the more zayn hates his life the more i love mine

(it’s been so long, it’s been so long.. sorry!)


Same White Shirt , by @lululawrence : Or the one where Harry’s on the Late Late Show for a week and several misunderstandings with a certain mouthy assistant James recently hired make things that much more interesting. 

Larry famous/not famous AU (10k, NR) :because I live for banter and flirting <3 (no smut)

Love’s Truest Language  , by @smrwine :  The first part was meant as a joke. He didn’t really expect Harry to buy anything. It was just Louis’ way of softening the ‘get the fuck out’ blow.  “Where’s your order forms, then?”  “I don’t want your flowers.” Louis chided before directing all of his attention to the arrangement in front of him.  Harry laughed under his breath as he stood to his full height, “Who said anything about them being for you, love?”

Larry Flowershop AU (48k, E) : oohhhhhhhhhh weell.That’s hot. and amazing. And Hot. Special kudos for the body workship and praise and dirty talk and OMG rough sex. (bottom Louis)

Jumpsuit  , by @a-writerwrites   : Harry crosses one leg over the other and puts his long, slender fingers on his cocked hip.  He arches his neck just so…and Louis forgets to breathe.  He’s doing that.  His baby is doing that. It makes Louis flush with pride and something else, something like arousal.   Because.  Harry’s legs.It’s just a lot. ***My interpretation of what happened after the Kiwi performance on LLS.

Larry canon and established relationship (3k, E) :  …. SMUUUUTT <3

Dance to the Distortion , by @domestic-harry : Louis accidentally breaks Harry’s camera lens and in order to get it fixed, they decide to participate in a romantic couples study. The only issue is that they are not actually couple. Well that and the fact they cannot stand each other.

Larry Hate to love and fake relationship AU (96k, E) : Oh my, it’s amazing ! I bookmarked it with a lot of smut tags I won’t tell you because spoilers, but holy shit this is hot. They kind of share that really (I mean, QUITE LITERALLY)

Never Be Ready , by @afirethatcannotdie : A high school AU where a summer without Harry makes Louis realize that he wants to be a little bit more than best friends.

Larry High School AU and BFF to lovers (7k, NR) : so cute and fluffy and so full of pining! (no smut)

When Worlds Collide and Days are Dark , by @darkmarkburning and @harruandlou : It’s Harry’s job to investigate and stop any threats to National and International security as MI6’s top operative, which in this case, might just be Louis, over glorified Personal Assistant / Ministerial Diary Secretary to the Prime Minister, no matter how blue his eyes are or what his tight pants might do to Harry. With Harry as James Bond, Louis as his Bond Girl, Liam as M, Niall as Moneypenny, and Zayn as Q.

Larry James Bond - Spy AU (157k, M) : and also fake relationship AU , smutty (king of share that but mostly bottom Louis), kind of funny, also warning if you have TW about Terrorism/explosions.

X&Y , by sehnsvcht (orphan_account) Harry writes, except tonight, he can’t. Louis is his muse, except really, neither of them know that. They drive in the middle of the night and figure things out.

Larry Road trip and friends to lovers (4k, T) : very well written and beautiful ! (no smut)

Prom Promise  , by youbeyou : “I’m gonna go to that prom,” Harry tells him, pointing a finger in his ex’s face. “I’m gonna get a date who’s hot and nice and likes me for who I am and I am gonna have the time of my life. And you, Jeremy, are gonna wish you’d never let me get away.” Or It’s two weeks to prom and Harry needs a date.

Larry High Shccol AU (6k, NR) : cute and fluffy without smut. Kudo for Gemma as Louis’s BFF.

so i’ve been making monthly fic recs for a full year now! that’s so insane to think about honestly. thanks for all the support! my first monthly fic rec was for april 2016 and it had 10 fics on it. now they have upwards of almost 30 fics. that’s character development. anyway…

here are a bunch of fics I’ve enjoyed and loved reading throughout the month of march. I recommend that you read these great fics in april, if you haven’t already. 

(all fics with a star are my favorites and if there are two stars then it was a favorite favorite)

1. Perfect Storm (80k)*

What do you do when your best friend asks you and your (now) ex to be the best men at his destination wedding? You can either tell him the truth, tell him you’re not together anymore, and deal with the consequences, or you can pretend you’re still together and roll with it, just pray you don’t spiral. Fake it ‘til you make it. You know, for the sake of the wedding.

Harry and Louis choose the latter.

2. The Night Sky is Changing Overhead (124k)**

Harry is a tattoo artist, Louis is a drama professor, and they meet during an argument at a café.

3. All I Wish Not to Remember (71k)**

What happens when all you had, all you loved, all you held dear is viciously ripped away from you? When your inner core, once filled with love and hope and light, blackens to raw, dark hatred?

What happens when your soul is hopelessly consumed and no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you attempt to shake yourself out, to rid your tormented mind of the opaque feelings that plague you, all you can see, all you can feel, all you can want is…


A modern adaption of The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas. A tragic tale of timeless undying love, merciless revenge, and selfless sacrifice.

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Matty’s Interview with The Sunday Times Style

I wish I had a teenage daughter. Why? Because here I am with Matt Healy, the frontman of the 1975, who has just offered to take his shirt off in order to give me a tattoo tour. There’s the one dedicated to his nana; his mum, Denise “Loose Women” Welch, is on his foot; his dad, Tim “Auf Wiedersehen, Pet” Healy, is on his arm; and his brother, Louis, on the back of a calf; there’s the one dedicated to William Burroughs, the author of his favourite ever book, Queer; then there’s the one on the inside of his left wrist… of his passport number. “I got bored of being constantly woken up by a woman offering me a landing card while my tour manager, who always carries my passport, is conked out somewhere behind me. I thought it would be useful. It’s really all I need on a plane.

Welcome to the world of the 1975, whose second album, I Like It When You Sleep, for You Are So Beautiful yet So Unaware of It (yes, really), went straight to No 1 in both America and the UK last year, and who won the best band award at the Brits in February. They have just announced that their third album, Music for Cars, will be out next year, and when we meet they are about to go on tour, kicking off in Mexico and ending in July at Latitude Festival in Suffolk, where they will headline alongside Fleet Foxes and Mumford & Sons. If you’re not familiar with their music — think Pete Doherty mixed with One Direction, maybe — it’s probably because, like me, you’re too old. That said, Mick Jagger, whom the band supported when the Stones played Hyde Park in 2013, is a huge fan — so fond of their hit single Chocolate, he has been known to put it on after dinner for guests.

Yeah, I remember that gig,” says the 28-year-old Healy, with a faint Northern accent. “It was before I had my eyes lasered and I wasn’t wearing my glasses. Pointless. There were 50,000 people there and I could only see about four of them, but out of the corner of my eye I could just make out this gyrating figure and it was Jagger dancing to Chocolate. Mick Jagger — can you f****** believe it?

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anonymous asked:

Why people act as if Zayn was never grateful for what he has achieved with one direction?

Because people never listen to him. Because they read his interviews just to find something that they don’t like and twist his every word. A year and a half later, they are still bitter that Zayn left, that somehow, in their own version of events, Zayn “betrayed” them and his boys. How dare Zayn choose HIS happiness and mental health over theirs? How dare Zayn spill the secrets of what happened behind the scenes and what he/they went through?

Just like Zayn said, “everyone has an opinion on social media, even though they don’t know you, and it gets exhausting. You get misquoted in the press or a bullshit rumor gets printed and it’s frustrating to watch people believe those things and form opinions on you based on what they read”. They never actually take the time to listen to his words and understand his actions. They have this perception of him and even when they’re proven wrong, they still go with it and hate him for every single word.

Because the music that 1D created wasn’t Zayn’s style. BUT, if they’d paid attention to him all those years, they would’ve known that he’s more into RnB.

“I genuinely enjoyed [the band] and did whatever I could to be myself within that, but it’s just not where I sit as a musician”

“As much as I was in that band, and I loved everything that we did, that’s not music that I would listen to. I don’t think that’s an offensive statement to make. That’s just not who I am.”

“I’m massively grateful for that, and if it wasn’t for that, I wouldn’t be here. It’s not because I’m trying to be more successful or as successful as what was going on before, because there’s no comparison. I was in the biggest boy band in the world and I loved what we did as a boy band.” (AUDIO 5:00)

“No one can ever say I was ungrateful, even though it sort of comes across that way when I mention that I was frustrated with the band. That’s not the case at all.”

Let’s not forget that Zayn congratulated the boys after releasing Drag Me Down, their first single without him, and his tweet went unnoticed by “his brothers”, as these fans call them.

And last, but not least, Zayn publicly thanked the boys in his speech when he was awarded at The Asian Awards back in 2015, just 3 weeks after leaving the band.

“And also, I’d like to take this moment to thank four of the best guys I’ve ever met whilst being in the band and doing all the amazing things that I did. Some of the things that we did will stay with me for the rest of my life.”

Title: “I Don’t Wanna Live Forever”

@ohmypageet requested: Hey! I wanna ask you ‘bout if you write song fics or not. If you do can you write negan x reader one with the song “I don’t wanna live forever” (by Zayn and Taylor Swift)

Character(s): Negan and Reader
Summary: Negan realizes the truth to the saying, “you never know what you have until you’ve lost it.” When you, one of his wives, decide to leave him, you wonder if you’ve made the right decision and Negan starts to question if he should have let you go in the first place.
Word Count: 3,208
Warning: Angst (kinda)???
Author’s Note: All right. I have listened to this song multiple times and @ohmypageet, thank you so so much for sending this request in. It definitely took me out of my comfort zone and I loved writing this story! It also shows a different side of Negan that we all know he’s capable of having ;-). So, here’s to my first attempt at a songfic, and I hope you enjoy it! :-)

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Song: I Don’t Wanna Live Forever by ZAYN and Taylor Swift (lyrics are in italics)

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carrinnuh  asked:

Heyy!! Could you rec me some long Ziam fics?? Thanks yore the bestest!!

Ooh, girl, you know I got you. I’ve actually been wanting to corral all of the long Ziam fics anyway.

It’s always hard to decide what not to rec, so I just went with fics worded 69k+ (and a few I couldn’t leave off). The order is mostly random with my personal favorites up top and incomplete works at the bottom.

Disclaimer: Make sure to check all tags and warnings on fics. If you’re not sure about one or want to discuss it, feel free to message me (:

**UPDATE 05.21.17: Newly added fics have two astrics in front.

Run For The Woods Now series (149,370) by jmcats:
+ Run For the Woods Now (62,075 | E)
Zayn knows some of the best and worst moments start with one of Louis’ ideas. Still, it’s almost as if everyone knew where this, his life, was going when Harry and Liam moved into Wagner’s old flat, with that stupid plant sitting in the doorway, and too many cigarettes and Justin Timberlake for any of this to have been one of those classically clichéd love stories.
And Zayn doesn’t do clichés. Not until Liam, that is

+ We Lie Awake At Night (14,008 | E)
His life, the one with his friends, with his son, with Liam, still feels a little too incredible to be true. But if it is, he’ll never let himself become content with it. Nothing this amazing should ever become routine.
+ Home in the Stars (12,556 | M)
It’s the kind of love story that started with Louis’ insane plans, a ridiculous plant, new neighbors, and a boy with warm brown eyes, round cheeks and promises to be there when Zayn was ready. He doesn’t know how to explain it, but maybe he will be able to tell their son Safi one day how he decided to stop running and fell for Liam… One day, he will.
+ I’ve Waited for This (60,731 | E)
One day, he’ll thank Louis Tomlinson for this: Liam still loves the smell of cigarettes on Zayn’s skin, the sound of Justin Timberlake when their fingers touch, the way Safi finds his own spot on their bed, the way there’s always pieces of skin touching just to keep them connected. 
The way all of this started with a stupid, completely mental idea from Louis Tomlinson. 
(Or the one where Zayn and Liam get married and Zayn’s finally ready)

hello kisses sweet as wine (123,892 | E) by xxcaribbean (roseaque):
not everyone is brave enough to go after the things they want. too much judgment and little respect creates nothing but fear; yet zayn’s always pursued what he’s felt regardless of those hang ups, and there’s not a day that goes by that he doesn’t regret any of his choices.
now, though, his decisions go a little beyond the spectrum of what people might consider normal, but zayn swears he did it out of love for himself and for his family. but mostly, it’s for his insatiable need to feel steadiness for once in his life.
zayn doesn’t expect mr. payne to have all the answers, and he certainly hadn’t meant to leave an impression.
so, this isn’t really a love story. well, it shouldn’t be.

**The Killing Type (130,453 | E) by protagonist_m (protagonist-m):
Liam breathes hotly through his nose, eyes twitching shut as he squeezes a bit more on Zayn’s neck. “Do you know how dangerous what you’re doing is?” 
Zayn draws in his own ragged breath. “Do you?” 
Zayn is a doctoral student who goes to great lengths to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Liam is heading the biggest serial murder investigation London has seen in half a century. And before this, he’d never been sent a love note via corpse. 

vanilla sweet universe (78,004 | E) by xxcaribbean (roseaque):
vanilla sweet
despite the fact that zayn’s an alpha, liam gives him a chance to prove himself worthy of the omega’s affections.
always love
zayn likes to make sure liam’s well taken care of before his heat hits, but even then, they don’t expect it to happen early.
sugar rush, candy crush
being a male omega was normal, but frowned upon. liam knew that. he also knew that zayn didn’t care. however, it seems like things are out of his hands when he discovers that the treatment from his past might cause a rift in his future with zayn.
honeysuckle lazy
there’s the trouble of liam being away from kiya for the first time, to zayn not planning a successful night out (until he does), and then on top of that, there’s the fact that there’s some stuff that neither of them had intended on admitting. but either way, it’s for the good of their relationship; really, it is.

Knowing, Forgetting, Forgiving, and Believing series (118,212) by SoftlyandSwiftly (softlyandswiftlyao3): 
+ Just Let Me Know (72,711 | E)
Zayn wakes up in a hospital, eyes blurry and head pounding, only for a doctor to tell him he’s lost two years of his life. And if that’s not awful enough, something’s different with Liam, off like something has changed, and Zayn doesn’t understand.
Until he does.
And then it’s somehow worse.
+ I’m Letting You Know (45,501 | E)
Liam’s POV of Just Let Me Know.
Liam’s world shattered two years ago, and he hasn’t been able to piece it back together since. When Zayn forgets everything from the past two years, Liam thinks he truly will never be alright again.
But maybe Zayn can fix that.

start again at your beginnings (115,852 | M) by postitbandit:
When they first meet, Zayn is a warrior in his mother’s clan and Liam is a conquered villager.Liam has an unhappy past and just a few things that he holds dear. Zayn would like nothing more than to learn about that past and welcome Liam into his clan, and into his life, but Liam does not seem keen on sharing anything with Zayn.
At least at first.

**Pride (86,961 | E) by iwanttowriteyouafic (iwanttowriteyouafic):
“What if you guys were to come to some sort of arrangement?” Niall said. “Just a strictly, er, business-only deal, where you’d help each other out. You’re not close enough that it’d be weird, but you’re not strangers, either, so you know he won’t take advantage of you.”
“This is a really weird conversation,” Zayn told him. “I hope you know that”
(Or the one where Zayn and Liam strike a deal to help each other through their dirtiest nights, but Zayn’s perception of alphas may be preventing him from something purer.)

**A Pirate’s Love for me (104,415 | E) by rorz94:
In the early 19th century, The two most prestigious packs of London, the Paynes and Maliks hate each other guts. So The Alpha king, who was mostly a peaceful man decided to have an end to this feud by tying an Alpha with an omega of the other pack. Once this agreement achieved the couple would get a tempting prize, but would the two families allow the chosen couple to have some peace?

Found a Demon (In My Safest Haven) (152,509 | E) by ohioinmymind:
Barely escaping tragedy as children, Zayn and Liam grow up unconventionally with their share of monsters hiding in the shadows. When Liam starts asking more questions than he should, Zayn tries to stop him, but in many ways it’s too late. Liam spends his time chasing secrets and trying to uncover the truth, and all Zayn wants to chase is Liam. Because Zayn doesn’t need to go looking for trouble, it usually just finds him on its own.

