. You all know him now because of Descendants of the Sun, but what made me say that he is an awesome actor, was the movie “a werewolf boy”. Honestly, he was the flower boy of the bunch, I always loved how he seemed so close with everyone. Thank you for being active Joong Ki and the guy who cannot draw well. Thank you for the time you spent with Running man and all of us until you parted ways.

Special thanks to Kwon Ryeol VJ, Dong wan FD and Lizzy. These guys were always such a laugh. I was planning to write more, but I’m started to tear up and my heart feels so heavy

Running Man family, you’ve worked hard. Thank you for all the laughter these 7 years. You will always be in our hearts.

anonymous asked:

Ut/uf mains plus alphys react to accidentally absorbing their s/o's soul

Oh joy… ~Mod Feral

UT Sans

He’s pretty frozen for the most part. He doesn’t know what to do. If he breaks the fusion, it may result in both SOULs shattering and it would be disastrous. He’s upset; you’re gone, but he knows there’s a high chance you’d be even more upset if he dusts as a result of this. He’ll get used to the power, he thinks. As long as it means he gets to stay. You’d want him to stay.

UT Papyrus

He’s panicking. This wasn’t his intent when he went reaching for your SOUL. He was hoping to just prevent it from shattering and, maybe, get to put it back where it belongs. He can feel he’s got too much power. Power he can’t control. He could hurt someone! But he also doesn’t know what to do with this. How does one unfuse with another SOUL? He doesn’t believe he knows anyone else who’s done this, so how?

UT Toriel

She had seen this before. A couple times, actually, but the last time being most prevalent. She’s not sure why she did this: the power level of a Boss Monster with a human SOUL was overwhelming, so what was she thinking? She’ll try to go through life a little normal while also begging Alphys to figure out something to do about all of it. She knows there’s a safe way to unfuse, but she’s not sure she wants to lose you like that.

UT Undyne

She’ll be very thankful that this means you won’t be leaving her. Ever. She’s fine being even more powerful, dangerous, and intimidating. She’ll try and go through life like nothing’s changed, just hope no one gets the brilliant idea to point out how the real you is dead and gone.

UT Alphys

She’s panicking. She’s rushing everything. She didn’t mean to touch your SOUL. She didn’t mean to absorb it like this. She was trying to get an extra of the containers kept by Asgore. She’s going to spend a long, long time trying to figure out separating the two SOULs. All the while she’s crying the hardest out of all of the UT monsters.

UF Sans

He’s even more frozen than UT Sans. He had heard the stories, but assumed they were nothing more than folklore. He’s just staring at everything he can. With full vision. He hasn’t had full vision in years. When his eyes land on your body, tears fill them instantly. He’s not sure if he doesn’t care on others seeing because of a lack of care or the knowledge that it would take a lot to kill him, but he’s crying in the open.

UF Papyrus

He’s quick to accept it. He’ll try and find a proper place for your body and continue his duties and daily routines. He’ll cry alone in his room every now and then, but he’s not in a lot of pain because your SOUL’s still here. With him. It’s all that’s keeping him in one piece.

UF Toriel

She ends up with a million different things in her head from this. Everything ranging from trying to get your SOUL out of her and back into you, to going to the surface and exacting revenge on the humans that killed her children, to challenging Asgore and taking the throne, to even just stealing the other SOULs and breaking the barrier herself. The only thing she does know is where she’s going to bury your body.

UF Undyne

Take UT Undyne, and up the actions and reactions to 11.

UF Alphys

She’s rushing to figure out two things: 1) how to separate the two SOULs to where neither will shatter and 2) how to turn a SOUL container into a robot body. If ghost monsters can get into inanimate objects, and Monster Dust + Determination = Sentient Flower, then clearly a human SOUL can power a robot. Right?


A/N: Oh boy, I am so sorry for the waaait. I’m literally dying from homework and school shit! My teachers thought it would be fun to give me all the work of the semester for my spring break (which it’s just one week), and i’m having a mental break down

But whatever! This is some OtaYuri just in time to celebrate the NEW CLIP BECAUSE IT’S GOLD HELP. (It’s not related to the clip, tho. Sorry!)