Mirrors (89,882 | E) by ohioinmymind:
Liam and Louis are a couple of rich kids, with no care in the world. Zayn doesn’t care about anything but skating and Liam. Harry wants Louis to see him for what he really is; a good guy. And Niall just wishes they would all get their shit together.

this is interlude (85,223 | E) by xxcaribbean (roseaque):
liam figured a gunshot wound, a mysterious stranger, and a clear sign of betrayal was enough excitement to last a lifetime. however, in the process of it all, he didn’t take into account the fact that what he thought he knew would be challenged, provoked, and possibly crushed, all because of a little four letter word that shouldn’t have even crossed his mind.

be a place that i call home (70,676 | E) by lightseep (fleshriots):
sometimes, home is a person. and sometimes, home is lots of people and sometimes home is two very, very little people.

**All is Fair in Love and War (94,149 | E) by bad1ands (rogueziam):
Up-and-coming journalist Zayn Malik - in hopes of later being allowed to cover more substantial stories - takes on an assignment by which he must pull a guy and then push him away in ten days.
Advertising executive Liam Payne - in order to take over a major campaign for his company - must prove to his associates that he’s able to woo a man in less than two weeks.They walk into a bar.

(An AU based off of the 2003 film How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.)

Burning Away From Inside (87,566 | E) by scottmcniceass:
They’re a little too dysfunctional to be considered superheroes, but they do their best.

Lost For Words (102,090 | NR) by AGreatPerhaps12:
Zayn was so stunning and so consistently kind to Liam that his stupid heart had the annoying habit of practically vibrating in his chest whenever they were together. Liam wasn’t deep enough in denial not to know what that meant anymore, but he was still forcing the feeling down as vehemently as possible. It was difficult, though, when Zayn turned to Liam with that smile and said his name like he was worth time and attention, and all the while in the back of his mind there was this chant of—
Get the fuck out of my house. I’m not having a fag for a son. I want you and your shit gone by the time I get back.
—Yeah. That.”
Or: The one where Liam has a stutter and zero self confidence, and Zayn has a carefully controlled temper (also starring Louis and Harry as that disgustingly-in-love couple and Niall as the only straight guy around, apparently).

not yet awake (79,434 | E) by jmcats:
Liam doesn’t know this world. He feels out of place and he doesn’t trust anyone. All he knows is flashbacks of a life he doesn’t know anymore and all he hears is ‘thank you Captain Britain’ but Liam is not a hero. He’s a solider.
He has one mission for SHIELD: keep Zayn Malik safe. Unfortunately, he hates this cocky, arrogant, manic boy who wears suits and has iron where his heart should be.
(Re: SHIELD wants to protect Malik Industries and Liam has been avoiding the Avengers Initiative for months now… until he has no choice but to trust someone)

Kids that I Once Knew (78,185 | E) by jmcats:
Zayn longs for home – Bradford; not this small town that’s nothing but University and football and a hospital his mum forces him to volunteer at. But there’s something about this place – or the boy with the buzz cut and soft eyes and Liam Payne is nothing like Bradford. Zayn hates that, slowly, he’s kind of in love with that.

these amber words on your fingertips (69,087 | E) by jmcats:
‘He’s not getting attached, he swears. There’s no point.’
(Re: Zayn’s life in London is about one thing — making life perfect for his son. He’s still finding himself in this city, with all of the noise and left behind dreams. He needs to focus and Liam is, well, distracting. He’s different. Zayn’s always liked that word.)

Tunnel Vision (90,923 | E) by scottmcniceass:
In which Zayn is an award-winning popstar with a knack for getting himself in trouble, and Liam is the bodyguard he didn’t want to hire who has a few problems with staying professional.

through the summertime, winter, spring, and fall (77,503 | E) by writingsofamadchild (zainspank):
They change with the seasons, burning bright during the summer and biting cold during the winter, but that feeling of being in love Zayn found in the summer clings to him through it all.

You Holy Fool (74,816 | E) by chasingxrabbits (wester-fic):
Liam is a good kid, on the right path until he finds something wicked making a home in his church.
A slightly religious AU where Liam has a moral dilemma and Louis is falling head over heals for the curly headed sophomore.)

span>let’s pretend it’s love (68,465 | M) by wafflehood:
Pretend!boyfriends fic in which Liam and Zayn get papped while hamming it up for Louis and Eleanor, and management decides the easiest way to deal with the resulting hysteria is to let it run its course.

the bittersweet between my teeth (64,982 | E) by gaysubtexts (zoophile):
liam and zayn grow up together, louis, niall, and harry tagging along later on. that’s it.

like a wall of stars (64,901 | E) by jmcats:
somewhere between summer training camp and his last season of footie, Liam manages to: find his place in the world, find his confidence, build a bond between this misfit group of teammates he calls brothers, figure out the meaning of the word captain, watch his best mates (unexpectedly) fall in love, get over himself, fall for a boy, and hate Zayn Malik at the same time.
(and maybe this is how it should have always been)

But the sun comes up instead (71,332 | E) by blackwayfarers:
Zayn Malik, charming and confident fraternity vice-president, meets shy but achingly endearing high schooler Liam Payne at a kegger and everything just goes straight to hell.

Too Good is True (80,024 | E) by xxcaribbean (roseaque):
Zayn is a manservant (actually he’s a maid, but it’s what Niall calls him because one, there isn’t a male equivalent to the term maid and two, it sounds far sexier than what the job actually requires).
Liam is the unfortunate third wheel in the band One Direction. Harry and Louis are in love. And Niall is a butler

What We Become (78,042 | E) by scottmcniceass:
“It’s okay if you are,” Harry says seriously. “I mean, I know I would be. Like, if there was ever a date that was destined to go bad, it’s probably this one. Werewolf goes on date with the son of a werewolf hunter, who’s also training to be a werewolf hunter when he’s older, while another pack of werewolves are practically massacring the town, and no one has no idea how to stop them. It’s not a question of what could go wrong. It’s a question of what could possibly go right, and I’m willing to bet the answer to that is nothing.“

for always the thorn lies under the rose (107,265 | E) by xxcaribbean (roseaque):
being comfortable with herself is one thing, but fearing the judgment of others comes with the territory. add in a bit of harassment, a touch of unrequited love, a twin who can’t keep his mouth shut, and a boss who can’t date for shit, and all veronica’s left to deal with is her emotions and how she plans to get through the aftermath.

Tamper (80,002 | E) by saltwatergirl:
After being appointed as a teacher at McEllan Academy, Liam becomes fixated with a student. This is not the first time that this has happened.

colour my senses cherry red (96,675 | E) by thilia:
Zayn Malik, closeted gay pornstar.

You Are The Blood (175,151 | E) by sarcasticfluentry (povverbottoms):
A seventh-year Hogwarts AU in which Niall gets all the girls, Liam goes on a journey of self-discovery, Zayn falls in love, Harry wants something more, and Louis tries to figure out once and for all why he, a Muggleborn, was sorted into Slytherin.

To Sir, With Love (92,412 | E) by CupcakeCait (cupcakes-x-cocaine):
Zayn accidentally sends his teacher, Mr. Payne, a picture of his dick.

These Inconvenient Fireworks (190,000 | NC17) by wontsitstill on livejournal:
Future AU in which nobody tries out for X Factor but the boys end up finding one other eventually anyway. Louis is a jaded bastard who owns a cat named Duchess and teaches drama to teenagers, Harry is an idealistic aspiring photographer/part-time footy coach, Zayn teaches English lit and wears leather jackets, Liam saves people from burning buildings, and Niall is Niall.
[Mainly Larry Stylinson]

We’re Okay (153,816 | M) by scottmcniceass:
It’s funny, really, that their lives hadn’t intercepted before that point. That all it took was one little thing that set off a chain reaction of circumstances which led them all to each other. But it was for the best, really, because in the end, with each other, they were all okay.
And if you asked them, the whole thing could be blamed on Liam sleeping in, for once in his life.

Permanent (114,546 | E) by scottmcniceass:
At twenty-six, Liam has made a name for himself as one of the best football players of his generation. He’s in the prime of his game when a car accident threatens to end his career permanently. Depressed and hating the world, Liam heads back to his home town to take some time off and find himself again. He doesn’t expect to find life pretty much the way he’d left it eight years ago, and he definitely doesn’t expect to find something that might make him want to stay permanently, but that’s what he gets.

the beauty of this mess (67,815 | E) by jmcats:
He won’t admit how cold his sheets are when he’s alone or how his spine aches for Liam pressed to it or the way his fingers shove unforgivingly into his stack of pillows when he thinks about Jackson drowsy on his chest or Annabelle’s soft face under the moonlight or how that one-story bungalow was the closest he’s felt to home since leaving Bradford. 
(Re: Zayn loves this city, loves his boys, loves the salty taste of the surf on his tongue even though he hates the ocean… but he’s not expecting to fall in love with Liam and all of his little secrets, too. Not enough to stick around in this sandy city of teenage dreams)

Auction me off (64,973 | NR) by Romancemesomeziam:
When CEO Liam meets a young Zayn and can’t help but be enthralled by his amazing beauty, but there’s more to their relationships than physicality.

**Slow and High Tempo (103,054 | E) by zipplekink (zipplekink):
“I just want you, Liam,” Zayn whispers, skating his lips across his. “Can I?”
Liam’s lips part more as Zayn’s do, exhaling slightly as Zayn’s words sink in. He doesn’t understand what they mean, but he knows he meant it when he said Zayn could have anything he wants.
His eyes flicker open to stare up at Zayn’s dark ones, filled with a warmth that seems to consume Liam as he waits for him to respond. “Yeah, babe.”

S(l)ave Me (72,498 | E) by purpleeyestelllies:
If there’s one thing Zayn Malik knows it’s love. He creates it every single day with his multi-billion dollar match-making company. He helps Masters and slaves find their mates and each day he sends them out the door only to return home alone. Being young, rich, and handsome apparently isn’t enough for Zayn to find his own love. What he finds instead is a beaten and broken abandoned slave, Liam, in a dark alleyway in the middle of the night. He takes him home, fixes him up, and promises to use his company to find Liam his perfect match. But maybe his perfect match is closer than he knows.

The City Lights in the Snow (70,613 | E) by jmcats:
He only ever sees them, his boys, during this time of year and it’s never enough. Not in this place, this city, with a new face like Zayn’s reminding him that love and friendships don’t last for a holiday. ‘Without question, and whenever asked, Liam will always say that this time of year is his favorite.’
(or a holiday fic where Liam loves his city but he loves Niall and Harry and Louis (and maybe Zayn) a lot more)

**Viva La Vida (123,126 | NR) by iambluehead:
He only ever sees them, his boys, during this time of year and it’s never enough. Not in this place, this city, with a new face like Zayn’s reminding him that love and friendships don’t last for a holiday. ‘Without question, and whenever asked, Liam will always say that this time of year is his favorite.’
(or a holiday fic where Liam loves his city but he loves Niall and Harry and Louis (and maybe Zayn)

**The Gorgeous Torch Ginger (129,713 | E) by Fille_du_soleil:
Liam’s wedding vow was clear and still banging in his head as if it was yesterday that he pronounced it.
In Health and sickness, wealth and poverty, until Zayn do us part. Or was it death?A ZIAM Underage story. Very Explicit Sexual Content. MPREG

**Black Water (110,729 | E) by TheFAYZ:
“Alright, I’ll go…but what exactly are we going to go do?” Harry just grinned, he had a beautiful smile.
“Follow me, I’ll tell you all about it.”
So now I was stuck on a plane with 2 assholes (one who was intent on trying to burn a hole in my head without actually doing it), a pilot who was also apparently a super genius (and a fucking know it all), and a drunk Irishman who can only fly if he is absolutely hammered.
Fucking Harry.
(or, a super hero AU where Liam has a destiny to his total and complete dismay, Zayn is super possessive and wants nothing but to have Liam all to himself, Louis pines HARD over Harry and is a mouthy boy with anger issues, Harry is an extremely irresistible drug dealer because superpowers and he’s Harry, and Niall just wants to outdrink everybody)

**through the fire and into the flames (111,027 | NR) by zipplekink (zipplekink):
He only ever sees them, his boys, during this time of year and it’s never enough. Not in this place, this city, with a new face like Zayn’s reminding him that love and friendships don’t last for a holiday. ‘Without question, and whenever asked, Liam will always say that this time of year is his favorite.’
(or a holiday fic where Liam loves his city but he loves Niall and Harry and Louis (and maybe Zayn) a lot more)

**I will stand by you – so why let your voice be tamed? (105,594 | NR) by zeethorn:
He only ever sees them, his boys, during this time of year and it’s never enough. Not in this place, this city, with a new face like Zayn’s reminding him that love and friendships don’t last for a holiday. ‘Without question, and whenever asked, Liam will always say that this time of year is his favorite.’
(or a holiday fic where Liam loves his city but he loves Niall and Harry and Louis (and maybe Zayn) a lot more)

but monsters are always hungry, darling (156,067 | E) by irishmizzy,miss_bennie:
Zayn Malik has nothing.
Louis doesn’t have much other than his van, his friends Liam and Eleanor (most of the time), and a wall that keeps him at a safe distance from everyone in his life; from the moment they meet, Zayn finds himself depending on Louis’s kindness, if you could even call it that. As Zayn learns what it is Louis does for money, he realizes he has a choice to make. The path it sets him down might not be the best one – it’s certainly not the smartest or safest – but it does bring him closer to Louis. And, eventually, Liam, who wants more for all of them, not that anyone wants to hear it. The rift it causes in the trio has long-lasting effects over the years, and while there are bright spots in Zayn’s life: Liam’s old friend Harry, who has his own lessons to learn about how love and relationships really work; Niall, the Irish busker from down the street who rapidly becomes a fixture in Harry’s life; a bed in a flat instead of a nest of blankets in a van, things are far from easy. It’ll all work out in the end, though. (At least, that’s what Liam and Harry keep promising him.)
[Hooker AU]

Not Even the Bad Guys (Could Take it All Away) (79,977| NR) by iambluehead (thedublinfall):
“Not even the bad guys in the dark night could take it all away”
Or the superhero au where Louis is (literally) electrifying, Niall is like a less green hulk, and Harry has X-ray vision because if there’s a God, he’s cruel. Oh, and don’t forget Zayn, the most powerful superhero since Batman who’s trying to keep himself from falling apart by keeping secrets, and Liam, the ex-soldier and superhero who hasn’t found out what his power is yet, and just hopes it’s something that will save them all.

You can be loved (77,387 | M) by ziamismyotp:
Zayn Malik, a quiet foster kid who escapes in his drawings and sings to ignore the pain. He’s tossed from home to home until he’s 15 and is put into an abusive foster home and when he’s 18 he’s finally free. Harry finds Zayn living on the street, takes him in and gets him a job at the coffee shop he works in. There, Zayn meets Harry’s boyfriend, Louis and two close friends Niall and then there’s Liam, who is muscle and puppy eyes and a kind voice that speaks to Zayn softly as if he doesn’t want to scare him away. Liam drives Zayn mad.
Zayn doesn’t speak of his past and even after they’ve welcomed him and made him feel as if he might matter… might belong for once, he still refuses to believe he can ever be loved. Liam tries to prove him wrong.

You Know How I Feel (78,629 | E) by LSFOREVER (tumblr):
AU. It all starts because Liam decides to take some classes at his Aunt’s art studio.

Double Standards (75,562 | M) by rorz94:
this story is an adaptation of Judith McNaught’s work “Double Standards”

Island of Misfit Toys (68,118 | T) by rosetintmyworld:
The story of five lost boys struggling to fit in and gain back what they’ve lost. It’s not easy when temptation is around every corner and no matter what, someone waits in the wings to tear them down. I wish i could say this is a story of redemption… but life isn’t that easy when you’re lost.

I Heard You On The Radio (95,862 | T) by thatwasahaiku:
Liam hadn’t meant for it to turn into a thing- a big, popular, almost the entire school was talking about it sort of thing. The podcasts started out as a way from him to vent some pent up aggression and actually be himself for once. And what better place to reveal ones true inner being than through the veil of anonymity that is the internet? It also helps being anonymous when you find yourself inexplicably attracted to the new student everyone has their eye on.

Class Conflict ‘Verse (116,492) by photo41 (mbpgku):
+ Class Conflict (108,944 | T)
“The history of all hitherto existing society is the history of class struggles”- Marx
Class Conflict- Can refer to the concept of underlying tensions or antagonisms which exist in society due to conflicting interests that arise from different socioeconomic positions and dispositions.
Or what you get when Zayn, worried about what the hell he’s going to do in the future, meets a fit bloke on a school field trip to an Ducal estate and it turns out that this fit bloke, Liam, neglects to mention who exactly he is- he’s the Heir to one of the richest Dukedoms in Britain, and therefore already has his future planned out for him.
Basically, take Liam hiding his poshness, Zayn being oblivious, and throw in a son of famous Irish Actor and Liam and Zayn’s Best Friends who might be too perfect for each other, and you get the definition of Class Conflict.