I hope you guys enjoy it! Thank you for being patient ♥ I love you all!

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Summary: Jealousy leads to something else. Otabek wasn’t expecting anything like this.

Yuri still felt his cheeks burning up, even if he was already halfway towards his home from practice. He growled and tried to hide his face with his scarf.

Victor and Yuuri had been all lovely dovey again during practice. Kissing and hugging and nuzzling and messing around. Sharing soft whispers and cute words and loving glances that made Yuri almost want to throw up. Almost.

He was angry because they messed up a lot of times and kept distracting him from his rutine, but… he also kept feeling this strange tug at the pit of his stomach. It was a pretty weird sensation and quite uncomfortable that made his insides twist this way and that, making feel nauseous.

He knew the name of this sensation, but he also was reluctant to admit it out loud, because he wasn’t. He wasn’t at all.

Yuri Plisetsky was absolutely not jealous.

Why would he? He doesn’t specially enjoy public demonstrations of affection. He rather have all of those moments back in the comfort of his house, but, yet again, he doesn’t get that kind of affection at home, either.

“I’m not jealous”, Yuri repeated to himself, his feet stomping into the slight wet pavement with his combat boots. He dipped his ice cube hands into his pockets and scrunched up his shoulders to nuzzle dipper into his scarf.

Maybe he was a little jealous. Maybe he was a little jealous because, different from Yuuri or Victor, Otabek and him barely seemed like a couple. They do hold hands out while walking together, of course… well, once in a while. And they also kiss out in public… mostly when there’s nobody around to see. And they hug, too… for like three seconds before Yuri pulls apart with a blush on his face.

Yuri whined. This whole jealously situation was stupid, but, regardless, he couldn’t stop thinking about it. Was it his fault? Was it Otabek’s fault? Was it their fault?

Maybe they weren’t comfortable enough around each other, just yet. Even though they’ve been dating for almost five months now. Maybe Otabek was too shy. Maybe Yuri was too shy. Maybe they both are too shy. Maybe…

“Ah, Yura!”, Yuri flinched and turned his head to see Otabek climbing up the stairs towards him and suddenly, he found himself standing in front of the apartment. He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t notice he was back. 

“You came back earlier than I thought”, Otabek said running to Yuri’s side with a paper bag close to his chest. “I went to buy some things for dinner”.

“Oh, I see”, was Yuri’s answer and he looked up at Otabek straight in the eye, waiting.

He waited and waited and waited and waited…

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The 2P’s playing UNO

2P! Italy: “Tch. Fine, I’ll play this stupid game.”

- he’d act like he doesn’t care at first but he actually plays to w i n 
- he either ha a cocky look on his face, or
- there is no in between

2P! Germany: “Holy fuck what do these signs mean?”

- probably has no idea what he’s doing
- always has the best cards but literally fucking wastes them
- cheers on someone whenever they’re winning
- doesn’t really care when he loses 

2P! Japan: “I see that you’re ready for your inevitable loss.”

- fucking pro
- he even has a strategy when playing smh
- he could literally delete his aura and everyone would just be surprised that he only has one card left
- he will not l o s e

2P! Romano: “You just fucking didn’t.”

- not even competitive lmao
- just dramatic as heck
- throw him a +2 or +4, he’ll let out the most offended gasp ever
- he doesn’t even mean it haha

2P! Prussia:  “Entschuldigung…”

- is the one giving everyone more cards
he apologizes a lot though
- a  lot
- probably threat #2, next to Kuro

2P! Austria: “Ohohoho~ This game might cause a couple of wars.”

- little shit only knows how to use 2 kinds of cards
- Tarot cards and normal cards for weird magic tricks
- don’t expect anything from him
- but he’s preeetty competitive tho

2P! America: “You fucking cunt, don’t you fucking- fuck you.”

- have mercy on him pls
- the one who always initiates the game and the one who always loses
- #1 victim
- noisy af

2P! England: “Oh dear, I’m afraid I lost track… Is it my turn already?”

- Lutz #2
- but usually just cheers on Allen
- doesn’t use his action cards bc he’s a bean
- doesn’t even know how to play smh

2P! Canada: “This game is bullshit.”