+ Conscious of this Conflict (7,548 | G)
Society does not consist of individuals, but expresses the sum of interrelations, the relations within which these individuals stand
Zayn’s never had problems painting portraits before, but this one of Liam and his family is proving to be his Waterloo, since Liam can’t seem to let him be for like, 10 seconds to paint the damn thing. Unbeknownst to Zayn, Liam is being purposefully obstructive because he both does and doesn’t want him to paint it, he’s just figuring out the way to tell him. Meanwhile, Louis is trying to organize the best festival he can without going nuts, Niall just wants to get out of the Tony’s and all Harry wants is a cat. (Or so he thinks)
Or, what has happened since our battered proletariat rose up to fight the Class Conflict.

Half A Heart (68,241 | E) by ginger_with_a_black_cat (tumblr):
Zayn is an English student who doesn’t want to fall in love because his biggest fear is to get hurt again. Liam is a resident bad boy and everyone’s wet dream on the outside, but in the inside he’s a secret even to himself. Harry’s Liam’s best friend with a secret of his own. Louis likes to party hard, get drunk and get everyone in trouble but everybody loves him nonetheless. And then, there’s Niall, who’s the youngest of them all, but still has the most brains and keeps them all in order all while being in love with an impossible girl.
Or where Zayn gets hit in the head by his own actions, Liam finds himself falling for an idiot, Harry gets dragged out of the closet by the love of his life, Louis wants Harry and only Harry and Niall just wants all of them to get their shit together, so he can get his own life back.

Breaking the Silver Chain (89,288 | M) by Mickey_D
Liam is an alpha who is just coming home from a trip abroad, and he isn’t returning alone. While traveling, Liam met the most beautiful person he’d ever seen: an omega named Zayn. The two of them had a whirlwind romance that left them happily mated and inseparable. Zayn, a boy with rather exotic looks for Liam’s home, draws a lot of attention, which isn’t a bad thing, except that he catches the eye of Leonardo DiCaprio. DiCaprio is an alpha with rumors constantly swirling about him, rumors about kidnapping, shady businesses, and omega-trafficking. It’s known that he has a few judges and law enforcers safely tucked in his back pocket, a fact that keep the rumor mill turning since no one can ever get a straight answer.
Harry Styles is a law enforcer with a rather loud omega named Louis. He’s determined to bring the truth about DiCaprio into the light after a distressing call from a hysterical Liam makes him see red.

(they say home) is where you go to rest your bones (68,828 | M) by darlingjustdont:
There’s a warmth in his chest that expands until he feels buoyant almost. Like he could potentially fly. What a fucking cliche.
“You okay?” Liam asks, sliding up behind him and pressing a kiss to the nape of his neck.
“Never been better,” he replies. “Why do you ask?”
“You’ve been staring into the cupboard for about three minutes, babe. I don’t think you’re going to find Narnia there, no matter how hard you look.”
Zayn snorts and turns so Liam’s bracketed by his legs. “You’re a dork.”
Liam shrugs. “You love it, though,” he answers easily and Zayn’s breath catches for a minute.
“Yeah, I do.” 
Zayn’s managing just fine as a single father. Louis and Harry are a help, as much as they are terrors, but it’s Liam who brings him home.

**Heart of Stone, Life of Fire WIP (75,165 | E) by softlyandswiftly:
A war with the city of Banshia and its conquering King threatens all of the Cities on the continent of Kiza. Young Zayn Malik finds himself hopelessly entangled in the web of the war, his future rewritten in the span of a morning as allies and enemies shift. Traded for the promise of an ally, Zayn finds himself among the warrior tribes of the Nakizi people, where he must carve out his own place and take his fate into his own hands.

**Choices Like Waves WIP (193,513| E) by kbeto (overwhelmedbyfeels):
“Ever fucked a guy?”
Liam frowns, unsure of the direction this conversation is headed to. “Not really…”
“Been fucked by a guy?”

Whilst Niall’s eagerness evidently rises, Liam’s will to live drops. Where’s the rewind button?
>Liam has got good intentions and a good plan. Then, Zayn happens.

Wolves and thieves WIP (103,540 | E) by frenchkiss (lillourry):
“You are beautiful and you are everything to me,” Liam simply whispers into his ear, because he knows this, has heard it countless times (hearing it from the mighty Zeus himself is something that will never leave Liam) but he knows Zayn doubts and troubles. Sometimes they argue over it, because Zayn once said he wasn’t sure he should have ever left Mount Olympus and that had felt like a slap in the face.
(Later, when Liam was trying to sleep alone after Zayn had said he was going for a long walk around their gardens, he felt the bed dip and Zayn’s weight slide under the sheets behind him and he heard the murmurings “you are worth so much more than anything Olympus could ever offer me, Liam.” And Liam had rolled over, taken a shaking, weeping Zayn in his arms and held him tight until the sun rose, trying his hardest to contradict and take down all the worries Zayn had voiced through his tears.)
Or a Helen of Troy AU of sorts, where Zayn is descended from the gods, Liam will do all in his power to see him smile, Louis and Niall are the greatest friends and Harry’s a clumsy slave boy that Louis can’t help but end up falling for.

Sanity Not Included WIP (84,117 | E) by scottmcniceass:
Someone probably should have stopped the five of them from living together in one house.

Everything You Want WIP (106,199 | E) by ohioinmymind:
Zayn never knew how much he wanted Liam until he got to watch him be with someone else. But they’ve been best friends since they were in grade school and a quick fuck isn’t worth losing a thirteen year friendship. So Zayn gets lost in the music and works in a shitty record store with Harry, while Louis plots to get away from home and Niall and El are the laziest cheerleaders in the history of ever. And Liam–well, Liam spends his time chatting up his ex’s and driving Zayn crazy in that tiny fucking speedo. It’s all just a mess, really.

You’re Like a Dream (To Me) WIP (86,586 | M) by npse:
Highschool AU in which Liam, Louis, Danielle and Andy are best friends and Niall, Harry and Zayn are the cool kids.

Armour of Faith WIP (185,731 | M) by photo41:
In 2014, Zayn Malik, an army medic, is still out in the Middle East- he’s stationed as humanitarian relief along the Iraqi/Syrian border. Exploring, he innocently touches a carving in an ancient cave- and suddenly finds himself thrust into a much different war in the year of our Lord…1188.
Hurled back in time by forces he cannot understand, Zayn’s destiny in soon inextricably intertwined with the Knights Templar and the Third Crusade. He is catapulted without warning into the intrigues of knights, Lords and Kings that may threaten his life …and shatter his heart. For here, not only will he need to find a way home, but he may also find the love of a past-life.

**Can’t Help Falling in Love with You WIP (164,992 | E) by eternallyunleashed (zaynsbambieyes):
In the 18 years he’s been alive Zayn has learnt to deal with the insane amounts of anxiety and stress that life threw his way. It was always easy to stay back and pretend he was invisible. After agreeing to Harry’s idea of an internship he realizes all his hopes of maintaining a quiet simple life as he works towards Med-school get tossed out the window. Liam Payne enters his life. Zayn can’t put a name to all the whirlwind of emotions that threaten to rip his body apart by just being near Liam, but he is certain of one thing. The mere thought or sight of Liam makes him lose the ability to breathe.
For Liam his goal is pretty simple. Ever since he laid eyes on Zayn, who looks like sin in human form with eyes that threaten to rip a man’s heart out, he knew he had to have the boy. He needs him more than he’s wanted anything in his entire life. Otherwise his red hot desire for the boy might just take him to his death.

**The Way We Do WIP (112,267 | E) by CupecakeCait:
Zayn and Liam play on rival football teams, and it’s hate at first sight, in Zayn’s case at least.

**Hello Twelve, Hello Love WIP (74,587 | E) by watyonameisgurl:
In which Zayn comes back to him slowly…When Liam and Zayn were 12, Zayn suddenly went missing in the middle of the night. With no leads, no evidence of a break-in, and no requests for ransom the police eventually concluded that Zayn simply ran away and they closed the case. His family never believed it and neither did Liam.
10 years later Liam gets held hostage during a bank heist only to find that one of the robbers is Zayn. But he doesn’t seem to recognize Liam or even his own name. Liam tries to track Zayn down on his own, hesitant to involve the police who in his experience have proved to be untrustworthy more often than not. But then Liam starts noticing strange things in his apartment. His bedroom door closed halfway when he’s sure he left it all the way open; the tv remote sitting slightly further to the left than where he usually leaves it; a stray hair on the floor, darker and shorter than his own. At first he assumes it’s just the other boys messing with him but the longer it goes on the more he starts to wonder if he might actually be going crazy.
He doesn’t realize until it’s too late that while he’s been busy searching for Zayn all this time, Zayn has already found him.

**Zayn’s Body WIP (348,297| NR) by jaylanic:
Zayn is an asshole to everyone. Except for Liam. But when a demon takes over the body of the hottest guy in school after he gets too friendly with a sketchy band, Zayn Malik’s friends go to hell and back, literally, trying to save his soul.

A Little Bit Of Time WIP (91,552 | M) by Beautystream:
Zayn is totally is infatuated with his across the hall neighbor that goes by the name of Liam.
He has had a crush on this lad for nearly three years since he moved into the apartment complex. They’re acquaintances, but not anything more even though Zayn believes they are destined to be together.
Harry is married to his high school sweetheart, but is having a bit of trouble. Accusations of Louis cheating on him are making rounds. He isn’t sure what to believe anymore, but things aren’t adding up.
Louis slipped up once with this girl and after years of progress and trust building… but it’s happened again possibly.
Both boys are best mates and dealing with dramas, what will come to make life easier? When will things ease and be better again?

I hope this is helpful!

Check out my fic posts for this is interlude and vanilla sweet universe!

fic recs june 2015 - january 2016

* = favorites

** = absolute favorites


You’re An Asshole (But I Love You)  85k **  Louis is a frat boy with a drinking problem who doesn’t know what he wants to do with his life, and Harry is a psychology student who always takes care of him and might just be exactly what Louis doesn’t want, but really needs.

Let’s Fall in Love In a Place You Want to Stay 134k *  A George of the Jungle / Tarzan AU where Louis is a model who meets Wild Man Harry in the Congo. He was raised by apes and barely speaks a word of English and turns Louis’ life upside down.

Wild And Unruly  123k **  Harry is a cowboy sitting on the biggest oil reservoir in Wyoming, and Louis is the paralegal assigned to pressure him into selling his land.

Work Me Over  51k   The only luck Louis has ever believed in is the luck that comes from working. He’s never really believed in love, either. In this world, if something is too good to be true, it’s because it’s a con.

don’t tell the gods (we left a mess)  71k **  After a misunderstanding with Liam’s mother, Louis agrees to accompany his best friend to a family wedding and pretend to be the world’s best boyfriend. But their simple plan goes awry when he learns that Harry, ex-boyfriend/ex-love of Louis’ life, will also be in attendance. (aka: fake!boyfriends with a twist ft. bromance, romance and cake.)

bring out feelings in me i never show   24k   Louis accidentally hires a felon to be his fake boyfriend for Thanksgiving. Or, the fake boyfriends au no one asked for

Escapade  146k ****  In the grand scheme of things, finding a date for a wedding should be no problem for Louis Tomlinson. He’s rich. He’s handsome. He’s reasonably well behaved. But when the wedding is for his lifelong best friend (and former boyfriend), and is happening in under a month, finding a date for the ceremony and accompanying festivities becomes more of an adventure than he ever could have planned for.

Uncharted Shores  111k **  he plane taking the boys to LA crashes and the boys are left alone and alive on a deserted island. They’re the only five survivors on the plane. As time passes, they find that they will most likely never be rescued and go about settling down. (OT5)

Two Steps Behind 38k *  Louis is two years younger than his neighbors, Harry, Liam, Niall, and Zayn, and he grows up bending over backwards to get their attention and acceptance. Especially Harry’s.

one shots:

wish i knew how to break this spell  6k * Maybe it should be more of a surprise to open the door and find Harry wrapped up in about a dozen blankets, face pink from the cold and soft from sleep. It isn’t.
Harry, Louis, and a cabin. It’s cold outside.

Orange Canvas  25k *  A spring break (kind of) fake relationship AU

I Think I’m Addicted To Your Light  9k  Louis is just zipping back up when the door swings open with a swell of noise and someone shuffles up next to him, shoes tapping loudly against the tile floor. Louis turns to see who’s walked in and just violated the code of the men’s toilet by taking the urinal next to him and is met with wide, green eyes and red lips stretched into a brilliant smile.“Happy new year,” the guy grins, shaking long, curly hair away from his face. “You look sharp. Sorry, do you mind holding this for a minute? I don’t really have any place to keep it and it’s kind of a hassle, getting out of these things. Don’t want it to fall in.”He indicates his legs with the hand clutching a pale pink phone, and Louis’ gaze drops. Speechless, Louis takes the phone, eyes locked on the guy’s legs. His gorgeous legs, clad only in a pair of black thigh-highs held up by a silky black garter belt.

of faith and trust and pixie dust  4k  “So, you and Nick, you fuck, right?” (STYLINSHAW) 

Won’t See It Coming Till It’s Already Gone  12k “Tell me that this is a fake,” Peter says, slapping a handful of papers against Louis’ chest. He says something else, something loud and demanding, barely even pausing for a breath, but Louis doesn’t hear it. All he hears is the sound of his own breathing, the sound of his own heartbeat.Because this - this looks like a marriage certificate.For a minute, everything stills, quiets. Louis drags his eyes up, meets Harry’s gaze, fixed on him.Then the noise is back, shouting voices clamoring to be heard over each other, and Harry is still staring at him.The ring that Louis hadn’t been able to stop noticing in the loo weighs heavily on his hand. His left hand.

Ocean and waves and wires between us  8k   Niall wants to meet his online girlfriend, Veronica, and enlists the help of MTV’s Catfish to do it. He doesn’t get quite what he bargained for, but it works out alright, really.  (ZIALL)

fire and rain  4k   Harry and Louis have been known for hating each other, but one day at a party that Harry was dragged to, they play spin the bottle and end up having to kiss.

led by your beating heart  29k **  AU where Harry’s in One Direction, Louis isn’t, and they reconnect over a game of ‘Call or Delete’.

slow to aknowledge the knots in our laces  14k ** He turns to Liam. “We could come up with a points system, we don’t even have to do anything outside of what has set points. The interviewers would hate it. Or, are you too… chicken?“Liam rolls his eyes, but smiles and gives Louis a pointed look. "No, Louis."And that’s the end of it.Until a week later. (LILO)

Will Kiss for Cash  4k  The boys decide to play gay chicken. Harry and Zayn, as always, take it a step too far. (ZARRY)

Even Mountains Crumble Into the Sea  4k   the one where they are all in the Bungalow and plays truth or dare and Harry gets dares to put on some panties Niall found.

I Think I’m Kissing Louis Tonight  4k   Harry can’t believe Louis picked him over everyone, and Louis really wants to kiss Harry.

Wicked Games  4k *  Zayn gets mad about Liam’s tweet and challenges him to a game of gay chicken.

let me make a thing of cream and stars  24k **  Louis is a Radio 1 DJ and Harry is a pop-star he interviews.

We’re Like Bumper Cars  31k   the AU where Louis and Harry are rivals of the century and Cross Country competitors before things get complicated and they play pretend.

Mine Now   32k ***  This is the story of how Harry finds himself pouting in Louis’ passenger seat with a raging boner on the way to seduce his ex boyfriend.

Tuesday: The Apocalypse  32k ***  This is the story of how Niall finds himself listening to Harry’s presidential opponent wank for five minutes straight before he understands what’s happening. (Sequel of “Mine Now”)

Glass Table Boys  6k   Louis is a go-go dancer at a gay bar. Zayn is a DJ, and Louis’s roommate. Harry is a hot stranger. Naturally, a threesome ensues. Guest starring Nick Grimshaw as a sassy bartender. (ZOURRY)

we are honey and the bee  41k *  au where harry plays rugby at uni, louis needs to hire a nanny, and life is one big cliche.

give you my fever  10k   x-factor era. harry’s never had an orgasm before, louis gives him his first

Hit the Spot  9k   Louis Tomlinson unlocks the secrets of time travel to fuck his younger self and boyfriend.

everything i can arrange, every part of me you change  10k *  [Harry needs a big spoon and Louis refuses to let anyone steal his position.