- usually quiet
- flips off when he’s losing
- you could see the amusement in his face when Allen is losing
- never play UNO with Allen and Matt, kids 

2P! France: “…”

- halfheartedly plays while using his phone
- never pays attention
- occasional grunts and groans, not because he’s losing, but because he just wants it to be over
- permanent glare to whoever gave him cards when he’s about to win

2P! Russia: “I don’t see the point in this.”

- silently murdering everyone
- his face says displeasure but he really likes playing it
- it makes heem feel smarter than everyone is (which is almost true)
- analyzes everything

2P! China: “Aw c’mon, man. I thought we were friends.”

- he’s good at other card games but not UNO
- heckin’ loser
- he doesn’t really care if he wins or loses, he just likes hanging with everyone
- tell him to do or not do something, he’ll obey

2P! South Korea: “Okay but, fuck you.”

- v noisy next to Allen
- makes snide remarks when someone is losing
- is like, hella lucky when playing
- occasional cheating

Youth | Pt. 2

I hope you’re enjoying this so far :) I want you to connect with some of the other members, so there isn’t a lot of Yoongi in this chapter, sorry! Next chapter shall have plenty of Yoongi x Reader :) - Hana

Focus: Yoongi x Reader

Word Count: 2.5k

Genre: Fluff, Angst, College!au, Gang!au

Summary: A gang of delinquents go to your university. After your first encounter, things have been a crazy ride.

Warnings: Light alcohol and drug mentions, swearing.

A/N: Also there are no love triangles in this, so ya’ll can relax in case you get the wrong idea hahahahah

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Walls are meant to keep you out (VIXX!Mafia AU) [Chapter 1]

Chapter 2

 ‘He had taken forever to get through her walls and now that they had finally crumbled, so had she’ 

You let out a breath and set down your pen, cracking your knuckles and stretching freely in your seat and pulling yourself towards the table once it had swiveled by itself. You clicked the cap back onto the pen, making sure to clean any leftover ink on the pen.

Admiring your work, your eyes swept over your 5 page piece, the perfect cursive script captured in sapphire ink. You had always had a knack for righting and you had taken pride in nurturing those talents. Trying not to break the silence of your room, you gingerly pulled open the drawer and grabbed a piece of roll of violet ribbon. There was just enough to tie the pages together. Another roll you had finished this week.

Carefully stringing the ribbon through the pre-punched holes you had tied it into a neat bow before locking it away in your drawer. You tossed the your pen in it’s holder and stood up, pushing the chair away from you.

You stood in front of a mirror and took in the view of yourself. A black dress had adorned your figure and your shoulders were covered with a black blazer. One look at your tear-stained face and people would realize that you were headed to a funeral. You brushed off any hair strands from your shoulders and walked out of the room.

When you got to the dining room, it was already filled with the girls, shedding tears. The few days had been such a blur when you had come to know that one of your comrades had passed. All you remember was barely eating meals and writing until you dropped.

You kept your eyes down but looked up when your leader’s voice had echoed throughout the hall.

“Girls, please make your ways to the limousines.” You didn’t even have to look at her to know there was a white flower crown holding her hair together. Everyone was wearing one including you, it was tradition. The girls quietly exited, the only sound was their sniffles mixed with your own.

The car ride was dreary, stormy clouds were covering the sun, not letting any sunlight through them, casting the world in a sorrowful shade. Your heart mirrored the weather, feeling equally sorrowful and dull.

The eulogy had passed with your zoning in and out of the speech, no matter how much you tried to concentrate, all you could feel was a sick feeling crawling up your throat at the thought of Yura being gone. Finally the tradition of your group had begun. It was the part that was solely for your group. Once anyone had joined the group, they wrote a letter that stated their life secrets and they had continued it every time a new event took place in their lifespan.

CL, the leader, took her place behind the podium and began ,”Kim Ah-young’s –” That was Yura’s real name, all members, except for a select few used fake names, so that they couldn’t be traced back to their family, it was an exception to those who had no family. ‘Crystal’ was the name you used to conceal your identity even though all your family was a long line of mafia members as well, you stilled preferred it. And after the member passes we never refer to her using her fake name again.