Being Held Down  4k   Everything changes when they start noticing how much weaker Louis is compared to them. (OT5)

Never Had a Chance  22k   the one where Harry wants Louis, Louis wants to lose his virginity, and a camping trip is exactly what they need to sort themselves out.

walk my days on a wire  38k   when actor Louis Tomlinson used to daydream about dating Harry Styles, this is not what he had in mind.

Help! ( I Need Somebody)  2k   Liam’s prank backfires spectacularly.

not just a phase  22k *** “Great!” says Liam. “I’ll, um, I’ll set up a time.”“Not now?” Niall deflates.Liam shakes his head. “No, well. We thought, maybe, you and Soph should go first?”Niall scrunches his face up. “Like…an icebreaker exercise?”“Yeah,” says Liam, shaking his head fondly at Niall, which Niall thinks is a bit rich coming from the guy proposing get-to-know-you sex before a threesome. “Just like that.” (NOPHIAM)

‘til you’re screaming and you’re sore  5k   Louis is gay. The other four are straight, but curious. Louis offers to help them. (OT5)

Picture This  2k   'Niall secretly watching and jerking off to Harry and Louis having sex. They are unaware they’re being watched and don’t find out.’

hoping this cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again  17k   "Stay,” Harry whispers desperately, pressing his lips to Louis’ temple like he can somehow ease the pain that’s blooming there, but he can’t make the pain stop and no matter how hard he tries he can’t make Louis stay.

Wrong Side of Love  37k  Zayn and Liam wake up in each other’s bodies.

In Dreams  23k   AU. When Harry moves to a new city, his new flat come with a number of sweet, anonymous gifts and surprises that brighten his days. Could it be a friendly ghost? Another friendly presence in his new building is his tattooed neighbor, Louis, who seems determined to put a smile back on his face.

Have You Coming Back Again  31k   He’s got Harry’s schedule memorized, more because the guy keeps following him around than anything, so he doesn’t bother looking around before climbing behind the wheel and setting his bag on the passenger seat. It’s a Monday, which means that Harry doesn’t even get out of bed before noon unless he’s planning on harassing Louis.

Marked for later

@softhie asked for a bit of my marked for later fic list … so this is like … 5% of it.

- Anywhere I Would Have Followed You     : Or, an AU in which Louis is ridiculously dedicated to his job as a travel writer, Harry desperately wants to become an established photographer, and Paris might just be the place where they fall in love. Featuring a fake proposal, a boy who’s nursing a broken heart and another who’s afraid to open up, and a random work assignment that’s the best thing that’s ever happened to them both. (63k)

- See Clearly Now : OR a five-times fic where two guys, one college dorm room and a faulty door lead to a few embarrassing situations and finding out more about themselves and each other than they ever bargained for.  (11k)

- Big, Bright World  : It really was just a little crush in the beginning, nothing to be worried about. Louis had never really liked anyone he’d worked with in the past, but he was sure he could control himself. Little did he know that over time his ‘little crush’ would develop into a blazing inferno of Hell-fire proportions. Every day, Louis’ feelings became more intense, more immediate, each little smile and gesture and silly flirtation mounting up into something palpable, with a life of its own. Louis felt it every moment they were together. The only problem? Harry was engaged to someone else and had been from the moment Louis started working at Visionary. Office AU (not based on the TV show). (35k)

- Every Little Thing He Does Is Magic  :  There were only a few things Louis didn’t believe in. You could include in that list the Easter bunny, the tooth fairy, and also Father Christmas. Having four little sisters, though, he had to pretend that all of them were real for the sake of keeping their imagination alive.Surprisingly, there was one thing, that not until his oldest little sister turned 11 did Louis believe in and did he think would actually be real: magic. Louis’ sister was a witch and everything he knew would never be the same again.  Part 1 of the Mistletoes & Wrackspurts series, or the Hogwarts AU where Louis is a muggle, Lottie finds out she is a witch and Harry is Lottie’s wizard friend from Hogwarts, with a lot of magic, letters, owl cuddles and crushes on boys from different worlds.  (92k)

- The Butterfly Effect.: Harry loves life. He loves his job, he loves his major, he loves clouds, he just loves everything. And he especially loves the infatuating boy  who always sits across the bakery he works at with a blue balloon each day which he always lets go. Louis loves…well Louis doesn’t really love anything. Especially not himself. Or life. Or anything. And he most certainly doesn’t understand why Harry likes him so much, yet he still finds himself falling for him. But as infatuation grows into love it inevitably turns into the greatest casualty of all. (131k)

- As long as you’re smiling and… wear clothes : American AU where Harry has anxiety, Liam and Zayn in pure fluff and Louis is his sunshine-self.  (90k)

- so let’s cross the lines we lost : Louis lives a not so quiet life on a not so quiet street. Starting university was supposed to be easy, that is, until he realises his new neighbour is Harry Styles, and they kind of hate each other, so falling for him is definitely out of the question. (or: Harry and Louis have a complicated past, Niall throws too many parties, Zayn is definitely not pining, and Liam just wants everyone to get along) (165k)

- lips speak louder : Pool water dyed blue, a deep hatred for R.E.M., shorts catching on fire, a karaoke night that somehow changes everything, an angering lack of proper communication—oh, and what’s camp without a bit of rivalry? (AU in which Louis is a summer camp counselor along with a few other less-than-qualified people just trying to make it through the next four weeks in one piece. The curly-headed bloke from the camp sharing the campsite with them surely won’t let that happen) ‘29k)

- Were We Ever This Young? : Hogwarts AU in which Harry and Louis both return to give talks to seventh years about the 'real world’ with slightly varying results. Inspired by the Chilton scene between Rory and Paris in the new Gilmore Girls. (17k)

- Snow Job : Harry is a world famous rock star who is closeted and never gives interviews. Louis is a failed novelist and reporter for a gossip magazine that has fallen on hard times. Louis is promised a promotion if he can get the ultimate get - an interview with Harry Styles. Louis finds out that Harry has a mountain cabin near where his friends Zayn and Niall live and heads up to try and meet him. In a twist of fate, Louis has an accident and Harry saves him. Will Louis get his story, or will the fact that he’s falling in love change things? Will Harry forgive him when he finds out Louis is lying to him? Will Harry find the courage to come out of the closet and finally be happy?  (42k)

- The End Should Be A Good One : Or, the one where Harry loses the love of his life on New Years Eve and finds him again, six months later, ready to open some poorly-stitched wounds. (43k)

- The Boys of Summer: AU. In which Louis is a reluctant sports coach, Harry’s a fellow counselor who wears tiny yellow shorts, and camp rules say they’re forbidden to date. (45k)

Prompt Master list!!!!!!!

I do requests for:
Team 10 house - all cast
Teen wolf -all cast
One direction - all cast
5 seconds of summer -all cast
Chicago fire/med/PD -all cast
Buttercream squad - all cast
Harry Potter - all cast
Marvel - all cast
Vanoss gaming crew - all cast
The vampire diaries - all cast
Twilight (all movies) - all cast

Shawn Mendes
ED sheeran
Cody simpson
Zac efron
Channing tatum
Chris hemsworth
Liam hemsworth
Chris pratt
Justin beiber
Chris pine
Jonas brothers - all

To request:
●I need the grouping or person you want.
●A prompt from the list below (can be morethan one. Max is 5)
●Little bit about you if you want me to put you in it.
●a plot or backround of the imagine if you want (i can make it up)

If i do not have your fandom or personal you would want messege me and i will do research and let you know if i can do it or not. Xx

1. “Stop moaning you big baby”
2. “Stop winking”
3. “Why did you have to be a smart person?”
4. “You’ve got to be kidding me”
5. “Wht the hell are you drinking. At this hour?”
6. “Take. A. God. Damn. Break.”
7. “Shit, im sorry”
8. “How did you manage to be this stupid?”
9. “Your hair is so soft”
10. “Sorry. I just got lost in your eye’s”
11. “What are you writing about?”
12. “I love you”
13. “Is that my t-shirt?”
14. “Please don’t leave me”
15. “Please say something…”
16. “We collide”
17. “Thats a stupid rule”
18. “How are you so pretty?”
19. “What the fuck?”
20. “You wanna go!?”
21. “Even the best fall down sometimes”
22. “You and i. We’ll be alright”
23. “What are you even saying?”
24. “Do that again”
25. “Please don’t”
26. “Hold me back!?”
27. “Oh its on”
28. “When i look into your eye’s its over”
29. “I feel lucky like a four leaf clover”
30. “How are you so tall?”
31. “Not in that drawer!!”
32. “Dont touch that”
33. “Im always going to be here”
34. “Help me up asshole”
35. “Ill show you where my shoe fits!
36. "Dont tell me to shut up”
37. “Dont dare touch me.”
38. “Could you kindly get the fuck away from me for a moment!?”
39. “Country music is always the best”
40. “whatever she’s got”
41. “Dont you know how to clean?”
42. “Why so flirty all of a sudden?”
43. “Is that the best you can do?”
44. “Dont you dare throw that snowbal-OKAY THATS IT!”
45. “You’ll catch flies”
46. “Im a little drunk on you”
47. “I touched the butt…”
48. “Its too cold! Come back”
49. “No. im not letting you go. Its too early to get up”
50. “C'mere, you can sit in my lap till im done working”
51. “Im not going to stop poking you untill you give me some attention”
52. “Just pretend to be my date”
53. “I think im in love with you. And im absolutely terrified”
54. “Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day”
55. “Its not bad to cry. In fact i think it make a person stronger”
56. “I remember practicing asking you out in the mirrior..”
57. “Let’s just stay in bed”
58. “We live together, you can’t blame anyone else for this.”
59. “I want to try for a baby”
60. “I think i might be pregnant”
61. “Think about it. The little patter of children in out home”
62. “I want to marry you”
63. “I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It’ll save water”
64. “You lost your chance.”
65. “Dont look at me like that”
66. “Pack your shit and go. Get out of my sight.”
67. “I dont want to live in a broken home.”
68. “I cant do this anymore. Not with you.”
69. “I tried to move on but no body is you.”
70. “Please take me back.”
71. “Maybe im meant to be alone.”
72. “I fell like everyone has forgotten me. Like i dont exist.”
73. “Ive been alone for so long…”
74. “I can’t Belive you’d do this to me.”
75. “What about me!? Did you ever think of that?!”
76. “Did you think i wouldn’t find out?”
77. “Im going to skip the "how?” And “why?” And go straight to your cleaning this up.“
78. "Its 11:00pm, why are you making cupcakes?”
79. “Aphroadite ain’t got nothing on your beauty. Trust me”
80. “Sorry im rambling” “it’s okay. I like hearing you talk”
81. “You were supposed to be my forever”
82. “Pfft. the stars have nothing on your eye’s, doll”
83. “Im mad at you because i love you.”
84. “I cane to this city to ment my broken heart. Never imagined i would find you to help me piece it back together”
85. “Is that a turtle?”
86. “The heater broke and im freezing, can i sleep with you?”
87. “I hear cuddling helps you sleep better, wanna try it out?”
88. “I know how to settle this. DANCE OFF!!”
89. “Will you stope stroking my hair and whispering ‘my precious’?”
90. “Are you eating a jar of nuttella in one sitting?” “I have problems. Leave me be”
91. “If you insist”
92. “Thank you kind sir” “your welcome m'lady”
93. “I think you two should get married”
94. “ are you from Starbucks cause i like you a latte”
95. “Seriously?”
96. “I hate you.”
97. “Stop being cheesy.”
98. “I’ll slap you.”
99. “Since when did you cook?”
100. “You know what! I love you. I fucking love you okay!?”
101. “Could you help me”
102. “Fuck off.”
103. “You lied.”
104. “You think that im going to fogive you after all you put me through?”
105. “You broke what?!”
106. “Im sorry run that by me again”
107. “Its not nearly as bad as it looks, Darling”
108. “Frankly i couldn’t care less.”
109. “I don’t know where she gets it from”
110. “Bring that pretty little butt over here”
111. “We have to pretend to be married”
112. “Why are you dressed like that?”
113. “At what point did you think tbis was a good idea?!”
114. “Let me love you old school”
115. “You had me at 'free pizza”
116. “Why are you always pushing me away?”
117. “How did you even get that up there?!”
118. “You’re evil”
119. “The sign said not to push the button, so naturally i had to push it”
120. “That came out wrong”
121. “I think you’re just afraid to be happy.”
122. “I just came to dance”
123. “You know my name?!”
124. “Oh, you beautiful weirdo”
125. “How bout dat!”
126. “Ive never felt this way about anyone before…and it scares the crap out of me”
127. “None of this makes sense”
128. “You have a wicked sense of humor”
129. “I won’t let you fall.”
130. “Do you remember me? We were only 15”
131. “Your voice is like a melody, i could listen to you all day”
132. “Im your’s”
133. “Im only human!”
134. “Must be love on the brain”
135. “What do you want from me?!”
136. “Don’t mind if i do”
137. “Shut up and kiss me”
138. “Dork”
139. “Asshole”
140. “Ah, but i am cute”
141. “You will forever remember this as the day you nearly caught captain jack sparrow.”
142. “You did all this for me?!”
143. “What ate you afraid of?”
144. “What the hell was that?”
145. “Well the powers out”
146. “What now”
146. “Well. This sucks.”
147. “Awkward”
148. “May i have this dance?”
149. “Hand’s and eye’s off mate.”
150. “She’s mine.”
151. “Don’t freak out….but i think we got married last night.”
152. “Somebody is in love”
153. “You what?!”
154. “Did i stutter?!!”
155. “Fuck you.” “Please do.”
156. “I can’t wait to grow old with you”
157. “Why are you covered in mud?”
158. “You take one more step towards me and i will knock you on your ass.”
159. “Let him go. It’s me you want”
160. “Dont deny it.”
161. “Okay. This is seriously creeping me out”
162. “We have to find a way to make this work.”
163. “Is that…my picture in your wallet/ home screen?”
164. “If he asked. I’d be his”
165. “Come over here and make me.”
166. “Wanna bet?!”
167. “Pfft. Hold my beer.”
168. “Do you….well….i mean…i could give you a massage?”
169. “Is there a reason why you’re naked in my bed?”
170. “Kiss me.”
171. “Marry me?”
172. “Im pregnant.”
173. “I wish i could hate you.”
174. “You heard me. Take. It. Off.”
174. “Please…dont do this…”
176. “I love you….”
177. “Is it really you?!”
178. “I’ve missed you”
179. “Boo.”
180. “Have you seen th- oh…”
181. “Shit.”
182. “Who crawls through someone’s window at 4am to go and get ice-cream?!”
183. “Our first date is a picnic on a beach under the stars? Have you swallowed a romance novel? Do I need to call a doctor?”
184. “The only thing i want is you.”
185. “Are you ticklish?”
186. “PILLOW FIGHT!!!”
187. “Fight me”
188. “I will knock you on your ass if you even think about it.”
189. “I need you to pretend we’re dating…”
190. “Im not leaving you.”
191. “Please…let me go.”
192. “You weren’t even going to say goodbye. Were you?”
193. “Im hopelessly in love with you.”
194. “I bet i can make you scream my name”
195. “Pervert!”
196. “Childish. Thats all you are.”
197. “I love you a lot. But stop trying to cook me dinner. You suck”
198. “If you shove cake in my face. This will be the worst wedding night of your life.”
199. “I bet its a girl/boy”
201. “Our kid is totally the one who wanted to build a pillow fort. Not me”
202. “Your dad is really excited to see you soon…its driving me crazy”
203. “I think we should have another”
204. “Are you drunk?”
205. “Im flirting with you”
206. “I had to see you again”
207. “Our baby is the cutest”
208. “I cant wait to meet you”

anonymous asked:

Hi! Sorry to bother you but can you plz tell me Ur opinion on Zayn with his father. How come we never see them together?are they not close?

When was the last time we saw Zayn with any of his family?  When was the last time we saw Niall with Bobby or Maura or Theo?  When was the last time we saw Louis with Mark?

I don’t think the amount we see the boys publicly with their family members has anything to do with how close they are.  As the boys became more famous, I think they stopped showing their time with their families more and more.  That private time became more precious to them, so they wanted to keep it to themselves and not share it with anyone.

At the same time, the boys grew up.  I can tell you, I’ve seen my dad in person maybe 2 times in the last 3-4 years?  Something like that.  I’m an adult, I live across the country from him, and while I love him as much as ever, I just don’t have the money or time to fly over to see him regularly.  The boys are the same. They have work that keeps them busier than mine does probably.  It’s not weird if they don’t see their families a lot.

I’ve had people come into my inbox before to ask if Niall doesn’t get along with Bobby, which absolutely floored me. Is Bobby not the best thing in all of Ireland?

My point is that the perception of how the boys feel about their family members can often be completely skewed.  There are people out there who think Niall has a bad relationship with Bobby, but I wouldn’t say that’s the case at all.

Another thing about Zayn’s family is that his father has always been oddly cut out of the official narrative.  The papers were claiming his parents were divorced at one point which definitely wasn’t true.  Some people think Zayn’s dad saw the lies they were forcing on his son and 100% refused to play along.  They think that’s why the official narrative has pretended he doesn’t exist ever since.  

It’s also possible that his dad is simply shy and doesn’t want the kind of attention being visible would bring him as Zayn’s family member.  With the kind of hate Zayn gets on social media just because of his background and religion, that’s an even bigger concern.

Zayn’s actually been able to talk about his dad more since his solo promo started.  If you look through his print interviews, his dad is brought up as an important force in Zayn’s life and as an influence to Zayn’s music several times. Zayn and Liam also brought up Zayn’s dad during one of their ARIA interviews in 2014.  There’s nothing to indicate that Zayn and his dad are on bad terms.

Just go look up Yaser Malik on the Google image search.  There may not be a ton of recent pictures, but you can see how involved he was in Zayn’s life as a child and during the X Factor era.

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Down below you’ll find links to all my posts. Some of the recents posts aren’t linked yet since the orginial page was acting up, but they will be shortly. Enjoy some tea! 

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hello :) so, i was in the mood so here is a new fic rec (17 fics) enjoy it :) 

(i’ll add these fics to the masterpost later)

Baby Blue Prince by dreaming_of_larry (1K)

“I’ll love you forever my baby blue prince. I’ll love you forever my baby blue king.”

a love like legend by butterflylungs (2K)

Here’s the truth: the first time they meet isn’t the first time they meet.

Here’s another truth: neither of them know that.

Here’s a lie: maybe this time they won’t break each other’s hearts.


Harry and Louis are soulmates destined to lose each other.

Enough is Enough by stylesoftheshire (3K)

Harry enjoys the attention he gets on nights out but Louis doesn’t and finally does something about it. 

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consider this: SMH & one direction

i just wanna talk about smh and 1d ok im so sorry this wasnt supposed to be this long i have no control 

  • dex grew up with sisters (let me have this he has a bunch of sisters ok) so not only was he completely unable to escape one direction he was not allowed to get away with any sort of ‘bands that have mainly young female fanbases are not real music’ misogyny that lots of teen boys and adult males have 
    • so he likes 1d he doesnt advertise but he had to listen to them a lot so he knows their entire discography and what they have some good songs ok bro 
    • so yeah they find their way into his workout playlists so fucking what man they’re fucking hype songs 
    • his fave is niall bc hes chill and just wants to drink beer and play his guitar and listen to dad rock and he’s irish (dex is irish and is grandma loves niall bc she’s irish and what a sweet young lad) he’s not like die hard niall stan but he knows all of the 1d discourse from his sisters debating (im willing to listen to other opinions my back up is louis bc hes a punk) 
    • he save up one year (and got help from his fam) to get tickets for his sisters to see a wwa concert as a birthday/christmas/every holiday present bc theyre expensive and they dont have a lot of money 
      • his mom technically bought the tickets he just helped pay for them and the girls surprised him with a ticket for him to come with (mama poindexter: well i cant let them go alone who’s gonna watch them you have to go make sure they dont get arrested for doing something stupid) dex played it cool but it was such a fun concert and so fun to hang out with his sisters tooo
  • nursey now is a goddamn hipster u cant tell me he isnt into a bunch of british alternative bands and bc of his brit music phase he knew about one direction from the very start at the x factor stage (he definitely mentions this all the goddamn time when they start becoming popular but he chills out through the years)
    • hes been to at least one concert for every tour (he even got tickets to the madison square garden show) - he went to every concert with his sister but it was his idea to go and she was just there to keep an eye on him
    • also a big reason he got into the band was zayn like heres a pakistani muslim boy who’s super talented with these white dudes and that representation is super important (i also hc nursey as muslim or at least partially but zayn is a brown muslim boy killing it so yeah its awesome) 
    • but nurseys fave tho is harry especially when harry is a total hoe with long hair and jewelry and those red carpet looks like nursey is in love but also in awe bc those sparkly boots and that floral suit like those are iconic Looks™ and nursey loves it bc gender isnt real and he loves hoe looks (zayn is like 1.5 tho bc nursey is in love)
      • nursey tries to serenade dex with little things one day when they’re chilling by the pond on the grass and dex punches him bc nursey is making him emo even when he knows dex doesnt have emotions (in public in front of people who can see him cry)
  • bitty likes them they’re no beyonce but theyre fun and attractive and yeah hes gonna have some fun dancing to them he isn’t really up with all the drama and disc*urse until the boys have 1d nights and they watch this is us and the concert dvds bc he learns a lot 
    • he loves 2013 era harry and all the time liam (that boy is thicc and bitty 100% does not swoon)
  • holster like come tf on holster loves them he unironically and passionately loves one direction completely unashamed he does not care for your opinions and no one makes fun of him bc he’s a 6′4 fucking big ass hockey player who could drop kick u across campus if he wanted to
    • he claims he doesnt have a fave but he would die for all of them 
    • his fave rotates seasonally and he has a different fave for each era 
    • he went to the tmh tour and he’s gone to every tour since - he goes with his sisters bc its a bonding topic for them he sits at the edge of the floor or at the end of a row on the sides bc hes so tall he feels so bad and he tries to stay out of the way of the little girls behind him but hes nice to them and talks to them and so they like him even if hes a giant
    • but really he and his sisters are so close bc they have a lot of similar interests and they talk about pop culture stuff and its hard to keep intouch when hes away so much but they have group chats about 1d and tv shows and stuff so its so nice for them to keep up a strong bonding time 
  • ransom is a britney bitch and holster dragged him into 1d. he’s in it for the memes and the drama really. (he likes the songs and thinks its fun but he wouldnt have been a fan and gone to concerts if it wasnt for holtz)
    • holster takes him to the wwa concert and they have a blast 
    • holster also drags his ass to see this is us opening night (they both cry)
  • chowder just loves everyone and he doesnt understand why people hate 1d (or other pop artists with majority young female fan bases that ppl hate bc misogyny) when theyre so fun he’s not an active /fan/ until smh has team bonding nights involving one direction jam sessions and concert dvd watching and drunk history
  • on such 1d nights they put on one of the dvds and it accidentally turns into a drinking game (mainly drinking bc this part of my god did u see that !!! THAT NOTE CHANGE !!!! and ZAYN WHY !!!! and other painful parts) and some of them *cough* nursey dex and holster *cough* get possibly the most drunk they ever get bc of this 
    • theres loud awful drunk singing along and some sobbing (this is definitely not based off of any sort of personal experience whatsoever nope never done this before) 
    • after the movie when everyone is so drunk they talk about 1d history which is how the veterans teach the others about the exciting drama and disc*urse  
  • lardo is a bad bitch who is tough as fuck and manages a division I mens hockey team and every single one of them is afraid of her. AND she would not let any bro tease her for liking one direction bc why the fuck not. 
    • she has plenty of their songs thrown in arting playlists and in pump up playlists 
    • and she knows theres nothing better to cheer holster up when he’s having a rough day than a 1d dance sesh 
    • dont forget where you belong is the first song on her team bonding playlist bc its a love song to ur bandmates which transfers very well to love songs to ur teammates 
  • shitty unapologetically loves 1d and boy bands and girl bands and he supports all things that young girls love but are not taken seriously bc girls like them 
    • he’s written at least 3 papers/projects on the misogyny surrounding young girls and their interests and involvement in fandom and also boybands (he tries to fight all guys who disrespect girls’ interests and the power of teenage girls)
    • he’ll randomly show up to a 1d night bc obvi he’s in that gc and he’s ready to party and express emotions and dance and talk drama 
    • he loves harry bc “THAT FLOW MAN!!! HIS FLOW IS SO SICK!!!”
    • he cried when harry posted the pic of the hair he chopped off and cried when he saw the another man shoot where harry was defying all sorts of societal norms it was beautiful and his flow is still so nice even this short its ok it’ll grow back better than before
  • one friday night the lax bros sneak over to try to prank the haus and peak in the window and see half of the hockey team in the living room drunk off their ass singing loudly to a one direction concert on the tv - holster and nursey jumping around attempting to dance along, ransom clinging to bitty on the floor crying about a ‘hiatus’, bitty soothing ransom, dex forgetting about the drink in his one hand to drink rum from the bottle, shitty naked (not surprising) and slow dancing with a life sized cut-out of harry styles with tears streaming down his face (more surprising), and chowder lying on the couch singing through mouthfuls of pie 
  • they walk back to the lax bro house without executing the prank and they never mention it again
Sad Blue Eyes

Harry wasn’t a caring man.

He wasn’t the type to hold doors open for others or give extraordinary tips to his waiters. Harry was a relatively busy man, spending the majority of his time keeping his company in check. He was relatively young for a CEO, yet none could really tell by the way he carried himself. Tense shoulders and evil glare are constant features that Harry holds, so he’s maybe not the most approachable person in London, but that doesn’t mean he’s evil.

He’s been accused of it before. Scorned lovers and enraged ex-employees alike have screamed several obscenities to him several times before, making their negative opinions of him quite clear.  

Anyway, despite the copious amount of people that absolutely loathed Harry and deemed him as a selfish, good-for-nothing prude that had way too much money and way too little respect for the life he lived. 

They were wrong, for what it’s worth. Having grown up in a poor family and built himself up completely on his own (with a lot of help from his mother), Harry knew how lucky he was to be where he was. He wasn’t nearly as stuck-up as people thought. 

For example, unlike most of London’s elite, Harry understood early on that the sacrifice of terrible traffic of London for the “look” of importance was not worth it. No, anyone who actually lived in London knew that the fastest way around the city was the tube, so that’s what Harry used, no matter the odd looks he got when he and his Armani-suit clad self rushes onto the tube. 

That’s how Harry met Niall.

It started as a simple glance- a random meeting of eyes that should’ve been brushed off with a simple shrug. Green clashed with blue, and Harry stopped in his tracks. The big, sad blue eyes that were staring back at him wavered, but didn’t stick, looking away relatively quickly. Harry had let his eyes roam for a just a moment, scrutinizing the boy with blonde hair that darkens considerably at the root, freckles dotting across his face, and ratty old clothes that held testament to why the teenage-looking boy was sitting on the subway floor. 

Harry’s heart got a bit heavier, but he continued on his way home. 

It became a commonality for Harry to see the boy on his way home from work. He was always sat in the same place against the same pillar in the same station. It’s a nice station, so Harry understands. Not only was the station cleaner than most, but it was also a lot safer, which, for some reason, put Harry at ease. 

Somehow, their eyes always found each other. Until the day came that the blonde wasn’t there.

It had left Harry unsettled for the rest of the day, twitchy fingers and all, for a reason he couldn’t really understand. He shouldn’t care about the fact that he didn’t see a random boy in the tube station. He really shouldn’t have but he did.

The blonde boy doesn’t return for 3 more days. It was agonizing, waiting for him to reappear. 

It’s much like the first time they met, with Harry stopping in the middle of the crowded subway in an instant. It’s like the sad, blue eyed boy was waiting for him, as he’s already staring at Harry when the brunette glances over to him. 

Harry was excited, extremely excited, but there was something else that was bothering him. Specifically, the muddied gash running along the blonde boy’s left cheek. It was bright and painful looking and Harry feels his hands begin to shake.

And that’s what makes Harry, despite the fact that he had a terrible day and all he wanted to do prior to seeing the boy was to go straight to bed, make the decision to walk straight over to the blonde. The boy looks surprised, and maybe a tad scared, but that doesn’t stop Harry from squatting down next to him. It’s awkwardly silent for a second, even though the station behind them is still loudly bustling. 

“Hey,” Harry says lamely, unsure of exactly what to do with 

“You’ve cut your hair.” The boy responds with a tilt of the head and a small grin and Harry is shocked by many things. First off, the blonde was Irish. Second, he noticed Harry just as much as Harry noticed him. And finally, Harry may just have fallen for that smile. 

Harry nods because, yeah, two days ago he had gone from flowing locks to a shorter, “more professional” look. 

“You’ve cut your cheek.” He returns, unable to contain himself from reaching out towards the boy. The Irish boy flinches a bit but allows it, sighing lightly. “I’m Harry.” The brunette says.

The blonde smiles, “I’m Niall.” 

And that’s where it all begins.

* * * * 

They meet regularly. Sometimes just in passing in the subway, but usually Harry will end up dragging the blonde up into the above-ground to eat something. Whenever he can, Harry takes the chance to feed the lad. When he’s busy, he drops off a doggie-bag, claiming he got “too much” at his own lunch, but he rather likes the lunches where he can actually take Niall out. They don’t talk about Niall’s apparent homelessness, nor do they talk about any aspect of his past, but they talk about everything else. It’s mostly about Harry. 

Niall loves to hear about his sister, his mother, and his (few) friends. Sometimes, usually when they’re eating at grubby fast-food type restaurants that Harry hates but deals with it because its Niall’s favorite, Niall will share little bits and pieces of his life. They’re often little snapshots of his life in Ireland, about his brother and how he’s got a nephew, somewhere out there. The stories never seem to mention how Niall got to London, nor why Niall can’t just call his brother for help but Harry can never find the courage to ask. 

And feelings grow. 

It’s terrifying for Harry as he’s never been the type to catch feelings so quickly. He’s used to being the heartbreaker, the one that could care less when a relationship ended. He was attached to someone that is virtually un-attachable, someone who could easily slip away from him during his work hours. 

So, in an ever-so-effective way of getting over his infatuation, Harry stops pining so much and rather hits up high-class bars and clubs and eventually one night he gets so pissed that he actually brings someone home. 

It’s a bird, shorter than him but still average height. She’s got dirty blonde hair with darker roots reminiscent of a certain someone but her eyes are all wrong. Brown-green and not at all the blue that Harry’s craving, but there was something tugged at his drunken mind telling him that she’d do. 

He’s not sure if he actually sees Niall that night. It’s much later than Harry’s ever been in the tube, but he had always assumed that Niall slept here. He thinks he remembers seeing the flash of electric light blue pass by his eyes, but by the time the “couple” reached the blonde’s usual pillar, any trace that might have been there was gone. 

That’s the second time that Niall disappears.

This time it’s only two days and Harry sags in relief when he sees him, leaning against the pillar and looking relatively normal, like a normal boy waiting for a train. He’s got small earbuds stuck in his ears and he’s tapping on a phone that Harry knows is well above what the blonde (who was basically living off of the daily meals Harry buys him just a week ago) can afford. His clothes have changed as well, different from his usual, torn light blue skinnies and white long-sleeved tee that was ten sizes too big. Now he’s wearing black skinnies and a dark green tee shirt that’s only about two sizes too big for him. Harry stands in front of him with a confused look on his face until the blonde resurfaces, and gives Harry a confused look right back. 

“Alright, Harry?” He says, almost like a question and Harry just shrugs his shoulders. 

“Where’ve you been the past few days?” He asks, “Missed you.” He adds deliberately. 

Niall’s somewhat standoffish stature deflates at that and he opens his arms, initiating the hugging process which had started only a couple of days after the two of them properly met. Harry hugs him closely and inhales deeply. He smells good.

Harry backs off slowly after that. 

Niall hasn’t “smelt good” since the day Harry met him. 

It’s why Harry had offered, several times, for Niall to go to his house to at least take a shower and/or take a nap. Anything, Harry had offered, but Niall always refused, using excuses of not wanting to be too much of a bother, or being “busy.” None of which Harry actually believed, but the brunette always made a point of not being too pushy or demanding of the blonde.

To the rest of the world, Harry had no qualms with being an absolute asshole but when it came to Niall, all bets were off. 

“So, where were you?” Harry asks and Niall regains that hard look in his eyes. 

He shrugs. “I was with an old friend of mine.” He answers vaguely. 

Niall wasn’t necessarily lying. Zayn had been his friend ever since he moved to London. The first person to ever talk to the sad, stuttering freak from Ireland. He had been sure to warn Niall of the dangers of the streets. He had also been sure to give Niall a good idea of how the blonde was to get things when he needed them. Whenever Niall was drowning, on the edge of death or loneliness, he could go to Zayn. Go to see Zayn and do whatever the tall, dark, and handsome man wanted him to do and in return, he’d get clothes, food, shelter. 