“ – will was revealed to me this morning and I shall now deliver it to all of you.”

Delicately, CL unfolded the letter and began reading, “I joined the team nowing full well what I was about to do, the guilt and the treachery but what I never would have expected was the warmth and love I had received, I never thought that doing something so criminal, would lead to something so admirable. The cut-throat business within was just a stereotype.

There were 3 other girl’s that had joined around the time I had too; Sojin, Minah and Hyeri. Including me, the four of us had formed a sub-group called Girl’s Day and since then I went on every mission with them, they had my back, that was comforting and the only reason I would have ever gone for one.

Outside from Girl’s Day, I had made friends as well, they welcomed me with open arms and when we were not underground we joked and laughed.

I know the reason I am writing this, it’s for if something unfortunate ever happens during a mission then this piece of paper would tell you what I honestly thought, but I didn’t have to write because you already knew.

Recently something really astonishing happened to me, while I was on a solo mission at a casino, I was there to seduce a man for secrets and it was pretty effective until another one held him at gun-point and demanded them from him. I was just as shocked as he was but I had gotten the information regardless. He asked me to have a drink with him and I knew immediately what his ploy was; he was trying to get me drunk enough to forget this had ever happened but instead the both of us hit it off so perfectly you could almost see the sparks. I was in love.”

A few gasps had erupted but no one dared to interrupt CL, this was still a funeral.

“He treated me with care when he dropped me off a mile away from my home and I had to walk in heels all the way back but it was the best night of my life.

Coincidentally we met again at a mission but it was different this time. When both had our guns pointed at each other, afraid to do our job. Then he told me in a strained, pained voice ‘I don’t want to shoot you.’ I knew then he felt the same about me as I did him. The gun fell from my hands and we both confessed to each other.

Since then we pretended to be a normal couple and went on dates and shared kisses but the most meaningful moments were the ones that no one could ever know like, cleaning the other one up after a fight or comforting each other when a mission when oh, so terribly wrong. 

We were leaning on each other and if one of us fell the other did too, that is why after 4 months of dating I was afraid of death and leaving him. It hurt me, just the thought, of leaving him alone but I never wanted to bring it up so I wrote down all the thoughts in letters and kept them in my drawer so if anything ever did happen, he’d know how much I loved him.

But even if I was in his arms I always came back to my girls and the gratitude I had in my heart brought tears to my eyes every time I think of how much all of you have done for me; taking me in, welcoming me and making me part of a family I love more than my life.”

The girls were crying now, tears falling quickly and indefinitely. You too struggled to control them but they flowed against your will.

“His name is Hong Jong Hyun from the main group Bang Tan.”

You couldn’t believe your ears. Jong Hyun was a member of the group that was coincidentally led by none other than your brother Kim Nam Joon.

Isaac Lahey One Shot

Request: You’re Stiles’s cousin and you’re secretly dating Isaac and Stiles suggests you and Liam date.

Your name: submit What is this?

“Okay, I’ve figured it out,” Stiles dropped his bag on the cafeteria table in front of you, causing you to slowly glance up from your food, “you’re a lesbian.”


“That’s why you’ve never had a boyfriend,” he began to explain, sitting down and beginning to rummage through his bag, “because you’re a lesbian.”

“Who’s a lesbian?” Scott asked as he and Isaac pulled up their seats at the table.


“Oh, congrats,” Scott said with a small, kind of confused smile as you rolled your eyes.

“Scott, I’m not a lesbian,”

“Are you asexual then?”

You flicked a bit of your bread crust at Stiles.

“Just because I haven’t had a boyfriend in a while–”

“Since middle school and that doesn’t even count,” Stiles interjected.

“Since… middle school, that doesn’t mean I’m not attracted to guys.”

He nodded his head, both Scott and Isaac watching the two of you curiously as they tried to figure out as to how this conversation had come to occur.

“Well, as your cousin, I’m determined to help you with your boyfriend ways. I heard you talking to Lydia the other day saying that you were sexually interested,”

“I never said that to her.”

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anonymous asked:

What would involve being in a relationship with the nordics?

Hmm. Just random relationship headcanons?