Niall wasn’t dumb. He knew what Zayn called “payment” is what others called “prostitution” but sometimes, especially on the streets, it’s best to act like you don’t know what’s going on. Either way, Zayn likes when Niall acts all innocent, so that’s what Niall does. 

Apparently, this time Niall had been a really good boy. 

“Yeah?” Harry says, sounding puzzled and maybe a little bit annoyed and Niall wants to kick himself. He’s ruining it.

Shaking his head, Niall shrugs once more, wound still stinging from a few days ago– still angry at Harry for something he wasn’t in control of. It wasn’t the brunette’s fault that he didn’t like the sad, homeless freak the way the freak liked him. “Yeah, my mate Zayn.” He replies cooly, like he’s some kind of regular kid.

“Did you guys.. have fun?” He asks, emphasizing the sentence in a screwed way and Niall’s eyes narrow considerably. He crosses his arms, walls building as he furrows his eyebrows. 

“Did you and that chick the other night have fun?” The blonde asks, completely aware of how petty and jealous he sounds. 

Harry’s eyes widen at that and he drops his shoulders. “Honestly? No. I was busy thinking about someone else.” He says, staring Niall straight in the eyes as he says so. Niall’s mouth drops open as his eyes widen. 

There’s no words said between them but it’s all too clear. Harry’s hands find themselves dug under the new shirt, itching to rip off the offending fabric and replace it with a shirt of his own. Niall’s eyes flutter shut and he tangles his fingers into the slowly growing curls on the back of Harry’s neck just as their lips meet. It’s soft and kindergarten at first, innocent and testing. They pause just like they do in the movies, like there was some kind of invisible spark that was only able to be summarized by the people actually feeling it. Then Harry forces their lips back together, completely disregarding the crowds of people scoffing and rolling their eyes at the obvious PDA happening right in front of them. 

Harry can’t make himself care. 

Until he does.

“Prostitute” is the first word that pops into his head. Not what he thinks of Niall, of course not, but what others would. “Gold-digger” and “whore” would be words of child’s play by the time the tabloids got around to reporting about CEO Harry Styles’ new “boy toy.” Harry would be deemed a sugar daddy before his 30th birthday and his company would definitely feel the malice of the world’s heat. He’s never been secretive about his sexuality, but Harry knows that fighting words would be instituted the second the world figured out about his new, homeless boyfriend. 

He wasn’t afraid for himself. Maybe he was a tad bit worried for his company but mostly, he was worried for Niall. There’s no way of knowing how he got to where he was in life. 19 years old and alone on the streets, not a penny to his name nor a diploma for his education. Harry wasn’t about to put Niall through another bout of hatred. 

“Niall, Niall wait. Please. We can’t.” He gasps, pulling away from the blonde who stares at him in lustful confusion. 

“Oh,” He pants softly and Harry’s in love with the glint in his eyes, the blush on his cheeks, “Do you wanna go back to yours?” He asks and Harry’s eyes close as he shakes his head. 

We can’t.” He reiterates and he knows Niall understands. The blonde is by no means stupid and Harry can tell by the way his body stills and the way his arms instantly fall to his side and how his eyes immediately fill with what Harry can only define as pure rejection. 

Niall backs away, sideways from his pillar, sadness filling his eyes as Harry flounders to find an excuse. “Please, Ni, let me just-” He tries, reaching for his wallet and Niall’s face screws up in disgust. 

“Fuck you and your charity.” He spits, and Harry shouldn’t be shocked by the language but he is, so much that he instantly stops everything and instead watches as Niall grabs the grimy backpack that he’s had forever and tugs it onto his back. 

And the people are watching, some with sympathy others in humor, all disperse and Harry’s left alone.

* * * *

So Niall goes to the only place he knows where to go. 

Zayn welcomes him back with open arms, introduces him to a couple of his friends and Niall sits with Zayn’s arm around his waist as the rest of the group smokes weed. 

He feels awkward and tired and all he wants to do is sleep and cry while someone hugs him but that’s not what Zayn does. Sure, Zayn will be affectionate but in the feral way, with rough kisses to the throat and calloused hands grabbing everywhere. Not the affection that Niall needs right now. Niall doesn’t want to be awake anymore, not when he keeps envisioning how different this situation could be if Harry hadn’t pulled away earlier. How they could be in Harry’s flat or in the subway’s bathroom or even in the god damn streets and how gentle and soft and loving Harry would be. 

He holds back the tears and gratefully takes the bottle that some random person hands him, chugging just like Zayn taught him all those years ago. He grins lazily later on as Zayn praises him, “That’s my boy!” and kisses him hard. Drunk, he can pretend that it’s Harry all night and he probably won’t notice much of the difference. At least, that’s what he blames it on when he allows Zayn to pull him into the back room.

The next few weeks are quite the same. Niall stays with Zayn and lives the life he did 2 years ago when he first came to London. Zayn is high almost all of the time but Niall likes him a little bit better then. When sober, Zayn likes to interrogate Niall about his past. This way, all Zayn wants to do is eat, cuddle, and fuck. It’s not ideal, and Niall finds himself often wondering about Harry, missing the butterflies he felt every time Harry even looked at him 

Three weeks later, he sees Harry. 

It’s weird. He was so used to seeing Harry everyday that his features have become foreign. His eyes look sharper, more slanted and green. His arms are slightly smaller yet more defined and his hair is definitely somewhat longer. Niall wants to run over to him and apologize, hug it out and try to really understand why Harry pushed him away, but he’s with his new group. 

By group, he means he’s been hanging out with Zayn and his little crew of friends while they skate on station railings and smoke way too much, just begging to get caught and feel the thrill of running from the cops. Niall doesn’t like it and he remembers that this, among other reasons, is why he left in the first place.

“I remember when you used to think about me as much as you think about him.” Zayn voices and Niall jumps. He sounds sober, which could be true seeing as the last time Niall saw a joint in his mouth was at 11 that morning. “I remember when you were in love with me like that.” He slurs and Niall rolls his eyes, pushing Zayn off of his back where he’s hanging. Maybe it’s true, maybe Niall was a little bit more than half-way in love with his pseudo-savior and sexual guide, but that was only a bit before Niall realized that Zayn was not boyfriend-material.

“Get over yourself you twat.” He says lightly, adding a giggle that makes Zayn peck his nose. Niall shivers and he knows Harry’s watching. It’s weird how he knows without even seeing the guy, but he’s been able to feel Harry’s stare since the day they met. 

He glances over as well to see Harry’s eyes, blazing and furious as he looks between Niall and Harry. He’s across the way, not far across the street, and Niall can see him begin to make his way over to the group. 

“I think..” Niall begins slowly, privately to Zayn as the hazel-eyed man stares across Niall’s shoulder. “That I’m gonna be leaving you, Zaynie.” He says with a genuinely sad edge to his voice. 

“I thought I was your sugar daddy, Ni!” Zayn calls loudly, and Niall doesn’t have to be looking at Harry to know he flinched. “Jokes, babe.” He murmurs, hugging Niall tightly before releasing him.

Niall looks back at Harry, who’s been coming closer and closer with every second, but he can’t help but give Zayn a sad look. Zayn simply smirks, as if he doesn’t believe Niall. “Go off to your sugar daddy. I’ll see you soon, Niall,” Zayn says, like a promise, and despite how much Niall may love Zayn, he hopes the man is wrong. 

He turns quickly on his heel and goes to meet Harry halfway, pulling him away from the group that’s now avidly staring at them and around the corner. 

“What are you doing here?” Niall asks quickly as they walk down the road. 

Harry gives him a bewildered look. “Hello to you too, Niall, yeah, I’ve missed you as well!” He blabs and Niall attempts to hide his smile. 

“Harry…” He sighs, and the brunette looks down at him. “Why did you push me away?” He asks timidly, big sad eyes back in full action and Harry takes a minute to breathe. 

Then he blurts, “I love you.” 

Niall’s eyes turn from sad and confused to.. just confused. Then happy. Then, “I love you too. But, that doesn’t answer my question.”

Harry, trying to keep himself from being stunned into silence from Niall’s quick agreement to his statement. “I, uh. I’m a guy who works in a big company.” He says shakily. “A big company.”

“And… you’re not out?” Niall asks, nose scrunched and eyebrows furrowed in the way he always does.

“No, I’m out, it’s just… I kind of own the company.” He says, “And I was worried about how the press would treat you. I don’t know what kind of past you’ve had… we’ve never exactly gotten around to talking about it, but… I don’t want to put you through anymore pain, Niall.” Harry says, face unwavering. 

Niall’s face breaks out into a small smile. “Maybe we can talk about my past later.” He says softly, offering something he’s never offered to anyone else since his time in London began– honesty. 

Harry grins right back, once again unable to keep himself from touching his boy, cupping his cold cheeks gently. “I’d like that.” He says, and leans in, shoulders going lax as Niall loops his arms around them. And in an instant, like two magnets drawn together, they’re back where they should’ve been three weeks ago, snogging like the world was about to end. 

They stay like that, up against the brick wall of a nice looking bakery before the awkward coughs of passerby’s become too much and Niall pulls away.

“Do you wanna go back to yours?” He asks hesitantly, and Harry chuckles deeply, digging his nose into the crook of Niall’s neck.

“Let’s call it ours from now on, yeah?” Harry mutters sweetly and promptly kisses the blonde before he can begin arguing. 

I’m so so sorry this is late. I’ve recently had a bad few weeks, for several different reasons and I can’t promise that things will be getting any better, but I can say that writing this really made me happy, for what its worth. It kind of reminded me why I like to write these things in the first place, so thank you for reading and giving me the platform to share these things because I truly so appreciate it. 

Prompts are open! I do any Niall-centric OTP, OT3, OT4, and OT5! You can see my previous writings here and my master post here

2015′s writings masterpost


Welcome to the jungle
One shot

“Hello gorgeous!”

He was feeling cheesy tonight okay? That boy was just so cute with his curls and his big brown eyes that Zayn couldn’t help it. This time the boy clearly rolled his eyes and tried to escape his grip but Zayn was holding him hard.

“What’s your name curly?” he add.

“Liam. Can you let me go now?”

“Hey Liam. I’m Zayn and no, I won’t. I’d rather keep you for a while if you don’t mind.”


Present!Zayn meets barely 18 Curly!Liam in a gay club

Walking contradiction
One shot

Then, someone cleared their throat next to him and he heard the softest, most delicate voice he had ever heard spoke to him and no. That punk couldn’t have that beautiful of a voice but yes, Liam be damned, it was him, standing next to him with a tiny smile stretching his beautiful pink lips.

“Like what you see?”

Liam was confused. Was he asking that about the painting on the wall or about his own self because, the way Liam was eye-fucking him must have been obvious.

Or the one where Liam is some successful businessman who ends up into that art exhibit and found himself mesmerized by that punk with colourful tattoos and piercings everywhere

He keeps me warm
One shot

He tries to listen to the sound of the cars outside, looking at the moonlight entering through the dark curtains of his room. He tries to focus on those strong arms around him, on that wonderful warmth spreading from that body into his own. He tries to think about everything else but the crazy beating of his heart or that big, almost painful smile on his face, his cheeks almost hurting with it.

But the hurt of his face is nothing compare to how good it feels being in Liam’s arms, no. Nothing is better than that.

Only you can set my heart on fire

“And even Liam Payne is on the list man! How funny it would be Payne, playing The Pain!”

Zayn quickly raises his head towards Louis and he feels his own face fall at those words. Knowing that Louis’ would see it, he tries to busy himself by looking at his phone and drinking coffee but, it’s too late. He sees his friend looking at that big poster on their wall, the cover of the first issue of The Pain, and then looking back at Zayn. He does that a few times before finally speaking.

“Oh you didn’t!”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”


Zayn works for Marvel Comics and maybe has the biggest crush on actor Liam Payne. What a surprise it is to him when his comic, blatantly inspired by Liam himself, is going to be on the big screen and Liam is the one chosen to play the main character.

A little bit of magic
One shot

“Still spying on Payne’s class?”

Zayn jumped so hard at the sound of Louis’ voice that he hit the pile of books next to him, sending them all on the floor with a bang, probably disturbing the whole Library doing it.

It was useless denying his feelings towards Liam because Louis knew. Niall too. He could have said that he was just enjoying the sunny day and that he was quite fond of hippogriffs, be it was just poor excuses for him to stare at Liam and everybody knew it.


The boys are working at Hogwarts as teachers and Zayn is the Librarian. Everybody knows Liam and Zayn are in love, except for Liam and Zayn.

I fell in love in the back of a cop car
One shot

Liam looks back at his knees, at those handcuffs around his wrists and he knows those are restricting him because of Zayn in a way but, he can’t found it in himself to be angry at him. He wasn’t ready to know that the artist behind that street art was this beautiful, handsome man and that his eyes and his smile were going to have that much effect on Liam’s sanity.

Or the one where Liam get arrested because of Zayn.

And you smiled because you knew
One shot

According to his teacher, Mrs. Roberts, his tutor’s name is Zayn and he is supposed to be waiting for him by the front desk. “He’s really handsome,” she had said, “dark hair always high up in the air and he also wears glasses.”

Of course he is. He is a nerd studying English for fuck’s sake. Liam makes his way through the door, the Library still silent and almost empty except from some old man behind the front desk, with grey hair and a huge mustache and next to him stands a boy who must be Zayn.


Liam fails English and needs some tutoring sessions.

Love like war
One shot

“I don’t care? I don’t care?! You think I don’t care about the fact that I learned you were engaged at the same time as the rest of the fucking world Zayn? That I wasn’t important enough to for you to tell me about it before anyone else? That I think this is the worst fucking idea you could’ve had?! You don’t care because all you can think about is yourself!”

The anger is suddenly back in full force, the words “worst idea” spinning in his mind, over and over again.

“All i can think about is myself? Really Liam? Who left me completely alone once he was single to go out and get drunk almost every night? Who completely ignores me now that he had find himself the perfect girlfriend? It’s you Liam! You left so you didn’t deserve to know anything about what was happening into my life!”

Or the one where Liam and Zayn fights, until they’re not.

What kind of bubble gum have you been blowing lately
Ziam PWP
One shot

Zayn’s mum send a pool cleaner to his house and he does a bit more than cleaning Zayn’s pool.

Brighter Than The Summer Sun (With @zipplekink)
One shot

Zayn has always liked going to the local park with his dogs and his homework, or his sketchpad. But he has liked it more lately, though he has been distracted from his work, because he can’t keep his eyes away from Liam, a volunteer for the youth summer camp, as he runs around and plays with the campers.

The course of true love never did run smooth
One shot

He lets them talk to look around the room while eating his roasted chicken and to his own despair, he meets Liam’s eyes across the room from where he sits with Niall and their friend Sophia. She talks to Liam but it looks like he is not listening, he is looking straight at Zayn and even in the distance, he can see the coldness in those brown eyes. Zayn lowers his eyes then and concentrates on his food, his chicken being a lot less judgmental than Liam fucking Payne and it hurts a lot less to concentrate on his food than to stare into those eyes. Welcome to seventh year Zayn, nothing really changed and he still hates you just as much.

Or the one where Zayn and Liam are in Hogwarts and kind of hate each other.

Lips so good I forget my name
One shot

“Niall is gonna be mad, mate!” Zayn says to him as he enters the lounge just after Louis.

“Why is that?”

“Christmas. It’s his thing you know. Goes a bit crazy about it every year to be honest. I just saw your classroom and… He’s gonna be mad at you. Or kiss you for actually being just as crazy as him. I can’t say which one is most likely to happen.”

“K-Kiss me?”

“Come on, H. You can’t be that oblivious?”

Or the one where Niall and Harry are both High School teachers and get into a competition to find out who have the wildest Christmas spirit.

Hand prints and good grips
Ziam PWP
One shot

Liam removes his shoes and hangs the jacket of the dark grey suit he is wearing on the hooks next to the door. Zayn can see the way he is rolling the sleeves of his white shirt as he slowly reaches the couch. With every roll, a bit more ink is revealed and muscles are flexing and Zayn’s mouth is watering just by looking at him. He secretly hopes Liam would make him suck his dick because he really wants a taste of his Daddy right now.

Liam runs his fingers into Zayn’s dark hair, scratching lightly at his skull with his fingernails. It feels so fucking good to be touched after dying to be all day that he whines, low in his throat. And he can’t help the stutter of his hips pushing on the soft material of the couch again.

“Fuck baby, you look so good like this.”

Or just some shameless PWP Daddy Kink.