APH Denmark: Constantly out doing something. He would want to take his S/O everywhere in his country, and show them every awesome thing there is to do. Though he might be obnoxious about it at first, his S/O would have to admit that the adventures were pretty amazing. Basically there would never be a boring day as long as they were together.

APH Finland: All of the cute cliché things that couples do. Going on a picnic in the park with Hanatomago, building a cute snowman together in the winter, falling asleep together on the couch, baking and having batter fights, and literally every other gushy thing you could ever think of. Those are the things that Finland loves to do with his S/O, because it helps him to show his affection even more than he normally would. And it can be fun too!

APH Sweden: I don’t know what possessed me to come up with this, but the most awesome bedtimes ever (and no, not in a dirty way :P) For some reason I can see his S/O being able to coax him into doing almost anything for them. So I could see them one day asking him with the biggest puppy dog eyes if he could read to them so they could fall asleep, and he would totally do it. He doesn’t talk much, so hearing his deep voice would basically be heaven to fall asleep to. They wouldn’t care what he read, as long as they got to listen while drifting off in his arms.

APH Iceland: Awkward hand holding. At the beginning of the relationship, he would probably have no idea how to hold hands. So whenever he tried to reach for their hand or they reached for his, they would accidentally make this really weird hand thing. Like someone would be half holding on to the other’s thumb, or a whole hand would be holding on to a pinkie, just out of clumsiness. At the beginning of the relationship, this would really embarrass Icy because he couldn’t freaking do it right, but after a while it would just become their thing.

APH Norway: It would involve really random nice things. He would never outright say that he did something to make his S/O feel better or just generally happy, but he would be the type to casually leave little surprises and gifts around for them to find. If they ask him about it, he would shrug it off like he had no clue what they were talking about. For example, he might totally clean the house for them one day, or buy them a treat for dessert, or even something as small as getting up early to make them coffee in the morning (this would actually be a big one for him, since he really probably isn’t a morning person).

- Chella

you know what I loved about this clip (apart from everything)

It was real.                                                                                                              It was chaotic and frantic and uncoordinated: It wasn’t perfect, it was real. This is what it looks like when two people want each other so much, they don’t care about perfect kisses and perfect touches and all this stuff that hollywood couples normally do.

It was the most realistic love scene I’ve ever seen.

Arrow 4x08 Fix-It Fic

[First, you know I had to; Second, I could not remember but I think he said “it’s nothing” before “I came back to Star City, with you”–if not, haha, ignore this :P; Third, there’s a LOT to interpret in these characters with this arc even without writer shenanigans, so, YMMV… Alright, here we go]


“Go up to bed, I’ll clean up,” he’d said, after lifting his head from the warmth of her chest and smiling up at her. She’d wanted to argue, with the long day they’d both had, but his voice was soft and insistent and there had been something in his eyes she couldn’t quite place. So she nodded through a yawn she couldn’t quite stifle and turned away.

Now she sits on the edge of the bed in her pajamas, listening to the tinkle of shards of glass being swept across the floor, and thinks about what he’d said.

It’s nothing. She’s heard it before, after bullet holes and nightmares in the middle of the night—it’s how he sees his pain.

That thought has her up and padding down the stairs in her slippers, as Oliver looks up from the pile of glass on the floor to frown at her in confusion. She’s across the room before he can even warn her about the debris still scattered between them.

“It’s not nothing, it’s something,” she says, calmly, even though her stomach is starting to twist. She gave her best “team” speech earlier, after knowing something was bothering him, and he’d told her it was nothing.

She knows this Oliver—this is the Oliver who takes on R’as al Ghul alone, the Oliver who joins the League undercover without telling them, the Oliver who plans to die to save them. This is the Oliver who self-destructs, because then the only thing he destroys is himself.

But he’s not just himself anymore; finding themselves in each other meant losing the selves that stood alone.


“Just tell me, Oliver,” she says, stepping forward—until he grabs her arms suddenly. But he’s just halting her before she can step into the pile of glass, pivoting her around until they’re both clear of it. When he stops, she reaches up to grab hold of his hands before he can pull them away. “If it really is nothing, then you can still tell me—I tell you nothing all the time. I told you about the time I thought Harold ate my yogurt when really it was just turned around in the fridge—I mean, okay, would it have been so hard to turn it back around when they jostled—look, I can’t get into that again.”

He smiles, even though his eyes are still guarded.

“The point is, we’re supposed to tell each other things, everything.” She takes a deep breath. “And if it’s not nothing, then… we’ll handle it. Together. You don’t have to do anything alone ever again—that’s what this is. I promise we’ll work through it.”

She can see the struggle in his face, the instincts warring within him—it scares her, because whatever this is it’s scaring him—but she also knows that dating Oliver Queen is not like dating anyone else. And while that’s the most wonderful thing about him, it also means sometimes navigating normal couple problems means steering through a sea of scars.

“I don’t want to lose you,” he says, quietly, eyebrows drawn together.

“You won’t.” She’s still holding his hands against her shoulders; she sweeps her thumb across the back of his hand.

“You don’t know-”

“Unless you’re leaving me for my mother, I am in this, Oliver Queen. All in. Can’t get rid of me now.”

He expels a breath as his eyes turn warm as the heat of his arms wrapped around her—and if she ever questions whether Oliver loves her, she just has to remember this look. “I… I want to tell you, I do—but it’s not just my secret to tell. I promised someone I wouldn’t, and I… There are reasons I want to keep that promise.”

There’s something in his tone she doesn’t take lightly, something she can’t quite recognize but she hears the sincerity in it.

She also hears love, for her and… maybe something else. If she didn’t have so much trust in him, that might concern her; but it doesn’t. She wants nothing more for Oliver than all the love in the world.

“You promise it’s not another stupid idea—because I can list them off again, I’ve thought of a few more,” she says, and he shakes his head, intent on her.

“No, it’s nothing like that. I…” He swallows. “I don’t know what you’ll think, but I promise it doesn’t put me—or you—in danger. I would never do that.”

“I’m not sure I believe you would never put yourself in danger again, but I believe you.” She gives a tremulous, hopeful smile. “Just don’t lie to me, okay? If you need some time to work it out with whoever else, that’s fine. But when you can… talk to me. Promise?”

He nods, and now she doesn’t have to hold his hands against her; he’s holding tight and pulling her in. “I promise,” he murmurs, as he kisses her.

Maybe it’s still a secret, even if it’s named; she’s still not fully sure what to think. But she knows a part of Oliver is still out alone on that ocean, sitting in a life raft with his father’s body, taking on the worst of the world all on his own and just trying to survive.

So she’ll climb on that life raft with him, even just to sit quietly for a while. 

And if it’s a bumpy ride, at least she can hold his hand.

So, a certain young, budding writer sent me a couple of asks pertaining to asexuality, to help them with accurately writing an asexual character. I’m going to post it, because I’m hoping it’ll be a good reference for anyone else wanting to write an ace character, too.

  • How was it like for you when you found out that you were asexual?

First and foremost, you have to understand that ace visibility is almost nothing. Most people do not believe asexuals exist. They do not believe that any human being could ever function that way. The trouble with growing up in a heteronormative society is that no one ever hands you a guide book on the gender/sexuality spectrum, when they really, really should. Classes should be mandatory. I repeat: Classes should be mandatory.

So, basically, I didn’t know that asexuality existed until a couple of years ago. I knew that I didn’t experience sexual desire, I just didn’t know that it was normal, or even possible in some scenario other than me being sick somehow. I thought I was broken, and this is a common experience.

Sex permeates nearly every aspect of society, to the extent that many people believe that death would be preferable to a life without it. That sort of mentality, combined with the omnipresence of sexual elements, puts a lot of pressure on someone who’s not interested in it. If you really want to get into the mind of an ace, try spending one day, just one day, going through the average motions of your life and simply tallying up any instance in which you encounter something that has some degree of a sexual nature to it. Then multiply it by all the years you’ve lived, and imagine how frustrated you would feel if you didn’t want to see it.

It’s isolating, taxing, confusing, and often demoralizing. Of all things, sex is at the top of the list of things every person is expected to have an interest in. Growing up, I eventually I developed a bad habit: lying. Yeah, sure, that guy’s hot, I’d totally do stuff with him, ha ha. It’s a habit I’m still trying to shake, honestly. It’s behavior that’s easy to fall into because it’s what I’m expected to do. 