Good boy, Ziam, Smut.
Clark Kent or Superman? Narry, Fluff.
Christmas drabble Ziam, Fluff.
Hey Angel, Ziam, Fluff.
Niall with glasses, Narry, Fluff.
It’s too late, Ziam, Angst.
Public sex, Ziam, Smut.
10 things I hate about you, Ziam,
Power bottom Liam, Ziam, Smut.
Spanking, Ziam, Smut.
Nanny Zayn, Ziam, Fluff.
Prom night, Ziam, Fluff.
Photographer Liam, Ziam, Fluff.
My best friend’s brother, Ziam, Fluff.
Biting love, Ziam, Vampires.

Summer Three-slam

Sami Zayn/Finn Balor/OC: A smutty, fluffy threesome. I got this request before the shenanigans at SummerSlam, but I’m writing it now. So I’m fairly certain you know where this is going. Requested by anon

Lmao, y’all, I thought this title was funny af but the more I look at it the more I hate it so I’m just gonna leave it here, this is fine. Also sorry it’s so short. I’ve been a bit preoccupied today bc the college bookstore is fucking up my life. But that’s another story for another time.

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Ah, welcome! Whether you’re a new lirry shipper, an old one, a larry shipper, a whatever shipper, this is the ultimate Lirry fic rec made just for you! (and my satisfaction). Took me like 100 hours to make. Basically if you wanna read some good Lirry fics, long or short, this is where you’ll find them. Even if you don’t ship Lirry give some a shot! I’ve bolded the ones that are must must reads but the others are great too. Sorry. i hate that i made this. Strictly from ao3. I’ve read lots off tumblr and wattpad too but can’t be fucked to add them. (order is oldest to newest i know i suck but some of the best are the older ones)

The Distance Between First and Second  (48,522) 

*PAINFUL. But amazing.*

He is happy. Really. He is happy for Louis. Happy for Harry. Happy for them. Happy for himself.

Until he’s not.

might like you better if we slept togetherFAV (7,038)


Liam is one of those people who seem to be able to handle everything, so Harry likes finding the cracks in his armour and poking at them. It’s satisfying somehow, making him vulnerable.

Calm, Collected, and Nice (2,688)

*dom liam like c’monnnn*

Sometimes Liam doesn’t want to be seen as calm, collected, and controlled. Sometimes he just wants to be controlling.

never looked surprised (10,436)


Harry’s going to be a good friend now Liam’s got a broken wrist and can’t get himself off. Really. That’s all he’s doing.

If I Was Your Boyfriend, I’d Never Let You Go  FAV (10,776)

*i could read this 10000x*

“Harry, you essentially just told my sister that we’re dating.”

“Pretty much,” Harry says, and grins. “Champagne?”

in other words, pretending to be boyfriends fic

Cupid Got Me In a Chokehold (12,109)

It’s not as if he needs the extra friends. Not really. Definitely not curly haired, pretty eyed, nice lads anyhow. Nope. Not at all. (except he does).

like that fire running in your veins (1,697)

*omg this was the very first lirry anything i’ve ever read. it was like 2am. changed my life forever*

Where Liam is a hot doctor and Harry wants in his pants.

basicially an excuse for porn tbh

Harry’s Day Off (2,503)

Harry planned to spend his day off by himself, in his hotel room. He didn’t expect Liam to join him…

What Happens Here  FAV (12,089)


Though he dubbed the “prude” of their small group of friends, Liam is smitten with gay porn star, Harry Styles. He spends more time than he’s willing to admit watching his videos and admiring him. His feelings toward the thrown into overdrive when he runs into the star while celebrating Niall’s birthday in Vegas.

Even When We Fight (30,128)

*grumpy liam thumbs up*

University AU. Liam’s the star of the debating society until Harry shows up and steals the spotlight. Meanwhile, Niall’s in love, Zayn lives while he’s young, and Louis looks after his friends.

Think About Summer (13,237)


Liam is a pool boy. Harry is his best friend.

Good Boy (9,063)


Harry is Liam’s pet.

You can use me (15,781)


They start off just getting each other off as a comfort thing, it slowly turns into something more.

broken hearts, shattered songs (14,233)

Harry’s broken.

oh daddy now, now, love me good (1,225)

Harry likes to call Liam ‘daddy’ when they’re alone. Liam’s not entirely sure how he feels about this.

Glad Tidings of Great Joy


Basically, Harry comes over to Liam’s. They watch Elf and talk about their feelings and it’s all silly and Christmassy and surprise, there is kissing at the end.

It’s Hard Being Me (4,192)

A Lirry/Ziall story in which Liam is nervous around Harry and Niall and Zayn are a sickly sweet couple obsessed with getting Liam a date.

Drunk (3,701)

*just saying that Gothic Barbie was the first Lirry writer i really got into and everything she writes is perfection.*

The first time it happened Harry came stumbling into Liam’s room and Liam let him. He felt bad because Harry was drunk. That was probably Liam’s first mistake. He should have slept on the floor. Or taken Harry to his own bed. But of course, Liam hadn’t been thinking at all and he let Harry stay with him.

Harry had slept in his bed before, but they had both been sober. That night however, circumstances were much different. Harry had been especially… affectionate that night.

Twisted (13,185)

*louis being a dick*

Highschool AU where Liam and Harry are best friends. Harry has been crushing on Liam for years and wants to tell him how he feels, but there’s a new boy in school, Louis Tomlinson, who’s there to stir things up.

Five Christmases (13,202)

It only took 5 Christmases for Liam and Harry to get their acts together.

kiss me underneath the mistletoe (3,617)

where Harry and Liam kiss under the mistletoe a few times and then Harry has some sort of sexual revelation concerning Liam and his face and they kiss some more under the mistletoe and then don’t need mistletoe anymore idk

The First (6,363)

The first romantic thought Harry Styles had about his friend and band mate Liam Payne was not a pure one.

The Move (2,319)

When Louis wants to move in with his girlfriend, Harry is forced to move in with Liam. And he’s not thrilled about it.

The Five Times Liam and Harry Shared A Bed  FAV (3,808)


It was almost midnight and Harry could barely concentrate. He could feel Liam breathing next to him. He’d been here before, kinda. It’s not like this is the first time he’s touched Liam or been next to him in a bed, and it wouldn’t be the last. But lately things have felt… different. Like there was some new energy between the two that couldn’t be explained.

The Five Times Liam and Harry Kissed  FAV (4,023)

The culprit? Harry Styles. Who else? Louis liked to claim he was the mischievous one in the group, but everyone knew it was really Harry. He was always saying and doing things that… well, Liam would never do or say.

The Four Times Harry was in Control… And the One Time He Wasn’t  FAV FAV FAV (5,681)

*i can’t even count how many times i have read this. its perfect*

Oh, Liam. That boy stirred something wicked inside of Harry. Something would need to be done about that.

Love is Love  FAV FAV FAV (25,030)

*i’m telling you this author is jesus and this fic is amazing*

Liam’s head is spinning. A feeling he’s unfamiliar with. He’s pinned against a wall, his lips pressed to someone else’s. Another unfamiliar feeling. Liam Payne does not get drunk and make out with strangers in bars. At least, he didn’t. Until tonight.

the burning rhthym in our hearts (22,489)

Harry Styles, frontman of an indie rock band, had definitely not spared a thought for popstar Liam Payne since they were briefly on the X Factor together except perhaps for a bit of scorn. Definitely absolutely not. Not until the moment his band played right before Liam at a festival, anyway.

Par for the Course (4,706)

*smut smut*

Where Liam’s filthy rich, golf is somehow a turn on, and Harry needs a lesson in the intricacies of rimming.

if it’s loving that you want (30,632)

*kind of an OT5 but still Lirry and wonderful*

In which Liam’s a sex pet that the other four boys have purchased, but he’s a lot shyer and frightened than they had thought he would be.

Get Mine Get Yours (2,641)


Liam and Harry have the house to themselves.

These sins will lead you home (15,910)

Harry and Niall are Polo players and Liam is Harry’s new roommate with a boyfriend back in England. Things get messy.

once the show gets started, it’s bound to be a sight to see(26,331)

in which harry flirts a lot liam is a bit of a grumpy idiot.

Fucking Harry Styles(13,419)


Liam is the number 1 porn star on his site until Harry joins the company and steals his spotlight. So when his boss tells him that he has to make a video with Harry to boost ratings, Liam throws a fit. There is no one Liam hates more than Fucking Harry Styles.

Fucking Liam Payne (15,215)

Joining the same exact porn company as Liam and then actually surpassing him in popularity wasn’t exactly Harry’s plan, but it happened.

Fucking Liam twice and then then Liam asking him on a date had happened too.

Collecting Page-Six Lovers (14,949)


After his wife leaves him and their daughter, Liam is perfectly happy living a single life. He moves in with his friends Niall and Zayn, and the three of them raise Ginny together. Everything changes when Ginny wins a radio contest to meet her favorite singer, Harry Styles. It’s all a bit unnerving, but Liam can’t help but tag along for the ride.

i should run you a hot bath (4,406)


Harry pines for Liam.

Irresistible FAV (15,230)

It shouldn’t be this hard to enjoy sex with your girlfriend.


The one where Liam can’t make things work properly with Danielle so Harry offers to help him out and things get a little out of control.

Waist to Floor (4,689)

It’s not like Liam sets out to touch Harry all the time; it’s just his hands sometimes reach out and touch without his permission and Harry is often the one on the receiving end of said touches. That’s how it begins, anyway.

i could pick it up (we could take it slow) (11,404)

*drunk shenanigans are my faves* 

Liam’s a handsy drunk.

My Super Hot Stepdad (3,954)

*don’t even get me started*

Harry want to be fucked by his hot stepdad, Liam…

waiting for a 'no’ that’ll never come through (6,139)

Maybe that’s why Liam’s become mad with the need to fuck - because Harry’s just so easy to please and always eager to please that Liam just - he can’t help himself, can’t stop himself from wanting it always and completely contradictorily, wanting to draw it out.

Wheels Keep Turning (2,056)

Liam so used to being felt up by his bandmates, and so used to keeping a lid on what he feels about them, that he doesn’t realise Harry might be looking for a reaction of a different kind.

Trouble FAV FAV FAV FAV (28,416)


Liam is a young teacher and Harry is his overly charming and obnoxious student that desperately wants to get into his pants.

Caught (7,007)

They could flirt with each other and tease each other in public and no one would have a clue that behind the scenes they were secretly fucking. But trying to hide things from everyone was taking its toll and Liam and Harry had nearly been caught multiple times.

The Long Way Round (18,633)


Liam and Harry aren’t dating, honestly, it’s just that everybody thinks they are. Everybody, that is, except Liam.

Meanwhile, Louis, Zayn and Niall fight over Doritos, Rubik’s cubes and the best way to get Liam and Harry together.

I’m Not Gay(2,298)

Liam has trouble accepting his sexuality. His friends help him understand.

Super Rich Kids (16,103)

The rich are thought to have everything they could ever want or ever need; however, Harry Styles is dissatisfied with his life as a super rich kid unfazed by drugs, alcohol, and sex. Liam isn’t like everyone else, though, and Harry can’t help but to notice it. Their summer spent together completely alters their lives and makes them realize that love will always matter more than the money.

I Want You To Rock Me (5,362)

Harry catches Liam watching porn. And then he does something about it.

Honey, you are the sea upon which I float (13,946)

The one where Harry and Liam travel around Asia, feelings ensue, and things get difficult when they make it back to London.

finders keepers, losers weepers (5,033)

Louis has a drunken revelation about two of his mates that actually turns out to be 100% accurate.

Too shy to ask for it (2,992)

Liam and Harry are very close twin brothers. Everything between them is nothing else but sweet, caring and lots of love.

On Letting Go (9,435)

or, the one where liam helps a friend in need.

Just Hold On, I’ll Carry You (3,756)

Harry’s exhausted from tour. He finds that Liam makes an excellent pillow, but sleeping on Liam leads to feelings. Lots of feelings.

spring green is much too yellow, sea green is far too pale (2,922)

*the cutesttttttttt*

Liam doesn’t really notice the depth of detail Harry’s put into his Barbara costume until Harry drops the suitcase and reaches forward to pick it up. There’s a glint of pink at his fingertips, a little brighter than usual, and Liam is so startled that the “Oh, Barbara” slips out before he can stop himself.

You’re So Fit, Li (3,299)

When Liam comes out of the shower after a concert, Harry can’t really keep his hands to himself.

dolled up in your room (7,972)

*i think this was the first crossdressing fic i read. good times.*

Basically, Harry wears panties and thigh-highs and Liam really, really likes it.

If it wasn’t for you, don’t know what I’d do (6,148)

After finding out that their loved ones have been cheating on them, Harry and Liam find comfort in each other.

Co-dependency, Drugs and Other Things That Don’t Mix FAV (13,145)

*soooo goooood*

Harry’s just a rich kid with drugs, sex and a cunt-like attitude on his mind. He’s got no time for anything other than fucking around, but then there’s Zayn with his fucking desire to fuck everyone and they’re trying to impress the new kid in town. Harry’s got too many issues of his own, why does he even hang out with all these twats?

Oh and of course, Harry’s just fucked up just at the sight of this new kid - goody two shoes and a muscular body. He’s just setting himself up for disaster.

empty sighs and (bottles of) wine (11,646)

Liam’s an author lacking inspiration and Harry is a waiter at the town diner who just so happens to catch Liam’s attention.

In AP English (17,090)

A highschool au in which Harry And Louis are the best of friends (sometimes mistaken for dating each other), Harry’s in love with the star of every sport in the school, Louis may or may not be in love with someone who graduated six years before him, and Niall and Zayn are so in love that they miss a lot of important things because they’re…keeping each other company.

Teenage Dirtbag FAV (7,699)


Liam is forced to become Harry’s History tutor. Harry is the Punk guy that everyone talks about and Liam doesn’t know how he’s going to get through this.

I’ll Show You Who’s God (3,432)

Harry fucks Liam against the wall of a confession booth. In a Church. That belongs to Liam’s dad.

around the world in eighty thousand days  FAV (61,715)

*took me a century to read this but it’s incredible*

Harry sings in a band, travels around the world, gets a lot of new tattoos, and falls in love.

Don’t Push It  FAV FAV FAV FAV (29,914)


Harry hadn’t meant for Liam’s jeans to become so damn tight, and Liam definitely hadn’t meant to suggest that Harry be the one to fix it, but these things had happened. And now the two of them were suddenly facing a tension they’d never even known existed between them and no matter what they thought of they couldn’t find a solution to relieving it. And they were both far too stupid to back out now.

Pool Boy (5,701)


So Harry Styles can’t swim and yet he’s a pool boy. He just cleans them, and has no intention of getting in them, until he meets a certain boy who can’t seem to be found out of the pool. Also, this boy may also be a secret that his best friend has been keeping from him for years.

Why so secretive with your extremely hot brother named Liam, Louis?

World Was On Fire FAV FAV FAV (48,484)


Harry spirals out of control. Liam does his best to hold everything together.

like a consumption that can’t be tamed (2,719)

*i love this so much idek*

liam just really, really likes the way harry eats.

Eau Sauvage (13,234)

or, Liam and Harry are endlessly confused by each other, until they work out a way to be slightly less confused.

nor are mine ears with thy tongue’s tune delighted (24, 655)

louis is the shrew that doesn’t want taming. harry happens to like being adored, thank you. liam is hopelessly lovesick. niall’s the man with the plan. and zayn is in it for the money, until he isn’t. a 10 things i hate about you au.

Tank Tops and Sweater Vests (9,200)

Nerd Harry and Jock Liam in High School. What more needs to be said?

Duck Me(1,142)

*ed is cute in this one*

Liam drunk texts Harry.

in your wildest dreams. (10,156)

*yes yes yes yes*

Liam can’t stop thinking about Harry’s arse.

(Really, that’s essentially the whole story.)

Waiting for Wonderful (30,184)

A sort of summer after high school AU.

Loosely, very very loosely based on, inspired by, and an homage to the 1989 Cameron Crowe film Say Anything.

The working title for this for the longest time was The One Where Liam is a Track Star and Harry is the Weird Kid Who Loves him. Another working title was Lloyd Dobbler is an Arsehole. The two of these combined sum up the plot pretty accurately.

Harry’s Song (10,359)

Liam Payne is a gorgeous hunk of a song-writing beast, and Harry’s noticed.

Malady (12,069)


Harry and Liam play I Spy, kiss a little bit, and get each other sick, all in an effort to figure out where they are.

My Super Hot Stepson (3,779)

*in case you would like to read the sequel…*

Four Years Later..

Harry comes home from a camp and Liam is happy and horny to see him but Liam sees a changed boy. He’ll find out what exactly has changed..

Taking Care (9,257)

When Louis suggests a game of Truth or Dare, Liam fears for his sanity while Harry fears for his heart.

Secrets (3,710)

Louis can tell that Harry’s up to something. Louis makes it his life’s mission to find out what it is.

Rock Me (7,672)

Liam needs looking after. Harry wants to be the one to do it.

Suck Harder Slut (3,341)

*OT4 with Lirry but omfg this is just.*

Zayn, Louis and Liam are the most popular boys in school that Harry has had a crush on for ages. Harry’s a nerd that often goes unnoticed until one day Zayn invites him over to Louis’ house for some fun.

Drive Me Crazy (5,605)

Harry was slowly going mad. That was the only explanation he had. And Liam, poor, sweet, innocent, gullible, heart-on-his-sleeve Liam was the reason for Harry’s madness.

bright light city (gonna set my soul on fire) (14,550)

accidentally married in vegas fic.

Crossed Wires (21,624)

One Direction need a new singer. Harry walks into the band and into Liam’s heart.

Elephant In The Room (3,172)

Louis wants to know why Harry and Liam don’t kiss each other like the rest of the band. What follows is lots of boy kissing to force Harry and Liam together for just one little kiss.

My Favourite Place(4,988)

When Harry is heartbroken, he somehow convinces Liam to pretend to be his boyfriend. Liam reluctantly agrees.

Healing Hands(17,785)

It should be easy because Harry’s had years of practice, but somehow he’s finding it really hard to treat Liam with any distance at all because all he wants to do is bury his hands in Liam’s hair and plant kiss after kiss on his delectable lips.

Harry is a physio, Liam is a patient, Harry has a huge crush and Liam may or may not like boys.


Harry is Liam’s favourite sex slave.

In the Dark (12,101)

The one where Harry has a secret admirer in the band but I can’t make up my mind which one it should be so I’m going to write an ending for each one of them.

Can’t Say No (4,470)

“Because you never say no,” he said slowly, huskily, his voice deepened with sleep. “You’re never too tired or too busy or too stressed. I like that. A lot.”

ninepins when we roared  FAV FAV FAV FAV (22,381)


au. harry puts his life on hold. liam’s there to help him through it. (or the one where harry raises a baby and liam moves in with him.

Replay (12,352)

"Well, I like Zayn’s collection because it’s most like mine,” Liam muses as he grins at Zayn, who grins back at shared memories of blasting Zayn’s music at the top speaker level on late, lazy nights. “But Harry’s is the biggest.”


Breathe (9,298)

Everybody plays that game when they’re a kid. The one where you see how long you can hold your breath before your face turns blue and you can feel all the oxygen leaving your body. Like the weight of the world is holding you down and you’re struggling just to stay afloat.

Like you can’t breathe.

Harry feels like that all the time.

all we seem to do is talk about sex (3,848)

*oh look Harry wearing panties some more*

Harry wears panties for Liam and sex ensues. (That’s literally it.)

Boyfriends (19,003)

Harry decides that he wants a boyfriend. Liam’s there for him, until Harry realises he maybe doesn’t need to look very far at all.

Figured It Out (5,745)

Harry’s sad. Liam goes into protective mode and throws a punch. Damage limitation ensues.

Cats and Kitchen Scraps  FAV (25,981)


Liam somehow ends up agreeing to letting Harry move in with him even though they’ve never even had a full conversation before, and Harry ends up forcing Liam into letting him adopt a cat that makes it it’s mission in life to get Harry and Liam together.

The Hangover (7,716)

Niall throws open the door and glares at them. "What the fuck did you do to me last night?”

“I guess that means you don’t remember anything either,” Liam says in frustration. “Here.” He shoves the rest of his painkillers into Niall’s hand and tugs Harry inside.

Zayn’s sprawled on the bed, one eye open, watching Harry and Liam warily.

“I think I might be dead,” he mumbles against the pillow. “Why are you in a pink robe?”

The Only One (10,223)

Liam’s homesick and lonely and Harry wants to make him feel better.

You’re my first, my everything (12,449)

Liam is a cool dad. Harry is his cool child. Liam buys them an Ipad. Things go downhil from there.

Keep You As My Own (2,296)

*this is a bit messed up but like, i read it again a couple times dont judge*

Harry works at Liam’s daycare, and one day decides to keep Liam as his own.

Truly, Madly, Deeply (21,570)

Harry’s a famous popstar. Liam’s a mostly-broke teacher. Liam’s pretty much perfect. Harry pines.

Pirates and Firemen (5,739)

*wonderfully wonderful*

"Our costumes for Niall’s mates cousins Halloween party have to stay a secret from each other,” Louis says, reaching over to sneak his hand into Harry’s bag and triumphantly extracting a packet of crisps and ripping them open over Harry’s empty protests. “All agreed?”

Niall nods, Harry shrugs and Liam just looks worried.

My Little Butterfly(3,504)

Harry is autistic and Liam is his step-brother. Harry seems to have an obsession with butterflies.

As Usual Styles Gets His Way(1,908)

A movie night in leads to Harry and Liam getting a little heated on stage, who knew a movie could get both boys so worked up. Harry, that’s who, because according to him “Styles always gets his way.”

We Can Be Anything (15,475)

"It used to be Niall, he thinks as he lets the water sluice down his body, hopes it’ll wash away some of his resentment. It used to be Niall who they all felt protective over. When did that change for him? When did it become Liam?”

Shiver (14,633)

*how can you not want to read about liam being a stripper*

Liam is a stripper. Harry owns a strip club. Louis is the star attraction. Zayn tends bar. Niall’s everyone’s friend.

Jealousy Doesn’t Look Good On You (13,402)

Or where Liam pretends to be Harry’s boyfriend to make Louis jealous.

does it make you feel alive? (5,062)

they get mobbed at lax. harry tries to comfort liam. things gets in the way.

Chasing The Clouds  FAV FAV (15,538)

*growing up fics are so important. this is beautiful*

“I don’t want to grow up,” Harry confides to Liam as they turn the corner and pause as they look at the menacingly large gates to their new school.

“Everyone has to grow up, Harry,” Liam says wisely. He squeezes Harry’s hand tighter before shifting his satchel more comfortably over his shoulder. “But we’ll do it together, yeah?”

Choices (5,290)

Perhaps that’s when he realises something might be wrong. That maybe he’s not okay after all.

Not-So-Secret Santa (3,611)

Liam pulls Harry’s name for Secret Santa, and he’s going to need some Christmas magic and a declaration of love to rival Love, Actually.

Half A Heart  FAV (36,019)

*i cried. ugh so so good*

"This is where it all begins, Liam,” Harry says as he wraps his arms around Liam’s neck and nuzzles into him. “This is where they’ll say it all began. Where the biggest boyband in the world was created. This moment will be in all the history books and this hotel will have a plaque outside with our names on it and a date and people will come here on tours to look at where One Direction all began.”

baby, it’s cold outside (22,035)


Or the one where Harry and Liam spend Christmas together.

I Wanna Kiss You (6,534)

Total crack!fic. Liam can’t keep his hands, or his lips, off Harry. At all.

broke some rocks right through your window  FAV FAV (57,473)


Reception teacher Liam might be able to handle a classroom full of children with no sweat— but when it comes to letting himself fall in love, he finds he still has loads left to learn.

This Tune Makes Me Think of You, Somehow (18,062)

Harry doesn’t want to be at uni, or join some stupid a cappella group, or fall for The Boy With the Arms, but things don’t exactly go according to plan. But if he can win a championship and Liam’s heart along the way…well, it’ll be aca-awesome.

How I Pictured It (33,775)

Harry falls in love twice a week. But when he falls for Liam, there’s something about him that has Harry completely smitten. Side Zayn/Louis.

I’ve Fallen For Your Eyes, But They Don’t Know Me Yet (22,171)

Harry can’t stop adopting puppies because he wants to keep flirting with Liam, the hunky veterinarian.

Things I Can’t (4,561)

Harry’s jealous.

now i’m all exposed (5,911)

Harry and Louis are not at all amused when Liam and Nick become best mates.

standing in the way of control (49,618)

Liam’s flushed bright red from embarrassment and part of him wishes he could take the words back, just rewind for a few seconds and stop the words leaving his lips. But a bigger part of him, that part of him that hides deep inside where no one can see it, no one but him, that part of him needs this and if there’s a chance that Harry will say yes, if there’s the remotest possibility that Harry might be willing to do this, then it’s worth the shame and mortification.

the curse of curves (but not really) (2,308)

Harry goes to Liam’s to study, they watch a scary movie, and cute things happen.

(everywhere you look) there’s a face of somebody who needs you (27,309)

After it happens Harry disappears for nearly three months. He comes home to a worried family, an angry Liam, and Niall asking for a favor. He postpones his album and moves into Liam’s house with Niall to help raise his two kids. He expects for things to be hard and for his feelings to be a bit all over the place, all things considered, but he never expects to fall in love – especially not with Liam.

or a very loosely based full house au.

think about all the places we could go (28,521)

*OT5 but Lirry*

In which Louis thinks it’s funny to stamp the boys with Liam’s name, Niall likes having Liam’s name on his forehead, Harry’s jealous, Zayn just wants to spend time with Liam and Liam’s overwhelmed, really.

Baby Boy (10,951)

Liam Payne and Harry Styles are two university students, they’re roommates and they’re dating. Everything’s fine between them, or at least until one of them shows an interest in something so far fetched they push the other away. When the secret surfaces, will they come to an understanding and work through it or will it tear the supposed happy couple, apart?

Little things I should have said or done (I just never took the time) (8,840)

Harry and Liam are best friends who can never agree on what radio station to listen to. Also, Harry might be a little scared of the word boyfriend.

all i see is you (3,300)

Or Liam and Harry go on their third date to Machu Picchu and this fic happened.

written in my memory (21,646)

Or the one where Liam has amnesia and he struggles to connect with the boys

didn’t mean to turn you on (3,916)

It’s not as if Liam doesn’t find people attractive – he does. He can look at someone and admire the cut of their jaw, the softness of their eyes or the set of their mouth and know that they are good looking. Sometimes he looks at someone and his heart twists uncomfortably and he’ll get an overwhelming need to know them – to be involved in that person’s life – but he’s never really experienced any form of arousal and definitely never felt any desire to touch and be touched by someone in return. At least not until he went to bootcamp for the second time.

it’s easy to be loved (14,184)

Or Liam wakes up as a girl and Harry realises some things.

top fifteen angst fics

1. things have gotten closer to the sun by starseas (49k)

it’s strange, making the choice to face his past—it almost feels like he’s heading for the sun straight on, like he’s screaming come on and burn me, i deserve it.

when a solar flare is announced to end the world in twelve days, harry reunites with the people that he used to know better than the back of his own hand.

2. hold onto your stars by vashtaneradas (16k)

au; harry’s in the army, louis’ back home, and ninety days is a lifetime.

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8 months later part 2

Hey guys! I was really happy to see that some of you liked the story, so I decided to write a part two. From the beginning I thought it would just be one short story, but I got so many ideas so it might come out more chapters after this one, if you would like it to.


Part one:


*Adam’s pov*

I sat there with a finish message and was just about to send it to her. When I remembered that I wasn’t the only guy she had liked during 2016. When she broke up with me she started dating Tom Hiddleston just a few weeks or maybe a month after. I was so destroyed at this point. The love of my life didn’t give me a chance to win her back, she showed me and the whole world that she was the winner of the break up when she was seen together with him. At first I thought it was a sick joke, my Taylor wouldn’t do that. Then, when I heard he had bought her a ring and she turned him down and he couldn’t stand it, it was over between them and maybe I had a chance. I didn’t knew if the whole story was true. But the first time I heard it, I hoped it was. Because if she turned the ring down she might still have feelings for me. My friends gossiped a lot about it, and Tom said something about don’t believe everything you read, but at the same time, they broke things off right after that.

I read the message again “Dear Taylor. I just saw your video and must say congratulations. The song is great, the video is too and you know when we first started dating, and how you were very insecure about your body, I’m happy you’re over it now. Because even though we are over, I still stand behind my words. You are the most beautiful woman I’ve met in my life. You seem to be so happy, and I’m really glad for you. I really wish you the best. I know this might come as a shock to you, but Taylor I miss you so fucking much. I can’t stop thinking about you. And if you wrote this song about me, which I really hope you did, please give me a call. -Adam”

I couldn’t send it. What if the song was about Tom. “Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life”, that could totally be about Tom, or at least if he really was ready to propose and she turned him down. If she thought she loved him, but that it was too early. If he really gave her a “now or never” and she decided to go with never, because it was too early to call him the love of her life. She actually called me that, so maybe the song isn’t about me. And why would she see me around in all the empty faces when she met Tom right after we broke up. What if she replies something like “Hey Adam, good to hear from you. That’s so nice of you and I’m happy everything turned out great for you too. I’m sorry, but the song isn’t about you. I really miss you though, what do you say about two friends grabbing a coffee sometime next week? -Taylor”. Taylor is too nice to just be writing “Haha that ego, no it’s not about you.” but still. It’s a big chance the song isn’t about me and then I know it’s over for real. Then I know she will never be mine again. So maybe it’s best to think that I have a chance, because at least that give me some hope.

I deleted it. I couldn’t do this to myself. Taylor is probably having a part and is celebrating with her friends and everything. Why should I ruin her night? I still love her, so I can’t do that. That text message would make her so sad if the song is about Tom. Because if I had sent it and the song was about Tom, she would have to break my heart again. And I know that would break her too.

*Gigi’s pov*

I was sitting in Zayn’s lap. Feeling so happy. I’m only 21 years old, but I have found the one guy I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I had him right in front of me and I was so proud over him most of the times, but tonight I was a bit extra proud. Because my bestfriend and boyfriend had realised a song together and the music video was hot, mysterious, but still no kissing and nothing too much. “I love you so much” I whispered to Zayn. “I love you too babe. You know you are the most beautiful girl in the world right” he said and made me blush. I kissed him and heard how Taylor excused herself from the room. “Do you think she’s okay?” I whispered to Zayn when she was gone. “I have no idea, why do you ask?”. I gave him a serious look and then said “The song honey, it’s about Adam.”

OHH GUYS, was the first thing I thought to be honest. I loved this man more than anything in the world, but still he didn’t knew the story that he was telling in his song. He didn’t knew the song was about Adam.

“Adam?” he asked a bit confused. “Yeah, that guy you called di*khead on twitter, remember” I answered as I rolled my eyes. He started to laugh, “oh you mean Calvin Harris. I totally forgot his real name is Adam.” I started to smile, to me Calvin was Adam, but I remembered that because of their twitter fight me and Taylor hung out with out the boys most of the times. They met and hung out a few times, but still I got where it all came from. “I think I need to go and check on her” I said and kissed Zayn one last time before I started walking away.

I walked up, and asked pretty quiet “Taylor, where are you?” and didn’t get an answer. I walked to Taylor’s bedroom, and then I heard the sound I hated the most. The sound of someone crying their eyes out. I walked against the noise and it took me to her bathroom. “Taylor open up” I said with a pretty calm voice. “No, go back to Zayn. Have a great evening. I don’t wanna ruin this for you two. So go and have fun.” she answered.

“Open that damn door, I’m not going anywhere” I said, when she finally opened up I saw three bottles stand in front of her, one with red wine, another with whiskey and the last one with champagne. It smelled terrible in the bathroom. And when I lifted the bottles I realised it was a lot left, but still, she had been drinking so much more than her body could handle. I might need to take her to the hospital was my first thought. “What the hell?” I said and even more tears started streaming down from her cheeks. “Why did you do this to yourself?” I asked her while I tried to wipe her tears away. She laid down over my lap and said “He should have sent the text” I finally got up my phone and called Zayn so he could get a driver. But at the same time I started wondering about her words. The signals goes away….”ADAM” I said and Zayn answered “no, Zayn?”. “Babe I need you to fix a cab and a driver. FAST” I know he can hear it in my voice, that I’m worried. “What happened?” he asked fast. “It’s Taylor, she needs to get to the hospital.” Right away he hung up and I know that he tries to get a driver as fast as possible. “Gigi, I hate that I still love him. Did he have to do that?” Taylor said and then passed out in my lap. “Taylor, what did he do” I tried to ask, but it was impossible to get any connection with her.

I take up my phone and go to contacts and search for Adam. Click on text message and then writes in “What the hell did you do?” and click on send before I even thought it through…


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