There’s no clear answer to the question. Realizing that I didn’t have any sexual attraction to anyone was fairly daunting, because it meant growing up thinking that I was missing some fundamental piece of myself, something that I was supposed to have, that I needed to have in order to live life. Learning what asexuality was, though, and figuring out that it didn’t make me damaged, was a huge relief.

  • It is a stereotype that asexual people can’t have intimate relationships/friendships, right?

It is a myth, yes.

Asexuality, like everything else, is a spectrum. It’s merely defined as a lack of sexual attraction, not necessarily aversion to sex. That being said, some asexuals are sex repulsed. Some aren’t. Some may find themselves in the middle, or unsure either way. Some will do it to please their partner, and even enjoy it. Some are only comfortable having sex with someone they are thoroughly familiar with or emotionally attached to. Every individual has their own experience!

  • Can asexual people still find someone attractive?

There’s a difference between finding someone aesthetically appealing and sexually appealing. It’s a matter of just finding someone nice to look at. Where most people might find themselves thinking, “That person looks so pretty that I’d like to have sex with them!”, all we aces will think is, “That person looks pretty." 

  • What exactly is the difference between asexual and aromantic?

Asexuals do not experience sexual attraction. Aromantics don’t experience romantic feelings. Instead, aromantics thrive on close, platonic relationships. And yes, it is entirely possible to be both ace and aro. 

Bonus reading: I have an asexuality tag, full of resources. Happy writing!

Runaway Heart Chapter 30

He was watching me. I knew he was. Every time I would glance over to him, he would turn his head away. We had just finished reading our two stories to the class and were now listening to Alya’s group read theirs. It was something about and ladybug and cat… typical for Alya.

I was watching Nathanael draw in his sketchbook, trying my hardest to ignore Adrien’s intense stare.  I felt awful for doing so, but I needed sometime to straighten out my thoughts. I still wasn’t sure how exactly I felt about knowing that Adrien was Chat Noir. I wasn’t upset about it but I wasn’t exactly thrilled about it either. I was more confused than anything.

It wasn’t only that, though. My mind had wandered back to the  video that Alya sent me a few days ago. He had to know I was Ladybug, there was just no possible way he didn’t know. But… If that was the case… Why hadn’t confronted me about it?

“What do you think, Marinette?” Nathanael asked, pushing his sketchbook closer to me. On one of the white pages was a quick sketch of me, holding a small flower in my hand.

“Wow!” I exclaimed in a whisper, “It’s looks amazing!”

“Really?” Adrien slid closer to us, “Can I see?” Adrien reached for the sketchbook, but Nathanael quickly pulled it away.

“I-I’d rather you not…” Nathanael muttered.

Adrien looked surprised by this.

“Why not?” He asked. Nathanael  held his sketchbook closer to his chest.

“I-it’s just for Marinette…”

“Just for…” Adrien stopped, looked at me, and a small smile formed on his lips. “Oh, I see. Well, maybe you can show me something else?”

“Yeah… s-sure!” Nathanael quickly turned away from Adrien and started flipping through the pages of his sketchbook. “Here.” Nathanael passed the sketchbook to Adrien. He picked it up off the table, almost as if purposely preventing me from seeing it. He raised an eyebrow.

“Oh,” he said. “A Ladybug fan?”

“Ah, yeah. She’s pretty cool.” Nathanael replied. “I-I mean, she saves Paris all the time…I have a few sketches of Chat Noir as well. But most of them are unfinished.”

“Could you show me them anyway?” Adrien asked.

“Uh, yeah.” Nathanael reached for his sketchbook. After Nathanael retrieved his sketchbook he started flipping through the pages again. While Nathanael was busy doing that, Adrien nudged me with his elbow.

“Hey, Marinette.” He whispered, I hesitantly turned to him. “Alya’s birthday is coming up soon, right?” He spoke to me just as normally as ever.

“Yeah.” I replied, “In a couple weeks, actually.”

“Do you know what you’re going to get her?”  I nodded.

“I’m going to make her a Ladybug inspired scarf.” I said. Adrien looked at me questioningly.

“A… scarf?” He asked.

“Y-yeah… It’s kinda my go to gift. Besides, she needs one.” Adrien looked at me for a little bit then smiled.

“I see.” He then pulled out his phone. “Do you have any idea what else she would like?” He then showed me the text Nino had been sending him during the entire class. “Nino’s kinda freaking out.” I took his phone and began scrolling through the messages.

I giggled at them. Nino really was having a breakdown trying to figure it out. Most of his messages either included seven exclamation points or were in all caps.

“Wow.” I replied, “He is stressing out!”

“I know. What do you think he should do?” I handed Adrien back his phone and  brought my finger to my chin as I thought.

“I think she needs a new phone case. Maybe he could get her that.”

“Good thinking, Marinette!” Adrien quickly placed his phone flat on the desk and started to tap away with his right hand. I eyes slipped to his cast for a second, then turned away. “Ice.” He suddenly said.

“What?” I asked.

“I slipped on some ice and ended up landing on my arm.”

“I-is that so?” I muttered, feeling my heart sink a little. He was even lying to me? But, I guess he didn’t have a choice, did he?

“Don’t worry, it didn’t hurt too much.” Adrien adjusted his head in a way so that our eyes met. He smiled brightly at me.

“Marinette! Adrien!” Miss Bustier called, “If you two have something better to do than listen to your classmate’s stories, then you both can join me after school.”

“S-sorry.” Adrien and I said simultaneously. I saw a smirk form on Alya’s lips when we did.

After a while of listening to a few other groups, and looking at more of Nathanael’s sketches, the bell finally rang and we dismissed from class. I stood up from the desk and went back to my own. I quickly gathered my things. I left the classroom and made my way to the locker room when I felt someone grab my elbow. I turned my head to see Adrien, his eyes were glued to the floor.

“We need to talk.”

Public Service announcement

Fuck everyone who’s complaining about the violence! Thats who they fucking are! Did you not hear what Ian said to Mickey at the dugout wanting his shit talking thug boyfriend back? Honestly fuck everyone trying to romanticize gallavich like they are gonna be the most perfect loving cute normal couple cuddling on a couch eating ice cream and watching greys anatomy get outta here with that pussy shit. The reason I love this couple is because they are accurately portraying that not all gay men are the same who are so delicate and fucking love lady gaga or Beyonce or some shit. Gay men can be who ever they want to be! Im gay and I honestly wish I had someone like Ian or Mickey not kurt or blaine from glee (is his name kurt? I don’t watch that show). Do you know how many times me and my best friend fought? He’s given me multiple bloody noses and I never gave a fuck. we’ve been best friends for the past 7 years and I wouldn’t want anything to change. As Mickey would say “He’s fucking family”. Its because of this I understand why Ian was so upset that Mickey changed into some care taker and you know what they honestly seemed so happy afterwards! I hope gallavich never changes because we really are getting back to the root of who they were for the previous 4 seasons getting into fights and being brutal Southside thugs and at least Ian gets a sense that Mickey loves him and will always be there for him when things get rough and still wreck shit up when they want. Yes I’m fully aware that what Ian did this episode can seriously fuck with his meds but honestly what if Mickey is the only medicine ian needs? because by the end of this episode Mickey was the only one to actually make him happy. You have to accept that not every couple has the same definition of a perfect relationship and if you want them to be nonviolent then your asking for them to be unhappy and uncomfortable with each other. Get use to it because honestly its the only way we can see them actually be happy with each other. Also Petition to stop writing cute fanfics that are completely unrealistic to this couple and their dynamic. No more fan videos with sam smith songs or other cheesy pop love songs. I wanna see a gallavich fan video with music Ian and Mickey would ACTUALLY listen to. From a gay guy to the fandom I just wanna say not all gay men have to be cute and perfect by your definition we can be cute and perfect which ever way we want in our own way as I’m sure a majority of the fandom already sees Ian and Mickey as cute, adorable, and sexy in their nonconventional, violent, thug like ways.

p.s. fuck everyone who still thinks they didn’t get enough screen time or some sex scene and were disappointed. What we got was PERFECT and emotional and I loved every second of it!